#getting this off my chest right away

[sorrelpaws]

so rick says "that guy truly does not give a shit. he's the real deal", by which im assuming he's actually the Rickest Rick

WHICH IS SOOOOOOO.... good so neat it reaallyy shows rick's development even if it is kinda subtle. i just love it. season1 rick is carrying the title of "rickest rick" with pride, like that's actually something good. AND SEASON6 RICK ADMITS THAT HE IS NOT!!!! THE RICKEST RICK!!! BECAUSE HE CARES,. he loves his family.

i know there's debate on what to call morty's og rick right now, and i've seen a couple names already. AND I REALIZE that calling him the rickest rick could get umm confusing or something? but i dont care. hes the rickest rick guys

#rick and morty #spoilers #getting this off my chest right away #rickest rick #I AHVE MANYYY thoughts though rest assured #but agh i really loved this premiere #i do wish that the ep had been more rick and morty #but luckily i love beth and soace beth and summer. so i'll let this one slide

[j-ellyfish]

People who engage in the Hetalia fandom while openly disliking the source material and even Himaruya himself sound kinda like hypocrites to me. Everyone's entitled to their own opinion, but please stay away from me, this kind of mindset truly annoys me and makes me uncomfortable. Am I gatekeeping? No, not really, I just believe that being a fan of something should mean, you know, being a fan and liking the source material at the very least. It should be like, the lowest the bar can get. Below that, there's not being a fan.

#if you live in your own delusion and your friends' fanon that's cool but I just can't bring myself to consider you a fan and #respect any of your opinions on the characters and anything else related to that #because really how can you have opinions on something you barely touch because 'ew canon am I right guys'??? #idk I just don't understand this behavior and it makes me uncomfortable #I've been seeing this '''trend''' for quite a few years and it irks me so much #I too have some criticism of some parts of canon but spitting in the plate where I'm eating?? Nah that'd be so stupid and hypocritical #if you hate it so much then don't leech off hetalia tags #idk #you guys do you but still I will never understand nor support it #ary spoke #ofc I'm not talking about people who are new to it and are testing the waters with fanon content before actually watching/reading the sourc #material - I'm talking about the people who actively refuse to consume the source and openly hate on it and have done so for years while #still somehow engaging in the fandom and even getting mad when the most common portrayal of characters is you know CANON LEANING and #not mirroring their valid but understandably niche opinions that most often come from an interpretation of fanon #hence at least twice as far away from canon #I don't seek drama or anything please do not pick fights I just needed to get this off my chest

[rainywithachanceofstars]

#buddy daddies #kazuki kurusu #miri unasaka #buddy daddies 1x10 #for the better right? #just had to get this off my chest #as a child who prized access to my beloved people and routines and familiar places more than anything #i would have been absolutely DEVASTATED to find out that not only could I suddenly not go back to the place I had been living #but I would never see my parental figures who had been raising me for almost a year again #and not only that but they LIED TO MIRI about it being a SLEEPOVER to get her to go! #yeah four-year-olds wouldn't necessarily understand everything that makes that situation necessary #but they deserve to know in the larger sense that they're leaving so they have a chance to say goodbye #considering that Miri has already been sent away and rejected by one parent and that we've seen her abandonment issues before #I hate that they chose to spare the feelings of the adults by concealing the truth from Miri #it WON'T be 'easier on her' to hear that her papas told her she would have a sleepover and they will never come to get her #and she will never see her room or her clothes or eat Kazuki's cooking or play games with Rei again #it's not even a clean break! Misaki said she was going to keep Miri at the same daycare! #in worrying about Miri's safety and avoiding public meltdowns the adults are hurting her ability to trust in them #it never feels good to be manipulated like that no matter what the reason #but enough about me projecting #in which I babble to the world #memes

[foundfamilynonsense]

Alright, in light of some of the stuff I’ve seen about the kenobi trailer I’ve decided to get this out of the way before the show starts

Anakin’s fall was not obi wan’s fault

Like in no way shape or form. Anakin’s fall can be the fault of two people: Anakin and palpatine (because everything is palpatine’s fault).

Owen Lars is valid to want to protect Luke and I love Owen. Like I love him. And I find that scene incredible. But like. Obi-Wan is not to blame. Obi-Wan could not have stopped it. No other master could have stopped it.

End of rant

#just thought I’d say it now #get it off my chest #because I’m already seeing people like ‘yeah! obi wan stay away from Luke after what you did to Anakin’ #and like ??????? #you guys realize obi wan does eventually train Luke right #and like. he’s good at it #doesn’t do it very long but still #palpatine literally bent over backwards trying to get anakin to leave obi wan on that ship like #leave obi wan alone he’s not the bad guy #star wars #clone wars #pro jedi #obi wan kenobi #kenobi series

[guckies]

I feel like I get more and more pissed off anytime I watch q!Bad make a move. So here’s the rant after seeing the clip and following with what @/daisyychainssj said about Leo’s Ninho room:

Why on god’s green earth would he allow Bagi into Leo’s room and allow her to grab the warp into the room.

Yeah maybe it was to do with the size of the room but maybe they could have you know waited and asked to check Richas’ room or waited until her parent or Leo was online.

He also knows full well that there is hollow walls inside the Ninho that could be turned into unofficial/temporary rooms for those eggs and that Leo’s room doesn’t have to be touched at all.

But also since he remembers enough about the Ninho and how it works with his memory loss then he goddamn knows the significance of those rooms and he just broke the main fucking rule.

Which is that the ninho rooms are SAFE SPACES FOR THE EGG THAT OWNS THE ROOM, that ONLY the egg, their parents and TRUSTED individuals can reach.

Do Leo and Bagi know each other?? Hmm that’s looking like a solid no. How well does Leo know the new eggs? Wait they don’t know and neither does Leo because they just recently met. Do they forget Leo is shy and not always social? yes she trust the eggs she knows but how often does she get online for anyone but her family?? Looking like about 5% which is usually because Foolish or Roier have outside factors stopping them from taking care of her.

Also he’s not her parent, he doesn’t get to make decisions for Leo just because he took care of her like 2 or 3 times and he knows her parent. That’s stupid and demeans Foolish’s parenting.

In conclusion, Bad should have never stepped foot in Leo’s room with Bagi today. It makes no sense lore wise or even just him showing her. Despite his “respect” for all the eggs, he really needs to check himself first before he does anything. Because any time he’s messed with an eggs stuff it’s always been Leo and sorry but Leo isn’t Foolish. That dynamic should be keep completely separate and to say this isn’t disrespect is a lie because it is.

This isn’t even like bad roleplay anymore it’s just disrespect because how in lore will any of them know about it unless bagi uses it in front of them.

#rereading this and sorry if it was a little passive aggressive stuff like this just irks me so much #qsmp neg #qsmp discourse #bbh neg #qsmp #qsmp discussion #idk if it could be considered discussion but ill tag anyway #again this is in rp and it is my own opinion agreed or disagree just be prepared to give your reasoning bc disagreeing for no reason is dum #i had to get this off my chest because every move he makes recently has just been plain disappointing #like honestly didn’t put this in the post but do you think bad would have the same chilled reaction as foolish would if foosh let ElQ- #into dappers ninho room or even his house because he wouldn’t #he would flip if foolish did that but because he did that with faulty memories and just because its foolish hell get away with it #and sorry to the bbh defenders but frankly that’s disrespectful to leo cause it directly minimises her feelings about ti #just because he trusts someone doesnt mesn everyone else does and that doesnt give him the right to give them access to their private space

[magicicephoenix]

i need to go pound joey drew into a pulp RIGHT NOW

#diction dump #joey drew #batim #HIS SPEECH AT TBE END OF BATDR MAKES ME JDLABRLELWL #SCREAMINF AT TVE SCREEN #JUST SHUT!! UPP!!! #okay i’m normal now. i hate him so much #he praises audrey about being his first creation of life when the ink demon is literally RIGHT THERE. #like. do you want to be good or not?? of course bendy kills you! you’re being an asshole! you suck!! #oh my godd i need to fling him around a room ragdoll style. crush him into smithereens. rrrgrghh #he comes across so disingenuous.. like. i don’t care if audrey’s your precious shining moonlight. she’s also The One Who Came Out Right. #meanwhile The One Who Came Out Wrong is SEETHING with hatred for you! do you not see the consequences of your words?! #“i know you’re in there” like the ink demon isn’t sentient?? like audrey’s just stuck someWHERE not with someONE? #and bendy’s so so angry. of course he is! his creator (well. a copy of him) is saying TO HIS FACE that he’s just a monster. a mistake. #that he’s NOTHING. and most infuriatingly that this stupid OTHER who had the privilege of coming out right is EVERYTHING! #why does she get that? why did she get so lucky? where was all this compassion when it was him? why did he never feel this love? #and so he lashes out. obviously. all he’s ever been is a monster because all he’s ever been TAUGHT is how to be a monster #and who taught him that? who forced him into that? that’s right. the biggest monster around. #so i’m sorry if i don’t find your little speech to be heartfelt joey. you’re a long way away from saying anything truly GOOD. #phew. okay. needed to get that off my chest.

[delightful-69]

i just fucking hate this neighborhood

#sorry to vent #but not really #just want to get st off my chest #my best friend is already like a stranger so really #no one here is like...decent #bunch of fake ass bitches #a fucking camera and they decided to steal it #''how do you know'' #oh idk. the alarm went off around fucking 8 in the evening #it's not even midnight #fucking eight pm #when there was literally bunch of people around sitting there #people just want to screw each other for a piece of land #''you can't prove it's me. the camera didn't even caught the thief' #listen. #listen. you were literally selling stuffs right fucking under the camera. and STILL active at fucking 9 and a half pm #the event happened at fucking 8 #so the asshole who stole it. HAD to walk up to you. HAD to stand right next to you. STOOD nearby other assholes. #HAD to stand on st AND HAD to manually unscrew the camera and removed bunch of wires #before getting away #so if it wasn't you #then you purposely just...fucking ignored a thief #the houses next to us has fucking camera too. and it has been there for decades! #and yet the moment. we installed it. suddenly it just vanished the day after. #''it's new so the thief like it more'' #then explained why this ''genius'' stole this at fucking 8pm when there were people around. #like. the camera was right under them #there is no fucking way #this shitlord wouldn't get their attention #sure. fucking fine. it's just an object

[derpinette]

as soon as i want to relax i start thinking about how vulnerable my vitals are

#like when it is time for me to sleep or on the bus or just walking about outside #i always have my sides “hugged” sort of & i always worry about the back of my neck showing #( could entice someone into stabbing me there ) like on the bus or in class i keep thinking about how easily #someone behind me could just snap & stab me in the neck #i am a paranoid person like this in general in 2019 i was too scared to wear my hair in pigtails because i was paranoid some crazy person #with scissors would cut them off & run away ( sometimes i start thinking too much & it starts going into witchcraft territory ) #( like OMG i am så going to get cursed for a laugh or out of boredom using those !!!!! same with nail grooming i only file ) #anyway so when i try to sleep i keep thinking about how someone could just barge into my house & stab me in the kidneys & chest #& it feels so real so i have to curl up into a ball so the thought goes away #but then i think like any position is stabbable & nothing i do can protect me. no one say guns i am north african #maybe i need to start hiding weapons under my clothes again just to feel safer i used to hide blades in my bra when i was crazy in 2020 #i think i am getting back there lately but surely this is fine whatever. Who caare & i mean that genuinely i have already been there #butUGH I HATE feeling so vulnerable to The Killer like i know what wendy williams means but honestly the thought of not dying scares me moa #kind of like how the anticipation of a needle is scary only you get stabbed or attacked & bludgeoned in various ways #like anyone can do anything at any timeeven when i was a kid i would be walking places & think someone could so easily drop a bomb right no #or how gas cylinders can explode at any moment. & then i start visualizing & Feeling until my ears ring. anyway #sorry for my Sick & Twisted Dark & Sinister Mind #journaling. or like.something.

[pepprs]

mutuals i think it may be fucking over for me. yesterday i was literally INCHES away from someone without a mask who coughed a couple times (we were sitting in a very crowded room for 2 hours!!!) and today she’s out sick. she tested negative for covid but i don’t trust that. im fucking scared shitless

#purrs #if she does have covid this will be my worst exposure yet because we were INCHES away. and she was unmasked. im so scared i can’t even #fucking breathe. im so so scared. i have so much to do in the next few days so getting sick with anything would be bad but i cannot fucking #get covid. i can’t. im so terrified. my head is spinning and my chest is tight and every swallow is scaring me. i am going to have to be on #guard for god knows how long and it’s going to ruin everything. help #i was wearing an n95 and slipped it off like 2 times for maybe a second each just to take a bite of something. but we were right next to #each other. and im so scared. im in full blown panic mode which i know doesn’t help anything but im so scared

[arabela25]

what in the jedward is this hair

#dw #dw (ten) #I just needed to get this off my chest right away #I don't like it #looking forward to donna tho!

[july-19th-club]

my brother's confidence in my ability to get better with sleeping is making me so anxious that I can't sleep lol also making me afraid that all my coping mechanisms will stop working and I won't even be able to sleep with the otc aides I have used in emergencies up till now. And that I'll stop being able to sleep after a bad night and wind up having it like him and my mother with multiple bad nights in a row like just thinking about it has made me terrified of it and I don't think that fear is going away he wants to talk about it like I have some kind of special insight and I DONT! I'm terrified that I'll lose all the progress I've made and nights like this where I lie awake with my heart pounding after a completely relaxing day make me absolutely certain of it like I am going to never be able to trust my ability to sleep again and all the tricks will stop working and I'll get in a wreck or something just trying to get to work in the winter because ill be chronically sleep deprived and that'll just make me more anxious viscious cycle forever and its not his fault but it IS for acting like I'm doing better which is tempting fate into making sure I'm not

#why would you even ask me if i had any advice youre jinxing me #my advice is never get comfortable or feel safe ever thats how it sneaks up on you and gets you #god i should never have started a new show eithee ugh i hate everything #nothing bad even happened today but a whole months worth of pent up stress is boiling out of me right now i hate it #what if i can never trust my ability to sleep again #i NEED To be healthy this week! i still have programs to run at work and if you dont sleep it's bad for your immune system #so i HAVE to sleep. and ill never feel safe about that again there's always the xhance that for no predixtable reason #my chest will get cold and fast with fear and my mind wont shut off and itll never go away

[butchviking]

credit score apps are so evil theyre like trying to gamify shit that is actually important to my life leave me alone. "ooh youre sooo close to the next level youre just a few points away you could totally get to the next level if you open another credit card" i dont WANT to open another credit card but omg i could get to the next level...

#theyve been pressuring me for months to actually put something on a credit card bc i had two accounts sitting there with nothing on #so i got that cheap-ass printer (wonderful purchase i have cheerard and ray on my fridge now) and put it on a card and now its like. #ok so i can pay that off right away like i WANT TO. #or i can leave it there and basically get charged a couple of quid a month in interest just for my score to be higher??? #THIS IS STUPID. ITS LIKE GAMING MICROTRANSACTIONS FOR REAL LIFE. I HATE IT HERE. #anyway i think after christmas im gonna get an mcr credit card. or concert credit card in general. i GUESS. but i fucking hate that. #i want good credit tho i need good credit i have to buy new teeth and a new chest someday and im going to have to finance that

[semercury]

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#stuff sarah says #everything is so complicated and i dont want to be alive #i dont want to die. i just dont want to be alive. theres a difference #like im fine. i wont do anything about it. just the heavy weight in my chest of wow i wish i didnt exist so bad rn #i hate people looking at me and drawing their own conclusions #and like. nothings happened. but people could start to hate me. they could. out of nowhere #and a lot of them would have a 'good' reason to. bc i dont know the answers #i dont know anything!!! i don't know what the right answer is but things feel off and wrong and i dont like it!!! #leave me alone dont look at me dont ask me my opinion dont look at me dont look at me dont look at me #im gonna go to my dr appt on monday and deal with the stupid mental health quiz and not know the answers #bc like yes i imagine what if i was dead a lot. im fine tho. its a normal thing for me #everybody just wishes they didnt exist. ive yet to meet someone who hasnt #have i lost interest in the things i used to enjoy or am i afraid something bad will happen if i do them? who's to say??? #and unfortunately i cant do the 'can we skip this im in therapy im fine' thing anymore bc im not in therapy anymore #and i get to say no im not finding a new one. you think im gonna open myself up like that to a stranger? #but yeah. i think id be better off if i ran away into the wilderness #ill keep a journal and when i inevitably die to the elements it can be published like that one guy #im so scared of everyone all the time. i dont want people seeing me anymore

[sun-marie]

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#kinda personal and vent-y so I felt like putting it in the tags #feel free to keep scrolling if you want #but regarding my last reblog #I've always wondered if it was fair to call my self 'disabled' or say that I have a disability with my Crohn's Disease #bc like I never want to take away from people who are like (physically) 'really' disabled I guess? #like more visibly so if that makes sense? #I mean according to the last post I would #bc Crohn's is both chronic and an autoimmune disease #but idk it feels like I'd pull the rug out from ppl if I said I was disabled and followed it up with that I have Crohn's #bc I feel like most people picture a person in a wheelchair or a blind person when they think of disability #To be clear I don't question anyone else's decision to call themselves disabled if they have Crohn's! #it's a highly personal thing imo #this is just my thoughts with my own disease #but for me it is kinda lonely sometimes #bc I feel like I'm right in the middle and idk how many other people are with me #and like there aren't enough months in the year for an IBD month 😅 #anyway #might delete this later #just wanted to kinda get this off my chest 😔 #your irregularly scheduled art content will be back up next haha

[oberon-king-of-the-cherries]

Nasty pet owner moment: I have a pair of tweezers specifically for pulling out clumps of waxy fur from Chloe’s ears and it’s the single most satisfying activity in my life.

#even the vet is surprised by how much fur she gets in there. especially her right side #it’s such an intricate dance. she’s gotta be purring on my chest. then I can inspect for gold. wipe any clumps up and away from her ear #and then it’s a game of operation to get as much out in one go before she takes off #her ear cleaning liquid cleans out the wax and dirt but doesn’t seem to effect the hair clumps #not fish

[ceramicdove]

“chatting idly and mindlessly about very common or basic character misconceptions” part two, wataru edition. something something about wataru’s dehumanization and how he spent years of his childhood picking up and putting down roles and losing himself between the lines of where his own solitary identity lied (where does the stage end?), external to every character he’d dipped into starting from his youth. I think it’s interesting to see how he’s developed and handled this over the years. but also, somehow, despite how alienating and blurry it can feel, the act of performing and trying to trace back who you are because you’ve picked up so many pieces and faucets from people and characters and from life as a whole is one of the most human experiences there is. and it’s already said within the story that identities and personalities are episodic and continuously subject to change and growth, they can never truly be defined. they live and breathe as our bodies do.

so I think it’s misguided to view the only focus of his arc as being ”oh, no, he must just be lying about everything and be secretly super sad and depressed all the time!” when there’s more to it than an archetypal “happy-go-lucky character turns out to be hiding their pain” ending (and more to it than assuming he’s lying about everything, in general).

I also love that he uses performance, theatre & actions as a means of communication, and how he feels as though he stumbles greatly over his own words and can barely ask for things. having theatre as a framework for communication offers a safety net and a certain sense of indirectness, but at the same time he gets mangled and tied up within that net and the other characters (or even he, himself) begin to grow frustrated and confused surrounding his existence & intentions (hokuto’s “if there’s something you want to be done, do it yourself like a normal person [...] but you and your sacrifice will never be rewarded. the spectators won’t ever notice”) and the audience no longer understands him, it assumes he’s only lying through his teeth and therefore questions and probates every inch of him. wataru is intelligent, fickle, and capable of acting manipulatively or in ways that cause shifts and ripples through the story (he’s been very good at doing so), but at the end of the day he’s also a teenager and a child like everybody else, he bears his own sense of confusion, loss, sorrow, genuineness, and love. he’s a bright and brilliant character with a big, albeit confusing heart. and he ultimately is meant to be accepted with all of these faucets, numerous and ever-shifting as they may be.

#wataru is a really complex & indirect character to read so this is just how I see things as of right now. always susceptible to change. #I think almost everyone sees him differently in one way or another due to his writing so I can only offer my own piece of the puzzle. #but I think he at least deserves respect & time coming from people who look at his character. no matter the take-away. #I could say so so much more & be more thoughtful about this but I just wanted to get it off my chest quickly. and experience peace.