#giving everything theyve got.

[larabar]

when sonic willingly is corrupted by the cyber energy its all blue because thats still him hes doing this for his friends and he will make sure theyre ok even if it means going all out. because he loves them

#dont talk to me im SICK #/pos #its like how sage turned blue whenever she was doing something for someone else or just. full of love #hes got all this power yet hes still got his friends at the front of his mind #because he loves them #because hes here !!! reaching far across these new frontiers !!!! #“in my hands i hold the ones i love” <<< !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #GH sorry sorry. please talk to me about the dlc im. exploding #sth #rambles #sonic frontiers spoilers #frontiers dlc spoilers #THE MUSIC actually just give me one more second #at the climax. when hes fully corrupted and eggman is lining up the final shot #when it seems like hes gone #the vocals weve been hearing the whole time come back full force over the instrumental #giving everything theyve got. #just as sonic is #MAN i wish i knew music theory so i could actually put this all into words. but the way the vocals represent sonic and his goals #and how they come back even after such an aggressive guitar solo #just !!! #h. idk. thats all #go on with your day ill just be here #im he-💥

[sadquickchristmassnowman]

question for you all

(the husband is NOT abed. important info)

(read the tags for my “abbreviated” thoughts If You So Desire)

#because like #obviously he’s gay like I think we all agree his character makes no sense unless you read him as gay #so him having a wife would likely completely counteract all that queer coding and just be. completely wrong for him #which would be difficult to watch tbh #BUT #if he has a husband it means the writers acknowledge his queerness but are ignoring what that means for his relationship with abed #like they’re just making him gay for representation points and giving him some throwaway husband character #voltron style #actually both of these options are kinda voltron style tbh #but one of them is referencing klance and one is referencing shiro or whatever his name is #I’ve never actually seen that show thank god that migjt be too much for me #ANYWAY I got very sidetracked #so yeah him having a husband would also be. ouchie. like what about abed. what about everything theyve been through #what abouuuut trust #jesus christ okay that’s enough tags #just curious abt yalls thoughts on this #community #nbc community #community nbc #abed nadir #troy barnes #trobed #troy and abed #community tv #six seasons and a movie #community movie

[bmpmp3]

fish......

#art #traditional art #watercolour #embroidery thread #oc art #ocs #oc group: unsorted #oc: unnamed #i gotta name him. my guy whos secretly a school of fish pretending to be human #this was another study i made for class along with a few other doodles of this guy. then i got kinda roasted by my TAs lol #wasnt their fault i think they were just tired and stressed. plus theyre like the same age as me. i know what its like being 25 LOL #it did discourage me a lot in the moment because despite the everything about me thats probably apparent both through my blog and irl #i keep my art passions really REALLY closed off irl LOL so at the time i was like just barely stepping my toe out and showing my truth: #that all i do all day is draw dorky oc stuff HDKJSDS i did kinda immediately get called cringe in all but the actual word orz #it was a bummer but i think i feel better about it now. especially because again my TAs are the same age as me or younger than me #and im not gonna let a 25 year old calling me cringe get me in my head HKFSKJFDSd plus again i think they were just stressed and in a mood #because other times theyve been chill even when giving a harsh critiques so it mightve just been like. something in the air #but you know. isnt that a bit of a milestone in its own right. being called cringe in your fine arts class critique <3 #but i still like my funny guy from my dream. hes just a normal ass looking guy. who is made of fish :)

[dairyfreenugget]

(Going insane boinkinh one AU in my head)

Hey hey hey

May I interest you in

(Slowly slides my FaaF AU towards you but void just Disappears without a trace one day before the accolade)

Teehee

#thylacines can talk #faaf au #i love this au very yummy. a very fun twist on how Flower's dynamic with their parents would progress afterwards #the vessels live but the void exits their bodies in quite a violent manner (extreme pain and literally throwing up an entire person worth of #void). Flower was on guard duty and theyre found barely conscious in a pool of rapidly evaporating void. passes out seconds later #PK also had the displeasure of experiencing extene pain and burning as void forced its way out through his skin <3 And his moulds all melted #and evaporated. after the initial shock wears off theyre hit with “Oh No #the vessel“ and rush to find them. Well somebody else was already looking for the royal pair about this #Flower wakes up dazed and in pain in their father's workshop. their stomach hurts their throat burns and they feel lightheaded. the entire #place is considerably brighter than they remember and in they can hear two faint voices in the background but theyre too preoccupied with #examining their now pure white hand in shock to focus on anything else. until they hear their mother say “My wyrm they're awake” and #suddenly their parents are by their side. Now the two have no idea what void leaving their body might have done to them. Are they still #hollow? are they still dead? do they understand anything are they sentient? or was what was done pernament even without the void? do they #have the mind of a child if their sentience was restored? or do they remember anything? So WL stays by their side and helps them sit up #while their father goes to grab his tools. She's trying to keep them calm and comfort them but theyre still too disoriented to pay her much #attention. Until their father checks their breathing and they yelp audibly from the cool metal contacting their skin and suddenly they seem #much more alert. theyve never experienced true coldness before. PK quickly apologises and tries to be gentler with them. Theyre breathing #properly and they have a heartbeat. And he just pauses for a long while just. listening to their heart beating. Many emotions to be had #after the exam's over he asks them point blank how theyre feeling. And Flower looks up at him still seeming a little disoriented. and then #they lower their hand to their stomach and mutter 'My tummy hurts...a-and my throat burns'. It's to be expected after the way the void #left their body. so he goes to grab them some water and meds and they also ask for food and a mirror. And after he returns they just stare #at themself in the mirror and pull on their bangs for a while then blurt out 'I have your eyes' when PK asks if everything's okay. And he #and he almost chokes up as he replies 'Yeah...Yeah you do'. Flower eventually spins a lie that they remember everything but its all distant #and blurry. Like they were not aware until now. They figured it'd be better to not break their hearts #And now the three have to figure out how to be a family while PK is also scrambling to find a new solution to the infection #oops i meant to only give a brief rundown in the tags which is why it was in the tags. but i got too invested KDHDKFB

[ddrawful]

I said I was gonna draw her face today! Just uh... Got a little carried away and drew more than that lmao

Will I ever draw her with one of the actual cast members??? Perhaps one day

Gonna post the individual pieces below the cut!

#Am I literally obsessed with my own OC lmao #I just think theyre so silly and funny #I have an ENTIRE story arc planned out in my head for how they end up joining the cast #But I will probably never write it down and if I do Im too much of a chicken to share it #Theyve got a backstory any everything #Anyway I love them #Art #My art #My OC #My OC art #lego monkie kid #lego monkey kid oc #Lego #I am so bad at tagging my own art so once again I will simply toss this into the void and pray #Also I was gonna give her just the normal lego eyes but these are so much cooler #Rule of cool man

[theygender]

The management at my old apartment stole my fucking bike

#apparently theyve been mass 'confiscating' bikes off peoples porches without telling anyone that theyre taking them #i dont know how long mine has been gone bc i didnt notice it was missing until i went to load it into my car to move it #but if its been more than (i think) 30 days then it would be considered forfeit and they would have already sold/claimed/trashed it by now #my gf and i saw a whole pile of 20+ confiscated bikes near the maintenance building but it doesnt look like mine was in it #i called them today to ask about it and they told me that for them to look for it i would need to provide a photo to prove its mine?? #its MY bike! you stole it off my porch. how tf was i supposed to know that i needed to take a picture of it beforehand #they told us we can go check out the pile so me and my gf are gonna go look more thoroughly now that we're officially allowed #but if its IN the maintenance building we wont be able to find it #and if they already sold it or took it home with them or threw it away then it also wont be there #and i cant even ask them to confirm when they took it / if its already gone #bc it looks like theyve been doing this with dozens of bikes over the past few months so how would they even remember one specific one #what the fuck #rambling #also to be clear: they arent being confiscated BECAUSE theyre on the porches #the bikes are supposed to be under the stairwell and thats where mine was #my neighbors who leave their kids bikes piled on their side in the yard got to keep theirs #theyve been doing unscheduled porch painting without any sort of warning or notice on and off since like december tho #so my only guess is that they decided since they werent giving us any notice to move our stuff off the porch ahead of time #they decided to just move straight into confiscating everything off of the porches and hoping no one would call them out on it #which is fucking bullshit

[sarioh]

I don’t know if he does this intentionally. but like. etho teases so many potential fantastic team ups. Martyn was like the majority of his ep 1. he screwed around with grian gif a lot of ep 2

and then he tracks down BDubs again

anybody who follows this blog knows i love ethubs but holy shit i would do terrible awful things to see etho team up with any of the remaining people he's never partnered/closely allied with. cleo or pearl or scar or martyn or grian literally any of the above. PLEASE

#im so greedy though joel and etho was everything i ever wanted and i got it and it was perfect. i should not ask for too much #i love the old pairings etc but i also love seeing new stuff its what gets me most excited with new seasons of life series #so like this season i am so captivated by the nosy neighbors and also with what cleo and scar have going on #ive literally written whole ass essays abt etho with grian/scar/cleo and theyve never even teamed up . #I WANT MARTYN AND ETHO SO BAD. IMNOT GIVING UP HOPE. THEYVE TRIED TO KILL EACH OTHER LIKE 4 TIMES ALREADY IDC

[ultra-violetra]

there’s 1 creator who i absolutely hate that the qsmp keeps getting closer and closer to and if they end up joining i stg i will just stop watching. theyre so irritating i cant watch any content theyre even a part of

#for the record they havent actually done anything wrong they just give me really bad vibes and i think theyre annoying #i cant explain it #they used to not be so bad but it got infinitely worse since then #they think theyre the main character of everything and try to take over every piece of content theyre in #them joining might as well be the death of the server to me #and if youre trying to figure out who it is just know theyre already a part of purgatory 2 #so i will not be watching :) #its a shame too i was excited for sneeg #and theyve already been doing a bunch of stuff with qsmp members sooo #qsmp neg #i guess

[shittywriterbrain]

sorry but if your city has no trees or parks or alleys or decently green canal shores that's not a city. that's hell

#i was in vienna for a week (for school) and holy shit #i know im a spoiled little berlin brat we have trees and parks everywhere #but holy shit vienna. holy shit. #i was trying to figure out what was so offputting to me the first three days but when we visitied a big graveyard #i realised i was just craving nature #even the donau is fucking ugly like everything is just concrete #the architecture in the centre is cool i guess but in bulk its just a lot of beige & few ornaments and NO FUCKING TREES #GIVE ME TREES #this is not hard btw we drove through prague on our way back and theyve got everything vienna has only more beautiful #houses arent just beige the bridges look really nice and you guessed it they have trees #another one for the void

[infizero]

i love this art so much every time i see it i get all giggly theyre so cute and silly

#serena.txt #somehow while making this post the thought ''mario peach qpr'' shot directly in my brain and now im shaking w power #this might be real to me now. like they dont rlly ''act'' like theyre actually dating but yknow theyve got some kinda thing like that going #on obviously. she gives him a little kiss on the nose sometimes but they kinda just hang out most of the time. this is so qpr coded #me on my way to aromanticize everything in my sight

[snekdood]

Whats pretty frustrating for me is that i know theres people who think of my preferences as like. Super unrealistic or something... as if i dont already know that. like.

The whole point is that im literally so scared of getting with other people that if they arent like the person i want to be with in my head, i dont trust them. It has nothing really to do with how "attractive" they are, rather, i self isolated for a while in highschool, realized that my base emotional feelings towards others was mistrust, and decided at that time it was impossible to find trustworthy people so I instead decided to go inwards and essentially "make up" people that i could trust. Because part of me really REALLY doesnt want to believe this is a cold heartless world where you cant trust anyone, I then would try instead to find these people externally. I know its not realitisc but I still havent met someone outside of my characters who I feel like I can fully trust.

#and now even especially after that abusive relationship #where someone knew this and then decided to betray me anyways #not giving an inch of a fuck how my trust is effected or how the rest of my life will be #like they essentially sealed for me that i cant trust anyone ever again and the only people i can trust is my ocs. #ive yet to be proven otherwise. #mood #so yeah. me being like 'ur not good enough for me lol 😜' is me coping with the fact that i dont feel like anyone is good enough to trust. #and ig my effort to socially shame people into trying to be trustworthy enough to be with me if they want it that bad lol #probably not a good thing but i also dont want to get hurt anymore ! #kinda tired of getting really close to people only for thme to betray my trust like! i dont think yall understand. #i retreated into myself for years bc of csa. i finally open myself up back to the world. find someone who PRETENDS ro be everything i want #and everything i can trust in a person. literally told this person so much about myself. so much more than ibe told literally any other #physical person. i got so extremely vulnerable eith this person like with no one before. only for them to do a 180 and sexually abuse me #also. and yall expect me to walk awya from this situation unscathed and unbothered and i just need to let myself fall in love with like #anyone and everyone 🤪 when theyve essentially sealed the fate of me never being able to trust another external person ever again. #and then yall wonder why i wanna burn the earth over.

[thedeadthree]

🥀✨🗡

#so i am doing ye olde browsing into the wiki for more lore right and i wind up in the m*arquis wiki right #and as im reading i learn more about him right bc teehee i love him #and like……. crime boss beloved right high table dearest 🥀🗡 #BUT b*ill the actor who plays him said he thought of the character as having an non aristocratic background like he grew up in poverty? #which was the reason for the extravagant suits and ever since i have been going INSANE all day ✨😵‍💫 #and that he was an assassin before the titles like it’s giving me THOUGHTS #bc with karols new lore like she was in the phones (now that AND a radio host teehee in Paris) and doing a bit of thievery on the side right #i mean what if they knew each other back then u know? they’ve known each other for much longer than either say right…… #theyve always wanted to reshape the table as they saw fit u know? and had a PLAN to achieve that <3 #and it was him to encourage her to woo santo? (shooting himself in foot though bc baby boy entered a wicked jealous era but like…. the plan) #but then he was zeroed by John and so she was like oooo okie dokie 🥀😌) #(ofc power gets to him and poor karol was like 🥀✨🤷‍♀️ YIKES) #i think they lose contact and then reuniting then THEY get married and then he died 🥀✨💀 #and that is the new lore of dear girl karol 🥀✨🤭 #j*ohn w*ick verse karol you iconic dear you !!!!!!! #oc: karolina pajari #x: karolina x vincent #leg.txt #ash got to hear the lore essay about them first 🥀✨🗡🤭 !!!!!! they’re everything rn to me skzjzjjz #(and bc fellow marquis appreciator!!!!!!!! you get it!) #IM MOVING AT A SNAILS PACE BUT I AM WORKING ON IT !!!!!!!! #like listen it may or may not be canon but it is canon to ME and fits so well with karolinas lore 🥀✨🤭✨ #and even ties her into the connections with chiara as he and cosimo were both friends back then? #and maybe even valentina as well? that’s my two social climbers 🗡✨🥀🤭

[navramanan]

:/

#too many men have NO shame NO haya NO respect vallahi. it almost gets me worked up #this one guy sat next to me ON PURPOSE. the seat next to his FRIEND was empty. then along the way several more got empty #he stayed sat next to me and i'm not dumb i knew it was on purpose #then minutes before his stop he starts talking to me 'is everything well?' i dont know u and wtf do you mean #he asked several times i said yeah very weirded out #then he goes where u from are you german. then he gestures to his head saying very good meaning me wearing hijab #VOMITTTTTT WHO ARE U EW EW EW #i got so icked out cuz the audacity????? how you commenting on that????????? #i hate that it when it has to be said cuz it should be COMMON sense not to act this way not to make stranger women uncomfortable #but you like imagine someone doing this to your sister???? the fact it has to be said #the fact men dont have this common sense in their brains and only (sometimes) clock it with comparisons to their mums or sisters #before getting off he stretched out his hand to me to shake it AUUGHHHH???? NOW WE DONT KNOW THAT'S HARAM????? #had to say no two times cuz he insisted like you fr frrrrrr have to be stupid to ignore body language #cuz i was visibly weirded out. then he tapped me on my shoulder before getting off. shivers #you think it's very good when a woman wears hijab bit THEN sit right next to a non mahram woman when you couldve sat next to your friend #you look her directly in her eyes make comments about her covering (v inappropriate) THEN try shaking her hand #it's always the ones so so delusional about what theyve done wrong may Allah guide them for the sake of the women they give a hard time to #i rarely have encounters like this but i'm sure other sisters have it worse and they are TIRED #if any non muslim tries to analize this interaction to come to the conclusion that he was being normal and i'm overreacting #give it a rest xx #nesi rants

[mihotose]

literally all i want to do on sukufes2 is play every song that i know on expert and master and then quit and its fighting me at every turn

#not even that fun. does not even want me to play it i guess #also i havent complained about this yet but why the fuck are the rewards for a song shared between the difficulties #on sukufes1 you could get five loveca from full comboing a song on expert and master first try each #(five loveca = 10% of the price of one ten pull) #but on sukufes2 all the difficulties are working towards the same score/combo goals #so you get 60 loveca for first clear; 10 for S rank score; 10 for full combo #(80 loveca = not even 3% of rhe price of one ten pull) #getting all loveca rewards from a song on sukufes2 is worth less than getting the loveca rewards for playing the same song #on sukufes1 on expert Once. this is what i mean by there isnt a lot of free stuff #on sukufes1 you also got one loveca from reading a bond story of which there were literally thousands #but once youve cleared every song on sukufes2 youve pretty much earned everything. this is not a longterm worthwhile game #this event at least i dont think even gives out scouting tickets. like come the fuck on #also the scouting animation was fun the first few times but theres no surprises anymore. theyve lost the feeling of a UR flip.. #i definitely feel like the conversion of 1 sukufes1 loveca = 60 sukufes2 loveca was done to obscure how much youre actually earning #all stars was 1 sukufes1 loveca = 10 stars iirc which i forgave bc stars is a different currency #but 1:60 using the same name is actually egregious

[regret-breathing]

i like being someone my friends can come to and get support from, it makes me feel like theres some use for all the hell ive been through, being able to comfort people and hold their hand through the shit thats adjacent to my own. but its also so fucking tiring when everyone in my life is having a shit week at the same time —and lord knows i am too, its fucking christmas and in the middle of my own grief hell— and they all decide to come to me at the same time.

i love all of them and im happy to be there for them and i know if i said i was overwhelmed theyd stop but FUCK can i just have a day where i dont have to say it? where i can be vulnerable and receive the same kindness? its selfish of me, but im so fucking tired of being the venting post during the week when im going through shit too.

#a friend texted me ‘SOS’ at 3am and i immediately dropped everything to help #got out of bed woke myself up and called her as quick as i could #because shes done the same for me and i was terrified she was unsafe and i wanted to help if i could #but she wasnt she was just having a pretty run of the mill crappy night and doesnt know what SOS means #so now im on night two of perilously low sleep on one of the harder days of the year for me and still everyone i love needs my help #of course i’ll give it to them #theyve done the same for me #but fuck me im tired and im miserable and i need a fucking break. #regret posting #delete later #fuck christmas just survive

[wingl3ssthing]

me when visibly queer people come into the zoo gift shop i work at

#there’s these butch ladies that come in like semi regularly w their baby and i love them i would give them everything but alas #i don’t want to lose my job :( #the babies name is rain btw!! and theyve got like every elephant thing we sell #also shoutout to people who wear pride merch in public you mean everything to me #finch speaks