#god his voice gives me feelings

[elegyofthemoon]

out of curiosity!

#love and deepspace #lnds #lads #UH #snowpolls #SORRY PEOPLE WHO FOLLOW ME IM JUST CURIOUS LMAO #i wouldve done this on the ramble blog but i thought #u know what? just commit. #so here we are jgjddjjsjs #from what ive seen loads of folks use the jp voices #i havent checked them out tbh fjdjdjs #im not super big on otome and am way too shy about playing otome games BUT IT IS MY BLOG SO WE ARE FIGHTING THE ANXIETY #as for me i switch the voices between eng and cn kdbdjdjs #its just whatever im feeling really i have no real reason #but tbh Just for zayne? id switch to cn bc i dont like his eng voice much jsndjsjs #but then again! i do not pay a lot of attention to zayne (SORRY IM TRYING TO GIVE HIM A CHANCE but alas.... too fixated) #btw does anyone have ideas about who the eng vas are? #i get antsy searching bc most folks are like 'hrmmm it feels like ai' #tHAT SCARES ME my god i hope not otherwise id drop it orz or ig switch to cn who knows #alsoooo~ lets be friends!! #im kinda new to lads but id love to talk to other folks about the game ^7^)/

[risingsunresistance]

blood god techno... drippy :]

#ough i have So Much to say about what's going on here #first of all the bone wing thing is about dragon techno so you can ignore that. that's for me JDHKFH #nether star included in the halo bc hehe nether creature #the eyes represent the voices. they usually either mimic him or just stare at him :0 #they are inspired by yuker bc i loved seeing the eyes always hover around text boxes n stuff in their comics #i would @ them but. well they deactivated. and also plenty of ppl use eyes so feels unnecessary to say ONE person inspired me #still. wanna give credit where it's due lol #THE BLOOD it just kinda generates. it's just Like That. it's not coming from anywhere and it isnt going anywhere #think of it like splatoon ink. just evaporates after a while #''why didnt you color this goat'' he literally just looks like that. think of it like a ghost. or a literal 2d image #casts himself onto walls JHFKFH #this all came from a bunch of different stuff but mostly the fact that everyone started calling him THE blood god #some hypixel lore had me convinved he was a worshipper but some admins and stuff have said things that make me think that's changed #so. the halo was handed down to him. title passed on :] #and SOMEONE forgot to tell a certain pig what he can actually do with his powers. so he has no idea how to be a god KHDKFH #i've rambled abt this a lot on priv. might repost them here if i feel like it #just to explain better #if you couldnt tell this is pary to do with his passing but im trying to avoid mentioning it too much #bc i dont want this to come off as a vent #technoblade #my art #rising sun #this is like 50% skyblock fanart i swear you gotta believe me

[tmos-time]

everyones always like oh this would fix eridan, that would fix eridan. i think i could get him to listen to colin stetson and get past the conniption he gets recognizing himself in the sound of the panic-calm music with ocean themes and "history of warfare" albums and come out the other side slowly figuring out a way to be a better person

#tmos talks #but watch out because dear god you'd have to curate the ones he listens to in such a specific order #you CANNOT let him listen to 'home' before he hears 'when we were that what wept for the sea' #you MUSTNT let him hear 'the righteous wrath of an honorable man' or 'all this i do for glory' before he can connect the idea of-- #-- 'and it thought to escape' being about hope and what that means to him with his magic complex #he needs that perfect balance for it to click in his head that. fuck. magic is just giving a shit. #real magic is listening to 'long before the sky would open' with rapt curious attention and feeling the light come back in your eyes #real magic is hearing yourself in 'from no part of me could i summon a voice' and realizing another person made something like this. that-- #-- maybe people can. DO understand. that shit is hard #and he can listen to the lighthouse iii after it all as a treat. that can be the finishing touch of a song i think #anyways lol ✌

[cloudbends]

Also I can't believe I'm saying this about a persona 5 spinoff but p5t is actually... Surprisingly good? The character dynamics within the phantom thieves are much more fleshed out (which is something I always took issue with in the original game), the character screentime is a lot more balanced and mostly no flanderisation (aka yusuke gets to Do Things for once, makoto gets to Not Do Everything thank god, morgana is the most likeable he's ever been to me), the new characters are incredibly fun and executed very well especially for spinoff-only characters, the plot concepts are interesting, the sprites are very fun and expressive, like. idk I just didn't expect it to make up for some of my issues with the main game tbh!! a pleasant surprise for sure

#vi rambling #persona #I HAVENT PLAYED just watched a full playthrough but like. it took me by surprise #spoilers here: #ernesto's design is one of the better persona designs in recent games? giving p2 persona design vibes mixed w some p3 which is ALWAYS a win #toshiro and erina are GREAT. having a persona based on a human is like. something they havent done since p1 which im so down for. #in general their characters are great and not what i expected. i was scared of it being regressive but not at all #toshiro gets flamed constantly and the nuances of his faults are very clear and handled well!! #and well i always enjoy a soppy pathetic suited loser who learns to be self confident. #and they did the smart thing of giving all the thieves a spotlight by having each relate to the different episodes in toshiro's life which #is SO smart thank god. futaba got so much time here!! HARU!!! YUSUKE!!! RYUJI!!! #idk i just was scared of the dynamics being watered down and i arguably honestly got a lot more here than in the original game. #also morgana finally feels like his own character and not an mc voice replacement. hes really great in this one idk #anyways yeah im pleasantly surprised. #obviously there are the expected faults of like well. antags being v narrow mostly and the usual persona dialogue issues and stuff #but overall what a nice surprise

[spotsupstuff]

i ADORE yoyr skills in making characters with wildly complex personalities. how do you do it this well

THANK YOU!!! I HAVE NO FECKIN IDEA!!!

i usually just start with a concept (heehoo iterator who doesn't care for their puppet and the puppet has a blankie thrown over it and there's creepy peepy teefs under there) and then built off from that (the character now leads death itself to its family no matter how much it hurts and tears away at it because it recognizes this is ultimately the best thing that can happen to them and it Only wishes for the best for its family cuz it loves them a lot. no matter what it will take, its family will be alright.)- OH a VERY important thing for character making is interconnecting them with other characters!!! that is literally the Most important thing Ever imo. and then details. details are what build the complexity!

the more interactions with other characters and the world you put the peepo thru, the more shaped they will be, i suppose? while still keeping a core idea very clear

also taking inspirations from other characters and then remixing n combining these different inspirations is a valid thing to do. one of Notos' big inspirations is, for example, Wednesday Addams from that netflix show! sometimes the inspiration comes from a certain pack of feelings i get from a song/situation, like for example Zephyr and Johanka by Brotosauři/Joan of Arc in general. Johanka and where i first heard it, the way i first sung it, was already full of so many things that simply applying it to Zephyr gave her a complex personality

and as always -claps- don't forget to give your character low points and weaknesses. but ALSO don't forget to give them their shining moments and strengths

#Spot says stuff #i legit dont know how to explain my process- a lot of it legit comes from the feelings songs can make one feel #when i first sang Johanka....... it was also when i first heard it. my dad was playing it going for a solo cuz nobody else really knew the- #-song then. his voice carried a mix of softness and a fight. he sung the chorus once and on the second one i joined; feeling inspired by- #-the fight of it. the revolution the determination the... melancholic agony of Joans unjustly death #then i read her wikipage. n i read- at the end there when shes about to be burned she asked for a cross. she was accused of *so* much. #of being the messanger of the devil. of being so vile- and shes surrounded by these people that are supposed to think of her like that. #why ever would someone grant her last wish? give her a cross? let her love the God and angels that she says guided her? #a soldier took two sticks and tied them. he gave the makeshift cross to her. she smiled and gave it a kiss and hugged it close to her chest #just before being *burned alive* shes given such.. humane kindness from someone who should be her *enemy* #its so tiny. so small so remshackle so broken. its so little the eyes of royals but oh the world that it means to someone who Understands- #-the love it took to do something like that. such a little gesture... made out of humane kidness. so she doesnt have to be alone. #the Feelings of that. that means so much to me as a person and i want to put that into Zephyr out of love and appreciation

[titsthedamnseason]

to be completely honest with you i usually get a little disappointed when i see a feature on a track list even when i like the featured artist because i tend to enjoy taylor’s solo songs more. but something about fortnight and florida!!! have made them two of my most anticipated songs on the album. like probably both top 5.

#i think i am more forgiving of tay’s collabs ever since i was so disappointed when i saw the a closing track had a feature #*that #and now evermore is one of my favorite songs of all time #that experience reminded me i need to trust in tay #mine #taylor swift #but also i love post malone and i think his music has such a distinct sound that im excited to see how that fits in with taylor #also track ones always have a certain allure #and FLORENCE??? like that’s a given!!! she has such a beautiful and strong voice that i think even if taylor gives her the typical female #feature treatment it will still feel distinct and i’ll be happy #but also just the whole situation of what we assume the song is about… #and the ominousness of the three exclamation points……god help me

[rubberbandballqueen]

favorite part of work today was when i told the kids to get into two lines, n this one guy was like "i don't want to" n then started talking to his buddy in mandarin, n so then in chinese i was like, "hey, come here."

n he n his buddy looked at each other n then looked at me with like that faintly displeased expression that means they've realized they can't get away with not being that good at english (or feel terribly isolated from n indifferent to the adults bc they don't speak their language) anymore

and then when i told them to line up in mandarin they groaned abt it for sure but they did drag themselves into a line

#i walked in n this one kid handed me a book to read like a big hardcover graphic novel type thing n said i could look through it #so for kicks i started reading it out loud with all the silly voices n sound effects n blocking #and so then obviously the other children started to swarm me and god. kids have so much body heat #n you can feel it bc they have no personal space qwq #n anyway so i led them all to a different corner of the room and ended up reading 15 out of the 16 chapters of the book #out loud to a big chunk of the kids for like an hour w/a 5 min break halfway through for water #and when i came back the kids were organizing the chairs themselves into a semicircle to give me enough space to perform #i was sweating more than i have in Quite A While by the end bc again. children are So Warm n also being dramatic takes energy #the same kid who handed me the book today last year handed me some pokemon cards n i ended up spending all of spring camp #drawing pokemon from cards as references for kids to color n stuff bc i didn't want to go to the computer n print out coloring pages #so! i should probably stop spoiling/“yes and--”ing kids at work w/my nonsense but it gives them smth memorable at least #but also i am so fucking tired today lol i had to leave class as soon as it was done dash home to drop off my jacket n backpack #i didn't even have time to take off my shoes before entering the house so I Did An Unforgivable Sin (walked around w/shoes on) #n then put on my work jacket n dash out the door again to go to my 5.75 hr work shift o(--( #i don't regret it!! i did tell my boss i was free for afternoon camp shifts specifically bc i wanted these shifts even tho timing'd be tigh #successfully taught a kid to tie his shoelaces today though!!!!! what's w/kids n always using the very tips of their laces to mimic you tho #when you are very clearly handling the parts of the laces right next to your foot. it did click for him tho eventually #the worm speaks

[unknownarmageddon]

you get hozier early today boy /silly

(three left for this album)

lesgo daily hozier daily hozier daily hozier /silly

#answering asks #chair asks #chair!! #ouhh work song is interesting #i like that the music’s just like the kinda humming?? and the occasional beat it feels like slow footsteps to me #and his voice is so so good cackles #when my time comes around lay me gently in the cold dark earth….. #i like the line where he’s like she’d give me toothaches just from kissing that makes me think of too sweet CACKLES #waaaa like real people do!!! i know this one cackles #this one’s like. sunlight dappled through tree leaves somehow #god me when they should just kiss like real people do augh augh #like real people do’s kinda kross to me i believe #and proximity it’s proximity a bit i think #i will not ask where you came from i will not ask and neither should you….. #yeag they’re both the kinda thing with them being a bit too slow for me to listen to regularly but they’re pretty cackles i do like them

[hauntingblue]

LUFFY!!!!!!!!! I HAVE BEEN CONVERTED!!!! LUFFY BELIEVER FULL TIME!!!!! LET US WORSHIP THE SUN!!!!

#luffy deflating like a balloon..... be serious 😭😭 #MOMO NOT BEING ABLE TO HEAR LUFFY!!! oh kaido going for the others now..... law could hear his voice too??? #NAMI BEING THE FIRST TO STEP UP!!! CHILLS!!! THIS TIME STEPPING UP TO WITNESS THE HORRORS!!! YEAH!!! #yamato really does carry the spirit of oden straight up.... motivating his son and everything... #i feel like i am going insane... I CAN HEAR THE DRUMS!!! nami telling luffy to not die and fulfill his promise WHO ELSE HAD A PROMISE???? #is this why his fruit awakened.... because nami reminded him of the promise... omg..... THE DRUMS!!! CHILLS!!!! THE SMILE!!!!! IM SO HYPE!! #talking tag #watching one piece #episode 1070 #i am smiling so hard rn. contagious #also the cp0 that died for this ajdja.... suffering from success.... #THE BOUNCING SOUNDS!!!! THE DRUMS!!!! THE SMILE!!! SANJI JUST VOLTING AWAKE??? see the clouds over his shoulders remain.... as i was saying #you know this has me realising maybe shanks isn't all that bad and stole the fruit from the gov so they couldnt get hold of it #hiyori saying how oden kept hia promise but also how he wanted to keep the promise of opening wano for joyboy #THE KANJURO THING!!! HIYORI WATCH OUT!!! oh its gonna burn orichi by accident YEAAHHH!!!!!!! FUCK YEAHH!!!! #the animation is so fun.. luffy just junping around and shit while hia destruction power is MASSIVE #this is so!!!! kaido complaining about being bored and having fun thru fighting AND HERE COMES LUFFY WITH HIS LOONEY TOONS GOOFY FIGHT!!!! #they knocked this shit out of the park!!! also END CREDITS????! #episode 1071 #momo saying kaido got fat 😭 actually kaido got pregnant <3 yamato you're going to be a big brother congrats!!! #the eyes 😭😭 damn luffy flew away and exploded... 😞😞 skipping rope with kaido omg.... everyone should go outside and see this... #we are welcoming here in the luffy believers... barto is gonna enlist hundreds of new members #law is luffy believer number 1 damn the speech he is giving kid... omg kaido bonked him ajshaksjak that was so good he needed witnesses.. #nami worried abojt luffy being dead and when he appears she is just like WTF IS THAT!!!!!! HUH???!! #wait a second ooohhhh kaido is goong down too fuck yes akdjaksj momo and yamato peeking over the island jahdksk #THE DRUMS BEING HIS HEART I CANNOT GET OVER IT!!! Kaido shoukd be puking up his insides by now but alas this is so fun BOIOIOIOIOING #FIRST TIME SOMEONE ASKS LUFFY WHO HE IS AND HE DOESN'T SAY MONKEY D LUFFY FUTURE KING OF THE PIRATES. HE SAYS ITS HIM. STRAIGHT UP!!!! #NVM HE SAID IT!!!!! GOD IS THAT YOU????!!!! #episode 1072

[bonestrouslingbones]

sigh. ebony's birthday is at some point this month isnt it.

sigh. i'm not gonna be able to get this idea to combine that with a sort of last hurrah to finally kill off the ask blog format for atbb out of my head am i.

#hey dont click that “see all” button for the tags. just dont. its not worth it #not giving any character tags because secrets #but. ugh. i had the idea to give him his own mini ask event at some point last year and never went through with it #but now. well i've already pretty much fully decided atbb's just gonna be a fic series right. i need to post about that at some point #so what if. you know. just as a final celebration to what atbb was #and also me somewhat remedying being sad that y'all won't get to actually TALK to this fucker #and also me getting some feel for his voice since i still won't get to write him for a MINUTE #it would be almost entirely text tho. probably use the chat font lol #probably the intro to the event would have a pic of him and then the ending and MAYBE some bits in between #for the inevitable Can We See Your Mouth question #but just enough to not burn me the fuck out #but also would anyone even send anything in lmao....kinda a big part of hiatusing atbb at all was lack of engagement #hm. maybe i will post about ebony a tad on my normal blog. just to test the waters #not today tho becase i need to work on my finals so so fucking bad oh god everything's due tomorrow #but. soon maybe. #OR maybe i'll chicken out again lmao who knows!

[cassie-thorne]

Vibing to Platinum playlist in 2023 like 💆🏽‍♀️

#Lift Me Up covered by Cadence is a banger. It's actually Trystan and Cameron's theme song no one can change my mind #AND LOVE WHO I'LL BE OMG lyrics just fit so well like “No more feeling like i am to blame” (you can't tell me that doesn't fit) #MY DAYS WILL BE BRIGHTER AND I WILL FLY HIGHER AND IM GONNA LOVE WHO ILL BEEEEE #Raleigh's voice oh my god i really love how F!Raleigh's voice melts soo well with cadence #Don't get me started with M!Raleigh. One of the best thing pixelberry ever did. Be My Eternity?????? MY SONG. YES BITCH MARRY ME. NOW. #Ive been saying this but M!Avery gives me Shawn Mendes vibes😭 like #--His voice or something. #F!Avery is actually just F!Raleigh's and vice versa. Just changed how it sounds #PB really did slayed making platinum #I always cry when I hear platinum instrumentals lol especially love who I'll be like KWJFYSUUEJFUFIE I MISS THEM #Max-what-now #Don't mind me tho #Choices platinum #Platinum

[a-passing-storm]

I need to get on a stage and, like, viscerally yell something along the lines of “I see it now, by the light of my burning city. You did this.” (Thinking about Aeneid 2.559-582 or so.)

#we were translating that in class today and by God #i had such a vivid mental image of it #and i need to yell it with a raw voice ykwim? just a Need #self fulfillment needs #<-- probably my fav tag bc everything in it gives me such visceral feelings (morpheus glasses) #the aeneid #aeneid book two #i love tragedies so much #i already made a post abt this i think but old men seeing their sons die (priam!!!) #i love the moment of absolute loss and fear as aeneas sees his city burn around him #i love the fact that it's those very fires that ignite his anger and illuminate the target of it #i love that helen is in vesta's temple bc it's so ironic #god the aeneid has grown on me #dante dicit #latin

[bumblingbabooshka]

What if right after Tuvok woke up from his lil coma in “Riddles” he saw all the flowers and what to him must seem like gifts? adornments? around him and heard from the doctor how Neelix had been by his side every day he was unconscious and immediately assumed Neelix was his husband? What then?

Picturing that Tuvok’s wife guy instincts never go away so he remembers vaguely that he loves someone very much and this man is kind and cares for him and has given him all these beautiful things which Tuvok likes .... this must be the person he loves! Good v_v Also if you wanna really get into it - what if Tuvix factors into this in that Tuvok can remember (after touching Neelix in some way which he seems eager to do in ‘Riddles’, touching things in general I mean) Neelix’s crush on him which he definitely has and just assumes he must feel the same way since he does love someone quite fiercely and it doesn’t seem like anyone else is paying quite so much attention to him. I imagine that after ‘Tuvix’ Tuvok knows Neelix had/has a crush on him (it’s on and off but also constant) but they never talk about it because Tuvok would never want to talk about it and if Neelix coyly asked if he knew he’d avoid the question and if Neelix asked outright he’d straight up lie. So I’m picturing in ‘Riddles’ Tuvok talks about Neelix a lot while being treated and the doctor is amused, saying he never used to speak so highly of him and Tuvok’s horrified...he’s like !? What kind of husband was I??? And the doctor would spit out a drink if he had one.  Then he helps Tuvok access his personnel file bc he won’t believe he and Neelix aren’t married. He has a /wife/?? Where is she?? Why isn’t she on the ship?? Huh?? (the horrors, the unending horrors. He has to be sedated because of the horrors, sorrow, etc.) Neelix chuckles when Tuvok tells him the anecdote (minus the horrors) and is like why did you think we were married?? And Tuvok points out the flowers, how kind he is, how he was his only visitor, how he played his favorite music and gave him gifts and stayed/stays by his side always and knows so much about him and - ( “O K ay that’s enough~!” ) - and the fact that Neelix harbors romantic feelings towards him. Neelix stares in absolute shock. “I’m sorry. Was that secret?” “H ow....why do you think that?” Tuvok explains that he can sometimes...feel things when he touches people. And sometimes even...see, things? And when he touched Neelix he remembered seeing...himself! For the first time and thinking he was the most beautiful creature he’d ever seen. (Which is my personal Neelix-has-a-Tuvok-crush headcanon. He saw him and IMMEDIATELY got a crush on him. Handsome alien who gives him water!) Neelix kind of wants to throw himself into a hole but he’s like “o ohh...haha. yes w ell. Me and you aren’t even...friends...so.” Tuvok frowns and gently pats Neelix’s hands and says it...hurts, when you cannot be with the one you love. He says he cannot even remember who T’Pel was, and yet he yearns for her. He doesn’t know which is worse - a love agonizingly close or a love unfathomably far away - both, for all intents and purposes, unrequited. Neelix says that T’Pel still loves him! And Neelix’s little crush isn’t even half as important as the love between Tuvok and T’pel. Tuvok blinks at him sadly and says there are many different types of love. Then he kisses Neelix’s forehead (not the Vulcan way) and thanks him for being so attentive and kind despite how it isn’t returned by the other Tuvok. The favor or his feelings. Also to be so real with you someone left a comment to the effect of ‘What if Tuvok thought Neelix was his husband in riddles’ but what REALLY spurned this on???? If we can be SO painfully real for a second??? Was hearing the song “Once Upon a Dream” which I’d NEVER heard before and my dumb ass’s first thought was wooow just like Tuvok @ Neelix in that riddles episode. SO THERE. “But if I know you, I know what you’ll do...you’ll love me at once! The way you did once upon a dream...” <- Tuvok remembering Neelix’s big stupid crush on him that he found out about when they were Tuvix and subsequently buried

#also side note (watched the start of riddles to make sure Neelix really did that gay shit/affectionate) but yeess Voyager crew lore #they have a game called 'species starship or anomaly' where you have 15 questions to guess if what the other person's thinking of is one of #those 3 things! #ALSO we get a DRAMATIC Tuvok eyeroll!!!! #Love how he says 'MIS-ter neelix' #I find myself saying that every so often #ALSO the way Neelix has a 'riddle voice' is so funny...announcing it all dramatic #HEHEHE He's SO pleased at stumping Tuvok ... and Tuvok tried to get away with giving an answer that he /knew/ wasn't right #An underrated character trait about Tuvok is how he's a sore loser <3 #Tuvok: -writhing on ground after being attacked- #Me: BABYGIRL NOOOOOOh my god is he wearing heeled boots~? #Also an EXTREMELY underrated character trait of Neelix's is how quick he is to accept or assign blame to himself...he feels guilty a lot #and is often apologizing or saying he's responsible for things #'If anyone can provoke Tuvok mr Neelix...it's you.' <3 Frenemies...hatedates.... <3<3 #Tuvok has a proto-vulcan drama book in his room...'clash of fire planes'....interestinginteresting #EVERYTHING'S FROM HIS ROOM EXCEPT THE FL OWERS....NEELIX WENT TO AIRPONICS BAY AND PICKED THOSE HIMSELF #WAAAA.....WAAAAAAAA..... #-snaps out of it- One of Tuvok's 'favorite' songs is MONKS CHANTING!??!?! CATHOLIC CODED. WHAT'S WRONG WITH HIM <3 #Also Neelix going 'Nice picture! You should see mine...it's awful~' HOW DO Y'ALL HATE THIS MAN #'(resigned) yes I did {interrupt}....you were pondering. v_v' #Tuvok: (definitely remembering all those flowers and stuff Neelix surrounded him in when he first woke up) We...weren't friends?? #Neelix: W ell........Imean I had a HUGE crush onyou <- THIS IS TRUE. THIS IS A FACT. #'I certainly felt affection for you' OKAY. BISEXUAL MOMENTS. #Tuvok (sore loser-core): -wakes up from brain damage- FUCK Neelix stumping me with that fucking riddle. I /will/ one up him somehow. #CanNOT get over the fact that the writers literally made Tuvok say all he wants is to have fun with Neelix....what ELSE are they implying if #not some sort of crush???? #ALSO the fact that Neelix knows Tuvok feels emotions and /does/ have fun and everything but just calls it something else or doesn't express #it.....GOD.... #Also also autistic Tuvok moments (not responding when spoken to at the end of the episode) #OK THATS ALL BYE

[bunathebunny]

archon war zhongxiao is just a pinning story of two people who have responsibilities of their own and they put it before themselves and therefore cannot do anything but to pine after their love

#x just came out of an overdeal and he's finding his footings and zl also just went through one by losing his co-ruler #x being ''i have to bury these feels because they're inappropriate because he's my god and also my commander'' #a tinier voice says: ''and he just lost his other half and my life as a soldier is precarious as well and i don't want him to grieve- #-anymore than he has had to grieve and it would be selfish of me to yearn for his love when there are others more worthier than me'' #zl being: ''he has just taken the first step forward and i cannot hold him back by acting on these feels and also it is inappropriate- #-because he's my general and also my worshipper and if i act on my feels then i would not be any better than his past master now would i?'' #a tinier voice says: ''there are many who can give him the love he deserves but i cannot because as a god i can't show favoritism'' #listen zhongxiao is yearning given form

[fitheghosty]

when dustin tries to touch eddies's hand and he flinches back

ouch ouch ouch

#god that hurt sm #like his eyes were literally broken as he slif against the wall #this babe is so traumatized someone give him a hug #also the part where he goes 'hunt the freak- right?' UM HIS VOICE CRACK HELLO??? #new challenge for stranger things writers: stop making me have feelings gor new characters so quickly. i get too attached 😭 #eddie </3 sobs #stranger things #stranger things s4 #stranger things spoilers #eddie munson #dustin henderson

[larrythefloridaman]

maybe J0hn for the character bingo? owo

love this man ive been attached to him since he first showed up <3 dont have too much new i can think of to say about him though

#the 'literally me' one is only filled in because the discord kin-assigned me j0hn #and because i look at his issues with empathy and how he likes the company of unhinged people and go Same Hat #that said i still think its so funny that people in-universe seem to think he's nicer/more normal than larry #we warned him abt prism and what does he do? immediately seek her out. let her vent to him. and then left to talk shit abt her with us asap #hell outside the nccts he didnt even apologize for the sephiroth incident. he asked the guy he almost got killed to call his girlfriend #to sub in for the guy that tried to kill him. and then larry apologized on behalf of both of them the next episode. #larry's mean but hes nice and j0hn is nice but he's mean. you go to an appointment with them and larry's playfully antagonizing you #but then you leave and larry's like 'love that guy.' bc he was trying to make you laugh #and j0hn's like 'most annoying motherfucker.' because he was being professional and fast bc he was trying to get you to leave faster. #but i do think if we got to know whats going on in his head more directly #there'd be a bit of the phoenix wright effect. he's so nice. but if you heard his inner monologue #you'd hear every bitchy little comment he thinks about everyone every day that he just doesnt verbalize because he Chooses To Be Nice #until someone gives him good reason to be mean at which point the snippiness comes out see: orange intros #where crimson makes one (1) snide comment about his relationship and j0hn totally changes his tone with him #j0hn voice 'if anyone is mean about/to my clown the cyberbullying begins i dont care if you're god' #also larry has more of a self-preservation instinct than j0hn. larry gets a gun pointed at him and says 'hey HEY lets be reasonable here' #and j0hn says 'do it pussy you won't' and completely bluffs his way around it while making you feel like an idiot in the process #because he noticed you like. loaded the bullets wrong or some shit so the gun wont fucking work anyway #note: his kindness is real i just think his willingness and joy in being a lil mean sometimes is fun and interesting #larry abt peppermint: 'eh she not the most girl ive ever met' #j0hn: pitbull snarling sfx blasted through body speakers