#god i wish that were me...

[flatteryleadstoruins]

I'd like to process my feelings towards Sammy through art one day, most likely in that Jimmy AU I mentioned via tags on my "main" blog — but because art is a visual medium I've been trying to figure out a good motif for both of us...

I like the dichotomy between dreams and nightmares, with Sammy being represented by the former. He was really into dreamcore type shit, and his aesthetic tastes tend to run a bit more colorful than mine. Also, when he was more active...I had a dream where I'm pretty sure I met my current partner. Plus, for me the years of intense dissociation I experienced in high-school were akin to being in a waking nightmare...not to mention to occasional night terror I do experience from trauma.

Also, before he went into a period of dormancy he was rapidly slipping away from reality as a result of psychosis and agoraphobia — as in, control of our meat vessel was relinquished willingly. My funny way of processing that is imagining that he willingly forfeited reality to go into a sort of "dream world"...burying himself into the subconscious, in some place that is entirely incomprehensible to me...

#👁️🌈 #god i wish that were me... #he's been more present now than he has been in years just due to how fucking stressed i've been #there's a lot in my life that i love but fuck i'd be lying if i said i didn't kinda want somebody else to take the wheel right now...

[joyridingmp3]

wait you guys are getting pierce the veil AND the used? in the one show?????

#god i wish that were me... #I had to fork out an obscene amount of money for 2 separate shows #mine

[cafeeconleche]

#god how I wish this were mE RN

[merricatblckwood]

Imagine having a celebrity crush that makes you question your sexuality while you are trapped in a loveless hetero marriage and finally end up meeting him in the most random way possible only for him to fall head over heels for you and become your boyfriend. No one is doing it like stede bonnet

#god i wish that were me etc #ofmd #our flag means death #stede bonnet #ed teach #blackbonnet #gentlebeard

[pa-rou]

he’s just having some quality scar time :)))

#redscape #hermitshipping #gtws #goodtimeswithscar #mumbo jumbo #suggestive #parou sketches #god i wish that were me

[leviathan-the-boy]

#god i wish that were me

[carfuckerlynch]

hobbits were so real for being interested in peace and quiet, food, beer, weed, and not ever wearing shoes

#edit yes i am well aware that it’s tobacco and not weed. i know. i also only smoke tobacco btw. leave me alone. #they’re right and they should say it god i wish that were me etc etc etc #lotr #odhran.txt

[middle-earth-mythopoeia]

oh to be a hobbit cat 

#god I wish that were me #HOBBIT CAT #lotr #shire #matamata

[nocofamilyau]

lyler family

#noco family au #total drama #total drama tyler #total drama lindsay #total drama wayne #god i wish that were me

[apsap]

glados growling "oh, I hate you." like if you agree

#god i wish that were me #glados #pegg rambles

[hi-im-kaybee]

warmup/fanart doodle of @ayviedoesthings's dragon hrt progress before i dive into commission work

#kaybee #character art #not my oc #csp #dragon #dragon tf #dragon hrt #god i wish that were me

[kagoutiss]

grandpa & his slimy widowed bf love loses

#stardew valley #stardew valley spoilers #sdv #sdv spoilers #mister qi #mr. qi #grandpa #god i wish we. knew his name so i could stop just calling him Grandpa asfhdfdggsdfgs #farmer #at the very end just trying to eat their salad #anyway to me this is how these 2 are/were. back when they were porsntially business partners or w/e #like. morally bankrupt businessman/conman/CEO. and his ray of sunshine farmer who is also insane but in a different way #wwwwww i cant do a tag essay but yeah goodnighttt

[phlebasthebroenician]

#196 #19684 #196 migration #goblincore #goblinposting #god i wish that were me

[kaban-bang]

#castlevania #castlevania nocturne #I have never “god I wish that were me”'d harder in my life

[flintbian]

There's a disabled angel in good omens 🥺

#listen im only in episode two and i know there's some drama going down but im focusing on this lol #i love that not only do they show the angel using a wheelchair and being ambulatory #but they also visibly show them miracling innaccessibility issues so that they Can still use the chair #instead of just getting rid of the disability #part of my is conflicted bc im like... there's disabilities in heaven? and that makes Me sad bc my disability is hell and painful as fuck #But getting rid of disability in fantasy is eugenist crap and showing that god made a disabled angel is a net good thing #while it personally makes me sad to think if there was a heaven i could still be in pain all the time #not all disabilites are bad and need to be cured we're a wide spectrum and we've been fighting for disabled rep esp in fantasy for ages #it's objectively good my personal feelings about my own disability aside #part of me thinks it's cliche to say 'you were made perfect' bc they're an angel But it's not we literally havent had this type of rep lol #anyways it made me happy to see #and im so glad it's a power chair user that's ambulatory it's important for abled ppl to see that #anyways y'all keep your drama and spoilers off my post im not far in and im only talking about this shoo #oh also!! love the fantasy hover chair they use in heaven specifically too i wish we had that it kicks ass #p

[teranobriss]

Max Jägerman died, got resurrected, murdered four people, had wild intercourse on a football field, then immediately got his soul sucked into Hell. Honestly so real for that, we stan a king

#god i wish that were me #starkid #hatchetfield #hatchetverse #team starkid #npmd #nerdy prudes must die #npmd spoilers #will branner #max jägerman #max jagerman