#guess it’s sad girl hours

[robntunney]

#alias #aliasedit #alias: 2x10 #sydney bristow #irina derevko #lena olin #jennifer garner #tvedit #tvarchive #filmtv #tvgifs #00sedit #im not a fool ok #I KNOW #but I can't help it this scene DOES things to me #sad girl hours #idk man i choose to believe deep DEEP down she does actually care for syndey #i guess i feel like i have to believe it or i will go crazy....er

[rosicheeks]

I’m not and never have been the conventional “beautiful”, so guys overlooked me or thought I was gross and ugly. Then someone comes along and makes me feel special and seen…. But like everyone else, they get bored, throw me away and easily move on.

Which just proves to me that the guys I grew up with were all right - I am trash and no one is ever going to love me ✌️

#sad girl hours I guess? #came out of nowhere lol #was journaling and it just kinda hit me #been having a lot of revelations lately #some good and some not #shut up rosie #delete

[bagelvangr]

Hugr einn þat veit · Only you know er býr hjarta nær, · what dwells in your heart einn er hann sér um sefa; · when you are alone; engi er sótt verri · but nothing is worse hveim snotrum manni · for a wise person en sér engu at una. · than to have nothing to love.

— Hávamál (Crawford), 95.

She really fucked up this time 😔

(And okay, I caved, I couldn't make her too sad 😭)

This idea wormed itself into my brain after I started thinking about the DLCs and how.... the timeline doesn't work? So, you know, canonically, Eivor does end up in Ravensthorpe and septupling down as protector and being with the people she loves. I mean, Francia still happens, you know?

Anyways, I imagine it wouldn't be all smiles and celebrations. That's a real big fuck up to come back to, and I assume quite a few years too. There's going to be a lot of thinking and a lot of introspection and a lot of being sad in a dark cave behind a certain waterfall.

She'll get there eventually, but like with a lot of what she learns, it's not an easy road to travel, especially when the consequences of her initial actions would have been so high.

For the residents and those who knew her, how do you forgive such an abandonment and betrayal of frith, duty, loyalty? After they had all been through, how do you justify an action like leaving?

TL;DR: Our girl gonna be hella sad for a real long time and tbh she would deserve it 😔 (but she will also deserve the outcome we'll eventually play in the following years 😌)

And if it feels like I am being too vague, feel free to DM me, cos sweaties, I got some thoughts and feelings and opinions about all of this, much like the rest of you.

I don't really know when to stop, so I figure I post this now instead of spending the next week working on it for minimal changes 😭 I posted a sneak of this here earlier.

#sad eivor hours #it's her leaving for vinland #and then coming back to eventually the francia dlc #just following the canonical timeline is all 😌 #it'd make sense too if tlc was supposed to be post-gunnar #then the roshan would actually make sense if we think of it as post-francia #girl really loves her people #she just kind of went temporarily wild there for a second I guess idk #I really shouldn't even perceive tlc at this point #but it is hilarious how much it contradicts itself #eivor varinsdóttir #eivor varinsdottir #eivor wolfkissed #ac valhalla #ac: valhalla #assassin's creed valhalla #assassins creed valhalla

[bitfruity]

found a template and made my own👀

#i’m honestly kinda disappointed that kä isn’t my top artist :( #but i do be listening to ethel during the ungodly hours of the night #tommy being second was also a surprise #but i did have a birthday breakdown and literally listened to him all night #sooo maybe i shouldn’t be that surprised😅 #i’ve also got my fav italians and my fav slovenians❤️ #at least i have ccc as my top song and icip at third💚💚💚 #i have an ungodly obsession with gibson girl guys i need to be sedated #if only i could add the amount of times i’ve watched the racked video i think i’d push it up a bit #i was so sad that baby said wasn’t on the tour setlist but i guess i showed them #ethel cain #tommy cash #käärijä #måneskin #joker out #spotify wrapped #spotify wrapped 2023 #replay 2023 #fruity listening #my posts

[lightsout-lfg]

i guess i could have loved you better. but i could not have loved you more. you have left an imprint on my soul, so severe that everyone after you had to know you in order to understand me. you shaped me. you brought out the worst in me, the ugly sides i wish i didn't have, but i do. every bit of spitefulness, you made it burst to the surface. and i think i did the same to you. it was part of the deal: we gave as much as we got. i'm not asking for your forgiveness. i just want you to know that you have mine. you had it all along. i'm not blaming you for the things you did. i'm just blaming myself for the ones i didn't.

#sad girl poetry #sad girl hour #is this about brocedes or myself i guess we'll never know

[toastsnaffler]

wheres the "why is it so saaaad" image with the cat with big sopping watering eyes ouauauuugh how I feel is the embodiment of that

#ow....... my heart 🥹 #im not even really sad about anything specific its just been such a long week. and probably the comedown is enhancing it #i just want to cry snottily into someones shirt for like half an hour and maybe ill be okay #its just so haaaard. and i think the meds do help a bit but it still takes effort on my part too. and it sucks a ljttle bit that theyll- #take a while to get used to and maybe therell still be some side effects anyway. and also they could be stopped by shortages at any time #i guess it just scares me a bit the idea of depending on smth like medication just to get a little closer to being a functional human #i wish that came with existing already.. but no point lamenting abt it. the cards have been dealt and its not all that bad really #i just want to be happy.... not all the time but maybe a solid 60-70% of the time. if thats not too much. dont we all girl!! #ah my life is pretty good as it is though and i have a lot to be grateful for. but im allowed to want a little more... right 🥹 #im going to go to beddddd. hopefully ill sleep better tonight and tomorrow will be a nice day. at least i dont have to work yayy #ahhh. also its my birthday soon and it always makes me sad coming up to and having a birthday i dont know why.. #i dont mind getting older but i guess it makes me feel quite reflective and sometimes its hard to think about the past/future #i want to be able to celebrate birthdays and let people be nice to me and have fun about it! and i say every year ill try better at it #but i never manage to get there it always feels like too much to ask for and too much to take.. ah. well its okay really #ill make myself a cake and do smth fun. and have a good cry at some point but thats just part of the day #not for another few weeks anyway.. okay 10pm lights out zzzz #.diaries

[gardenelfi]

#girlhood is a spectrum #love #relationships #actually autistic #negativity #or maybe not? ''love is a spectrum'' so i guess somehwere there is a healthy balance #boundries #cw: vent #sad girl hours #image description in alt #me to me: don't be weird abt it #i realised it's maybe unclear i wrote it from my perspective regarding the people i love #and not the people i love regarding me #but feel free to interpret it any way #as in ''me'' being too detached or too much #as opposed to me being the one feeling overwhelmed or lonely #gardenelfi.txt

[eldritch-thrumming]

this is perhaps revealing far too much abt myself but there are only two fictional characters in the world that have ever truly made me feel seen in a remarkably stunning way and those are marianne sheridan and max mayfield 😔

#sad girl hours i guess

[broodygaming]

"TOXIC positivity for thinking it’s normal to, idk, enjoy the shows you watch."

no, toxic positivity is when a fandom can't take criticism and makes insular bubbles where they harass anyone who falls out of love with a thing or strawmans two different points into one so they can sound smart and win a shower argument.

y'know, like you did when you conflated the railroading and aimless arguments. :/

What’s a shower argument?

Haha wild. Anyways. Still don’t get ppl who have time to hate the things they watch. Seems really sad. Sorry ur in such a place. Hope you learn to love yourself more than that at some point.

#is a shower argument like an argument you have with yourself and imaginary ppl in the shower? #anon #asks #like when u just wanna talk or think so you do it in the shower #that makes sense I guess #to be fair I do seek out the cr discourse tag to see what shit ppl are spouting this week #and this is me doing an unkindness to myself #I’d argue checking a tag on tumblr every couple of weeks is a bit different from watching a 4 hour show once a week #but to each their own #i think I remember the post this is about #ohhh yeah I said they can’t both be railroaded and be aimless and like obviously I was being ironic #cuz it’s a long show and they obviously can haha #but more about like??? it’s just tiresome when you enjoy something to have to scrolll through a dozen posts with ppl saying nasty shit #I don’t get iittttttt #like if I don’t like something I just stop watching I don’t go look up the tag and complain and insist #that anyone who is still watching MUST be a fool and wrong and if they would just LISTEN to WHY #i hate the show they’d see reason #like it’s fine fam! don’t watch! shoo! #peace be with you! #let me look at cute pics of girls with big round glasses and sad animatics of gingers throwing fireballs #and lesbians who have more blood on their hands than in their hearts and watch them soften around each other #love them all

[rosicheeks]

🙃

#I guess it’s sad girl hours #idk why #but I started looking at apartments for sale #and I’m just super sad and hopeless #I’m never going to be able to afford my own place #maybe I’ll be able to get a place with a friend again #but I don’t have that many friends #and most of them are happy with their living situation #SIGH #I just want my own place #also I feel like spiders are crawling all over me so that’s super fun 🙃🙃🙃 #shut up rosie

[atomicami]

god i really hope this year treats me well. i feel so tired of losing people and being invisible all the time

#cami talks #sad girl hours i guess?? #2024 pls be nice to me #also college has been so stressful omfg

[rotisseries]

r u interested in sharing a link to the 5 hour zelink playlist?

here you go!

#you're in luck anon the zelink playlist is one of the few I'm willing to share almost everything else on my spotify is private #I should give it a fancy name but I couldn't come up with one so it's just zelink lol #it doesn't have any specific sound I'm not very. organized? about my playlists #some people make their playlists whole art pieces which I respect but for me it's a 5 hour breakdown and that's it #it features like. mostly sad girl indie shit though so that's the primary thing I guess #feel free to come yell at me about the song choices also I love that #nothing quite like “YOU ARE SO FUCKED FOR THIS” about playlist choices #and on the other hand if you see a song and you're like ???? I will happily explain my choices #ask #anon

[peachyykira]

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#the idea of someone wanting to guide me and help me become the best me i can be #looking after me #protecting me #making me feel truly safe #makes me so sad but also so happy and hopeful #idk. #yearning girl hours i guess #but i just... want to be loved and cared for so well that all the things that scare me about the world become easier to face #this probably sounds so sad. #idk. ill shut up now. #talking peach #but im probably gonna delete this later

[toastsnaffler]

fucked up the substrate I spent an hour making so I have to redo it....... going to the work bathroom to put my head between my knees and start screaming

#the only reason i fucked it up is bc i cant just fucking drop this and bc im ruminating im not paying enough ATTENTION!!!!!! #i dont even care abt the substrate like its fine i have time to redo it. just angry at myself for allowing this shit to distract me #it doesnt even fucking matter anyway girls will upset themselves over things which are immutable facts they have no control over #and that will never ever change for the rest of their lives. sad! get over it #everything just fucking sucks. well back to the lab i guess! gotta pep myself up for another meeting in an hour and a half ugh #its fine really like what can i even do. such is life im not gonna kms over it. sighs so loud and hard ok bye #.diaries

[kakushino]

I'll miss you. I'm mourning the loss of what was.

#sad girl hours #i guess

[pleasebenakd]

the idea of making friends right now is just... it doesn't feel appealing to me. a couple of weeks ago i saw a video on youtube about feeling lonely and friendless in your 20s and i just can't stop thinking about it. i have the same friends as when i was in primary school so i don't even remember what it's like to make friends, i don't even know how to make friends. and the thing is: i do love the friends that i have but i just can't help but feel a bit sad because i can notice how we are, little by little, growing apart. maybe it's the age idk. maybe it's me and my head. i'm 19 and i should be discovering new people and discovering myself but instead, i'm all alone, at home, scrolling on twitter and tumblr and drinking alcohol all alone in my room (i'm tipsy, oversharing and english is not my first language, if you can notice). i spent all my summer reminiscing my summer of 2018 and thinking about my 14-year-old self and how her and i feel the same exact way about life and the future. But the thing is that the future that my 14-year-old me was projecting should be her but now, but it isn't. it makes me sooooo sad. she was so hopeless but at the same time i had so much faith in myself. i'm sorry at myself, for failing myself. i guess it all comes back to listening to ribs by lorde at 3 a.m while looking at the ceiling.

#friends #teenage years #i just reread it and i think it doesnt makes sense but anyways im drinking wine #sad girl hour #i guess #im nineteen and im not on fire #sorry lorde