#hallucifer!sam

[fandom-hoarder]

Sam and Jack both having a hallucifer tho

#spn parallels #spn rewatch #spn s14 #soulless!jack #postmary!jack #hallucifer!jack #hallucifer!sam #hallucifer

[seasononesam]

Stackednatural- 231/327

The Born-Again Identity (7x17) March 23rd, 2012

#supernatural #spn #sam winchester #hallucifer #spnedit #supernaturaledit #stackednatural23 #* #SEASON 7 THE SEASON U ARE

[preseriesdean]

Well, at least he’s not curled up under the sink. — Yeah, no, he’s just sitting there silently field-stripping his weapon.

7.02, “HELLO, CRUEL WORLD”

#samedit #spnedit #supernaturaledit #sam winchester #samwinchesteredit #lucifer #hallucifer #7x02 #* #if the devil would just leave you alone #sam #at the edge of a blade or the barrel of a gun #hands #*fav

[trialssam]

remember when sam spent five days without any sleep when hallucifer was driving him crazy, and a drug dealer asked him if he wanted something to knock him out and he accepted it and slept in the guy's car, yeah I think about this a lot

#sam winchester #hallucifer #season 7 #7x17 #supernatural #spn

[sammygender]

spn 7x15 was truly crazy. having the resurgence of the narrative showing us sam’s hallucinations of lucifer in the same episode where we see ex-vessel of a demon, his entire life wrecked by the possession, completely obsessed & in stockholm syndrome-y love w the demon that possessed him. i want to analyse this episode scene by scene. who wrote this one. what did they mean by it

#such an upsetting episode for sammy. him framing his worsening breakdowns as him ‘letting lucifer in’ #him framing his worsening hallucinations as him having ‘let lucifer in’. hallucifer saying ‘you wanted it’. #supernatural is such a crazy show because it’s like so thoughtful and deep and interesting sometimes and then like half the time it’s like. #right let’s never touch on this again #i guess it’s what happens to an extent when u have diff writers all the time #one ep is like Haha funny sam has no bodily autonomy🤣🤣and the other ep is like #detailed but metaphorical examination of the trauma of being assaulted and the havoc it wreaks on ur mind #oliver talks #sam winchester #spn #spn 7x15

[quietwingsinthesky]

s9 hallucifer who keeps telling Sam that he’s possessed, that there’s someone else in his body, that the time he’s missing is another being taking control of him, and Sam doesn’t believe him.

#anddd send. #spn #hallucifer #sam winchester

[cascigarette]

it's really interesting to me how they wrote and how jarpad played sam's trauma from the cage through the soulless sam arc and the hallucifer arc. like when he's soulless he's very much like dissociated out of body hypersexual kind of trauma response with memory gaps and no real sense of self. when he gets his soul back he does sort of a 180. he's overwhelmed, he's hallucinating, having intense flashbacks, using self harm to ground himself, feeling hyposexual, he can't help but remember. I just find it interesting to see his initial trauma from the cage and how it changes over time, how it changes him

#ive just been learning about trauma and how ive been changed by trauma in ways i didnt realize before #and i find myself similar to a lot of his responses #and it feels sort of validating to me weirdly bc in my head im very prone to be like yeah no that wasnt a big deal #ur making a big deal out of nothing etc etc #just a lot of minimizing #which sam does too #if i had more coherence rn id go more in depth with his trauma responses but im feeling kind of out of it today so this is what ive got #sam winchester #sam and lucifer #hallucifer #soulless sam #spn #trauma tw #ask to tag #mine #sh mention

[archangelsammy]

sam & his hallucination of lucifer / devil on my shoulder, samantha ellis

#supernatural #spnedit #my edit #sam winchester #spn lucifer #dean winchester #hallucifer #spn season 7 #sam winchester edit #lucifer spn #supernatural lucifer #spn edit #spn lucifer edit #poetry #sam and lucifer #spn hallucifer

[420technoblazeit]

dean and bobby: aw man we gotta go stop dick before he brainwashes everyone with evil burgers!

sam in the psych ward:

#who WROTE htis how do we have one of the best sam arcs and DICK ROMAN in the same season #supernatural #spn #sam winchester #hallucifer #dean winchester #bobby singer #the pig squeals

[loveable-pizza-shit]

I can’t find who made these so I can give them credit, but I’ve had them in my phone for a few days and they belong here :’) pt2

#supernatural #lucifer spn #castiel #dean winchester #casifer #spn crowley #jack kline #sam winchester #sam and dean #archangels #hallucifer #adam winchester #michael spn #the cage

[seasononesam]

supernatural meme: (3/9) scenes | 7x15 “Repo Man”

He was a psychopath, Sam. That's what they do all the time, is act. Act like they're normal, act like they're not balls-to-the-wall crazy.

#supernatural #spn #sam winchester #lucifer #lucifer spn #lucifer supernatural #hallucifer #spnedit #supernaturaledit #spnmeme #* #i can't........

[incorrectspnquotess]

sam: i currently have 7 empty notebooks and i have no clue what to put in them. Suggestions?

gabe: put spaghetti in it.

sam: i'm currently taking suggestions from literally anyone but you.

dean: put spaghetti in it.

sam: i'm currently taking suggestions from anyone but you two.

hallucifer: put spaghetti in it.

sam: i'm no longer taking suggestions.

#spn #supernatural incorrect quotes #dean winchester #sam winchester #gabriel #sabriel #lucifer spn #hallucifer

[ruinedsam]

op ur post about post-cage sam with stockholm syndrome has changed my life how do u see that manifesting in sam. how does he feel about it. ur wise words. i want to know what u think.

Anon, this is such a lovely ask, I don't know if you'll ever see this but I'm really sorry this took me more than three months to answer 🙈🙈

I think Sam, no matter what scenario, would and does feel deeply, deeply ashamed for any kind of attachement or connection to Lucifer.

Anyway I think there are many different ways to stockholm syndrome!Sam:

S6B: Sam feels like there's something missing. He doesn't know what it is, but there's a deep ache within him. It's not for Dean. God, he wishes it was Dean. And the shame of that tastes like bile: that Dean is not enough for Sam. That he wants something else. He thinks of Ruby and the demon blood. He thinks about Jess dying on the ceiling. Wanting things has never worked out well for him. He wishes he knew what he was yearning for - . Then Castiel breaks his wall and Sam remembers - bits and pieces, but it is enough. Oh, he thinks, of course it is you.

S7: When Sam starts hallucinating, Lucifer doesn't threaten him. He tries to make Sam believe he's still in the cage, but it's not to hurt Sam. He's understanding, almost apologetic. I know you miss Dean, but he's not here. You're with me. He's pointing out lucky escapes, making pointed remarks about the events of S6+7 (Purgatory, Eve, Leviathans...does all this not seem absurd to you?), the state of his and Dean's relationship (I don't know why you do this to yourself, Sam. Why do you imagine Dean treating you like this? The brother who trusted you to defeat me, who stood by you just as my brother did not...). Sam tries to dismiss everything he says, yet sometimes as he lies in bed at night after a long, tense, depressing day, Dean long since lulled to sleep with the help of whisky, he can't help but wish Hallucifer was right and none of this was real. And sometimes Lucifer hits a particular apt point and Sam spends days staring at Dean, looking for signs that can tell him if he's real or not. Sometimes - sometimes Lucifer feels much more real than Dean.

S11-13: There's something very compelling (to me) about Sam remembering exactly what Lucifer did to him in hell and hating him for it and yet being drawn to him. After all the time in the cage together he knows Lucifer - too well. He knows how he thinks, how he sees the world, what motivates him, how he feels about everything he does. Lucifer's mindset is as familiar to him as if it was his own. The certainty of his own experiences of suffering from Lucifer's hands vs the certainity of Lucifer's righteousness in making him suffer. And Lucifer knows exactly what Sam feels and of course wants to exploit it. Needless to say in this scenario Jack would explicitly be Lucifer's attempt to babytrap Sam...

#ask #sam winchester #sam and lucifer #hallucifer #😈

[trialssam]

hallucifer is SO interesting to me because we see lucifer being cruel and sometimes funny, but THATS ALL SAM. his dark humor, his logical thinking, when lucifer tells him to kill himself, it's sam saying that to himself, it's all in his head, making appearances to him in the version of his torturer

#sam's boring? creating hallucifer in his head? other characters could never #but why nick? i think bc he was the one who appeared to him after jess #sam winchester #supernatural #lucifer spn

[quietwingsinthesky]

Consider: Sam with a concussion and no one around to keep him from passing out and it probably killing him EXCEPT for his hallucination of Lucifer who won’t let him sleep. How does it feel to owe his life to the devil? To know that the only reason Lucifer wouldn’t let some common head injury kill him is because his death will always belong to Lucifer, as much as his life does? Sam lying there nauseous and in pain and his head feels like it’s going to explode and all he wants is to shut his eyes, but Lucifer won’t stop talking and Sam survives long enough for Dean to find him and save him.

#consider. #spn #lucifer spn #sam winchester #hallucifer

[suncaptor]

when Lucifer appears as a hallucination and Sam is bracing himself between walls crouching down looking like he's tiny cowering and terrified traumatised and fucked up reblog if you agree.

#hello cruel world #s7 #hallucifer #lucifer #spn #incoherents #sammy #supernatural #sam winchester