#head in hands. bc it's his name

[pickapea]

trap gets a bad rep just because it's bad. my trap guy has a blue mullet however, therefore trap is one of the finest genres of music out there

#oh god just remembered trap daddy #''why would you call him that'' #head in hands. bc it's his name #that's not my trap guy btw. that's my estranged second cousin thrice removed who's twice as old as me bc age differences between our parent #he has a mustache and is no guy of mine #MY trap guy has a blue mullet and is friends with my male girlfriend #madonna in this motherfucking gang cocaine bitches on a fucking train #it's the lyrics #it isn't #it's madonna in this motherfucking gang cocaine bitches love fucking trap #but i like the idea of cocaine bitches commuting #pickapost

[tricoufamily]

added tattoos and some skin details :)

#hinnry pulled off the commune just having a rocking twink body is so funny to me. he should have been at the CLUB #he's a lot softer here bc this is toward the end of the Events but his hands are actually really rough and cut up and scraped #this skin actually had hands like that and i never noticed???? i just changed the stomach and gave him back dimples and he's golden #anyway ilya tattoos. the roman numerals are when his dad died then the squirrel skeleton bc yknow #the bird thing on his back thigh is because he does taxidermy. badly. and the rest he just thought looked cool #and yeah that's ilya's handwriting on his name he did that one at home. as their relationship was deteriorating rapidly! :) #ts4 #ts4 edit #ts4 render #the sims 4 #hinnry #ilya #two-headed lamb

[moeblob]

Deacon loves two things: Ymber and digging himself a grave.

Fulj hates one thing: Deacon.

#my characters #waiting on some info on the next commission so i indulged in ocs today bc i doubt i will have as much time for lil comics for a bit #deacon is so devoted hes like yeah i would kill for a deity that could easily kill anything himself but yknow teehee #and fulj just did you tell him you needed therapy also does he even know youd murder in his name #deacon caught red handed haha no of course i havent told him it should be obvious enough haha.... and its in his defense not his name :c #man really does have some issues but i love him so much and hes so devoted but like. unhealthily after a while #he does in fact need a chill pill and therapy but to be fair #ymber has needed therapy for centuries and yet he just bottles it all up and suffers so #its pretty unhealthy until they yell at each other one (1) time bc they are so insecure about things and get mad over very valid reasons #but then theyre like you know what that was necessary and i still want to stay by your side if you let me #and then fulj is like dude hey sorry you seem really happy did you fu- and ymber is like no please stop there we have not #fulj just squinting cause have not is very different than will not but whatever she doesnt wanna think about that with deacon involved ew #and eventually fulj is like hey ymber im sorry to say but i really do hate deacon and i dont even know why but he makes me uncomfortable #while deacon is just. in the room. hearing this and thinking how he knows she thinks hes weird but wow that wording hurts #and ymber doesnt wanna fill in memories better forgotten by fulj which she had forcefully removed #so he just says oh well his hair and clothing are black and you had someone in the past that you might see in him and its not a pleasant en #so you know maybe its that idk #and fulj is then WHATST i was rude to him for someone i cant even remember? lame im gonna try SO HARD to be nice to him now #and deacon just still sitting there with some food like this is v awkward and i wish i could not be here for it #and later he asks ymber about who he resembled and as ymber is descibing her it clicks in deacons head and he gets really sad #that he might somehow remind fulj of the woman she loved before she was punished for loving a mortal #and he feels kinda bad pestering her so much with his curiosities about deities and he kinda gets it #the fact hes close to ymber might remind her at the core that she was once that close with a mortal if not closer #anyway story time in the tags again #im so obsessed with these peeps and i have made them suffer so much but they do all end on a happy note #its still funny and nice to me that while fulj is creeped out by deacon and doesnt like talking to him #he still expresses the most emotions to her - he tries hard to remain serious around ymber and collected and obedient at all times #and when out and about with ymber he has to be intimidating and refuses smiling but fulj?? all sunshine and smiles and emotions easy to rea #and she is just that is so weird go away i hate you

[agentark]

finishing up the JR route and trying not to cry about Reese Verner

#i love him your honor #fernweh saga #james breaks my heart but reese shreds it into pieces #god he wants so badly to be chosen by someone because it's him and not because of his name #reese 'it has to be perfect to make up for the fact that it's me' verner #the way he rarely touched my mc in his route but the jr route had him grabbing her hand multiple times #or you know - reciprocating mc's hand holding instead of just brushing her wrist #reese 'slaps on an irreverent smile as hastily as dousing a wall in a bucket of paint' verner #reese 'sets aside his own candy bc james picked your favorite flavor' verner #he is so painfully aware of the bond that already exists between mc and james #and how that's so different from the relationship he has with mc or james #he Will Not beg for attention from either of you but man does he want it #reese 'i will not say goodbye' verner #I see right through you mister verner and I am holding your hand anyway #i'm the opposite of no thoughts head empty about reese #many thoughts head full #you know what's really funny - my actual irl school rival had the same first name #he had a crush on me and I couldn't stand him 95% of the time lmao

[alivegirlmari]

i love all the secrets the girls have with themselves and just one other person, especially when it's a ghost.

no one will ever know that shauna ate jackie's ear, that she ate jackie first, that jackie was hers - both briefly, before everyone else ate her, and then always, because now jackie lives on inside her, and in everything shauna does. how can ghostjackie not appear, even twenty-five years later on that bridge, when she's a part of shauna, just as much as her heart and lungs are? shauna consumes jackie, and jackie consumes shauna, and it all starts with the ear that exists between them.

lottie is the only one who saw the chunk missing on deadjackie's arm; i'm sure she had theories or concerns about it, but it's still a secret she immediately accepted as is, and then agreed to keep - locking the necklace around shauna's neck to confirm their silent covenant, that they're now linked together in this act of sorrow and love, and then the kindness she generally shows towards shauna's grieving process: you can trust me. you're not alone. (but it's not really just between lottie and shauna, either: it was jackie's flesh, so ghostjackie keeps yet another secret, even without knowing.)

misty is the only person who knows crystal's real name, and true demise. no one will ever believe that crystal accidentally fell, and even if they did, it doesn't matter: they weren’t up on that cliff anyways, which is fine, because it means kristen - her life, her death - belongs to misty alone. a part of misty belongs solely to kristen, too: the black box secret that misty will likely take to her grave now, just as kristen took it to hers. (obviously her family and theatre friends knew her real name, but she shared it with misty because she trusted her. and that moment, before the trust was broken, will always exist, suspended in air. they pinky-promised it.)

#choosing to believe shauna didn't write about the ear in her journals for my own peace of mind. bc i don't want jeff knowing that!! #it's not his business!!!! #lottieshauna is soo interesting to me esp the lottieshaunajackie layer and im soo excited for their fight <3 #the way lottie has her hands behind her back in that promo. like she's just taking it willingly #another thing she's doing for shauna! let me share this with you. let me take this on for you. i will accept your anger and violence. #i can't get into the intimacy of names rn either...or the intimacy of firsts: misty's first friend. her first love. her first 'kill'. etc. #i wonder if she refers to her as crystal or kristen in her head? #* #lottie #shauna #misty #jackie #crystal

[askamnesiamoonjumper]

me after editing the aau prologue for the bajillionth time

#First chapter I changed the opening bc I always thought it felt off/abrupt and wanted to have it be prince pov from the start #I wanna get in his head more ok sue me #Beyond that tho it was just some wording edits #Specifically with the internal dialogue moments I helped them flow more/feel more like thoughts #Also mj gets a bit more of their usual edge/pessimism bc the prologue they always felt a bit too “ówò sad poor smol bean” or whatever #That’s it tho chapter 4 I didn’t change bc it’s peak #Did add some teases to later things tho like snatch senses mjs soul at the end of his chap but doesn’t realize it #Or like I added the Not Now running thing in the earlier chapters bc it was more of a chapter 4 thing so I wanted 2 set it up more so boom #I think that’s all the notable edits ig like I said just description additions the only actual new thing is the opener for chap 1 👍 #Also also I got to include a hc that I have that I neglected to do before but I hc a!prince used plural internal dialogue #Because lol we love dramatic irony in this house #Grace post #this reminds me tho one of these days I should look through heart strings chapter one to look for editing things #Bc I think I did that recently but I don’t remember it much tho #Mostly just when the Hat stuff starts that was the parts I never directly rewrote I just edited them so they feel out of place in my brain #Also I’d wanna edit her dialogue bc it *was* in character (after rereading her diary’s to confirm) but I wanna have her be a bit more snark #Hat is Hard bc i Need the balance of cute little kid and also smug little shit (affectionate) like she is a pain to write man cries #This is just me rambling lol ignore it I just wanted to spam aau thoughts #In other news I made shapes redesigns but I’m on the fence on posting them bc idk if I wanna spoil or not hhhhhhhhh #Nowadays I’m more chill w spoiling things than I used to be #But there are a handful of things I’ve kept shut about (ex being princes name or mjs species stuff etc) #So I’m not sure if this thing with shapes i should keep secret or just post bc I used to spoil it but idk now #Shrugs #maybe I’ll do a poll later I dunno #Ok yapping over byeeeeee

[sooouth]

god DAMN it.

just cried over satosugu for the first time.

#meow.// #satosugu #i literally haven't felt that much about them (still enough y'know) to cry but all of a sudden??? wtf??? #i just cried bc i related them to that one song (christmas kids by roar) and omfg. why does it hurt so much. i thought i could live in PEAC #like. i didn't have to suffer through the pain but nooooo NO ONE IS SPARED. #“you'll change your name or change you mind” #“and leave this fucked up place behind” #“But i'll know” #HISSINg. GROWLING. SOBS #geto literally changed his mind though (thanks kenjaku) #the animatic ideas are swirling in my brain like toilet when i flush the black and white beta fish #BECAUSE THEY'RE BBOTH FUCKING DEAD #jjk #banging my head on the wall please help me save me from this torture. I didn't know gays could hurt me so much. they're tearing me apart #like that one emo werewolf picture that's a meme. that's me but with satosugu atm guys. i'm so sorry for the tag rants. it's like a pigsty #if you follow me i need you to know that i'm not okay and you should stop that immediately because i'm swirling into the abyss #i'm like a melting ice cream from the ice cream truck that they hand you and it gets all over your hands and drips onto the ground #leaving a trail of ice cream drops behind you as you walk away; the music of the truck fading into the distance as your realise #this ice cream SUCKS. #i'm so sorry #south talks too much #irls if you see this i need you to slap me the next time you see me and i'm dead serious.

[randomwriteronline]

What's an identity but a lie?

(points at Velika) I've had enough of this dude

#bionicle #velika #humanized bionicle #random draws #gif warning #finished reading the completed version of The Powers That Be on mythsandlegacy.com! it was interesting! i will be ignoring all of the plot #especially in regards to lesovikk i Do Not See It. i am Looking Away. he is Contented and Taking A Break as we speak. #im sorry but when the character who hasnt had a shred of joy in ONE HUNDRED THOUSAND YEARS ends like That i say no thanks and turn around #but yes! velika was very interesting. disgusting little bastard. i want to squeeze his head in my hand #congrats to whiteheartlight for correctly interpreting artakhas characterization towards the nuva! #i will still forever read him as a distant estranged absentee father bc its funnier n feels more 'right' to me but congrats nevertheless #the red star itself was certainly A Thing. unfortunately my own idea of its zombies had nothing to do with what ended up being so... yea... #as i said! i am ignoring All Of The Plot #my city now #also fun fact i constantly forget Velika is not female bc his name aligns perfectly with common girl name patterns where im from. anyways #AT LAST I HAVE SHED MY CHAINS (used a b*tim song in a non-b*tim context)

[thedeadthree]

— HOW DOES YOUR OC CRY?

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SILENT

a lot has happened to you. its demoralizing, i know. you cry with your head leaning against the wall, tears streaking your face. your lip quivers but your mouth stays firmly closed. you keep your problems to yourself to not bother anyone.

FRUSTRATED

so many big things have happened that a little one sets you off. your angry and that anger turns to hot tears. you scream in frustration and try to verbally or physically release all of the anger by yelling/throwing things. eventually you fall into a pile on the floor full of brokenness.

SOB

you are a sob. youve been through so much and the pain has finally caught up to you. you make soft broken noises as you cry. your life has been hard and everythings piled up on you, and in this moment it becomes too much. you sob for a few minutes before the tears stop and you just lay in pain. one of the worst cries.

HAPPY

a lot may have happened to you, but in this moment it doesnt matter. everything will fall into place as God [the seven] intends it to. you know you will be okay, because whatever caused this cry is how it needs to be. the future is bright and so is your renewed sense of hope.

#only if you want to! 🤍🕊 #oc: iovanna dayne #oc: una nathaira uller #oc: maekar targaryen #oc: alva amaranthine #if anyone needs me ill be on the floor crying hehe <3 #IF UNA STARTS CRYING YOU START RUNNING BESTIEE anyway hers has me on the FLOOR #BABY GIRL U HAVE BEEN THROUGH THE MOST ITS TIME U DID MY LOVEE #and also start running since either u'll be the cannibals next lunch ORR aeggy'll have ur head bestie <3 dear boy u are down bad! #(and in his defense he is so right to <3 she deserves that bestie!) #VANNA AND SILENT? ARE YOU KIDDING? she has had to bear the weight of her own pain for so long and it is almost of habit -> #in that she is so vehement about not wishing to confide in others? ask daemy its like pulling teeth jhjdsnjk #but jokes on her bc the way she confides in him is without words? like he's gotten so good at reading her he just.. knows <3 #blah blah twin flame lovers red string of fate etc etc <3 #OO INCH RESTING maeky and frustrated..? WELL NOW CARO I GOTTA KNOW AERY'S #urlyx his hand would have his HEAD if they knew he was throwing things so he would NEVER kjnsakn but the rest? ACCURATE #its the maegy blood ksakj its him letting his emotions bottle up over time and him at the most inopportune of times at one tiny instance -> #she passed in knowing her son and grandson wouldnt bear the sins of maegy and their names were regarded in reverence from then on <3 #IT JUST OVERWHELMS HIM u know? not me thinking of his reaction to cessairs passing after the dance? it’s equal parts frustration and grief? #its pacing its shouting at walls its goin on the back of zahkriisos to far off reaches while yelling dracarys into the heavens u know? #ALVA BABY YOU DESERVE GOOOD THINGS YOU LIGHT IN THE WORLD YOUU <3 #her single remnant of the love of her life and her best friend r*haenys that and her altruism is what means the world to her! #and with that as the days are easier or harder than most for that she knows the seven haven't abandoned Westeros yet <3 AN ANGELL #leg.ocs #leg.txt #leg.tagged #MACYY THIS WAS SO CUTE TY TY DEAR FOR THE TAG <3 #huzzah to moi as ​i actually post and it’s not ten at night 💞😌

[mechahero]

let that boy make himself a funny little creature persona!

textless versions and wips below the cut bc i thought they were cute

#//listen i don't go there but i kept thinking about a design like this since i made a post on his ic sideblog so #//I MISPELLED HIS NAME AUGH #//ITS PETL NOT PETIL KILLS AUTOCORRECT #//also got my hands on some sweet overlay packs so i definitely used those for this #//except one of them crashed ibis so fuck that one in particular #//had to scrap side profile and facial expressions bc those couldn't be recovered womp womp #//his head is a grape iMac computer! #//only reason why it's not pink or blue is bc there isn't a pink iMac and i like to think lambda was like 'hmmm purple' #//just for ONCE BHFNJDGFHDNG #//this counts to be on here okay #//he would be a little computer kitty #//trust me on this #mocha's art

[zhongli-lover-69]

disney has GOT to stop sucking ass + then dick + then ass again

#listened to the villain song from wish #and like. yeah. i knew it was gonna be bad. but not THAT fucking bad #''peep the name i'm magnificent'' #''i let you live here for free and i dont even charge you rent'' #OH and the chorus is just the same phrase repeated four times #i started zoning out halfway thru the song (that i was specifically dedicating time to listen to) bc it's so nothing #it's so absolutely nothing #sometimes the lines in the chorus get a little loud + intense so u can know he's a bad guy #and then he goes right back to the vapid fucking verses #he's just complaining abt nothing and admiring himself in a mirror #but like. not even in an interesting or properly aggressive way??? #gaston could snap this guy like a twig. with his fuckinf AURA he doesnt even need his hands #this is the wimpiest little spineless little wet webkinz cat of an antagonist #normally thats a compliment but this time it is NOT #he's so nothing. he has no fucking motive #banging my head against the wall until disney either implodes or gets good #it'll be a fucking waste if it's the former but ngl it's better than just pumping out trash movies ad nauseum #i find the turn to poppy little nothing music vastly displeasing #disney hired a songwriter who's written for justin bieber and selena gomez before and. erm. it really fucking shows #it'd be less bad if they just accepted that pop was this particular music team's wheelhouse but NOOOOO #they had to ATTEMPT a pop-musical fusion and eugh. it sucks. you can feel the inexperience. the rhymes are mind-bogglingly bad #this is disney's 100-year anniversary film. a fucking waste #they've been throwing money down the drain rather impressively with their films the last few years and i'm honestly rather curious why #like. they can't be stupid enough to Not Notice that their Movies are Flopping. so why the inaction. why is there no change #it's like watching a slow-motion trainwreck #their funeral! their money they're burning! #like. is there a Reason that they want to get these shit movies out regardless of audience reception? #or are they just so confident in their other money-making ventures that they genuinely don't care abt a couple years of box-office flops #idk. just feels like there's some puzzle pieces i'm missing. it's too huge a company for it not to be some type of deliberate #dunno what's going on but their priorities are most fucking certainly no longer centered around creating beautiful stories. a fucking shame

[sashimiyas]

good night guys. i’m gonna write about mattsun taking us out fishing for the first time

#reinas.inretrograde #i say this even though i just woke up from a nap #and actually have to do some schoolwork while i eat kimchi soup #but just… mattsun holding the boat stead for you #ankles deep in the water. sleepy expression bright bc you’ve woken up with him and decided to come along #where there’s a sharp contrast between your boots. his so dirty and storied with different colors of mud and gunk #and yours pristine and used for the very first time. it still has the size sticker on the left boot #and it’s quiet the whole time. you’re too tired to speak. and there’s only so many times you can comment about the scenery and the weather #but mattsun’s just happy. happy you’ve indulged his boring hobby of sitting atop a body of water with stick and string #he likes to rock the boat so he can hear you yelp when you cling to his shoulders. much similar to the ways he teases you on land #you guys play chopsticks. and then mattsun starts talking about the bio life nearby. provides you the scientific names of trees and flora #he covers his palms over your cheeks when they get too cold. and when that doesn’t work. you two share his single origin #carafe of coffee that you don’t know how to truly appreciate. that caffeine actually puts you to sleep and when you wake #the sun is already above your heads and mattsun is already making his way back to shore #and when you apologize for being lousy company compared to the grandpas he usually fishes with. mattsun just shrugs #he steps out the boat. overalls wet to the knees and he pulls it to the rocks so you can get out safely boots still clean #and he takes everything from your hands. holds the fishing rods. the lunch pack. his newspaper. his empty net and cooler on one side #so the other hand can be free to hold yours and he just says. ‘yeah but none of them are as pretty as you.’ #okay actually. i just wrote the mattsun takes you out fishing in the tags by accident #so i guess i’ll go do the other things i mentioned earlier now

[creepiefarm]

some richard siken isopod pics i made awhile ago

#animal death m in the tags ahead #the second one always makes me cry. that’s the isopod from the japanese aquarium that didn’t eat for years but would pretend to eat in front #of the aquarium keepers and eventually died :( but giant isopods have gone more years not eating in capitivity so it probably didn’t starve #just. it makes me rlly sad and i think about it a lot. bc they did love and care for him but it wasn’t in a way it could understand…but it #tried to eat to make them happy i just. (head in hands) #his name was number 1 also #creepie.stuff #isopoda #giant isopod #richard siken #poetry #bathynomus

[miwtual]

i gotta talk more about nancy and her interactions w corroded coffin in edancy aus

#kai.txt #edancy #gareth takes the longest to come around i think. in my head hes eddies right hand man before dustin was ever in the picture #so eddie starts dating Nancy Wheeler and gareth takes a while to accept the fact that its happening #(and after he comes to his senses he is edancys no1 fan) #(constantly asks eddie about how nancys doing etc etc) #(he just takes a while to get there) #jeff is immediately chill with it i think probably bc of how dustin talks about nancy #and how eddie talks about her too #freak 1 (who acey has named kenny and that name im stealing for this)..... honestly i have no idea #i feel like he could go either way with either being more like gareth or more like jeff #either way all of corroded coffin do end up warming up to nancy and love her #(maybe not as much as eddie does tho) #(but pretty damn close <3)

[faebriel]

my most controversial star wars opinion is that i think lux bonteri is not a horrible concept per se but perhaps underutilised

#by underutilised i mean not pointed in the right direction. 2 episodes and 1 4-ep arc is enough for him i think #yes ik hes annoying but it is so fucking funny to me for ahsoka to have that one random friend who definitely went to a prep school #or something and also was literally a separatist until he decided hes going to go rogue now and make the worst choices ever #like either kill the will they wont they early OR cut it entirely and they can be so funny. we are in HOT SPACE what are you DOING HERE #you are going to DIE and the guys like yes thats the plan ^-^ you see ive fallen into business with a very powerful man ahsoka you might #have heard of him. goes by the name of /hondo/. and ahsoka does the biggest fucking sigh ever #cut the kiss cut the bullshit keep the funny. and ahsoka needs more friends her age anyway #anyway i think im just soft on him bc his entry into the show meant a fucking respite from Other Ships I Really Didn't Like In TCW FFNet #(femslash was there but not as big of a presence yet unfortunately) #i dont blame ppl who hate him bc a friend in need is his problematic arc but truly hand me a spanner i can fix him #lesbian and her momentary comp het bestie......she crashed on his couch at least once post order 66 #oh and UNFRIDGE STEELA she should have been head of onderon or something. so bullshit #as he is in canon he feels like wasted space for ahsokas character. theres no point in giving her any love interest while shes in the order #and barriss riyo and the s7 gals are all better choices anyway #and you cant pull the 'well some separatists are just normal' card after s3 bc he also wants to kill dooku like. at least be funny! #or try to set up whatever the hell ahsoka does between s7 and rebels! idk man

[orcelito]

No one likes my posable black spider that I have hanging off the rungs under my bed :(

I named her Periwinkle <3

#speculation nation #spiders/ #bc it was the first word that popped into my head when i looked at her & thought 'hm i should name you' #literally no motivation for it outside of that #BUT i do own a large stuffed sheep that i got in 2017 that i named Oleander. small theme of poisonous flowers i guess #periwinkle isnt the only spider themed item i have. i also have a spider stuffed animal #i named her Acantha after the name of the spider familiar i had while playing conjuration wizard Nico #i also have a spider brooch that is an accessory to my Welcome To My Web placard. no name. i just think it's cool. #i also got a handful of small black decoration spiders with Periwinkle. that r in a bag somewhere i think. idk. #theyre not cool and big and posable like her so theyre not as important in my mind. i'll put them somewhere someday. #i showed oat milk girl the pic of periwinkle (not this one. this one is new) & she was like Wow thats kinda scary but good for u #yes im scared of actual spiders but i think fake spiders r Amazing #i also think real spiders are amazing. but only if they cannot reach me #viewing a tarantula behind glass is like. perfect experience. #ngl id love to own one someday maybe. if i didnt have to handle it. which probably. would have to happen Someday #me looking at spiders like I Love You but i cannot handle u being around me. im sorry </3 #solution is spider things. iconography. i go crazy for it. #i didnt used to be like this. but then Acantha (the dnd familiar) changed me. #researched spiders and made this emotional support spider to help nico deal with his ptsd #and suddenly a switch was flipped in my head. i love spiders now. #they still freak me out but i love them sooo much. and i love Periwinkle too