#i am going to be insufferable and i'm sorry

[khaotunqs]

so lemme see if i have this right

firstkhao and joongdunk--the couples that kiss like theyre each others oxygen--in fucking TAMING OF THE SHREW?????? WITH GUNS???????!?!?!??!!?

#i am going to be insufferable and i'm sorry #firstkhao #joongdunk #the heart killers #mona stfu

[theeminentlyimpractical]

There are you, you drive like a demon from station to station The return of the Thin White Duke, throwing darts in lovers' eyes Station to Station, David Bowie

#I'm sorry for the person I am about to become #i am going to be insufferable #I've already lost a few followers from too much Bowieposting #good omens #it's not shitposting it's sadposting #aziraphaaaaaale #thin dark duke

[crookedandcorupt]

I've seen people talk about how ASPD is hard to mask, but does anyone else have an incredibly hard time unmasking? I've been raised with people who are EXTREMELY sensitive to any small show of negative emotion or slight, to the point of not even being allowed to make discontented facial expressions, and it's made it hard to turn off "nice" mode when talking to basically anyone, even if I know they're also low empathy and don't give a shit. It has always been a tight control over myself or unbearable punishment. Sometimes it's giving absolutely no emotional response, facial expression, just nothing at all, in exhaustion.

#actually aspd #aspd #First of all I can't stand a lot of people in the tag #but I am also probably insufferable because I'm just going to be all #:D!!! Sorry!!!! You're the best!!!! #truly so much of my behavior boils down to not wanting to deal with attacks retaliation harassment punishment #I think when I get away from a lot of my current people I'll finally be able to start to Stop #I will say I last my last job because I wasn't able to be Normal Enough

[queer-reader-07]

i lost the original post but i would once again like to say that it is some kind of cruel joke that i am spending my nights studying for a calculus exam and doing chemistry homework when i could be reading good omens fanfic

#me: it's a cruel joke that i have to study for my chosen field of study #god i am going to be so insufferable when i voluntarily subject myself to organic chemistry #i'm sorry in advance #anyway i've decided that if i get through this next problem i am allowed to stop and i will simply power through the rest tomorrow #not good omens #but also still #good omens #personal #stem major

[thespianwordnerd]

I apologise in advance for the person I will become after I watch the SNW musical episode. I can die happy then.

#they really said let's give the gays everything they want and i am not immune #i am going to be so insufferable i know it and I'm sorry but also cannot wait #star trek #star trek snw #star trek strange new worlds #subspace rhapsody #strange new worlds

[dandyshucks]

blinks tiredly. i decide "hm maybe i should try to expand my circle and step outside of it a little, lets go look at the main community tags" and im just greeted with a bunch of edgelords who think saying "fiction doesn't affect reality, don't like don't read" is peak activism and "fighting censorship". head in my hands. this is partially why i do not ever go into the community tags, my nervous system cannot handle blocking fifty weirdos every single day just so i can have a normal experience in the community tags hfdsjkl

#I HAVE SO MANY PEOPLE BLOCKED ALREADY. i am TRYING to curate my experience 😭😭😭 #and i have so many tags blacklisted fjdsjkl like. so many. every single variation of tag to do with those chuckleheads #which helps avoid them a lot of the time tbh bc it'll flag posts that ppl rb if the original post was tagged w any of those #so i can avoid rbing posts that have chuckleheads as the op most of the time #i also usually double check OP's blog before i rb stuff now bc man this place is rife with these weirdos #ANYWAYS. yes i want to try to engage w the community but i do not think i can handle it if theres gonna be so many edgelords jkdslfl #the only way i follow new ppl now is when yall do promo hour and i sometimes see a new face pop up fdsjkl #every now and then i have energy to try to engage with new ppl but its so difficult when so many ppl are such insufferable edgelords !!!! #''im the nasty pr-sh-pper your parents warned you about 😎'' cool man you sound like the most insufferably obnoxious person ever. :/ #''if you like CENSORSHIP-'' i am hitting block immediately bc u have a fundamental misunderstanding of what censorship actually is 👍 #I'M TIREDDDD WHY ARE PEOPLE SO DUMB ABOUT THIS STUFF. ''fiction doesn't affect reality'' I GUESS PROPAGANDA DOESNT EXIST THEN ???? #what a strange world they live in honestly. they dont understand how stories have served humans since the dawn of time. sighing loudly. #vent // #SORRY FOR THIS ONE IM JUST. ARGH. ppl talk abt encouraging community but i think maybe im not cut out for community #i want desperately to partake but i cannot handle it if it means dealing w all these bozos #it frustrates me to no end fdhsjkl and it upsets me so much and i wish i could deal w it better but. my nervous system is broken fdsjkl #i will try to expand my circle every now and then but i cannot do it often bc of this 😭 im not going to give up entirely though fdsjkl #(also this is partially why i dont tag my posts w community tags anymore bc i am just. so scared of these freaks getting their hands on it) #(the most i'll do is s.afeship or variations every now n then bc supposedly they're not in those tags fdsjkl) #delete later #dandyshucks

[sleepyandconfused]

back to blocking anything tagged t*ylor s*ift on here because everything I'm learning and seeing about her is being done so against my will

#some of my friends love her. like a lot a lot #and I love them #but she gives me the worst fucking vibes #does she have bops? #for sure #I feel like I'm going insane and mb I am bc I clearly do not get the hype #sorry to my mutuals who love her #i just cannot #she seems insufferable #anti taylor swift

[stackslip]

if the csm 115 and 116 leaks are real then i’m sorry in advance for the person i’m going to become in exactly one week and twelve hours

#i am going to be utterly insufferable about this. i'm going to be losing my mind for days on end #i'm going to be subjecting you guys to the world's worst most incoherent meta and sobbing #and worst of all i am going to be reblogging a lot of fanart of an m/f shounen ship with like 5 chapters of interaction. sorry #eli talks #csm

[if-loki-was-a-fox]

What if I just. Made Grain and Mumbo fanchildren

I don't even ship them romantically or anything. I just think they should raise a child together

It would be funny. And cute

#assigned platonic co-parents at FoxLoki #sorry I just reached the grumbot arc in season 7 I'm going to be insufferable about them now #HE CALLED THEM “DADS” #HE CALLED THEM “DADS” GUYS #AUGH #rambling about blorbos #I am very shy about this post 'cus I know people can make these things weird #but I have a moot who makes posts about fankids and I think it's so cool #so I'm giving it a shot now too :3

[musical-chick-13]

............I think my criticisms of the Barbie movie are. Not the average person's criticisms of the Barbie movie.

#I'm not mad that it didn't go Deep Into Feminist Discourse I'm not mad at it for being Feminism 101 #I'm upset because I do not think it even succeeded in being Feminism 101 #it tried to do something it didn't do it effectively imo and I feel like I am allowed to. not be happy. about that. #'it was too mean to men' IT STILL PRIORITIZED THE MEN IMO. HOW WAS IT EVEN MEAN TO THEM. #GOD. #'he was more interesting than she was' sorry I do not agree with that I found him insufferable

[potatoesandsunshine]

had the longest day in the world... and tomorrow is gonna be longer........

#bro 😑 why did i schedule two back to back 'go be condescended to while helping someone' items #i care about these people. i WANT to do the cleaning and grocery shopping and errands etc etc for them. genuinely. #unfortunately i am now old enough to recognize that i find them both personally insufferable MOST of the time. i just hate having a #'conversation' with someone that can't ever allow you to be right. like even when i agree with her i'm still wrong because she has to be #Right And Correct about everything. more than anyone else can ever be! it's like please just go back to tv and let me clean your house!!! #i'm here to dust your fifteen million bookshelves! i'm SORRY that some of the books got out of order the last time this happened - #when i wasn't even here! that was you!!!!! just let me clean!!! #and the other person is my grandma which is just like okay are you inviting me over to have lunch bc you actually want to see me #or is this the first step of the next elaborate guilt trip youve constructed for me. bc i'm just. #you can only say i dont love you and have me give in so many times ma'am. and you are over the limit.

[kinmokian]

i feel like it should be fairly obvious by this point, what with a) my blog being around since 2017, b) the character the blog is for, and c) it being literally in my pinned, but i think it's worth repeating:

i am not spoiler-free. this applies to crystal as well.

seiya/fighter is from the final arc, and i've always been primarily manga-based with musical influences, which ultimately extends to crystal and the cosmos movies. as such, there are spoilers everywhere on my blog and they are untagged. there's literally no point in me tagging them because of this being a starlight blog.

just something to keep in mind!

#☆ ⧽⧽ 𝗢𝗢𝗖 ✬ cecease && desist ! #especially because yeah i am absolutely going to be insufferable as i go through my movie caps and i'm not sorry KJSDHGKSJD

[bumblingbabooshka]

The Pathways Novel is the holy grail of young Tuvok characterization because I can just sense so clearly through the page how insufferable he would be to talk to

#and let me tell you? insufferable IS affectionate with a million hearts drawn around it #A girl confessed her love to him and he basically grabbed her by the shoulders and said Sophie....please get ahold of yourself! #Remember WWJD!! and she has to be like '.....y e ah ok. yeah. sorry.' and then they parted ways forever #Tuvok at the monastery observing the other initiates like I'm the only one who /really/ gets what we're going for here but who am I to judge #I think the line is something like 'Tuvok despised what he thought to be the partaking in unncessary luxuries but he trusted that the elders #knew best' #I think Tuvok's life is just going through different particular types of Difficult-To-Talk-To #crybaby kid to know it all teen to wannabe priest to holier than thou initiate to when-I-was-your-age dad #then he FINALLY started chilling the hell out #AH I keep saying 'monastery' its a temple #I love Tuvok him being earnestly annoyed by others has fine-wined into dry remarks while definitely NOT rolling his eyes #Tuvok cares SO much is the thing. <3 guy who is full of not-love #Guy who makes terrible horrendous first impressions but then eventually worms his way into your heart (VERY unintentionally hes NOT trying) #It'd be funny if everyone liked T'Pel right away in contrast hehe...<3 #Tuvok's parents' characterizations in that book are NOT canon to me though #also there's a funny moment where Tuvok is complaining about how their sons are (in his opinion) not disciplined enough #and when he looks to T'Pel for her opinion she's just fallen asleep #and he considers waking her up despite the fact that she JUST gave birth before going hmm.....better not. #Wise Choice Friend HEHEHEH....g od...dumbass <3

[ragdoll127-ffxiv]

WolGraha Week 2023 - Day 1: ~First Kiss~

If one were to ask the Warrior of Light when his first kiss was with his current partner, he would answer quickly and without hesitation.

"Ishgard," he replies, "a few weeks after we returned from Ultima Thule."

His partner, however, is not so quick to answer, and in fact looks to be dodging the attention of the other man.

"It was Ishgard," R'alma repeats, though he sounds like he is losing confidence in his answer.

"Amity, actually," G'raha corrects, so quietly he can barely be heard.

"No. No, it couldn't have been." R'alma is shaking his head now, and looking thoroughly confused. “I’d have remembered,” he adds in a small voice.

And G’raha only scratches awkwardly at his cheek as a small blush dusts his nose. “Well, ah…” he stutters after a moment. “After the talos was completed, the town was in rather high spirits, what with the final battle so close in reach. And besides the spirits flowing in the tavern, the atmosphere itself was rather intoxicating.”

“I wasn’t that drunk that night,” R’alma pouts, crossing his arms. “I remember the celebration vividly.”

“Yes, of course,” G’raha concedes. “But what you do not seem to remember is how late you remained awake. I made every effort to persuade you to get some rest, but you were near delirious with nerves and insomnia. And you…”

It comes back to him now – fuzzy, half-conscious memories of stumbling through the town at an hour that should have been dark. Falling into the shadowy robed figure. Being helped up by half-crystallized hands…

The anxiety that plagued her made it impossible to sleep, despite how tired she was. Not to mention the blinding Light. She had just got used to sleeping in the dark again back at the Crystarium. And so she stumbled aimlessly through the silent village, searching for gods knew what.

And then there he was, looming before her, casting a blissful shadow over her form. She lost her footing in her daze, the sudden appearance of him sending her into a stumble. Her body never hit the ground, for he caught her in his arms.

One crystal hand brushed against her horn as he righted her.

“R’alma!” he exclaimed, holding her steady by the shoulders. “You should not be about at this hour, you need your rest!”

“Couldn’t sleep,” she muttered, blinking at him blearily. “Too bright.”

There was a buzzing in her head that she knew could not have been from the festive gathering several hours before. She could feel it – droning, humming, sloshing around inside of her like a barely contained tide, constantly threatening to spill out.

She knew the odds were poor of her being able to take on any more of it.

But still, he asked more of her.

And she would do whatever he asked.

“There’s a good chance I don’t make it back tomorrow,” she drawled, stepping forward to lean into his touch. “And if that happens, I don’t want to leave anything unsaid.”

In the brief moment hanging between them, he breathed her name. And she couldn’t be sure, but she swore he left off her tribal mark. The buzzing in her ears was too loud, but it made her smile nonetheless.

And before another second could slip away, she pressed forward until her mouth was on his. It was soft and plush beneath her lips, tasting of whatever tea Dulia had given him to return his strength earlier. And the Light burned in her throat, pushing and rising and threatening to rush out and take him. But she bit down, pushing it back so it would not consume him like it had her.

He stood in silent shock for a moment, unsure how to respond. When she did not pull away, however, he wrapped his arms around her and pressed her to him, returning the kiss with a fervor. He seemed to her like a man lost to sea grasping at a lifeline, so desperately did he deepen it.

When at last they broke apart, her panting for breath and he clenching his jaw in restraint, her luminous eyes sought for his in the shadows of his cowl. “Forgive me, my Lord Exarch,” she gasped. “I fear I may be falling for the charms of your mysterious persona.”

“Alma…”

And there it was again. Her name – her given name alone – breathed into the space between them like a lover’s whisper. Heavy and dripping with a desperation she couldn’t begin to understand.

“But that was unfair of me,” she said reluctantly, pulling herself away. “After all, as I said, I may be walking to my death in the morning.”

“You will most certainly not… be walking to your death,” he murmured haltingly, collecting himself from the surprise of her assault. “Of that, I can… assure you with the utmost confidence.”

“Now please,” he added, as he turned her forcibly back toward the cabin in which she and her companions had been staying. “Please, you need your strength. Go and rest.”

And R’alma buries his face into his hands as the faded memory returns to him, groaning in mortified distress. “Oh gods, please tell me I didn’t actually… I thought that was a dream.”

With a small grin, G’raha moves to comfort him, gently stroking his drooping ears. “I am afraid not, love. So sure were you of your impending demise, I would deign to suggest that was a confession as well, were you not so agitated from exhaustion.”

“I was sick,” R’alma gripes, muffled still by his hands which have not left his flushed face. “Don’t ever let me talk when I’m sick. I clearly have no clue what I’m saying.”

And G’raha laughs as he presses a kiss to his partner’s head. “Try not to dwell on it, my star, ‘tis of no consequence. I myself was far too occupied with my own impending demise to be much bothered. And besides, we are here now, all things considered. And that is all that matters.”

R’alma grumbles, but he melts into the embrace all the same. And at any rate, the question has been answered.

Their first kiss was at Amity, on the eve of the attack on Mt. Gulg. Not in Ishgard.

#ffxiv #wolnpc #wolgraha #r'alma/g'raha #r'alha #endwalker spoilers #writing #my fanfic #wolgrahaweek #wolgrahaweek2023 #g'raha tia #wol x g'raha tia #g'raha/wol #wolexarch #crystal exarch #shadowbringers #more of my fantasia shenanigans i'm so sorry if it's confusing #i also changed tenses for the flashback so i feel like that doesn't help #anyway we're in wolgraha week and i am going to be insufferable about it i guess #please look forward to it

[ratasum]

Zojja coming back has me SO excited you have no idea that's my GIRL.

#bunny rambles #soto #I am going to be insufferable about this I'm sorry

[birbfeeder2artisticboogaloo]

trying to politely enforce boundaries with ppl who don't respect u and take everything very personally is literally SO PAINFUL LIKE

I JUST DOn'T WANT U TALKING ABOUT ME LIKE THAT. IT IS A. PERSONAL PREFERENCE. NOT AN INDICTMENT OF U OR A CRITICISM OF UR PERSON. JUST PLEASE STOP

#but noooooo now he's all cross and crochety and ANGY bc how DARE I #A MERE BIRB #have an opinion not in line with his. HOW VERY DARE I. #odiadhsiaidhaoi OLD MAN UR MAKING ME VERY. I AM VERY #AND IT'S BC OF U 😭😭😭 #GOD he's going to be insufferable tomorrow ;A; #PLEASE GO TO BED SIR PLS LEAVE ME ALOOOOONE #what did i DOOOOO ;A; #all right it's not THAT dire #im just grumpled bc my tum's been hurting all day ;A; #i just hate it when he makes lil comments about the weird shit i do when i'm not well!!! #like!! sir!!! i am feeling poorly today so pls leave me alone!! #do not criticise my self comfort methods!!! just!!! GO AWAY ;A; #sorry im just venting #vent post #birb vents #i should delete this #idk #tmi probably