#i can dream... i can imagine ; w ;

[pettydollie]

OMG CHRIS MAKING A TIKTOK WITH YN ASLEEP ON HIS CHEST W THE TEXT "my daily yapping session" AND ITS THE LAST NIGHT I DREAMED I WAS A BOTTLE OF KETCHUP SOUND

lolll i had someone req something like this before

the camera is on you, chris grinning as he records you with the silly audio. you’re snuggled into his chest comfortably and you’re snoring lightly. the video finishes and chris posts it to his account with the caption “my daily yapping session”

about an hour later, you’re awake and you see that he’s posted. you watch the video and like it immediately, a smile coming to your face. you go into the comments and type out “erm actually i dreamed i was a unicorn 😵‍💫”

chris likes the comment and replies, “i dreamed i was a burger”

#very random idk what’s wrong w me #i actually did dream i was a unicorn once #it was very fun as you can imagine #chris sturniolo #chris sturniolo x reader

[silenthillbunni]

🐰🌧️

#so on my way home.. #i walked by a school and besides the fact that i felt so depressed bc just looking at these kids and adults i have NO hope for the future #i saw two boys on a bench as i walked by... and i just thought they were talking. and too late i realized that no one of the boys were #bullying the other boy. the bully walked away and the other boy just sat there looking so lifeless and dejected #a teacher came and sat down w that boy and i just kept walking. even if i wanted to say smth it's like what would i even do abt that situati #that made me so sad both bc that boy.. he looked so dejected and used to it. that anxiety going to school knowing you're bullied is awful #and like i imagined talking to him and saying heyyy if you're lucky you'll grow up to be 25yrs old #live like a parasite off your mom and be on wellfare and never have had a job :) #you'll have no education or highschool diploma :) you will still struggle to finish hs even at an easier level :) #you will also not have had friends in 10yrs and you'll be terrified of ppl and getting close to anyone and even going outside!! #you'll have no interests and hobbies and skills! you'll simply be a waste of space loser being a burden on everyone around u! #whoop whoop stay alive buddy it will only get worse ❤️ #god i just wanna cry. how did i let my life turn out this way??? i used to be full of dreams and life and passion and HOPE #i used to believe in things and in people. i had so many dreams and i wanted to try and do so many things #now all i can think is 'i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die'. im miserable wherever i go lmao #there's this bridge over the highway i have to cross when i walk to school and every time i look down at the trafic and when a truck drives #by i feel my entire body vibrate. i just wanna jump and get mauled by it. #or i dont *want* to but i feel so deeply and desperately that it's the only way for me #only way to make it stop hurting. and i am weak. i dont know how to just 'stop' or take control of my life. thats why i wanna die #bc i know that i wont be able to. that my life will never amount to anything #for fuck's sake my dream now is just to have my own 1bedroom apartment and have a shitty job - like in a grocery store or whatever!!!!! #not even that can i make happen! bc im so worthless i cant do anything. im also stupid so i wouldnt be able to do my job right #i dont know... i dont know... these feelings and thoughts are too much i just wanna relax #but i cant bc my ribs hurt and idk if it's heartburn or an ulcer 💀 why am i even alive???? what am i doing all this for? 😭 #my thoughts ran away but i meant like seeing that reminded me of how much of a failure i became #bc of my circumstances and all the shitty ppl around me thru out my life

[olibavee]

my scientist guy is actually the evil twin of this guy. all of this was revealed to me in a dream don't worry about it

#i stole w*rnhardt and made him my own oc with depression and anxiety #my art #*werner #*monday #i'm not exaggerating when i say that 90% of my ideas for this story are coming from dreams. requires lots of patience. #can you imagine a worse superpower. you can write cool stories but only very rarely when you're asleep. i hate this shit

[paunchsalazar]

I don’t know if I have what it takes to do this, in terms of talent and skill and willpower, but if so I have absolutely no idea what to do otherwise

#I’m okay with being a just kinda alright artistically but being just alright and unemployed can only go on for so long and the gap grows #I feel so stupid but also any other route I can imagine feels false… #I had something like a dream for a little bit maybe that’s it #and i don’t think that complacency is the whole of the problem but it certainly isn’t helping.. but it’s hard to feel motivated.. #even those who I feel like are giving it their all and leveling up at rapid speeds are just as unemployed.. does it even matter #but am I wasting time by not trying harder? I have a good amount of work + relevant experience.. still not enough #whatever me and a few hundred others so it goes #I just don’t know what to do with the days and worried with each day I’m screwing myself over for the future w each choice

[cheemken]

Me reading up more Drayton angst: Sicko going yes... YES...

I'm loving how it's accepted that Drayton def has some kind of trauma from Opelucid. Like GameFreak was really onto something to put the kid from that city into the Polar Biome. Def agree with anons that say him being in there is a form of exposure therapy so he can get over this 'stupid fear' faster

Now I'm just thinking like, imagine he's sick. Down with a bad fever or something. He feels like the sort to not tell people that he's unwell, and with his rep, not seeing him has people chalking it up as him slacking somewhere. So he's just in his room in bed, shivering profusely cause his temp is high but he just feels so cold. It's like there's ice in his veins, it's like that day when it's so cold that he's not sure when he'll feel warm again

Just picturing him delirious, muttering about how it's so cold, so so cold. Nothing he does can warm himself up. Just teary eyed cause he feels awful and cold and he doesn't want to be alone. He wants Iris or his grandpa or his parents. Just anyone to hug him and give him warmth

Maybe his friends worry when they haven't seen him anywhere. Crispin goes to check up on him and he's worried when no one's answering even when he hears the ringing on Drayton's Rotomphone from inside. Maybe one of Drayton's mons got out of their Pokeball cause they heard it, someone who can help their Trainer. The door opens and Crispin sees the huddling, pathetic mess on the bed

Then just caretaking cause Drayton deserves it after all that. He learns that his friends do worry, and that there are people here that care. Maybe Iris finds out somewhere and comes to call him an idiot before hugging him for not telling her he was sick. Just good feels after all that and Drayton doesn't feel cold anymore.

Oughghgh your honour,,, them,,,🥺🥺

That's canon in my heart please imagine chxmbxk imagine Crispin realizing Drayton is sick and makes him all his fave warm meals, makes him soup, and just stays there w him until Drayton feels better

But y'know it would be cute tho while watching over him and taking care of him, Crispin likes,, rambles abt this show he and Kieran watches, and while Drayton doesn't look too interested bc he's sick, he's actually there listening to every word; knowing Crispin's fave characs and episodes and all that, and Crispin even told him that when he gets better, maybe they can watch it together too

And yeah, soon enough, Drayton finally fell asleep, feeling less colder now, especially w his Torchic and Crispin's own Blaziken, the room feels warmer now too. And Crispin's there sitting besides his bed, insisting that he at least stay until either Drayden or Iris comes back home. Drayton was all "sure whatever" but like, y'know, Dray's actually really grateful that someone's there w him and taking care of him, not calling him a slacker when he's clearly sick

And Crispin's there vibing y'know, happy that at least Drayton is getting the rest he needs. But it's also dope if he's there till night where Iris finally came home, and that's how Iris finally get to thank Crispin personally for watching over her brother. She's like going on how she really thought the students didn't like Drayton and he didn't have much friends, she was scared he'd end up like her when she was younger, but when Drayton started to mention Crispin to her and it made her happy and relieved y'know that he really has friends of his own, it really just took a while for people to understand him

But also Dray waking up to see Iris and Crispin talking and he's suddenly lively again bc ofc, maybe Iris is telling Crispin random embarrassing stories abt him hahaha

Anyways yeah your honour this is def canon, I'm not taking criticism lmfao

#real quick sorry this took a whole ass while cndmdn #i ran out of data and we just got home ;w; hahah #anyways #your honour pls..... drayton/crispin friendship... #theyre moirails too your honour thats canon in my heart #pls i wanna see them interact more imagine bw3 and they're actually really close hcjdnd #ough a guy can dream hahaha #pokemon hcs #unova kids #an ask and answer #anon

[microwaving-tesilid-argente]

the appeal of Tesilid/Hestio is that hestio would be extremely upset about it. Him, crushing on this mf who's always so stiff and is a doormat who can't look out for himself and whom he's been ribbing for years and who is also very very handsome?!?? blasphemy!!!! Multiple years of denial and you would need to pry a confession out of him. Affection disguised by sharp comments and yells.

((now imagine if he hasn't done shit about his feelings until Tesilid's regression starts. Some timelines he confesses. Some timelines they get together. Some timelines he never does a thing; but now that Tesilid has lived rounds where he does, he can see through his bravado. Does Tesilid reach out first?

Dozens of get-together plots playing out, but there is never a happy ending; not in the long run. Tesilid wakes up to a new Hestio that's not the one he left.

Some timelines Hestio is greeted by an unusually familiar Tesilid. Some timelines Tesilid inexplicably avoids him, and when Hestio tracks him down he looks at him like he's one wrong move away from crumbling apart. Like Hestio's presence itself hurts him. Whatever the fuck did he even do?))

#a transmigrator's privilege #the perks of being an s class heroine #oh hell i need to come up with a ship name for them 😭 #i can imagine someone new entering the tags and seeing a tes/hestio post and being like HUH???? IS THIS THAT KIND OF STORY? #NO YOU DIDNT READ THE SIGNS WRONG I JUST HAVE EXTREME BRAINROT #it just makes a lot of sense to me for everyone ever to be in love with tesilid. okay. #on the other hand ephael's crisis would be more along the lines of oh hell there goes my dream of escaping to the secular world... #mf church isnt going to let tesilid go. he's stuck here w tesilid now. #anyway another appeal of tesilid/hestio is that hestio is tsundere adjacent #like hes not afraid of letting ppl know he cares per se hes just very brusque about it #its always fun to put tsundere adjacent chars into romances and watch them melt into a formless mess ☺️👍 #teshes

[nocomforthere]

Sometimes I’m in a momentary panic of “oh fuck I don’t wanna age” and then I remember that hell yeah I do. I wanna be one of those people who go to pride events n shit, that are old enough to be the mom to anyone there, and be giving hugs like the guys in those videos.

Tryna be a helpful little role model for the youngins, so I gotta look the part. You feel me? Need a little costume

#I must don the appropriate mortal skin #and if that appropriate skin is the flesh of a middle aged woman. I will wait #I WANNA BE THE OLD LADY THAT BAKES COOKIES FOR THE MEW NEIGHBORS :( #I wanna be so gentle and caring and understanding #it’s 1 am and I feel so sentimental but GEJSVS #STOP THE WAY IT AUTOCORRECTED RO A DIFFERENT KEYBOARD SMASH #but like. :( #lowkey can’t wait. I’m gonna be a little history teacher also so I have an excuse to bring an Aztec death whistle to class :) <33 #I’m so excited. I love possiblities #IM NOT SUPER GOAL ORIENTATED. I DONT HAVE DREAMS ONLY HOBBIES BUT LIKE. #yeah I can dream to be this. ahhhh <33 #I’M GONNA BE FOUND DEAD IN MY HOUSE WITH 5 SNAKES LOLOLOL AHHHH I GOT PLANS #this is the first time I’ve been able to imagine a future for myself. is it obvious #I’m gonna be the neatest death ever. both meanings. just wait #(NOT NOW THO I WANNA GET TO BE AN OLD LADY) #sometimes I worry abt my body deteriorating w age but I wanna run people over w my wheelchair and smack them w my cane #I wanna babysit and take the kids on a ‘walk’ (we’re just riding in my wheelchair) #pro aging #old age #aspirations #personal #lgbtqia+ #lgbtq #lgbt

[jonny-b-meowborn]

You fantasize about kissing or dating or having sex with them, I fantasize about them giving me head pats while I'm purring. We are not the same

#this isnt about anyone or any character in specific #just in general #though i may or may not have caught myself imagining that happening with my cousins cute friend #that i may see today #cause i am at my cousin's for the weekend #and hes supposed to visit this evening #maybe probably #cousin said that he can be flaky sometimes with like hanging out plans #flaky was that the word? #but!!!! a few days ago he texted me asking if he could join us the next time i visit my cousin and her bf sooo #also minutes earlier he tagged me in our group chat w everyone that was at the bday party when we met #saying that i was in his dream and i even gave him a lil kiss in it #so like. yeah i think he will be coming over today #anyway what was the post about #yeah right im a kittye :3 #therian #bee buzz

[falsenote]

#zzzzz he said #i remember in the petri doc florinda bolkan being so annoyed still that petri convinced her not to attend #she was like 'that should've been ME on stage!' #but just imagine if she went like that would've meant her going w cicogna together so a lesbian couple would've accepted their oscar #whew. a girl can dream! #gian maria volonté

[silenthillbunni]

blub blub 🫧🐠

#i dont know if i'll ever be able to travel #bc of money (i've never been able to afford it) nd even if i have a job someday nd can save up... #im not sure i'll have someone to go with. i can imagine going to like germany or norway on my own but not places further away #also like my anxiety... idk if i'll be able to w that. im so scared of flights nd airports lol #but ummm.. since i dont live in la la land im v aware that we are killing the earth at a rapid speed. thats real nd true #idk if im gnna have time to get a job nd save up before everything comes crashes down #i would love to at least travel to japan once! i rlly want that. also taiwan. vietnam. thailand. south korea... #idk why it's those countries so close to eo but i just rlly want to visit those countries. also the philippines (1/2 l's lol?) #ahhhh idk why im thinking abt traveling now when im busy being in pain #maybe it's bc one book im reading a woman nd her mom is on a trip to japan. nd im watching vlogs skksks #ughhh i hope i'll one day have the ability to at least travel once #japan is my dream trip T-T

[swiss-army-fangirl]

man i really think i could write a dissertation abt bad omens’ relationship w the media at Large. i have a lot of thoughts abt it.

#another day another ‘why is noah unhappy with the band’s newfound fame’ #buddy a normal person could tell you that Fame in this day and age is like …… one of the worst things that can happen to you #you’re living the dream w resources beyond your imagining. you are under a microscope. everyone believes they can control what you do #how you Feel. how you interact and Present. #you’re doing what you’ve always wanted. you’ve never despised anything More. #anyways. watching the way this band has snowballed into the mainstream gives me complicated feelings and i only BARELY have claim to calling #myself an og fan. #used to be u wanted nothing more than a fave to make it big and now you’re like ……. never wanting to manifest that for them - LOL #tori talks

[verycoolsnails]

YAYYY MISHA THEME!!!

MISHA 💖💓🩷❤️💕💖💓🩷💖❤️💖💓💓💖🩷💓

#i loevev them so much did you know that #currently saving up for him and it is HELL after spending it all on sparkel .so many quests and not enough timw ......... #and . ouhhh havent had the chance to talk abt . shit what is it called . lemme go see real quick . #A CHILDS DREAM . yknow that one map with the text on the walls and the melted clocks and stuff . #that was done . SO incredibly well it makes me INSANE........... #so like . im 100.1% sure the speaker (who talks abt mikhail a lot) in that room is misha. #like that IS her voice right . im not going insane #its just . auuh... the dreams (or at least golden hour) in peacony are so childlike .... like . some of the puzzles are jigsaw puzzle ; #turn into a small cartoon character ; and help the cartoon character find his cartoon gears . #and then you get to clockie . who can only be seen by someone w a childs innoence (or smth around those lines) #and that misha can see clockie . which like . cool right ? yeab. UNTIL YOU GET TO A CHILDS DREAM .. #where theres something just ... sososo off . #and its ... its just gotta be misha . its gotta be . idk if theres anything outside of main story im missing (there probably is) #BUT . augh . auf even . #childs dream still has these childlike qualities to it (the paper birds; walking on walls) but just ... more warped #(the general atmosphere of the place; the monsters even .) #the music having a music box to make the tone of the song more distressing ... how its so much more smaller than golden hour .. #aughhhhhh ... its just such a good parallel..... i could talk abt it all day really . #anyways . i WAS going to tell u abt my misha theory (which may or may not be confirmed) bu t i got DISTRACTED. #uhh anyways . my theory is that misha is somehow trapped in peacony . #when misha goes onto the parlor car they mention that theyve never been outside of peacony before and that she can t stay for long . #which i imagine is very normal! BUT its this combined w her lock motif (pupils; most of the doors in childs dream) thag make me suspicious #i mentioned before that golden hour has a very childish quality to it. and that misha has that childish quality. #okay well . what if mishas being kept there so that golden hour can keep on being a dream for other people? #and so that would make golden hour mishas dream. (or part of his dream? could be more people the familys keeping) #and that would imply that childs dream is . well . mishas nightmare . #uhm . i think thats it ..? if i come up w anything else ill . ramble abt it somewhere . definitely not the most eloquent but #i hope i got the point across <33 #i think its an understatement to say i love misha . i LOVE MISHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[khattikeri]

ur taste is so immaculate I also love See You Later Mermaid !!!!!!

screams so fucking loud SEB MY BUDDY that is my #1 BL OF ALL TIMEEEE

honestly it's one of my top 10 manga period, it's just. so sincere and sweet and so nicely structured to preserve the intrigue of what's going on and both their pasts. the theme of communication and hurting other people with your words and/or lack of them aaaaaughghhhh

i feel like it'd also be awesome material for a film adaptation? live action or anime doesn't matter but either way i'd love to see it someday...! feels like a pipe dream though hah dsalfjdslf

#ask #sebbyisland #see you later mermaid #i can dream... i can imagine ; w ; #more BL are getting anime adaptations though which is buckwild to me #i remember the era of the only actual BL anime around being sparse ovas and maybe jun/jou + sekai/ichi if you're lucky #now sfw BL are getting adapted too like... ik dentou hayane isnt the most Popular bl author out there but. i wish

[guideaus]

we need to combine these vibes. achieve the wiping-blood-off-your-partner romantic (?) scene

#personal #mty #imagining guideau doing it at this point is kinda unthinkable but she has shown growth concerning him kinda #and ashaf isnt the one in the relationship to be unnecessarily violent. even guideau's not gorey abt how they fight #...i think oscar actually did wipe blood off asahf (tho it was ashaf's) he'd probably do it for dunward too #but i can dream. i think lichrally if the b4 fall arc wasnt after the flashback arc then ashaf couldve there #in that last pic that was after she broke away from ashaf bc she was still mad abt before. but after the big fight w dornez #if she didnt decide to rp a vampire again he couldve. thatd be close #galaxy brain fantasy of this situation is ashaf w guideau out of the coffin. i wanna see more scenes of them together like that soo bad #ashaf fucking. being the eyes to tell guideau how he can dismember that one guy was the closest we get to not guideau being the tank #anywayssss

[graysongraysoff]

sometimes i just remember that my dream for like. most of my life. my entire education. was to be a published fiction writer. like as my job. lol. lmao.

#technically i have been published in one (1) little-known magazine but i mean like #i wanted to be a writer like. for a living. #and it's not that i think i lack the skill necessarily #although i do #but more importantly the WORK ETHIC??? to make a LIVING???? off of FICTION??? #like truly lmfao #like for one thing i write short stories and not novels so there's strike one #and for another like. i simply do not have the energy. to do everything that must be done for a publishing house to pick you up. #as my FULL JOB like can you imagine #why did people let me think i could do this THROUGH college #also this is NOT SHADE BRE you just reminded me of this w ur last post; there are many reasons i think it was a ridiculous dream for me #but not necessarily for you <3

[orcelito]

I am so #LoserCore with how little I can handle horror (I don't think I've ever even seen an actual horror movie in full, even clips are Enough For Me)

Honestly tho I don't care if it makes me a "loser" for refusing to watch any kind of horror movie at all. I'm just trying to take care of myself :p

#speculation nation #i am just so easily affected by the media i consume #to the point where i Will adopt the moods from it (& so i have to be careful about consuming darker stories) #(gritty fics can and Have sent me on entire mental spirals before. at least several times before.) #couple my general media empathy (i guess you could call it) with my general paranoia and it just #it does bad things to me. very bad things to me. #like man i literally sleep with a machete as long as my leg in my bedframe bc im so paranoid about possible intruders in my apartment #do u think i can handle consuming a story with that as the premise???? i would have nightmares about it for months and months and MONTHS #my dreams are already so bloody and dark and oftentimes horrible and i DO. NOT. NEED TO GIVE IT MORE AMMUNITION. #just. agh. it bothers me when ppl act like ppl who refuse to watch horror movies r just childish losers or w/e #if i hear a too-realistic scream it feels like claws in my ears. sinking into my brain. digging in and bleeding a dread so vivid #that it makes my heart seize. and screams are Kind Of Expected in Most horror. #so. i am over here enjoying my little stories with the cushion of Imagination rather than realistic portrayals #bc i already dream of the bloody. i dont need it to become more HD. thank u.