#i forgot to schedule it help

[artilite]

stay unserious chaos sonic <3 never change

#i've had this idea rattling around inside my brain for WEEKS #wasn't sure whether to use grim sonic or metal sonic #just used grim on a whim tbh #i dont think grim speaks but he had to for the bit </3 #reblogs are much appreciated <3 #sonic #sonic prime #sonic prime season 3 #sth #chaos sonic #grim sonic #sonic art #sonic the hedgehog #sonic fanart #artilite #artilite art #this was rlly fun to draw actually #if you saw this last night. #no you didn't <3 #i forgot to schedule it help

[kogglyuffs]

idk how to draw coworker

#digital art #my art #fanart #elevator hitch #elevator hitch game #elevator hitch art #elevator hitch fanart #i am supposed to be in a break but #wanted to draw this before i forgot #plus i dont think not doodling will help me have a better sleeping schedule #writting fics isnt enough i already miss doodling goofballs #anyways take this goofy lookin ahh coworker #elevator hitch coworker

[megabuild]

#scheduled #mine #edit: i forgot ischeduked this help

[usermarquez]

Marc Márquez prepares to start on the grid during the Japanese Grand Prix 2023 (Photo by Mirco Lazzari/Getty Images)

#marc marquez #motogp #japanese gp 2023 #bynadya #neck! neck! neck! #how is this the same person as that tiny smiley baby boy that asked around for help to approach vale……. #sooo beautiful…. like a knife kind of beautiful…. #n.jpg #this has been in my drafts since november idek why i forgot to schedule it

[daipeanutsaiban]

A Victorian couple. (Leyendecker redraw)

#the great ace attorney #tgaa #tgaa spoilers #dgs spoilers #klint van zieks #klimt van zieks #lady baskerville #<- isn't it madam van zieks tbh (though i like that she has at least a last name) #i'm glad i didnt rush this one.. i think i started it one or two months ago? #i like painting because since it's more time consuming i get to really think about the characters and what kind of thoughts they were havin #at that moment... in this one i'd say the professor killings have already started. kvz looks quite grim here compared to how silly i usuall #depict him lol #anyways! move outta the way gayboy im about to get it #i wanna do this with mr asougi (gen-chan..💖) as well at some point #OKAY done rambling <3 idk if anyone reads this far but if u do hiii. the joys of following daipeanutsaiban on tumblr: chatter for days #scheduled #help i forgot the ship tags im not retyping all that. #klintville #baskerzieks #fun fact: the ship name for klint and the name i gave lady (primrose) would be *drumroll* ...PRINT....lmao....

[serotoninisheldinkiwis]

there's a folk tale in hisui. (PLA SPOILERS)

a prophecy, passed through time itself. it's just whispers and rumors, now, a story told from mother to child to soothe nightmares, legend becoming myth and myth becoming skepticism.

they say a man is coming. a man will be coming to hisui, with a voice such as thunder, loud and booming, with eyes the color of a stormy moon. he will rage once, and when it hits, it hits as a lightning strike, harsh and burning and uncaring of who is in its path. they are told to beware his arrival, but do not cast him out- for where his arrival foretells disaster and chaos, his presence will lead to the solution, preserving the Clans.

with the man will come a child. they will not look special. their arrival is the second warning, the calm before the storm. they will fall, from heights unimaginable, and in their palms they hold the power of the very stars from which they came. they will face an untold darkness, an evil none will know, but their light will burn brighter than any darkness that may befall them.

some versions disagree. many will tell the story as the man having a brother, others will claim that neither are human, something unknown and beyond belief. some will claim that a dragon will come, others claim a god.

the myth has dwindled, told only as it is viewed- a myth, a bedtime story for children.

a golden-haired child looks to his aunt, silver eyes wide as he takes in the story. time passes, he grows old- wide eyes grow bitter, awe shifts to a grim, determined darkness. distortion taints his soul as he flies, tries to reach those stars, grasp their power in his hands.

the sky twists, bends, breaks.

a man falls from the rift, silver eyes wide and confused and lost, voice too-loud for survival and too-sudden. he is silent when he walks, moving as if he takes more Space than he does- yet if you look into his eyes, it's as if lightning streaks across his irises.

three years pass. one night, a comet streaks across the sky.

a girl is found, on the banks of a beach. she knows nothing, yet when you look into her eyes, they shine as the stars would, bright as the sun. no one in the village next to this beach knows of the myth, yet all can agree... something is off about her.

#kiwi's serotonin corner #pokemon legends arceus #warden ingo #pla akari #zekrom ingo #???? akari #this shall be called #legendary aspect au #this is only the tip of the iceberg btw there is more but i shall have to wait (or schedule posts whoopsies) #cell if you see this thank you SO much for the help fleshing this world out #I ALMOST FORGOT #pla volo

[smittyw]

HELLO RAZZ NATION i know u knew haha! im sure youre popping bottles abt YEAR 2 !!!! can we talk about it ive been dyin to talk abt it with u ALL DAY

bonus below the cut

(apart from this regularly scheduled redraw, i might be posting more silly and personally challenging oc art to celebrate. look forward to it (?))

#ocs #no id #FUCK i forgot abt ids again guys dw i’ll fix it soon probably #razzposting #they truly cant help being a libra #im so yay and happy!! a bit stressed and wrist a bit hurting but we ball anyway!!!! #im trying to take it slow and be normal but i have so many wips.. they will probs become a personal inktober type thing for me #either a birthweek or birthmonth nightmare gauntlet depending on my schedule lol

[nights-flying-fox]

Hey Donnie, I dont think posing at a crime scene like that is the best idea-

DTIYS entry for @trubblegumm It was real fun to draw this, also learned a bit about lighting hehe...

Stills ⬇️

#trubblegumm3k #tw flashing lights #tw blood #i think??? #bright colors #?? #gif #rottmnt bloodbath au #rottmnt #rottmnt donnie #nighty arty #i forgot how to tag again help #i also cant do gifs hopefully it looks ok ToT #scheduled #shoutout to my sis for dramatic lighting idea (or police lights maybe hehe)

[mobei-kisser]

I should stay home from school tomorrow fr

#i just forgot what water looked like I’m so tired #help me #sleep schedule is so bad I had to be forcefully woken up and given food

[spaciebabie]

Your last text post is so funny considering I headcanon him and his wife to be t4t

UFHGHGHKSJFHJSKDF HOLY SHIT

#spacie splains #AHAHAHHA #very valid #all of my hcs of him are just him being an absolute loser #i mean he's a loser in the source material as well- #but yanno. i think him not knowing how ta please his wife is funny #I COMPLETELY FORGOT I SCHEDULED THAT POST KSJDFKSDF HELP #I THOUGHT OF IT WHEN IT WAS LIKE 3 AM

[woolandcoffee]

Nothing like starting work at 6:45am to host a 7am webinar (in which my zoom crashed and I had to scramble to get back online thank you very much) only to receive an email at 8am asking whether I needed more time to complete an article that is due today that I am only just now hearing about.

January is going great.

#woolly rambles #look i don't mind the early webinar thing sometimes scheduling can't be helped #but you have the audacity to email me about how you forgot to notify me about this article but when today can i get it over to you? #horrible. there is a cold circle in hell for you #speaking of cold circles i'm also supposed to present down in little rock next week but we have negative temps and freezing snow expected #in an area that does not have the infrastructure to support that kind of weather and historically shuts down when this kind of thing happen #i have not been contacted about any kind of contingency plan which means i will likely have to ask #be nicer to your speakers i'm begging you

[sucrose-soymilk]

hadn’t really regressed in a While and i didn’t realize how much i missed/dareisay needed it until i had the free time and ability to do so over the last few days and i have to say. i’m feeling a bit better

#imagine that! the coping mechanism… helps!!! wow #Seven’s Small Thoughts #not tagging this as anything else bc this blog is really just a not-so-secret public diary #and im not really trying to gain any sort of following or participate in the community very much #i just wanna talk to the void abt regression every once in a blue moon y’know #i also feel like i don’t really belong in the community much/am not a Good Example of sfw agere since i’m very n/ s/ f/ w everywhere else #which is a double standard that i don’t hold others to but i feel like others will hold it against me??? and i’m just shy anyways #and not looking to interact. just wanna keep all this stuff tucked away in a side-blog #i also feel like a lot of the community likes to blog while actively regressed and i don’t wanna step in there as someone who isn’t #nothing wrong with it! at all! i just don’t have the capacity to since i go nonverbal when i regress. no thoughts head blissfully empty #anyways this wasn’t supposed to be a vent post let’s change the topic! #anywhooo what else did i come on here to say. oh yeah #i lowkey forgot how much regressing has helped me in the past until i was able to really indulge myself in it again recently #it’s so nice to just be small and hand someone else the reins and forget abt everything other than doing something you enjoy #maybe one day i’ll be at a point in my life where i can fully regress more freely and more often but for now i’ll take what i can get #i’m also excited because i’ve been thinking abt ordering a paci from this one specific seller #and yesterday saw that they’re dropping a new batch of fall/halloween themed ones today!!! #so now i’ve gotta make myself stay awake until 6pm so i can jump on it when they’re available #which is a small struggle considering my nocturnal sleep schedule but i will do it nonetheless #that crescent moon patterned one Will Be Mine #trying to decide between buttercup yellow and schoolbus yellow for the clip #i think i’m more drawn to the vibrancy of the schoolbus yellow honestly #eeeeeee i’m excited i’ve been wanting to treat myself to ordering from this shop for a g e s and im finally gonna do it

[seariii]

The weird mix of being stressed out, happy and exhausted... Gonna have to organize once more to get all of this sorted

#the event was scheduled for tomorrow and friday.... shit i was gonna do something on friday ill have to #set up the date for monday... and i just noticed an email i tried to send didnt go through and had to re send it #so i lost time in that.... #okay look seari. i know this is good but worst case scenario is that it doesn't happen because of the paperwork #and if that happens look you already started it and will be helpful for something else okay? for now lets focus on tje matters at hand #drink water because its almost 1pm and you hadnt drink any- oh shit- rest because we really need to recover our energy #and lets think and see what we are missing for the stressful stuff #... sigh... after friday we will know my fate... #seari talks #i forgot to schedule the appointment for today... that's okay we still have time... i think... i feel my stomach turning upside down wheb #thinking about the times and how a lot of stuff is out of my control... sigh.... anxiety be damned hahaaha it's okay... lets ACTUALLY rest #because you said you'd take a nao and instead started to do something else #alr alr mimir or rest time

[justablah56]

ah so that's what happens when my regular weekly therapy sessions get canceled one time

#just blahs #guyuyghhh #been in a funk #n then i remembered #not only am i on my period but i also forgot to schedule an appointment for last week #raugh #but also man now realizing just how helpful therapy has been for me bncnekckdd

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#so i survived my 1st week as a phd student. it's interesting. im not sure how i feel #the negatives are that i forgot how much stress being around people causes me. as a research assistant i was able to be on my own schedule #and go into the lab at odd hours so i never had to see anyone. but now im in classes and teaching and have a shared office #classes are tolerable stress wise so long as im sitting on an edge. i only feel a lil like im dying. teaching makes nauseous beforehand. #which is odd bc im not really worried while im doing it or before im doing it. i thibk its just that i have to interact ans i kno im a #mediocre teacher bc id rather die than do the back and forth of asking questions and u should teach interactively #i like to break down complex idea and help people with problems but i was not build to teach in classrooms. i get knocked off points when #i give class presentations bc i cant make eye contact lol. so that'll b annoying this semester. and its just so hard to function in an #office space. idk its weird like i dont even feel it that much while im there its just like a flashing *i need to leave* alarm. and then #when im alone its like a physical weight off of me. and i cant tell if thats what's draining my energy or if ive just cycled into a low #energy lul bc im just like. i wanna sleep. and for me thats always a sign that somethings wrong. i dont feel that bad mood wise but its #like there's a rock weighing me down as im trying to tread water. so those r the big negatives. the positives r that #i do enjoy being back in school. i love the structure of it. but im also self destructive abt structure so well see how it goes. but my #lab mates seem nice as does my advisor. i feel a bit bad bc ill have to learn genome stuff from the ground up. and today i was trying to #convey ideas to him like an insane person. bc i dont have enough background to talk fluidly abt my prospective project and i have a picture #of what i mean but not all the details. hopefully i made some sense. i think the idea is cool. and thats the other really positive thing. #the papers i have to read associated with this project r waaaaaaaaaay more interesting than anything i ever had to read for my masters. like #they're the types of papers i would force other ppl to read for lab meetings. so im optimistic abt not hating it by the end haha #yay for being excited abt science. but i guess thats the other thing i feel bad abt. like im interested but haven't read a lot to prep bc #i cant express how difficult dyslexia makes things but also i cant control how interested in things i get so i bassically banned myself #from reading papers im actually interested in like 3 years ago bc in retrospect i was prob going thru a hypomanic episode #and i was like reading papers abt microbes in Antarctica all day and not working on my stuff. and i just remember walking into the lab at #like 5am to trasfer alage with tears streaming down my face bc i was just like. i cant have this nice thing and b functional. it has to stop #so i just created this weird barrier in my mind where im not allowed to read fun papers. so its odd to b reading them now for work. its odd #also i was walking to my office worring abt things and then i saw some moss growinf around the edge of the sidewalk and it made me wanna cry #bc i am an extremely normal individual. i have normal feelings abt photosynthesis. but anyway yeah. its been interesting #hopefully ill stay optimistic. next week we have a orientation for new grad students. and i might have to drive like an hr away. hate that #the driving i mean. not the orientation. that should b fun #unrelated

[rosicheeks]

😓🤬

#I fucking hate doctors and the medical field so much #I was FINALLY starting to get on the right path #called a php place and think I know where I’m going #have a therapist I’ve been talking to here and there #I’ve been trying to get into a psych evaluation right? #called 5+ places the other day and they all had 5-8 month long waitlists #I need to get most of this shit done before June #so that ain’t gonna work #called the psych place my doctor referred me to #(would like to add that I did call this same place right after my doctor visit a few months ago and they never called me back) #so I had no hope they were even going to pick up #I was shocked when I heard someone picked up and even more shocked when they said they had an opening for fucking Wednesday #literally I felt like everything was finally aligning #I scheduled the appt for a zoom meeting at 10am #then I get a bunch of random emails saying my appointment was changed #now I have two different appointments- Wednesday and Thursday both at 9am and with a totally different doctor #so I was like???? ok guessing something happened but I didn’t think much of it - called to figure out what day it actually is #when I called to confirm they told me that I can’t be tested until I get an internal referral #I told them I did get a referral??? #they looked at it and it was just a referral for depression not adhd or anything else #but then when they looked more into it they found in the notes she wanted me to get adhd testing #SO she just forgot to add it to my referral #I get people make mistakes #but this is like the 4th time something like this has happened lately #I’m just trying to be healthy #and it is fucking RIDICULOUS how incredibly hard it is to find the proper help #also the girl yesterday when I made the appointment said yes to all my questions but sounds like she doesn’t know what she’s talking about #was like ‘does this test for adhd and autism?’ ‘yeah for sure’ and then I find out they don’t even test for autism #so now I have to find a totally different person to either do both or just test for autism #either way I feel incredibly disheartened and overwhelmed and sad