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sucrose-soymilk · 7 months
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hadn’t really regressed in a While and i didn’t realize how much i missed/dareisay needed it until i had the free time and ability to do so over the last few days and i have to say. i’m feeling a bit better
#imagine that! the coping mechanism… helps!!! wow#Seven’s Small Thoughts#not tagging this as anything else bc this blog is really just a not-so-secret public diary#and im not really trying to gain any sort of following or participate in the community very much#i just wanna talk to the void abt regression every once in a blue moon y’know#i also feel like i don’t really belong in the community much/am not a Good Example of sfw agere since i’m very n/ s/ f/ w everywhere else#which is a double standard that i don’t hold others to but i feel like others will hold it against me??? and i’m just shy anyways#and not looking to interact. just wanna keep all this stuff tucked away in a side-blog#i also feel like a lot of the community likes to blog while actively regressed and i don’t wanna step in there as someone who isn’t#nothing wrong with it! at all! i just don’t have the capacity to since i go nonverbal when i regress. no thoughts head blissfully empty#anyways this wasn’t supposed to be a vent post let’s change the topic!#anywhooo what else did i come on here to say. oh yeah#i lowkey forgot how much regressing has helped me in the past until i was able to really indulge myself in it again recently#it’s so nice to just be small and hand someone else the reins and forget abt everything other than doing something you enjoy#maybe one day i’ll be at a point in my life where i can fully regress more freely and more often but for now i’ll take what i can get#i’m also excited because i’ve been thinking abt ordering a paci from this one specific seller#and yesterday saw that they’re dropping a new batch of fall/halloween themed ones today!!!#so now i’ve gotta make myself stay awake until 6pm so i can jump on it when they’re available#which is a small struggle considering my nocturnal sleep schedule but i will do it nonetheless#that crescent moon patterned one Will Be Mine#trying to decide between buttercup yellow and schoolbus yellow for the clip#i think i’m more drawn to the vibrancy of the schoolbus yellow honestly#eeeeeee i’m excited i’ve been wanting to treat myself to ordering from this shop for a g e s and im finally gonna do it
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foodiegoogie · 1 year
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lost in the woods (of your vast beauty)
woah, this is my first piece of writing on tumblr,,,,, whaaaaaat
anywhooo, to whoever comes across this, i hope you have a blast reading this! i had a blast writing it :>
TW: nothing heavy, there is a presence of water and fish tho
also, this was supposed to be set in the forest but uh,,, idk what happened LOL <3 happy reading!
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Kaedahara Kazuha is great with words. No, scratch that – he's excellent with words. Actually, no, he's amazing with words. He's eloquent. Hearing him speak is almost identical to the sound of birds singing to you in the morning as rays of sunlight step into your room.
His voice is undeniably gentle. It is an audible representation of leaves gracefully drifting through the wind. Long story short, being with Kaedehara Kazuha guarantees a moment of peace and tranquility.
Of course, Kazuha, himself, knows this: he starts to speak at some point, not minding the way he tells his stories and forgets to think about anything else. In fact, he often reminds himself to speak as simple and understandable as he can while he's telling stories. But most of the time, he's off rambling to his heart's content about nature or anything else of his interest to certain people he's with.
To recap: Kaedehara Kazuha is an absolute pro when it comes to speaking, yes? So… why is it that whenever he's with you, he gets a little tongue-tied?
"Kazu?" You call him by the nickname you came up with (that he grew to be fond of as you used it over the years), "You still with me?"
"Huh?" Kazuha blinks a few times before registering the intensity of your curious and slightly concerned gaze on him. Oh shit, I must have done it again. "Uh, yeah. Still here."
"Oh, good! I thought I lost you," You chuckle awkwardly, tucking your hair behind your ear.
Kazuha thinks you did lose him. Somewhere in your beautiful eyes or your blinding smile or your pleasantly deafening laugh.
He can't even bring himself to utter a whole sentence in front of you, especially not with you looking so graceful and pretty in the sunlight. He's very much thankful that you both chose fishing as your bonding activity for the time, because he has the sounds of the water rippling and splashing to keep him sane; the same goes for the fishing part.
"As I was saying, I really don't know why Xiangling thinks I'm a bad cook. I mean, I'm not the best - that's for sure. But like… I am pretty decent," You nod to yourself as you say these words, almost even convincing yourself that you are, in fact, decent in the kitchen. This lasted for less than a minute until you remembered that you were with the most observant person you knew in Teyvat.
"I am a pretty decent cook, right, Kazuha?"
"Yeah, you're pretty."
"...What?"
Kazuha wanted to use his elemental powers to fly far, far away from embarrassing himself at this moment.
"Decent. Pretty decent."
You nodded and said thanks to his confirmation, and then you were off again on another rant, talking animatedly with hand gestures and all. Kazuha could (and would) spend a whole day listening to you, basking in the warmth of your presence, and he couldn't have imagined a better way to spend his day.
What he thought was mere admiration for someone like you, who he has spent so much of his life with so far, turned into this immense feeling of affection and endearment for you. It scared him, at first, when he realized the weight of his feelings. He could have just been confusing one emotion with another. But there was no mistaking the way his stomach feels weird when he locks eyes with you, or the way his heart beats a little faster when you smile at him. There was nothing to have second thoughts about when Kazuha finds himself to be lost in the woods of your vast beauty - and as a wanderer, that frustrates him a bit because it happens more often than he'd like to admit.
"Well, that's enough about me." You say to him after pausing for a while. "What about you, Kazu? Anything interesting happened to you lately on your adventures?"
The man in question feels the corners of his mouth slip into a frown (he hadn't even realized that he was smiling in the first place). Kazuha didn't really feel like he could tell you anything interesting at the moment. Hell, he's pretty interested in you now, would that count as a topic of conversation?
Kazuha began to open his mouth to say something after pondering for a while, but then you directed your attention to your makeshift fishing rod.
"I think I caught something!"
"May the Archons bless us with at least a Pufferfish for lunch."
"Shut up, Kazuha!"
"Gladly." He didn't actually say this to you. But Kazuha did, indeed, gladly shut up for you. He watches you struggle to reel in whatever was caught on your fishing rod with a fond smile on his face, wishing he could help you instead of just standing around like a lovesick fool.
The lovesick fool snaps out of his train of thought by the slightly concerning sounds you were suddenly making. Kazuha started towards you, arms spread out slightly in case you needed an emergency landing (he's half hoping you will need it because of obvious reasons).
"I got it! It's a–"
Your eyes squint to try and see what was hanging on the end of your fishing rod. Down goes the last of your hope to see the look on Kazuha's face when you show off your fishing skills and your expected catch for the day… which is apparently a broken piece of wood.
"Hey, don't sulk now, sunshine. I haven't had my turn with the fishing rod yet, anyway." Kazuha attempts to comfort your defeated self, feeling like a hole was carved out of his chest after seeing you so disheartened like a wilted flower - all droopy and sad. He gently takes the rod from your hands, letting his own linger a little bit longer on yours when they meet.
The rest of the day is spent like this: Kazuha gets great catches when he has the fishing rod, and you get a few ones with the remaining amount of hope within you - even then, it's to you he gives praise and admiration, not to himself and his own catches. You return the compliments though, showering him with all the good adjectives you know and taking pride in the way his cheeks look a little red right after.
But for Kazuha, the rest of the day is spent like this: He takes all the time in the world with breathing you in. He looks at you as if you're the most fascinating being to ever exist within the vast world of Teyvat. He notices each and every little thing about you like he hasn't known them all already by heart. All the while, he doesn't say a thing as he does all these things.
Because that's Kaedehara Kazuha's way. Sometimes, no words are needed to be said. Besides, 'actions speak louder than words.' On that note, peace will always be at the heart of his actions. It will always be what he will fight for and stand for.
As they all say, "beautiful things don't ask for attention." Well, it's true that they don't, but Kazuha is willing to pour every last drop of his attention on you, even if it means embarrassing himself because he suddenly can't quite find the right words to say. I guess that's the price you pay for getting lost.
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HIIIII THANK YOU FOR MAKING IT THIS FAR INTO THE DRABBLE o(* ̄▽ ̄*)ブ pls feel free to comment/reblog and tell me what u think abt this one <3 also tagging @ittodori … this one's for you! (shoots ball)
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Oh my God! Hi
I just read as it was and I'm speechless. It's beautiful. I just don't know what to say cause I'm overwhelmed with softness. It's illegal to write this beautifully. How you captured everything... MY GOODNESSSS!!
I love you please marry me!!
(Just kidding. Wattpad scenarios don't work in real life. Maybe they do but hardly.)
You just gained a new follower. I don't read smuts and I'm happy that i found you aslo write fics without it. I wanna say again you captured my heart. How beautifully you wrote it. I just wanna keep reading it forever and ever. But on the real side, reading the same made me realise how much hard it is to be a kpop idol. They always have to stive hard towards fulfilling others' expectations that in the midst of it, they lose themselves. I just hope that all the idols can feel loved and cared by someone who actually deserve. We fans do have our toxic tendencies and yup we imagine them just how we want them to be. I really wish they meet someone who can provide them a cosy bubble. A safe place where they can hide from all the craziness of the world. A heart which nurtures them and makes them feel what they deserve to feel. Loved. They maybe are loved by million. But loved for who they are. Where they don't feel judged or misheard. But valued and understood.
Well thanks for reading my rant. I just couldn't stop myself for expressing my thoughts while i read as it was. You're one of my favourite authors now. If you decide to publish a book one day, i would stand in queue for days to be the first one to purchase it.
Also, it you don't have a bear anon, can I be 🐻.
~🐻
lakslaksls i had written a whole ass rant back in reply but dumblr as always crashed on me and i lost it all :') this garbage fire of an app i swear sometimes just !! tests !! me
anywhooo
loveeeee 😭😭😭. hiiiiiii 💗
since you cant see me heres the 'as i read your ask' visual. loads of awws every 2 seconds, me smushing my phone to my chest a lot, cooing, rolling around on the bed and almost falling off.
also DUH ofc lets marry i ll make us flower rings i m ze skilled at em ✨ 💍 🌸
also awww okay before anything else. thankyou so much for following me but even more so sending one of the sweetest feedbacks i have ever gotten. especially for as it was which like you said is an sfw work and not very long too so i didnt really expect anyone to love it as much as i do but you just 😭😭😭 you own that story now. its yours. i give it to you.
as for the swf bit. i completey feel that. for, i think, years i strayed away from smut (back when i started reading fics the ratings were like lime and lemon on ffn.net and that was a whole another crazy ballgame lol) but yeah i still dont read just pwp or smut centric fics much because i am more of a fluff/angst/slice of life hoe so it was imp for me to keep my masterlist balanced for all audiences. i have a pwp or two as oneshots but even all my multi-chaptered fics are so far sfw. they ll have smut scenes in the future but as an aid to the storyline and i ll put in warnings in those chapters. so just a heads up if you would like to read those as well 😊 but yeah i have plenty other sfw stories and i ll always write them coz they just make me happy and give a lot of room for characterisation play which is ofc my absolute favourite thing to do heueheu.
also the way you put it! preciselyyyyy. being an idol comes with its own can of worms and ik idek the half of it as a fan so any idol au i write is written with a lot of thought on how they actually would feel about these things irl. i m not saying my view is accurate but its also my way of respecting these artists and just a self realisation of how much shit they put up with to give us the content and music that they do ♥ always something i ll be grateful for.
and aaahh please your rant i loved it sm it truly brought me so so much joy to read what 'as it was' did for you. as an author a review like this just keeps you going and energieses you to write more 🥰 and my adorable as heck bear noonie, ofc u can be the bear anon. its yours. u r one of my fav noonies *boop* and i look forward to hearing from you more 🥰
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Hi! Can I ask an ikevamp request where the boys find MC's sketchbook and is filled with drawings and doodles of them? If all of the suitors is to much, then just do for Jean, Will, Theo, Mozart, Leo and Comte. Have a nice day! ^^
Bruh this is a genius idea @jeanstan . First of all thanks so much for this request and second of all of coarse I will do all the suitors. Why? Because I’m awesome. No I’m kidding, I’m literally the most clumsy, airheaded  person on this planet. Think brain fried Kaminari energy. Also I’m really sorry this took this long. Anywhooo let’s get into it shall we. Tags:      @nad-zeta​
Ilevamp suitors finding mc’s sketchbook
Comte
you where just chilling in his armchair and doodling him when sleep over took you and fell asleep
being the gentleman he is he picked you up and set you down on his bed tucking you in nicely
then he noticed your sketchbook on the armchair
not even mr. Perfect-guy can resist tacking a little peek at it
so  he just looked at the page that was already open
an there he saw a pretty good drawing of him
Comte to his brain: take a peek you said. it will be fine you said. why are you looking through it. you said.
yup he ended up going through your entire sketchbook
he then wrote a little thank you next to your most recent drawing and set it next to you.
when you saw his little note you blushed, but at least he liked it
Leonardo da sleepy
you where both just sitting in the library
you got a bit hungry so you left to get a snack but you accidentally left your notebook there
you know this guy has a thirst for knowledge and that includes figuring out what’s in your notebook
he will pick it up and flip it open expecting to see notes or random drawings
nope nope he sees a bunch of drawings of him with notes like * damn that smile owns my heart* or * UUUUUUH why is he so annoyingly adorable*
This guy has the biggest smirk plastered on his face. when you come back into the room
“ I didn’t know I was annoyingly adorable Cara mia”
cue you turning tomato red
Napoleon
you where sparring ( or where watching the boys spar whatever fits)
after a few rounds you decided to get a drink and offered to bring drinks for the boys too
Jean excused himself and went to the bathroom and Leon was left alone
now your sketchbook was already just on the ground next to your hoodie
he didn’t touch it ‘cause he’s nice, but now..
he decided to take a peek
and he saw a sketch of him sparring
he flipped through it and found more pictures
him sleeping, him laughing, him teaching the kids the best thing that would describe him in this moment that meme: mha heart mah soul
and you catch him with the notebook in his hands
he just walks up to you and hugs you
Isaac
little bean
he stumbles across it by accident, literally stumbles
you dropped it and he tripped on it
he’s like the f is this?
he picks it up and opens it
oh my Lord
he’s as red as an apple ( pun intended😏)
there are a bunch of doodles of him some where he’s holding Harry, some where it’s only him looking through his telescope or just off into the distance
you: Hey Isaac have you seen my...
Isaac: no I haven’t seen the notebook, idk about a notebook, what is a notebook even
poor boy
you just hug him and reassure him you’re not mad, when he mumbles an apology
Jean
precious bean yes Isaac, Jean and Vincent are all beans. COME @ ME
so you carried that notebook around everywhere you went and while he is not as attentive as Arthur he still noticed
so when you left your notebook in his bedroom after bringing him breakfast he couldn’t resist the urge to take a peek
when he sees a bunch of drawing of him he’s..torn
on one hand he’s moved and is actually happy that you drew him on the other he doesn’t understand why you would want to draw someone as impure as him akgkgakgskgfau LOVE HIM PLS
when you come back into the room you panic a little ‘cause he’s staring at it with a blank expression
but then he apologizes and your panic melt away
he ask you why you drew him and you if play the “because I love you” card he will be shocked and happy and confused and surprised...( the list is so long A decided it would be best to just ad an etc. over here)
you hug him and reassure him he is important and you love him
Arthur
ok so he knew that the sketchbook was important to you right of the bat
being the annoying sweet person he is he decides to pester you more then ever
“ Whatcha got there Luv?” “It’s my notebook” “Can I see what’s inside” *flashes a severely annoyed look* “Arthur this is the 7th time today and i have the same answer. No.” “ Oh come on doll it’s just a peak” “It is closed for a REASON!”
Yeah you might have snapped at him a little but his ho guy ain’t giving up
so of coarse when you leave your notebook in his room he will act like he didn’t notice until you leave and then he will scramble out of his chair and nab the notebook
he opens it expecting a diary or just a bunch of notes only to come face to face with a bunch of pictures of him
he’ll raise an eyebrow and keep looking until he finds a very beautiful and realistic drawing of him sleeping with Vic and he looses his shit
he’ll run to you and pull you back into the room to cuddle and tell you how much he loves you no he’s definitely not crying
you don’t get what’s happening until he tells you he saw your drawing and you will turn slightly pink but honestly you just can’t be mad
Mozart
ok so we all know that when he finds this notebook he’ll be stone-faced  
you ain’t getting no type of emotion out of this tsuntsun
that is until he’s in public
once he’s in his room oh boy
at first it’s just a hint of a smile, but it gets bigger and bigger until he’s smiling like a dork as he inspects your drawings
he’ll never admit it but the fact that you drew him really warmed his icy heart
he even finds one where he’s by a Christmas tree smiling and a little note next to it saying “I’ll make him smile like this one day”
he closes the book and puts on his stone face again and leaves his room
in the corridor he runs into you
“ Hey, Wolf?” “What do you want.” “Isn’t that my notebook?” “Yes it is.” “So why do you have it?” “....Inspiration.”
yup now he has that notebook with him on the piano and only let’s you get it back if you want to doddle in it some more
Theo
you where cooking in the kitchen, whipping up some pancakes for the brothers
Theo came in to complain that there wasn’t enough syrup on his pancake and you flashed him a death glare and told him to get some from the cupboard
as he grumbles to himself h notices your sketchbook  on the counter
and he proceeds to open it and go through it
he sees a bunch of pretty decent drawings of him and he’s surprised
he’ll act all tough but he’s really happy
“ Oi, Hondjie! What is this?” he shows you your most recent sketch. The one where he’s walking King with a faint smile on his lips.
you instantly go bright red
“ Put that down! You where not supposed to see that! There not good just put it down”
he’ll sigh and pull you into a hug
“ I like it”
Vincent
smol bean
you left it in his room and he just wanted to take a peek
and he opened it up and saw a punch of sketches of him
they even had notes like “uhh stop moving you hand” or “how can someone be this pure”
he’s moved
will go and find you and apologize for looking in your notebook and will tell you how cute your drawings are
all in all he’s a sweet little angel but like who expected  anything else
Dazai
funny how he can’t remember your name but can remember exactly were you hide the sketchbook when you can’t take it with you
yup this guy just went and took it
he has no shame
he flicked trough it and smiled to himself
the drawings where adorable and funny and he loved it
you strait up walk in on him with the sketchbook and he just smiled at you
you turn pink trying to explain why you drew them
buuuut he just twirls you around and pules you into his lap smiling and you go over the drawing together recalling happy memories  
Sebastian
did somebody say Sebastian appreciation hours
You can’t really hide anything from Sebas can you
you went out to get groceries and he was cleaning up around the mansion
you had left your notebook tucked behind one of the library shelves and as he was dusting he found it
he opened it not knowing it was your notebook
he realized soon enough though
he just starred at the pages full of drawings of him
you waked in and he just calmly put the notebook down
he asks why you drew him and you turn pink
as you try to formulate a coherent response he sighs and makes his way to you
he gently flicks your forehead and smiles
“I never said I didn’t like them”
Will
ok so lets talk about our dear yandere boy Will
you hang out a lot at his villa
usually you are accompanied by Vincent
but today he remembered he had a painting to finish and left
you offered to walk him to the gate and he gladly accepted
however you forgot your sketchbook on the dining table
William instantly noticed this and couldn’t help but take a peek
he’s shooketh
the drawing are so cute  he really likes them
you come in and he smiles at you
your kind of embarrassed because 1 you didn’t want him to see that and 2 he asked you if you could draw in front of him
“ The way thou hand moves across this paper mesmerizes me”
you turn bright red but your happy he likes it
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i was wondering of you would do a request for an s/o of some of the "benchwarmer" characters (like yamaguchi rip D:) where s/o always comes to their games and makes them feel insecure, but they discover that s/o does homework/doesn't pay attention unless they are called to play, and only cheer for them!
hello hello anon!!
im so so so glad that we’re showing some love to our “benchwarmer” characters
this was honestly such a cute idea and I appreciate you being so patient with me
I decided to throw in ennoshita and kyotani because they don't get a lot of time on the court either sooo I hope you don't mind :)
anywhooo I hope you enjoy!!
(btw this definitely isn't my best work sooo I apologize in advance lolz)
•Yamaguchi, Ennoshita, + Kyotani w/ a Supportive S/O•
warnings: none
genre: fluff
characters: yamaguchi, ennoshita, + kyotani
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•Yamaguchi•
yamaguchi always got very nervous whenever you mentioned you were attending one of his games
as a pinch server, he rarely got the opportunity to play and when he did, he never felt like his performance was good enough for you to see 
not to mention you always made it a point to wear his spare jersey to each one of his games which raised his nerves more then he would care to admit 
he really doubted himself on that court and felt like he wasn't good enough for you to be up in those stands representing him not to mention his spare jersey looked really really good on you
it meant the world to him that you supported him but he didn't want to disappoint you
this particular game, coach ukai had promised yamaguchi that he would definitely be put in  
which is why everyone couldn't understand why he seemed so down in the dumps
tanaka was the first one to point out his bad mood,
“Yo! Yamaguchi, what’s up with you dude? You look all pouty.”
hinata decided now would be a good time to add his two cents,
“Yeah! You get to be all swoosh, bam, boom today! You should be excited!”
yamaguchi couldn't lie, he was pretty happy about being guaranteed a few serves this game but he couldn't push away the negativity that clouded his mind.
“Oh, uh, I don't know. I guess its just Y/N is going to be here today and I already know that with all your guy’s amazing plays, my serves won't really matter and I just want them to be proud of me.”
the team stood in silence for a moment
was that really how yamaguchi felt about himself compared to everyone else?
sure, he didn't get to play often but without him they wouldn't have been able to get out of some tricky situations
surprisingly tsukishima was the one to break the silence this time,
“Wow, are you really that much of an idiot yamaguchi?”
a chorus of scolds came from his teammates
yams was about to apologize but tsukki continued his speech,
“Your precious s/o doesn't even pay attention to the rest of us. They only watch the game when they know you’re involved. So, you don't have to worry about us stealing your spotlight. Now, quit being stupid and stretch will you?”
was that really true? did you seriously come to support him and him only?
maybe tsukishima was just saying that to try and get him to forget about what was troubling him but he couldn't concentrate on that right now, he had to get his head in the game for the sake of his team and you ofc
however, curiosity got the best of him, so as his teammates played, he took a peek up at you to find you skimming through a textbook
all this time he felt insecure that you would think he was a bad player compared to the rest of his team mates but now he knew that you didn't even have the opportunity to compare them when you were only focused on his plays
he felt his heart swell with pride as he promised himself he would play with all his strength for you
and sure enough his serves had never been better
your cheers could be heard the loudest throughout the gym and he couldn't miss the large smile on your face as he looked to you in the stands
as soon as the game had concluded, you ran down to the court and threw your arms around him, congratulating him again and again on how well he did
he buried his face into your neck in attempts to hide the blush that was spreading across his cheeks like a wildfire
that day, he went home feeling accomplished, with his own personal cheerleader right by his side
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•Ennoshita•
ennoshita didn't really get many opportunities to step on the court and show his skills
honestly, his lack of playing time made him pretty insecure in his ability to be on the same level as his teammates
he was never very confident and often found himself wondering if he deserved to be on a team with such skillful players
which was why he wasn't always excited when you attended his games
its not as if he didn't love seeing you in those stands, cheering him on, but he hated that there was always a possibility that he could disappoint you
especially since you were always so excited to come and support him
this was all he could think about as he sat stretching on the gym floor with the rest of the team
and his far off expression didn't go unnoticed by the rest of the boys
daichi decided to pull him aside and talk to him about what was on his mind before the game started
after all, he couldn't have such an important asset stuck with his head in the clouds
“Hey Ennoshita, everything okay?”
“Oh, yeah. It’s just Y/N is here and I honestly don’t know if I can play to her expectations.”
daichi understood what was going on with his underclassmen now
he had known that ennoshita was not the most confident when it came to his volleyball skill, but he didn't know that he was this blind to his own talent,
“You know, I don't think Y/N has every really showed any interest in anyone else’s plays other than yours.”
“Huh? What are you talking about?”
“Maybe you're too focused on what's going on on the court but they’re usually always scrolling through their phone or reading a book unless you get swapped in.”
now that daichi mentioned it, ennoshita never really heard your voice cheering from the stands unless he was on the court and you always seemed pretty oblivious when he talked to you about plays he wasn't involved in
he knew that you supported him with all he did but he was always a bit nervous that you would start to notice how well everyone else played and view his skills differently
discovering you came to his games for him and him only warmed his heart
lucky for you both, ennoshita had been subbed in for most of this game due to daichi getting a minor injury don't worry daichi is fine, don't start planning his funeral yet
you were over the moon that your boyfriend got to spend so much time on the court that day, you always loved watching him play
ennoshita could hear your cheers for him echo throughout the whole gym, causing his confidence to skyrocket
safe to say, you were definitely his lucky charm for that game
even with all the commotion after their win, all ennoshita could focus on was encasing you in a loving hug
after all, he couldn't have done it without you
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•Kyotani•
kyotani didn't get the opportunity to be on the court often
he was a very strong and skilled player but his attitude usually caused him to sit out for many of aoba johsai’s games
this never stopped you from coming to support him though
no matter how much time he spent in the game you would show up and cheer him on
kyotani didn't really understand your reasoning though, he was barely ever put in so what was the point of coming at all
although he was quiet about it, he really loved having you at his games
being able to catch a glimpse of your smile when ever his temper got the best of him on the court was a huge reason he wasn't already kicked off the team 
but he still felt as though he was wasting your time
he couldn't even begin to imagine how disappointed you were with every game you attended
he tried to get you to quit coming to his games but you simply refused, letting him know that if you weren't in attendance, you could miss the opportunity to see his talent shine
as much as it could be a pain in his ass, your enthusiasm was kind of nice
which was the only reason he agreed to let you continue to come to his games
this game in particular, kyotani seemed to be on his best behavior
maybe seeing you in his spare jersey had something to do with it but no one needed to know that kyo bby, everyone knows that, pls stop staring y/n down like an animal
he was determined to stay on the court as long as he possibly could and surprisingly, he got to play almost the whole game
when you had run down from the stands to go congratulate kyotani, the first person you came in contact with was oikawa tooru himself,
“Ah Y/N-chan! I’m so glad you could make it, did you make sure to cheer for me?”
your boyfriend could never stand the way oikawa would flirt with you just to get a rise out of him
“Oi idiot, get away from them.”
you couldn't help but laugh at kyotani’s antics before wrapping him in a hug,
“Hey Kyo, congrats on the win. You did great!”
Oikawa pouted at you for blatantly ignoring him,
“Hey, what about me?”
“No offense Oikawa, but I really only come to these games for Kyo. I mean unless he's playing I don't really pay attention so cheering for you is pretty much out of the question. Anyways, I'll wait for you outside babe.”
both oikawa and kyotani were pretty baffled at your statement 
kyotani was probably the most surprised out of the two, did you really come to his games just to support him
he was pulled out of his thoughts when kindaichi spoke up,
“Now that they mentioned it, I honestly haven't ever seen Y/N look up from their phone unless Mad Dog was on the court, and they only ever cheer for him.”
kyotani almost let a smile slip out at his teammate’s words
he couldn't believe how much you cared about him and supported him
he never knew how you managed to put up with him but he was beyond grateful for it
he loved you more then he would ever let on
on the walk home, you didn't know why kyotani was so much more affectionate then usual, but who were you to complain?
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mingisanshine · 4 years
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Ateez As Boyfriends: Jeong Yunho Edition (M)
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(It is literally impossible to hate Yunho. Like if you aren’t at least somewhat whipped for this man then I’m concerned for your well being.)
Ateez Boyfriend List.
Ahhh Yunho
The most boyfriend member in ateez
I might have combusted a total of A MILLION TIMES
He’s just so perfect
Anywhooo
When you two first met you found yourself infatuated with his humor
He just lit up the entire room with his smile
And when he laid eyes on you he immediately was whipped
Your laugh
Your smile
Your sense of humor
Yup you both were whipped for each other
Of course it was obvious, but Yunho
Being the sweetheart we all know he is
Would want to get to know you so much more
There would be constant hanging out
Hours spent just laughing with each other
And being completely infatuated
At one point it would seemed as if you two were already dating
Which is why he eventually had to ask you out
“Do you know if Y/N is seeing someone?”
Yunho almost choked on his water
“Why’d you ask Lucas?”
“I think she’s cute. I dunno.”
Cute?
Cute?!!
Yunho almost went on a rampage.
“Uh, no she isn’t seeing anyone.”
Fuck!
Why did he say that?
“Oh. Great! Do-”
“Maybe we should get back to dancing.”
Lucas nodded, smiling wide.
Causing Yunho to want to scream
It wasn’t uncommon for you to visit Yunho in the studio
You two had spent a lot of time in there and it kind of became a second hang out spot for the two of you
So seeing Yunho dancing wasn’t anything uncommon
But seeing him dance with this much passion made you want to pass the fuck out
His face was almost stern
his typical beagle like smile was no where to found
“Y/N?”
You shake your head only to met with Lucas’s eyes
“What are you doing here?”
You look over Yunho only to see him watching you two as he continued his movement
“I was here to see Yunho.”
You feel a shiver go down your spine when he squints his eyes in what seemed to be annoyance
“You’re not here to see me?” Lucas pouts
“She did just say she is for me.”
Yunho turned off the music and you here him sigh
“Yeah. I guess she did huh?”
“Hey Yunho. Think you can give us a minute?”
You stare at Lucas in confusion and then back Yunho
Who by the way was
LIVID
“Sure. I’ll be outside.” He grumbled before walking out
“Lucas do you what’s wrong with Yunho? He never acts like this. I’m worried.”
“Y/N-”
“Did I do something?”
“Y/N!”
“What?” you jump at his tone.
“I’m trying to tell you something.”
“Is about Yunho?”
Lucas rolls his eyes and sighs
“From the way you talk about him you almost make it sound like you like him.”
You immediately blush
Looking away
“Holy shit. You like Yunho!?”
“Shut up!”
You blush harder and cover Lucas’s mouth
“Yes. Okay! I like him.”
“You like me?”
You whip around to see Yunho holding the door open and shocked look on his face
“Fuck.”
“You actually like me?”
“How much of that-”
“I’ve been ease dropping this entire time.”
“You like me?”
“Yes! But it’s not nic-”
You’re cut off when Yunho places his lips on yours
His hand gently pulling your face close to his
And the other resting on the small of your back
You hands are still in mid air
Before falling and grabbing onto Yunho’s bare arms
Only whimpering slightly when he pressed into you just a tad bit harder
Eventually you both had to break away for air
You just stare at each other in shock
“This is awkward.”
And you both are aware that Lucas was still in the room
You turn and blush harder if that was even possible
“Um sorry about that Lucas.”
“No big deal.”
He walked out and you raise eyebrow at his colder tone
“What’s h-”
You’re cut off again when Yunho kisses you again
You forget what you were going to say
when he pulls away
it’s like his normal smile
went
x100
and you lose your breath for the second time in the last three minutes
“Y/N I like you too and I have for a really long time.”
Now it’s your turn to be like:
:) :) :) :) :)
“So would you like to be my girl?”
You almost snort at his cheesiness
but your blushing slightly at the thought of being his girl
“Yes!”
You may or may not have squeaked that out
Anwhoooo
Dating Yunho is literally a dream come true
Like someone pinch me because this can’t be real
He is literally the definition of boyfriend material
Y’all would go on the cutest dates
Like ever
Amusement park dates: yup
Bowling date: yup
Art gallery: yup
Concerts: yup
especially if they’re ateez concerts
Going to the gas station at one in the morning to get a whole bunch of junk food because you two decided to binge watch the all the avengers movies and making a big ruckus: yup
You two would definitely be the absolute cutest couple ever
He would definitely teach you his dance routines
Finding it cute when you mimicked his moves
He liked the way you looked and also it gave him a good reason to touch you
Which always loved to do
But it was something about being in the practice room and having you in it that just amplified his own thoughts
“Yunho are going to keep staring at me or are you going to teach me the move?”
He shakes his head
You just looked really good in your tights
Ever since he had started teaching you moves your thighs had been starting to fill out and he just found himself wanting nothing then to..
“Yunho!”
“Right! Sorry.”
He cleared his throat trying to keep the blood from rushing any further south than it already was
“So you’re going to kick your leg out and-”
You followed his movements slowly
And Yunho found himself slowly becoming more turned on by the minute
“Was that good Yunho?”
“Yeah! Yeah-”
He shook his head and looked straight in the mirror
Trying to avoid looking at you at all cost
And sparing you from the sexual energy
But you already felt it
You roll your eyes deciding to slightly entertain his issue
“Want to run it fully?
Yunho nods and plays the music
And you give it your all
Everything on the dance floor
(i just got done watching flash dance)
Yunho found himself getting lost in your movements
Stopping completely when he met your eyes through the mirror
As the song ended your moves came to hault
And you never broke eye contact with Yunho
“You okay?”
Without out even thinking Yunho pushed against the mirror
Pressing into you from behind
“You’re such a fucking tease.”
You slightly smile against the cool mirror
Trying to turn around, your pressed straight into the mirror
“Yunho” you whine
“You’re gonna watch, just like you made me.”
Yunho has you tightly presses against the mirror
Causing the bump that his dick normally produced to press back into you and driving you insane
Your right leg is lifted, thigh in his hand
You’re entire body is in shock at Yunho’s ruthless pace
And you’re a blubbering mess
“Fuck! Yunho!”
“Look at me Y/N.” He practically growled
You open your eyes and you let out a loud moan
He looked like sin
His lips were swollen from biting them so much
Hair stuck to his glistening skin
His eyes looked almost three shades darker
And you felt a shiver go down your spin
You practically lurch forward when he thrust into you and hit that one spot
“Oh-fuck!”
“Was that the spot baby?”
When you’re silent he hits again and you let out a yelp
“Y-yes, oh my god.”
You clench around him and Yunho slumps forward
“Fuck, baby-” He began his brutal assault once again
Not once breaking eye contact with you
“Yunho! I’m gonna- fuck. I’m gonna cum!”
“Then do it.” He mumbled in your ear
And you’re practically shaking when your orgasm hits
“Nnng-Y/N. Fuck!”
You open your eyes
And you see Yunho’s eyes rolled back
And jaw clenched in pleasure
You two stood there breathing heavily and enjoying the last few waves of the orgasm
“I didn’t think you had that in you?” You mumble against the mirror
And Yunho laughs pulling out of you
Causing you to almost trip from the lack of support
“Hey Hey. I got you.”
You’re baffled at his change
“And I’ve been wanting to fuck you in here for sometime now.” He said nonchalantly
Leaving your mouth hanging open
Tbh honest everything about Yunho is shocking
But what else can you expect from your amazingly perfect boyfriend
Seriously it’s almost like he was ripped from a fanfiction
The members get sick of how cuddly you two are
And how even in public he’s always holding you
Grabbing your hand
Giving you small kisses
Hugging you from behind
He’s just a PDA type of person
It’s not overly excessive
partly because it’s so normal
but because he doesn’t want to smuggle you
He does get a little jealous
but not like a Seonghwa jealous
but not like a Mingi jealous either
He’s mix between pouting and anger
pounger?
He just loses his happy virus energy
And it’s really noticeable
The entire mood will shift into a borning one
“Mingi I really like your earrings.”
“Really? Thank. I was coming over to tell you I like your watch.”
Then you and Mingi proceeded too talk about clothes and fashion for the next half hour
Before you noticed how quiet it got
The rest of the boys looked extremely uncomfortable/bored
As Yunho sat there with the most non-Yunho expression
ever
Then you realized why he must have been upset
“One sec Mingi.”
You flick his shoulder causing him to look up
Before he could even process anything you give him a small kiss
pulling away you see his face puzzled
“I love you. Now stop sulking you dork.”
And you kind of realized you may have accidentally said you loved him
but it cheered him up because he was smiling like a kid in a candy store
He’s immediately grabbing your hand and yelling out the door
Yelling I love you all the way out the door
Frickin weirdo
Overall y’all are just the softest couple ever
Like uwu (i hate that word sm istg..)
And Yunho is like the dream boyfriend
Always being gentle and listening
Being there to cheer you up
And to make you laugh
He’s just so perfect
You all better love Yunho or else I’ll break your kneecaps
He’s literally the dream guy
I just love him so much
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dfel-exe · 5 years
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Hey there! Im a HUGE fan of your writing, and i was wondering if you could write some fluff with eugene/mc? I was thinking something like after they got to the safe zone and have some special moments with eachother. maybe teasing one another and being playful, or even talking about memories they had back with the others. Get creative! Thanks so much for taking time to read this, your work is AWESOME
anon, you’re too sweet! this request was oh so very fun to do! Eugene is probably the hardest character for me to write, so this was defintiely a bit of a challenge, but he’s super fun to write out as well! anywhooo~ enjoy to your hearts content!
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Remember? - Eugene x Reader
Word Count: 1,479
Warnings: very slight swearing
Key: Y/N - Your Name
~flashbacks will be in italics~
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“Hey, Y/N… are you ticklish?”
That was the first thing Eugene said to you when the group had settled down in the safe-zone. A small, unserious question, but still one you intended to answer.
“Um… no. Why the sudden question?” You looked over to the boy, who happened to be staring at you with very focused eyes.
“I don’t believe you,” he responded with a slight smirk, standing up to tower over your sitting form. Seemingly as a way to intimidate you. You reached over for the closest object, picking up a half-full water bottle and tossing it at him. The bottle bounced off of his head, and he gave you a small pout.
“What was that for?”
“Don’t avoid my question, why do you suddenly want to know the small things? You didn’t really care for them much a week ago.”
“Well yeah, but a week ago, we weren’t in the safe-zone, either.” He sat down on the makeshift bed with a sigh, looking around the tent the two of you shared. “I want to get to talk to you more. Afterall, we have a lot more freetime now. Might as well spend it together, yeah?”
You let out a laugh at his words. “Yeah, you’re right.” You scooted over next to him, sitting shoulder to shoulder. “Say, do you remember when we pranked Zion that one night?”
“Oh my god, he was so pissed! He refused to talk to us for three days straight!” Eugene chuckled at the memory.
-
“Eugene, he’s coming! Is everything ready?” You whispered to the boy. He nodded, walking over to the classroom entrance. “Alright! This is gonna be so funny!”
You ducked under the plastic wrap taped across the entrance to the classroom. Looking behind you one more time, you gave Eugene a thumbs-up. He mirrored your actions, giving you one final nod. You ran down the hallway, approaching the stairs that Zion was walking up.
“Zion, come quick!”
“Huh?! What’s wrong?!” He was caught off guard, but recovered quickly.
“No time to explain, just follow me! It’s important!” You shouted, running down the hallway, Zion hot on your trail.
“What the hell, Y/N! Just tell me what’s happening!”
You reached the classroom, swiftly ducking under the plastic wrap and waiting for Zion to rush in. Moments later, the boy finally reached the door to the class.
“Y/N! What’s going on-”
His sentence was cut off by him running into the plastic wrap, his body coming to a halt. Eugene hastily slammed the door shut behind him, trapping his body in between the wrap and door.
The both of you burst into laughter as Zion began to angrily make comments, words too distorted by the tape to be able to tell what was being said.
-
The both of you let out a fond laugh at the memory. Eugene’s eyes lit up as he began to reminisce more.
“Oh, or that one time we found that toy shop on a supply run!” Eugene lifted up his finger, his smile widening. You nodded ecstatically, reaching into the backpack laying on the ground. Reaching your hand into the front pocket, you revealed a medium-sized stuffed zebra.
“You still have it?”
“Of course! You don’t get presents too often during the apocalypse, why would I leave him behind?”
-
“Eugene…! Psst, Eugene~”
“What?” The boy responded, annoyance clear in his voice.
“Do you see that old toy store over there? Would you maybe… wanna go and explore it with me?” You questioned, a slight sense of hope that he would agree.
“God, you’re so childish.” He looked at you, seeing a small pout spread across your face. “Fine. But we have to do it quick.”
You smiled, grabbing onto his wrist and leading him into the store. Looking around at all of the toys, your attention drifted to the stuffed animals.
“You know, when I was a kid, I would always talk to this stuffed bear I had. He was named Mr. Cuddles. I would tell him what made me mad or sad, or how my day went. My mom got rid of him when I was ten, she didn’t think it was appropriate for me to have stuffed animals at such an old age. I thought it was bullshit, quite frankly, but I haven’t had a stuffed animal since,” you said to Eugene, running your hand across the long line of toys. “I would love to take one back, for good times sake, but my backpack only has so much room. Maybe we can come back here one day. How does that sound, Eugene?”
He nodded, giving a small hum of agreement. Waiting until you were fully turned around, he quickly picked up one of the stuffed animals and shoved it into his backpack.
-
“And then I gave you the zebra on our first date.” He reached over to pick up the animal, examining it slowly.
“Ah, our first date! I remember it crystal clear. Never in a million years did I think that my first romantic dinner would be during the apocalypse with fruit snacks as the appetizer.” You giggled, looking at Eugene blush.
“I did what I could! You don’t have many options on the menu during the zombie apocalypse.” He pouted, looking away from you and tossing the zebra back at your frame.
-
“Your appetizer, milady,” Judy said with a proper voice, straightening her back as she placed down the packet of fruit snacks. You thanked her before turning to Eugene, the dim luminescence of the candle providing the two of you a source of light. The both of you were sitting on the rooftop under the stars, enjoying each others company.
“Fruit snacks, huh?”
He raised a brow at your smug attitude, giving a slight frown.
“At least I got the good ones, not the ones you have to chew for two hours straight to be able to swallow them.”
“I suppose you’re correct. So tell me, what’s the main dish? And the dessert?”
“You’ll just have to wait and see.”
“Alright! Hey, thank you. You make this world enjoyable!” You smiled, picking up the small bag and opening them, dumping the fruit snacks onto the paper plate.
“Oh… you’re welcome.”
-
“Out of all the dates I’ve been on throughout my teenage years, that one was probably my favorite. Everything was just so… genuine, you know? The both of us were just enjoying our time together, not really worrying about anything else. I really cherished that moment, Eugene.”
He blushed, looking away and forcing himself to not meet your eyes. “Yeah, I did too.”
“Oh, oh! Here’s a good one! Remember when you confessed your feelings to me?” You asked playfully, smirking at the boy next to you.
“God, I wish I could forget.”
“You were a stuttering mess! It was so adorable. Never once did I think that the great and all-mighty Eugene would get that nervous in front of his crush! Guess it happens to the best of us sometimes.”
-
“Hey, Y/N. Can I talk to you for a second?”
“Hmm? Yeah, of course!” You jogged over to him, diverting all of your attention to him.
God, did he love when you did that. You had a charm to you, something that he couldn’t describe. The way you made the person you were talking to feel like the most important person in the world was something special that not many could imitate, and he really admired it.
“U-Um. L-Listen, I really need to get this off of my chest.” He cleared his throat, preparing to say the words that could potentially change his life. “I-I really, and when I say really, I mean… really! I r-really like you. A lot! Like, a lot a lot. W-Whenever I’m around you, I… I g-get happy and feel all bubbly. So, yeah. U-Um… I’m gonna go now.”
Grabbing his wrist before he could leave, you stared at him for a good five seconds, erupting into laughter not long after.
“I like you a lot too, Eugene! Damn, who would’ve thought?”
-
“Honestly, I didn’t even think of the possibility of you liking me, Eugene. In my mind, it had always been one-sided, so I was overjoyed when you told me. If I’m being honest, I thought you were too good for me, haha.”
He smiled, placing an arm around your shoulders. “If one of us is too good for the other, it’s definitely you. You know, sometimes I wonder how I managed to get so lucky. If the apocalypse didn’t even happen, we probably would have never met.”
“I’m glad we can spend the end of the world together, Eugene. I mean, it’s a once in a lifetime opportunity, might as well take it.”
“Yeah, I’m glad. Thanks for everything, Y/N. You truly made living through this worth it.”
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lovewriterworld · 5 years
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Catching his eye {Harry Styles}
Imagine: You and Harry, are locked in his studio. What could happen?
Contains: Humor, Fluff, Media pressure
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Enjoy Darlings:
"Now" I whisper.
He nods and flicks the red switch 'on'.
Instantly, the lights all around the studio turn on and a sweet music fills in. It's a large room, filled with comfortable looking chairs, one large sofa at one end and obviously, the large control panel placed before the see-through glass. Beyond the glass was another room, where I could see several mike stands, with headphones hung around them, and few guitars lying by the floor.
I notice Harry shift beside me, "Niall left the music on. Sorry."
He moves to the control panel and turns down a long silver switch, sneaking a smile my way. "It's our new single."
"You mean your new hit?" I scoff, moving in towards the room. It's got a strange sense of peace in it, absolutely opposite to the concert that I just been in.
"Let's not get too cocky now, petal." Harry lets out a soft laugh, perfectly fitting the atmosphere.
I laugh too, and watch as his lips turn up in a small smirk.
"Let's be realistic though, all of your songs yet have been insanely popular, and major hits. It's a fact." I shrug.
He looks at me for a moment too long, then walks towards me, closing the distance between us and raises his hand. He's offering me to place my hands in his. I do.
"Let's have some air, eh?" He asks, leaning towards me.
I raise my eyebrows. "We just came back from outside."
"Not that outside, petal. Somewhere else, just you and me and my car." He wiggles his eyebrows jokingly, yet for some reason, they make him look even more adorable.
I laugh."You, me and your stupid jokes." I shake my head, and continue "How are we gonna be alone with your security anyway? There's no way we can go off alone."
He backs a little and smiles coyly, "Well, a fan I just met is already asking me how to get rid of my security. Mm Hmm" He winks at me. I laugh
This dork.
"Anywhooo, My car has a tracker on it, so I can go off alone if I want." I nod, it makes sense.
"Alright then, let us." I say, to which Harry nods and walks over towards the door and I follow suit.
He then grabs a pair of keys from a key hanger that I hadn't noticed when I had entered. He glances at me from his shoulder and adds, "Ps, I have been known for my funny persona. My jokes are wonderful."
I laugh/ mock him by saying "Whatever you say, big guy."
He turns around with a full joking offended look, clutching at his grey sweater, "Using my lines against me? How cruel ,petal."
I laugh and so does he as he faces forward and opens the door.
It's blinding.
" Harry!HARRY!HERE! Who's that girl with you?" "IS SHE YOUR GIRLFRIEND?" "IS this revenge on your ex girlfriends?"
Paparazzi are all around us, flashing cameras and screaming questions. I'm blinded by the white lights coming at me and stupidly reach for Harry, who seems to be as much surprised by this as me.
But Harry collects his cool much faster than I do and quickly grabs for me and makes a run for it, back to the studio. I'm being pushed, pulled and crazed all at once. Then I feel myself being pulled in and once again, we're back in the studio and Harry has closed the door, locking it this time. Instantly knocks start barring the door.
"Holy shit." I whisper when I finally open my eyes, momentarily blinded but regaining sight.
"Al'ight ,love?" I feel, then see Harry's arms around me and look up, into his concerned eyes.
"Uh..Yeah, I'm okay" I let out a breath, then for some inexplicable reason, I just...hug him.
I grab him tight and cling to him. His arms that were holding my hands too come around my torso, in a little bit of surprise. Then, immediately his arms tighten and he lowers his face to bury them in my hair.
I think he's whispering something to me but I was so into the moment that it all sounds like sweet nothings to me.
"Wait a sec, petal. I think I dropped my keys out there. Shit." He loosens his arms around me but still continues to hold me. "God, I didn't want this to happen, this always happens."
"You get paped with random fans?" I ask, attempting to gain a laugh, but he only glances down at me and gives me a mocking blank stare.
That makes me laugh. "Okay, okay my bad."
He shakes his head, and his eyes soften again. "I'm gonna try to find a phone in here, okay? Let's see if Niall being irresponsible finally pays off."
I smile and shake my head, "Niall is a sweetheart, don't go after him. It's our fault we left our phones. Now we're stuck here."
We'd both left our purse/wallets in the janitors closet on our way here. We had promised ourselves we would be back for it. I don't know why we had even thought of doing it, It was stupidly stupid.
Don't even ask what we were doing back at the closet..
And No, it wasn't making out. We were...well, we were having a lengthy discussion about how Lily and James must've felt when they found out that their only son was being chased by Voldermort. And, that's actually how we met, Me and Harry. Through, Harry Potter.
But that's a story for another time.
"Petal?" Haz questions," find anything?"
He's in the recording studio, behind the glass panel. He seems to be holding a piece of paper and his curls are adorably falling over his eyes, which are filled with question.
Aww
I shamelessly stare at him.
His eyes spark in response and he turns to face me completely, abandoning the search, and moves forward to touch the glass between us, never once breaking eye contact.
Those green eyes were calling to me, and it felt necessary, absolutely essential to answer his unspoken question. I've long forgotten what he was asking, the only thing I wanted to do right now was move closer to him.
He stretches his hand, placing it on the glass. Calling me.
I move towards him, ignoring the screams from outside, the voice screaming in my head 'You just met him!' and you know, common sense.
Not like I'm going to kiss him, just going to...touch his hand...through the glass.
It sounded dumb, even to me, but I didn't care. My feet were moving in his direction.
However, me being me, did not notice the very big and very obvious chair in my way, and tripped over it. Very badly.
Laughter bloom, amplified, due to the sound system still being on. The sound very obviously belonging to Harry. The laugh instantly caused the paparazzi noises from outside to pause, then abruptly start again.
"Argh.." I groan, more in frustration than pain.
He's still laughing, that idiot.
"Alright it's not that funny, you can stop." I groan, moving to get up, but Harry is already before me, arm outstretched. A big grin on his face.
I meet his eyes, blushing.
"I don't get how you completely missed that massive chair-" He starts laughing again, making him pull back his hands, and bend backwards. Classic harry laugh. I roll my eyes, standing up myself.
"-I mean, petal" He catches his breath,his eyes sparkling, "-That chair was huge-."
"Alright, alright-" I brush off non-existent dirt off my jeans, " Before you get distracted again, let's focus on finding the phone, alright?"
His eyes somber, "Right right, priorities."
Then he pulls his hands behind his back, and sneaks a peak at me from under his lashes, It's the most adorable thing I've ever seen.
"Are you always this clumsy, petal?"
I huff, adorable but evil.
Crossing my hands over my chest, I look away, "No."
He smirks, "Good thing, or else I'll have a lot of protecting to do in the future."
Did he jus-?
"You're so cute." He starts laughing, again.
I blink, Damn you Haz
"Whatever" I mutter, "Let's focus on the task at hand, alright?"
I turn around, moving back to the couch. Maybe he might have left his phone in there..
I feel a warm presence behind me, but decide to ignore him. When he doesn't say anything, just watches me search, I get confused. Isn't he gonna help?
Before I could turn around to ask, I feel Harry step closer and his arms appear in my vision. Very slowly, giving me enough time to pull away, he brings his large arms around my comparatively small figure, hesitantly around me.
A warm warm glow surrounds me. He rests his head on my shoulder, and I freeze. He smells like vanilla all over.
We stay like that.
Him resting his head on my shoulder and me holding onto his arms, which we wrapped around my neck. He turns his head into my neck, and for a minute, it seems all too intimate to be this close to him, but all rational thoughts leave my mind after a while. I relax into him.
After what felt like a peacefully beautiful long time, he murmurs what sounds like a question into my hair.
I tilt my head, "What was that, sweets?"
Somehow whispering seemed more appropriate, even with the screams of the paparazzi outside. We were in our little bubble, and I had never felt more peaceful.
Harry leans his head back, making his voice more audible to me, "Are you angry?"
That takes me by a shock. "What?"
I turn in his arms, to see him better, " Why would I be angry?"
His arms moved around me in a movement that resembled a shrug, making me move with him. "You walked angry."
"I 'walked' angry?" I laugh. Harry seemed more relaxed when he heard that.
"How do you even do that Haz?" I ask, turning towards him to give him a quick grin.
"Oh you know-" He grins back, mood changing completely "-Like this."
He moves his legs, stomping them angrily on the ground for effect. Then takes my hand in his and flips my hair off my face, making the point even clearer. He was portraying an image of ‘Angry’ me.   
I was laughing so much, I thought I would explode. "Oh- God"
Suddenly, the door slams open. White light sweeping in, making both of us turn towards the figure strolling in. 
.....And that's how Simon Cowell found us. With Harry moving his legs and being a dramatic queen and me, wrapped in his arms, laughing.
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Thanksgiving 2.0 but softer… & longer
(Back in November I did a really cheesy post about some people who make my heart happy. And today I’m gonna do it again because fuck platonic relationships not expressing love.. I have more to say.)
@aomgworldwide this list is in no particular order, expect for you… lmao. You get the top spot, only because you supported me becoming an official blog. (You liked the post about the porn account reblogging me and I found it funny so here you are.) I know we only like interact through likes and reblogs really but I still love and appreciate you.. I always fan girl a bit when you like/reblog something of mine. Because you’re just damn. (Sorry I'm clumsy and accidently deleted the person who was right under you originally so I think the two morphed together?!)
@mybrainsamess hello hi hey what’s up how are you?! I hope you’re having a good day!!!! And that you’re doing well!!!! Recently I took a test to see which house I’d be in, but it told me huffle puff I don’t think that’s right because I read the snake one (I forget the name) and that seems more like me… plus I’ve got lots of snake puns. So I was kinda dissapointed. But I thought I should tell you. Anyways I hope you’re doing well. (Also I still don’t know your name because I’m too chicken to break the bond of mystery you had so that’s why I haven’t talked to you I’m sorry!!!)
@seungcci IF YOU WONT SUE I WILL. All though I’m glad we found a common ground, catfishing sugar daddies. I’m gonna take my half of the money hire the best damn lawyer out there and sue. That’s such plagiarism (I say as I deadass copy and paste answers for school 80% of the time) thank you for always putting up with me btw. I’m really overdramatic and probably a pain to deal with. So thank you for sticking through it so we can cry over the lack of bastarz songs together. I seriously love you more than ri loves gucci..
@ssamdominic wow hello a queen thats met bts 😭👏😂 my idol an icon the true star. Thank you for being supportive on me on my other account. You were my first supporter and I know I’ve been lacking with supporting you I’m sorry I gotta get my shit together. But yeah I love you and if you don’t start modeling soon I’ll fight.
@merlionmen hey there (Wow awkward) I’m sorry my tags haven’t been funny lately. I’ll have to fix that. However i hope you’re still finding things to laugh at because the world needs to hear more of your laughter. Not to mention wow your face is such a gift to this earth. I hope you’ve recived a lot more love!!!!
@8bityeol hello 🖐 it’s been a while, are you doing good? I hope you’re eating well and staying hydrated!! I love you lots and I hope you have a great day
@coffee-and-kpop / Kenna sorry I don’t know your personal blog and I’m to lazy to look (whoops) thank you so much for everything you’ve done for me you are so supportive of me and motivate me to do better. You want me to create content and you push me out of my comfort zone to write how I want to. I can’t thank you enough for that. Also good luck in Korea. I hope you find your boy and tell him to calm the fuck down. (Also remember if he hurts you I’ll beat him up) don’t let anyone give you shit because you look different. you’re a fucking babe. If they don’t see that it’s cause they’re blind. I love you so much & I’ll fight everyone who doesn’t.
@coffee-and-kpop / Luna I also don’t know your personal blog and I’m to lazy to find it but wow you’re such a soft little bean. I wish I could hug all of your suffering out of you. Also I want that professor’s email address thanks. I’m gonna fight him & everyone else making your life difficult. You also have given me a chance because you believe in me or maybe because Kenna told you to lol but I believe in you so much more beyond your works. I’m proud of you and I love you so much okay. I’m always here for you!!
@soul-less23 I’m so glad you’re back 🙆‍♀️🙆‍♀️🙆‍♀️🙆‍♀️🙆‍♀️🙆‍♀️🙆‍♀️🙆‍♀️🙆‍♀️🙆‍♀️🙆‍♀️🙆‍♀️🙆‍♀️🙆‍♀️🙆‍♀️🙆‍♀️🙆‍♀️🙆‍♀️🙆‍♀️🙆‍♀️🙆‍♀️🙆‍♀️🙆‍♀️🙆‍♀️🙆‍♀️🙆‍♀️🙆‍♀️🙆‍♀️🙆‍♀️🙆‍♀️🙆‍♀️🙆‍♀️🙆‍♀️ (I’d continue the hugs but then you’d be the whole post and I’m trying to include more than just you my love) you’re such a beauty. First off. Your Snapchats 👌 I have to wait like a week before I open them to prepare myself for that cuteness!! Next up you’re trying to murder me (But I’m not complaining) you’re such an Angel and you tag me in such amazing posts and I could scream because God bless. I love you so much and you we’re like my first mutual and friend on this blog so I’ll love you forever.
@jjeonguk A STUNNING ANGEL. WHO LIKES FERRETS what more could anyone ask for really?! I hope that you’re days have been going good and you’ve been feeling better. If you need a spam of ferrets hit me up though. Seriously you’re so precious my heart can’t handle it. I hope the world treats you gently bby
@ludeere the exact deffination of “what a babe” tbfh. you’re a goddess. I’m so soft for you. Seriously you’re such a pure angel and I love you with everything I have. Like wow. How can you be real?! I’m speechless. Nothing I have to say is good enough for you because you deserve so much more. Please take care of yourself!!
@namjoon-moon we communicated once in the form of Namjoon. And I fell in love. I hope your day is going beautifully. You angel!!! don’t forget Namjoon and I love you very much.
@wonpillily hi I miss you, I hope schools treating you well. Please come back soon. I love you. Stay safe!!
@smittenbyschmidt oh wow look who it is?! The person I’d fake my death for. (I’m sorry, I’m way too dramatic) first off you’re blog, 👌👌👌 idk what’s more perfect your blog or yourself because damn. I am utterly in love with your edits I wish I would’ve found you sooner.. I can’t wait for the day one of you’re edits gets used on a shitty gossip site and they think it’s real… that will truly be the best day ever. Also congratulations on submitting everything!! I hope everything goes amazingly well for you (I know it will) but seriously keep me updated!!
@noona-clock I don’t know either one of you really well or at all honestly but, you’re one of those mutuals who we both interact through likes and reblogs and I feel like I could tell you I killed a man and you’d help me dispose of the body. (Wow dramatic much.) Like you give off such a warm vibe and I love the both of you to death. And your works are equally as amazing as you are!!
@127hearts it’s 11:11 as I’m writing this and I wish that you never scare me like that again okay thank you. I just found your blog wow I’ve been missing out. But please continue to kill me with everything you do (Also if you ever actually started losing interest or anything know that I fully support you because you shouldn’t feel forced to do something for others) Anywhooo you’re adorable & your blog is amazing and yeah I hope you have a great day!! I’d love to be a friend of yours and I’m sorry in comparison to everyone else your message was kinda weak but I hope your day is as bright as Ten’s smile okay Ily 💕
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Wow I started this as 6am it’s now 6pm.
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