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yikesharringrove · 11 months

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I think a lot about Steve and Billy becoming foster parents.

I think about them, mid-thirties, welcoming two kids into their home. A brother and a sister. A fifteen year old boy, and a two year old girl.

And clearly, they’ve been through some shit.

The baby is easy. She’s shy at first, and clings to her brother for the first few weeks, but she warms up easily to Steve and Billy. (Especially when Billy sneaks her cookies and Steve is always down for a little snuggle.

It’s the boy who is hard to crack.

He’s been in and out of foster situations his entire life. If it weren’t for his sister, and the fact that his social worker was actually doing a good job of not splitting them up, he feels like he’d be in his on. Our in a boys’ home.

But he’s seen foster parents that seem kind, but have some ulterior motive. Or call the social worker when they can’t handle his trauma.

So he pushes back.

The first day he’s at Steve and Billy’s, he throws a plate at the wall.

He doesn’t miss the way Billy has a white knuckled grip on the kitchen counter, or the way he leaves the room the second it looks like Steve’s got it under control.

And he assumes, that Billy was trying to hold himself back from smacking him. That he left to call social services.

He doesn’t bother to unpack.

But the next day, no one comes to take him away.

In fact, he startled awake to a soft tap on his bedroom door, and a voice telling him that breakfast is ready, please come downstairs when you’re ready.

He doesn’t. He doesn’t go downstairs all day.

And every few hours there’s a knock and a voice telling him to come down for some food.

He only leaves when the voice tells him that his sister keeps asking for him.

And there’s a plate of food for him in the microwave, and Steve gives Billy a knowing look before taking his sister off to bed.

He knew it was a fucking rouse.

And he wolfs down his meal, expecting Billy to tell him they’ve spoken with the agency, and they’re keeping his sister but kicking him to the curb.

“I need to tell you that you’re not going anywhere. No matter how much you push against us, we promised to care for you. You’re staying here.”

“Is that a threat?”

Billy smiled.

“Nah. It’s just true. You would never leave your sister anywhere without you.”

“Yeah? How the fuck do you know?”

And he wanted that stupid smile to fall off Billy’s face. But it didn’t.

“Because I was you. It didn’t matter how often my dad beat the shit outta me. I stayed there to make sure he never did it to my sister. We’d never, ever, do anything to hurt either of you, but you’ve been hurt too many times to trust that yet. So what you can do, is stop acting out. You don’t have to let us in. You don’t have to start calling us your dads and shit, but please. Accept that we want you here. That we want to take care of you.”

And he’s fucking stunned, because this is not at all what he thought this conversation was gonna be.

“I’m sorry,” he mumbled. “I assume the worst.”

“That’s okay. You’ve been through a lot. We won’t push, and like I said. You don’t have to let us in, but we’re here for you.”

He sniffed, and Billy’s hands flexed on the table, like he wanted to reach out and touch him.

“I thought you were gonna tear me a new one about last night. I thought you were gonna send me back.”

“No. I mean, Im not exactly excited about the glass I had to clean up. And your sister was scared shitless, she’s been freaked out all day, make sure you go see her before bed. But, I understand. I know what it’s like to feel like everyone will give up on you, so you might as well push them away. And I’m sorry I left. To be honest, the plate thing, it really freaked me out.”

And that made sense, because of what Billy told him about his own father.

He’s been on the receiving end of a broken dish before, too.

“I’m sorry.”

“That’s okay. I mean, Please, never do it again, but your anger and your fear is totally okay. I can help you cope. I’ve been in more therapy than you could even dream.”

And billy kind of had a spark in his eye, one that said it’s really okay.

I just think it’s be neat.

#steve harrington #billy hargrove #harringrove #yikes writes #I have so many more thots about this #I’m thinking…………I’m opening up my wip doc…………………I’m experiencing thots……………….

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becca-e-barnes · 2 years

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Innocent reader going to visit her favorite (and only) sheriff Lee in a new baby pink dress she bought. Lee sees her walk into his office and immediately his cock stiffins because got damn you don’t know how that dress hugs your curves and squeezes your breasts so perfectly. Lee sees your wide hips and plump breasts and just thinks about you being his house wife. That’s when he loses his shit rushing towards you bending you over his desk. He can’t wait anymore he needs to be inside you needs to hear your pretty little moans he needs to breed your pussy till your really his little innocent house wife

My head is so full of Lee today, it hurts 🙈 I really want to write something longer today and I'm so torn between Lee and DBF!bucky eughhh

But the thought of just stepping foot in the station in a pretty dress and as soon as Lee's eyes land on you, he feels himself twitching in his slacks. That man is never one to deny himself anything and certainly not the pleasures of your body so he's already thinking of all the places he could take you to inspect that sweet little cunt of yours.

Everyone knows you're here for Lee. It's not much of a secret, especially when you're in a little dress like that. It shows off every curve from your full hips to your soft, plush breasts.

But a dress like that turns heads and unfortunately, Lee doesn't work alone. Plenty of those men don't realise they're practically drooling at the sight of you, nor do they realise their boss' door is cracked open for a change.

"God damn, Bodecker's fuckin' lucky. Just know she's even prettier when she spreads those legs." One man grunts, his eyes not leaving you as you make your way to the door of the station, the most oblivious smile on your face, just excited to bring your partner his lunch.

"Would rather see her on her knees. Imagine that sweetie smiling up at you, begging t'have her throat fucked." Another muses to his friend while you're still out of earshot, before smiling at you warmly as you walk past.

Lee's blood is fucking boiling in his veins. He's got half a mind to trail both of them outside but he's not sure he'd be able to stop himself if he started laying into them.

By the time you've made it to the door of his office, your smile is still intact but the same can't be said about his. "Don't close the door." He barks, not moving from his desk. He doesn't even get up to roll the blinds down which is unusual.

"You hungry, baby? You're a little grumpy." You smile, setting the paper bag on his desk, totally unperturbed as you slide into his lap.

It's not your fault of course. He'd never think that. You should be free to wear whatever you damn well please, those assholes shouldn't think they can say whatever they like about a woman going about her day but it stirs up something so possessive in Lee.

"You have any idea how fuckin' good y'look?" He whispers, totally ignoring your question because he's not hungry for whatever you've put in the bag. Your breasts are beautifully framed in that dress, pushed up a little and looking fuller than ever.

"You like it? I saw it yesterday and it made me think of you." You admit, watching his eyes light up because this is all for him. God, you're an angel.

"Kitten, the only thing I think would make this dress prettier would be a heavy baby bump under it." His huge hands are splayed over your tummy on top of the fabric of the dress, not missing how your hips roll against him just a little, a soft groan slipping from you.

"Oh baby, don't tell me ya want that as much as I do. Cause the thought of makin' ya my sweet little pregnant housewife is makin' my head spin." He admits, kissing your neck with a burning lust he doesn't normally surrender to with the door open.

"Want every last one of those assholes out there to hear me fuck a baby into my sweetie. Hell, how 'bout I fuck you against the glass? Let 'em watch me make my girl a mommy. They can watch me flood this tight little cunt. Bet they'll find it hard to keep jerkin' off to my girl when they see you leave with my cum runnin' down your legs." He's so lost in his own filthy thoughts as he frees his cock, sliding it home into your body.

Knowing the door is open doesn't even make you want to stay quiet. "Wouldn't that be nice? A ring on your finger and my baby in your belly. Pretty Mrs Bodecker. Fuck, 'm not pulling out. Gonna cum so deep inside you, there's not gonna be a chance I didn't knock you up." He's frantically rutting into you, sucking at your skin and groaning while he rubs your clit with two fingers. The chair beneath you is the only one protesting, creaking as Lee tries to use the limited space to thrust up into you.

#asks answered <3 #anon #becca writes spice #lee bodecker smut #lee bodecker x innocent reader #I really don't know what to write today #I hate days like that #I have so many ideas #for the sake of variety I wanna write a more dom male piece #I feel like I've done a lot of subbier stuff recently #but I had two subby thots last night before bed that I had to write down in my notes app before I forget them

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b4kuch1n · 1 year

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found out this year’s snow miku contest is happening yesterday while on call with my friend and then I blacked out and woke up to this being posted on the piapro site (it’s here btw)

#VOCALOID #Piapro Characters #Hatsune Miku #Snow Miku 2024 #idk why I capitalized those tags so properly. what for #also this is literally the first time I drew something chibi in uhhhh. seven years. probably #kinda chose a weird corner to stuff myself in with this one here. everyone is doing seafood and here I am like #hng. vegtble #I think my thot process fully was just hey. if I pull from one single dish or just a type of food thats not a meal #scrolling thru the entry feed growing more and more outraged that some people base their whole design on just dessert. like I'm a grandma #genuinely me and cosme were browsing yesterday hmm-ing and hah-ing like we know shit lmao #the spectator sport of design. this is the exact attitude my parents get when they watch an olympic match #except I'm also dabbling. and hopefully so is cosme #well thats one time Ive done this. off the bucket list #tbh? I chose a good year to join. food is always on the mind #food is many things. mayhaps everything #okay I will. probably try and ink this page of the comic now. or I take a nap we will see #have a good nite lads! enjoy the process

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president-homewrecker · 2 years

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because @barapirate mentioned in the tags that maxie and archie should adopt n too and that stuck to my brain like glue

also here’s the direct sequel for convenience’s sake

Bonus:

#magma leader maxie #aqua leader archie #hardenshipping #guzma #pokemon n #an au of an au?#curiouser and curiouser #secondary au #i have so many thots on this au but the point is that maxie and archie putting off their phd research to adopt more wayward boys #is so funny to me #bits art

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daisychainsandbowties · 8 months

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fucking hell they really made her like THAT with that voice and her fucking hair and her eyes and wearing blue and then the party i mean… i was never going to be normal about her but this is really a savage attack on my morals

#wot on prime #wot book spoilers #wot show spoilers #lanfear. why are you fucking like this #more to the point why am i like this #99% of thoughts so far have been thots if i’m perfectly honest #they put so many women

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ryonello · 1 year

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🌟 STORE UPDATE 🌟 hi gamers!! preorders r HERE 🎉 ✦ apex blob roster expanded ! + catalyst charm + more pillows added ╰ ash / horizon / maggie / seer ✦ new valo merch + blob harbor charm + omen & jett prints + jett pillow ✦ new apex prints + rhapsody apexmobile + maggieblood [i support women's wrongs] ✦ new overwatch prints + junker queen + kiriko ✦ zagreus print (more hades prints soon ) ✦ bird merch :] + chip thief seagull tote bundle + pigeon sticker sheet ✦ more vtuber stickers + holotempus hq + shoto ! hope you find somethin you like! 🥰 ✨https://ryonello.bigcartel.com ✨

#SORRY FOR THE LONG POST I HATE TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT TO INCLUDE 😭#its been a while so i thot i would jus do everything . maybe tumblr will hide the text under a see post button or smth #BUT YES i am finally up to DATE on all the new stuff <3 #apex #apex legends #valorant #overwatch #vtubers #looking at it all like this is so deranged i have so many thing #(please take some off my hands)#<--- dumbass who wants to make more thing before cons start up again #hoping to add than n meg n maybe more vtubers before melb game expo next month!#and am also confirmed for perth ozcc at the start of april #hope to see u there !! :D #store stuff #RESTOCKING MIRAGE TOTE ALSO FOR THE PERSON WHO ASKED #THANK U AGAIN FOR THE INTEREST <3

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collectivecloseness · 1 year

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Living with the yandere fruity four? Golden

The lead up to the yandere fruity four trying to get you to live with them? 🤤

(Long post so under cut)

You’re already in a romantic relationship with them. And you end up staying the night most nights. Because a lot of nights you just choose to do so, which they love! You love them, so of course you love staying over! But sometimes it’s from your own volition, or they’ve just made you too comfy, or they’ve promised “nooo just one last conversation” and you get too sleepy. Nearly falling asleep on someone’s shoulder, before Steve is carrying you up the stairs to the bed he has set in his house, just for you. The other three running ahead giddily (but trying to stay somewhat quiet for you) as they get everything set up. Eddie pulling back your covers, Robin holding the teddy they bought you to place in your arms, Nancy switching off all the lights.

One time Robin cried to the other three, because she swore you weren’t going to stay the night, when you hadn’t stayed all week! So when Steve got you a fruit tea you’d asked for when he offered that night, he’d instead given you some sleepy time tea. It wasn’t drugging you! It was just tea that helped you sleep! You took that tea all the time when you were struggling, it was literally just the tea bag, with extra honey covering it up. Which was good it wasn’t an actual drugging because Nancy had the same idea. So you were lolling off of Robin’s shoulder, and your legs were falling off of Eddie’s lap, after your second cup in fifteen minutes. The four all giving each other the ‘we’ll talk later’ look, as Robin stroked your warm back, putting on her bed time voice, before Steve could switch off the tv.

You’ll sometimes go days without leaving, because they always find a way to sucker you back in. Even if you guys go out that day or night, you’ll still end up sleeping over! So much sometimes, you don’t even notice you haven’t gone home yet. Or if you do, you’ll still be convinced to stay another night! After all why wouldn’t you? They are your lovers. Even the fact they always smell so good (at one point they started wearing perfumes/colognes/deodorants etc they thought you’d like, then melted with their love for you when you said that they smelt nice, themselves). Sometimes you’re too sleepy, occasionally falling asleep in their car as they’re ‘driving you home’, but you were out way too late and tuckered out from a day of excitement, that they might as well just drive straight past your street, and carry you from the car, up to your room, taking off your shoes, and putting you to bed.

Sometimes you’re convinced with the prospect of an amazing breakfast that morning. Sometimes you’re hungover. Sometimes there’s ‘danger’ afoot, so it’s either better for you, the others would feel safer, or you’d feel safer, staying. Sometimes it’s the fact you know you guys are gonna have really good sex, or, the sex lasts a lot longer than you thought, it was just so good, you wanna keep going, and/or you’re too tired, and your whole body is like jelly, so you have to stay, with them helping clean you up and giving you lots of loving aftercare too. And sometimes of course, it really is that you love them, and they’re just so cute, and you love them so much, that you don’t wanna leave!

They did once say, if you stayed, not only would they get you McDonald’s breakfast, but they’d take you out that day, and you guys could go wherever you wanted! You said they’d do that anyway, if you called them up and asked them tomorrow. They had to admit, you had them there. That was definitely true. They wouldn’t even hold back in a teasing ‘ah ah ah we told you so’ way, because they wouldn’t be able to help it. They knew they’d give in immediately, if not easily anyways, and so did you, it wasn’t even worth arguing the fact. Although they did say joining you in the shower in the morning would be easier if you stayed. Although, again, not impossible, if you asked it of them without the former step. Like they’d say no if you asked them to ‘help’ you bathe.

It’s also not too hard to convince you, purely by being themselves. They’ll be kissing on you, smiling with dramatic “No!!!”’s when you mention leaving, collapsing on you so you can’t get up. Eddie miming getting hit right in the heart a bunch of times when you announce that. Saying “you’re such a good girl/boy/darling, don’t leave” cooing at you. Hugging you, all touching you fondly, affectionately, stroking your back, massaging your hands, tucking your hair, rubbing your cheek, tickling you, etc. All trying to smother you with love, kissing and snuggling all over you. And God are they adorable when they do that. They’re so cute as they sweetly try to convince you to stay, all with giggles, and dramatic gasps, and whiny pleas. One time you had Eddie’s nose smushed into your cheek, Robin’s face in your thigh, Nancy in your shoulder, and Steve in your chest, all begging with smiles and cute pouts “Nooo! Don’t goooo..! Not yet. Pleeeeease?”

Even all four have individually tried at one point to convince you to move in with the whole “Please? Please please please please please please please”, not stopping until you were laughing so hard you couldn’t respond. One time all four tried that method together, at the same time, and that was... definitely a more rambunctious attempt off them.

They are also not at all afraid to beg. They will happily do so. They’ll get down on both knees and nuzzle into your legs while clutching at your pants, with puppy eyes up at you, pleading with such cute voices. Whatever you need, or want from them, that will sway you, they’ll do with heart eyes for you. As much as they’ll do whatever they can to convince you to move in, they are equally wrapped around your fingers <3

If they think something would help, they would probably do it, basically.

They probably also aren’t afraid to cry in front of you, to try and sway you that bit more. Breaking down a little and saying how much better it feels when you stay the night. Not blaming you or anything, they don’t accuse you of not actually loving them because of it, nothing like that, at all. But crying as they say they miss you. And they get scared at night, they worry about you, you know what the upside down was like, you’ve been there with them. And also scared themselves, and wanting you. That they just want to be able to crawl to your room, or have you hear them crying, so you can hold them, and promise them that it’s going to be okay. So they can snuggle into you, and feel your warmth, and smell you, and hear you whispering in their ear as you comfort them.

Or the knowledge that they’re not counting down till you have to leave, they can just hold you as you both watch tv until you fall asleep (which happens anyway), that they don’t have to worry about rushing or planning things, that they can just be with you. Or simply that they just miss you. They want you to stay, so it feels like your whole family is secure. All there, together, like you should be. You definitely have to stay that night, with whoever broke. Holding them the entire night in ‘your’ room as they cry into you, needing you.

They have to be a little careful though. It’s kind of a big subject for them, and one time when one of them casually said they just wanted to finally be a ‘proper family’ with you, all four burst into panic when you started tearing up. Insinuating that you weren’t a proper family. Because of you, too. Something they quickly rectified, apologising over and promising that’s not what they meant, as the others agreed and comforted you too. They hate seeing you cry, hate it, and it hurts them even more if they’ve caused it. Luckily you did know pretty quickly that they didn’t mean it like that. If anything, the way they apologised as well made it indisputable, but they did learn to be just a tad more careful around the subject. They especially didn’t want to let slip any... any thoughts of their side hidden to you, that only the others knew about. Because they shared it too, if not on varying levels.

On a happier note, they say you might as well move in! They already all live together in Steve’s house, you should join! You keep saying you are thinking about it, but they just have to keep convincing you, they can’t help it. And you never seem to find it annoying. They’re able to bring it up all the time, in ways that make you just smile, or laugh, or even teasingly roll your eyes. But when they hold onto you even more as you both share a giggle, you feel even closer to them.

“If you were living with us this wouldn’t be an issue!” Is ‘jokingly’ tossed around, even for things that would not be affected by that at all. But the in jokes, and the reminders of how much they want that, want you, always do brighten a spark in you a bit more.

You living with them would be a dream! They all love you so much, and you’re their family! They want to all be together. They can’t see any negatives to you moving in that second.

Also, with how much trauma they all have, it makes them less anxious, less likely for another to have to call you because someone’s having a panic attack in the locked bathroom, and will only come out for you, if they know you’re really safe. Who’s to say some upside down hellspawn won’t come out and attack you at your house? And if you live with them, they can protect all of their lovers/platonic life partners, at the same time. You’re all under the same roof.

And you know you’ll be safer with them too. They know what lurks out there. Plus, you know they’d do anything to protect you. At the same time, sometimes you want to protect them, you worry about them, so you want to stay to be the one protecting. Even though you don’t realise sometimes Steve or Nancy wake up in the middle of the night in a cold sweat, doing a sweep of the house with their bat/gun, until they’re satisfied you’re all safe. Sometimes you really do just wanna stay, or can be easily convinced to, because the trauma of the upside down, or any other fears, is a lot. And not only do you know you’re with people who understand you, and are prepared, whether to handle you, or to fight back against otherworldly shit, but you’ll know they’ll be able to protect you too. And not only that, but cuddle and soothe you until you feel safe enough to sleep again, sandwiched between your loves.

And they’ll do anything to convince you! You’re constantly brought presents. Whenever you come over, whenever one, some, or all of them come over to you, whenever you meet up with any of them, they’re gifting you something. Usually not a super small or cheap thing either. Those are usually bought during your dates/hang outs. So chocolates, a new tape, pizza for dinner, things like that, or things you’d already buy when out, eg if you’re going all around the mall together they’ll buy you clothes, are extra on top of those gifts. And you’ll never pay for a meal. Or pretty much anything when you’re out with them.

When you’re living with them, they’ll provide for you too, as all four already do with each other, they promise, so they’re showing it’s basically the same thing and how good it’ll be. Also end of date gifts. If you were out, usually someone bought you something, that they kept hidden until it was almost over, and then surprise you with it, saying they picked it up earlier bc they knew you’d like it. They love that they can still surprise you, even when you think your time’s almost over. Plus there’s the added bonus of getting a few extra minutes before they have to leave you again :(

They even buy things for your room. For, you know, when you do move in, they’ll joke. Just showing you an extra thing they’ve put in there, that they know is you, to make it feel like home. You do spend time there a lot anyways. Usually someone or a couple of someone’s sleeping in your bed with you, or you’re in theirs. You all have massive beds, big enough to fit all five of you in if needed. You hardly ever sleep alone when you’re at their house. And why would you? You’re all dating.

Eddie definitely sneaks into your room too. Just climbs through the window with a big grin on his face, cause he missed you. Or sometimes because he’s crying, and he really needed you. Robin attempted this once, after the others heard of Eddie’s escapades; she had to be saved from the roof by you and Steve. Although Steve did climb through once or twice after learning Eddie had done the same. Although his were usually visits. Unless you asked him to stay. The second you ask that, Steve’s jumping into bed with you, or convincing you to let him drive you back to his. The only reason he doesn’t stay the nights he comes, like Eddie mostly does, is he feels the need to protect everyone in the house. So unless you ask, he’ll probably go back, after a cheeky visit for a few goodnight kisses.

One time everyone tried to sneak into your room at the same time. Surprising you when instead of being greeted by Eddie’s wonderfully catastrophic falling into your floor, or Steve’s rapping knocks, you had Nancy being shoved in by her butt, turning back and barking an “I know!” back at Steve, before smiling at you, your other three lovers following suit. Your bed was not quite as big. So it was a bit of a squeeze everyone trying to fit on the bed. People lying on top of each other, and mostly on top of you, to suffice.

This does not include the times any of the four have snuck into your room, very much without your knowledge, and they meant for it to be that way...

I mean, they do have to check up on you, since you’re not living with them. Make sure you’re okay. Make sure there’s no upside down monsters, no robbers, no... hopeful romantics, outside your house. Plus, they miss you more. Sure you have clothes and toiletries and stuff in their house, plus they own have their own little stashes, but they’ll have to come back to grab things, that still smell like you. Or check out brand new things they haven’t seen yet.

But when they’re in your room without your knowledge late at night, they’re usually very soothingly, and lovingly, stroking you as you sleep, smiling over you. Sometimes just watching you for a while, even that makes them happy, makes them feel better. Getting into bed with you, for no matter how short a time, just cuddling you, in such a way you won’t wake up, but being able to hold you still. They just miss you so much. Plus, they have to make sure you’re okay. They can’t breathe if they get worried about you, until they go over to yours and see with their own eyes, that you’re fine, and still breathing.

Of course, importantly, they’ve all also had a big talk with you. About the intricacies of moving in. About what you wanna wait for until you’re ready. About how it will work; Eddie’s already got his van half empty, same with Steve’s trunk, which he cleans whenever people have put their stuff in there. They’ve also talked about how nothing will change. How they promise they love you so much, that you don’t need to worry about any anxieties you have, if you think they’d like you less after you move in, or that, God forbid, they’d fall out of love with you, because that’s literally impossible. They could never not love you. And they are extremely serious about that fact. You already know how the household works, just from being in it so often. And all the important details have been discussed at length. And you know you don’t have to be worried if you wanna ask them anything else, they’re always open ears for you, they’ve reminded you of that fact a million and one times :)

They’ve even got a surprise party set up, for when it finally is moving day. Something Robin and Eddie have wanted to hint at you about, even if they all wanna keep it a surprise for you. They don’t need to entice you with a party anyway, even if they get anxious without you, they know that. You have plenty of reasons you want to move in, you’ve already basically agreed just without a date set! Although you do kind of suspect they might have something in the works planned, if not only because it just seems like them, after this time waiting for the day.

Even though they really want you to finally say yes and set a date, they don’t force you. They know they don’t need to either. You’ve already said an eventual yes. And they know that their little tactics are working. I mean, how can you not be convinced, when all four of your lovers and crooning for you to please do this. To do this thing that will make you all happy!

But, it’s also nice to see how hard they try. That knowledge that they’re not just suddenly going to stop putting in effort into you and your relationship, once you are fully with them. You know their love, and acts of it, aren’t going to diminish at all. That’s not them. They love you, they’re not trying to manipulate you into it either, at least not in a bad way you’re sure, they truly will always love you.

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