bro omg lelouch lamperouge and kururugi suzaku are actually so desperately in love with each other. they try to ignore this fact and try to destroy each other for their end goal and the fact that they are obstacles in each other’s path is so hard for them to swallow.
the fact that lelouch used geass on suzaku to LIVE??? like, thats gonna stay with him. and the remnant of what memory of lelouch suzaku has would always be to live. what the hell man.
and the fact that even though they were enemies lelouch entrusts nunnally, his only reason to live in life, the most beautiful of them all, to suzaku, his enemy, someone that wanted to kill him? and that suzaku, even though he knows that nunnally is zero’s sister, knew that he had an advantage over lelouch: that he had his sister, he still was happy that the emperor was dead so that nunnally would not come to harm??????? goodbye.
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"adam parrish was a miracle of moving parts, a study in survival" in case u forgot!!!! "what do you want adam to feel awake when my eyes are open" let's consider!!! "who has he ever had to love him, ever?" even!!! "I know you are not the same as him but in my head everything is always so tangled I am such a damaged thing" as well!!! "he was not robert parrish but he forgave past adam for being afraid of the possibility" in fact!! "rags to riches isn't a story anyone wants to hear until after it's done" if you'll remember!!! "it was only because he believed he had saved himself that he could imagine saving someone else" if u even care!!!
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Jao whines when he doesn't get what he wants, and Wayu brags because he can give him exactly what he wants.
You're welcome.
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The way Gale's history and grooming is handled honestly means so much to me because he really only starts to look back towards the end of the game but in a way he still isn't ready to process. It isn't tied up in a pretty pink bow at the end - it is something he will be living with for the rest of his life.
It's a complex relationship and history that he is so deeply embedded in he can't look at it differently yet but he's learning, he's trying. He's also processing this in his later life which is a completely different process. There are a lot of complexities, especially when you tie in the fact his ex is a literal goddess who holds his life in her hands and controls the very thing he loves more than breathing.
But he's healing, slowly, in his own way whilst still trying to live his life. Mystra is always going to be in his life in some form but he now gets to carve out his own world and learn, truly, what that actually means for the first time since he was first made her chosen. Only now he has the best support network at his side, he won't have to hold himself up in his tower alone anymore.
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okay but like trees need a healthy fungal network in their roots to grow. iirc we don't see a mushroom god other than the scarlet rot outer god. if that outer god really is the only source of real fungus then that explains so much. if nothing can decay than nothing new can grow. of course the rot would be horrifically destructive to a world that had not seen it in centuries! but then the haligtree. the haligtree needed malenia's rot to have any chance at surviving. the balance was only tipped by miquella's disappearance. am i making any sense whatsoever.
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it's also gonna be so interesting bc ashton feels like he's kind of gone out of his way to like... not be a monumental fuck up in front of orym. ashton will be an asshole to anyone in the group, even fearne as we saw this episode, but they're always trying to be on their best behavior with him. in comparison ashton also cares a ton about laudna, and is very protective of her, but their relationship is built partly on having someone they can share their ugliest, most pessimistic thoughts and feelings with. and it might have partly been marisha, but laudna didn't seem particularly surprised about what ashton pulled at the end of the episode (in fact, she's been the person consistently reminding ashton what evontra'vir told them about the shard, probably because she knew they were considering it.) meanwhile orym was clearly thrown, muttering, "why would he...?" as he tried to think of some way to help ashton. it's not that orym didn't know ashton, but i think this whole thing might reshape his understanding of them beyond just trust.
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regarding tags on your last rb: i feel like ling burns water when he tries to cook but can also make a not half bad basic meal. i feel like these concepts coexist in him
I COULD SEE THAT TBH. during the camping trip from hell, he absolutely ruins several soups and is permanently removed from cooking duty, but then they end up having access to a real kitchen and he somehow pulls together a halfway decent stir fry and everyone is stunned
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I've always struggled with sleep. Recently, I started avoiding electric lighting as much as comfortably feasible the last couple hours before bed time. I use candles instead.
Candles lighting up the bathroom while I take my shower, wash my face and brush my teeth.
Candles in the living room, even if I might still watch a bit of TV or be on my phone (and with my phone I apply blue light filter).
Candle lit hallway connecting my bathroom, living room and bedroom.
Candles on my night stand instead on a night light. Reading is a bit more difficult (and potentially more dangerous than using a lamp) while holding a candle between myself and the book to read it, but reading fantasy works in candle light just feels more magical than doing so under a lamp.
I've never had an easier time not just falling asleep but falling asleep early enough for me to get enough sleep during the night.
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