#i probably wont but 🥺

[faunandfloraas]

It is kinda funny seeing people talk about Seungmin lately because he definitely has gotten more bold and confident for sure. He's also just getting opportunities to be perceived as an individual on his own as well for the first time in a while but it's still jarring to see people be like Aw he was always such a quiet goodie two shoes little nerd and it's like...... he was the one to leave and seek out his own vocal coach and blatantly talk about it, which of course lead to I.N and Lee Know also doing the same, he was the one to go on bubble and tell off sasaengs who used to camp outside their old dorm for invading members privacy but also because it effected other residents and staff at the complex, something that i'm certain upper management wouldnt have been happy about, and he wasn't curt or nice about it either. like he's never actually been a wallflower, he's always had a pretty strong backbone and seems to stick to his principals, its not really new.

#even silly shit like bringing up drinking even tho staff has clearly told him not too #like yeah its silly but its still sticking to his guns of being like we arent actually children anymore thanks #the food thing too like in an old 2 kids room he said something about not being able to eat on his bday bc they were filming so evidently #there was a moment in time when he caved to the shitty diet obsession kpop had but ever since hes never really said anything like it again #instead hes telling everyone to eat well and reminding people to have dinner or lunch every other day #even the comment about growing his hair out but then being like lol the stylist probably wont like me saying that or whatever #and like the yeah im going to the gym but im not lifting. dont expect me to bulk up. im doing it for stamina<< that made me cackle #bc i did see people on twt being like but what if seungmin got buff tho omg hed be so hot 🥺 Well him bein buff isnt what this is about #so he went and made sure people were realistic. not everyone needs to be noticeably cut yk #idk maybe bc i watched most all the skz content all the way through #and now i go back and gif stuff i notice patterns more easily than if youve been here for longer and havent watched older stuff #for a while- maybe? idk its just funny but i also see takes a lot and have to stop myself from going No <3 #anyway this is my obligatory insane ksm tangent of the week. see you in 5 minutes. #🐶

[kim-woonhak]

PARADIGM

#seonghwa #park seonghwa #ateez #ateezedit #atzsource #*ambiv.art #timelapse #gif #gifs #<- hopefully wont crash any more ppl's apps 🥺 #i rly want to record more timelapses but the world (photoshop) is truly against me #okay it literally took me longer to export this timelapse as gifs than it took to draw bc PS kept throwing a fit #anyways pls enjoy this 90 min study of paradigm hwa <3 #(yes it took me more than 90 min to export the timelapse as gifs....) #anyways i've been contemplating actually doing a hair tutorial bc some ppl have asked in the past and i think that's my favorite part #of my painting process these days sooooo... maybe. but like... probably in january LOL

[gunsatthaphan]

#his baby.

#love in the air #love in the air ep3 #phayurain #payurain #skyprapai #Boss Chaikamon #Noeul Nuttarat #thai bl #bl drama #memindy #🥺 #i dont get the plot but yknow what im just gonna .......... #yeah #rain is so cute it hurts my eyes #look at this little innocent dumb lamb #kjdhgkjfd #he really needs payus protection bc otherwise he probably wont survive lmao #gosh

[veradragonjedi]

Silly torso study that ended up being dinluke. As all things should. Close ups under the cut.

#hey tumblr it tore me apart emotionally to post this and ive been crying for a straight hour. @airlocksandaviaries can attest to it. so... #love?? please?? 🥺 #sigh #shirtless man tw #will delete if this doesnt end up being fun for me #and probably wont post art again #anyway. ty for the peer pressure mads i love you a lot #dinluke #sighhhhhh #luke skywalker #din djarin #art #torso study #artblr #i suppose. #star wars #the mandalorian #skydalorian #three. #two. #one. #post. :( #din djoodles

[viridian-house]

in an effort to be a bit more active on tumblr, I wanted to make a little update post about some of my fics: multisaku edition

the final chapter of my madasaku fic your other life is still in the works, slowly but steadily. there's a lot of emotional ground I want to cover and give plenty of breathing room to be as natural as possible.

that said, I have a 2nd madasaku fic (likely a lengthy oneshot) that I'm hoping to have completed within the next week or two. this one is gonna be a little bit weird.....or maybe a lotta bit weird, because of who I am fundamentally as a person. so I'll probably publish that and then the final chapter of your other life immediately afterwards as a "back to our regularly scheduled programming, I promise I'm not becoming a f*tish author" thing lol

to mend and defend's plot (itasaku) absolutely ran away from me and has gone through several iterations that I've been varying degrees of satisfied with, so I've been hesitant to upload anything just yet before I can nail the definitive edition. it's my baby though and I want to be as dedicated as possible to giving it the best final arc I can!!

daylily (kakasaku), the final part of shine onto me, remains in limbo. I keep feeling that the ending I've had planned for years, isn't to my standards. the story is deeply personal to me as kakashi's journey through untangling his past, and the struggles of falling in love with someone at the wrong time, were both major things I was working through at the time. I just want to make sure the message I'm sending is ultimately a healthy one; it's been tricky

and finally, I'm about 99% certain I'll be taking down the king of crows and reuploading it with some important changes, and keep going that way. it's not a ship-centric story but I WILL be changing sakura's ship--from madasaku to inosaku (part of the reason why I don't just want to edit the existing story, too). something about sapphic relationships in historical stories just speaks closer to my heart, and I think they're a good mirror for the sasunaru pairing that also runs through the story

all right, that covers all of my multisaku shipping hell fics and I really appreciate my readers' patience and support with my erratic upload schedule (or when I upload/update a fic for a completely different fandom lol). or if you're seeing these fics for the first time because of this tumblr post, i hope you'll consider reading and that you enjoy them as much as I've loved writing them!! have a great autumn everyone 💕✨

#multisaku #madasaku #itasaku #kakasaku #uchisaku #im hesitant to tag this as ino//saku and i probably wont...mostly because this is a lot of het fic for now #and that pairing is for an edit i havent even made yet so #idk aaaaaa enjoy!! i want to be more active on tumblr and talk to/be friends with more creators and readers 🥺 #this is a side blog though so i dont think i can follow people on it. we can chat though!!!!

[nerdie-faerie]

Me: if I drink all this water I will be cured of headaches forever 😊

Me, when I still have a headache after drinking all this fucking water: what the fuck

#ace is a mess #if theres one thing about me its that my head be aching always and theres no cure #oh have you drank enough water 😊? you probably havent drank enough water and are just dehydrated 😊 just drink some water and youll be fine #throwing rocks at you #the headaches are forever but i still live with the delusional hope that one day theyll pack their bags and leave me be #they wont. the headaches are the only constant. #heache 🥺

[envymourn]

Reality + sobriety = a fucking disaster

☠️☠️☠️

#i have a bit of $ just cant decide what i want #asked for special k #but probably wont even be that #so i will settle for oxys!!? #💝💝💝🥺

[multifandomsimagine]

Imagine Helena and Rudolph's reaction when you get kidnapped

Rudolph wanted to do something. No, he needed to do something. How could he just sit on his hands when you were in danger god knows where with whoever took you. He wanted to be out there looking for you but he was warned against it by both the police and his security detail. If he went out there then the possibility of him being taken too great to risk due to him being both a diplomat and a nobleman. Looking down to see the reason for the weight in his hand, he saw the other reason why he needed to stay home. Sleeping soundly, Helena maintained a tight grip on his hand as a dreamless sleep blanketed her.

When the police first arrived at their doorsteps, having been called by your beaten and ambushed bodyguard, she had become hysterical at the news of your disappearance. Sobbing as she threw herself on the lead officer, shaking him wildly as she questioned your whereabouts. "Where is [Name]!? Please she cannot be missing! You know where she is right!? You're rescuing her right?!"

Not even Rudolph's touches could calm her as once he took her in his arms and pulled away from the officer, she began thrashing in his hold, scratching his arms and kicking at him as she tried to escape and question the police once more.

Calling out a servant to bring the doctor, Rudolph could only tighten his hold as he felt tears pricking his eyes at the situation. Their worst nightmare had come to pass and there was nothing he could do to get rid of his wife's anguish as she wailed for you. For what seemed like hours, he tried murmuring soothing words to Helena though it proved to be in vain as her cries just got louder. With a sedative in their hand, the doctor threw open the doors as they raced to Rudolph and Helena.

Grabbing the blonde's arm in a tight grip, he struggled as he tried injecting the needle's contents into Helena. When they finally succeeded, everyone in the room waited for it to take effect. Watching as time passed before her movements slowed down and she became drowsy. As her movements ceased and her cries grew softer, Rudolph switched his hold on her, carrying her in bridal style as her head rested on his shoulders. Just as she was able to fall unconscious, she whispered one last thing to him before her eyes closed. "This is just like Daisy."

Everything after that was a blur. The officers asked him various questions and he could vaguely remember his answers. The last thing he can clearly recall was the lead officer's hand on his shoulders, reassuring him that they would do everything they could to bring you back safely. But the journey back to the bedroom was quiet as all the servants in their house stayed out of his way. Knowing that their well wishes would fall on deaf ears, they opted to stay silent but he could feel their eyes on him. Closing the door behind him as he walked into his bedroom, Rudolph sat on the bed as he stared at Helena.

It was here - away from all the sad gazes and with Helena oblivious to the world around her - that he finally let himself break down and cry. When Helena wakes up, he knew that he needed to be her pillar of support as the situation just dredged up the buried and painful memories of what happened to Daisy and he would pull himself together to do. But right now, he just needed to let it all out before he could do so and that's exactly what he did.

#Rudolph Andrenyi x reader #Rudolph Andrenyi imagine #Rudolph Andrenyi imagines #Helena Andrenyi x reader #Helena Andrenyi imagine #Helena Andrenyi imagines #Murder on the Orient Express x reader #Murder on the Orient Express imagine #Murder on the Orient Express imagines #Rudolph Andrenyi x reader x Helena Andrenyi #Helena Andrenyi x reader x Rudolph Andrenyi #poly writing #poly x reader #yoshino writes imagines #i know this is super long and it probably wont get a lot of notes #but I couldnt help it #I love this two so much #but if someone would request more things for them #then i would love you so much 🥺🥺

[winterchimez]

a genuine question for the dash…how do yall cope/get out from writer’s block 🥹

#❄️ — writes! #no cs i haven’t written anything proper since that jacob fic #the motivation just died and went straight down the drain #max i could probably just write less than 1k a day #sometimes i wont even write for days still #and it’s frustrating #cs i have a couple of fics planned for christmas 😔 #and i wanna get them out before the year ends somehow 🥺

[charonte-simi]

I fucking Love when my friend drinks cause he gets so affectionate and its adorable. he said I was his best friend and I could come over any hour of the day no matter what and then he kissed the top of my head like omfg my heart 😭❤️❤️❤️

#i love him so much. #its the only time im ever on the receiving emd of affection like that. it makes my heart so happy #i will be riding the high of that little exchange for the next month #also in the midst of a teasing conversation he said something along the lines of ''whatre you gonna do? kiss me about it?'' #and it caught me so off guard i just know my face was beat red #cruel 😩 cause theres no way he doesnt know that im still terribly into him and the mere mention of kissing him got me flustered #we also got to talking about me starting T and he said i look good since ive fill3d out and bulked up more #he said i was handsome 🥺❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ #just completely overloaded with affection last night. im on cloud 9 #he probably wont even remember any of those exchanges #simi speaks #also almost convinced his wife to let me sleep in their bed cause there wasnt much space in the house for me to stay over lol #i think that would've fixed me

[johnnysfever]

✨ Promo ✨

★ hi!! I'm Emmett <3

★ this is my selfship side blog (i follow & interact from @wkrp)!! Idk if I'm gonna use this blog too often but. Ya know. I figured i might as well at least create a space where i can blorbo post if i so desire

★ here's my carrd with my about & f/o list!!

★ I'm like, very new to this whole selfshipping thing and I'm just kinda looking for mutuals who are equally as Unwell™ about fictional characters

★ I'm aware that almost all of my f/os' sources are things that aren't even remotely popular or well-known to people here (i just really love old shit) but if you like or have even vaguely heard of them feel free to hmu I'd love to talk w/ you!!!

★ i don't think i really need to say this on account of the fact that I'm like the only person in the world that's got some of these characters on their f/o list, but jsyk i don't mind sharing f/os at all!! Considering the relative obscurity of some of these characters i would welcome it, honestly

#self ship #self ship promo #self shipping #okay but like genuinely fr making this post is so anxiety inducing so actually dont be surprised if i dont use this blog a lot #but again feel 100% free to talk to me if we have any interests in common im gonna overcome the anxiety somehow #edit: totally forgot this post probably wont show up in tags bc this blog is new. i may be stupid #either way if you do happen to see this hiii 🥺🥺🥺

[bunnyb34r]

Me watching Gurkle explore after I rearranged the tank a bit: Hi baby!! Look at you!! Are you thinking? Huh? I see those antennas wiggling! ☺️💕

Gurkle: who the fuck keeps moving shit in my house??

#marquilla #babygirl it's enrichment sgdgdghfhfhf #but it's also bc i moved the wheel and they wont use it in that spot so i had to shuffle shit to fit it back to its og place #he even tucked his eyestalks in to 'blink' away dust 🥺💕 little baby... #meanwhile he's probably like swearing up a storm and im like awwwww baby! and hes bitching ab dust sgdggdgdgdgdg #the party boys

[adelaideoldburg]

can I just say your moodboards are fricken GORGEOUS like !!!! they capture the aesthetics so perfectly it makes me want to step into the little world each one creates if that makes sense

AHHHHHHHHHH THANK YOUUUU!!!! I honestly have fun making them so im glad that people like them too🥰🥰🥰

#some are definitely just trying to match colors #but i love trying to make them a specific vibe #i have some that i made recently that do that and i love them 🥺🥺 #you guys probably wont see them for a while since i spread moodboards out #but thank you again for your sweet message #💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜 #oldburg.txt

[toytulini]

feels very strange to get podcast ads about how pride friendly orlando is rn what with the current political conditions of florida for very large swathes of the queer community

i mean i dont have any suggestions for like idk the marketing team of the orlando tourism board to do any better like i certainly wouldnt know how to advertise rn, thats a rough hand youre stuck with and i hope your shit ass transphobe fascist politicians drop dead.

just. wild to hear rn

#toy txt post #and like maybe it is a pride friendly area within florida but like the fact that im getting advertised it from a very different state #its just Feels Very Weird. its like the same energy as when companies started having normal ads again about having like #holiday gatherings and football parties in like 2021/2022? like no actually the unprecedented times are still upon us. your pandemic ads #were insufferable for sure like they felt very weird and stupid and patornizing and but you have somehow managed to Make It Worse #thats kinda how it feels like the same vibe. it was one thing before it was pride month and it was just like casually trying to convince me #to come to universal and disney but now its june so theyre talking about their Gay Days #and like it would almost certainly be very weird and uncomfortable if it was like listen we acknowledge the current guy we have #is going like full blown fascist with an intent on genociding queer and particularly trans ppl but like listen we installed this new ride #and we'd really like for it to pay for itself with ticket sales or whatever. idk just feels weird. i dont know if i have a suggestion for #the advertising board of tourism in orlando to do differently like i dont have a suggestion for them except to maybe get that fucker out of #office. and it probably feels less weird if ur like In The State or in another state with similar horrifying shit #its probably like well whatever and thats fair. i mean its not fair i hope all your transphobic fascist ass politicians drop dead and that #yall will be safe #anyway. just. very weird. anyway idk. @mouse if you kill desantis with no mercy just fucking destroy his ass #ill forgive u a little bit and consider hitting up your extremely expensive theme park if i have the funds. universal if u pitch in on #destorying that bastard ill consider visiting you again too. again if i have the funds. i wont go to the terf wizard section but i do want #to see the new hulk track 🥺 #ppl of florida especially marginalized ppl of florida. you deserve so much fucking better than you got im so sorry #floridian govt makes me so mad for like the regular human reasons of. they suck for a lot of fucking people and also the very important and #unique ecosystems yall have down there but also for the personal selfish reasons of. florida seems like Really Cool if it didnt have #like #the fascists. and gun culture. id love the climate. well. on the Atlantic side. gulf too warm for me personally. so many creatures down #there. cool places and you got those Very themey theme parks and listen i would like disney to have less power ( #(AFTER THEY DISEMBOWEL DESANTIS. I WANT THEM TO DESTROY HIM AND HIS CRONIES FIRST. PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF ANYTHING) #but like they did kinda go off with the Theming. i do love that. universal too BUT. not to derail this post into roller coasters but also #sorry that is a thing im incapablw of being normal about sorry UH universal also went tf off with the themeing and i Love it HOWEVER #i do with the coasters were more. visible. i cant speak for disney i only went once as a very small tiny child and i remember nothing #but i went to universal in high school like Right before they completely retracked hulk and the theming was incredible i was obsessed. #but there was no way to see most of the coasters without actually riding them which i did find very disappointing.

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭😭😭 #this is dumb. like i have a lotta steps to go bc i can even consider this a possibility but i met with one of the ppl #im talking to for a phd. hes from a big impressive uni and his research is so fucking cool #and he thinks my cv is competitive for scholarship and he wants to support me as a student #so 🥺 #i did not sleep much. i was having stress dreams plus i was a lil dehydrated lol #and i was watching a talk he did over and over until i got why he was so excited about it. bc it was real fucking cool once i got it #and we talked for like 80min abt our interests and potential projects. and now i have to take some time and start a proposal #bc im gonna do at least 2 scholarships and the deadlines are happening pretty fast. so rip my free time #but like it could potentially include genetic engineering and adaptive evolution so like so so cool #i mean its a lil risky bc he is only just establishing his lab. so its not like hes had a bunch of students but i think at this point #even if hes not so hands on i can probably drive myself forward #we'll see what happens. it would be super fucking cool to do some genetic engineering nonsense. and fucking adaptive evolution #ugh and get to live in the uk again 😭 i miss the gray english skies #so yea thats 2 potential projects im really invested in now #so like. it depends on if i can get the scholarship. which will be intensely competitive #so idk. we'll see. and ive got a meeting with another guy monday #but its the dude from Arizona and i dont wanna live there so im hopefully the project isnt as cool... but i think it kinda is so rip #ugh. its been a wild day. im so tired. #but happy. but also sad i wont have as much free time for drawing #but again happy bc im gonna learn and up my writing skills and chase my weird wild dreams :-) #unrelated