Jisung is totally the type of guy who has dirty thoughts about you but he would never initiate anything sexual because heās too scared of rushing you or making you uncomfortable, but if you were to ask him if heād feel uncomfortable with the idea of yāall being intimate heād get shy and struggle to admit he thinks about it way too often š«¢
sooooo.... I had started this because well... I'm always soft for that pinhead and this may be a bit redundant and some of it might not even mesh with what was in the other one but whatever we love our big fluffy boi
just as before this is fluff and light?? smut, fem!reader
if you wanna read the one mentioned, go here
MINORS, FUCK OFF
Boyfriend!Jisung Who...
Buys you flowers and slaps you with them because he's annoying
comes home with food all the time
and you complain but you love it because this man makes sure you're always fed
"if your tummy is always full, you can't run from me"
likes to hide your things because he wants you to ask him for help
"Andrew, I can't find my sewing kit"
"did you just call me Andrew?"
"Yes I did, Anderson..."
"d'you need help finding that sewing kit or not?"
he's a space boy so he's always talking about space and if he's drunk he's in the zone
"so aliens aren't stupid... if they're capable of creating and operating technology so advanced that they can travel all over the universe, then why do they keep crashing in cornfields? shit- why aren't they crashing anywhere else? I believe in them but I feel like mankind wants to be smarter and better than everything else so badly that they'll insult the intelligence of just about anything."
"aw babe you've really put a lot of thought into that"
"I had to... I needed to make sure it made sense before I mentioned it to you. I didn't want you to think I was crazy and dump me"
"Sungie why would I dump you?"
"for thinking I'm crazy.... I just said that but that's not important right now- you gotta keep up- this is serious, okay?"
calls your mom just because he can
"your mom said she hasn't spoken to you in a few days, why haven't you called her?"
"Maybe of you weren't always on the phone with her, she'd answer when I call her dude"
"Well she invited me out for brunch so maybe you can come along too"
"maybe?"
"y/n if you're jealous then just say so"
reads to you because he knows his voice is one of your favorite things about him
shares his little rants, rambles, and questions with you
"Okay but instead of sending Jesus to the cross, why didn't everyone get one chance to file for like... spiritual bankruptcy and then after that for every sin you commit then you have to do something that bothers you like walk around for a week with wet socks or with a piece of steak stuck in your molars?"
"baby, are you okay?'"
"no, I need answers."
is so respectful because he doesn't want you thinking he likes the sex more than he likes you
moans in your ear when you're close because he knows you'll cum harder if he's moaning and talking you through it
he can barely form a sentence if he looks at you for too long but he can look you in your eyes and talk dirty to you while he's throttling you
he loves the way his hands look around your neck
he has a big dick
like it's fucking huge and your favorite thing is when he's telling you that you take it just like a good girl should
he's cutie pooks in the streets and Mr. Park in the sheets
no seriously one day you called him Mr. Park and he practically took you right there
he loves watching the way you take his cock so he always slides into you so slowly that it's almost torture
had you convinced that he had the equipment but didn't lnow how to use it and after your first time together he was smug af
"are you okay?"
"Jisung... don't you... I thought..."
"what? you thought you were gonna have to fake it?"
I need something borderline illegal. Like dark and twisted. Like I want to question my moral compass but read on.
Am I asking for dadās best friend!Joel? pshhhhhh. Am I asking for bratty! reader?? Pshhhhhh. Am I asking for anything???
Am I asking for smutty smut?! Yes I am.
Ofc if you are uncomfortable with any of these donāt hesitate to ignore this and also no pressure ily ā¤ļø
a/n: reader isn't bratty, im sorry! i forgot :((
sleep
pairing: dbf!Joel Miller x f!virgin!reader
summary: Joel canāt stay away from you any longer.Ā Ā
warnings: 18+ MDNI, alcohol, voyeurism/somnophilia + dub-con, dry humping, cum in pants
wc: 4.0k
a/n: i hope this is dark enough!! the only reason the ask is a ss instead of the actual thing is cus i formatted the whole story then realized i forgot to put it in the reply to the ask (loosely proofread)
Itās 2 am and Joel canāt stop thinking about you. How youāre sleeping soundly in his room, in his bed, in his shirt as pajamas because you had āforgotten to pack someā, something you both knew was a lie. He knows youāre toying with him, you started a bit before, but since youāve turned 18? It's just been on rapid fire.Ā
He pulls out his phone and scrolls through your text thread, scoffing at every other conversation. It was so apparent, in every text, how badly you want him.Ā
Mon, Aug 16 at 4:41 AM
bbg: big man! text me when u wake up i have a joke
You: Why are you awake at this time?
bbg: wtf why are YOU awake š¤ØĀ
You: I have trouble sleeping, you know that.
bbg: aww poor joey š¢
You: Are you going to answer my question, darling?
bbg: im doing skincare and stuff
You: You have to wake up this early for that stuff?
bbg: canāt put a price on feeling bonitaĀ
You: Why are you speaking Spanish now?
bbg: nevermind lmao
bbg: so have u tried meditation
You: What?
bbg: for your sleeping troubles
You: Iām not that kind of guy.
bbg: what about getting off
You: Excuse me?Ā
bbg: like masturbation n stuff
You: I know what youāre saying.
You: I donāt understand why youāre talking about this with me.
bbg: we havenāt even talked about it šĀ
bbg: obviously we can end the convo if ur uncomfy but its a very good way to fall asleep
He remembers needing a pause after he read that text for the first time. It had only been four months since your birthday and you were already drastically different. Joel never expected it, he always thought your feelings had already reached their limit but it turns out you were holding back because you werenāt of age. Now that you areā¦ He doesnāt know what heās going to do. His morals may not be strong enough for the thought ofĀ ā his best friend's daughterā to hold him back. Heās already rationalized himself out of the ādaughter's best friendā thought. Youāre not even going to school together anymore. Sarah lives on campus so you guys never see each other and you barely ever text.Ā
You: I have not.
bbg: what? literally how?Ā
bbg: you should
bbg: it totally works
You: Thatās good to know.Ā
You: Get back to your skincare, honey. Iāll message you later.Ā
Mon, Aug 16 at 5:03 AM
bbg: joel?Ā
Mon, Aug 16 at 5:37 AM
bbg: are you masturbating?Ā
You: Sweetheart. You canāt ask me things like that. Itās not right.
bbg: u didnt answer! i got curious
You: Still.
bbg: i dont see the problem weāre both adults š«¢
You: Barely.
bbg: dont be mean
You: Do you need something
You: I said Iād text you later
bbg: wow no punctuation?
You: Busy
bbg: getting off?Ā
He remembers staring at your text, unbelieving that youād send him something like that, so forward, so dirty. He remembers the thought that you were joking. Obviously, you donāt expect him to say yes, thatās why you asked in the first place. Maybe his perverted mind was interpreting your behavior as flirting but youāre just being yourself around him. All these thoughts were swirling in his head but the feeling of his hand flying over his cock, pretending itās yours, that you're in his ear whispering to him... That thought was stronger, that feeling was stronger.Ā
You: Yes.
bbg: good. have fun, joey
He gets up for his fourth beer, hoping to drown the impure thoughts, starring you, that plague his mind. Itād be so easy to have you, youāve been throwing yourself at him since you turned 17. Heās been ignoring it, adamantly. It wasnāt right, despite the age difference, the fact that youāre his daughterās best friend and his best friendās daughter. On top of that, you only just turned 18.Ā
Youāve been staying at Joelās for a month. He takes the guest room because you say that his bed is better. You havenāt gone home because your dad is still working on your birthday present/room renovations and he doesn't want you to see it until itās done. He offered up Joelās house to keep you, knowing his best friend wouldn't mind, unknowing that his best friend was corrupt for his daughter.Ā
Joel was trying to ignore the way his body was heating up, still scrolling through the texts. He remembers that conversation perfectly. He remembers the adrenaline that was coursing through him as he confessed. He remembers how hard he came at your response. When thinking about this conversation he also remembers the guilt, itās the most vivid emotion he remembers, usually. But the alcohol seems to be drowning that part out, and Joel scrolls on.Ā
He finds a patch of texts that he actively avoids, usually. Itās picture after picture of you in the most adorable outfits in the most suggestive positions. There are plenty of you lying on your back, some with your head turned to show off your perfectly curved, unmarked, un-bitten, neck. There are a few where youāre sitting down with the camera angled up, giving Joel too many situations his head can come up with. Then thereās the worst one, his favorite- he doesnāt even know how you took this one. Youāre sitting on your knees, hands rested on your thighs and youāre looking up at the camera with a shy smile.Ā
There are two things about this photo that really fuck him up.Ā
First, your smile, the way it lets him know that youāre trying to fuck him up, you know what youāre doing with this pose, this positioning, youāre even embarrassed by it, a little nervous about it but you still felt the need to take the photo, for him.Ā
Second, the height, and the way the camera is positioned shows him that these photos were specifically crafted for him because the height the camera is at is exactly how heād see you if you were on your knees like that for him.Ā
You made sure that he noticed because the very next day, you needed him to tie a bow in your hair and instead of waiting for him to get off the couch you placed yourself on the ground, between his legs, in this pose. He had to hide his erection until you left and then fight the urge to get himself off in your room for the rest of the night.Ā
He glances at his room door, youāre sleeping so soundly in there.
She wouldnāt even notice if someone went in there right now. She definitely wouldnāt notice meā¦ Hell, as if sheād mind either wayā¦ I mean- Would she?
The alcohol clouds his thoughts, gives him bad ideas, and then convinces him that theyāre good- this one being one of them. He grabs his almost-finished beer and heads to the fridge to grab a fifth one, knowing heāll be in there for a while.Ā
He does this sometimes, you look so peaceful when you sleepā¦ itās the only time he can admire you without putting all his relationships at risk. He reaches the door and turns the knob slowly to avoid creaking. He enters the room, his socks padding his footsteps, and the darkness gives him no shadow. He moves one of your tops off of his desk chair and turns it to face your sleeping figure while placing his beers down. Youāre already bringing a smile to his face. Youāve got your face shoved into one of his pillows, your arm tucked under it, and your leg is pulled up to your waist, sticking out from under his tan comforter. Youāre wearing one of his hoodies for sleepwearā
Fuck.
and it doesnāt look like you have anything on your bottom half. Itās a little cold in his room so little goosebumps have bloomed over your exposed skin. He takes a swig of beer, finishing his fourth as he examines you. Your face twitches for a moment, your eyebrows furrow, and your nose twitches like a rabbit before calming back down. He opens the other beer and fills his mouth with it, hoping that the alcohol stops the fluttering in his stomach while he drinks it down.Ā
You shiver a bit but your leg doesnāt move, the goosebumps just become more prominent. His hand is reaching out for you before he can think, rubbing your calf gently to soothe and warm you up a bit. You let out a relieved sigh at his contact and your leg presses further into his warmth. He has to take a deep breath as his mind runs wild, convincing him that this is some sort of sign, that even in youāre sleep youāre trying to be closer to him, that he should just give in.Ā
No, sheās your best friend's daughter. Sure sheās her own person now, legally an adult, anā can make decisions for herselfā¦ anā yeah sheās not owned or controlled by anyone and just cause Iām friends with her father aināt a fair reason to completely rule her out from being a potential partnerā¦ Maybe it wouldnāt be so badā¦ maybe itās actually more fucked up for me to avoid her just cause of who birthed her. Thatās totally not fair to her! I mean I know I wouldn't want anyone judging me based on who my parents are yāknow? Maybe I should put myself in her shoes.Ā
His breathing speeds up as he breaks through his last piece of resistance. Now heās just trying to figure out how soon he can have you.Ā
Iāll have to court her first, flirt with her a bit before asking her out to dinner, then maybe sheāll accept my offer to be my girlfriend by the third dateā¦ From there maybe sheāll have sex with me for the three-month anniversaryā¦ she might be a bit more timid than that but weāre looking at a four- five-month planā¦ That can work- I can definitely work with that.
You whine and stretch your body, your legs straighten and your arms spread out, you turn and rest one arm on top of your head before you lift your leg, bending it above your waist but with the other one this time. The new position leaves the blanket covering nothing but one of your inner thighs and to add insult to injury your raised arms lift his hoodie, revealing a beautiful sliver of your stomach.Ā
Or I could have her now.
The thought is too powerful to stop, his opportunity is too perfect, Ellie is out with whatever girl sheās currently entertaining, and Sarah doesnāt live here anymore. Your father would never be awake at this time and Joel is hard, wanting, and so so ready for you. Heās crawling into bed beside you after downing half his beer for the nerves.Ā
He shouldnāt. He knows he shouldnāt.Ā
He settles next to you and your leg presses into him again, searching for him and his warmth. You slowly turn to him as he stares at you, watching how sluggish your movements are in your sleep. You snuggle into the pillow in front of him and take a long inhale of its scent, a little smile resting on your lips while you breathe out. Your face is inches from his, and his hand is down his pants in an instant.Ā
The relief is heavenly, heās been throbbing for you since he read those texts. He canāt help the way he reacts to you. He can smell your toothpaste on your breath as you gently snore in front of him. He wraps his warm hand around his cock and his soft lips part into an āOā. His eyes roll back for a second but he immediately focuses them back on you. Heās tugging at himself violently, not even thinking about savoring this moment, just needing to cum for you. Heās trying to hold in his sounds but you look so pretty, just seeing your face while heās touching himself makes everything better, somehow youāve turned his sensitivity as high as it can go.
Little whines and whimpers slip into your dream state. Youāre confused by the sound, the rustling that coming fromā? In front of you? Your brows furrow as you try to open your eyes. āFuckā You hear someone say. It sounds likeā¦Ā
You open your eyes just in time to see Joel yank his hand out of his sweatpants and scramble as far as he can get from you before falling off the bed. Youāre still confused as you take his form in. His shirt has ridden up a bit, exposing the salt and pepper hairs on his tummy. His hair is sticking all over the place, he stinks of beer, and his eyes are wide, focused on you. āJoey?ā
Despite the horrid situation heās in, his cock is still leaking for you, pulsing at the nickname. He canāt answer, he has to bite back a moan as he feels himself leak into the fabric of his pants. āJoel? Whatāā Your eyes flutter, almost falling shut but you shake yourself out of it andā Fuck.
You move closer to him.Ā
Youāre too snuggly when youāre sleeping, too cute, and too dumb. Youāre not even questioning why your fatherās best friend was in bed with you while you were sleeping. You don't want to risk him leaving and you donāt mind in the first place, you actually thought you were dreaming at first. Your heart almost stopped when your fingers actually latched onto his shirt after reaching out for him. Heās stiff as a board, deterring your touch so you pull your hands into your chest and bury your face in his.Ā
Joel is almost shaking in exertion as you press your soft little body against his. Itās just your upper half, leaning into him and finding wam solace in his chest. He can handle this, he thinks. He can calm down, and be with you like this. Heās supposed to court you first anyway, he canāt believe himself. Was he really going to just get off with you in the same bed? What kind of pervert would even try something like that?
You hike your leg up over his waist, half asleep, not realizing your motions.Ā
All his perverted feelings return with a vengeance.Ā
You wiggle around a bit, trying to get comfortable but his cock twitches, flicking into your soft lips for a moment. At first, you really didnāt know what it was, all you knew was that the sensation felt good. So of course you chased it. Your hips grind into his cock arrhythmically, trying to find that same angle again, not realizing that youāre basically fucking him through your clothes. His hands have to come to your hips, gripping painfully for your eyes to snap open and your hips to freeze.Ā
Your eyes widen further when you finally process the situation, and even in all your teasing and sensuality, at the end of the day, youāre still just a virgin. You never had any real intention of acting on your desires, especially if Joel wasnāt the one initiating.Ā
Oh fuck. What did I do? What do I do? Heās just staring at meā¦ Maybe he didnāt notice, I didnāt! But it felt so good. Will he let me? Maybe if Iā
Your hips tilt into his before you can process whether this is actually a good idea or not. His hand tense over yours, like another shock of clarity through your bones. You shut your eyes tight, not wanting to see the disgust or uncomfortable pity in his face. āIām so sorry, Joel. I didnātā¦ I-ā
You try not to let tears well in your eyes as you whimper and pull back from him. But he doesnāt let you. His arms tense, his muscles flexing as he keeps your body pressed against his. You open your eyes, a bit shocked at his refusal to let you go but still too scared to meet his eyes. Your gaze is on his stomach, the way his gray shirt rode up, exposing the way his belly keeps tensing with every breath. āI-ā He manages to get out before letting out a shuddering sigh. You finally look at him.Ā
His eyebrows are pulled taut in between his eyes, his gaze is something youāve never seen before, and he almost looks angry. Itās desperate, but sorrowful, with the added haze from his intoxication. He keeps biting at his bottom lip, worrying it red as he tries to form a sentence for you. His hands tense over your hips again but this time they tilt you into him again. His face is a hard grimace as he slowly presses you into his raging bulge. You watch him fight with his expression, it keeps breaking into something weak before he goes back to his angry pout. You canāt help the way you press into him, you want to feel it again, that fire in the pit of your stomach that spreads to your soaking pussy the more he pulls you in. You watch his face contort into something heavenly. His brows pull up, almost shocked at how good you feel as his eyes roll back and shut. His entire body shakes as he melts into the pillow. Heās breathing deep and slowly, trying to regulate the pleasure he feels.Ā
Now heās focused on savoring the moment. He wants this to last as long as it possibly can. Youāre making him feel incredible,Ā heās so sensitive, itās like heās been edging himself for you. You whimper, high-pitched and muffled but itās so beautiful that he forces his eyes open. You have one hand gripping the bedsheet like itās your lifeline and you have the other bitten between your teeth to hold your sounds in. Your hips are grinding into him at an uneven, unsteady, desperate pace and heās mesmerized by the sight.
He knew you wanted him. He didnāt know you needed him. Youāre fucking yourself against his cock like youāve been waiting for it your whole life. Your hand comes up to grip his shoulder instead of the bedsheet. He grunts and tilts his hips further into yours, a sadistic smirk coming to his face at the sound of exclamation that shoots from your mouth once youāre able to grind your clit against his shaft. Your thrusts start to stutter at that, your body constantly wanting to fold in on itself from the assault of pleasure but you try and will yourself to keep going.Ā
Unfortunately, your pace is ruined by your pleasure. Your sensitive body canāt handle how good his clothed cock is making you feel. You lose your pace and your pleasure becomes rocky and teasing. He watches as your face changes from pleasured to pouty. Little whimpers and whines of frustration slip from your lips, growing in volume and frequency the longer youāre unable to grind against him properly. Joelās watching you through hooded eyes, fingers digging into your hips painfully at this point and all he wants is to not cum yet. He wants to make you cum first, he needs it, he needs to see it, to hear it.Ā
Heās been telling himself itās fine because youāre grinding against him, not the other way around. Youāre choosing this, thereās no way heās manipulating you, or swaying your decision if he stays completely indifferent. But youāre begging him now. Youāre gripping desperately at his shirt, removing your hand from your mouth to grip him harder and pulling yourself closer, wrapping your arms around and moaning right against his chest. He shouldnāt. He canāt. But he does.
His eyes shut tight as his hands leave your hips. You almost climb on top of him in protest, whining a loud āN- Please.ā into his chest as your leg hikes higher onto his waist. One of his hands cradles your head, pulling you further into his chest, muffling the moans youāre already letting out at his touch. His other hand goes to the small of your back, pressing you against him perfectly and guiding your rhythm as your hips start up again. He dares to speak. āSāthis okay, baby?ā
Your reaction to his voice is visceral. Your hands shoot up to his shoulder and hair, pulling yourself up a bit to bury in his neck, getting a new angle from his cock, now fucking him against your leaking hole. āSo good, Joey. Thank- Thank you sāmuch. Thank you, thank you.ā Your gratitude is like a searing knife through him. His entire body is set alight as he tries to regulate his breathing. He can feel goosebumps break out on his skin, his pleasure filling every molecule in his body, ready to overflow for you. Fuck. Heās definitely going to cum before you.Ā
āMm. Good, good girl. Just- Keep going, sweetness, take whatā Shit. Take what you need, darlinā.ā His breathing quickens and shudders as your hips increase their pace against him. Heās leaking continuously now, heās getting in his head, trying to stop himself from cumming but every thought that pops into his mind just brings him closer to the edge. He canāt focus on anything but you. Youāre moaning for him, grinding against him, this desperate for him.Ā
The hand on your lower back migrates to the back of your neck, gripping you there, holding you in place as his hips begin to thrust into yours. āMāgonna cum, darlinā. Fuck, I wanted t- wanted to last for y- Mmm oh fuck.ā His entire body starts to tremble as your nails dig into him so painfully heās sure they drew blood. Your eyes are comically wide as your body tenses in his hold before breaking down into a shudder that overtakes your entire being. Youāre cumming.Ā
He explodes at the realization. In all his desperation, intoxication, and pure needā¦ He was still able to make you cum first. He buries his face in your hair, huffing the scent as he floods his sweatpants. His eyes shut as tightly as they can as his orgasm tears through him. Heās been waiting so long for you to make him cum and now that itās happening, it feels even better than he planned for. His low grunts turn into shocked moans when his orgasm doesnāt stop after shooting two ropes of cum against his sweats. Youāre already coming down as he hits what feels like his second peak. You can feel his hands shaking over where theyāre gripping you and you get an impulse that you act on without a second thought.Ā
Your hand slides down from his shoulder quickly, over the sliver of stomach heās showing off, and right down his pants. You donāt know what youāre doing so you just grip him, wrapping your hand around his shaft but it seems to do the trick. He lets out a sound that resembles someone getting kicked in the gut. His face is pulled from your hair as his head is thrown back. He arches into you a bit before his hips start thrusting into your fist, desperately prolonging his already overwhelming orgasm. Itās embarrassing; how long he was cumming for, the way his body was violently quivering for you, the ludicrously large dark spot spreading over his pants, showcasing how much he came for you.Ā
He moans gently when he comes to. Youāre stroking over his chest with a soft, sleepy, nervous smile. He pulls you in for a kiss before he can think about it. You guys havenāt discussed anything. Neither of you knows what this means for your relationship but you know that neither of you has felt more comfortable than when youāre in the arms of the other. So why question it now?Ā
You fall into a deep sleep listening to Joelās heavy snores, getting rocked to bed by the way his chest expands. Itās the best sleep of your life.Ā
thank you so much for reading!! please please please give any feedback you may have! I want it all! also if you liked it please take a look at my masterlist!
psst psst. hey you!! i have a part 2 if u want š
streamer!suna x streamer!reader - this was so self indulgent and badly written in my notes app but itās ok i want to be back here bc tumblr is fun haha
āme? and y/n?ā suna scoffed, face showing no hint of reaction. ānow thatās too much, you guys are overthinking it.ā
he mumbled, deep in concentration, as his eyes darted back and forth from his game to the rapidly moving chat screen.
**h789: donāt act like we didnāt see you build a whole house for her!!!
**n.m**y: you literally got her a whole tank of axolotls THOSE THINGS TAKE SO MUCH TIME TO GET
su**: the flowers MAN the flowers š
**be*17***: and the list goes onā¦
suna rolled his eyes and let out a small laugh. āwere you guys here when i literally blew the house down and kidnapped all the axolotls?? it was an elaborate plan to prank her and make her scared of course.ā
miya**sam**: shut up broš
mk**j1*: š«¢š«¢š«¢
g****0a: SUNA THE BIG FAT BULLY
su**: heās bullying her bc he likes her
miya**sam**: ewww how sadistic of him
uu**720**n*: IT TAKES TWO??? HELLO???
luvv**esu***0: nah guys heās dating me why would he be with y/n
k*tss**k: imagine being delulu
**h789: my bae yn too good for him sheās thousands times better than u
a look of disgust crosses his face.
luvv**esu***0: stop he just doesnāt know it yet!!
su**: just stop itās so embarrassing t-t
h**y*vs*: are you sure guys
h**y*vs*: feels like sunarin wouldnāt be that mean to his girlfriend :(
āno literally, i hate her guts.ā he paused the game he was currently playing, opened up a new tab and searched up āsunarin being mean to y/nā
scrolling down the long page of search results, he stared at the camera with a face that screams ātold you soā and laughed.
āchat, you guys can fantasize all you want, but just know that thereās tons of evidence online that can prove you all wrong in less than a second, so itās just funny seeing you all believe that me and her are actually dating-ā
now as if on cue, you burst into the room in your pajamas and dashed over to the boy sitting by the computer.
suna flinched and turned around immediately, panic starting to overcome his face. āwhat the-ā
āRINNNN PLEASE PLEASE PLEAAAASEEEE CAN WE GET A CAT I REALLY WANT A CAT SO BADDDD I PROMISE ILL TAKE CARE OF IT AND CLEAN UP ALL OF ITS POOP I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLYYY JUST WANT A CAT ITS BEEN MY DREAM ALL MY LIFE!!!!!ā you blabbered nonstop as you clung onto his arm, not giving suna a chance to interrupt you at all.
āy/n what are you talking about iām kinda streaming right now-ā
āIF YOURE SCARED ILL STOP LOVING YOU AFTER WE GET THE CAT I WONT I PROMISE I REALLY DO SO Please donāt sayāā seeing the look on his face, you turned around to see the thousands of people spamming the chat, finally realizing what he was trying to tell you and shrunk down in disbelief. ānoā¦.ā
miya**sam**: told you so
miya**sam**: hi y/n!! š¤£
su**: OMG
mk**j1*: NEOJDDIJDJC NO WAYYY
**h789: SHES ADORABLE I LOVE YN
g****0a: STRIMMER EXPOSED
atsu**b*****: LOLOLOL
suna immediately turns his webcam and microphone off.
your boyfriend scowls as you give him an innocent smile.
Request: Male Minotaur Yandere x Female Human Childhood Sweetheart Reader
General Premise: Reader darling grew up as childhood friends with an adorable Minotaur neighbor. (She had to move away eventually and was unable to keep in touch with him, but they always remembered each other). He was really small and weak when he was young compared to other bulls of his species, so imagine her surprise when she meets him years later as an adult, and heās fucking massive (in more ways than oneā¦) Heās never letting her go again and is breeding/impregnating her constantly for the rest of her life. Making her his trophy wife/house wife too. (Sorry not sorry, I love babies and uxorious men who want nothing more than to seed me).
P.S. I feel like this man could either be like a farm boyā¦or like a rich, powerful man, who just confines reader to a large private island by Greece or something. Likeā¦Iām so conflictedā¦
Also I love your stuff! Your sexy writing is the best and makes me go fish brain in the best way possible!
Love ,š§š«Anon
Oh my goodness š§š«Anonāš«¢ā„ļø
Okay I wanna respond to this so you know Iām not ignoring~ This is so hot though?! I canāt do a full fic right now, but letās do some headcanons cuz this has stewed in my brain.
NSFW under the cut!
Minotaur BF who you had to protect as children. Out in the country folk didnāt take kindly to those who were different, and as a human you felt badly your friend was being bullied by your own kind. Sure he wasnāt human, but his heart was kind and he was your friend! He was an outcast amongst his own too because he was a runt, treated badly every which way, except by you.
Minotaur BF who would hold your hand at night because he was scared of the thunder storms, who would cuddle up cutely beside you and sleep after you held him. He took to you like a little stray kitten, reliant on your kindness and friendship like a life raft.
Minotaur BF who nearly lost his mind when you left home, unable to comprehend why you would leave him. Didnāt you know he needed you? It wounded his soul but he comforted himself with your promise to come back. You had too after all.
Minotaur BF who sprouted up to nearly double the size of his peers. Heās not little anymore and doesnāt need you to protect him, itās others who should worry for themselves. Heās not scared of crushing skulls if they push too far or intrude on his land. Heās a simple farmer after all, he just doesnāt like trouble.
Minotaur BF who rejoices when you return, even more beautiful and grown up. Who adores your shocked expression because he towers over you now, and he wants you to praise him for growing so well. Now he can protect you, provide for you, care for you, breed you.
Minotaur BF who wonāt let you leave back to your big city again. You said youād come back, why would he let you run away again? Your tears wonāt sway this monster, and you arenāt strong enough to resist his gentle but firm hold on you. You wonāt be going anywhere but his bed. Youād better get comfortable, because this big male wants you in every way.
Minotaur BF with an enormous cock that trumps whoever or whatever toys you used in that big city away from him. Your cute cunt wonāt be able to take him without an absurd amount of prep, and heās more than happy to put that work in for you. His wide long tongue swirling inside of you, glossing you up in spit and saliva and making an absolute mess of your lower body. His big fingers prying your little hole open to stretch, making you cum until you pass out and waking again being spearing on his wiggling muscle as he devours you. Heās not afraid to slip his tongue further to your tight ring of muscle and lick there either, heās ready to worship every inch of your body.
Minotaur BF who can cook, making you the most mouth watering home made meals with ingredients he grew or slaughtered, because he wants you healthy and happy for when he breeds you. ļæ¼
Minotaur BF who is still the sweetest and most considerate as long as you donāt try to leave. Who wants to spoil you endlessly and fill your womb with hot sprays of his cum because you look too cute like that. You want that dress, game, etc.? Heāll get it for you, donāt you worry. Heās got you covered, literally. :3
Minotaur BF who finally gets your tight little hole to fit all of him, it took a lot of work and energy but when youāre drooling and fucked out on his meaty rod, it satisfies something primal in him. He fucks you slow and gently, because you canāt handle him entirely yet, but he loves you dearly anyway. Heās all to happy to take you apart slowly, rubbing your clit while you cream his cock and lower half with your arousal and release as he lightly rocks his hips. It still leaves you reeling, even the act of him pulling out slowly takes your breath away, has you clawing at his chest or horns and mewling.
Minotaur BF who pumps you so full of cum itās like a solo bukkake porno, the level of fluid he releases in one orgasm unimaginable. You feel him filling you up because heās overflowing from your womb and out, making a mess that only spurs him on to do it again. It leaves him wild and lubricates you up to take him again, his swollen balls ready to take on the task.
Minotaur BF who will intentionally replace your birth control with placebos, because he dreams of having a family with you as soon as possible.
the thing is i'm also a gamer so i'm sure that both me and jiseok would get annoyed that we're paying attention to something else. it's gonna be a cycle of us being clingy and doing hand stuff to distract the other š«¢š«¢š«¢
i just know that he'll ask you to cockwarm him while you are playing the game. if he gets too annoyed and impatient, he'll become rough and you can't continue to play anymore. there goes my soul šāāļøšāāļø
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man do i love writing cockwarming jiseokā¦ if iām correct this is my third time and i love it i can never shut up about it.. there goes my soul as well
that would be so fun actually cause letās be real - jiseok will find the best ways to make everything sexual! heās the type to set rules like if you win a game - he eats you out, if you lose a game - you blow him, if he reaches a certain level - you let him choose a kink for you to try out together, and etc., you have some rules around how much time you both spend playing too, but they donāt always go as planned. another known fact is that jiseok loves a good challenge which means - he annoys you like the bratty dom he is and those rules disappear
if you spend a little too much time to his liking on playing your game he starts getting on your nerves by throwing little sarcastic comments on how youāre slacking, then he moves onto distracting you by coming behind you to breathe in your ear, to squeeze the back of your neck and shoulders, to brush his plush lips where your skin is exposed. ācome on, baby, youāll have so much more fun with my cock.. donāt act like you donāt want it,ā his deep cocky voice sends shivers down your spine, but despite wanting to feel him so freaking badly, you donāt give in easily and thatās exactly what makes his boner so unbearable
āfuck, at least let me stay inside you till itās over, iām so fuckinā hard, babyā¦ā you pull down your shorts, relishing this rare moment of your boyfriend begging to be pleased. he throws his head back, letting long groans towards the ceiling. he cusses through his perky amused smile from the fact youāve been wet this entire time. he gives you ten more minutes which are not enough, but he doesnāt care - neither do you though. when you keep playing after the time has passed he grips your waist harder with one hand while his other one finds your clit only to stimulate it relentlessly; his teeth bite your shoulder every time you shift, clenching around him, causing his core to burn which frustrates him even further. ājust let me fuck you, why are you making it hard for both of us, huh? such a brat..ā his fingers wrap around your hair which completely steals your attention from the screen, and good thing he canāt see your satisfied smile cause he wouldāve just toss you on the couch without you even having time to comprehend whatās happening. he tells you to choose - you either start bouncing, or heās cumming by himself without giving you nothing till tomorrow </3
.. Don't know if ur willing to take nsfw hcs right now; but what are your thots on stevens masturbation habits? Do you think this man has ever watched porn / how would he feel about his partner watching it? Maybe he has some erotica novel hidden in all those bookshelves who knows.. š also clementine is very much qt
Hi! Iāll try my best with this one, this is also like my interpretation soooo āŗļø
also thank you, clementine is my bb š
- Steven has been alone for a while now, we all know this
- a manās got needs, heās definitely jerked off on nights when heās extremely restless, or canāt sleep and needs his mind to go quiet
- I feel like heās an audio-porn type of guy, the sounds are more appealing to him than a really badly done video/movie, where the actors donāt seem like theyāre genuinely connecting with each other
- ignoring my Happy Halloween Steven piece, Steven is a soft dom, he gets off to the idea of praising his partner, lovingly being condescending in bed (āso wet already, darling?ā, tutting when you donāt listen to him)
- on the nights when youāre not there and he really needs you, he palms himself to the thought of you begging for him, the image of you spread out for him, and when thatās not enough he calls you and you guide him through it š«¢
- with audios he can at least pretend someoneās with him, he might even have a subscription to a specific content creator (might even request specific scenarios)
- he might stumble upon an erotica novel that flusters him when heās in the book store / library; the cover didnāt give away what the book was about to by the time he got into the heat of it, he was devouring the pages like a horny teenage girl (or you knowā¦ one of us)
- he felt like he needed to go home to rub one out so instead of finishing it he quickly rang it up with his other purchases and speed walked home to relieve himself
- if the shopkeeper noticed the slight sheen to his face (and the dreamy sized bulge in his pants) she gracefully kept quiet
- overall, he sees it as a healthy release for his pent up feelings, but really wishes it was something he could share with someone instead, heās a guy who doesnāt mind being vulnerable and admitting how he feels about anything really so you can imagine how emotional sex would be for him
- I donāt see him having a problem with his partner watching porn, although he might feel insecure depending on what their search history looks like LOL
- doesnāt beat around the bush when he asks you, ādove, do you want to try anything new? Itās just.. I noticed you tend to watch a lot of ___ and I just want you to feel open to telling me if you want me to.. you know?ā
- he tries to explore it with you, communicating gently so that youāre comfortable talking about it with him
- one evening, youāre perusing his shelves for a little night time reading and you find The Book and think itās a rather out of place book for Steven to have
- so naturally, you read it before asking him what heās doing with a best selling erotica novel and he starts stuttering when he answers because heās wondering if you think heās some sort of creep but then you both start laughing and end up quoting the book to each other as a joke from there on out
Anyways thatās my Steven masturbation thots sorry it got out of hand LOL
Guy (me) who would go insane for more HNL Henry/Edward-El memories in ST5. I so badly want to see Terry's version of the rainbow room with Kali, El...and Henry/Edward.
He knew what went down with Terry. He knew Kali. He knew that El knew Kali. He knew that Terry called El by her birth name. We can see the shadow of the object, we just can't see the object itself...
I also want to see Kali's escape. I need to know what went down, because it's implied that Henry/Edward had some kind of hand in it. The man goes from "šš this would have been when 008 was still here š«¢" to "okay so šš we're breaking you out, and here's how we do it š¤«".
Henry...Edward...my boys...this isn't your first rodeo, is it? And it probably would have worked, too, if Soteria had stayed in place. It doesn't seem like anyone cared until after the chip had been taken out.
Off topic slightly, but it still drives me insane how not-sneaky the whole thing was. El and Henry/Edward were always out there looking directly at the security cameras and hanging out together when none of the other orderlies talked to the kids...and yet Brenner still...let it continue? Brenner isn't stupid, he knew something was up with El and Henry/Edward.
mama k i am crushing so hard on someone who has literal ETHICAL GUIDELINES THAT SAY HE SHOULD NOT TOUCH AND OR HUG ME UNLESS THE SITUATION CALLS FOR IT and it is TERRIBLE
i started my year at this boarding school three weeks ago but i didnāt really talk to this guy until two weeks ago. he invited me to play boardgames with some others but after we finished and everyone else went to bed we went to play another game. only us. šš and we played and talked until 3:30am????? fast forward to last saturday when it happened again only we TALKED until 6AM!!!!!! (6!!!!!) since then he keeps finding me wherever i am and just talking, and weāre playing a lot of games (he has a notebook where heās keeping track of wins and losses) ((i am losing badly)) and he also keeps touching me by like poking and pushing lightly and placing his arm on top of my head (heās so big and burly and tallš« i am 5ā10ā it is not often i meet guys this much taller than me) and he hugged me goodnight last night and i thought i was gonna cry and also it tingledš«¢š«¢
but whereās the issue??? you see, heās an environmental worker. which means heās technically EMPLOYED AT THE SCHOOL!!!!!!! absolutely devastating. heās literally barely allowed to hug me unless iām in need of comforting (heās already broken that rule whoops) and his literal JOB is to help everyone feel included
i literally donāt know what to do w myself. at least heās only 21 (iām 20) so itās not like thereās any issue there
but seriously, out of like 80 other students i just HAD TO develop a crush on one of the very very few people here i literally cannot havešš
also he was on call tonight and when i was checking in for the night he went and got me a chair so that i sat there for like an HOUR and at one point he was making fun of me about something so i shoved him a little so that he grabbed my arm and i SWEAR TO YOU he was about to put his arm around me but thought better of it. seeing as we were in public and also with a teacher. whoops.
mama what the hell do i dooooooššš
š My heart!! The fierce part of me wants to tell you to say fuck the system and follow your heart and this connection with this man! But I also understand that this seems like a difficult situation with possible consequences that are not great. But I'm just so for doing whatever you want to do and what feels right, especially if it's so obviously felt and so strong. š„ŗ I'm so sorry, bby.
We have arrived at the last chapter of Payu and Rain's love. I am sad and I know I will miss them so I will probably keep rewatching a lot!! BUT before we say goodbye, lets dive right in with this messy review!š
Now we left last episode with Rain being kidnapped! I am still pissed off about that, like how dare you take Rain like that! anyway we switch to Payu at work, who suddenly gets a feeling something is off and starts calling Rain who of course can't pick up the phone. I love the way Payu just gets up and leaves work to go and check up on him but I feel how worried he is by him going through the entire house to find him even Saifha is alarmed eventually.
I do feel like Saifha don't get the relationship between the two because we all know Rain would pick up the phone if Payu calls so him not picking up the entire day obviously means there is trouble. I hate how Payu eventually gets the call from Rain but it's actually Stop. Can I say this though Rain is one brave man! Anyway we all know how this works as Payu is asked to get there in 30 minutes alone.... Like this is very basic kidnapping stuff. That moment with Saifha though, I knew he gave him information, I mean that was quite obvious. š«¢
Next scene we get to see Rain being tied up to a chair and gagged, I seriously hate this so much, again how dare he touch Rain!! I do like it that his friend leaves because he doesn't want to have anything to do with kidnapping, as if abusing him isn't bad enough, fucking dumbass! Rain isn't Rain if he isn't being his feisty self though and as he glares at Stop of course he gets aggravated! stupid of him to free his mouth and HELL YES RAIN FOR SPITTING AT HIS FACE!! fucker deserved that!!
I don't like the fact he hit Rain though, like karma will come for your ass!!! Now of course Rain gets beaten a bit more and then Payu shows up alone...... Like I really don't like scenes like this but I watched it and felt super upset with the way Rain cried out for Payu while Payu was being humiliated! Thank god for P' Chai. I cheered quietly(it was 2am when I watched it) ā ļøwhen they freed Rain. The way Rain immediately run towards Payu, ughhh my heart broke a bit because Rain was crying and Payu severely hurt. (My babies were hurt, it was unacceptable! ) š¤š„ŗThe way Payu comforted him by making sure he knew it wasn't his fault and that is was okay, made me cry because well I don't have a reason, I just cried because that was beautiful.
I did clap though when Rain kicked the fucker two times! what I learned from this is that Rain is like a cinnamon roll but will kill you when you touch Payu! So better not mess with both of them.
Thankfully this scene ends and they are mending their wounds at home. The way Rain is super careful not to hurt Payu and Payu is like stop that nonsense. I love the way Rain put Payu's hand against his face carefully, it's extremely touching and the way they finally told each other they loved each other. (my heart really was just full at that moment)š„¹ Have I already told you guys how much I love Rain, but after this episode it's even deeper, like who can resist him when he comes with this pick-up line "Because whenever there's a Storm, there's always Rain" (I melted so badly right then, like there is no cure for me anymore, I'm in too deep) and then that soft kiss!!!! ugh.................š« š
we finally see Rain spending time with his friends after a long break and I love how they are just casually chatting but this dude needs to stop teasing Rain! (oh little confession time. So Rain spelled his name correctly, I mean he said the R(rolling his tongue and everything) but I caught myself saying Lain, instead of Rain multiple times because that's how they pronounce his name in the drama, I can't help myself because I seriously love it) But ofcourse Sky tells on him by mentioning that he is attached to his lover lately. I love Sky's energy so so much! The way his facial expressions are always on point!! Of course Payu calls right at that moment and after he hears Ple, he seriously shows up, making Rain nervous and not wanting to approach him but Payu of course does not care and as Payu joins them at the table, Payu tells everyone that he is picking up his partner and the best part Rain jumping up and telling everyone he is going home and Payu follows his lead immediately and put his arm around Rain and that's when everyone gets it and gets shocked! except for Sky of course, this man was just eating his sandwich calmly with a smirk on his face.
I also love how bold Rain has become! Like here he sits seducing Payu! Ughhhh I love it just so much!!šā ļøš¤
"The sky is clearing up, while a wind is coming from the east"
and with this we step into our first glimpse into Prapai and Sky's storyline. We see them both waking up at their homes and get ready for the day , Prapai is a big shot at the company of his dad, While sky is doing household chored at his dad's. Two completely different lives. I had to giggle when Prapai just barged into Payu's house and walked around as if he owned it. I love how Payu did not cater to him one bit and as he tried to get Payu away for some water so he could talk to Rainm brilliant especially the scene where Rain offers to get water and Payu literally was like "STOP" lmao this man will someday be the death of me. Anyway Rain gets put under pressure to give Sky's number, as Prapai is threatening to not move until he gets it and the Payu looks at Rain and the way Rain caved under that stare, just brilliant. After he gets Sky's number he tries to call him but as Sky doesn't recognize the number he doesn't pick up and with Prapai's "I don't give up that easily" We come to an end of their first chapter and the last chapter of PayuRain.
Now to get back at Payu and Rain. Payu finally confesses Rain that he wanted him the second they had met in the rain and what he would do if they ever met again and that after he received his photo he technically began plotting. This man even dismantled his car to make sure Rain would need his help. I love this really, it's brilliant. I love how he justifies it all by telling Rain he just loves to tease him. If we are being honest if I met someone like Rain I also would tease him a little because he is just too cute. Thats the punishment for being way too cute!! I love how Payu goes. "Won't you love me after finding out the truth" and Rain just goes "No, 'cause I already love you, what else can I do"
I mean have some mercy on our hearts Rain, I literally melted to the floor and felt jealous but with this ending it's really time to say goodbye to Payu & Rain's storyline and feel excited for Prapai and Sky's one, from what I heard their lovestory isn't going to be as happy as Payu & Rain's story but that being said I can not wait till next week october 6, which is also my Birthday but that is not that important..
I loved the newest update of Onyx Sword of Sorrow so much!! You write so beautifully, I feel it in my soul. I love how you describe their emotions and I love their banter. Your writing is some of the best Iāve ever read. Take however long you need to write, and I hope youāre healing well after your surgery!š
I loved Azriel in House of Flame and Shadow. Nesta, too. I love their friendship. HOFAS further confirmed (at least to me) that Azriel has mommy issues, which is understandable, because his mother was treated awfully. I believe that the next ACOTAR book will probably be Azrielās, and the main plot will be centered around Illyria & Ramiel. Iām not sure how you feel about ships in the fandom, and I donāt want to turn your blog into something toxic since shippers can be aggressive, and I donāt want to disrespect your safe place, but I did want to share my thought on the bonus chapter with Bryce, Nesta, and Azriel. The ending of that bonus chapter immediately reminded me of the ending of Azrielās bonus chapter in ACOSF. When Bryceās phone died (there was no music playing), Azriel was humming and his shadows danced. The shadows have danced to two people so far: Gwyn and Azriel. I honestly think Az and Gwyn are mates. I also think his shadows are an extension of his soul/sentient. Ships aside, though, I like how Azriel seems interested in music and I hope we get more of him singing, and why he seems to have a connection with it.
What were your thoughts on House of Flame and Shadow? And have you read the Throne of Glass series?
Thank you so much for your words š„¹ Iām truly glad that my writing had managed to bring some emotions to light. And thank you! Iām recovering pretty well so far. š¤
As for HOFAS, it was a pleasant reading experience to me. I tried not to fall into the rabbit hole of theories and first read it with my mind blank, and I was not disappointed at all. Nesta is, by far, my favorite SJM character, while Azriel is one of my favorites from ACOTAR, so reading them as a duo was the highest point of the book to me.
Iām really rooting for his book to come next! I felt that he had some trouble with his mother from a few passages of him from previous books, and Iām sure itās related to how her father had treated her badly and how she had been seen as somewhat of an inferior female for having a bastard. I presume that Azrielās father is a figure of military importance (I might be wrong!) and his reputation was maimed after Azrielās birth. Thatād resonate a lot with how lowly he views himself and how he believes that heās inferior to pretty much everyone else. I need to tap into that manās tortured mind so much! š
One thing Iām hoping for SJM to write in his book is his journey to find Bryaxis. Knowing SJM, heād probably be accompanied š«¢ And now! Tapping onto ships, Iām hoping that heād be tracking down Bryaxis with Gwyn. I, too, am a huge truther of their future, especially because of their singing. I need to see him sing. Like, straight up belt something. Iāve always pictured him imprisoned and alone, humming to himself. I have this very vivid image of little Azriel learning that his singing made the shadows move and how he kept singing to draw them closer, because he so desperately needed the company.
This answer is turning out to be huge, but at last, yes! Iāve read Throne of Glass. Iām a huge fan of Manon and the Thirteen and of Rowan, because I apparently have a type. š¤