#if you're interested in that kinda stuff

[kazanskyed]

1k or so into chapter 2 of electric touch (aka the 7mih fic) and this is how I'm feeling

#the 7mih fic #electric touch #icemav #writing #why is writing so hard #i love writing! #i say #and then start crying as soon as the google doc loads #btw... #for those of you reading these tags #the fic is getting a little spicy #if you're interested in that kinda stuff #wink wink nudge nudge

[meirimerens]

i'm genuinely curious, is there a reason you draw most of your characters as cisgender?

confounded by this question because i don't draw a lot of "my" characters. my OCs tag is giving abandoned mall. if you mean characters i draw in general: how/why do you assume them cis? a character being depicted as amab¹ + masculine or afab¹ + feminine (& that's pushing it. i barely draw feminine characters in general lol) does not make them cis. i don't write about gender (characters' or mine frankly) much because i have Way More Other Things That I Consider Vastly More Interesting to spend my time writing about quite frankly, but you cannae know that. this is an assumption you are making. whatever this assumption internally comes from... not my business i don't live inside of your skull. what i'm doing is #mythang in ways i think makes sense for the themes, the motifs, their backstories, for the way i think they interact between each other, with the sort of baggage i read/can read into a narrative. in medias that have interpretations/perspectives as a central theme, people are bound to draw/interpret characters differently. fandoms are wider than you think they are, and there are as many people who draw characters as trans(-in-a-specific-way) as they are who draw them as cis (or trans-in-a-diiferent-way). you might live in a bubble where everyone draws a character as trans(-in-a-specific-way) (and chances are if we share a fandom i am in this bubble too!), which is not a bad thing, but it might not be my experience. or anyone else's. above it all. i'm doing my thang. and you do yours. 💯☮️🕊️

¹ i'm very much aware this is not The Ideal terminology to use but for the sake of simplicity & because i'm assuming this is what you are basing yourself on visually this is the most easily-understood way i can phrase it

#i'm gendersilly. me and gender had a messy divorce and i took everything in the procedures. and i'm doing my thang. #you're free to have your own thoughts abt my art because as i've said i. lol. kinda have other stuff im more interested in drawing/writing #but that's an assumption. nothing wrong with it because as an Artiste you kinda have to feel sane throwing your art ''into the wild'' #in a way; and it morphing beyond your control but. yeah. #wouldn't you like to know weather boy... etc #ring ring (answers) #anonymous

[caluupin]

Father!!! 🔥🔥🔥🔥

#caluuart #genshin impact #genshin #art #arlecchino #god she's just so. cool. pretty. ethereal. badass. #also I LOVE HER STORY QUEST SO MUCH!! I think it's definitely one of the best story quests in the game tbh. #wait uh arlecchino story quest spoilers below: #for one; the quest really gives even more depth to arlecchino's character. like yeah the whole thing is well. messed up. #it's an orphanage that raises orphans to be child soldiers after all. But it's also like. It's more.... humane? nicer? for the fatui anyway #which does bring me to the next thing. you know how arlecchino's like “if you're gonna leave the HotH you need to fight for it with ur life #I genuinely think that she's gonna just. straight up kill them. although it's not unlikely at all it turns out that (most of the time?) she #-just gives them a one trip to memory loss and set them free. which i do know it's kinda like death in genshin's lore but still. #I just find that pretty interesting. #also the cutscene where clervie says goodbye n stuff. It makes me cry EVERY TIME. ARGHHHH TRAGIC CHILDHOOD DOOMED YURI MY BELOVED :((( #clervie makes me so sad man. the fact that she just. accepts death. she really just let peruere kill her huh. crucabena when I fucking get #the hopelessness getting to her at that point. all attempts of freedom failed until that day..... GOD. and clervie finally getting closure- #-in the story quest as a spirit... I just..... man......... #on a lighter note :) #I got obsessed with a bloodborne OST LMAO. the uhh the lugwig boss theme. esp the sec phase one. it's SO GOOD. I first heard abt it in a- #-vid analyzing the ost musically. At the time i was like. woah. cool. what a cool sounding track. fast foward to like. a day before 4.6 #I'm watching a genshin theory video and I heard the music in the bg. I recognized it but I couldn't remember where I heard it from #UNTIL I REMEMBERED. and looked it up. And I have not known peace since. good music. #anw I've been rambling too much so yeah. gn my dear fellows!!

[mummer]

ten needs to be trapped in a torture chamber forever for what he does to martha. I hope jakey the time lord fucking dies

#heyy girl lets kiss also share a bed in this inn What do you mean it's weird it's not weird winky face but ew i would never LOVE you #what do you mean how could you even think that i must respect the memory of blond 19 year old who was better than you in every way btw #i defintiely find it more INTERESTING than rose's seasons bc i think theres more dramatic tension than just. We're in love! like ok whateve #doesnt mean that tension is always fun to watch and obviously there are Problems with it #but theres something compelling about the awfulness of it just laid bare #like if you thought rose was Grounded & Realistic. here's the actual stuff. martha's family's not even messy in a particularly charming way #as in they dont turn out to become beloved and heroic recurring side characters like jackie/pete/mickey #everythings on tenterhooks if you're not his Object you're constantly having to reassert yourself and recontextualize the relationship #like oh actually this is scary and feels bad and sometimes there just isnt a heartwarming conclusion where Love saves all #she's fighting for her place in the story but it's not even worth itttt #it's kinda cool.... there are som eideas here..... #ten is so frustrating because he's such a human man about it you KNOW he knows what he's DOINGGGG #doc who

[bentofaxmachine]

ok so I don't know how I felt about the execution of s2ep9 (PLOTWISE! I thought it looked gorgeous) but I commend the creative effort behind it 1000% because of how scary it must have been to put it together when it's such a departure of the show

#link click #thoughts? #I kinda wish they went further with it #Like one of my main gripes with the episode is how much they tried to spell stuff out for us. #When you're playing with animation you don't need to do that as much bc everyone can see what's happening #Just show us weird interesting shit! I'll eat that up every time #link click spoilers

[13eyond13]

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#i feel there is sort of a middle ground opinion on the 'light didnt care about his family' debate that rages from time to time #which is more the one i fall into like #he DID care about them but he didnt make them his number one priority and i think he cared more about certain family members than others #like soichiro was his number one family member and then sayu and then his mom maybe more of an afterthought #and even soichiro he wouldnt sacrifice his goals / extra lifespan for... whenever soichiro volunteers to do the eye trade #light is sad about it but doesnt offer to take his place or anything like that #i can kinda see both readings of it i suppose but i think the more interesting/less edgy way to read it is he really deeply cares #but ohba intentionally leaves stuff like that ambiguous/up for interpretation in the manga anyways #so i think it's a bit weird to act like there is clearly only one way to read it and you're a moron if you end up reading it a certain way #on either side of the debate... #p

[lastoneout]

Warning, Certified Internet Boomer Moment Imminent!

anyway bruh y'all have no idea how bad the baby fever is kicking my ass rn....

#me @ myself like BITCH NOT YET #IT'LL HAPPEN WHEN IT HAPPENS SO JUST STOP FUCKING YELLING AT ME #AHHHHHHHHHHH #anyway I am legit envious of people who don't want kids bcs I assume their brains don't do this to them #and it's always so much worse around the holidays bcs christmas kinda blows when you're an adult #and I'm so excited to get to go all in making halloween and christmas special for a kid #I just have so much love inside of me and I want to share it #christmas was always hit or miss growing up bcs we were really poor #so we got charity gifts a lot #and when you're a teenage girl those gifts SUCK ASS #but I had to sit there and be happy with all the spa kits and make up and shit even though I DID NOT WANT THOSE #while my siblings got really cool shit like video games and art supplies and stuff #and I am so ready to make sure my kid never ever has to go through that #fuck gender I will pay attention to their interests and make sure they get things they love!!!

[wigglebox]

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#6 hours and i'm trying not to feel sad about my domestic prompt i posted today but #sometimes as really any creative person will tell you it's hard to feel like you're doing something people are interested in because #of numbers which i hate the numbers game #but idk 6 hours and 35 notes is kinda sad for me i guess #i'm not asking for pity reblogs and know people often also put this stuff in queues #but idk #i'm also post-period so i think i'm in my silly sads #bc i'm still grateful for any like or reblog and the people who write very kind things in the comments and stuff #like y'all i love y'all sometimes i do a lil screencap and shove it in my 'silly sads' folder to read when i feel like this #idk. i know my art isn't for everyone and suptober i don't use a lot of colors and their noses are big and maybe i'm not as expressive as #i'd like to be with my figures and faces and art in general but idk #i'm in my ~*silly sads*~ i jut don't know how to like idk #i hate talking about this bc in one voice I'll sound SUPER ungrateful for people who usually always like comment or share my stuff and i'm #NOT whatsoever ungrateful like i said i store you in my silly sads folder lol y'all are the whole reason why i keep drawing #i just wish i knew how to feel like an artist i guess

[caliginouscreature]

Are Hearttypes/Synpaths *really* taken as seriously as Kintypes?

I’ve been having a lot of thoughts about my alterhumanity for a while, and a big question that comes up is “am I otherkin, or otherhearted?”  The muddly struggle of sorting out “ID with vs. ID as” makes up the meat of this conundrum, and could merit several posts on its own, but another facet of the issue is quite notably one less-possibly-subjective thing: how the community seems to present and identify otherheartedness.

It’s been brought up numerous times how nonhuman experiences outside of ’kin and theriotypy are horribly underrepresented; even resources for non-spiritual individuals within those communities are woefully scarce.  If you’re copinglink, a synpath, or even just don’t have memories from your ’type, you’re going to have a hell of a lot harder a time finding community, resources, and-- most tragically-- firsthand accounts of what it’s like to be any of those things.

You may have noticed, as I have, that most of what could be argued to be the “big name” bloggers on here who post informatives on otherheartedness, are also of an alterhuman identity that’s more talked about (therianthropy, fictionkin, daemon-having, etc.).  There’s nothing wrong with this, and I’m quite glad it gets talked about in-depth at all, but it’s rare to find experiences from people who are primarily otherhearted.  Go to the blog of anyone who’s both otherkin and otherhearted, and you can pretty much guarantee that their posts are 99% about kintypes, and that they mostly bring up their hearttype when asked specifically about otherheartedness, or they’re otherwise making an informative post about it.  Maybe they’ll reblog an aesthetic post once in a while, or show you some pictures of their hearttype they have hung up in their house.

In general, despite frequent and ardent claims as to otherwise, the vibe I pick up is that being otherhearted really isn’t as intense or personal as being ’kin.  It’s hard not to be a tad disheartened when I’m seeing somebody talk on about how being ’hearted is no less valid or powerful an alterhuman identity than ’kin, how it’s something that can most certainly mean wishing to be the thing and that it’s a lot more than just liking or relating to it... only for them to turn around and describe their own otherhearted experiences in detail, and speak at length at how it’d feel alien and improper for them to be the Thing, how in their life, despite degree of alleged connectedness, it kind of does wind up manifesting as a thing they like a lot, how they totally can’t see themselves being the Thing even if they have shifts of it or consider it something they have a non-’kin kinship with. The “with vs. as” confuddle makes a strong return in the issue here, but the strong emphasis on the “you are not, would not be this thing on any level”, despite sometimes including “feeling like you should be the thing” being listed as a frequent symptom of ’heartedness gets a little... I don’t know what it gets, but it doesn’t feel very nice, and it makes it feel like it’s less the right ID for me.

Outside a few scattered and small posts, you don’t see many folks talking about trying to behave more as their hearttype, or look more like it.  Lots of talk about feeling a strong connection to and fondness for them, but much less in terms or desire to do things like acquire gear, find others of similar types... less talk of longing and existential dysphoria, especially if the poster is already otherkin (notice how if you go into the otherhearted tag, how many of the posts are tagged also with a specific kintype. I know experiences can overlap, but do notice this). On one claw, it makes sense.  After all, if your hearttype is a dragon, why try and present as a dragon or mope over not being one if you already know that you’re truly a wolf?  But that’s exactly the thing I’m pointing at here.  It’s not taken as seriously or personally as part of one’s nonhuman identity.  I can’t read minds and hearts, so I can’t say how closely one may or may not hold their hearttypes to who they are and how they are, but that’s how it comes across to me.

I get very much pensive over how my personal experiences and feelings seem to stagger haphazardly somewhere between what defines “otherkin” and “otherhearted”, and wonder if either of those is even the accurate term for me at all. Sometimes I wonder if there are entities out there who are truly otherhearted or other sorts of alterhuman, but call themselves ’kin because the general firsthand accounts of what ’heartedness is like to experience don’t sound personal or deep enough to match how they feel their own nonhumanity.  I really wonder.

#alterhuman #otherkind #otherhearted #fictionhearted #otherkith #synpath #otherkin community #for the sake of brevity I'm considering hearttypes and synpaths to be the same thing here #but um. can't help but wonder if the greater history community and praise of 'kin is why you get so many folks kinda-misusing it #this applying to p much any nonhuman IDs of all spectrums of being psychological or possibly-voluntary or not #this not made easier by how I'm autistic and thus the line regarding special interests being a part of deep identity or not gets MORE blurry #blah blah blah ''what even IS feeling like you're still a human?'' stuff too deep for me to have a straight answer to probably ever #maybe I just need to go to more places outside of tumblr but hopefully you get the idea

[danthropologie]

idk about you but I'm really not liking all this l**do talk about going to red bull and how helmut is after his agent and his dad and how he's SO FUNNY MUCH TROLL and started to follow them... I don't like it

i agree with you but here's the thing-

1) lando would literally never in a million years. mclaren is literally built around him and him alone, in what world would his fragile ego allow him to leave that dream scenario just to play second fiddle to max. and that's not even getting into the zak/quadrant or his dad's team investment of it all!! plus with the silverstone result, you just knooooowww he's fully back in on the bullshit zak brown has been selling about properly challenging in 2025 (if he was ever truly on it to begin with, which i doubt 😭)....and at that point, again, why leave just to be second to somebody else

2) helmut marko is squarely to blame for this entire fucking NVD situation. both the hiring AND firing were his doing, it was his idea to go outside of the red bull system based on one (1) single result, and at that point you have to wonder if he has enough leverage in the team right now to be pushing for yet another outside hire, especially when you've got christian (and camp verstappen!) seemingly backing daniel, who's quite literally waiting in the wings

#full delusions ahead but all this stuff about charles lando alex....i'm choosing to believe it's just smokescreen #did they actually make inquiries? yeah i'm sure they did. but did they know that their inquiries were with the most drank-the-kool-aid #would-never-in-a-milion-years-say-yes drivers on the entire fucking grid? i mean..... #i just think hypothetically if you've got daniel ricciardo in your sim and he's getting better and better each time he's in there #to the point where he's EXTREMELY competitive and he's giving you exactly what you wish you were seeing from your current second driver #sure maybe there's still question marks and sure maybe you put some feelers out just for due diligence on your options #but at the end of the day.....you've got the solution looking for a problem right there at home...... #and so after you've put him in the car and he gave you exactly what you wanted to see and you responded in kind by giving him a seat #but it kinda got away from you and the narrative of it all was really fucking ugly #idk!!! it might be advantageous to start seeding your next move NOW #and letting everyone know that it's fucking OVER for your second driver you're interested in literally anyone else #so that when *that* happens it's less of a shock #hypothetically speaking #silly season23 #red bull redux #for the tags #answered #anonymous #i'm going full delusion for the next 7 days idc #i've been nursing this one all day i had to get it out

[cinna-bunnie]

i had a fun day 2 day ૮˶• ﻌ •˶ა everyone has been so nicey 2 me all day from the minute i left my house earlier ૮ ᴖﻌᴖა ♡⁠

i went to a Retreat for the first time for work earlier 0: and I did SO good for being up since 2am it didn't even feel like it 💀

it was so chill i drove like an hour away but Away from the city so there wasn't rly traffic and the mountains r so pretty 2 drive thru (❁´◡`❁) got some rain n v low clouds and since it's autumn there's all these pretty colors. i took an edible on the way n was just jammin out n enjoying the scenery among the many safe opportunities 2 look

and then at the thing we got 2 do different ice breakers n go on decently long breaks; i got 2 hang in different groups n actually Talk w a bunch of ppl which i never have time for omg. it's nice working at a legal nonprofit, i would NOT want to do this with corporate mfs !! 😹

went around n said hii to the enbies and i ran up a hill that looked a lot smaller than it was, i made it like 80% of the way before my legs were immediately like no girl we're done !! but my brain was like but it's Right There, and i struggled 2 finish the climb but I Did !! ૮ ᴖﻌᴖა and i was so so tired i do not remember ever being that winded before 💀 getting down was so much slower n worse bc my legs were Done and when i finally made it to the bottom i laid flat on my back for like 15m, and when when i made it back to sit n chill i still need like 10 more minutes akskska. i do not b exercising !! i just wanted 2 play it looked fun and i got excited (⁠｡⁠ﾉ⁠ω⁠＼⁠｡⁠)

in between things i was working on my sister's choker n kept winding up w a group of ppl around me 2 talk to about it and just talk 2 in general n the company was rly nice (❁´◡`❁) ♡ had a lot of different kinda talks 2day!! everyone is a sweetie!! some ppl r so funny n chill and i rly hope 2 get 2 talk more casually w people perhaps As Friends when i go in 👉👈

there's one girl in particular who is rly cute n sweet and i want 2 see her again ૮˶• ﻌ •˶ა when I got home finally i had 2 hop on my work laptop real quick 2 look up her name again 2 make sure i didn't forget ☝️😌 we do not work at the same office but hii i am visiting next week 🐇

yippee!!!! ૮ ᴖﻌᴖა !!!

#i think i have become an introverted extrovert at some point 0: #which is rly nice bc my social anxiety was SO bad at the beginning of the year like i didn't even know where to start skskdksk #but i kinda figured it out? but it's also just being me? idk.. much 2 think. but i made good progress #i am getting a good grade in being funny and nice and talking to people !! #i want 2 kiss someone on the forehead #omg but if there's ANYONE who deserves a kiss it's this old lady who lives a few buildings down on the way to my car #where EVERY time i see her she always has something so so sweet to tell me about how i look #today she said I'm always looking fancy (⁠｡⁠ﾉ⁠ω⁠＼⁠｡⁠) ♡⁠ and more but that's the main thing i remember besides the small talk #and the first time we met she asked me if i was a model fr and she's told me I'm cute and I'm just like PLEASE SKDKDKS #i can't fully tell if you're just really sweet or kinda 👀 at me but girl u r so sweet like hello do u Want a hug or a kiss ?? i love u !! #old ladies have a warmth they fill u with that just take the weight of Everything off ur shoulders n leave u feeling full n happy!! #bless old ladies fr!! literally my favorite people to interact with always i love u abuelas everywhere u r everything to me and i would do #anything for u !!!! i miss getting to help friends grandmas w stuff as a kid 🥺 it was just always great 2 talk 2 them and be close n on #good terms n stuff :3 i was the same way with their moms hehe. hi hello i want 2 help !! (⁠✿ ‚‚⌒‿⌒‚‚) #my friend is being lame and acting embarrassed but i love you please talk to me i am so so interested and think you're really #cool and funny and sweet and wise actually ૮ ᴖﻌᴖა ♡⁠ i wanna be around u if u wanna hang out #even if it's as simple as getting 2 help in the kitchen n always helping w dishes n stuff ૮˶• ﻌ •˶ა aaa ♡⁠ #omg i was late 2 the thing too and missed the breakfast and there's this sweet energetic old lady who's always like #omg u didn't get to eat? do u want this? can i get you some coffee or tea? and I'm always just like no no it's okay I'm gonna get it but #appreciate the offer and just ૮ – ﻌ–ა she is always looking out 4 me !! but she's just a sweetie like that !! #i think sharing food is a universally good way 2 make friends and it always warms my heart 2 meet ppl who r the same (❁´◡`❁) #they r always so so sweet 😭🥰 for my astrology girlies i correctly guessed that she's a taurus hehe 😼 #there's another old lady who's an office manager for one of the offices n she is so soft spoken n sweet and i wish i got 2 hug her n talk #to her more 🥺 she's so far though omg i don't get to see her in person much #n e ways i work w some really warm bubbly ppl ૮˶• ﻌ •˶ა i am a happy girlie 2day!! then im going Serious Mode again tmrw 🫡 #oo i get to setup like an Actual server for a rack w linux and it's being delivered 2 my place tomorrow 0: I'm excited abt it as a project #AND my new jewelry came in today along w some cute underwear we r starting this wk off strong !!! #there was so so much more frm 2day i am just rly stoned n thinking abt it all (⁠〒⁠﹏⁠〒⁠) #if u actually read all of my ramble ily ty for letting me Talk ૮˶• ﻌ •˶ა ♡⁠

[light-wynd]

One of my favorite things is finding an extremely irrelevant character to get overly attached to in pretty much any piece of media, and overthinking the hell out of every small piece of info we get about them because there's just not much else to go off of. And like... if what little there is to go off of is already enough to get my attention, that's all the more reason they're gonna be special to me, if that makes any sense?

#newest one is menthe from genshin #y'know. that one melusine standing at the cafe #anyway there's no real point to this post #i'm just sad and not up to drawing rn so i guess i just felt the need to make a silly little text post #also i feel extremely awkward plugging my stuff so uh. i'll just put this here #if you missed the nagisa comic from last week and you're interested in that kinda thing #it'd mean a lot if you could check it out. it's my pinned at the moment #anyway that's all i'll shut up now #wyndi rambles

[likesdoodling]

Kind of hit a high with 'wow I'm better at drawing than I thought I was!' then came back down with a vengeance.

#doodling #lack of inspiration #doodles #burnout #stress #yeye #sleep deprivation #woohoo #the stuff i was reading was too interesting! #to actually go to sleep #and once you're hyped on caffeine.. #its kinda hard to concentrate #now that i think about it #i actually did have more caffeine than usual today... #huh #maybe thats the problem #eh. whatever #i made this #so theres that i guess #sleep deprivation is #amazing #for morbid inspiration #hehe #HEH #HEhHAHHEHAHBWAhHAHAH #i should sleep.

[three-headed-monster]

does anyone want a sneak peak at what i've been working on?

#realizing i kinda want to rebrand tbh #like i am enjoying writing so much now and i kinda want that to be my brand #so i want to share with everyone stuff i've been working on #lemme know if that's something you're interested in! #q speaks