#ill die first please

[gothoffspring]

hi! I found another object that I'm going to overuse and decided to slap some patterns on it. Details, credits and download links below the cut.

DETAILS:

This is a recolor of 'The WhipperSnapper: Mach 10 Edition Rocker' Rocking chair from the Growing Together expansion pack.

Unfortunately, this means that Growing Together is required in order for these recolors to work. Sorry!

There are 14 various patterned swatches. You can see an unedited preview of all of them right here (edge smoothing off).

Custom thumbnail for the first swatch.

Patterns are mostly cute, baby themed patterns with some oddballs mixed in.

Also, If you're looking for more recolors of this rocker, I highly recommend checking out the Artsy Baby set by @tinysimmer!

CREDITS:

all patterns sourced from either vecteezy or freepik, thank you very much to the original creators.

DL: SFS / MF

@maxismatchccworld @mmfinds @alwaysfreecc 💖

#ts4 #the sims 4 #ts4cc #s4cc #the sims 4 cc #custom content #maxis match #ts4 edit #mycc #i literally just wanted the first swatch and now here we are lmao #hope someone else can get some use out of them i kind of dig them! #please tag me or let me see if you use these in your gp 😘 ill die of happiness x100

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

people practice w Them <3

#posting this and then shoving my head into a hole Bye #i am! Not Confident!!! in my people scribbling abilities!! #but im trying!!! im fucking trying!!! #i already see improvement #not enough to make me go 'wee the masses are gonna love this' #but enough that i can fathom posting. i can handle it. i can do this #if i dont do it now then i never will!!!! #im still gonna scream into a pillow rip it apart and then eat the stuffing!!!! #ah... the mortification of Existing... of Being Perceived... #it is ever present and inescapable! youd thing id be used to it by now!!! #ill be on my death bed asking people to leave the room so that i can die w/o feeling horribly self conscious and Seen #no seriously every time i think about my potential death and or coma should that happen #i prematurely cringe at the Attention. people potentially crying at my bedside Eugh No Thank You Please Do That Elsewhere #either call me a loser and drop off a single flower or leave me be <3 #THIS IS A WELCOME HOME SCRIBBLE POST. IM SORRY I FORGOT #scribble garnish #uh um uh so uh wally and barnaby am i rite fellas- #in my mind they're picking up takeout for dinner <3 #yeah no im not tagging it with a fandom tag. i dont want to be perceived As We've Established #im somewhat satisfied with that first wally.... swag <3 #& do i have major gender envy for barnaby? yeah #im not used to drawing people but i should be... i need to be... #THERE ARE GUYS I WANNA DRAW! mine and others!!! ngl mostly mine!!!

[cvtesins]

what the fuck do you mean i cant bring my fucking emotional support greaser bf you fucking asshole

#in celebration of butch posting like its 2014 heres the first post #this was my first time doing the pitt dlc cus idk why i never had it in 2014 when i first played fallout 3 #but like LET HIM COME THE PITT IS SO SCARY I NEED HIM COMPLAINING OR ELSE ILL LIKE EXPLODE I CANT DEAL WITH THE TROGS ALONE THEYRE SO SCARY #even tho butch would 100% die the instant we step out but like please let him come #lana del rey song like dear lord when i get to heave please let me bring my man #PLEASE #fallout 3 #fo3 #butch deloria #the pitt #fallout 3 dlc #fo3 dlc #the pitt fallout 3 #the pitt fo3 #butch deloria posting like its 2014

[imabiscuitinthousandworlds]

just looked at the time. and like. what the FUCK where did it goIT'S WHAT????

IT'S SUNDAY?????? I JUST REALISED IT'S SUNDAY???? I T CAN'T BE SUNDAY YET I'M NOT READY FOR SUNDAY NO SUNDAY PLEASE IT CANT BE FUCKING 5AM ON A SUNDAY MORNING YET I CANNOT HAVE MONDAY BE TOMORROW I NEED SLEEP AND WRITE AND MUCH MORE OF BOTH!!!!!

#a biscuit's rambles #oh god what does my monday even start with #just looked at my time table. please god NO #the first lesson is okay but two hours of maths followed by two hours of french???? how the FUCK am i supposed to think??????? #im gonna bleeding die #okay no i still have an entire day #and ill be fine #but god damn what are they thinking #i should just sleep....... #but im not eepy #urgh #ill sleep very very soon. a little more write and then eep im going to be Responsible

[angellurgy]

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#AAAAAAAAAAAAA FUCKFUCKFUCK #CONDTANT UNENDING SILENT SCREAMING #NO WORDS BUT FORCED TO UNDERSTAND STILL UNESCAPABLE I CANT I CANT I CANT #ill never be anything ill never be anything ill never be anything at all to any of you #too fucking tired to go out of the house for so long no way to stop being tired its all wearing down on me like a fucking curse. too much #CANT CANT CANT take 10 more days of this waiting itll just go back to normal after #TRIED TO LIVE BUT WHAT IS THE POINT WHAT IS THERE EVEN FOR ME NO LOVE NO CARE NO IMPORTANCE NO PLACE #FADING MEMORY REMNANTS OF MY SOUL DRIPPING OUT OF MY HEAD LIKE A GUTTER. NO ONE WILL REMEMBER. EVEN I CANT. #AAAAAAAAAAA rotrotrotrotrotrotrotrotrot wish i just had a fucking dad to hold me wish i had a brother to show me the loving care noone will #please. llease. please. nothing left nothing left everyone wants me less with every single post but icant stop #cooped up inside. tumblrs knly good when you have a life outside of it. i cant fight it tho bc of this fucking EXHAUSTION #caused by the emotional pain and exclusion. eternal loop. let me.out #NOT LIKE IT MATTERS TO ANYONE BUT THE FEW WHO CANT HELP. THE FEW WHO CANT MAKE MY SITUATION BETTER. I JUST WANT A GROUP. #I KNOW COMMUNITY ISNT REAL BUT I FUCKING WANT SOMETHING. PLEASE #LET ME OUT. GIVE ME LIFE. INSTEAD OF THIS CONSTANT FUCKING VOID GROWING BLACK MOLD ON THE CREVICES OF MY SKULL #aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa nothing is giving me life right now i want sometbing i cant create anything i dont wanna die but i have no choice #FIGHT THROUGH THE TIREDNESS WALK INTO THE FOREST IN THE NIGHT AND ROT. #SLIT MY WRISTS EVEN THOUGH IT WONT DO SHIT. LAY ON A BLANKET AND LET THE COLD TAKE ME #WOULDNT BE THE FIRST TIME IVE BEEN CLOSE TO IT. LEAST I CAN GO ALL THE WAY. GOD WHY DO I TRY. I WANT TO TRY. I HAVE NOTHING TO TRY FOR. #NO OTHER CHOICE.

[dlsintegration]

realized I never posted my armand - the perfect girl edit on here so. here she is

Armand - The Perfect Girl

#its the first iwtv edit i ever made so i dont Love it to say the least #i need to edit armand to ANYTHING even slightly darkwave adjacent #i need a late 80s new wave clubbing scene in s2 or ill actually die. #PLEASE give me what i want #iwtv #iwtv edit #armand #iwtv armand #armand edit #amc interview with the vampire #my edits #mareux

[motto-chanto-itte]

OH i just realised its been about a year since i got into danganronpa? december last year was when i started drthh. so i spent about 7 months on drthh + sdr2 + 2 ½ chapters of drv3 and here i am continuing five whole months later 🥲

(danganronpa spoilers in tags)

#and the leaf falleth down the tree #frankly i think im fine stopping now. enough heartbreak please #<- is playing a killing game. i have no idea what i want #i mean like. ive already seen #kaede #ryoma #kirumi #tenko #angie #die #first one broke my heart because of how it hurt a blorbo. i loved second and third why'd they have to go so early #i also liked fourth and fifth #whys this cast gotta be so likeable GODDAMN it #either way i know the rest is going to be heartbreaking #i already know that #kaito #dies <//3 #good thing is idk if it was an execution or a murder. knowing him i think he got murdered #WAIT FRICK THE ENDING OF THE THIRD CHAPTER #he prolly realised he needs to get out of there cuz he has some chronic illness and murdered #oh noooo #oh well anyway #i know that um. #kokichi #is a shithead. i think. i mean there's gotta be a reason why his fans have a bad reputation. he did bad things. of course he did #either way i don't want to see him die lmao #but also i'm so annoyingly against spoilers #BUT i just NEED to look at art of my boys #very annoying dilemma (<- not even a dilemma because i'll never voluntarily look at a spoiler even if it kills me) #anyway that's the only reason im continuing this horrible game WAIT WTF DO U MEAN TAG LIMIT UH if u read til here ur crazy n i appreciate u

[eggbagelz]

I CAN BUY THE FIRST FALLOUT GAME ON STEAM????

#THIS IS TH3 GREATEST MOMENT OF MY ENTIRE LIFE #THE ONLY THING THAT COULD POSSIBLY TOP THIS WOULD BE BEING ABLE TO PLAY THE FIRST SILENT HILL #BUT STILL I AM SO FUCKING PLEASED. #i havent been this mentally ill abt a video game since undetale i swear to god #disco elysium got SO SO close. but this? this is catastrophic. i have fallout disease #[radiation poisoning. i will die soon] #chattering

[novatwilightanddusk]

Me rn whenever I think about Jimmy this episode

#please jimmy #canary curse #i just need him to not die first once #please mans #limited life spoilers #limited life #solidarity gaming #jimmy solidarity #one day ill be allowed to have nice things

[skele8rity]

♫ !!!!! very excited for this one

HFSKFK you sent one back please. okay. listen. my music library is insane and shuffle is a ridiculous game of russian roulette with me. im so sorry about this im insane with music. little to no consistency you know this now

Freak On A Leash - Korn | it would throw that at me off the bat ☠️ i considered being a wuss and chickening out/skipping but you know what??? fuck it. childhood. its fine

Live For This - Lit | ch... childhood 2

Misread - Kings of Convenience | ah yes my obligatory acoustic guitar strings and piano relationships problems tastes. no but really kings of convenience are really good if you like like... simon and garfunkel and stuff like that. really nice writing and harmonies imo (they also featured on the song from that caveman geico commercial)

Moonsetter - Toby Fox (Homestuck Vol. 9) | ALL MY HOMIES LOVE MOONSETTER.... one of the tracks of all time and im not even kidding

St. James Infirmary - Cab Calloway | phenomenal even on its own but if the jam itself is not something phenomenal (30's!!! its from the 30's!!!) see the betty boop cartoon that features it (also from the 30's!!!) that i think youd actually enjoy perhaps if you have not seen it yet!!! its used a lot in "creepy" and "scary" videos, usually the clown fjdj

(send me a music note and ill show you 5 songs off my shuffle)

#diavoloz #return to sender #music #i love music please im eating it eating it devouring it #skelly speaks #link thank u i hope u enjoy a few at least JFJSKF #im going to be honest my shuffle is usually mentally ill just like me but i had to do this twice #bc the first time i tried to shuffle it was literally all radio rock songs from the 00s #korn limp bizkit papa roach red hot chili peppers saving abel. #i was like. you will not make me look like my music taste is solely white guy bar music oh my god #ill just die. #i cheated. i did.

[eremin0109]

the angstiest fucking parallel in RRR is also the gayest:

Bheem: "Jaan se bhi pyaari tumhari dosti toh hogi...khushi khushi kurbaan ho jaaunga"

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Babai: "Bahot khatra hai, jaan gava doge."

Ram: "Khushi Khushi gava doonga."

#CAN Y'ALL LIKE CHILL FOR ONE FUCKING SECOND HOLY SHIT #They're literally the 'Ill die for you. Not if I die for you first' meme like please #STOP DYING FOR EACH OTHER BITCHES TALK LIKE NORMAL COUPLES DO #smh #RRR #rambheem

[charlieism]

moving into a flat as a person whose grown up poor with a flatmate whose grown up rich... girl what the fuck is going on

#girl WHY did you just grab my bottle of wine and poor the last glass FOR YOURSELF WITHOUT ASKING??? #i wouldve let u have some if u asked. but the LOOK my mother and i sent each other. tho ofc we didnt say a word. raised polite. BUT HELLO?? #i paid for that?? like ofc i would share but HOW DO U NOT ASK. am i insane for this?? like id die before i took someones food/drink without #asking first i. hello. & what is with these wack suggestions & ideas & just the way they talk on god me & my mama talking bout this later💀 #WE JUST IN A DIF TAX BRACKET FR. AND WITH UR MOTHER SITTING RIGHT THERE???? SHES WEIRD AND RICH TOO #girl help why r u living here. no i like her but. im just so confused theres so much goin on. damn bitch u live like this? #ur mother is pretentious <3 OH YEAH AND ASSUMING U CAN TAKE MY LEFTOVER CURTAIN SHIT??? HOW R U JUST GONNA WALK IN MY ROOM AND ASSUME THAT #AGAIN. ILL GLADLY SHARE. BUT PLEASE GOD NUST ASK INSTEAD OF TAKINGGG I THOUGHT RICH PPL WERE MEANT TO BE POLITE #this year is going to be. fun. dear tumblr diary i want to to home #jay rambles

[sonknuxadow]

dear god sonic prime comes out in 2 weeks

#or the first few episodes come out in 2 weeks anyway #begging on my knees for it to be good Please this has been suhc a good year for sonic so far #if sonic prime turns out to be bad ill die

[thegetdownrebooter]

this was a crazy ass episode from start to finish

tom finally admitting to being a goldigger (as a tom hater, i won)

tomshiv biting each other at a party (unhinged)

lukas mattson making a holocaust joke on twitter

gerri almost getting fired, again! (roman please die)

karl being a cunt again (slay!)

electra king roman reenacting his fantasies with ai logan (expected but still disgusting)

kendall having a nervous breakdown on stage ( dundee +too much birthday again)

greg being an asshole ( i'm uncomfortable with one of the few black characters getting yelled at by cousin greg)

roman being an asshole to that joy chick (she should've have stabbed him)

tom "apologizing" for fucking shiv up (tom please kill yourself i beg)

kendall water motive shit again

kendall "making up" numbers ( insane)

all of them being assholes to people that work for them

kendall clearly being manic and everybody egging him on

kendall using clips from logan in his presentation ( i gasped)

most importantly it being confirmed that atn backing mencken makes them look like white supremacists. (and the rest of the world isn't here for it)

#wtf #the most disgusting episode of a tv show i've ever watched #even freud would hurl #i better not see any m*ncken fans after this #god shiv needs to get locked up in a facility #ken too of course #i need tom to die sooo bad #and fuck roman! #i'm glad that karl had a backbone it was nice to see #insane #this is the first time in s4 so far were i wanted rome to die #i was wishing ill upon him a lot in s3 #gerri please retire i beg! #my god... #succesion #succesesion hbo #fandomshit

[todayisafridaynight]

Especially because in the end... Arakawa loses his son in small ways that just Accumulate... but Jo's the one who even gets to outlive his son... AUGH. THROWING MYSELF INTO A WOODCHIPPER

Also while going through old messages, I saw I actually had a dream back in 2021 that Jo came back in LaD8. I mean sure he had "longer hair" and "a new outfit NOBODY liked except me" and was Unserious like RGGJo whereas in the actual teaser he sounds more depressed than ever but I'm still taking credit alright... the vision came to me...

And in a Hell Will Freeze Over Before This Happens I Just Like To Think About It way. I want him in my goddamn party and I have for all of Y7 so it's not related to the new game. I don't care. I want to find out what his favorite flowers are I want to take him to Every Movie and get his commentary on all of it I want to take him out to eat and watch his little itadakimasu animation play out I want to have the most light-hearted and inconsequential conversations and I want him to chime in I want to exhaust every option on his Drink Link I want to unlock his sickass tag-team moves I want to wear True Hero and fight by his side I want to shower him with so much love and affection he won't know what hit him (<- channeling Arakawa tbh)

its just insane because from a metaphorical sense arakawa 'outlives' masato in that he becomes aoki and like. That's One Thing, but then Of Course. There's Jo. //stuffing my mouth with wet cement// like OHHHH the pain never stops it never ends,,

mate i think your brain was just tryna manifest RGGJo to make a come back through y7 ☠️☠️ CREDIT WHERE CREDITS DUE THO BUT DAMN would have been. THE MOST interesting change to his character though.... on the real.... because yeah he just sounds so tired from the trailer so far （；´д｀）would be hilarious if instead of entering a Super Depression arc bro's just. Yeah Alright Fuck It. What Can We Do Now Amirite. walk right out the cell with the white suit and snake-patterned lapels and all ☠️☠️

OK BUT MOST VALID RANT EVER. MOST VALID WANT EVER. would really just have the vibe of dragging your jaded uncle around the city i would died to have that,,, 😭😭

#snap chats #ON THE REAL THOUGH JO PARTY MEMBER WOULD'VE MADE ME YELL #it too is a part of my This Is Guaranteed To Never Happened But What If wish list..... #i still stand firm he shouldve at least been left with tendo for five minutes. JUST FIVE THEN EVERYONE ELSE CAN COME IN #first he necks his boss then he fucks up his office like LET HIM. GET A FEW SWINGS IN. it's what he deserves i think... #BUT REAL PLEEAASSE I WANT THE SAWASHIRO SOCIAL LINK GIVE IT TO ME RIGHT NOW SEGA #id die and throw up because you just know he and ichi'd have to talk about arakawa at some point during it... #if the whole SL not JUST being about meetin arakawa or his early days in the family #also forgive me for calling it 'social link' i unfortunately played persona a lot years ago and just. Its A Social Link ok ik im a monster #persona's one piece of media that was crucial to my developmental years its in my dna now... #IN ANY CASE NOOOOO I COULD SIT AND THINK FOREVER ABOUT JO MAKING LITTLE COMMENTS... #its my mental illness... its my weakness i think..... just thinkin of silly scenarios... #see while im cringe at being intelligent i AM adequate at making funny scenarios... hehe even... #its a dangerous thing to put an idea in my head as Creatively Ambiguous as that one oh no i feel my brain being eaten alive already #PLEASE I NEED THE PARTY TO REACT TO JO 😭😭 IN A NON VIOLENT SITUATION 😭😭 #i hope when jo's forced to be in social settings he's just Weird. like not Weird weird but its painfully obvious he's never had friends #like he just doesnt know what to do with himself the closest friend in age he has is adachi and He. Is Definitely A Character (affectionate #i hope theyre all out to lunch and someone makes a lighthearted joke and jo takes it too seriously and one other mate gotta just #'my guy relax. it was a joke. see [explains the joke]' and bro just Hm..... Not Funny Didn't Laugh about it right #he's not gonna flip the table now at least #UGH why would you remind me of the timeline of jo being a party member. im gonna drive myself mad thinkin bout it （；´x｀)（；´x｀) #ITD BE SO SWEET JUST SEEING JO BE NICE FOR FIVE SECONDS. NOT EVEN 'NICE' JUST CHILL #jo karaoke wouldnt exist but it'd be cute to at least see him in the crowd... #I REPEAT IM GONNA THINK OF LIL SCENARIOS LIKE THESE ALL DAY NOW NOOOOOO im ruined 😔

[pizzapizzadickz]

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#diary #personal #disordered eating #hm. i really wonder why i partake in all these bad habits. Hah. i make it sound like im sampling fine wine and cheeses #hm hm hm. please pass me the merlot darling would you please? oh be a dear and pass the the 6 month munster. oh isnt this just to die for! #hahaha. but seriously though. a lot of the things i do arent quite easily explained. #self harm #drugs tw #like ill be the first to admit i likely am addicted to some extent to self harm. does that mean all these other behavior are that basically #or are they seprate things. tho that seems unlikely. #like. i want to starve myself yes. but it sorta seems frivolous in a way? like i like the idea in theory. but not so much in reality. #i do love food. but im picky. i want only certain things at certain times. and often im just tired of eating. #and idk. i like the idea of being thin. but that doesnt mean ill push it that far. im happy so long as i maintain really. #in the end i feel no need to exersise or even restrict that much. i cant be bothered tbh. im too lazy. for better or for worse really. #alcohol #even weed and alcohol. theyre not really an addiction. well. weed could become one ig? #but really its to making existing more bareable. idk. things get too much and weed really just. quiets everything down. #and by god does it ever help my fuckinh pain. #alcohol id probably partake in more if it wasnt for the stomach issues it causes me. thats the only reason i stopped. #and while id be theoretical into trying other things to bide my time. i just dont really care? cant be bothered to really. #idk. in the end all these behaviours always seem likeexpressions of other things to me. #thats why all in all im quite reluctant to claim theyre a disorder or an addiction or anything. #in the end theyre something i rely on when i cant deal with it anymore. and sometimes thats a bit too frequently #im just bored sometimes too ig. but that boredom just causes everything else to spiral too. #even me not eating. i dont like pain and the nausea that comes if you dont eat for too long. but by god does food disgust me sometimes #not much to do about it really. or at least im not sure what to do. all in all i think ive sorta given up on everything? #its sorta pitiful to say so but i really have. i just. dont wanna deal with any of this anymore so i gave up in the end. #not much to be done when you just cant do anything. haha. if i even knew where to start i probably would. #but all in all i just go around in circles. and ive sorta forgotten my values and any sense of self. #this has happened before. when i was younger. im used to it. and idk. thats sorta why im taking a laxidasical attitude.