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evilkaeya · 3 months

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SATOSUGUERS I GET YOU GUYS I GET YOU NOW

#THERE'S NO CURSE MORE TWISTED THAN LOVE #GOD THEYRE SO. THEY WERE NEVER MEANT TO BE TOGETHER? THEIR FATES WERE NEVER WRITTEN ON THE SAME PAGE.#THE WAY THINGS COULD'VE TURNED OUT DIFFERENT BUT NONE OF THEM REALIZED IT UNTIL TOO LATE. SOMETHING SOMETHING MISSED OPPORTUNITIES.#EVERYTHING ABOUT THEM IS SO HEARTBREAKING #THE BEACH EPISODE WILL FOREVER BE MY ROMAN EMPIRE #and and #the way they say satoru and suguru every chance they get #something something intimacy. a name uttered like a prayer. a poem. an entire story.#im devastated to say the least

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braemjeorn · 1 year

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sometimes a family is just two estranged parents: the independent, cool mom and the cold, stern dad and their two adopted kids aka the tsundere, devoted, filial first child and the overexcited—oversized at that—pure-hearted maknae huh...?

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variousqueerthings · 5 months

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three just karate aikido-dropped three security guards and honestly id like to see some other doctors get into a fist fight occasionally, i wonder how they'd do

#doctor who #dw #im watching classic who #im watching the green death #im watching the third doctor #one woul feign a knee injury and then chop someone in the throat when they came over all worried #two would do silly flappy hands and be generally useless -- that or smack someone over the head with his flute #four would fight so dirty but also so badly -- hairpulling expected #five would espouse being above this and then kneecap someone with a cricket bat #im torn between six or seven as most likely to commit an actual murder based on what ive seen of them #but definitely six would throw an actual hard punch square in someone's face + scratch and claw #while seven of course uses a cane to devastating effect (with a bit of one and four tactics)#eight would be useless in a fight in the movie but far more capable later on BUT i think also least likely to fight someone physically #nine is a bitch-slapper ive decided. she's actually very unhappy with the idea of a proper fight but a humiliating slap yes #ten WOULD fight but would also lose and spit blood while acting like they're winning #eleven also does flappy hands but far more effectively than two and when you're not taking him seriously punches you in the face #twelve i think is most likely to win an honest fight through old-school fisticuffs but on top of that is also a bastard cheater #thirteen ive decided is most likely to have remembered some of three's martial arts but silly style -- gets halfway through a correct move #fucks something up and says *hold on i swear i used to remember this stuff now is it over the hip or shoulder...* before getting knocked ou #fourteen from what we've seen so far holds up their hands going *now wait a second-* and immediately gets knocked out

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bylertruther · 8 months

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anybody else like a fairy but instead of dying if someone doesn't believe in you, you die if no one has a crush on you. does anyone else relate to that or is it just me and my normal sized ego . asking for a friend btw 💚

#on the floor croaking and wheezing and coughing and reaching out with a hand saying i feel so cold n can see the light etc etc #re: tht crush post tht i made however long ago. well. the bad news is tht i realized i am apparently somehow not the most special girl #in the whole universe which was crazy 2 me but the good news is that I'M CURED 🙏#i mean. the fairy condition means im dead but at least im not dead with a crush like tht would jus be too devastating 💔#also srry for posting nonsense n hiding from my msgs im like . spiraling 💜 nd would rather be unwell from afar than up close 👍#also ive been in my gamer era. The Pixels Have Taken Over My Life

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khaenriyah · 2 months

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penacony broke me especially after visiting the place firefly bought us to, mygod it's like someone tore my heart out

#the music at dream's edge is so heartbreaking #and when i interact with the scene; tb went through a myriad of emotions #i hope firefly and robin won't be a tingyun 2.0 im gonna be fuckin devastated #sidenote though: GALLAGHER IS SO FINE I NEED THAT MAN YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND #GALLAGHER IS A NECESSITY #hsr #omg i forgot to add on but sam ... is delightful to say the least too...

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lynettethemadscientist · 8 months

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I really resent the fact that Sole just nonchalantly says "would you consider being more than friends?" when you want to romance a companion. I should have the option to make a tearfully desperate confession of love to my intended.

#fr my Sole grappled with her feelings for MONTHS trying to figure out when to say it and how to say it #I had a whole speech prepared #i cried #and then the moment comes and my character just asks for a deeper relationship without a care in the world #dammit she would CARE #she would be devastated if she was rejected #let us lay all the cards on the table #win or lose #at least we will have been honest #i hate thinking that Preston will never know just how much he means to her #because she can't convey it in dialogue #fallout 4 #fallout #preston garvey #fallout 4 companions #ok yeah im willing to admit at this point that I just want a fallout 4 otome game #i mean its a dialogue heavy plot #you could easily make it a vn #just saying

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toastsnaffler · 2 months

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yeurgh

#terrible day at work that wasnt even that bad i just didnt want to be there and it lasted forever snd ever #and kept thinking abt certain things...... what tf do they put in thursdays that make me ruminate myself into a major depression #whatever. i was gonna call friends but im gonna dip on that and just play elden ring #they wont mind anyway it was originally gonna be just them. ill just say im tired #might finish exordia tonight too.. while im already devastated just letting it stack up even higher #its good im feelinf like this today at least bc i have family visiting this weekend so i have to be switched on for that #i wont be able to allow myself to feel anything so i need to get all the fucking gunk out tonight and thats that #ugh why does the fucking oven take so long to heat come on......#.diaries

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simmonsized · 9 months

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i'm having a lot of feelings about davebot again no one can help me it's not important but it is related to grief because literally romance is the least interesting part of his character how can you think of anything but the overwhelming grief of losing someone you're that close to in such a graphic way and just being forced to move forward with no time to process what happened because of some narrative horseshit that you cannot even properly grasp until after you yourself have, in a way, died

#thematically speaking it is incredibly sexy #i am allowed to say this as one of the only people who thinks that chapter 14 of candy was good actually #i mean yes it was absolutely fucking devastating and i have Opinions about it but objectively speaking #it is one of the only good things to come from the epilogues #yes im having opinions about the epilogues and hs2 again i know i said I'll stop but i cant #respect the hustle and all that im just spitting mad about a bunch of stupid shit thats not even canon but at least im having fun about it

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drewsaturday · 11 months

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i feel like if nat did recover and drag the other girls into recovery we just... wouldn't really have an adult storyline anymore? so i don't think her dying was the Worst choice, but i also just don't... see how it's supposed to feel narratively satisfying or narratively tragic. they could've absolutely made it feel that way with the writing this season but rn i'm just not seeing it.

#yellowjackets tag #yj spoilers #i also do understand the sentiments of seeing a character fighting to live for all her life finally getting better only to die #and im not sure how to feel about that #i dont rly think this is the show For that sort of positive development - at least not this soon into it #maybe? i mean we saw shauna making some progress about callie but... if the show is about trauma #they need to keep spiraling i guess for 3 more seasons idk :/#it's just. im devastated but if they'd made it feel more narratively tragic i would be on board #not just 'oh shes trying so hard to recover then boop she dies </3' cheap tragic just... idk im not making the connections here #they couldve juxtaposed her will to live with her death in a way that's... more impactful i guess #which is so weird to say bc she died the way she wishes she did for javi all those years ago but i still didnt. feel it.#but i wouldve been alright with that probably - not happy obvs but if it served the story better i'd be less weird feeling rn #they just....... really wasted nat for so much of this season it didn't feel earned #idk. gonna hopefully do a rewatch so i can see what mightve been leading up that i missed the first time #im just... not feeling a lot of this

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anachronistic-falsehood · 8 months

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GENUINELY going 2 fucking explode. was in the car driving and angel with a shotgun came on. started thinkin about c!philza and no word of a lie i started crying. old man is immortal and has lost so much in his lifetime and became nearly apathetic about it, lost his son, got his son back, his son LEFT WILLINGLY, and then lost his best friend and his home one after the other. i was so fucking distraught about it. ohhh cphil you had so many issues and you were no good at helping people but you are so so tragic 2 me. then i started thinking abt vash the stampede and cried even harder

#whiskey yelling into the void #dsmp #IMMORTAL BLOND GUYS WITH FAMILY ISSUES AND ANGEL IMAGERY WHO LOST THEIR CLOSEST FRIENDS GANG #i think ctech is canonically gone or at least heavily implied to be which is literally the saddest fucking thing i've ever heard in my life #like fuck. god. we don't know exactly what happened to him if he just left or if he's dead but cphil acted like he was GONE gone #i think phil did that bc like. cphil is very much like ccphil and like. he didnt talk about how he felt much?? so roleplaying it with cphil #was probs a way to show it?? without saying it??? ig??? acknowledging it without rly acknowledging it #either way both cc and c being hit with the same loss is fucking devastating #sry im just rambling. thinkin abt tech and sbi a lot lately. might cry again might delete this later idk

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always-a-joyful-note · 1 year

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I've done it. I finished Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint. It's long. It's worth binging. It's...it's everything.

I'm....I...It....I can't articulate anything coherent right now so just...just have some emoji reactions and also memes that I generated during my reading of it.

My two biggest moods during the entire thing:

My second two biggest moods:

Memes (in order of creation):

Me right now?

See you in 3 to 5 business days to spam this blog with a long post because boy do I have thoughts and, yes, I will make it everyone's problem.

#they....they got him back right?#im gonna say yes cause it implies it #and...and....and.....IM SORRY I STILL CANT SAY ANYTHING PROPERLY IN THE TAGS #this book ruined me and if I was prone to crying i would have DROWNED in my tears #the next best thing i can do is lie on the floor contemplating my existence #/and they really did that didn't they...these TROLLS of authors/#but they managed to end it happily??? maybe a little vague but i do think it was made to be happy...#or at least hopeful to reflect the way all of these guys were holding onto HOPE all these years and it kept dokja alive #AHDHDHGEGEJDJDHUDHEYDUJEJ IM SUFFERING #and also...thank you to everyone who witnessed my reactions you are all beloved #and apologies to those who didn't follow me for this xD #fandom spamdom #note's nonsense #orv #omniscient reader's viewpoint #i am deceased destroyed devastated de -#and yes i also make references to...#bsd #vnc #in the nickel memes #edit: oh wow...memes have a lot of typos...you can tell i wasnt coherent when making them #orv spoilers

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lanayrutower · 5 months

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the urge to complain about botw because i paid 160 bucks for it vs the knowledge that i should just shut up to keep my peace on the internet

#the 160 is because of currency conversion 😔 i know it's not that expensive for most of this webbed site #idk how to talk about it without sounding like i hate the game. I DONT HATE THE GAME. but. i havent touched it in over a week and i dont #feel the urge to go back because i am. horrifically. bored. which sucks!!!! i dont think it's a boring game and im not sure if it's just #because im not into open worlds but i've seen people who love open worlds AND botw say similar things so!!!! !!!!!#i'm at mipha's area still do u know how devastating it is to me that im with her but i dont want to continue. im in tears.#whatever at least it's better than me paying... what is 70 dollars in my poor people money #THREE HUNDRED???????????????? i fucking hate it here #anyway paying 300 (!!!!!!!!) for totk and despising every second of it #freya talka loz

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liquidstar · 1 year

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yurikuma arashi is probably ikuhara's weakest work imo but i HAVE to give it credit for slapping the word yuri onto fucking everything

#im not saying its terrible btw its just. well its no utena or sarazanmai. but it does have a framed photo that says Yuri Friends #i too am ''yuri friends''#ik it means lily too ofc but something tells me they didnt mean it in the lily way idk #i think my biggest gripe w yurikuma though was the oversexualization. and ofc i KNOW that it was kind of the point #in some respects at least #but i think there can still be ways of portraying than in a more tactful way #like utena's approach was better i think. it didnt have to be like super in your face but still made it absolutely devastating #while in yurikuma's case its honestly hard to differentiate it from just actual fanservice. it doesnt seem distinct from it at all #so i feel like it couldve been more polished... less gauche?#i get what they were going for yeah but i also dont think you can brush of critique of it w just ''well its on purpose'' yknow?#maybe if they had more time to flesh it out it couldve worked. yurikuma felt a bit limited w its 12 episode run #unlike sarazanmai which absolutely nailed it w a short run #but i do think the payoff at the end was good. like the story of the forest girl and the sky girl (or something) breaking the barrier #that was pretty cool like it had some real stuff going for it too so its like. not unsalvageable lol

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thompsborn · 7 months

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me, 30 minutes ago: its 1 am and i should sleep <3

me, immediately after: refreshes tumblr, decidedly does not go to sleep

#i say this like its funny haha #but tbh it is mostly because i am so fucking. Devastated about the horrible shit happening to palestinians #i saw so many videos and pictures today of such horrible things that they’re suffering through right now #and im seeing it through a screen from my safe little bubble in my house and its still destroying me emotionally and mentally #i cant imagine the fear and horror they must be feeling in gaza #and the fact that they have probably felt this fear and horror for a very long time because of israel’s ethnic cleansing of their people #im in such a privileged position and the least i can do is spread awareness and i donated what i could and i have plans to reach out to my l #local government and encourage them to speak up and condemn the genocide of palestine and im looking for local protests and shit like #im gonna do what i can but i know i cant do enough as just a singular individual with low social impact and not a lot of money #but i’ll still do what i can no matter what #i wouldnt be able to live with myself knowing i sat back and said nothing while the palestinians suffered so much #which honestly i already did because i wasn’t educated about it prior to this past week and thats entirely my fault #i mean partially i know its western civilization not showing the horrors that israel has committed but i try to stay in the loop on things #and try to be aware of things happening in the world and i failed to become aware of this before now #i could have been doing more for years to try and spread awareness for palestine and i never did and i wish i could go back and change that #but i cant #but what i CAN do is speak up now that i know and spread awareness and refuse to let palestine go down without a fight #sorry this is a fandom sideblog i know ive been posting a lot on my main blog and i do need to go to bed and whatever #its just hard to sleep knowing that as i sit here safe and comfortable in my bed there are children families innocent people dying in gaza #and the world is actively and successfully trying to paint palestine as the bad guys #its fucking awful and despicable

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todayisafridaynight · 9 months

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I Swear I'll Actually Respond To Everything I Want To And I AM Dying To Talk About Debt but my keyboard's only getting worse and I wanna do it without getting agitated...

Anyway... I finished The Travel Nurse. Literally perfect show I can't wait to sub but forget that and bear with Google Translate assigning Shizuka he/her for a moment. The fact this made-up hospital just has the same name as Practically The Only Hospital In Mainline RGG is the funniest fucking thing to me... I'm sure they're both references to something but... do you think Nurse AU Arakawa tended to Daigo while he was in a coma, as head nurse...

OK THAT ASIDE I'll definitely give A Ghost of a Chance a go, it sounded great while I was looking for things available to watch and the Snap Seal Of Approval is all I need <3

S'ALL GOOD thots and slayers for your keyboard.... get well soon lil bro 🙏

but omg nurse au arakawa takin carea daigo... i think id start cry laughing if i got a chance to see arakawa chasing after mine cause bro decided to euthanize his patient via Dramatic Gunshot To The Dome 😭☠️☠️

A GHOST OF A CHANCE IS WELL WORTH the chance hehe IT REALLY IS A CUTE MOVIE !!! also one of the Apparently Rare roles where nakai is lowkey kind of a twat most of the time. but within reason tbh. also there is that scene of him petting a dog and therefore i think its ok if he's a bit of a dickwad (plus theres a scene where he does some magic tricks so it all evens out in the end me thinks) <3

#snap chats #SPEAKING O THINGS TO WATCH VERY MUCH LOOKING FORWARD TO THE SUBS FOR TRAVEL NURSE !!!#so funny i was looking up nakai things to watch but most of the things i found only had the raw footage #DEVASTATE but at least all of my searching lead me to A Ghost of a Chance...#still laughing @ arakawa tendin to daigo at the hospital..... Y5 it part two like Oh Wow I've Seen You Before :)#and no crazy boyfriend around this time...... he just gets to take care of him no distractions no nothing...#shinada there to say hi but shinadas Not Insane and is a normal dude.... epic....#OHH i should sleep. im hoping i can stream tomorrow and it doesnt shit itself like last week...#anyway night night... i hope you enjoy A Ghost of a Chance if you watch it While Im Asleep !!

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soft-bugs · 10 months

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#also update from one of my previous posts:#ive cut off a friend because i dont like how they treat me and our other friends and i have a lot of mixed emotions about it #like i dont hate them but i cant help but feel slight resentment after dealing with this for so long #i wish them nothing but the best but i just cant take it anymore im tired of being afraid to do or say literally anything #ive tried all that i can do and given all i can give to try to help them but nothings ever good enough i didnt ask to be a therapist #and im like devastated that its come to this it never used to be like this or at least ot was never this bad #it hurts so fucking much having to lose your friend of like 11-ish years for several reasons that have all just been building up #more and more over the course of like 3-6+ months #vent #bugs agere journal

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