#im lowkey dying

[welcometololaland]

its not even nearly Sunday but @clottedcreamfudge summoned me like a very chaotic wolf howling in the forest to another very chaotic wolf so I couldn't say no.

I WOULD SAY SEVEN SENTENCE SUNDAY BUT WE ARE JUST GONNA SAY WIP WEDNESDAY

“I can’t train, TK,” Carlos replies, tapping a finger absentmindedly on the countertop. “I’ve been told to take a ‘micro-break’ from the tournament.”

“Huh,” TK murmurs, and Carlos bites his lip as he waits for the response. “That’s good. I wasn’t really asking if you wanted to hit.”

“You weren’t?” Carlos asks, perplexed. He runs a hand through his hair as something in his stomach lurches and releases a pack of particularly active butterflies. Maybe they’re wasps. They feel a bit violent.

“I asked if you wanted to hang out,” TK repeats, “spend time together. You know, like we’re normal and not two people that hit a ball once and took it too seriously.”

Carlos is fairly certain that the words coming out of TK’s mouth are ‘hang out’, but somehow Carlos’ brain is morphing them into big, flashy lettering that reads 'DATE-DATE-DATE-DATE' like he’s on some weird Broadway show about whether or not your doubles partner is asking you out. It's very niche.

I won't tag anyone since my concept of time is embarrassing, but time is fake and that's all I have to say about that

#tennis au #tarlos and tennis #yall #wait until you see the tweets rmd has contributed to this fic #im lowkey dying #theyre so freaking funny #like i open my google doc just to stare at them and laugh #wip #wip wednesday

[miss--serotonin]

I have a need for this year’s Wanderer bday art to absolutely slap. We share a birthday and I’m sick as fuck this year, please universe, give me something worth waking up for tomorrow.

#🤞 #im lowkey dying #let this be a psa if you ever have a uti #get that shit dealt with #because kidney infections do not fuck around #i literally haven’t stood up straight in days

[theloveinc]

There's a lot of validity in the idea that older Bakugo is a traumatized pro-hero with major PTSD... but you know what's kinda fucked up to think about? The fact that Bakugo is also a 22-year-old pro-hero with major PTSD even before that, too.

It's almost easy to imagine that things are actually better when he's older (the therapy finally a routine, the trauma long set and on the path to being healed)... and that it's his whole 20s that are spent as a pool of disaster trying to recover from the war(s).

He looks back and barely even remembers being twenty, much less twenty-five or twenty-seven. Barely remembers how little he slept, not at the hands of trying to balance hero work and getting a degree at the same time, but just out of the pure insomnia that came from trying to move on and every nightmare attached.

Hardly ever showering, never shaving (not that he ever grew much of a beard, but the facial hair was definitely there. There's pictures of him on the news with an awkward, grown out haircut and patches on facial hair that make him look positively... immature), barely even eating more than a few protein bars or an energy jelly drink-a day. It's a blur, and his friends are hardly there to pick him up out of it because they're all going through it, too. Somewhat.

It's definitely weird if you meet him during this period. He's not all there, at least, not all of the time. He doesn't really register your interactions, the friendship you extend to him (a younger, or ever older, version of him would've shown you that deep seeded ferocity in response, tried to bite the hand that fed him, even if it were love... but 20s Bakugo... doesn't seem to notice). Even though only one of his eyes is clouded over, the good one never seems to brighten up.

There's definitely moments when the old him shines through: when he's with Deku, when he's in the midst of battle, when he finds out that Todoroki still does a shitty job at chopping scallions. But it's a long time before he's even close to the same, able to step out from underneath the fog of simply surviving and into the sunshine of recovering.

But I think sticking through it with him is worth it.

(It's a weird moment, a happy moment, the first time you realize that Bakugo has changed. That the pouring rain outside hasn't bothered him since he showed up at your apartment. He forgot his umbrella, he's been quite careless ever since the war—wet and shaggy hair frizzed up, cheeks red from cold—but he doesn't seem to mind, with his bare feet up on your coffee table, his eyes gazing out the window. You hand his tea, and instead of gulping it down in one go, letting it burn in his throat, he winces at the heat.

"Tastes like shit," he says, and you laugh because it always does. Just this time, he noticed.)

#bakugou x reader #bakugo #this is what crocheting a baby hat does to u #no im jk i was just thinking abt bakugo being like 22 and awkward as h*ck bc he still hasnt recovered from the war #i wanna talk abt what he's like more but this is what came out instead LOL #like i think he's really stubborn abt ... coping with after effects of dying #and then before he knows it he has major depression LMFAOO #and he can like go to work get his degree do all he needs to do as a 20-something year guy #but he's not like. *there*. you know #and you meet him and he's a binch but he's not hard to get along with #and u just sorta take him in and drag him places like idk #your school's halloween night.. or even just a night out with ur friend (he doesn't even know how to order a drink) #and he doesnt even process it all until one day he's like 'dang it feels like ive been asleep for years' #and he kinda was #but he knows youre the one who helped him and now he wants to fix himself for you bc he remembers u being there for him #but he's so funny im imagining him with like. frat boy facial hair and a really outgrown ugly mullet type haircut #and lowkey with like. greasy skin (ik he's perfect but he's in a bad state and it shows) and he eats instant noodles ever day #and only watches japanese top gear #and goes on patrols where he beats the crap outta ppl and then doesnt remember it #DREAM BOY #and then he's big hero later #anyway #caitie post #gen

[infizero-draws]

QUICK haters are asleep, post MOUNDERS YAOI

#trafficblr #pearlescentmoon #mumbo jumbo #fanart #secret life smp #THIS IS YAOI TO ME. anyways im lowkey obsessed w them. in my design pearl's a vampire cuz mumbo bit her. maybeee bdubs too i still need #to review the footage o7 also kind of art spamming today I JUST DREW A LOT TODAY AND AM IMPATIENT LOL #mumbo x pearl #mumbo jumbo x pearlescentmoon #<- do they have a ship name ToT someone please tell me im dying out here

[incorrect-ikevamp-quotes]

Leonardo: Dinosaurs aren't extinct. I mean, le Comte is walking in this room.

MC: *wheeze*

#ikevamp #ikemen vampire #ikevamp leonardo #ikevamp leo #ikevamp comte #ikevamp saint germain #ikevamp mc #back at it again with the pureblood on pureblood violence #truly these jokes never age a day (at least for me) #you see what i did there #although i think the funniest thing about this one is that comte would be so 'ha h a leonardo very funny >:/' #and then he's just drinking in the parlor room asking sebas is he's too old and boring for mc #and sebas naturally interested in stirring the pot is like #'idk if you ask me you don't look a day over 300' #needless to say the man needed pats from mc afterwards #man im dying all i imagine is comte just 'no talk me i'm angy' in a corner of the balcony #lowkey want to write this now--i might in fact #unauthorized bullying of comte will not be tolerated (unless i find it hilarious like i do in this case) #also funny because leonardo isnt much younger--not that that would ever stop him #ikevamp incorrect quotes

[wingsofhcpe]

me watching hilson vids & looking at gifsets/fanart is 20% like "awww look at them they're so in love my heart is gonna melt" and 80% of "ok but how the fuck did we even get there to begin with what is wrong with those two", and THAT'S how you know a ship is top tier.

#house md #hilson #house x wilson #wilson in his boxers at a party??? house drugging him??? wilsow lowkey dying on a couch??? #WILSON PROPOSING IN THE MIDDLE OF A RESTAURANT??? like what happened there bro #im still in s2 how do we get from point A to point B

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

pros of doing Physical Labor: i feel like a real person! i accomplished something!! it was rewarding work!

cons: Ow Ow Owie Ow Ouch Ow Ow Ow

#also cons: im a fucking dumbass and did not eat like. Anything #before doing uhhhh 6-7 straight hours of intense box-throwin' dolly-totin' heavy-liftin' #but hey! we stayed hydrated! #and we got a nice dinner to reward ourselves #also because we were both lowkey dying but yk yk #nah im kidding it wasnt that bad #we were both just exhausted overworked and nauseous #AND WE GET TO DO MORE TOMORROW!!!! #though this time we Know Better. we will Consume Energy before Spending It. #im very not excited #i want to lay on the floor and dissolve #absolutely unprompted #BUT!!! aha!!!! another pro!!! #despite my arms feeling like theyre about to pop right off at the socket #i got Art Motivation #i Scribbled! the ideas Flowed! #i only did like two things tho #one of which i will finish coloring tomorrow #the other will be queued #yall are getting some laughingstock in the morn' #a crumb.... i hope its tasty #the Spiteful Motivation after a full day of not being able to scribble is unparalleled #like HA! HAHA! YOU COULDN'T KEEP ME AWAY FOREVER!! #now if yall will excuse me im gonna answer One ask. go eat some leftovers. and pass out #i have so many bruises... so many.... everything Aches <3 #wish i had some Special Gummies rn smh

[michyeosseo]

How dare you lay your hands on your mother-in-law?

Yoon Hae Young and Choi Myung Gil as JANG SE-MI & BAEK DO-YI LADY DURIAN (2023) 1.05

#kdramaladies #kdramaedit #kdrama #lady durian #durian’s affair #yoon hae young #choi myung gil #아씨 두리안 #@ im sunghan writernim: this is so fucking particular and personal did you peek at my brain #lowkey dying at her hands stopping just right before grazing doyi's face #semi-ya come you can sleep beside meeeeeee #i'm about to cry faced with such beauty #believe the baby (not a baby) she wouldn't take advantage like that

[beautifulrosebrunette]

wow guys i'm dropping posts liek crayz anyways my friend drew my toon silly @a-burningbonfire thank you silly

let's take paracetamol and fight cogs like best friends

#“do u want me to help or are you fine on your own” #(gets damaged once) #“please help i think im lowkey dying” #mariya talks #in headlights #ttcc #toontown corporate clash #toonblr #corporate clash #toontown

[madmutts]

to be fair I say 'brb' before I go take the biggest juiciest nap known to man. maybe leo's asleep?

HDJDJ FOR LIKE 2 WHOLE DAYS????

#angelo txt #inbox answer #only time we sleep that long is if we're lowkey dying GDJFJJ #.......he better not be dying.... #now im making myself worried hjfhdjd #:[ #bettertwins

[happyk44]

in one corner are the girls. hestia is the mediator between the other two's dispute, gently coaxing them away from their violent desires and soothing them both over a cup of tea and some warm buttered bread, fully utilizing her sweet sisterly parenting

and in the other corner, hades is holding zeus over his head in air jail, one foot on poseidon's chest to keep him down because neither of them want to listen to the words "stop fucking fighting" and he is so so tired

#one day the two switch responsibilities and hestia manages to get the boys to calm down over a cup of hot tea and cookies #meanwhile hades is STILL wrestling his siblings into submission because he is NOT a nurturer like hestia and the girls wanna punch #happy talks greek mythos #hades #hestia #it helps that hestia is so small and sweet looking and just exudes warmth and comfort so everyone wants to be nice for her #then hades is a tall skinny-ass tree of a man who exudes death so his siblings are lowkey like fuck that guy im never dying

[imytheghost]

I hope you guys know that I truly hate it here

#its just so jarring #to randomly be sent #this by my aunt #No hate against furries #love those guys (not the bad ones) #sturggles #struggle #furry #furry struggles #im dying #i am lowkey in the fandom #not like in in it but ya know #enjoy silly fluffy guys #i hate it here #funny

[rose-serpent]

hello tumbrl

#i love women #i support womens rights and womens wrongs #am i the only one who thinks she's lowkey fine #please tell me im not the only one #i just might be insane #im sorry im just a bisexual #dying light the mother #dyinglight #my english is ass im sorry #i actually have an english exam tomorrow and i might just fail

[the-gayest-sky-kid]

god its 1am i cannot be doing this

#bsd yt tiktok whatever they don't GET IT #its not sad because his friend died and then hopeful because he told him to do good its fuckin #imagine your life lowkey going to shit and you lose one friend and then your other friend of 3 years knowingly marches to his death and you #cant convince him otherwise but you go to him anyway and he's dying youre watching him die #the anime doesn't do much well but dazais hand shaking covered in blood is a Visual you dont get it #dazai trying to be like we will save you just fucking gets me #think abt the aftermath #“Dropping onto his knees by Odasaku’s side‚ Dazai looked up to the ceiling and closed his eyes. His tightly shut lips faintly trembled.” #think abt that #and the way the stageplay turns that into full on crying #he is literally 18 his lifes like partly collapsed he just held his friend until he died #and when he leaves this room hes going to uproot himself entirely #this isnt coherent in any way but it hurts me #it hurts me so much #odas death doesnt hurt because its odas DEATH it hurts because its ODAS DEATH #also im thinking abt how in the anime dazais coat fell off when he ran to oda #he burned that #he had to pick it up and leave #do you ever think about that #he had to pick it up and walk away

[shuuhui]

quick doodles for today

#kanata shinkai #its the spirit of i want to draw something today #omg i love when kanata has that specific expression #its so cool urghh save me i love drawing that expression alot #especially the eyes #his unbloomed card in stella maris and in the new album cover has it too #i eat them RAGHHHH #save me ryuseitai save me #dont mind me talking in my tags i just learnt how everyone uses tumblr slash j #ngl im talkative these days #i lowkey want to go unhinged sometimes just because i can #yours sincerely a chiakiP #ok i go back to dying in school work now #enstars

[creekfiend]

I booked a flight today to go pick up Flare next month... March 23... 😱😭🥺 aaaaa. Next week the house cleaning/organizing stuff starts and week after that the yard stuff will hopefully be done... it's REAL

I am having many feelings. I'm excited. But also really sad? Idk. Idk idk

#im happy and excited bc. i want to meet flare. and see my friends and their doggies #but also it feels like. moving further away from lambchop. and admitting that shes gone in a really final way #which makes me really really sad. #but also like lingering endlessly in depressionland will not make her come back #HATE THAT. WOULD BE CONVENIENT IF THAT WORKED #hhhhhhh #itll be about 6 months since she died when i bring flare home... man. idk. weird feels. #i guess anything even a little related to ur dog dying is always gojng to be weird and sad!!!!! #but man its weird n sad. #and im like lowkey afraid to have a dog again. i mean i have a dog. but ella is like. she just wants to sleep lol #like a dog i can go places with and a dog who wants to really interact and do things... a young dog #IM AFRAID OF TRAGIC SHIT HAPPENING ALL THE TIME NOW #blargh #spricie