#im not the only one. right? lol

[cloverstellar]

what it's like to get a notification and it's an update on @somerandomdudelmao's apocalyptic universe because I go INSANE every time (bc its so amazing!!)

#cass apocalyptic series #rose talks #clover art #im not the only one. right? lol #we all feel some semblance of this? #rottmnt

[apathyfairy]

last year i found a wii at goodwill for 25 dollars and it came with everything except a wiimote but it was in such good condition i was like hell yeah ill take it how hard can it be to find a wiimote. the answer is it's nearly impossible to find them at thrift stores now so i've spent like 8 months looking for ones in thrift stores but there wasn't a single one and then online but i just couldn't bring myself to spend 30 dollars on one single wiimote so i waited so. patiently. and then 2 weeks ago i finally found one at goodwill for 9 dollars but it was absolutely disgusting and the battery cover was missing and the compartment was all corroded so i put it back and regretted it the whole week but then this last weekend i went to savers and there was an absolutely perfect wiimote just sitting there with no corrosion and a jacket and the wrist strap and motion plus and the nunchuck was there too and i got it all for 10 dollars so the moral of the story is that sometimes things seem right for you in the moment but you have to recognize that they aren't and leave them behind so the things that are meant for you will in fact find you when the time is right. peace and love <3

#for real though im so happy i cant even lie like i regretted selling my wii soooooo much but anyway im back baby <3 #im disinfecting everything rn bc i have a germ problem but once it it's done.....i am SO back #when i first got it i didnt have the remote right so i couldnt plug it in and make sure that it worked but i did just plug it into an outle #to make sure it ran and it did and wii sports resort popped out of the drive so thats fun bc i didnt have that one #and anyway i might cry when i hear the menu sound ngl ngl. #but the city i live in is like an overgrown retirement home and so the goodwill is full of old people things and this wii had stickers #like explaining which cord was which so i just know it was a wii that they bought for like grandmas house and only played it when they were #over there so anyway cant wait to see what's on there and if the news channel and weather channel are still on the homepage even though #i dont think they work anymore lol #also shoutout to the type a kid who kept their wiimote in such perfect condition that i wanted to cry when i saw it sitting on the shelf #ty <3

[puppyeared]

doodles of my fav sillies

anton belongs to @poicyss

#my brain is a barbie dreamhouse and theyre all just living in it #im especially fond of the second one because my mom used to hold me like that all the time <3 #im drawing them a lot lately because im being crushed by the horrors and have to compensate for it somehow #homemade comfort blorbos...... #watch me draw anton inconsistently bc i can never decide if i wanna draw him close to how he actually looks #or yassify him and give him soft fluffy hair and kind eyes and defined features. head in my hands #i dont really have a lot of drawing ideas for them bc they dont have like. a canon storyline or anything methinks #its just stuff me and bow toss around and giggle abt thru messages lol. maybe ill draw infant vincent one of these days #i just come up with stuff and draw them doing it. it makes me feel warm and fuzzy inside #cuz like anton works for lobocorp as an abnormality BUT hes super duper chill and cute and does his funny little tasks so its fine #AND hes unkillable. auggie is an oc ive had since like 6th grade and i smushed them together. and vincent was for fun but i got attached #i dont have much of a read on anton either bc i think hes meant to be more of an insert character??? if im using that right #on one hand i dont think too hard abt anything being ooc since im not taking it seriously. on the other hand i just hold them in my hands #and stare into space until i can come up with something to draw since i dont have much to go off of. but its fun to build on small tidbits! #i think bow called it an au so i guess??? its an au????? im not really sure. bow if youre reading this im just willy nilly #the only thing i know for sure is that they boink like rabbits. im talking gomez and morticia levels of boinking #maybe ill go back and look at my old doodles for them and redraw em lol #myart #my art #my oc #oc #friend oc #augusta #anton #vincent #sillies family #doodles

[hayaku14]

KAISHIN STANS WE EATING GOOD

#kaishin #kidco #kaitou kid #edogawa conan #dcmk #detective conan #YO DETCO STAFF I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE #I KNOW WHAT YOU WANT #WE WANT THE EXACT SAME THING SWEETIE CALL ME UP AND LET'S TALK GAY DETECTIVE AND THIEF CHASING EACH OTHER UNDER THE MOONLIGHT 😏 #the way conan is reaching out in a desperate attenpt to catch kid and kid jumping just an arm's reach away but also having his right hand #near conan as if in a defensive stance but can also be seen as a protective motion just in case conan falls or does something reckless #JUST DEFINITIVE KAISHIN RELATIONSHIP IN ONE FRAME #THE WAY CONAN ONLY HAS HIS EYES ON KID AND NOTHING ELSE AS HE RECKLESSLY REACHES OUT FOR KID AAAAHHHHHHHHH #IM GONNA LOSE MY FUCKIGN MONG OVER ONE GODDAMN FRAME #brain: now imagine if that was shinichi and kaito #me: RAAAAHHHCJIFFJDKJCSKDNCKSNAKXJ FUCK #dc prattles #this is from the new ED song btw lol

[mabledersteen]

rq for more pikmin pleaseeee ..... urs were so cute

thank uuuu!! love these creatures

#pikmin #i wanna give em more personality one day but i can only draw em real jank like #but theyre soo fun to draw lol eventually gonna figure out the right level of haunted to put in their eyes lol #my art #doodles #pikmin 4 #edit back to say i said lol an uncomfortable amt of times in these tags #edit 2 to say i only said lol twice initially but now ive said it 4 times so im rlly just fuckin myself here #little guys. i should make some out of clayyyyyystop the presses

[stainedglass-sketchbook]

CHILDREN OF BHAAL

I adore the vibe of redeemed durge your sister killed your mind and took your place - it was the greatest gift she ever gave you

#orin the red #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 orin #the dark urge #cant stop thinking about orin #myart #durge vaye #still deciding what kind of c section scar to give vaye #went with a vertical scar for this one #the lore for vaye is that he got pretty far into his life as baahls chosen as far as milestones are concerned #became unholy assassin almost finished those plans to take over the world had a kid for sacrifice/back up bhaalspawn purposes ect #& was daddy's perfect little murder baby <3 until the lobotomy ofc #then only with memory loss was there was enough distance for him to actually face how fucked the whole situation #btw Orin did Vaye's top surgery c-section and lobotomy <3 #thats his whole medical team right there #when you wake up with no memory all you have is your body for evidence so i really leaned into that for vaye's scars #I gave him vash the stampede level scars lol #he wakes up knows 4 things: that hes been through metaphorical hell and survived that someone did a choppy job on his top surgery #that at one point he decided face + eye tattoos would be his thing and that hes had a child #Im debating whether or not Orin would outright kill the kid or if shed keep the kid around until theyre old enough to face her in a duel #Leaning towards the second #that means while vaye is wondering around faerun that kid is having arts and crafts time with auntie orin! (oh no oh no oh no)

[todayisafridaynight]

journalists underestimate the magnitude of my addiction and how far i'll go for the bit

#snap chats #im lying i physically could not marathon this i got school LMAO BUT IMAGINE #my god speaking of school i signed up for a japanese history class. because of course i did #i also needed an extra class and i didnt know what else to put LMAO but i might swap it or somn #thinkin i should get back into theater..... i got like two months to decide anyway #i was thinking about how im gonna play IW during streams... if the lord will let me i might stream for 2~3 hours or so #im putting such a small time limit due to Aforementioned School but also idk if my computer can record any longer than that #when i tried saving the video to my flashdrive it only lasted about two some hours right ? maybe 3 if i remember right #i decided to record to my computer's hard drive instead of the usb since it has more space so maybe i can record longer #ill prob do a test run later today and record a nonsense video. i WILL delete it i just wanna see what the limit is #cause my plan is to just Record One -> Upload It -> Delete OG yk. Lazy Susan type of plan #didnt mean to type out my whole gameplan in the tags LOL BUT HEY I WANTED TO TALK BOUT IT AT SOME POINT #my final message is that ive Hopefully preordered the ichi statue. i say Hopefully cause i am once again doing it through jp rabbit #and i didnt get the confirmation it was successful yet so I Will Simply Wait. #point is it was a lot cheapter than i thought it was going to be <3 yay <3 #ok im running out of tags tl;dr im gonna marathon IW until my eyes bleed BYYYE

[rillette]

government mandated jay portrait hours 

#jason todd #basketball #i typed his name wrong twice its been too long since ive drawn my boy #i absolutely BLASTED this one out listening to the chromatica album bros #like i started the album when i started drawing and plastic dolls started right when i finished #chromatica workflow hacks #i love 911 so much bros. the fade in from chromatica II? UGH #iconic even #will i ever draw adult jason in not a portrait. no lol. i love drawing portraits #i think i drew a little jay portrait like every day during the fall semester last year. i wasnt like even into jason really at the time #he is just so easy to draw. #OH. I SHOULD HAVE DRAWN HIM SMOKINGGGGGG AUGHGGGGG #next time. o7 #im going to go listen to 911 again #EDIT: APPARENTLY THE FIRST TIME I DREW HIM EVER WAS IN FEBUARY??? #its been a long year apparently #jeeeesuss its only been a couple months huh

[ilostyou]

#cool like fridge temp warm like. warmer than room temp but you wouldn’t make tea with it. hot like tea but without the tea #i feel very strongly about this so im curious lol #i won’t say there’s only one right answer but there’s definitely wrong ones!!!! #polls #anyway sb if you wanna xo

[francy-sketches]

Joff had been fond of the Hound, to be sure, but that was not friendship. He was looking for the father he never found in Robert -Cersei VI, A Feast for Crows

#asoiaf #a song of ice and fire #valyrianscrolls #joffrey baratheon #sandor clegane #my art #maybe it would have been better to post this with the previous one bc of how similar they are but nah im all about that instant reward lol #anyway while drawing that i realised the baratheon and clegane sigils have the same colors (yea only thot about it now ok) #and it made me think of this quote #i kinda dont fully like how it came out idk the stag should have been warped ore but it didnt look right when i did that #asoiaf big brains: here's an essay about the deep themes of asoiaf me:brooo these two sigils have the same colors anyone noticed that before

[cheatingtime]

Duncan pls if u want to 👀👀👀👀👀👀

^___^ here u go

#asks #bully cce #bully game #canis canem edit #duncan cce #?? he doesnt have a last name right #for some reason... his voice compilation on yt is age restricted.... #erm.... maybe its bc of the kissing noises ? LOL #i dont know much abt any townies other than him and zoe... i like his lore #im not sure i drew his nose right bc i only used one ref pic u_u

[reineyday]

i love thinking about the different reasons mihawk might have gone from marine hunter to (technically) working for them, but what if garp sold it by saying he'd be able to chase down shanks for more fights without the government interfering. garp's like, "u can have ur lil homoerotic rivalry and get paid for it," and mihawk's like, "i'm listening."

#garp has this idea bc he too had a lil homoerotic rivalry chase with the king of the pirates in his own youth #why yes i DID see a garp/roger post and let it consume me a little. there are only like 25 fics of them on ao3 tho lol. #mishanks #akataka #one piece #garp: no im telling you theyll just occupy each other and we wont have to worry about them ever again #sengoku (remembering how he managed to manipulate their bosses to do the same thing with garp when he started being TOO rambunctious): #huh garp maybe you're right about this one

[opens-up-4-nobody]

I feel like I'm losing my mind. Like this has to be a thing right? It's a thing I experience at least. Please please please tell me abt ur experience if u do 🙏

#all the literature i find is like yeah pmdd can be mistaken for bipolar but then they dont talk abt mania or hypomania #so im like ??? wtf is happening? #i mean i wasnt looking that hard but its still weird to me bc i tell my mum i possibly had a hypomanic episode and she instantly was like #hm could b hormones and she was 1000% percent right bc it happens mostly in the days before bleeding starts #so like i cant b the only one out there. and it doesnt happen all the time. and usually its not that extreme #like id say its mostly just elevated mood and it mostly just lasts like 3 days or so. so i dont think it counts as hypomania. but thats wha #ill select bc i had one time that felt so fucking crazy it felt like there was something seriously wrong with me. it was fun tho #before i crashed so hard i had to leave work in the middle of the day bc i couldnt stop crying lol #anyway. im curious #menstruation #pmdd #pms #its always depression this depression that. why the fuck do i wanna run around in circles screaming until i die? riddle me that batman

[befuddled-calico-whump]

Easy Work

cw: beating/interrogation, emeto, mild dissociation

T$$ Masterlist ///// Next

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He doesn't have a name today.

It's pragmatic. No name means no answer for the men who demand to know who he is, who hit him whenever he responds with only a glaring silence.

The spy doesn't mind the blows. He's had worse.

When one of his captors pulls out a camera, he knows the drill. Threats and recorded pain, in an effort to force a viewer to act. Could be an efficient strategy, if the viewer in question wasn't Shepard Vic his superior.

Vic doesn't care what the spy has to endure; he knows his subordinate can take whatever's thrown his way. Likewise, the spy understands that he shouldn't expect help, rescue, or sympathy.

One of the men who has him jerks his head up by the hair, and the other shoves the camera in his face, muttering something to its intended audience. The spy barely pays attention to his words; he's too busy watching the man himself.

He walks with a self-assured step, confidence oozing from his voice and eyes. A man who believes himself on top of the world, not seeing how easily he'll topple if only pushed at the right moment.

The man behind him loosens his grip, and the spy lets his head drop, taking a deep breath in the instant of reprieve they've allowed him.

It doesn't last long.

The man's fist buries itself in his gut, and the spy hunches forward, reflex overcoming his bearing. Mentally, he recoils from the nauseating blow, burying that still-soft part of his brain he could never kill completely. He's tried not to hold it against himself. It's only human to hurt.

The man hits him again and again, until the spy’s nausea becomes too much and he empties his stomach onto the floor, thinking only of how this man's blows seemed to weaken after the third hit.

He may be strong, but he tires quickly.

Had he encountered this duo in an even fight, face to face and aware, he'd have disposed of them swiftly and been on his way. As it were, the pair had ambushed him with a gas attack, drugging him unconscious in order to get him here. As soon as they put the camera away, they'd be wishing they'd given him a stronger dose. Neither of them would leave this building alive.

The spy's torso throbs from the hits he's taken—they’ve been attempting to persuade him to speak since the dawn first shone through the cracks in the ceiling—but he doubts it will be much of a hindrance. He'll make quick work of the pair, pain or no pain.

From there, it'll be back to the compound with the intel he's collected. Back to the new team that's usurped the life he's grown into, that he works so hard to keep at arm's length. He needs them to hate him as much as he craves their respect.

The spy still doesn't understand why Vic insisted on collecting such a group, but by now he knows not to question his master's will.

The camera is shut down. Its wielder carries it up the stairs, likely to upload the file it contains and ship it off.  In approximately ninety seconds, the spy will break free of his restraints and kill the man’s partner.

Easy work. Two quick jabs to the throat if he's facing him, seize his weapon and pull the trigger. If he's stupid enough to turn his back, the first step will become unnecessary.

The spy will be free of this place in less than six minutes. Free to return to the cage home that is the compound.

Free to return to the name Sahota.

~

@theonewithallthefixations @violet-prism-creatively

#said screw it to my writing plans and full sent into sahota's head lol #it may take me a while to get the hang of it but this is pretty There? #this may be the only one for a while because y'know spoilers #total$hit$how #t$$ sahota #spy whump #interrogation #will rb tomorrow because im impatient and posting RIGHT NOW #short!

[nmzuka]

A Happy Pride Month as well!!

Here's Ribbon and KC out celebrating and sporting their flags~

#nintendo arms #arms game #ribbon girl #kid cobra #ribboncobra #zuka doodles #drawings #pride #I hope I used all the right flags.... #Im super not up to date on what the current acceptable flags are hhhhh #worked really hard on this tho #I hardly ever share lgbtq hcs honestly #these are the only ones I feel strongly and set on tho #Ribbon falling under Demisexual was actually a development as I was drawing this lol #patting myself on the back for coloring their ARMS their flags #I think it looks so nice #love my blorbos

[sp0o0kylights]

Mimic Steve!!! at number Seven I see,,, was that, perchance, on purpose? :D

AYYYY you caught that! I'm so glad someone did lol.

I had to go hunt down what I already posted about the Mimic Steve AU lmao

It's honestly easier to read the first part here , but basically, it's an AU that centers around how the Steve we know isn't actually Steve Harrington; he's a replacement that his parents bought and paid Brenner/The Lab for.

What he actually is, is a being similar to humans with mimic-like abilities from another dimension. They kidnapped him at a young age and then later tortured him into being Steve when the real one passed away from cancer as a child.

There's a vast number of problems happening when the story starts but the biggest is that Robin and Nancy have accidentally discovered that the real Steve Harrington is dead and the house Steve lives in doesn't actually belong to the Harrington's.

In a panic-ridden attempt to prevent them from discovering he's a monster from an alternate dimension whose stuck, Steve taps Eddie for help on grounds that he has romantic feelings for Eddie and already thinks he doesn't deserve to be loved in return. I he loses Eddie as a friend over this then well-- chances were that was gonna happen anyways because he sucks at hiding that he's in love--but he can't lose Robin.

In his head, that means Robin can't learn that he's not human

Snippet:

“Sweetheart, you are Steve.”

He frantically shook his head. “No, I’m not. I’m a copy of Steve, one they forced so hard that it--it overwrote the real me. I don’t know who I actually am, Eddie.” 

Besides a fucking monster, from somewhere else. 

(At his lowest, in the dark of the house in the middle of the night, Steve turned himself back into his base form. 

The thing he was--or at least thought he was--before he’d been kidnapped. 

Stared at himself in the mirror and felt only terror, because he didn’t recognize himself. )

Eddie stepped up, gently took one of Steve’s hands. 

Threaded their fingers together. 

“Okay.” He said, eyes searching Steve’s own. “What can I do to help you find yourself?” 

Steve stared back. 

“I haven’t--I never…” He trailed off faintly, all thoughts of who he had been and who he was impersonating vanishing in the face of his reality. 

That Steve’s life had been so preoccupied with keeping himself safe by living within a lie, he never actually spent any time trying to figure out who he was. 

Eddie seemed to realize this, and nodded once as if Steve’s expression was an answer in and of itself. “It’s okay. I mean it. It’s a big thing, and it’ll take you some time, but I’ll be there with you if you want me to be.” 

Steve sniffed.

“Even if I turn into a car again?” 

Eddie laughed softly. ‘Yeah Sunlight. Even if you scare the shit out of me by turning into a car again.” 

“They’re emergency purposes only.” Steve said--and he meant it. 

(The fear of getting stuck as something non-human had terrified him so badly the car incident had left him puking up his guts for two days after, nerves shot.) 

“Now about changing into that courthouse clerk…”

#fun fact about the first mimic steve #outside of my editor #no one seemed to catch that Steve morphed into his “dads” car #Mimic steve #it does have a happy ending #but theres like a SLEW of trigger warnings #I still tried to make it funny though lmao #morbid comedy used to be my jam writing wise and while it usually only comes up #when im writing for the Everyone's A War Criminal And Murderer At Best Fandom (TFs) #it spills out into ST sometimes lol #steddie #like its pre steddie but much like chokechain where they kinda already know theyre into each other we kick pretty fast right into actual #steddie with a side of #monsterfucker Eddie Munson