#im planning a reread soon so hehe

[gwyns]

I'd sullied my hands with enough blood and magic that if it were true, I was already certain to be damned.

#bloodleaf #bloodleaf trilogy #crystal smith #bookedit #fantasyedit #*mine #*edits #im planning a reread soon so hehe

[breadarcade]

Ok I had an idea for a Shining glitter request...it then went away...then got an idea for a new one after rereading your other one! This time....nothing but playfulness and love lol!

Reader decides to playfully surprise Shining glitter with cuddles to be playful and show their love! They go home and sneak into their house and try to find her to surprise her...theeeen they ended up getting surprised by Shining glitter via surprise cuddles or surprise tickles lol! And y/n is just giggling/laughing after the initial surprise and is at Shining glitter's playful, loving mercy!

notes: guys im bored can i have more requests? 

PAIRING: SHINING GLITTER x READER

WARNING: it will make you feel lonely

★IT WAS A SIMPLE PLAN, surprise your dearly beloved, Shining Glitter Cookie, and eventually give in to cuddles by the end of the way. Extremely simple, no? Then how in the witches did it possibly go the other way? “Hehe–SHINING GLI–stop!” your voice rang out the room, followed by a series of giggles from none other than your wife which could be heard as both of you played around in the living room. It was surprisingly preppy for both of you as you went on giggling.

★YOU QUIETLY OPENED THE DOOR to your house with your wife, it was already late, more of in the time of 8:00 in the evening-kind of late. You were quietly giggling to yourself as you tiptoed your way across the living room, not wanting and wishing that your wife would wake up anytime soon. You also knew that Shining Glitter Cookie slept at this time due to her hectic schedule as a pop star, so you found this as the perfect opportunity to do a prank on her! It wasn’t a big prank of course! It’s just a wholesome one that involves a little tickling and some cuddling afterward.

You wandered more across the house until you saw the anticipated door of your and Shining Glitter Cookie’s shared bedroom. Slowly opening it to make the minimum amount of creaking from the door, you were welcomed by the sight of your sweet wife sleeping peacefully, with a blanket covering over her head, making you suppress a sweet laugh as you slowly and carefully tiptoed your way at the side of your bed. A cheeky smile on your lips as you put your hand to her side, slowly shaking her to awake, “Shining—–My love.” you cooed as you slowly shook her, but to no response, so you tried to shake her even more. But to no response to your concern “Shining?” you called her name as you removed the covers over her–it’s head to see a pillow taking her place, leaving you surprised.

“What?” you ask yourself as you look at the pillow that took her place in pure confusion, rubbing your neck for a moment before you hear a familiar giggle from none other than– ”SHINING!” you squeaked as you turned around to see your wife, and right before she gave you no time to react by pouncing on you, pushing you to the bed along with her as he purposely touched your ticklish side, making you make several of laughs and squeaks to her enjoyment. You kicked your legs as you try to get her off you, but to no avail, as she keep poking you to your sides, “You thought you were going to surprise me, hmm? Well, not this time!” she grinned as jumped on you once more, her body pressed against you as she put you under her trap, giving you several of tickling and other stuff such as that.

As she felt you stop resisting, she stopped tickling you as well, a cocky smirk on her face as she is filled with pride, “What, giving up already? And I thought I was the–” you easily cut her off by putting your hands to the side of her face, then kissing her on the lips. Shining Glitter Cookie melted to that touch as she kissed you back, it wasn’t passionate, but loving and tender, especially soft. Just the way both of you like. Both of you kissed for a while but eventually, both of you had to pull away to get some air, both of you warmly stared into each other’s eyes before both of you broke down into laughter, enjoying each other’s company although out. Shining Glitter looked down at you as she pressed her body onto yours, wrapping her arms around you as she felt your comforting warmth to hers “How’s your day, cutie?” she teased, earning a chuckle from you before you replied, “It was okay, but it was better with you now.” you then leaned close to give her a quick kiss on the lips. “How bout you? Aren’t you supposed to be sleeping now?” “What are you, my mom? C’mon, anyways I was waiting for you–I was thinking about doing this with you for a while now.” she giggled, keeping you close and warm as she refused to let you go as we spoke.

“Shining–You know I got to change.” you murmured as she decided not to let you go, a small huff escaping her lips, “So what? So you can go to prank me again? Hmph.” she got all defensive for a second, whipping her head out to another direction before looking back at you with a cheeky smile on her face. “You can do that later, I want to cuddle,” she said, getting all snuggled up with you, her face getting smooshed by your chest, you heard her make a sigh of contentment as she managed to feel comfortable with you under the range of minutes, it was truly amazing in your eyes. You rolled your eyes at how your gorgeous wife was acting, but you were okay with it either way as you stayed still in your comfortable position, “Fine, after 10 minutes, I’ll go to change.” you gave her a stern glare, which turned to a cheeky smile, watching as her face turned to a tiny, small and adorable pout.  “10 minutes? That’s too short! Make it 30 minutes!” she frowned, making you chuckle, “25 minutes, take or leave it.” “Fine, I’ll take it.”

Well, despite all of those petty negotiations both of you ended up sleeping either way in your shared bed, all snuggled together and cuddly to your liking and comfortability. After a long day and a tiring schedule for Shining Glitter, it is nice to have a nice cuddle with your dear partner at the end of the way, couple goals!

#cookie run x reader #cookie run #x reader #cookie run kingdom x reader #cookie run ovenbreak x reader #cookie run kingdom #cookie run ovenbreak #shining glitter cookie #shining glitter cookie x reader #×🍓:★❝BREADARCADE❞

[dollsuguru]

black is the color of my true love’s hair will never be topped. EVER. when i finished it i was disappointed it ended. i wish i could read it for the first time again. in fact im gonna reread it RN.

I’M CRYIDNFNDNDNDDNNDDN PLEASEEEEEEEE I HOPE YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I GENUINELY FUCKING LOVE YOUUUUU 😭🩷 you’re all truly so kind AHHHHH hearing people say that they liked that fic… i kid you not the serotonin boost i get from it is ASTRONOMICAL it really does warm my heart that you enjoyed the story that much :’) i truly did try to show my ideal version of suguru & reader’s relationship dynamic in that fic (silly down bad devoted!reader x bad bitch morosexual nerd devoted!suguru… elite dynamic… two dorks in love…)

BUT don’t worry bestie :3 i have more suguru & reader in store… I’M WRITING THE PREQUEL RN! <333 (and i have lil drabbles planned that are adjacent to the story too hehe… toji meet & greet, sugusukusatoreader road trip, nsfw drabble of suguru sitting on reader’s face iykyk 👀, AND… maybe possibly… a sequel where suguru drops The Question…) CAN YOU TELL I ADORE THESE LIL CHARACTERS SO MUCH THEY’RE MY BELOVEDS!!!!!

AND DJDJDJDJDJ listen you and me both buddy i’m rereading it too to remember what the hell i wrote 😭 (for callback purposes ofc) i’m ngl though… i MAY rewrite the ending better a bit later i will say the one thing i disliked about the fic was the rushed ending and the ending lines… i was racing against the clock i was like 2 minutes away from valentine’s day being over so i was like girl… finish this RIGHT NOW!!!!! (so i may spruce it up later + make toji a real actor & not just an anime character hehe)

BUT AHHHHH please feel free to reread as many times as you like & if you ever want me to do lil drabbles about these dorks feel free to send something in! :D i promise i will give you new content of these Losers in Love soon enough (please pray that i get out of my writing rut omg… i HOPE i can get this fic out within this month!) BUT ANYWAYS DJDJDJJD I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!! thank you for being SO sweet & for showing my lil story some love it means the absolute WORLD to me :’) ILYSM!

^ as a treat… a hint for the prequel <3 truly The Dynamic between sugu & reader and sugu & sukie

#asks #anon #best friend sukie… i can’t believe i can FINALLY introduce him into my fics officially 😭🩷 #ALSO HEHEHEHEHE i did outline my fic & stuff but idk why i’m having trouble writing it 😭 it’s like i forgot how to omg #but i promise to do my absolute best so it’s an enjoyable read! #whenever it comes out and if you feel like reading it — i hope you enjoy it! :D #MWAHHHHH sending you so much love friend :3 kissies smoochies 💋💋💋

[sizzlingsheepcheesecake]

4) i LOVEEE how you (and electron road suspect) are the fandoms main proponents of the best joker out ship, poly!jo. in any capacity, i love the complexity of love between multiple people, but i understand how arduous a task this can be, characterizing dynamics perfectly and the like. you succeed every time, and i love love love it.

9) i look forward to every one of your uploads, BUT honestly, i am soooo excited about the new bojan/jan/martin fic youve started. ive always been such a martin girlie, and i find the relationship he has with bojan to be really special. im simple, and i usually prefer fics that are smutty and explicit, but with them i almost prefer more romantic/fluff content if anything. im really surprised people dont write about them more in that regard, tbh. im really excited to see where you take this one!

12) ngl ive reread all your fics at least three times, there's something to like in all of them and i am an addict. the one ive tended towards revisiting the most though is "the edge of us," more specifically chapter two. WHEN I TELL YOU, some of the hottest shit ive read in this fandom. period. kris's revenge and bojan's desperation, dear lord i am truly a sinner the way i replay their mirror sex in my head during class on particularly boring days. i think smut can be really difficult to write, and im very picky about my preferences and the way a lot of authors choose to portray that. you, however, have definitely got it down and i love you for it.

Ahhh thank you so much this made my day! 🥰🥺

4) The best ship you've written for

I also love @electron-road-suspect work! It's funny because I actually didn't really set out to write poly!jo specifically, it just sort of naturally evolved in Distortion. I'm really enjoying it now and it's become a key part of the story in a bigger way than I anticipated. It's also been lovely to get people's feedback because it's a nuanced and complex thing to navigate and I didn't want it to feel like I just forced it, so I was a bit nervous about it! So thank you!! ❤️

9) A fic i'm excited for you updating/posting

I also think Bomartin is such a gorgeous ship, and I absolutely feel you because I also see them in a softer more romantic way, or even as a deep platonic/brotherly thing (I say as I write them fucking haha) the way they act together with such incredibly casual and affectionate intimacy is just 🥰🥺😍 honestly the Bomartin/Bo(Jan) thing is very very loose in the sense that I just kinda started writing cuz I felt like doing something with it, but it doesn't feel very well planned or cohesive and I don't really know where its going. But I think I might have a second chapter ready soon enough!

12) A fic of yours that i've re-read

Omg this is such a compliment that you've reread my stuff so much, wow!! I'm honoured that you have and that it's stuck with you! Haha I put off that scene for so long cuz I wasn't feeling very inspired or enthusiastic about it but I liked writing it in the end, even if I think I rushed it a little. So I'm super glad you like it so much!! And it's always so nice to hear people say my smut is hot hehe 👀

#These have made me really happy #It's so interesting so see people's thoughts and what stood out to them in my work #I find it so interesting! #Ask game

[cherrypeaking]

hi cherry berry~

was gonna wait for tonight to send this to u but im feeling rlly soft rn hehe

ur writing.. so fucking good cherry. so so good. you word things perfectly and never have i ever feel the need to reread things while im in the zone because you write that well. not to mention your ideas and how well you execute them into your story is so well thought out and whshwushsjsn fangirling frfr

youre also always so fucking sweet and wholesome :c a day never goes by where i dont at least smile at ur kind words and sweet encouragement. every single time i talk to you is like flowers blossoming in the garden. ik you know how much i adore your friendship w crystal <3 but im gonna say how much i love it again.

i struggle with keeping friends irl, online it seems to be the opposite,, but those who are extremely close to me arent all that great and can sometimes be.. just not there when i need them most. so thank you for taking the time out of ur day to talk to me. it makes me happy

ilysm cherry <3 pls never change okie?

omg moony hiiii 🥹🩷

thank you so much for your kind words, it really reassures me that i’m writing fine and don’t confuse readers and that is so important to me 🥹🩷 i haven’t posted in a while but i plan to very soon as i’m almost done with another fic 🩷🩷 your writing is so pretty, and like i’ve said it has this duality when you switch to nsfw stuff, it becomes so sexy like you really excel at both so much!! 🥺🩷

omg thank you so much like that pulled at my heartstrings ;_; you’re so kind moony <3 i know you’ve mentioned being intimidated a little by crystal hehe i’m a little intimidated by so many writers because i feel so small compared to everyone else and when you followed me back my heart jumped >\\\< i’m really so glad you like my presence here ;3; i really love seeing you on my dash and i hope you’re doing well 🩷🩷 i’ll never forget when you said crystal and i matched with our themes and everything hehe 🤭🩷 you’re such an observant person and i love that about you 🥺

i totally understand 🥹 i struggle to make friends irl, and even online sometimes i find it hard to fit in somewhere… i hope to be there for you as much as possible 🥺🩷 i think the best way to make sure you don’t feel stuck in unbalanced friendships is to focus more on the ones who are indeed here 🩷 you make me happy by being here moony 🥺🩷🩷

i love you so much too moony!! please stay yourself and keep being you too 🥺🩷

#moon <333 #this made me so soft ;_; <333 #you’re so precious 🥹🥹

[sparksnevadas]

finished new chapter of gihasm!!! originally wanted to send a separate ask ab just the first part bc it was so nice n sweet n fun to read then i got sucked in LMAOO im honestly pretty tired rn but i am like .im chewing this chapter and i mean this in a good way idk how else to explain my feelings (ALSO hopefully very very soon im planning to reread gihasm + force my friend to read it w me cuz we used to read all my fav fics on call together n im SO hyped for it) this new chapter was very good and just waough........... i just rly love ur characterization n how u write them interacting .ive def said that before but idc i still stand by it reading the moment between scar and mumbo had me almost shaking in a very good way i cannot react normally to anything but it was just soo good i love them

wil! hi!

you read it so quickly wil! :D you should catch up on some sleep and rest, but im really happy about your ask hehe, chew up the chapter as much as you want :) im giving the mumscarian fandom what we need... redscape being idiots together hehe

thank you for saying they have good characteriztion!!! everytime someone says this i always buzz a little on the inside. its what i want the most for my writing: for it to sound fluid and fun and soft. so ty!

but please go get some rest! <3

#its wil! #talking to friends

[howdidigetbacktowritingwhat]

hi,hello,hoy !!! You asked me what I thought of your fic so I am here to comment some things about it !!! :D

I love how you have to put pieces together to figure out what's going on with Y/N! Because when your theory gets confirmed you just get this SERATONIN (is that how you type it??) from it

(this one is honestly more of a nit pick just saying:) I feel like you could do a bit of foreshadowing like for example: In chapter 1 you could have described Y/N's backpack in detail so the readers know how it looks like and think "hMMM why are they describing it in such detail ???" and then when you get to chapter 3 you could describe Y/N's backpack as something else (not entirely something else but a small change) without Y/N reffering to it feeling like 'a different bag' maybe get him to say "something feels off..." so when the reader sees this they'll put the pieces together and say "WOOOAH WAIT THATS DIFFERENT FROM THIS THAT WAS SAID IN THIS !!!! :0" !! BUT!! Honestly that's just a little nitpick from me because I tried to write a few stories before (but then I gave up halfway) and I know bits and pieces on how to do cool foreshadowing (from a writer friend) but take this with a grain of salt because I am still ig a newbie at writing!! ><

also when Y/N is talking in his head and a thing thinks instead of him you could have a subtle shift in tone (idk if I am explaining this one well sorry I am a bit sleepy)

unhinged Sun. I just loved when that boy snaps. ( ‾̀◡‾́)

and the last one is.... remember to take breaks!!! Writing can be exhausting especially if the story is getting to your head (trust me ik how it feels when you get too emotionally attached and don't wanna kill your favourite off (╥﹏╥)) so remeber to take as much time off as you need your mental health is WAY more important <3

have a good day!!! :DDD<3 gonna make more fanart in the future when my wrist hurts lessheehehege---

OHHHHHHHH THIS IS SO HELPFUL THANK YOU THANK YOU <33 omg (sorry i really REALLY love reading peoples' thoughts Okay i am going to dissect this NOW [TOTALLY NOT PROCRASTINATING WORK]) ill put it under a cut since its kinda long AHH

ill be honest. Im SO SO GLAD you wrote all these points (especially the nitpicks !!/gen) - im super happy that you guys really love getting theories confirmed in the next chapter and im glad you noticed that the description of the backpack is. not up to par hehe ( AS WELL AS THE THING IN Y/N'S HEAD ) (also dw you explained it really well! )

I am at a constant war of wanting to spill everything and hiding info due to spoilers but !! ive been playing around with the fic being an unreliable narrator so much that i was incredibly concerned that it was. very confusing WAHAHA (it probably still has some things to fix though), so im genuinely really glad you pointed out inconsistencies(?? oddities? i dont know how to say it but basically funky writing) in the places where i wanted there to be :]

HAHA I DONT KNOW IF I MAKE SENSE RIGHT NOW it is like. 2am. but tldr hheehee hoo hoo i am so glad that things are going according To Plan. (dude i am like. saving this post too just so i can reread and make sure things unfold properly too)

LASTLY. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR WRITING THIS !! writing analysis and feedback take so much time and Im really really honoured that you guys spoil me with a LOT of them- and for understanding that this fic kinda takes a toll on my health wahaha <33

also guys pls. pls rest your wrists. i am going to spam stretches soon. (ALSO ALSO THANK U ALL FOR THE FANART FOOD please dont overexert yourself though !! health first and genuinely; you guys even reading my fic is the greatest honour ever. take care of yourselves!!! and have a good day too <33

#misc talks #iswis inbox time #technically spoilers? #I CANT WAIT TO GO BACK TO WRITING LIKEE THIS HAS HYPED ME UP IM GOING CRAZY #RATTLES WORK #soon. #also thank you so much wellhellothereem i love your art style sm <33 #like genuinely your style is so good

[lesbian-choso]

your deltoraposting made me start rereading the series 👀

as you SHOULD ahdhdhdhshs

alas I reread the series at the end of last year, and im planning on rereading the three doors trilogy soon

but I am like craving to just reread DQ again. I just love those books so much. I used to reread them over and over in primary school (my OG hyperfixation, if you will). I used to also be obsessed with the anime, it was always on tv at 8:30pm on Saturdays hehe. ah memories ✨

#hnnng i should make art for deltora quest actually. 👀

[mono-moonchilds]

just a humble gyal hopping on here to tell you that i've read Liaison for a second time and I may or may not have brought up a few conjectures abt what will happen in future chapters, hehe. Absolutely no pressure tho! I'll be waiting patiently! 😇

opening my tumblr to see this message, especially since its about Liaison was such a pleasant surprise. i often think no one is paying that much attention to that story especially since it's been so long since i've updated. so this very much so made my day lol.

but i will hopefully be updating it soon. (sooner than you may think) i have everything planned out so i just need to actually write and stop getting stuck lmao.

ahhh but im so glad you enjoy Liaison!!!! enough to reread the few chapters it has. that story is like my baby and you're a great writer (patiently waiting for you to update roguery rose district as well) so its like double the happiness and compliment.

and if you ever want to send me your predictions feel free lol

#monotalks #liaison

[1-800-i-ship-it]

🤭 Unpopular opinion / 🕐 First impression of the anime/webtoon / 💡Any new ideas that you want to create soon or in the future ?

hi resiot! 

🤭 Unpopular opinion  

karaka is a great villain and character and is really interesting (aside from whatever is underneath all that armor etc... which is usually what people talk about), and i love him v much (also his sense of humor is really funny,,,that tsundere)

🕐 First impression of the anime/webtoon  

first impression of webtoon: i was kinda bored honestly and i was really confused? so i only  read a few chapters and then went back to read all of it and i didnt get sucked in till maybe mid s2 ish i think and then after that i was like ok thats it im in love, best webtoon ive ever read (also...heres a secret: i didnt trust khun at all at first) also the comments motivated me to read it bc everyone was like “this is my 8th time reading” so i was like this must be good and unfortunately i havent finished a second reread yet bc i KEEP TAKING SCREENSHOTS AHHHH and im running out of storage space rip

💡Any new ideas that you want to create soon or in the future ?

ohhh yes that hanahaki one i wrote a little bit about a while ago! where khuns bandanna suddenly appears in bams home and tells bam to go somewhere to meet whom i wonder hehe when khun is supposed to be dead

i have to plan out the plot beforehand otherwise i’ll be all over the place with a buncha plotholes rip haha ive come up with like 7 different ways to go about it 

ALSO i want to make video edits but,,,prob only for winter break and i have to download software and stuff and before that, clear enough space in my comp to download software rip (unless i go mobile but i hate editing on mobile ahaha)

AND GIFSETS yea i have so many gif drafts rn :’) ima make all of the ones i want of the anime hehe + gif memes where i make them say what i want them to say and make the lipsynch match up 

hmm also this other crack hanasnocki fic lmao i gotta work on that too

plus a few poems i started but i have to edit them a lot before posting them...totally havent been in my wip folder for like months :sweats nervously:

thank u for the ask! this was super fun <33  and apologies for taking a while to answer ahaha 

#bluris answers asks #resiotcage #resiot #tower of god asks #thank u for letting me ramble hehe #<3 #i forget did u rb the tog asks too? lmk so iif u did i can also ask u some stuff #tower of god

[closetedotaku01]

i rlly hope youll keep writing after Kinktober, bc as a writer myself i see so much potential in your writing. it's already great, but it really reminds me of my own writing from a year or two back. i was the one who asked how long you've been writing & i've been writing fanfic for 7 years so its cool to see how good you already are. youre going to improve so much over time & i'm really excited to see it, you do so many things in your stories well & theyre only going to get better! (1/2)

THIS GOT SO LONG IM SORRY!!!

This.... I—. WARMED MY HEART!! Pick a name or emoji or whatever you want and you are an official anon!! Also this got long so.. READ MORE IF YA WANNA!!

Thank you so much for saying you see potential. Sometimes I’m really.... unhappy with my work and feel like I can’t improve and this just... MADE ME SO HAPPY!! Like... hearing it from someone who does write💜💜💜💜💜 makes my whole life.

I’m so excited to keep growing and I hope you stay for the journey because this is so sweet. Maybe casually come off anon way down the road (so I can’t guess) just so I can read some of your work too 👉👈. And no worries there will be more after Kinktober. I am really enjoying this and have no plans to stop writing any time soon.

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Okay so my favorite published authors are Jandy Nelson (I’ll Give You The Sun is a book I reread constantly. It’s my comfort book. I swear if my soul was anywhere besides my body, there’s a piece of it trapped in that book.), Fredrick Backman (specifically And Every Morning the Way Home Gets Longer and Longer), Brigid Kemmerer (literally all of the books she’s published with Bloomsbury I’ve read and adored), and Neal Schusterman (Specifically the Arc of a Scythe Trilogy). They all write in ways that affect me deeply and they mean a lot to me. I don’t necessarily try to emulate them, but they definitely are the authors I consult (by reading and rereading their works) to get ideas and to learn how to write.

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Fanfic authors. I think I’ve made it pretty damn clear on here that I am hopelessly in love with @imaginethathaikyuu (I’m still too scared to tag her I’m sorry) and her writing. She means the whole world to me in every way. Her writing always hits me in a MAGICAL way. Especially her newer pieces. Works of hers that hit hard for me are: (please note this list is not comprehensive. These are just the FIRST ONES that came to mind. All her work is objectively great.) 

-Tsukishima accidentally teases his s/o’s insecurity - this one holds my heart.

-Heated argument with Tsukishima - this is the angst I adore. Honestly, this might be one of my TOP TOP favorites, because it feels so real. 

-Morning sex with Tsukishima -just the line “theyre your tits!” That’s all. Brings me serotonin beyond words. And it feels so genuine and lovely. Again... she makes the world so real. Also in my TOP TOP favs. (Is my Tsukki love showing too much?)

-Helping you when you can’t sleep - This is beyond words beautiful

-Helping you study - PLEASE I NEED THIS NOW

-Tanaka finding out his s/o is pregnant - YES! SHE DOES TANAKA SO WELL

-Tanka asks Kiyoko to dance.... but she says no - SO WELL 

-Riding Headcanons -🙈

-S/O is nervous about him going down on her  -because who ISNT the first time?

-Learning about your self-harm scars -hits close to home and Iwa’s makes me cry every time.

-Akaashi making it up to you after a fight -my favorite color is literally purple 💜

-Bokuto’s s/o has a nightmare - I literally revisit this one whenever I have a nightmare

- Kinktober 2019 - ALL .... but the ones I revisit the most are Tsukishima’s, Oikawa’s, Futakuchi’s, Yaku’s, Iwa’s, Yamaguchi’s, and Matsukawa’s.

-Kinktober 2020 - please GOD read Kuroo’s, Mattsun’s, Iwa’s, Suna’s, and Atsumu’s. They’re all immaculate but those in PARTICULAR were MASTERPIECES.

-Having an angsty fight - particularly Kuroo’s GETS TO ME. Like... damn. Makes me... melt. Idek why. It’s just, again, how real she makes it feel. From the atmosphere and setting to the way the characters behave. A lot of times in “argument angst” (is that a term?) the arguments feel so shallow and stupid. And I’m like “on my moodiest days I wouldn’t react like that” or “Kuroo WOULD NEVER”. But these feel so real. Ughhhh.

-You give Kenma a gift mid-stream 

-Kenma gets turned on during a stream - can you tell I love the way she writes streamer Kenma 😌 also this is my fav nsfw-esque Kenma piece solely because it feels accurate to his character in a beautiful way despite me headcanoning that he’s ace.

-Oikawa’s s/o wakes up without him there

-Iwaizumi getting.... caught.... by Makki and Mattsun... with you  -Give Iwa More Love 2020

-Tendo teasing his s/o by ... taking care of himself - One of the first Em pieces I ever read. I don’t think it was THE first. But it was definitely the first one I read like... RIGHT AFTER she posted it.

-Tendo comforting s/o who’s parents yell - hits very close to home for me, and I just wanted him to come whisk me away the first time I read this

-7MIH with Tendo  -hehe I love this more than anything. Also Ushijima’s ONE line makes me CACKLE. I’m in love with this one

-This two part series with Atsumu (1) (2) -haha I reread these too often

-Kneel to Pray  (Sakusa) -I have not even one criticism or negative thought. Not one. And I’ve read this TOO many times.

-Tough boys are soft for you - two of the best boys

- Countdown to Christmas - Days 6,7,11, and 12 are the ones I reread the most

THIS IS SO BAD!! I WENT STRAIGHT TO THESE AND DIDN’T THINK IT WAS THAT MANY COS I REREAD THESE ONES REGULARLY. (And there’s a lot more theatre good. Please explore her blog! It’s WONDERFUL) Sorry for spending too much time on Em’s blog, but also.... not sorry cos she’s amazing and all of these pieces inspire me.  I’ll try to be fast for the rest of these ahfihfadsfsjfh.

 @star-puff (catch a theme of me being scared of talented authors)’s piece La Lune and her Fleur d’Amour event (search #fleur d’amour on her blog) are so creative and beautiful and truly show how talented she is. She’s amazing. EDIT: I’m adding this as soon as I’ve read it because it just made me cry. Omg. Read this. Tsukishima royalty AU it is angst though so 👀 read at your own risk. EDIT: On GOD Meg could murder me and I’d say thanks. Please read this beautiful time stamp shit it makes me HAPPY. 

UPDATE: And Meg is now responsible for the most canon Tsukki piece I’ve ever read. 

There’s a cute SMAU called Sunshine by @pudding-head-kenma and idk how she does it. It’s so good. I could never tell a story this complex, THIS WELL, using only text messages and tweets and such. She also does mini headcanons that are REALLY cute.

Anything and everything by @haik-choo is gold. Literal gold. The way she writes Tsukishima is IMMACULATE. Toxic headcanons, mischaracterizations all of its gold. And she’s a beautiful shitposter. She drops shit that makes me CACKLE at the most random times. All of it is a big yes for me.

UPDATE: this is gold.

Of course I’ve read In Another Life and OF COURSE I sobbed. Took me AN HOUR to read because I kept having to take breaks to just.... sob. VERY MUCH A HEAVY DUTY ANGST. Not for the weak of heart. BokuAka. This is probably the oldest piece I’ve read that still HITS for me. 

There are other pieces but I can’t remember them.... probably will come back and add to this post later.

Thank you for this ask. Thank you for being so kind and inspiring. I was kinda worried about releasing anything I’ve ever written and still get nervous sometimes so this ask makes me feel a hell of a lot better and makes me feel like I’m joining a WONDERFUL community like... Look at all that talent ^^^^.

#anon ask 💜 #rambles #I simp for Em #I simp for Meg #I simp for Danie #I simp for Adriana #I highly rec the pieces I linked #please at least check them out so you can check the blogs #they’re SO very good #Feel free to pick out an anon name because I want you to stick around please ... if you'd like #💜.Recommended

[fydream]

I SWEAR YOU AND BABYDYUCKIE KEEP POSTING AND I GET EXCITED AND THEN WANNA CRY CAUSE YOUR STORIES ARE SJSSKDBDJ AND IM HEVKSJDJDJ AND WHY DO BOTH OF YOU HAVE DAILY POSTS AND LEAVE IT ON CLIFFHANGERS BUT JK ILY BOTH AND THANK YOU FOR THE CONTENT ITS THE HIGHLIGHT OF MY DAY PLS MAKE SURD YOU TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF AND REST AND NO PRESSURE FOR WRITING JUST KNOW ILL SUPPORT YOU BOTH FOR AS LONG AS IM ON TUMBLR EVEN IF YOU BOTH LEAVE ILL REREAD ALL OF YOUR STORIES CAUSE I LOVE THEM

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i love u!!!! i hope ur also taking care of urself as well!!! 

i dont plan on leaving soon so i’ll be around for a while hopefully hehe

also @prettyjoongs or @babydyuckie (i didnt know which one to tag u on im sowwy </3) but hey mayb we should make ppl suffer together ahaha,, unless,,

#fic: htbah #anon #answered

[velvetsehun]

okay after another reread of ch7 i just wanna say its interesting that despite the tension and focus being between jeonghan and sehun— with the latter being “in control” or so we think cos what kept the discussion moving at all was really y/n— be it a word from her or a small action, sehun takes note of them and reacts almost immediately. its fun to see sehun get affected by y/n even if he doesnt know it hehe tbh i wonder how the other boys feel about this “affection” HAHA —🥴👌🏼

first of all, love the emojis you chose - i normally pick or give a nickname based on them but im not sure how to approach this lmao 

second, jeonghan and sehun was funny to write, i didnt think i’d have them in a room together so soon when i started planning for that chapter but i added that in relatively late - it was originally supposed to be someone picking yeol up and the two of them receiving a letter asking for a formal meeting but i opted to have the worlds most awkward road trip ever the the testosterone stand off that was the two of them hehe. Sehun is a perceptive man, and in all due respect despite the past happening in the office, Sehun doesnt wish any harm on her - she’s not the target, but she did do a good job at guiding the conversation between the two of them! Jeonghan melts like butter for her and Sehun does everything with a hint of smugness to him ! 

Have no doubt, that Baekhyun will make a comment - he has to ;) As for the others, i guess we’ll see, I gave you a Yixing part this chapter but all the boys will get spotlighted 👀

[osamusriceballs]

hello eve!! how’re you today lovey? did you do anything interesting, do tell :)!! today i read the new chapter and i’m crying in the club because it’s gonna end soon :(. anyways, i hope you ate something, drank water, and will go to sleep soon hehe. sending all my loves and kithes your way MAUAH -😼

Part 2: idk if my ask got gobbled up, but hey eve!! i hope you’re doing well today!! did you do anything interesting because if so, please do tell!! i just read the recent chapter and i’m like lowkey crying in the club cause this whole journey is gonna be over and i wasn’t even here from the start. IM DEFINITELY GONNA REREAD THE MANGA ONLY TO GET ATTACHED AND GET MY HEART CRUSHED BECAUSE IT’S OVER AHH! it’s 97 degrees where i live (38 °C) AND IM DYING BUT I GOT BUBBLE TEA!! AHHH I HOPE YOU’RE WELL-😼

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HEY HEY HEY!!💖💖

Hope you‘re well, 😼 anon!! How much sleep did you get tonight? 👀

Pls do not remind me omg- I’m not ready for this 😭😭 I’m not sure what I will do when the manga ends- probably cry :,) my heart is already crushed, I CAN‘T TAKE MORE OMG-

I think I’m not gonna go on tumblr when it ends, like a few days before it ends just to be safe not to get spoiled omg 😫 making plans already ✊🏻

And I worked today, and had a nice family dinner after that!! My sister bought me a cute pair of socks, it’s kinda like a running gag that she often brings me socks 😂💖

But other than that it was just normal 💖

BUBBLE TEA- OMG- SO JELLY- the next bubble tea store is like 30km from here- but everytime I’m there I always get one 💖😫 what flavor did you get?

OMG THAT‘S REALLY HOT- please drink enough water and use sunscreen!! Don‘t want you to faint 🥺

LOVE YOU!! 💖💖

#love you #😼 anon #makin me cry #I cannot think baout the ending of the haikyuu manga without crying omg #end me pls #not ready

[shytiff]

June Small Wins

1 - ecmocard meeting with ppl from aussie to learn to sort out data. Felt better after the meeting cause i didnt feel like doing anything before. Got two season deli box cake from dapur cokelat for nessa. Videocalled w her and ren.

2 - dr eva chatted and gave things to do. I also need to make intern log for dr retha. I just cant bring myself to start. Finally mustered the courage. Im not the type of person for wfh. At least in this house. Finished reading love or hate. I rly felt like shit at night.

3 - started reading positively yours. Had no will to do anything

4 - some more sending spss work for dr eva. weekdays with no “outside work” rly render me useless in functioning. a vegetable

5 - iluni webinar. Lost my attention during electrolyte and fluid stuff. tried to cook ribeye steak lmao (meat from @/fridaymeatshop). Its too chewy and leathery. But its not too welldone. And at least it tastes good. Went to depok by krl. its quite quick since krl arrived just after im at poris and duri. went ahead of silvi devi. satpam on the lobby wont open the access hhhh (i dont have one. i dunno why. mom said she cant find it although we supposedly have 2). but my mood improved once im upstairs. we prepped a bit of deco. conversed in the dark so not to make racheel suspicious. surprisee. had truffle belly chicken cheese for dinner. the cheese was not to cheesy, its more of a gentle taste. mushroom tastes better. we watched sweet and sour from my mobile data. surprisingly, its not that much of data. slept at like 12-1ish

6 - the electric token went out in the morning. we went for a walk in ui. the PLK man across of st ui forbade us from going in. ugh. but it was rly empty. so we went from barel. its empty on the library. there was a dog that walked along with us. talked a bit in front of the lake. went back. i got 2 moon chicken (the basic flavor and not the wings) and spicy jumeokbap. the jumeokbap was nothing like what i had in korea. like the seaweed’s taste doesnt come out that much, and its not that flavorful/savory. the one in korea its good even by itself. went back to jkt nebeng reza silvi with devi. originally planned to go to flavola, but my head kinda hurts, so i finished my moon chicken at the mushola and asked juan to pick me up. still feel healthy and normal after going and staying out, so i started reading a book abt handwriting analysis lmaoo. fell asleep. tried several attempts to figure out my bpjs number and turns out the best there is to respond is BPJS’ twitter. the problem was solved under 5 mins. 

7 - woke up, fell asleep again. Adita told me that i might be interviewed today for the ipd intern but theres no info. Did the registration stuff for my bpjs. Registered for npwp. Watched bts x na pd

8 - off to RSF. its audit day today. hiks to phonecall follow up work. i did not do anything inaco related, i just sat there and did dr dafsah’s excel. dr vera bought me pecel ayam hehe yay. went to como park to meet up with indah regen. tried ricotta pizza from pizza place (33k). the cheese is cheese but not that typical cheesy (?) coupled with mushroom. i had to add sauce to withstand the last bites (still kinda full). tried other’s as well, pesto and mushroom. pesto had the most taste. while waiting for doggo to arrive, we bought gelato (S: 35k). apparently their special flavor was ricotta lmao. tried green tea (bitter, which i like) and peanut butter + caramel, which makes you feel thirsty. watched the doggos from the sidelines. after maghrib we went to 1/15. ordered ice mocha (50k). the chocolate taste stood out more. not gonna order again lol. the staff initially recommended pandan flavor. took grab to gbk station to go home.

9 - rsf. second audit day. i hate it here lmao. im not even paid for my time here. excused myself to eat. turns out mbak Ai bought hokben. i almost forgot thanking her since i felt hungry with a bit of headache. talked a bit with dr retha regarding changes of assistant (since internship is soon). went back and immediately laid down in bed. mom bought pizza so thats what i ate for dinner. fell asleep (i can feel it. my face will get consequences)

10 - cant bring myself to do anything. i reread painter of the night lmao. seungho is a prick. inhun is also a prick (a greedy one). ate arirang bone marrow. put the egg-seasoning mixture to the pan since im not confident enough to just pour boiling water into the bowl. felt surprisingly full. went to sbux. green tea latte as usual. but turns out tumblr 50% promo only applies to sbux member. so i had to pay 40k for my green tea latte. at least i got to feel good from outside vibes. did some follow up for INACO patients. 

11 - went to rm rsf. Took lots of photos of RM. I was given rujak by the rm staff lmaoo so cute. Didnt do any entry afterwards lmao i just laid down

12 - breakfast is paldo jjajangmen and egg. It tasted like soy. Its good but not in a micin way. Its quite fulfilling. Had some of the beef slices by putting it in a buttered pan (is it pan fried? Grilled? Idk). Had banana and brownies together (makes it rly good). Did a bit of clires work. I drank sbux's caramel macchiato but yall my stomach cant handle it lmao. It hurts so much that i even got a headache. So i just laid down in bed

13 - had arirang again loll. Inserted the egg to the pan still, but quicker this time. Its too salty today. Maybe its not enough water. I was eating it while googling how to remove excess sodium. Ate the rest of beef slices (shared with bros ofc) and mixed some with moms fried rice. Ate banana brownies again. Felt soooo full. Did some clires work accompanied by sbux matcha

14 - i felt like shit this morning. Watched leahs vid. Listened to her podcast while having bfast. I walked from moms car to bougenville while still feeling like shit. It slowly gets better afterwards, thankfully. Did some clires and follow up. Went to gandy steak in dr retha's car (which had anesthesiology textbook inside). Tried aus sirloin steak. The bread tasted ok. The garlic bread also ok. The mashed potato was so so (the one in depok was more creamy and smooth). The steak was good, especially the fat part, the sauce so so. Honestly that depok steak had more value for money compared to this, i think. Nebeng dr rara and husband to busway station. Arrived in ar and i immediately showered, such wow 👏👏

15 - today is no rsf day aka self made wfh day. Moms getting vaccinated today. I just lazed. And read kanej fics

16 - off to rsf. Took care of rm stuff. Tried social affair's croffle since i was so curious (60k [10k tip]). The nutella and cinnamon sugar one. Its crunchy and a bit crumbly inside, but not as fragile as croissant. Its quite fulfilling too. But its basically flour batter variations. (thats what mom would say). randomly chatted racheel and we ended up taking a walk and a bit of jog citra 6 (with my sneakon regular shoes). My left tendon was screaming lol. Picked up by juan who surprisingly effortlessly found the address at night.

17 - mbak aan chatted me today to go to rscm. Met prof murdani at pesc and he gave me ppt assigment for 13:30 THAT DAY. Finished it unsatisfyingly (i wish i couldve done more). Lunch was free bebek bkb yay thankyou Prof c: (he even asked what did i ate) took care of legalisir stuff. Went home by tj. Drank matcha w vsoy and i somehow was not sleepy after maghrib. I also changed my desj layout. Maybe it kinda works to separate my spaces

18 - arrived at rscm at 8-ish. sent updated thibbun nabawi ppt. literature search. and then somehow its 14:30. went to SCI w ara wani rasyid. tried bandeng nyonya, oyster, salmon, cumi lada garam (its crazy good among all the good tasting food wtff), shrimp and pocai telor (veggie stuff). dessert was thailand cassava. spent about 190k. went back by TJ. had wudu at pulomas and prayed ashar on the bus lol. i passed out after playing w my phone lmaoo  

19 - spent almost the whole day just sleeping and eating. finally showered in the afternoon. had matcha vsoy latte after maghrib and with enough day sleeping, i did presentation outline. at like 1/2 am i initially planned to sleep but my eyes still have plenty of watts. so i read hold me tight. slept at like 4/5 am

20 - woke up at 9. off to om dokter’s house to ask for healthy letter. we talked almost the entire time im there lol. before u know it mom and dad’s done talking with grandma. om dokter shared some of his experiences in the past. and he said something about making your choice and living with it, and it will all have a meaning even if you might initially agonize about it. girl i was holding back tears. here he was talking about choices, something i never rly talk about at my house. im getting teary just typing this. he talked about it in a way that sounds simple, even though i agonized abt internship choices and sometimes avoid thinking about it. it rly rly was a new experience. i dont rly talk about “choices” with my parents. so hearing how to go through options in life from a person i can relate to regarding this med stuff is. i feel like i would have loved it if i can hear his wisdom earlier. i dont talk with him much if my parents are around bcs they will just meddle and say stuff that wreck my peace. they dont rly know what im going through but can be very opinionated. this peaceful one on one talk rly made me feel relieved and reassured. and i was today years old when i found out he initially wanted to be a psychiatrist. he would have been a great psychiatrist. i feel like we have some understanding thats left unsaid. like he knows how my parents are like. he would probably understand why i dont talk with him much at AR. after what feels super quick, we went back to AR. registered for STR. searched some literature for the topics that Prof is the moderator of. powered by matcha energy

21 - rscm as usual. the Prof did not come. lunch was bread i brought from home. waited for mom to pick me up at kfc so i bought pukis kfc. its like properly made pukis and not the street seller made ones. the chocolate one was good since the toppings generous. felt a bit feverish? like my body felt warm. fell asleep and then suddenly its 6 am in the morning. 

22 - Prof still did not came. had amart’s ayam penyet jamur for lunch. turns out juan bought ayam geprek gendut for dinner. night time is diarrhea time lmaooooo. did not feel sleepy at AR but i skipped shower again lmao,,,,,,,, and then suddenly its morning again

23 - jajan from sisterfield today. tried their carrot cake and kopi susu gula aren. the carrot cake has that carrot texture. its different. the icing was fresh cream cheese that made the cake taste good. the coffee made my stomach ache a bit. it has that subtle chocolatey taste. fell asleep again. third time’s the charm (of 1x/day face wash). woke up at 3 am planning to sleep but i ended up washing my face. turns out atikah was still awake due to AZ fever.

24 - this is the bestest sleep i had in this week (?) had a dream about going to bandung and the car falling to water. forgot my headset today. can finally meet prof Mur. talked abt inaco stuff w agassi. reread komugi meruem lmaoo. felll asleep. somehow had the misfortune of hearing dad’s hurtful words to mom. i want to fall asleep again but its difficuly. i went through stages of pent up anger, some sort of selfishness (i will go out from jakarta for internship), amazement to mom, and... (continue 2moro)

25 - lunch was dori rice from kanprim thanks to rasyid’s jastip. watched bts’ butter norebang lolll :(((. arrived at AR the fastest ive been. mom came to me right before maghrib and  summed some stuff dad said yesterday. she handled it in a trivial way. like she was unaffected. and that somehow helped me too. stuck around in the dining room for a while after maghrib. talked about internship w mom. i left some chance for dad to yap yap abt whatever related to internship (thankfully songs were full volume through my wireless headset) while im inhaling through my matcha latte. i wont write what he said bcs its lowkey super embarrassing. thank the gods for wireless speakers. 

26 - did not do anything productive today. Had arirang salted egg for bfast (wont repurchase). Had the meat cubes i bought online and its rly good. Ran with racil at citra 6. The tendon in my left feet hurt lol. Gmeet with ara et al to discuss internship review

27 - lazed. Wanted to start my day early but couldnt bring myself to. Binge watched twoset videos. Did clires stuff. 1 more RM to wait from IRMIK. No gastro intern work this weekend aaaa im starting to panic.

28 - juan came along otw to rscm. Talked about iship otw. brought tons of stuff to eat, including matcha latte, but i was unable to finish it lol. Discussed research budgeting w Prof. Didnt do anything in home. Starting to panic with my ppt progress.

29 - discussed budgeting revision. Prof thought abt little details i didnt even consider. Didnt do anything while at ar anjengggg

30 - prof did not come to dept today. Listemed to agassi rambling abt intern stuff. Immediately opened my laptop in ar. Watched two set. Played marapets lmaooo i finally managed to gather 3 au for shop pricer. But still didnot wash my face 👁️👄🤦‍♀️ maybe bcs i hate doing what people tells me to do (re: shower due to covid scare). Had a nightmare abt being in a car ride alone w dad and it was rly rly awkward