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rainrayne · 4 months

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Haha lmao what if the reason Felix acts the way he is (you know selfish, is because Mr. Huxley is just like that and that is the reason why Felix is the favorite/golden child because when parents pick favorites they choose the ones who are closer to them in personality/acts

+ Adding on to that that's also why Ted is scared to stand up for himself because since Felix is so familiar to Mr. Huxley, he basically sees his father resemblance in Felix

++ Adding on to THAT, it's also the reason why he sees Felix's wants as his father's wants and that's why if he wants to make his father proud he just needs to make Felix proud

+++ Adding more on to THAT, That's also why Ted wants what Felix wants because what Felix wants is also what his father wants so that's why Ted is so eager to prove himself to Felix so he could feel more loved from his fathe- AAAA MY BRAIN IS BURNING

Moral of the story: DONT PICK FAVORITES, ASSHOLES. YOU ARE RUINING BOTH SIDES. More on that point later I need to study

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temeyes · 27 days

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munchkadees, how would y'all feel if i posted OCs specifically to ship with Ghost and Soap,,,? (separate aus) 👉👈

#like im still in a oc x canon mood sorry HUHUHUHU #had a few shower thoughts just now for The OCs but nothing too concrete yet!!#wanted them to be in separate AUs from Chariot just so i could focus on diff tropes too #ANYWAY JUST WANTED TO ASK CUZ Y'ALL ARE MY BABES AND I DONT WANNA SCARE ANYONE WITH THE SUDDEN OC CONTENT...#tim rambles

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deernozone · 9 months

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hello everybody, I love Jorge so much, thanks for listening

#everytime someone mentions jorge i just have a sudden cycle of only thinking about him.#madness combat #my favorite guy #madness project nexus #i just saw two post talking about him and I was happy #madcom #madness combat fanart #madcom fanart #mc fanart #madness combat jorge #madness Project Nexus jorge #madcom jorge #mc jorge #jorge is named literally jorge how are u not gonna like him #love my man jorge #(everytime a character shows a light sign of being hispanic im gonna obsess over them for 2 weeks at least and/or just be my fav)#hes just like me fr #sorry for rambling #the silliness

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venelona-turtle-den · 1 year

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A bit of a side thing, but, yeah. Me tired. Feel free to disregard this post, I'm just letting some feelings out so my brain stops torturing me.

Honestly, tired is not quite the right word. Its more like I've been too caught up in work and my brain denies me relaxation? Like... ever since I got an idea for the Ghost Future Leo, I've been working on him every day. And by the nature of how I do things, I don't start a new drawing until I finish the last, so, he was all I've worked on. And it comes with the anxiety that 'I haven't posted anything in so long, that's bad, you're not productive'.

And then I finished Ghost Leo to the point where I could post him, and, it, uh... Got complicated? Because, no doubt, it's a BIG project, I worked A TON on him, but it wasn't really, like... a comic. Or a drawing. So I took a break, I promise I did, but then I wanted to get back to posting proper art and all.

Exceeeept I also wanted to keep working on Ghost Leo. Partly because I like working on him, truly, but also... I feel like I owe it to people? Like... I live with the fear that there's not enough to him, that people will get bored in like three days and that will be that, and I owe folks who enjoy spending time with him to expand the features. I want to respond to people posting and talking about him because that's everything I've wanted, to see people's reactions, and I feel like I can't leave anyone hanging, because that was what I asked for in the first place... All those posts and nice asks bring me so much joy, and I want people to know it.

As well as all the asks from people who need help - as a creator, I owe it to them to help them through everything, to fix mistakes and bugs, to answer questions...

And because of that, I feel bad when I try to take a break for more than a day - I have things to answer, and I don't want to answer them inadequately, because I want people to know that I care about every ask.

So, in short... despite me doing art I still feel like I'm not doing enough, despite the recent updates my brain still tells me I need to do more, and I'm afraid of starting on something like a comic because it feels I have too much of other stuff to do and I can't let myself focus my attention on something else for a week or two...

I know its all baloney, and that I deserve to rest, that I can freaking sit down and play Star Rail for three days and people won't hate me for it, but... that's not what my brain thinks and signals to my body. Silly me.

Thank you for reading this to those who did, I wrote this thing to just say... I hope my brain is actively lying to me, and people won't riot if I take a bit of time getting to answer the asks or posting more art. I promise I read everything, I just need to get back into a groove of things, especially since May and June are months that get busy with the school work on top of everything. I hope that's understandable 💖

#v rambles #vent #cw vent #in short this post is about my brain being like 'hey. i know you made this big project but lets be real. you didnt post shit'#and im like... i know its not true. but my brain tells me it is and doesnt let me relax #sorry for a sudden personal infodrop #i just felt like if i dont talk about it i will keep getting more anxious

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nobleriver · 7 days

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Me browsing through the official AMC Walking Dead shop and just typing in Richonne not really expecting much only to see this:

Official merch with the ship name on it. Consider me sold and take my money because YESS I’m getting it this instant.

#the ones who live #richonne #im sorry but the sword and the pistol crossed together? they have a ship emblem; I repeat they have an official emblem for the ship #ignore my ramblings I don’t go here #I fell off of TWD years ago like season 5 or season 6 #but Richonne was my favorite thing about it #I think the 3x16 Richonne scene in the prison tombs was what got me hooked in the first place lol #I shipped them so hard #fast forward years later and I’m just living my life and all of a sudden I find out Rick and Michonne have a spin-off #???#I was seated so quick I forget I ever left #I was fangirlinv watching YouTube videos and watching their eps on Netflix #by the time I watched episode 4 of TOWL it was a wrap #this show has catapulted this ship into my top 5 ships of all time #THEYRE THEM #their relationship was tried by fire and they came back stronger than when they left #how many people get a whole spin-off dedicated to their ship??? HUH? I have shipped many ships and this is the ultimate dream #so AMC go ahead and take advantage of the resurgence of the Richonne ship and push out ALLLLLLLL the merch you want #bc i am here for it all #im feeling so blessed; a spin-off; official merch WITH the ship name; I’m in shipper heaven

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gamethecry · 4 months

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#jeez. i wont say much there's a lot of emotions behind this for me for numerous numerous reasons that i won't get into too too much #so i put it in the tags how i feel in this moment of clarity yet also somber #i am going to miss matpat in ways i do not believe i can express in words and i know that sounds like a lot to put into some guy #some guy on youtube no less; but he has helped with through so so much turmoil and sadness that would not have been pushed through #had it not been for him and the way he is genuine and kind to his fanbase #im sad ill never have met him in person; he is by far one of my favorite creators from my wee ages to now and a huge inspo to me to do what #i love and not want works; but to strive to be a better person and to make a difference where i stand.#this blog means a lot to me and is in my own way my little child that i was sad to part with time and time again #i think this is my sign to mayhaps retire this blog fully; but who knows! i wanted to post something funny and acknowledge this was happeni #because it honestly hit really hard all of a sudden #sorry for rambling and thank you if you read all of this!#▇ 🌟┊🎮 ❝ isucc ❞ 🎮┊🌟 ▇ (isaac murmurs)#▇ 🌟┊🎮 ❝ just an adoring fan ❞ 🎮┊🌟 ▇ (ooc tag)

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coffee-bat · 6 months

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completely unrelated to anything but is being hypersensitive to pain when sleep deprived a thing for anyone else or is that just a me thing

#ive been noticing it lately in like. the sense where you realize something thats always happened to you but you just never picked up on it #but everytime i wake up after sleeping too little im just. hyperaware that everything hurts. things that i dont normally notice #like my fingers (i have dermatillomania and massacre my cuticles on the daily). suddenly im moving my fingers hurts a lot and im aware of-#-every bit of torn skin #which im normally not #etc #just sudden hypersensitivity that happens when sleep deprived and ONLY then #what is that. is that just my autism or isvthat an actual thing💀#ramble #im sick and i need to rant but i dont think im making sense. sorry

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ruporas · 1 year

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wait. wait. wait. ive been staring at ur latest comic for awhile now and i think i've noticed something about the colors? which are amazing, first of all- just gotta get that out there cuz i adore that soft pink and deep green combo

but i just realized that throughout most of the comic u use both in equal parts it seems. to separate bg + fg and such, to highlight characters/objects, etc.

but then when vash gets back to their room, all the walls are that dark green. and, bit by bit, the pink totally falls off. by the end, it's nothing but constant dark green as vash starts to cry

but then wolfwood slams in and he's backed by that soft pink. and suddenly the comic is nothing BUT pink. soft lines and whites and gentle pink tones EVERYWHERE to just. SO tastefully highlight the little details.

LIKE. WAS THIS INTENTIONAL?! i almost wanna guess that it wasn't since all those green panels w vash crying are all closeups focused on his expression so it makes sense to just put the simple green behind it and all attention on him so the pink just isn't Needed

BUT AT THE SAME TIME THE EFFECT IS SO MASTERFUL THAT I WANNA BELIEVE IT WAS ABSOLUTELY INTENTIONAL

HEHE..... first of all, thank you for looking at my comic so closely, THAT'S LIKE... REALLY SWEET and a huge compliment to hear, thank u thank u

and yes, it was intentional, especially more towards the end!!! in general, the colors are meant to serve as a mood indicator, so a balance of them in a scene would just mean a neutral "okay-ness" and have a functional serve to separate background / foreground / subject matter... deep green signifies introspection or incoming sadness (especially on pg5 when vash cries), and pink signifies wolfwood, which, not an emotion but he is happiness, someone that helps vash lose his doubts in a matter of seconds -- which is why those last few pages are just pink white and lines, and the panels are gone for the majority of it. i wanted to show their unity and togetherness!

while vash still has his issues of just Not saying anything about his loneliness, his feelings are alleviated temporarily with wolfwood's presence and he's just grateful that his paranoia didn't become true, and that wolfwood is genuine, true to his word, when he means he'll be following vash/staying with him. even though it's mission-bound, vash would probably still feel guiltily comforted by that fact.

I'M GLAD IT WAS PARTICULARLY EFFECTIVE IN THIS COMIC because i definitely could've pushed it more... i figured it was a minor thing that not a lot of ppl would care for, but more ppl enjoyed it and noticed the colors than i thought, so i'm glad it worked out!!!

#asks #thank you for sending this!!!#and for being so observant and putting it into words -- its really sweet!!!! hehe #ok this bit here is a bit off topic but. i forgot to mention in my original tags. very minor hc but on #p4 when i drew their beds -- ww bed is the left one vash is the right one and his blankets are all folded #bc i feel like vash would develop habits of being able to leave somewhere quickly + abruptly. so he cleans up after himself #everytime he wakes up and has to leave for the day. i feel like he's ran into enough trouble that he's grown accustom to making #sure he's ready to dip whenever necessary. and id imagine he'd leave payment if he books a room for more than a night so when he has #to leave suddenly - the room owners get their pay still. just preparing stuff in advance to not make trouble for the kind ppl #that houses him. idk its a small thing! i just recall those times in the manga where after accidentally destroying a part of the town #vash makes sure to join the clean up crew and help build things up lmfao he takes responsibility. its cute #ww sees him do this for the first time once and goes “that's stupid. we're not going anywhere and we're staying for the 2 nights”#and then he'd realize soon enough that they do have to prepare to book it at any random point of the day if vash gets caught up in trouble #regardless he doesn't fold it all up like vash does since its not habitual to him and in a way hes testing vash to NOT run off and do smth #thatll get him in trouble during the day. rare hopefulness. when they start sharing beds wolfwood doesn't let him fold up the sheets #very minor thing hc sorry for rambling in This space hub all of a sudden.#in the comic also vash gets pink bg panels every time he calls out to wolfwood. happy happy #it's really not a long enough comic to push those aspects... but im glad it was noticed at all -- but ok ok im done done

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ohitslen · 9 months

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Graphic design is cool but it really sucks when you start noticing things when a design is done wrong and now you have new pet peeves, you can’t do much about them most of the time so you’re peeved and resigned

Not everyone knows about many things so you’re just stewing like- why would you usE ALL CAPS WHEN USING CURSIVE?! CONTRASTING MAGENTA AND CYAN WHEN WRITING WHY— VISUAL BALANCE IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN MATHEMATICALLY ACCURATE BALANCE SOMETIMES OHMYGOD—

#sorry im just very. overwhelmed with projects barely on my second week jfc #it’s so awesome but once your eyes begin to become trained #you sort of have to be like ‘yeah sometimes ppl really don’t know what tf they’re doing and that’s. okay’#acceptance ultimately will save you from a lot of free headaches #like the headache from a website I opened that used red slab font with an eyestraining yellow in the bg #i was about to die from how horrible it was my head hurt from the sudden brightness uEk #im not saying you can’t use any of this. just know -how- to use it #lenssi rambles #delete later

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aaronymous999 · 7 months

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Okay imma say it right now because some people do not get it!!

Being queer is not a choice, but you’re not necessarily “born this way”.

I was a gay man up until the age of 12. I loved boys and I was a boy. Now though? I don’t like people. I’m happier than ever. And it wasn’t a choice I made to just stop liking people. My body just decided not to be attracted to anyone anymore. And that’s okay. If in the future I like boys again, that’s okay too. I was born queer, but my queer identity will never be the same my whole life, and that’s okay :)

#aaronymous ramblings #sorry making this post because like idk #fluid sexuality is a lot more stigmatized than fluid gender presentation for some reason #im not abrosexual or anything btw i just suddenly woke up and was aro one day no joke #and maybe ill wake up one day with a hard on for a man again but idk #finally accepted being aroace and finally accepted not always have been that #like i feel like theres so many stories about how ‘i knew the signs’ and all that but its like #sometimes the signs dont apply to you today and thats okay #imma be real tho i might have been aro for a couple years because id make up having crushes but then all of a sudden i actually got one #like uh im attracted to men now ig #and now its like #huh i no longer am attracted to anyone #anyways idk just have met a lot of wildly ignorant queer ppl irl who literally called an abro dude as having a fake sexuality?#dont judge fluid sexuality or contradictory labels none of your beeswax #i promise you that a trans man dating a lesbian will not cause the downfall of gay rights

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llumimoon · 7 months

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(me sitting here seething) ITS FINE its fine ITS FINE . I'LL GET MY LICENSE SOON ITS FINE

#cal rambles #HATE DRIVING WITH MY MOM. SHE IS INFURIATING #girl why are you acting like letting someone else go first at a four way stop bc im unsure #is EQUALLY as bad as running a red light #HELLO? HELLO ? HELLO ????#LITERALLY. WOULDNT HAVE HAD TO WAIT IF U ANSWERED MY QUESTION ABOUT THE TURN BTW #ALSO WHAT EHY CANT I FUCKING WAIT FOR A PEDESTRIAN TO FULLY CROSS THE STREET BEFORE GOING ISNT THAT SAFER ??? ESP IF THERES A KID OR DOG???#WHAT JS UR PROBLEM. GOD.#sorry im mad <3 #im literally sitting here like. i jusy need to go out driving this weekend and do the route and them i'll be ready to take my teat #test #ive been putting it off but i KNOW im ready. im a good driver #i do a sudden stop one or twice on accident and apologize after ive done like 50 soft stops #and then she does a sudden stop and goes LOL I pulled a [Cal] !!! FUCK YOUUUUUU #cannot wait to go places without her in the fucking car #this is the same woman who took me out driving with other cars on the road for my FIRST TIME EVER BEHIND THE WHEEL #and was SURPRISED when I almost got into an accident

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hollypies · 9 months

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Artemis is a lapcat now???? Cat experts if you see this why is a cat who used to absolutely despise sitting on someone now trying to sleep on me everytime I sit

Btw there'd been like.. no change at all that would stress her out?? And she's not sick. Maybe she's just getting old and sentimental but she's only five so I don't think so🤔

Only thing I can think of is she had some springtails living on her but I took care of that problem. Not that the springtails were hurting her, they are non parasitic and the only reason they were here is because my dumb bitch of a brother had the thermostat at 78 in the middle of a heat wave. So. It was kinda humid in the house. Which spingtails thrive in!! After I finally turned down the heat they started hiding in my cats fur because warm. But they aren't parasites, so they weren't biting her. She was prolly judt itch !

Sorry for the rambling about bugs . They're judt neat

#holly rambles #cats #cat questions #artemis cat #my bby cat... ouyghh #listen. my first cat was a lap cat 100 percent of time #i really missed habing a cat sleep on me.#but also. im just kinda worried cuz its such a sudden change??#like! she HATED!! sitting on people! she liked being near but not touching. now shes on me alll the time??? im just concerned #and again! nithing has changed in the household.#anwa. she doesnt have bugs anymore an is still sleeping on me #also dw i vacuumed and cleandd my room very well so theres no more spingtails #people tend to confuse springtails an fleas due to simular size and shape. but fleas are parasites ! amd springtails are not!#springtails are more kf a nuisance then harmful. most of the time when people think its fleas its actually springtails!#springtails come in a variety of color to #ok sorry thats enough bout spingtail. if anyone knles why cats can suddenly turn reallt cusdly and affectionate id lkke tk know #most things ive read are like. either im pregrnat or she is but literally neither of us are capable of having babies . shes been spayed

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loserdiaz · 11 months

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#so i was making some plans with some friends and it just hit me that today is my dad's bday #and like idk i haven't thought about him that much lately bc ive been buay with studying and other stuff but it kinda came out of nowhere #to slap me in the face #and i had this sudden need that i really wanna hug him even knowing he's gone and that i really miss him and now im crying and trying not #to have a breakdown #and im sorry im rambling i just wanted to get this out there but ill probably delete this post later

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chaotictomtom · 9 months

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turning my attention each 5 minutes to some genre of music and going insane +++++ thinking how much i love this genre of music then getting unprompted to some songs from a totally different genre and the same things happens i just cannot stop loving things the circle goes on and on

#went into a music rabbit hole wanting to learn abt jethro tull #i wish micthesnare did a disco deep dive on this band i sadly didn't find too much info #NOT AS IN THERE'S ABSOLUTELY NO INFO ON THIS WELL KNOWN BAND.#but i need the infos in a video format..... the disco deep dive type of video micthesnare does is perfect for that #anyway went bonkers lately over dad rock then because of relistening to queen other genre in rock and and and and #bangers bangers everywhere help me #so was in this realm for a while saw a cool video on of the clash album band that i haven't lsitened much but cool video and might listen to #them more. also video abt remain in lights i cannot believe how much i love talking heads #then sudden video on techno and <3 like! i was going to say “woah techno my true love” but i also go like this for everything else #not everything. but a lot of other genre #I WANT TO BE ABLE TO MAKE MUSIC AUUUGHHHH #ig waiting to save enough money to get a bass i could start trying to look into making music on da puter #idk im rambling im sorry who cares #tomtom_is_rambling #the video btw is “the ten rules of techno” i love how it's presented and i love music omg if music had a dick i would suck it so hard rn #man who has a problem

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theclosetedskeleton · 6 months

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WHIMSY POSTING PAUSED the day I finally stop my compulsive skin picking habits is the day its OVER for all of my enemies

#stares at my family #why the FUCK do they have to point out everytime I go back to picking my skin #“are you scratching your forehe--” YES!!!!!!! BITCH YOU HAVE EYES #it gets so bad sometimes #i'd go into detail but i dont think anybody wants to know this because. its slightly disturbing like tmi #its not an anxitey related thing 100% though it goes on and off #not correlating with my anxiety #i looked up compulsive skin picking or smth and fucking OCD shows up #which OCD wouldnt be too far fetched the more i think abt it #back on the point with my family #MULTIPLE times my sisters have made some sort of “fun” with my scars/wounds #like theyre “jokes” but theyre not too funny #like you do realize i CANT control when i start/stop. When it starts I cant just say “stop!!!!” and its over #istg some days ill look in a mirror and all of a sudden im entranced #15 minutes go by and BOOM now i have to make sure i cover my forehead w/my bangs properly or else ill get comments from my family #wait. was this a vent #falls to my knees IM SO SORRY #oh my god me when tumblr is one of the only places i vent #i doubt thats good though bc yknow digital footprint but then again ive seen way WORSE on a digital footprint #closet rambles again on tumblr

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nctdream · 11 months

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i hope sm stays on brand and does NOT follow through with their Q3/4/5/6/1278392&:&:$/« /$, schedule 😁

#mark and haechan….. tysm for your hard work and patience pls take care:(#i have so much to say im spreading them out through all social media platforms and dms lmaoo sorry if youve receive part of my ramblings #I’ve slept on it but something about sungchan and shotaros leave still feels off to me?!#i haven’t been actively keeping up as much and it still feels so sudden 😭#i feel so conflicted bc they definitely deserve better but also they’ve been included in all the pop up merch up til recently #and suddenly they decided to drop the news on a random Wednesday?! i hope their new groups treats them nicer but LOL #saw on twt someone say it seems like the members are finding out the same time as us lol yikes #also my friend was like ‘idk what’s happening but it’s l*cas’ fault’ and tbh mood shfjsj #there’s also the whole wayv situation didn’t xj say something about not renewing his contract hahahah and the solos/enlistments……….#I’m really excited for tolo but at what cost 😭#hate that the answer to all the why’s is simply bc $$$$ 😂🤣👹😅🥲

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