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padfootastic · 2 years

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Hi I just read your fic ‘that time lily evans done messed up’ and I just want to say that I’m absolutely GONE for arrogant sirius black. I really love how you portrayed him as a cold arsehole with everyone but james (and the marauders but still).

I hope you can write more of those prongsfoot fics where sirius gets all flustered with james and only james but cold and snarky with just about everyone else. I’d love to read about what james thinks about this aspect of sirius.

anon!!! here’s some doughnuts for being so, so kind <333 🍩🍩🍩🍩

that fic was the first time i’d written sirius like that in like, 5 years so it was pretty darn nerve wracking lol (i’d also just overcome the mental block that characters can *and should* be arrogant/conceited/exclusive sometimes)

i’m also equally gone for him lol. i’ve always loved characters who have a certain personality type but act completely different around one (1) person and this just felt so natural ykno? so, so many thoughts about sirius being like a whole new person around his james. it’s precious.

have you read my other fic where james makes sirius blush, repeatedly? 👀 not a lot of lot of snarky sirius (except one moment w remus lol) but definitely filled with flustered sirius.

also god, yes! i think james would always be aware of the fact that sirius is different around him, just because he’s always so hyper aware of everything he does. but i don’t think it will hit him, the extent of it, until some incident occurs or someone talks to him about it. not exactly taking him for granted, but you know how u don’t notice things sometimes bc ur too close to it? like that. a fic on that would be super cool tbh but i’m not sure how to do those ‘across the years’ type of format which would really work here, i think

#james potter #sirius black #prongsfoot #thank u so very much anon <3333 #i’m very glad there’s more people on the arrogant but occasionally flustered sirius agenda #also!!! it makes me so happy that u liked this one bc !!!#it barely gets any love lol and it’s another one of my favs #for the patroni reveal parte and the ending hehe #also it’s outsider pov which is my absolute fav #but yeah. i rly appreciate it!#ppb #pen’s asks

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starkeysbaby · 11 months

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“i don’t care if he’s brazilian babe”

pairing: rafe x reader [est. relationship]

warnings: mention of private parts, fluff, angst? (if you count rate being jealous and overprotectiive as angst lol)

summary: at a sleepover with kie and sarah, they convince you to tease your jealous and overprotective boyfriend...

a/n: keep seeing gfs prank their bf with this on tiktok and imagine how rafe would react.. also thinking of making the title of my fics my fav quote in the fic, whatcha think?

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reader has rafe stressinggg in this😭

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“so what’d you three get up to this weekend?” asked rafe as he kept his eyes on the road, one hand on the steering wheel and on your thigh. He had just picked you and kiara up from kie’s house after you, her and sarah spent the last 2 nights there for a weekend away from the boys. The rest of the pogues decided to have a kegger tonight, both kooks and pogues welcome, so rafe picked us up on his way there whilst sarah had been picked up by john b earlier.

“oh not much” you replied playing with his hand as he drove “just a bit of shopping then we went to the waxing parlour...” you smiled, kie in the back trying to control the laughter itching to burst out, knowing what is about to come. You yourself too struggled to contain your laughter as you thought back to the conversation at kie’s earlier.

“omg you should totally prank rafe with this,” kie laughed out, shuffling over sarah to show you her phone, ”he would lose his shit.” she added on with a bright but sly smile on her face, watching and waiting for my reaction.

It was a tiktok of a girl pranking her boyfriend saying that she got a brazilian wax done... by a man. [a brazilian wax is waxing your pubic hairs/waxing the hairs down there 👀]

You laughed out at the guy’s manly reaction to another guy seeing his girl’s pussy and imagined what rafe would say. It was no secret to anyone that rafe was overprotective. He always had an arm around you at a party and barely ever took his eyes off of you when you seperate from him. He’s also known to get jealous at times after breaking a few guys noses here and there for just looking at you the wrong way. You didn’t mind it much, as long as he didn’t get to the point where you felt as though he was controlling you. And it never did, in fact it made you feel loved and special, the fact that rafe cared so much about you.

“omg y/n you have to do this on rafe” begged sarah placing emphasis on the ‘have’. “i don't know guys... you know how rafe gets.” you replied, feeling yourself get lured into their shenanigans. “i know!” sarah piped up. “if you prank rafe with this, i’ll prank john b with it too,” she exlaimed, jumping up at her genius idea. “okay, but kie has to do it on JJ then” you bargained, causing you and sarah to turn your heads to kie. “fine” she huffed out, rolling her eyes but smiling, excited to prank the boys.

“i still can’t believe how we barely felt any pain at all this” kie piped up from the back, itching to get the prank started. “daniel did such an amazing job, i’m definitely going back to him” she smirked waiting for it to sink through rafe’s head. “daniel?” rafe snorted and laughed, “i hope you mean danielle, and what do you mean he?” he wondered out loud, continuously flicking his eyes back and forth from you and the road waiting for your reply. Well here goes nothing! “no kie’s right, it was a guy named daniel” you stated non chalantly “there weren’t any women available so we had to go with him”. He removed his hand from your thigh, placing it on the steering wheel with his other, “and you couldn’t go anywhere else” he asked, clearly getting irritated at how casual you were about all this. “everywhere else was closed for maitenance after the storm last week, what else were we meant to do” you half lied, proud of yourself for coming up with an excuse that quickly. “i don’t know, maybe go another day?” rafe retorted, raising his voice at the last couple of words.

The next few minutes went by without any word from the three of you, kie in the back sensing the tension and kind of wishing the prank was done alone between just you and rafe. She’d rather have not been there and hear about it than sit here in this awkward silence.

After a few more minutes you arrived at the beach. As soon as rafe parked the car, kie jumped out muttering a “thanks” desperate to get away from the awkward situation. “bye kie, we’ll find you guys later”. After she was out of an earshot you turned to rafe to see him searching all the waxing parlours in the area on his phone. “rafe” nothing. “what are you doing?” you smiled, unaware to him. “tryna find out who the fuck this daniel guy is” he muttered, too engrossed with his newfound mission. “rafe please” you grabbed his phone and placed it on the phone holder and took his hands in yours making him look at you. His eyes were furious. If looks could kill you’d be gone by now. You pondered for a moment on whether you should continue the prank or not, eventually deciding to since you had come this far anyways and frankly, you had found it funny how pissed off rafe was at this.

“i’m sorry baby, i didnt think you’d get this upset” you chuckled giving him a small peck on the lips. “what do you mean by that y/n, i’m your boyfriend, of course i’m not gonna like another guy touching your body” he dropped his head to the steering wheel as he started to lose his cool. “and here you are acting like it’s the most normal fucking thing in the world” he finished. “cmon rafe, this is his job. he sees at least ten naked bodies a day, he’s not remembering mine” you internally smiled to yourself for the ‘naked’ comment, knowing that would push him off the edge. “what do you mean naked y/n? where did this guy wax you?” rafe was scared now, interally praying that daniel didn’t wax you where he thinks he did “it was a brazilian wax babe” you smiled. “i don’t care if he’s brazilian babe” you mentally face palmed yourself at your boyfriend’s lack of knowledge of a brazilian wax. “no baby, a brazilian wax is... yknow... down there” you motioned to between your legs whilst rafe looked like he’d just witnessed a murder. “what?! you’re telling me another guy saw you NAKED naked?!” it was taking every ounce of willpower you had left to not laugh at this. “yes but-” “no y/n. no buts. how would you feel if i let another girl shave my fucking balls?!” he laughed but was clearly unamused by what you were telling him “you have no idea who this guy is and what he’s like” he finished. “no its not like that, he was really sweet” you said making rafe laugh “of course he was y/n. he was staring at your fucking pussy and you let him. do you know what kinda signal that gives to a guy?” he questioned. “no it’s fine, i told him i have a boyfriend and he said you’re really lucky by the way!”

Rafe couldn’t believe his ears. He knew how kind and trusting you were, even to people who didn’t deserve it. While it was one of his favourite things about you, it also scared him knowing that there are people out there who could easily take advantage of that kindness. That’s maybe why he felt the need to make this way worse than it actually was.

“do you hear yourself right now y/n” he pleaded with you to see where he was coming from. “i’m sorry, i only did it for you” you muttered looking down, really getting into your role for this prank. “yknow i don’t mind a little fuzz” he said making you cringe as he chuckled, looking down on you and tucking a few stray hair strands behind your ear. Rafe decided he had given you enough shit for this and what’s done is done, as long as it doesn’t happen again. “im still gonna have to talk to this daniel guy” he said calming down, stroking your face and wrapping his arms around you as you leaned into him “give him a piece of my mind yknow” he teased. “you don’t have to do that” you looked up at him beaming, deciding it’s time you stop this silly prank. “oh yeah? why’s that?” he smiled, giving you tiny pecks across your cheek moving down to your neck. “cuz i’m only messing with you” you laughed as rafe pulled his head back, confused. “huh?” “there’s no guy named daniel. it’s just this stupid prank kie and sarah begged me to play on you” you explained while reaching your arm out to scratch the back of his neck.

Rafe didn’t know whether to be amused or embarrassed at the scene he caused over a small prank. He didn’t know whether to blame you for pranking him or his sister for planting such ideas in your head. As he watched you laugh and look so happy at the little rise you got out of him tonight, he couldn’t be mad. He found it so fucking adorable how small things like this could make you laugh so much and just brighten your day. Next thing you knew, rafe was attacking your face with kisses while tickling you.

“omg rafe sto- STOP” you laughed out, unable to contain yourself. “you sorry for that mean prank?” rafe questioned not stopping his attack. “yes yes i’m sorry!!” he finally slowed down as your laughs gradually disappeared. “let’s go. everyone’s probably wondering where we are” you said before quickly pecking his nose and making a move to get out the car. Rafe quickly stopped you and brought his lips to your ear “ok but when we get back to mine, i wanna see how your brazilian wax turned out” he whispered before nipping at your earlobe and letting you go.

You both laughed at his boyish antics before making your way to the rest of your friends, ready to tell kie and sarah how the prank turned out, only to be met with a pissed off JJ and John B which was probably due to kie and sarah living up to their end of the deal.

a/n: well that was it. i think this is the first time ive written in a few months and the third overall fic i’ve ever written so im open to feedback. pls i need the criticism to improve 😭

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gudfornuthin · 5 months

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Hiii❤️, are you taking requests for Bernard rn? And if so can you write a Bernard x reader (she/her) where she has a very flirtatious personality and he has a huge crush on her and he lovesss when she’s being that way towards him but when he sees her talk to other people like that he’s kinda jealous and maybe end in some smut ( ofc only if you’re comfortable writing that!<3)

Jealousy looks good on you

Bernard the elf x reader

A/N: ‘tis the season and the Bernard girlies have awakened. I’m shocked at all the support I’ve received from these one shots and I’m so glad to be writing more. This isn’t my best imo, I don’t know where I was going with it so I kinda got carried away, but oh well lol. I have another Bernard request after this one and then I’ll be back to my Beauty and the Beast rewrite. Hope you all enjoy :))

“She’s doing it again.”

“Who?”

“Y/N. She’s flirting with him again.”

“Your obsession with Y/N is becoming a problem.”

This wasn’t the first conversation Curtis and Bernard had had with each other about Y/N. This topic specifically. It was known by the other elves that she was confident, and very blunt when talking to others. That also didn’t stop in the romantic sense. And Bernard knew that. She wasn’t afraid to flirt with him in front of others, and that’s why he loved it so much. It made him feel good. And also slightly embarrassed. Only because he wasn’t used to that sort of attention, especially from a very beautiful girl. He wasn’t great at reciprocating her advances, but he hoped she wouldn’t stop. So far she hadn’t. But a new ‘suitor’ had entered the picture, and Bernard was not happy. Some tall, blue eyed elf that he hadn’t bothered learning the name of was also receiving the flirtatious attention from Y/N, and unfortunately he was much better at dishing it back than Bernard was.

“I’m not obsessed with Y/N,” Curtis rolled his eyes at that remark, “I’m just curious to know why she thinks it’s okay to talk with that guy when they both have a lot of work to do.”

The younger elf snorted. “You don’t seem to have an issue when she’s talking to you and wasting precious work time.”

“You’re not helping,” Bernard huffed, walking away from Curtis and towards the workshop, trying to get the image of Y/N and the tall, blue eyed elf out of his head.

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It had been a few hours since his last conversation with Curtis, and Bernard had quickly calmed down, busying himself with tasks he had yet completed for the holiday season. However, it hadn’t helped him get Y/N out of his head. From the constant flirting, to seeing her using that charm on someone else, Bernard was unsure where the relationship stood. Was it all a big joke to her? Had she been leading him on the last few months to mess with him? Before he could dive deeper into his existential dread, a soft voice sounded from behind him.

“Hey handsome.”

Bernard froze slightly, and looked over his shoulder to see Y/N walk through the door, a stack of paperwork in her hands and a bright smile on her face. Glitter on her cheeks and nose, sporting a new dress that glimmered in the light, Bernard thought she looked like an angel ready to be set atop the Christmas tree. He shook himself out of his trance, and smiled tightly back at her, unable to form any words. He quickly turned back around, continuing his sort out of different coloured wrapping paper. It wasn’t usually Bernard’s job, but he needed the distraction, and the wrapping room was a quiet place to come in the evenings.

“Curtis told me you’d be in here and I need you to sign these papers for Santa.”

Y/N held the paperwork out towards Bernard, their fingers touching briefly once he reached out to grab them. He placed them on the side of the desk and mumbled a ‘thanks’ under his breath, barely audible. Y/N let out a small huff and strolled around Bernard, taking in his tense form.

She smiled again. “So. How’s my favourite elf doing?”

Bernard didn’t bother looking up from his work. “He’s very busy at the moment,” his tone dull and unwavering.

A hand suddenly came into the head elf’s view, and hit the desk hard, jolting everything laying on top. Bernard jumped back and looked to the side where Y/N stood with eyebrows raised and her mouth pursed.

“Have I done something to upset you?” She asked, crossing her arms and popping her hip to the side.

Bernard wasn’t sure what to say, nor how Y/N might react. He’d never been great at showcasing his feelings, especially in the romantic sense. But this wasn’t just some random girl he’d found cute once and never interacted with. This was Y/N. One of his closest friends, someone he cared deeply for. Who seemed to care deeply about him too. She was also someone he worked with. The possibility of admitting how he felt, and for her to not feel the same, it would no doubt make things awkward. And he’d hate to ruin what they already have. Even if it killed him to see her flirting with someone else.

“You’ve done nothing, I’ve just had a lot on my plate and I can’t handle any distractions at the moment,” Bernard finally replied, trying to keep his voice level.

“Really?” Y/N bit back, “because I feel like you’ve been avoiding me all day. And since when do you spend time in the wrapping paper room? When Curtis told me you were here, I was worried you might be having a mental breakdown.” She ended with a joke, but part of Bernard knew there was truth behind her words.

The head elf felt himself boiling over. His temper was short, and everyone knew that, but when it came to Y/N he was unusually chill. Her presence was good for him. Not at this moment though. He could feel himself ready to lash out, and he was worried what could be said.

“Do I have to explain everything to you? Can I not spend time alone without you knowing where and what I’m doing every second of every day?”

“I’m sorry I care about you and want to know what you’re up to! Sure you can have all the time you want alone, I just don’t like it when you avoid me completely,” by now, both of their voices were shaking and getting louder.

“I thought you’d want to spend more time with your new tall, blue eyed friend,” Bernard instantly regretted his words.

Y/N opened her mouth but closed it almost instantly, her brow furrowed and confusion clear on her face. “What are you talking about?” her voice now considerably calmer.

Bernard could feel the embarrassment wash over him, desperate to think of some excuse, but coming up short. “This morning, I saw you talking to someone. It looked like he was flirting, and you seemed to be doing the same back,” Y/N’s face softened as she begun to realise what and who the older elf was talking about. “It got to me, okay? It bothered me that you were talking to him in that way when,” a slight pause, “you usually only talk to me that way.”

Y/N shook her head, a confused look returning briefly. “I don’t understand, you never showed any interest in my flirting, why is it bothering you when I do it to someone else.”

“Because I like you!” There it was. That barrier Bernard built high for years, keeping relationships at bay, had just been broken. And he didn’t know if that was a good or bad thing. “I’m not the best at showing my emotions. Romantically speaking, I’m an amateur at it. And I’m sorry I was never good at reciprocating your advances. I guess it doesn’t matter if it was just a joke to you.”

Y/N reached out quickly, grabbing Bernard’s hand and holding it close to her. “It was never a joke to me. I just didn’t think you liked me in that way so I stopped. Thought I’d try with someone else to help me move on from you.” She moved a step forward, standing toe to toe. “I knew it would never work. You’re the only person I truly care about, in that way.”

Bernard was speechless. He couldn’t stop staring into her eyes, brimmed with emotion but full of love. He mostly felt like an idiot. Never taking the chance before now to make a move or admit how he felt. He finally felt at peace. Like everything had finally worked out.

“What now?” Bernard awkwardly questioned, placing his hands on Y/N’s hips.

“I think you should probably kiss me before someone else does,” She jested back.

They both laugh and lean in, Y/N’s hands going to hold the head elf’s face. The kiss deepened, Y/N moving her left hand to the back of Bernard’s head, tugging slightly at his curls. This elicited a deep moan from Bernard’s throat, his pants growing tighter, as he tugged Y/N somehow closer to him and towards the desk still covered with wrapping paper.

“Why did we wait so long to do this?” Y/N mumbled out between wet kisses.

Bernard moved to sucking her neck, most definitely leaving bruises. “I don’t know. But I never want to stop.”

They continued making out, Y/N feeling the desk behind her and sliding on top, pulling Bernard in between her legs. She felt him growing harder, and slowly moved her hand down, palming at the front of his pants. Bernard couldn’t help but whimper slightly, gripping the side of the desk as well as Y/N’s thigh. Keeping one hand on his hard on, she moved her other back up and unbuttoned his shirt, rubbing her hand in circular motions on his chest. Bernard followed soon after, taking hold of the bottom of her shirt and lifting it over her head. The couple continued kissing and touching anywhere they could reach, seeming to care little to none about the door still being open, or whether someone walked by and found them in their current predicament. They were just glad to have finally admitted how they felt. In the back of his head, Bernard reminded himself to thank that tall, blue eyed elf for bringing out the jealousy in him.

(Sorry it seems to cut short, I’m terrible at writing smut or intimate stuff but I hope you all enjoyed anyways :))

#bernard x reader #bernard the elf x reader #the santa clauses #the santa clause #x reader #david krumholtz

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blackinquisitors · 10 months

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Any good rdr2 fic rec?

ooh yes

my current fav one is The Unreliability of Men's Promises by dazednstoned. abigail centric fic. I'm absolutely in love with it. the writing is phenomenal and they just GET abigail and what her likely dynamic with the gang was. ugh chefs kiss

one that has been my biggest source of inspiration is mine is clouds by ssstrychnine. charthur fic. I cannot tell you how much this inspires me. not even the story, just the writing style. I was in a massive creative funk and couldn't figure out this last chapter of bloom, and I read 1.5 chapters and INSTANTLY understood how to write again. like I had to read this in quarter chapter increments so I didn't steal too many ideas, it was that amazing

this night has opened my eyes by my mutual @pinkysberg REALLY love this. john centric and pinky just GETS him. so if you read this and the first fic i mentioned side by side you have a phd level understanding of the worlds most dysfunctional couple. for a time we were writing this at the same time and were at the same place in rdr2s plot so i felt like we were two random cars driving along together on a highway lol

He Was A Friend Of Mine by biiitchofCambridge. charthur fic. SO GOOD. this was another source of inspo, mostly the dynamic between arthur and charles is what was so good. I've read a lot of fics that tend to soften both of these guys, but this fic really has that 1890s masculinity thing going on, and I appreciate that

no law less than ourselves by CatRoofDance. another source of inspo. I fully stole an entire idea and forgot that it wasn't my own and based arthurs entire character around that. oops! woah I just wrote out a whole thing abt how this was popular and well-loved for good reason, and its not number 1? huh? it should be. the top fics of the charthur tag are cliche garbage. this deserves far more love than it has

Luck and Chance by swampslip. charthur fic. I read this a looong time ago and I barely remember it but it has some of the best charles characterization ive seen. his dialogue is so perfect I can only aspire to it

Let Me Down Gently by reddeaddesolation. smutty mary/arthur fic. again its been a whiiile since I've read this but i remember really enjoying it, particularly the characterization the the dynamic between them

Don't Come Knocking by charlock221. sadie/molly fic. no sorry, THE sadie/molly fic, THE ONLY sadie/molly fic. this is canon as far as I'm concerned. not kidding. it's so well written, it's incredible. everything about it makes sense. I adore it a normal amount. even if this isnt your cup of tea, I still think you should read it

I think thats it. puts all of these on a mantel and stares at them lovingly every day

#rdr2 fic rec #charthur #johnigail #arthur x mary #sadie x molly

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hydrngea · 1 year

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comfort (rafe cameron x reader)

a/n : hi. i know i know i know. it’s been a min and life / finals caught up to me so i haven’t written anything in a min. but here i am! with a shitty little one shot i wrote pretty much to comfort myself because atm me and my best friend are in a bit of a pickle lol. hope you enjoy and please forgive me for ghosting this blog 💓

summary : you and your best friend got into a fight and rafe knows just what to do to comfort you.

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you don’t know how the tears started spilling down your cheeks.

you thought you were doing okay after the fight you just had with your best friend a few days ago. you knew with your rational the two of you would make up soon, and would be laughing about this whole ordeal in a couple days.

yet deep down, there was this fear that you would never recover from this. it was probably the biggest argument you’ve had with her in years- or ever- if you’re being honest.

one second you were fine, and the next second you were tasting salt water on your tongue.

it went from soft sniffles to crescendoing into loud and snotty sobs.

you can’t control it. your damn snapchat memories from a year ago today forced emotions out of you and it the tears came through.

you barely notice the jingling sound coming from your front door knob, or the creaking noise of it opening. you only pull out of your trance when rafe suddenly rushes to your side on the leather love seat, abandoning the groceries he’d just bought on the floor besides the welcome mat.

“hey. hey, baby,” he soothes with a gentle tone, crouching down in front of you and clutching your hands in his. “what’s wrong,hmm?” rafes eyes bounce over your reddened face, trying his best to read the situation.

“i don’t,” you hiccup, gasping for another breath, “know.”

rafe pushes himself onto the seat next to you and pulls you into him. you lay your cheek over his chest, staining his polo with you tears (and snot). his fingers find your hair, rubbing soothing circles over your scalp and massaging it. “is this about the y/bff’s/n situation, baby?”

you nod against him, moving closer into him as if there’s any extra space left between you two.

the arm that hangs over you shoulders tightens its grip. “y/n…”

“i know i’m being-“ another hiccup, “dramatic.”

rafe sighs into your hair, “that’s not what i was gonna say. you know this ‘argument’ between the two of you is just a misunderstanding, right?”

you sit up in his lap. “but what if-“

“no what ifs. how long have the two of you been friends?”

“since the 7th grade.” you mumble into your sleeve as you wipe the snot off your face. gross, but you’ll just end up washing the sweaty sorting you’re wearing the next day.

“exactly! no way a fight over something so small is gonna end up ruining your friendship. that’d just be petty.”

“but-“

“y/n.” rafe chastises, but his voice remains soft. “it’ll all be okay, i swear.” he pushes your sweaty strands of hair off of your forehead, and places a gentle kiss in between your brows. “you know what?”

“what?” you sniff as the last of your tears subside.

“i just bought the perfect thing to make this better.” rafe gets up and walks over to where he left the brown grocery bag, digging a box out from the bottom of it. you peer over the edge of the sofa, brow furrowed while you try to make iut what exactly he’s talking about.

he tosses something to you which you barely catch. “popsicles!?” you exclaim a little after you read the label of the package.

“yup.” he says, taking a bite out of his own. “your fav.”

a smile appears on your face at that, your day becoming ten times better just from the simple action. you meet rafe by the kitchen island where he stands and push yourself up onto your tippy-toes, pressing a grateful kiss onto his lips. you can taste the cherry flavored popsicle he just took a bite out off on his tongue.

“thank you, rafe. for making me feel better.”

he closes the gap between you two once more. “of course. anything for my girl.”

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im-out-of-it · 7 months

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CHRISTOPHER LIGHTWOOD DESERVED BETTER

weekly rant about my fav family and the atrocious writing:

I’m rereading chain of thorns and I’m at that part. y’all know the part. where a certain someone should not have died and how unnecessary it was. I like how grace is all like “you can stop this lucie.” bitchhhhh, couldn’t you have said that- hmmm, I don’t know maybe before Tatiana came out? like it’s so unnecessary and I am not here for CC hating the lightwoods and making sure each one from every generation dies.

Max- like what was he, an eleven year old? GONE. poor little boy 😭😭😭

Benedict- ok dude had it coming but he’s still a Lightwood and he died. plus Will makes a joke about it to Gabriel as if it’s not Gabriel’s trauma? the fuck. gabriel deserves better plus he needed more page time!!!! Gabriel and Gideon lost a father but yes, let’s make jests about it.

Kit- poor, sweet Kit. did not deserve to die like that. but of course, she’s not going to kill off any herondales because my god, we couldn’t survive that. can’t have our golden eyed and insufferable boys die. what vexed me most about this is the way CC went about it. I get they’re in this war but someone who is family and is practically family to y’all just died!!! but ok let’s grieve James and Matthew who are very much alive. wouldn’t be a CC book if we didn’t focus on the herondales.

tatiana- deserved it but I did not like how it was Cordelia. it should not have been her who killed her. Gabriel loses a son because of her, Gideon loses a daughter, Anna, Thomas, little Alexander, and Eugenia lose their brother, sister, cousin. literally Thomas loses his best friend who is basically his parabatai and his sister within the same year ish. I’m not sorry because it should not have been Cordelia to kill this wench.

Barbara- poor Barbara 😭 just wanted to marry Oliver but no, guess she’s got to go too. I would have liked to see more of her.

I swear that I do not want Magnus and Alec go adopt another kid if CC is going to kill them off. I know she holds herondales to this high degree but STOP HURTING THE LIGHTWOODS. yes, they are the best characters. without them, the world would probably be doomed. (looking at you jace lol we know you would’ve died without Alec or Izzy.)

adding Robert. he gone too. she even kills all the lightwoods in Thule like what is her obsession with hating this wonderful family? this is why I would rather she stop with the series. these are some of my fav characters but her carelessness and her desire to put one family above everyone else and simply act like nobody else matters is exhausting. as you know, I adore the lightwoods but it’s so draining to see them being treated like this. the only ones who I was glad to see gone was Tatiana and Benedict. you’ll never see her kill off a herondale. Stephen does not count because he wasn’t really introduced, and the other members were barely in stories, just mentioned.

and it’s fine if she has a preference. I love the lightwoods so much but there’s a different with you killing off multiple members of a family and writing out your fav family as untouchable. ahhhh, poor kit. he died and only Thomas and Anna had emotions through it all. we don’t even get to see Gabriel’s or cecilys reaction. what the fuck. I don’t know what CC was feeling writing this but I would have honestly rather she waited until she felt like writing it. it’s not fair what happened to Kit or the family over and over again. I wish she would do better but that’s too high of a hope for CC.

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insomniac-shado · 6 months

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HAI WELCOME <3

welcome to my blog !! I’m just here to have fun & be silly about my fav characters :3

Here’s some info ab me and the stuff I make !!

My names are:

- Nina/Nina Bomb

- Romeo

- Elliot

If you wanna come up with another name for me feel free to, I collect them like pokemon cardz lmao. I go by several other names but for the sake of keeping this short I’m just gonna say the main onez X3

My pronouns are:

- They/Them

- He/Him

I’m still not quite sure what my gender is. I feel varying degrees of masculinity from time to time, and the rest I mainly feel genderless. So I just say boyfluid bc it seems to fit how I feel best !

My interests are:

- Creepypasta (obviously lol)

- Minecraft/Story Mode

- Sky: Children of the Light

- Five Nights at Freddy’s

- Bendy and The Ink Machine

- House (by BarkBark games)

- The Hunger Games

- Demon Slayer (I haven’t finished yet so pls no spoilers!)

- Wings of Fire

I love talking about these things so PLEASEEE if you ever like want to talk ab them with me dont b afraid to ask !! Mainly Creepypasta and MCSM because those are my main interests currently :D

My fav characters are:

- Nina the Killer (Creepypasta)

- Ticci-Toby (Creepypasta)

- Clockwork (Creepypasta)

- Jane The Killer (Creepypasta)

- Lifeless Lucy (Creepypasta)

- Romeo the Admin (MCSM)

- Lukas (MCSM)

- The Valley Elders (Sky: COTL)

- Sammy Lawrence (BaTIM)

- Funtime Freddy (FNaF)

- Tabby (House)

I’m a massive simp for Toby, Romeo and Sammy I’ll admit.. cringe will ensue if you get me talking ab them

I’m not too big on shipping (except for a few) but my favorites are:

- Clockwork x Toby

- Toby x Nina

- Clockwork x Jane

- Romeo x Binta

I don’t generally care for a lot of other ships but I do enjoy a few more from time to time ! And if you want headcanons and stuff for other ships as long as it isn’t NSFW, proship, or disrespecting the character’s sexualities I’m perfectly fine with coming up w a few !!

Type of content I usually create:

- Art

- Edits

- Fanfiction (sometimes bc i barely post what i write-)

- Headcanons (I do take requests!!)

I post fairly inconsistently so i may be super active one minute and then drop off the face of the earth the next, sorry :,)

Rules/Boundaries:

- Please treat everyone with respect here.

- Be kind please.

- Tone tags are appreciated (especially for jokes and sarcasm) because I struggle with telling when someone is serious or not.

- I will not tolerate any bullying or harassment towards anyone. Instant block.

- Shipping wars have no place here, I’m not going to fight anyone about certain ships or pairings. It’s a waste of both of our time.

- Absolutely no nsfw content. It makes me uncomfortable. I will block. Light nsfw jokes are allowed as long as they aren’t directed towards myself or anyone, but nothing too graphic. This doesn’t include if you make some nsfw content on your own blog, I’m talking more about asks/comments/things like that.

- Please do not flirt with me (even jokingly) or make sexual comments towards me. Once again I will block.

DNI IF:

Homophobic, transphobic, racist, ableist, proshit, NSFW blogs, below 13 (I don’t really make content that’s innappropriate but my blog is staying strictly 13+)

THIN ICE:

If you’re 20+ (You can interact, but don’t try to befriend me. I just don’t feel comfortable being friends with people outside my age range)

GOOD TO GO:

Basically everyone else!! I don’t really care about much else other than that, I’ll be friends/talk with just about anyone. I’m not a very picky person and I’ll gladly interact as long as you’re nice :)

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dabiscarpet · 1 year

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Idea based on an afternoon nap high on meds and full of wet dreams

Warnings: piercings, body modification, suggestive themes.

fem reader ^^ (cuz it's based on a dream I had)

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- suguru, leader of a cult (nothing new here)

- he has right hands, his most loyal followers, who have earned his respect, attention, and are now the object of his lust

- suguru with a split tongue, and only his most loyal followers get to have that too (their tongue split, and Suguru's)

- the cult barely anything spiritual, let's face it, just a space to justify raw lust running wild to cleanse thy souls

- newbie comes in. The current favs, Suguru's three wives, have to introduce her to all the pleasures and practices of their cult.

- they get to the point where they tell newbie about the wonders if split tongue for the soul, but newbie seems a bit skeptical

- one of wives tries showing her what does it mean, but newbie refuses and prefers to talk to the leader, because "she's not understanding what's so great about it. Might have the leader explain me better"

- y/n, another of the three wives, looks for suguru to inform him about this new rebel girlie.

- suguru is roaming around the ethereal gardens, whole head of luscious black hair tied together in a messy low bun, little hairs sticking to his forehead and neck because of the humidity and sweat after his long walk. He looks just... Godly

- y/n talks about newbie, clearly annoyed, and more that just relying the message of "wanting to speak to leader", talks to him about how this newbie "needs correction" and its still clearly unworthy of even crossing paths with him.

- suguru quickly catches on to the annoyed tone, and seems entertained by all the trash talking lol.

- "don't you worry my love"

- suguru traps y/n between his body and a wall after she's done ranting, a playful smile on his face. Sticking his tongue out, silver ball shining under the droplets of humidity surrounding them

- "this remains only yours. Let that woman come to her senses, or-"

- "please sir, she's not worthy of your precious time and word-"

- y/n is immediately silenced by a tongue down her throat. Grabbing Suguru's man bun rather rashly, she quickly hooks one leg around his waist, long dressing garments with a side slit allowing her leg to come through.

- "oh my oh my, you seem a bit insolent today, y/n"

- "I'm so sorry, it wasn't my intention to interrupt-"

- "yet you're doing it again. Now... As i was saying, let that woman come to her senses, or she can leave on her own. I already did more than enough by allowing my three most precious girls talk to her and even demonstrate the wonders of our group"

- istg this man has both honey and venom spilling out of his mouth

- y/n can only be reminded of why she chose to follow this man, completely infatuated with his speech, his face, his body, his self... eyes staring needy at his eyes, and his tongue as well, moving so entrancing with each word he let out, like a snake wrapping around its victim's body slowly but surely, steel grip forming around them.

- "now, it seems it's my job to help you, my wife, to get back in track and repent for those insolent moments you had five minutes ago"

- as to not interrupt him again, y/n only nods, tears pooling her eyes in repentance.

- a burning hand closes against the back of her neck, and another one squeezes her tight around his waist.

- "now, that's a good girl... my favorite wife. Come on to our repentance room, I'm sure you didn't mean any harm, but i just need to make sure, right?"

...

To be continued?

#getou suguru #jjk #suguru #thots #jujutsu kaisen #scenario #cult leader suguru #pierced! suguru #getou suguru smut #getou x reader #jjk geto #getou suguru x reader #geto x y/n #dabiscarpet #jujustsu kaisen x reader

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ayotamacheck · 1 year

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Got me kicking my feet & blushing reading all of these fr. Can you pls do first kisses with Pablo, Rafael, Luke & Scott? (Or if that’s too many just pick your favs)

yess of course i can :) love all of these guys!! they are just so 😌💕💕💕

ty for the request!

Pablo

okayokayokay

you'd think this guy would be like. super suave about this, right. you'd think that this guy would be super cool and charming

and he is. you would be right.

he's literally so smooth about it! which is amazing because internally he is absolutely freaking out

the two of you are back at his place, hanging out in the little living room area. it's late, edging on the early hours of the morning, and the two of you are sitting together on the sofa listening to some music he just had to show you. it's not like the loud, rock anthems he loves to blast on the regular; this song is slow, soft. he tries not to let you see that he's blushing.

both of you are tired and it shows. you lean against his shoulder, and he can't help but look at you and feel amazed because he just can't help but admire just how beautiful you are in that moment

it feels natural to the both of you. there's barely even a need to ask–nothing more than a mumbled, "can i?" as you incline your head just a touch to meet his jaw.

it's easy, it's deep, it's genuine. your eyes flutter close and he cups your cheek with one hand, pulls you close.

maybe it goes to more, maybe it doesn't, but neither of you are sleeping much that night lol

he's blushing about it all the next day, though. he's so in love with you it's crazy

Rafael

okay his is probably the most natural to be honest

it happens on an average day, just like any other. the two of you are lounging around his room just enjoying one another's company.

you're laying shoulder to shoulder on his bed, reading a book together. well, more like it's a book he absolutely loves detailing some of the greatest weaponsmiths of the generation and he's rattling on about it, flipping from page to page and pointing out incredible weapons he hopes to make someday while you listen and nod along.

it's late afternoon and the sunlight casts a golden glow into the room through an open window. it illuminates your features in a way that catches his attention enough for him to completely lose track of whatever he's reading to you mid-sentence. he doesn't even realize he's staring until you nudge him and ask if he's alright.

he just blurts out: "can i kiss you?"

and immediately his face goes bright red, because /why did i ask that oh no they're going to think im so weird/–

and you don't even answer. you just smile and lean in and kiss him.

it's sweet and short at first, and you pull back to see him staring at you all wide-eyed like you've just granted every wish he's ever had

obviously he's going to kiss you again. this time he pulls you in, and it's about ten times as sweet

aaaa he is just so <3

Scott

okok so this is a former frat boy right here. he's had plenty of experience with dating in the past, though nothing has ever felt like /you/. so, while he may be experienced, he still feels incredibly out of his depth

it's like the second he looks at you he just forgets everything he knows how to do. it's a struggle

i think he would try and make your time out together something big and romantic. like, he really tries. he invites you out on the town, he brings you flowers, he offers to pay for dinner, the two of you walk around the beach as the sun goes down. it's really pleasant, but it's also /really/ obvious that he's trying to set some kind of atmosphere. he just wants it to work with the two of you, and he thinks that if he goes big right off the bat, he'll get in a good start

scott has been through his fair share of breakups and failed relationships, and he's really nervous this will be the same. he doesn't want it to be.

the two of you spend this amazing evening together. you can tell how hard he's trying and it's endearing, yes, but also kind of sad, because you don't want him to think he has to do all of this just for you to like him

so you tell him that. the two of you sit on the dock after the stars have already begun lighting up the sky, your feet dangling down over the edge. it's just cold enough that the both of you lament your decisions not to bring jackets and sit against one another under the guise of warmth. you let him know that you like him plenty just the way he is. he doesn't have to go all out all the time.

he laughs it off like it's not a big deal. you can tell he doesn't really believe you. that's when you take the initiative to kiss him.

it's hesitant at first, and it melts into something sweet and soft. he's caught off guard, but he sure as hell isn't about to refuse.

suffice to say it's a very nice night for the both of you :)

Luke

okok i have a lot of feelings about luke

this guy over thinks literally every single thing. throughout most of your relationship you have to be the one to make certain moves, to initiate certain things, to let him know what you want and what you don't. it's not that he's oblivious, per se–he's actually surprisingly observant and he notices a lot! he just thinks himself in circles more often than not

i think that the idea of your first kiss is the same at first. he wants to, he really really does, but he keeps chickening out and worrying that you don't really want the same.

the two of you have been seeing each other for a little while by the time it finally happens. you aren't official, but you've been spending far too much time together to consider one another just friends. feelings are definitely there. honestly it's starting to drive the both of you a little crazy waiting

it happens on your first real date. he decides to take you out to eat and then the two of you spend some time wandering around, hanging out between his vineyard and the forest. it's dark, but fairy lights strung along the fences near his family's estate provide more than enough light for the two of you. you sit together, watching the stars or just talking. maybe he slips an arm around your waist and maybe you lean into him, savoring the night and each other's company. either way your hands are definitely intertwined soon enough.

i think the question comes spur of the moment, from you. you look over at him and ask bluntly something like: "so are you ever going to kiss me?"

his brain completely short circuits and for a moment he just kind of stares. his face goes bright red.

and then he does. it's definitely a little halted and nervous, and it's obvious he hadn't had too much experience, but it's so gentle and sweet. he runs a hand through your hair and pulls you close, and the two of you stay like that for a while, finally letting yourselves feel what you've been holding back

overall very sweet. he's a little dumb but <3

#x pablo <3 #x rafael <3 #x scott <3 #x luke <3 #x my writing #coral island #asks #coral island headcanons #coral island imagines #writing requests #anon #coral island writing #romance

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heizlut · 7 months

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What are your favorite and least favorite genshin men?

thanks for asking!! i’ll even try to give some actual reasoning for my choices lol

faves: (this is gonna be a long one lmao)

Heizou- (obviously) the way he flirts is so hot. he’s really such a big tease

Kaeya- that man is PACKING. like is it really necessary to wear pants that tight? (not that i’m complaining tho👀)

Albedo- the ultimate rizzler. the true husbando collector. not even lyney can reach the level of rizz he has

Aether- i go feral over him and his slutty little waist UGH love him. i even mained him up until i pulled wanderer in 3.8 (i think i was also AR48 at the time so aether has spent the most time on my team)

Dottore- look i know this man is a fucking monster but as the saying goes “if evil, why hot?”. i would let him experiment on me fr

Xiao- emo babie. i love him so much, he makes me feel so many things all at once

Scaramouche/Wanderer- look, i have a huge degradation kink so i think this is self explanatory LMFAO if he stepped on me, i would thank him. pretty sure he will be my main all the way to the end of the game tbh

Diluc & Alhaitham- there’s something about a serious, emotionally unavailable man that really gets me going

Kaveh- BABYGORL POOKIE PRINCESS!!! i kin him. i love him. i would do anything to make him happy 🥺

Venti & Itto- they bring out the dom side of me fr i want to ruin them in the best way possible (but if they decide to dom, holy shit, on my knees immediately)

Gorou & Tighnari- they awakened something within me. i read one rut/knot fic and i went feral ever since

Cyno- he falls into the emotionally unavailable and stoic man category. he’s so pretty though and i would definitely unironically laugh at all his jokes, im pretty easy to entertain

Wriothesley- his idle animation where he twirls his handcuffs? oops suddenly i’m a criminal in need of restraining

EDIT: Kazuha: how could i forget my other sweet boi. i cherish him so much

least fav:

Baizhu: idk something about him is off to me. also he coughs a lot and it’s gross lmao also his snake pisses me off hahah i just don’t like her attitude

Neuvillette: i hate to be that person i’m so sorry. yes he’s very pretty and is an amazing character, i just find him to be… kinda boring? idk what i expected. normally he would probably fall into the stoic, emotionally unavailable category but he’s like too stoic and serious in such a way that makes him boring to me

Lyney: i have a love hate relationship with this man. i love how forward he is when he’s flirting and he’s quite nice to look at but again there’s just something about him that i just don’t like. idk i feel like he’s very self absorbed in way.

Dainsleif: another love hate relationship. he’s so mysterious and pretty but the way he barely gives any crumbs when he gets screentime annoys me lol

Pierro: he’s hot i guess but like idk how to explain what i’m trying to say without sounding fucking insane lmfao i guess he just reminds me of an evil santa claus HAHAHA

Childe: realistically he and i would probably get along the best out of any of the guys listed (beside kaveh). we’re very similar in personality but he’s only part of the least fav category because he’s kinda cringey lmao i mean that in an endearing way but also in the way that i want to strangle him (although he would probably be into that lol) also his stupid little jacket makes me mad, why does it look like that. I appreciate the tummy window but i think he would’ve looked way better in some kind of button down with a chest window 🤷🏻‍♀️

#heizlut answers #genshin impact

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lunargrapejuice · 8 months

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I am new to your blog. Can I say that I absolutely love your work! Your blog is like the perfect blend of fluff, wholesome, angst and horny (pls don’t hate on me for the last one but I just love the way how you write smut). You are so talented and your work is so immersive.

I also love how you are unabashed about being a fangirl and posting the self ship arts that you commission. I love seeing them. I am currently in university and I am barely scraping by for rent and living but someday I also want to get self ship arts with my favs 😩

I also love Diluc a lot. He was the first 5 star I got (in my first 20 wishes. I was so lucky. I got him before he even appeared in my story haha). The minute I saw him, I fell in love with him. And after getting to know him, I fell harder (lol look at me talk about him like he is real life man hihihi). Anyways I have this theory that Diluc’s love language is acts of service. I believe this because of his character. He loves his nation and he served it in any way he can - first as a Knight and now as a vigilante. He is not very obvious about it. I have a feeling that sometimes he knows about Kaeya’s missions and he intervenes in a covert fashion if the mission is too dangerous. Kaeya knows but Kaeya will not point it out because he doesn’t want Diluc to become skittish.

And it’s the same with you as well. When he initially starts dating you, it starts of small. You don’t even notice it. When he is at your doorstep, about to knock, he notices that your doorknob is loose. That’s dangerous so after dropping you back, he will fix it in the middle of the night as he guards Mondstadt. Or how when you cook dinner for him, he will insist on cleaning up but not just that, he’ll meticulously put things back in order and make a mental note of the supplies that need to be replenished. Or when you go out on a chilly night, he knows that your cardigan isn’t sufficient to keep you warm and his coat is too heavy and bulky for you to walk around in so he always carries a nice, warm scarf and gloves (that matches his) in the pocket of his jacket.

You eventually start to notice it when he becomes a constant presence in your life. He often stays over at your place instead of the tavern now. All your stationary supplies never seem to run out. You could have sworn that you were running out of shampoo but now there was a brand new bottle in the bathroom. On nights that you took longer to arrive home, if he was in Mondstadt and not on a mission, he’d prepare a nice warm meal for you. He will massage your shoulders and remark how stiff they are because you overwork (look in the mirror, Diluc). Even in days when he has missions, he quietly enters your home while you are asleep, and notices how your duvet is slipping off your frame. He will gently drape it around you, he cannot wait to be in bed with you and share your warmth. So he will take a quick shower and slowly slip into the bed with you. You always wake up earlier than he does because you have to work. You leave him to sleep (obviously after kissing him on his cheek or forehead) wishing you could stay with him but duty calls. He wakes up to find you gone. Although he has a busy day, he will check if any chores in your house needs to be done. He will clean the dishes that you left after breakfast and clean the house. He finally will make the bed and leave you a note with cute messages. He always will sign it with an intricate D

ANON PLEASE I AM CRYING OVER EVERY SINGLE BIT OF THIS (happy tears ofc)

thank you so much for your kind & thoughtful words & for reading my writing 🥺🩷 it means so much to me🩷🩷 i could never hate another smut lover hehe

ahhh these men got me good i don’t know how to not fan girl like mad plus i am addicted to getting self ship arts done (my wallet not so much either lolol) but i am glad you enjoy it, I love seeing people gush about their favs too it’s the best & just so wholesome & sweet🥰💕

ooo lucky baby! that’s so awesome he was your first 5 star!🥰❤️ it took like 2 years before he came home to me fjfkfkfk but i totally feel falling in love with him from first sight - dreamy longing sigh heh AND EVEN MORE SO AFTER WHAT YOU WROTE AHHH 😭😭🩷 YES 1000% AGREE WITH ALL OF THIS! he’s so thoughtful & sweet & he really does show that in the ways he looks after you🩷 watching over his brother too fjdkfkfk !!!! YOU ARE AFTER MY HEART ARENT YOU

WHY IS HE SO PERFECT 🥺😭❤️

#I cannot live without the ragbros #thank you so much for taking the time to send this!❤️❤️#it makes me smile so very much 🥰🩷#🌙asks

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dulcesiabits · 1 year

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PER YOUR LAST POST ABT TWST AND GENSHIN, I DONT MEAN TO COMPLAIN IN YOUR ASKBOX I JIST NEED YOU TO KNOW YOU ARE SOOOOOO CORRECT ABOUT THAT!!! FROM ONE PERSON WHO PLAYS BOTH TO ANOTHER (🤝) I SPEND A LOT OF TIME THINKING ABT HOW THEY ARE ultimately just money makers -- I genuinely feel very little care put into them at times (especially twst ENG I am so sorry, I am chalking that up to Disney greed) and they slack sO hard because they can churn out shiet and still get millions. Very frustrating since you know they could do sm better. BUT YEAH SORRY FOR THIS JUST UR POST AWAKENED THE HATER IN ME AND I FEEL UR FRUSTURATIONS THEY ARE SO REAL!!!!!

(referencing this post)

Never apologize for being a hater!!!! You can enjoy a game and still criticize its for its flaws!!!

I’ve been feeling frustrated with twsten a lot recently because (1) no chapter six, and (2) rushed release of a new feature and a new card (I hear the club wear cards don’t even have vignettes. Disappointing if true) and (3) the lack of anniversary awards…

The events can also be hard to play through because outside of the story, the actual gameplay isn’t fun? Most card based gachas I know usually have a ranking system or release new cards often enough to keep player interest and make it feel worthwhile lol (do not get me started on how much I find exams to be tedious) .

With genshin, my friends and I have joked about how it’s Mihoyo’s cash cow TT TT LOL For such a story intensive game you barely get any real growth or love for the characters (outside of the fan favs who they are sure to bring back. Looking at how scaramouche got a whole interlude quest to himself), and the lack of primos is... frustrating! There’s not even a real bday gift outside of fragile resin and a nice looking cake .

This is unrelated to gameplay but the orientalism and white washing sure is. Something !

#liya answers #ok hater arc done. for now #genshin is scared of consquences for its characters and twst will drip feed us ch7 over the next five years #surprised twst doesn’t have a real macguffin so they can keep the main story running indefinitely

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suppuration · 8 months

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experiencing that "adhd urge to tackle cleaning my bedroom in one whirlwind effort" phenomenon this week

a majority of that effort has been the result of an epiphany that i was getting in "clothing hoarder" territory, with how much i own vs how much i wear. my partner and i split the bedroom 50/50 and i do not exaggerate that a third of my side was packed solid with clothes

it was bad enough that while going through stuff, a solid fourth of it was stuff i had completely forgotten i have, and another fourth of it was stuff i liked enough to buy multiples of so i had a backup when the first one got too worn out (some things, the item was either so cheap and/or i was so in love with them that i had as many as six extra)

i was tired of never having space to even use my side of the room to do more than sleep and use my laptop. of owning a ton of clothes i didn't even necessarily like enough to wear, and a ton more clothes that don't even fit. of owning more crap than i can handle owning

so i formed a rudimentary plan and ran headlong into it. it's been messy, but it's made it lower stress to not have too much structure to my approach beyond a simple "finish one step to completion before moving onto the next." (i would put "simple" in air quotes, but punctuating that would've been awkward. anybody with executive dysfunction can relate to the difficulty of forming and adhering to a granular itinerary)

most of this is rambling, but it might be helpful idk. so far it's looked something like this:

pulling everything out and sorting by like items. putting all duplicates in one bin, and making decisive cuts on which extras i actually need to keep. taking a cursory walk through my definite "yes" pile to see what coords i can make with them

it's made it much gentler for me to have a "yes" bin, a "no definitely not" bin, and a bin for "still thinking about it." (and a fourth bin, but that's the trash can, LOL.) not having to think about it in a black and white "decision now" mentality lets me focus on being brutally honest about whether i love each thing, and whether it's past its prime. yeah i have the skills and tools to repair many types of garment damage, but do i love the item enough to spend the time and effort?

i think the hardest thing has been trying every single thing on to make sure it still fits, and fits in a way i like. it's cruelly hot here. there are some winter things i can barely stand to touch right now, let alone put on my body. i have promised myself that i will revisit the off-season bin when it's on-season... but i did suffer through the fall clothes since that's a majority of my clothing, and it's my favs

having that "maybe" bin has also given me the ability to distance myself from the items and marinate. i looked through my maybes one day later, and found making a concrete yes/no was much easier. like the off-season bin, i have promised myself that i will revisit the "maybes" in six months to see if my feelings on them have changed

which, i cannot emphasize enough. clearly label every bin and bag while you're pruning--and date it!!! that way you'll know the last time you went through that particular bin. i didn't have any lingering receipts or anything to go by, but i know that some of these stored clothes have gone untouched for literally a decade. be kind to yourself and never let yourself say "etc, stuff, or misc" either. if you do that, you will have to open it to know what's in it, every single time. if it's a mixture of things--like scarves, belts, ties--write each thing on it. i also don't recommend a blanket "accessories" label on any "yes" bins for the same reason

it's taken me three days to get this far, and i'm just past halfway going through things i think, but i think i've gotten my clothing possessions down by 30-50% with my first pass over everything

once i have all my definite "no"s culled, i am going to make a second pass over everything in my "yes"es to see if they're all still definitely "yes"es. same with the "maybes." i know i can shrink it all down further, but i need to trim the fat before i can work with the meat, to sound like a butcher for a minute

it's been exhausting and very time consuming, but it's also long overdue and i have multiple spoon-adjacent energy restrictions working against me. sometimes the best self-care you can give yourself is getting rid of what you don't need anymore, so you can appreciate and focus on what you do need and love

(yeah, part of it is me looking for stuff that's in good enough condition to see if i can get a resale shop to take it, money is getting that tight... but god i am drowning in belongings and i cannot stand it anymore nefeysfnstksfnstksfnstksfnstnm)

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appreciatingtokrev · 1 year

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my excuse of invading ur inbox today is to tell u abt my tr ocs 😁😁 and we will be discussing three of them today!! (mind u i havent thought abt these kids since like end of last year so bare w me if there are any blanks left)

OK SO first oc’s name is haitani reiko. if u havent already noticed she is in fact a haitani 😭 her nickname is sleeping beauty bcuz for abt like 2-4 years she’d been in a coma n shit but during a battle the haitani brothers were in against another gang she had woken up 🤯 and as the good bros they are they immediately left the battle to see their sister. so its kind of a given that theyre a bit overprotective of their lil sis. but she doesnt like how her whole identity in the gang world is being the younger sister of the haitani brothers so she wants to go out n kinda create her own identity yk? she isnt rlly a fighter but she joins a few minor gangs to get her name around. and i dont rlly think im gonna write her in anything rn cuz her character is rlly weak. but here is an old fanart i did of her :3 (i do have a picrew of her that i’ll show u at the end of this ask <3)

next is i think my fav child, futamo aisume<3333 im not even gonna lie he was kind of a self insert oc but i still love him 😭 hez written as shion’s child hood best friend, having the nickname “the great’s shadow” so hez kind of the side guy that patches up shion when hez injured, but he can still fight. he was in tenjiku w shion but once they were defeated shion kinda just left him behind (also cuz he went to jail lol) so idk prob wakasa took in futamo and brought him into brahman. hez got a similar kind of loyalty as sanzu to mikey and koko n inui and hez rlly blunt. the black cat to shion’s golden retriever imo<333

and last but not least there’s takumi! ngl i kinda just doodled him a bit in an old notebook but i loveddddd him. hez basically just bonten’s bartender, the guy who deals with everyone’s worries n someone they all trust to vent to a lot. sometimes all of bonten go to visit him at once but most of the time they all just go for a quick drink by themselves. takumi’s closest to maybe ran ig? ran’s a bit of a flirt to everyone so hez naturally like that when he meets takumi, and like takumi was kinda just like this is kinda funny, i like this guy. so he kind of matches ran’s energy at a subtle level. i wanna say takumi is an ex gang member from like a different region but when he moved to tokyo and started looking for a job, he had his connections from the past that led him to bonten.

so yeah! a bit messy kinda made some stuff up on the spot but those r my ocs<3333 love them all v much and i miss them so much my ocs era was good. so so good. but here are their designs :3 (in order of reiko, aisume and takumi)

taku you don’t need any excuses to talk to me <3 (actually nobody does i’d be happy if i got an anon ask that says ‘hi’ n nothing else tbh) but you especially don’t need one okok. but yes ocs!! 👁

ngl i love reiko’s nickname you’d assume that she’s like. idk pretty and always tired or smth idk but the actual meaning behind it is so much better...

no no no self inserts are cool >:( don’t talk him down like that adhjgdhf

honestly i have. not rlly any other thoughts 😭😭 but but but so far i really like your little guys (especially aisume-) they are. they make my brain go brr kinda but like just vibes and feelings no thoughts. idk. but i like them a lot yes yes

also. picrews <3

#elys n taku rambles #☆—`ask #i feel like my reply to this lacks smth.. like it’s kinda disappointing....#aa sorry but i fr don’t know what else to say 😭😭

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post-modern-prometheus · 2 years

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okay wait I didn’t even think of that thing with el and Will and how that connected. Like wait also the fact that Jonathan and Steve have not had any scenes together even tho they had plenty in season 1 which idk why the barely have any scenes together now. Like a lot of their development came from their antagonism with one another and how joe and Charlie acted with each other was amazing. Also the fact that once Nancy and Steve got together Jonathan hid away and isolated himself from them meanwhile steve did the exact same thing when Nancy and Jonathan got together

Yes it’s so interesting that Peter/Henry/vecna (there are so many names for this guy and I wanna think it means something but idk) is fundamentally right but also completely wrong considering that he’s killed innocent people and legit torturing them also. Which also I just had a thought it seems like he doesn’t check if brenner had died when he killed everyone else. Like you’d think Peter with the way that he is would want to kill the person who has been making him completely miserable and holding him hostage. So why after the massacre is brenner still alive? Rhetorical question lol and big brain moment. And you’re so right with the wheeler thing too!

honestly there is something that we’re missing but like when everything clicks it’s going to be so clear. Like I have tons of theories and stuff. My fav theory that I’ve come up with that I’m insterested in your input tho is that vecna isn’t killing random teens since Dustin mentioned that in the last ep. Okay so vecna kills chrissy who max saw and had interactions with. Then max also got caught in the spell (also the way that they say spell and stuff seems significant) but in the end was able to make it out. Then Fred got killed who was friends with Nancy who also at the end got put in the trance. And then Patrick who was a friend of Lucas’s on the basketball team and in the trailer we got Lucas looking terrified and like he also got put under the spell. So vecna is getting into the gang’s mind/attention just like last season the mindflayer did with the town and El. Like he’s seeking out the gang!

only the real ones remember tumblr user you-said-yes' post from like a year ab what i want from the horror in st. and that last paragraph u sent sends chills down my spine. that personal horror... that they're being sought out, targeted, hunted... esp bc vecna is 001 (not listing the other names) and el literally rejected then banished him to the upside down... he's gotta be a little mad. just like the mind flayer bc she's thwarted his plans so many times- with a LOT of help from the others. IT NEEDS TO GET PERSONAL. this show, for me, is not scary. it's cool. i love 70s and 80s horror not bc they actually scare me. when i think ab the scariest moments in the show, it's all the times these characters i've come to know and care about are in danger, mortal or otherwise. the way will looked at mike when he was possessed, said "that's... my friend. mike." i want THAT. i will not be forgetting that el's best friend, bf, mom, and brother are all looking at- or listening to- something on these confirmed DELIBERATE posters. hmm.

changing topics, but i think the jon-nancy-steve triangle and the will-mike-el triangle are suspiciously similar, both to each other and ebtween s1 and s4...

also yes i'd love to see some explanation for brenner living other than the writers needed him to bc it was a flashback.

#st4 spoilers #stranger things

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