#it grew out of hand again

[yuzuuu4]

get picked up loser /affectionate

#this goes out to everyone who said they wanted to pick him up or give him a hug bc of previous post #caelus our resident skrungly #i adore he so much he grew on me fr #yes those are dan heng's hands #dancae #dan heng #(as hands ! again) #caelus #honkai star rail #hsr

[merlinemrys]

god people are so unforgiving about s1 arthur being.. the way he is (an arrogant bully). he is just soooooo important to me arrogance and all!! bc this is arthur without merlin to change the fundamental structure of his life yk? to show him that yes he is being an ass but it’s okay there’s a pure heart under that bravado and it’s because he grew up so lonely and without affection that he’s like this. my heart ALWAYS goes out for him every time i rewatch. he struggles to form friendships, he’s awkward and doesn’t know how to show affection unless it’s a punch to the arm and GOD HE’S LEARNING HOW TO LOVE LIKE HE WANTS TO AND I AM SO VERY !!!!!!!!!!!!! ABOUT HIM

#PLEADING EMOJI PLEADING EMOJI PLEADING EMOJI #shows #bbc merlin #arthur pendragon #merlin s1 #arthur #on arthur #text #tais toi lys #GOD. SO MANY FEELINGS ABOUT HIM. SOOOOOO MANY FEELINGS #like how do you grow up under uther’s thumb and still come out with a heart of gold… #his heart was a wounded thing. all scars until merlin came around and poked his heart until it bled again but it was finally free to just BE #my darling exposed heart and the protective hands that hold him </3 #exposed heart #* #GOD JUST REMEMBERED THAT 5x05 ARWEN SCENE WHEN THEY TALK ABOUT MORDRED AND GWENS LIKE ‘i believe you’ve grown fond of him’ AND ARTHUR HAS #THIS BOYISHLY BRIGHT SMILE ON HIS FACE AND HE SAYS ‘it’s one of those things i do’ MY HEART GREW LIKE TEN SIZES 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 #god merwen was so right for loving this man 🙄 it’s just. so easy

[withheartsaligned]

a homecoming, of sorts.

#gposes #oc: ihov'a lhesaa #ihov'a knows he's from sharlayan #he managed to get that and his name out of lambard before attempting to kill the bastard & escape garlemald #but his shame over what he's become has made him avoid the place like the plague #when he finally returns in order to transport light party and the scions for endwalker msq #he's remembered enough of his past life that it's just. bittersweet to return #he will never be the ihov'a who grew up in a sharlayan orphanage and attended the studium ever again #too much blood on his hands to act like he could return to sharlayan and carry on his life before

[crossbackpoke-check]

Why I Am Not Coming In To Work Today [abridged], Jess Zimmerman

part one | part two

#toronto maple leafs #HELLO EVERYBODY THIS HAS BEEN MONTHS!!! MONTHS IN THE MAKING BECAUSE i AM UNHINGED AND NEEDED THE PRECISE PICTURES THAT I KNEW I WOULD GET #like. seventy five percent of this has been done since the first time i posted this and while it has gotten better with time because #my narratives simply got more complex and there's so much of this that is For Me but don't worry i will explain but aLSO goddamn mitch coul #you have gotten married any later in the year. also willy you truly disappointed me by not getting an absurd haircut this year (now that #i've said this he's going to debut it on instagram like. tomorrow. but anyway that meant y'all got to enjoy my neuroses of #Loving Tyler Bertuzzi who is a goddamn leaf. the joys of having to wait to post this (was not a leaf at the time i started it) and anyway i #have at length i think had the breakdown about tyler in pigtails girl dad & how i got a bob & then tyler copied me which was rude. that's m #gender. ANYWAY starting from the top we got sheldon keefe documentation which was really just the personal decision that i wanted all the #coaching staff to be the markers in the poem/the bold & also at the TIME keefe hadn't re-signed &we thought it might be everybody out w/kyl #anyway the title of the scrap of an old lover's flannel is literally 'u think this is about sheldon & kyle NO it's about timothy liljegren' #bc. liljegren was on the marlies winning cup team & has had a contentious relationship w/keefe ever since & was healthy scratched in playof #& the narrative is sooooo. also at one point for the ryan o'reilly i was going to edit the stlb out of his grandma's shirt or cover it w/th #childhood dreams line but THEN i found the gio snapped stick one which was too perfect for 'crumbling copy' the ryan o'reilly To Me is so. #ur insane in ways u did not think for that one. like. how soft her hands were. his grandma you guys. he grew up a leafs fan. if he ever get #to lift the cup with her again i will lose my shit. the cup run a movie i remember nothing--OKAY the spezz one i knew i needed him stresse #but also i believe in the spezz/kyle narrative so. it comes up later don't worry ALSO SPEZZ FOLLOWING HIM TO PITT CAME AFTER I MADE THIS bu #the muzz tea one makes me a little sensy bc muzz was out with an injury for most of this season & it was a really scary spinal one & so yea #& then the simmer one just straight up makes me cry bc i love him so much & the work that he does for anti-racism in hockey means so much & #if you have that video open & watch it i promise you will cry i do every time it's so beautiful he had to be on comforted by beauty & sammy #boy is on the a man who doesn't know me because EYE remember the caps goalie tandems. baby lilya. the mo one is a little funny bc it is #solely due to wade's thread about mo rielly the coal miner homestead husband. that's why he moves to omaha also i think it suits him (quiet #OK NOW OLD MEN IN LOVE NARRATIVE this one's in contention for my fave bc it's spezz coping w/retirement fundamental meaningless of existenc #u heard abt tyler already that's for me the minchy picture was just too good i had found it earlier & i spent SO LONG looking for an empty #leafs rink picture for bathtub i have some cool construction photos but i wanted the melting ice ones (thought about tahoe lol) & the sprin #one i manip'd a lot bc i needed a spring picture bc playoffs clinch in spring & that one fit so coincidentally perfect bc it's 7 straight #seasons 7 guys so. :) & i KNEW i swore to god they did more milk advertising i knew i was gonna do this one from the minute i saw the poem #the milk patch & it took a hot minute BUT I FOUND THIS ONE this one's for funsies. AND THE PIC I WAITED SO FUCKING LONG FOR this is actuall #from kerf's wedding but i was like i know on god mitch is getting married this summer & that's about to be the drunkest shenanigans wedding #i'm waiting for the pics. & then i was BLESSED with this one which is beautiful & perfect & LOOK AT THEM. anyway the last one is bc

[bumblingbabooshka]

Tuvok’s Hands

#arms crossed to prevent raptor hands (was scolded) #hands arranged in that meditative pose so he won't fidget (was scolded) #autistic Tuvok #Tuvok art #Tuvok #child Tuvok #watching Voyager later seasons and I forget how liiiiitttlleeeee he speeeeaaaks in later seasons once Seven & The Doctor become the focus #Tuvok shows up in eps just say 'Shields are down.' and then is never heard from again #that's why I'm an early seasons truther v_v also it's just fun in there! more romps! #Anyway .............. this headcanon is so important to me #st voyager #st voyager art #he is autistic....he just is #I will forever forever be mad about posts that are like T'Pol and Spock are autistic and then don't mention Tuvok. I Wonder Why That Is. #also in my mind Tuvok had long hair as a teenager but it was cut before going to the cave monastery #and then he grew it out again after quitting starfleet but cut it again after he realized he kept fidgeting with it/pulling on it #forever thinking about Tuvok saying Vulcans don't make small talk juxtaposed with T'Pol and another Vulcan being mutually #lightly horrified/confused about how humans 'share personal details with strangers' like Tuvok you are LYING.... #you are just bad at talking to people!!! #not hand related so I couldn't add it but Tuvok having a notably odd cadence #even when compared to other vulcans....................(eye emoji) #Spock and T'Pol and other Vulcans I've seen all speak...'smoother' ? #Tuvok has a lot of atypical emphasis and staggered pauses in his speech <3 #bea art tag #I love him I love him so fucking much....

[skhardwarevers1]

when he writes you an entire letter to provide closure (the closure is vaguely mentioning that he messed up a little in the middle of three pages just accusing you of being a manipulative lovebomber): 😨

#Sorry I just needed to rant a little because HELLO ??? WHAT THE FUCK???? #Who the fuck does he think he is? It’s so poorly written too #I would excuse it if it was hand written—but this was TYPED AND PRINTED OUT #Not to mention he quite literally blames me for everything. Blames me for making him “loose his ability to be kind” #And for making him “never love again” #I’m sorry? If you think that I changed in a bad way? Because if you do you definitely need help #For the first time in MONTHS I felt confident without worrying about what he’d say about what I was wearing or how I looked #And how uncomfortable it made me every damn time #And I’m not even going to get into the endless amount of harassment and pressure to do the things he wanted to do because it’s gross #Cuz I’m not fully ready to face all that just yet. I’m literally still getting over spoken things and implications #Back to my point—subconsciously I started associating happiness with that feeling I had in the summer rather than with him #I grew as a person. I realized how fucked everything all was. If he can’t see that he might be right about being too far to fix himself #In conclusion: fuck Eloise and fuck his bullshit letter and fuck everything he did to me #S.K thinks #Vent #again….sorry

[danthropologie]

I have something else to add in the Daniel vs Max debate, not only would Daniel be going in with the knowledge that Max is the indisputable number 1 driver, but we have evidence that Daniel has cooled down these days, all you have to do is look at how he acted with McLaren, he took team orders on the chin and stayed behind Norris when told. Why would he be any different with Red Bull?

Not only has he been humbled over the last few years but he has proven himself to be nothing but professional in his dealings with a team that didn’t do him the courtesy of doing the same. We have solid evidence that he has matured as a person and we know that he would be going in with certain expectations.

yeah i mean, you're right, absolutely. he's shown a huge amount of growth and professionalism throughout the hellscape that was the mclaren stint, but i DO think it's a bit of a different thing to be told to hold position in fucking p11 vs being told to hold position in p2 when you've gotten a taste of what it feels like to win again. not to say that he still couldn't or wouldn't, but i think it would definitely be a much bigger test of his growth and maturity to be sat next to max in red bull vs lando in mclaren

#and you also have to consider the fact that rbr doesn't seem to like to flat out tell drivers not to race #they seem to rather to just take it out of the driver's hands completely and do some lowkey sneaky strategy maneuver to jockey positions #and i think—at least personally—feeling like you're being fucked over on a team level would be a lot harder to deal with #than just being told straight up where you stand yk 😭 #but that being said daniel literally grew up in that environment; he knows how it works; he knows what DIDN'T work for him last time #and i think both sides learned a lot in him leaving and would try to do better if they were in that position again #i keep saying it but i genuinely DO believe it #red bull redux #answered #anonymous

[weregreatatcrime]

It's been so long since I drew my darling Bloody Waters. I needed a warmup for a more special thing. These two characters falling in love is what got me and MY sigfig together 🧡🧡🧡

#you ever make ur chars date and then fall in love???? #kon and kayt are so precious to me and I'm glad my hands work again enough to draw them #my stuff #Konstantin blovasky #kaytlyn manchester #bloody water #ye olde ship name i started out hating #but grew on me 🧡

[peapod20001]

I have never once played a game of monopoly, but we have had the game for years

I always liked the thimble piece cus it could fit on my fingers

#me tag ∠( ᐛ 」 )|/ #I mean this in a literal actual way. it fits my fingers #I’d have to check to see if it still fits. but my hands really aren’t any wider than they’ve ever been #my hands grew longer but they gained no change in width lmao #my nail beds are the same width as my 9 year old sisters. I could wear her tiny baby press on nails #when I talk about how small my hands and arms are I don’t exaggerate lmao I’m just small in some areas #I can stick my entire arm into a Pringle’s can. the really tall ones especially #my dad puts out 1 finger and I can wrap my hand around it baby style #if I go somewhere and they have those bands that you aren’t supposed to be able to take off. I can take it off #it’s one of my special talents 😎 I just wrapped a bendy ruler around my wrist. it was about 5 inches LMAO #yea. very small. very small. I think my ring size is a four 🤔 or a 3 1/2 I can’t remember I don’t really wear rings #I’m scarred I won’t be able to take them off again lmao #y’all remember those brass paper fasteners? the ones you’d use in school to make a pinwheel or smth? #yea I splayed one once and wore it as a ring. it was a perfect fit. like. exactly my size lol it’s funny #I wonder if that would still work 🤔 idk it’s been a few years #the only rings I’d wear are those like. elastic beast ones. they’re the only ones that’ll always fit havagahahahaha

[mayclair]

the whole max and mike’s lives being foils of each other’s is so insane to me bc its like. for mike max is a representation of everything that could have happened to him if his mom left his dad earlier on (and what can still happen when you look at the way things are between them) and for max mike is a representation of everything that she could have had growing up if her mom hadn’t decided to leave her dad as fast as she did

#there is no way they don’t resent each other for it just a little bit. no fucking way sorry #mike knows max grew up with a shittier home life but still wishes his mom had the guts to do the same her mom did and left his dad bc #at the end of the day there is a little bit of bitterness towards both his parents for not making their relationship work out specifically #towards his dad bc his mom is actually involved in his life and did try to pretend that everything was normal when it wasnt which directly #ties into his desperate attempts to make his relationship with el seem normal to both of them when its not bc theyve both never been normal #they dont even know what normal really IS which also ties in to his very deep fear that the two of them will end up like his parents and so #meday he’ll become his dad and he doesn’t know which one is more terrifying so instead he blocks it all out in True Mike Wheeler FashionTM #and just keeps wishing that his mom left his dad because maybe if there was a distance between them when he was growing up maybe things wou #ldve been different maybe he wouldnt be this much like his dad #max on the other hand LOVES her dad they had one of those relationships where he wasn’t neglectful but wasn’t a great parent either but she #still loves him for trying and while her mom did try she gave up after a while while her dad didn’t. that was the real dealbreaker for max #and while after all this time she keeps saying im going to run away to cali and im going to live with my dad. but its not just the need to #see someone who cared for her the most during her early years its also the childish hope that her mom will notice that shes missing anf #come looking for her and that maybe when her parents finally meet again they can reconcile and get back together bc that is really all shes #ever wanted in her life since she was a kid and she feels bad for it bc she knows that her mom and dad’s relationship was never supposed to #last but she still wishes and wishes which is why that little bit of bitterness against mike will never fall away no matter how irrational #it is bc its like. his parents dont love each other but are still together for their kids. why couldnt my parents do the same? was i not en #ough reason for them? and this ties into her breaking up with lucas over and over again bc shes seen her parents and how they never fought #for each other and shes afraid that somewhere along the line her relationship with lucas will turn out the exact same and hell leave her so #its better to just leave now before it gets serious then later when it will hurt too much but lucas keeps coming back for her which makes #her realize that maybe it doesnt have to be like that maybe they wont be like her parents #anyway this is incoherent as fuck but shane mandej voice IVE CONNECTED THE DOTS #mike wheeler #max mayfield #stranger things

[synonymroll648]

absolutely evil fic idea! sophitz soulmates au where post-war they reconcile but also find out that fitz won't make it to 100 due to the severity of his shadowflux echoes and the reason sophie kept surviving seemingly impossible odds was because the black swan 'accidentally' made her immortal.

to make things extra cruel: consider how fitz canonically counts on having thousands of years ahead of him to build himself a future he enjoys, and how sophie canonically struggles w/ the idea of living forever due to her human upbringing (plus the canon-compliant possibility of her hearing ten bajillion tales growing up of how immortality is a curse) :D

#i love love love soulmate au's. usually for the fluff. but this. this... #this intrigues me conceptually so much that i think exploring it would be worth the pain #i have way too many wips rn to write this. but #that doesn't mean i can't share it w/ you guys :) #i just keep thinking of how the tables of 'fitz comforting sophie about living forever because he'll be there' will flip #and it could flip in SO many ways #it could be sophie comforting fitz about death being inevitable because she grew up around death #and knows that death can be a well deserved (fairly) happy ending if fate is kind enough and you play your cards right #but it could also be them being so so so openly envious of each other's lifespans #like we could have a screaming match in the dead of night where fitz is like #how the FUCK is it fair that we both have echoes but I'M the only one that's doomed to die young because of them? how the HELL do you have #ANY right to speak on this? on how i should deal w/ having THOUSANDS OF YEARS RIPPED OUT OF MY HANDS? #and sophie's like well i don't know fitz! how the FUCK is it fair that you're the one that gets to have a finish line? how the HELL am i #supposed to be happy about NEVER getting to stop? about ALWAYS having to be the moonlark? about INEVITABLY LOSING EVERYONE I LOVE BECAUSE #THEY'LL BE DEAD? #honestly you could have both. you SHOULD have both. imo. hurt/comfort babyyyyy #also. if you want. you can have this be a thing where the immortal falls in love w/ the same soul again #but fitz never comes back as an elf. always something mortal #also when fitz dies. having a throwback to the search and having one of them go 'fuck time. fuck death. i'll find you again and again' #less 'death cannot do us apart' and more 'death can only separate us temporarily' #also. sophie having to watch fitz deteriorate from the golden boy she knew to barely hanging on to life. and fitz having to deal w/ #sophie never changing in any physical way #don't you love feeling sad guys? angsty if you will? /t #sophitz #sophie foster #fitz vacker #kotlc #keeper of the lost cities #kotlc fic idea #sophitz fic idea

[theres-a-bea]

birthday cake

#you know those dreams where you have a kid and you raise them #so maybe i've never known grief but #when i was sixteen i dreamt i had a little brother #i was eight again and holding my sister's hand as we watched the door of the delivery room with sleepy eyed stares #she's four and holding her jellycat with me because i insisted i didn't need one because i was eight #it's midnight in germany. i'm holding my knees waiting #waiting #someone comes out and tells us it's a boy #i saw the joy in my father's eyes #i felt it in mine too #i watched him through the glass of the observing deck #he was new and he was beautiful and they'd called him alistair and i loved him #he grew to love cats and rockets and know all the lyrics to all the queen songs and be good at maths #he had my sister's eyes and my hair that was always grown out #he hovered on the doorway of my bedroom #his shadow was a permanent fixture in the landscape of my childhood room #he ate a lot of sugar but refused to eat chocolate #because he knows i can't have it #he played the violin because sherlock holmes did #his jokes are awful #but we laugh anyway #my sister and i taught him to swear and swim and play the piano #when i woke up i felt an inconsolable grief knowing that i was sixteen again and he never existed #everyday i'm forgetting his face little by little #so if dreams really are different universes then he's twelve today and i'm at home and i've just made his birthday cake

[theriverdalereviewer]

REALIZED SOMETHING CRAZY ABOUT MYSELF…

#so fun fact about me: i really don’t give a fuck about having friends like that #I mean I do mostly in the form of my cousins who I’ve grown up with #and a handful of people I’m friends with either through my sisters or that I have miraculously befriended myself #but in general I’m someone who rarely tries to maintain a close relationship with them #like if we drifted off and never spoke to each other again I don’t think I would gaf #which I know sounds psychotic but hear me out #ok since I was in elementary school I’ve had a series of weird friendships #in middle school there was this girl named patty who was my friend but the moment they called me their best friend I got freaked out #and was relieved when the friendship started to weaken naturally #and looking back I’m not sure why I was freaked out but I was #and then I also had my friend Alicia who I was genuinely besties with like we used to text everyday in the seventh grade #and then in eighth grade despite nothing changing we just grew apart and stopped talking to each other #oddly I don’t even know why #and even when we would hang out it wasn’t the same I wish I knew why #and in 8th grade I somehow became friends with a girl I used to despise 😭 #she who shall not be named was ‘popular’ I guess and honestly a huge fucking mean girl #but I think I liked the fact that she was nice to me cause it was pretty rare that she would be to anyone else #and we became friends but we very often butted heads #I mean what I liked was that she was kind and protective at times #and then other times a flat out mean and jealous psycho #anyways once high school was over I ✂️ her off like there was no tomorrow #like I had no interest in being her friend after that because I was just fed up with her #and yeah since my school days I have always just been okay with drifting apart #and don’t even bother to have a friendship breakup #like it doesn’t even make me sad to see a relationship fade away when it does #I’m just like good times :D but who gaf #and sometimes I disengage before the friendship has even broken up #like I’m also scared of the feeling of abandonment that I’ve already coached myself to be okay with the thought of losing them #AND I DONT KNOW WHERE THIS BEHAVIOR CAME FROM???

[sunbratz]

man................

#IM STILL SO SAD #I HATE IT HERE #on one hand im like yk antonio grew so much in his time w the club and really it was overdue for him to like #actually be able to go out and see the city on his own bc he never really got that opportunity before he was brought in #so in that aspect i really love that for him and i hope he has fun again #but also im ngl even with the teasing i was so blindsided bc i NEVER thought he would be the one to leave #and im gonna miss him sm :(((( #tuesday in los santos

[bumblingbabooshka]

Father and Child

#Tuvok #trans Tuvok #//blood #Had this image in my head and couldn't get it out v_v #do /not/ tag this as f*tish art =_= #trans Tuvok has one child with his husband then meets T'Pel and the two of them immediately fall in love and start seeing one another #in secret (gasp!) then one day Tuvok shows up at T'Pel's home and challenges her husband for her hand in marriage (gasp!) #and T'Pel obviously wants Tuvok to wiiiin~ she shaves his head in the bathroom and doesn't even /look/ at her husband when the fight begins #Tuvok wins (of course) and the two live happily ever after~ #Sek is still the oldest - he's T'Pel's son and he becomes a big brother when Tuvok and T'Pel marry one another #Tuvok had one child and it went..................stressfully so he decided he didn't want to have any more biological children v_v #T'Pel was more than willing to get pregnant again bc Sek was such an easy pregnancy (and an easy baby...and an easy child...and-) #Tuvok is a house''wife'' and T'Pel is bad at housework so Tuvok offers (insists) on helping her since her husband complains #and at first T'Pel is very irritated by him bc he acts very high-and-mighty but she eventually gets to know him better and sees that he's #actually much less uptight than he seems...he's just frustrated by his life...and they fall in love <3 #they're both looked down on because T'Pel is a bit unorthodox and also from the country while Tuvok used to be very wild and is considered #strange even now...unsocial....but they understand one another <3 #Tuvok in this picture is holding Elieth in his hands and all the stress&pain is temporarily fading as he looks into his child's eyes #All of Tuvok's children were met with an unsmiling face and so much love they grew sleepy from it...like milk #bea art tag #Tuvok art #st voyager #st voyager art #trans star trek

[pyjamaart]

aquaman is the type of guy who would hide hundreds of whoopie cushions all over your house. aquaman is the type of guy to make fun of the lactose intolerant. (but only in good fun) aquaman would lose his comically oversized spoon at his significant others house. aquaman would rent a whole cinema so you could watch hours of youtube poop on the big screen. aquaman would always treat you right and always ask for consent. be like aquaman.

#guys guys please hear me out #i started shipping this as a joke but then it actually really grew on me. #i was bored at work again time to get out 3d paint #i have my own office now so nobody can stop me #aquaman is so funny though #i love me a guy with toilet humor (canon) #i honestly only started shipping aqua/wood because i thought oh theyre both funni guys they would get along well #and then things got out of hand #the best thing is i came up with this ship so i get to name it #aquawood? #aquawood #megaman #mega man #aquaman #megaman aquaman #woodman