#it may happen soon but its not THIS soon

[randomminty]

If i dont get that eevee bag ill die in the next 5 seconds im serious

#I POSTED THIS FLIPPED ON TWT GRRRRRRRRR DAMMIT #its too late now. tumblr gets unflipped version. im crying #art tag #pokemon #WHAT is her tag. is she a rival or boss. uhhh #rival penny #pokemon penny #penby…… how hav ei never drawn you before now #now i just need to drsw arven. and his stupid bag #posting aer so often omgggg what is this what happened….. i dont know #may disappear for a month soon thats usually how these things go #pokemon sv #was watching jerma fishing stream while i drw this like penny wouldve wanted. i think

[trashworldblog]

new tattoo coming soon...

#and by soon i mean whenever i have time and money for that #which... may be a while... #but !! its happening soon #puppet history #shane madej #ghost files live

[marsbotz]

good news for all my haters: im not coming back. not properly. i think social media and being around ppl in general is destroying me so im gonna just focus my energy on other stuff

ill probably still be a little bit active occassionally but for now i think il just stick to posting art etc. im moving to sheezy.art (which is down for maintenance rn but opens for registration again on fridays!) bc the energy there is much nicer for me.. but ill still post on here and insta. im also gonna be working on building my own website again!! so bookmark it and maybe some day itll have cool stuff on it.... :]

#idk ill see how this goes but ive been like lurking here for a couple days and every time without fail it makes me feel shitty #may not be a permanent thing but i have a couple safeguards in place now to stop me from getting sooooo bad. i think #i deleted all the apps off my phone. which has helped a lot esp deleting insta for reels #and i actually made another blog for like if i ever go Cazy again. for like vents and stuff . altho if im not on social media at all it #shldnt be a prblem #i wont share that but u can ask for it if u want. tho unlikely ill post for a while idk #for the record my neocities has like nothing on it rn. its essentially a series of tests from when i started last yr #and got nowhere lollll.. but im hoping to have a lot of fun with it soon #lol this whole thing is a little stupid. and i feel bad but just know its all my own fault. my own issues etc #its happened b4 itll happen time and time again i think. so im just gonna part ways w it #from now on if im gonna overshare it has to be in a lengthy edited well written blog post !!!!!!!!!!! #oke. bye #i do actually have smth to post later on my rnm blog but whatevaaa #oh ill start up my queues again too

[fortes-fortuna-iogurtum]

wow there really are so many little blessings in life huh. little things that make it worth living. small brightnesses that make it worth looking for more. <3

#the wingfeather show is already opening funding for season 2 and season 1 starts airing in December #Victoriocity has just wrapped preproduction for s3 and has just opened production to get it made #ACGAS is gearing up for its third season this winter #Skye Peterson had just announced her concert dates/schedule for this season (and I may possibly get to see her perform again!!) #everyone has been saying that War Room was great and now I finally own the boxset and can listen for myself !!! #fall is just around the corner and Starbucks and Panera roll out their fall drinks soon; and Dunkin already has theirs out! #if I could just keep all these little sparks of happiness close to my heart when I’m feeling aimless maybe it would help #there are still so many good things happening to me here in this place of waiting & worrying #hey maybe here’s a fun game—reblog this post with your recent small brightnesses! good things happening to/around you!! :D #gurt says stuff #reminders #life lessons #important #knitting circle

[bluefaewren]

effortlessly fashionable / certified disasters

some concepts for my aa college au fic where Mia is an art professor, Phoenix and Miles are juniors, and Maya is a freshman

#aa #ace attorney #phoenix wright #miles edgeworth #wrightworth #(in the fic) #maya fey #mia fey #my art #my writing #its a miracle how much better drawings look when you actually use references #and yes Maya is wearing a black puffer vest over a sundress over sweatpants over docs #the fic is probably going to be about 150k and I hope to god I’m going to finish soon crossing my fingers knocking on wood throwing salt ec #I wrote the majority of the fic like a year ago and then stopped so that may happen again but we are TRYING

[4lph4kidz]

i'm not comfortable calling what i post analysis any more man i just say shit

#actually its been this way for the last year i havent had much to say tbh #i LIKE analysis but it takes work! Ive really tried to bill myself as an enthusiast more than anything else #this may change when i reread. which i think will happen. soon

[mcybree]

gritting my teeth knowing scotts about to go find jimmy just to give him the pufferish he just picked up. looks at my last post and squints.

#limlife liveblog #The way saying he needs to go find jimmy is so soon after him getting it. Bro saw it and did the eureka emoji #easy solutions to feeling like your ex doesnt need you any more: proving yourself wrong by finding an excuse to interact with him and #assessing if hes Really over it #Thats my current theory anyways. I havent actually watched the scene yet so we’ll see if that changes things #He usually likes bringing up fh at the start of every season but very rarely does he like #Actively seek him out for that #Its usually more of a “oh I happen to have a flower and jimmys right there. May as well say the thing”

[litl-rat-dude]

People posting that "i opened the door, i closed it " thing on twitter has me thinking about how i accidentally got into twst because i originally looked into it since i thought the concept was hilarious, but then i got to riddles post overblot scene and it was over for me

#i was literally so suprised i was crying i had to see it to the end #if i had a nickle for every time i accidently got into a game that involved fairy tales because it ridiculous on paper id have two nickles #its weird it happened twice etc etc #and its so funny cuz i tried getting into other gacha games but none of them sticked like twst did :p #i think my burn out is gone so u may be seeing more stuff soon :3

[ganondoodle]

so for all that dont know the newest news about twitter, mr.manbaby mc dumbo is shutting down any "microservice" of twitter that he deems irrelevant with his oh so superior way of thinking which has lead to ..

.. 2FA not working properly anymore, meaning alot of people are getting locked out of their accounts completely.

#ganondoodles talks #twitter #i literally cant decide if i want to dare and attempt to download my twitter data and risk losing access altogether #or stay and cling to the spiders thread of hope that twitter is not going down fully soon #all of this is stressing me out so much i have barely been able to work on destiny #knowing that tumblr has been losing money for so long is making me rly afraid of losing it too #if that happens i might just die #literally whats gotten me through the worst phases of my depression has been the nice people on twitter and tumblr #i am not exaggerating #its like a life line getting cut in front of your eyes and you cant do anything again it #and yes i know that may sound unhealthy or whatever #but it is the way it is #i have no friends IRL #i have a few online friends that i met .. through twitter mainly #there is no one that supports my work IRL #its all online #my art is my life #without it reaching anyone theres nothing left #-draw for yourself- doesnt apply here #if i couldnt share my art with anyone if wouldnt draw #my core motivation is to share it

[taeyungie]

hi ♡ i guess i'm back? 🥹

here's a little life update! i think you guys deserve it after my absence that lasted longer than even i expected it to last ;( i am very sorry about that. i miss everyone here and bangtan so much, you have no idea. the reason for all that is that for the past months i have been going through a lot of things and changes in my life. there were good and bad things happening, time flies extra fast, days melt into one and i didn't even notice the past half a year pass. although i think my absence was unavoidable in these circumstances i just thought that you guys deserve to know what's been up with me for the past months haha i have received a lot messages and reminders that people remember about me and that they miss me and i just want to send all of you my biggest apologies for leaving you for so long with no response, as well as all my love and gratitude! 🥺 i think i've been always fairly transparent on here so if anyone wanted to know more I'll leave some more details in the tags but basically I just hope that soon i will be able to become more active again and respond to messages ❤️❤️❤️ i hope everyone is doing great 🥰

#honestly... it was yoongi's comeback that made it happen. that made me have motivation to come back. i didnt expect it but here we are LOL #because for the past months i have been struggling a lot and i almost lost all the connections with my friends family and bangtan #i lost all my feelings and thoughts #i didnt miss anyone i didnt want to do anything i didnt want to be anywhere. i was completely submerged into my own head #i still am. it didnt exactly get better but.. its just yoongis impact jasbhdjdjd he made me remeber a lot #in october last year i developed a very agressive eating disorder and its gotten a lot worse at the begging of this year #and it has taken everything from me. it sucked me dry and still continues to do so. it made my mental health so much worse on every level #but im still here and thats what matters in the end right ❤️ #from the good things - after long unfortunate and very stressful job hunting i finally got a stable job 🥰 and i continue my uni so far #that's why i was absent here most of the time. i decided to focus on my life and on trying to change something and to fight a little more #after jin's enlistment announcement... it was a wake up call for me #and maybe soon i will be back on track but im taking things slow. especially that its not easy for me at all #but i just wanted you to know that theres been a lot happening here so ❤️ im not just getting bored of tumblr and bts haha #i never stopped following the fandom i never turned off my notifications from media i never stopped looking up what they're up to each day #i just didnt have time and motivation to be active. because of my health i wanted to be quiet and away from eveyone and everything :/ #even from my comfort people and activities #that sounds sad but. it's alright so please don't worry about me ❤️ I'm holding on just fine. got used to some things ❤️ trying to heal #so yeah i think thats that haha i think its enough and all basically #it may seem like very little but my life has always been very slow when it comes to big actions haha #anyway. love you all so much ❤️ thank you for not forgetting about me ❤️ #soon i will try to answer some mesdages from my inbox. please wait for me just a little bit more ❤️ im very overworked right now #but im so sorry that you have to wait so long ❤️

[ghostb0o]

I've been seeing people say people here are being more optimistic about the state of the qsmp

Bitch wh e re

On a more serious note I have so much empathy for quackity rn. Irl I recently just had had a community event I was helping plan ("helping", it was mostly me :///) fall through and it fuckin SUCKED. Similarly enough it was due to me naively trusting people to do their jobs without 247 oversight. Thankfully it was just group project shenanigans and not like financial embezzlement or whatever the hell is happening over there. I felt and feel like a shit failure for my thing and I don't even have masses of people on Twitter to deal with so I respect the guy a lot for not imploding and booking a trip to Niagara

#I may just be severely mentally ill #but for real I need to tune out qsmp stuff for the time being cause this situation is so upsetting and discouraging to see #such a cool project falling apart so soon after a project I was involved in had #Both of which i was really passionate about #its disheartening too because my confidence in myself and my ability to get shit done has tanked #and I get to see this and be like “this is what could happen if you ever shoot for something bigger. dont do it :)” #Again I may just be severely mentally ill #and grasping onto whatever can make me feel worse about my abilities #I dont wanna say I feel horrible for the guy because of the business side of things that I dont understand but I do #the dissapointment is palpable #It might ruin some friendships too ayy just like my thing ayyy #cw dark humor #cw negativity #qsmp neg #<- for blocklists. I really hope that tag doesn't attract weird people

[cymothoid]

oh fuck tomorrow's the big day. im just sitting here and im getting nervous. im EXCITED, dont get me wrong, but im nervous. i understand its fine and this is a normal friday for everyone involved but hooogughg

#this is something ive been wanting for a long time and it feels weird that its finally happening? like i didnt expect it so soon #of course the day of my surgery is a day we're gonna get SIX INCHES OF RAIN (!!!) on #hell we may even flood

[missingn000]

#HELLOOO sorry for inactivity! still @ my mum's house spending time w her before i start work next week #TODAY IS SHIRATORIZAWA VS KARASUNO MARATHON 2.0 #god we're both so invested its so funny #just finished e4 and i BURST into tears when tsukishima blocked ushiwaka's spike #tsukishima's growth rlly speaks to me. No i dont think that says anything about my mental health but thanks for asking #also its nice to watch this w a fellow tendou hater...fuck that guy #i....REALLY want to write something for haikyuu #i feel guilty whenever i write anything except tpg but im getting kinda burnt out ngl...about every 6 months or so i #take a brief break to write a short thing for another fandom #that...that may happen imminently #I JUST LOVE THEM ALL SO MUCH. MY SONSSSS #perhaps i can brainstorm while im here...hm.... #anyway! i'll get to messages soon! sorry ive been busy! #c yall :D

[tittysuckersworld]

THE PEOPLES LIKE MINE ARTTTTT AAAAAAA

#i legit screamed a lil #which is bad cause really gotta sleep #but golly golly golly #wish i could just make a buncha fanarts rn #have at least 3 really good fics/poem thingies asked and have permission to make art for #so gonna do that hopefully soon #i just need to get school work done then work on the other stuffs yes #golly geebers glob heckers am so happy constantly now what #the beuty of humanity and connection never ceases to amaze me #asked in la class for a discussion if peopkes would give the housing to people with alergies or guide dogs and insted of choosing a side #they asked questions and proposed actually really really good ideas for how to find a semi sutible middle ground #and like so many really good artists and writers and just amazing people so much more all of sudden im getting to talk to a lil #and the mutuals/artists ive loved for a wile have been getting even better at arts and im wufbsudbsh #gosh i need to find the person again cause remember they felt down about their art but its just so so stunninggggg #like is so amazing i love art i love others creations i love how can just see so much positivity in world #being a sap but i dont care people can be so good!! people want to be good!!!!!! even if horid things are happening and some people are ick #the majority will try to be good in own ways and thats smth #thats all can hope for #i may just only be looking for positives but heck it im a lil positive thinker now abd the world has such beuty in small and big thingies

[lesbiancarat]

kind of wondering what they mean by "tour" though. for bets they also announced the Seoul date before anything else but still specified "world tour". they've also done an asia only tour in the past but i believe that was also specified as such. or it could mean "korea only" tour but do kpop groups, esp large ones, ever do stops in korea outside Seoul? have SVT ever had a concert in a Korean city other than Seoul? (genuine questions). or it's only concert(s) in Seoul but they labeled it a tour for some reason. or maybe it does mean world tour and pledis/hybe decided to just change their wording for some reason

#i may be overthinking this #but tbh ever since there were rumors last year that theyd do another world tour this year ive been a bit skeptical #just bc svts normal pattern for world tours is that its usually after a full album release ->every 2-3 years or so #and it seems unlikely theyll release another full album this year (to me) #but i thought maybe it was possible since 95z will have to enlist soon #so maybe theyre rushing and doing one more ot13 tour before that happens #but on the other hand it would make more sense to me if they just did a couple concerts #and not a full scale world tour two years in a row #so the fact they didnt specify world tour makes me wonder if i was right #but who knows. well just have to wait and see #it could still be a world tour #melia.txt

[bluinary]

Whoa I'm really sad!!

#im really really sad :) help #my better coping mechanisms have been inaccessible (sex exercise and home cooked food) #im MEGA touch starved and my BPD is convincing me that my regular fwb is Done With Me #were more of a situationship that may be a dead end but we love each other type thing. idk #it was all peaches and cream until winter hit. it wad like this when we were dating too. he shut tf down. #he got super distant and i got super needy and we imploded. its happening again except we arent in an actual relationship #so im not saying anything and neither is he. and thats that. #im supposed to be moving out. lmfao. #the apartment complex is taking its sweet fucking time. #reviewing my application. I shouldve called them today im just sick of my calls going nowhere. #there is no serotonin in my brain. i feel like a loser and i dont like myself. #no one has checked in on me. i feel alone in the world. #i just hope i can go to sleep soon. buy some gifts. clean my room tomorrow.