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jittyjames · 4 months
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ptsd is being such a bitch to me tonight guys. your girl is not doing well.
#i don’t want to feel this way#but i don’t know how to stop it#i just feel myself spiraling out of control again and all of these thoughts keep coming with it#it wont leave me alone#i want it to leave me alone#i don’t want to go on more meds bc they fucked me up even more and i want to be able to think#but my heart has started pounding so quickly again that i can’t focus on anything else#i feel so empty and weird and vague#december is always a bad time and it’s hard when i don’t have class or work as a distraction#i’m always on the verge of crying and#i just do all these breathing techniques that don’t work#and i just lay in a ball on my bed shaking and hurting#you know it’s bad when even writing doesn’t calm me down#ocd combining with ptsd is a hell of a thing#how can you calm yourself down when you’re not thinking rationally and it won’t leave your head#part of me just wants to panic and get it over with but i feel like if i start i won’t be able to stop and just simply fly into hysterics#idk#just haven’t felt this bad in a while#i just want to get out of my head so bad#i wish i could turn thinking off#sorry i know y’all aren’t my therapist and i should get my own#but im still on my parents insurance and i don’t think they would allow that#i don’t mean to vent#i just feel really hopeless and shit rn#anyway#i’m going to try to sleep and hope it will be better in the morning#it wont be tho lol#nothing is ever better#bc the universe and god hate me
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especiallyhaytham · 1 year
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shay in a tricorn hat shay in a tricorn hat shay as a highwayman in a black tricorn hat
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daviii11 · 1 month
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Day 6..
Please.. (i used my phone to record this sorry..)
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noccolibroccoli · 1 year
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i might have to do it
i might have to write some columbo + death note fic just to get it the fuck out of my brain
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sundewa · 5 months
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if i get that spotify ad thats like “santa’s not the only one with a sack 😏” one more time im gonna lose it
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overlordinavoid · 7 months
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Please, idk how, idk why
But good omens keeps popping up on my feed snd i want it gone-
Please no more
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ofthclight · 1 year
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i was doing fine for awhile but it* always comes back. it* always comes back.
*knowing how fucking loved leia would have been by her father if he’d gotten to be her father and knowing how supportive anakin would have been over her snarky little chaos gremlin ways
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traumawarrior · 11 months
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Tumblr: you reblogged a bunch of talking cat movie shit so here's Shrek everywhere you absolute TWAT have fun
Facebook: you liked a post about the talking cat movie allow us to bombard you with 3828482+ variants of the same post since you like the movie so much you absolute fucking DINGUS
Youtube, recommending me "Primetime" movies for buy or rent: guess what :)))))))
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imyoursgiogio · 2 years
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i’m awake has anything new to do with scriptgate come out
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channelrat · 2 years
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I've been quoting that honda vine all day btw it hasnt left my brain so we're back in business
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sebsrainbowbicycle · 2 years
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Can someone please invent a way I can just hook my brain up to my laptop and have it write this fic I’m writing. Because fuuuck me, I can’t get the words onto the page quick enough for my brain and I am getting frustrated. 
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my-hands-hurt · 2 years
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i think ive been scarred for life. any time i hear "werewolf" all that comes to mind is
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help
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its2bit · 2 months
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I HAVE SEEN THIS ALL OVER MY FEED IN THE LAST 3 MINUTES, EASILY 15 TIMES
IT APPEARED 5 TIMES IN A ROW
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istg if i see it one more time i will actually break down and sob
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sillybillykittycat · 2 months
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I’n rememebering stuff i shouldn’t he rememebering now
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dreamii-plushii · 4 months
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I had a vision.....
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