#it wont stop me from thinking about this

[northernfireart]

my most recent random thing ive been thinking about is the idea that Doctor flirts with Rose in gallifreyan the way some people flirt with their partners in their home language even though their partner doesn't speak it and i have been obsessed with this thought ever since

#doctor who #tenth doctor #10th doctor #rose tyler #dw fanart #doctor x rose #tenrose #timepetals #dr who #doctor who fanart #dw #also who cares what gallifreyan sounds like #it wont stop me from thinking about this #also the hc that it sounds musical just makes it cuter #gallifreyan #he says things in it that he would be scared to tell rose in english #ten x rose #northernfire art

[tubbytarchia]

@mcyt-yuri-week day 1 Sun/Moon awooga awooga (Aiko - Star/スター) (Lyrics TL)

(Yeah you're only gonna see GemPearl from me)

#mcytyuriweekvalentines #ignore the fact that the song name is star and not sun or moon........ it made me think of gempearl a lot alright #gempearl #shinyduo #shiny duo #pearlgem #this isnt as good as I wanted but look. Theres a lot of yuri to draw this week so Im gonna have to stop myself at some point #to have enough time to post them. And it'll keep me from overstressing about every little detail haha #again. trying new stuff!!! So my art wont look the way I want it to when I do but no shame in trying. Always learning baby #trafficshipping #hermitshipping #trafficblr #writing is in alt text if the cursive is unreadable sorry!! Literally picked the most readable one I had haha cursive fonts are painn #tubby art

[haunted-xander]

So. Fatebreaker, right? Ryne's biggest fears made manifest, daddy issues personified, yes?

He's an amalgamation of Thancred and Ran'jit, his face, his voice and his weapon is Thancred's, but his body, his fighting style and his words are Ran'jit's.

Throughout the fight Fatebreaker constantly makes comments about how only he can protect Ryne, only he can provide for her, only he has even the right to so much as stand beside her, to be in her general presence. He's possessive and obsessive, repeatedly asserting that she is HIS and his only. Which is exactly what Ran'jit says basically every time we encounter him.

But this time it's in Thancred's voice. This time it's with the voice and face of a man she actually cares about.

Ryne isn't scared of Thancred, she never has been. Even when she first met him she was barely even nervous (as clearly shown in Thancred's short story). There's a lot of different feelings happening between those two, but fear has never been one of them.

But now, after things have gotten so much better, she is scared of Thancred becoming like Ran'jit. Because if Thancred was just a little further gone, if he was just a little less compassionate, he would've. It wouldn't be hard for him to go down the same path as Ran'jit did, to be incapable of letting go of the ghost of that girl he loved so so much to the point he'd stubbornly grip anything close to her he could. He didn't, but the fact he could've is terrifying.

It makes his final words, words that are Thancred's, so very important. This is her deepest fears made manifest, but he still says he wants her to be happy. Her happiness not only matters, but is important to him.

#Now we -the audience- ofc knew Thancred was unlikely to go down that path #bc if theres one thing hes been consistent in even in his darkest moments its living up to his loved ones' wishes and legacies #the only time he even speaks against it is his conversation w minfilia in amh araeng #and thats more a case of all his (poorly) repressed grief and stress exploding than him actually meaning what he says #and trying to control rynes life after minfilia literally told him to just let her live her life goes directly against that #i think about fatebreaker a lot. as i do all things related to ryne & thancred #and to me its so important to note that hes more or less ran'jit with just enough thancred in him to be *too* thancred for comfort #its so. her greatest fear isnt even the thing thats been haunting her her whole life (being forced to fill in for minfilia) #its having her free will taken from her by the person she cares about the most (thancred) #and for him to be trapped in endless suffering because he cant move on #just like ran'jit did and was #its not even necessarily that shes all that scared of ran'jit himself #what shes scared about is caring about someone like that #because then she wont say no or try to be anyone but minfilia #(thats also why this fear appears specifically after things get better) #(because she was already ready to forsake herself if it eased thancred suffering) #okay im gonna stop now i need to sleep gnight everyone #ryne waters #thancred waters #ran'jit #final fantasy #final fantasy 14 #final fantasy xiv #ff14 #ffxiv #xander rambles #at this point i should make a tag for ryne ramble posts i make so many of them #tomorrow. maybe. if i remember #edit: i made it #xander being insane about ryne

[hella1975]

it's been pointed out on here before that a lot of terf arguments are actually rooted in sexist idealology that feminists fought and died to unnormalise decades ago and that's its own kettle of fish but one thing i also find very frustrating about this so called 'radical' feminism is that it's so... defeatist? like the moment you categorically label an entire section of society as Bad and Inherently Evil then there's also the implication that nothing can be done about it, and it completely takes all accountability away. saying all men are evil is just another way of saying boys will be boys. he raped her because he's a man. he hit her because he's a man. he didn't listen because he's a man - it's almost offensively oversimplified. there's no point trying to fix this issue in society because men are just Like That, okay! so now what? it's not like they're going anywhere, so you just accept that 50% of the population are evil and will forever treat you terribly and there's nothing to be done about it bc they're biologically predisposed to it? like is that fr the argument here? you're soooo radical for that

#this is coming from someone who used to very genuinely be a misandrist #ironically it was only when i started actually analysing my own feminism that i got MORE confrontational with men #and started respecting my boundaries a lot better BECAUSE i started holding them accountable again #like when men treat me like shit nowadays i dont just write it off as 'what did you expect? he's a man' i get MAD about it #because i EXPECT BETTER FROM THEM even if it's just tiny shit women have to deal with daily #i hold them to just as high a standard as im held to and i make them take accountability when they dont meet that #and whether you realise it or not even on a subconscious level the MOMENT you black-and-white blanket statement all men as bad #you stop holding them accountable. #like it is literally just boys will be boys. do terfs seriously not realise they're sending feminism BACKWARDS #like if a girl came to me with her trauma and people - other girls no less - tried to comfort her with 'yeah all men are evil' #id be fucking furious. like no he did that because he was a piece of shit that had it normalised to him that women arent to be respected #dont you dare let him off the hook with something as simple and uncritical as 'he's a man' #i promise you men like that will MUCH prefer a blanket statement such as 'all men are as bad as each other' #than actually being point blank told they're an abuser or a rapist. because being lumped together is comfortable and even empowering #wheras isolating their behaviour with words that are Bad and Ugly (LIKE 'rapist') is not comfortable at all and has heavy connotations #idk i dont think radical feminism is always bad on its own it can be v liberating. just terfs and misandrists that i have a problem with #dropping this post in a piranha tank and closing tumblr knowing im gonna have some thirty year old karen yelling at me within 5 mins #i probably wont respond to any terf comments bc they literally mentally exhaust me with their stupidity #but that also depends on my mood and ability to keep my mouth shut LMFAO we shall see

[sky-bee42]

I see people being like "I feel like I'm interrupting something when i watch fit and pac" recently but I see them and I'm like. "I need to study them under a microscope. I need to witness all of the sappy silly low-key cringe things they do together and I need to gather it all up and cherish it." I love them so much n it's fun to joke about how insufferable it can get but. I really love it. I spent almost all of my 25 minute subway ride home today watching the same 3 fitpac clips on loop bc I couldn't stop giggling to myself about them. These cubitos are gay as shit and it feels great seeing these characters who are so nervous abt messing things up but love each other regardless of all of the things that they've done/have been to them.

#qsmp #fitpac #i cant stop thinking about these gay cubes man #theyre in my brain and they wont leave #theyre not just living in my head rent free they kicked me to the curb my head belongs to them now #i need to break back into my own brain #and take it back from pactw and fitmc

[wulfhalls]

girly i must tell you the Kensington palace themselves just said the photo is fake... there might be something here👀

#asks #kate middleton #waist deep in twitter conspiracies to stop any thoughts from occurring. if i think about kategate the thoughts wont get me #riveting stuff

[hayaku14]

kuroba toichi you need to stay dead or im going to fucking kill you myself

#you sick son of a bitch #if you truly love your son you wouldnt be alive #it's bad enough that you basically left the mantle for your teenage son to take up but you actually being alive???????? #you just out there living your life while your son is destroying his relationships chasing after something that you started???????? #his very motivation is your death and it's not even real??? the utter fucking betrayal??? #and maybe being kid has kade him a better magician and has helped him find out more about himself #but he shouldve been able to have a choice if he even wanted to be kid at all it shouldnt have been a responsibility pushed upon him #AND IF YOU ARE FUCKING ALIVE AND YOU'RE JUST WATCHING YOUR SON RUNNING AWAY FROM THE POLICE WITH PRIDE INSTEAD OF GUILT YHEN YOU CAN #GO FUCK YOURSELF #Honestly the worst #also that theory that maybe chikage is travelling the world because she KNOWS toichi is alive and she's with her elevates this fuckery into #a whole different level #anyway go read cuethesun's tomorrow and the next day #good fucking food and bad parent chikage and toichi enjoyers will be pleased ;> #lol #dc prattles #as much as i want happy everybody is alive kuroba family #i need touichi and chikage if she knows too to feel the repercussions of their horrible parenting and i need kaito to be able to let himself #feel the hurt and betrayal that he is justified to feel even if he is happy that his dad is alive #but i dont trust gosho to handle that nicely if anything i think hes gonna just handwave it and wont address it properly #anyway my point is i just need more hurt and angry kaito also if shinichi is there im happy #sorry i sneaked in a kaishin i cant stop the brainrot unfortunately theres no cure 🤚😔 #ALSO DONT GET ME STARTED WITH BAD PARENT KUDOS OOOOOHHHH

[c-kiddo]

watched latest tom scott video (about a cryonics facility) and was so taken aback by him keeping on really strongly saying humans should be working to “defeat death”.. like girl it is just not happening.

(humans wont defeat death the same way we wont conquer chomolungma or mars or the ocean. we will die because we're alive like every other animal and all the stars ever, and fighting that feels so ignorant and also prevents actual action and discussion of rights as humans after death , imo. and death rights and normalising of death and mourning are actually so important. because otherwise cultures' (western, often the US in specific) fear of death leads to nonsense like people get buried in reinforced caskets and embalmed with chemicals that’ll poison the soil but wont stop you rotting)

#its just interesting to hear someone say that really comfortably and not elaborate. especially with a vry big following #idk what his deal is (credentials-wise) apart from making youtube videos but i just found is kind of wild. like i want to know more of why #he thinks that!!!!!! its interesting to me sm #(also you should watch Atrocity Guide’s video about immortalists and cryonics. its v good) #kiddo say #acknowledgment that im not a scientist either but i think its pretty clear that humans wont be immortal. our bodies just cant really do tha #i mean. unless by defeating death you mean uploading a consciousness online? which would be vry unreliable #its silly to me. stop being weird abt death challenge

[androgynouspenguinexpert]

another blake because he's my favourite for psychoanalysis reasons <3

#redacted asmr #redacted audio #art #illustration #redactedverse #redacted blake #do you guys ever think about how blake has essentially sealed his own fate through his selfishness #because he either cant or wont connect the dots that he's the common factor in every one of his partner's horrible deaths #and he would rather Have this person than guarantee their safety by staying away from them #blake is incredibly clever so he's either been blinded by denial or hes fighting tooth and nail not thinking about it #his goals seem incredibly short sighted (ha) because he's so hyperfocused on stopping his partner's death through any means necessary #other than letting them go #blake is straight up fucked like a good third of the characters are on a warpath towards closeknit right now #vega would turn this man into a mince patty the size of a sleeping bag with very little effort #and the writing is so fantastic that i genuinely have no idea if blake will learn his lesson in time before the sovereigns get ahold of him #just me?

[hilsoncrater]

the shot of trent handing ted the manuscript makes my chest do that physical squeezy love feeling

like god that is so vulnerable. here is my heart cut from my chest and I place it in your hand. it has your name on it. you take it gently and can't pretend you don't see it. you can feel its weight. I give it to you with a smile I'm open I'm bare I'm yours I'm yours I'm yours and here is me

it's like ted's touching trent's very soul in that moment

ALSO the goofiness and approval of beard and ted to trent's fighting words. we needed more of them as a trio. their dynamic is soooo

"like god that is so vulnerable. here is my heart cut from my chest and I place it in your hand. it has your name on it. you take it gently and can't pretend you don't see it. you can feel its weight. I give it to you with a smile I'm open I'm bare I'm yours I'm yours I'm yours and here is me"

HELLO????? anon you can't just drop this in my ask and expect me to be normal about it. holy shit. HOLY SHIT

and hard agree to your last point. in fact, new ot3 just dropped: beard x ted x trent

#im LOSING my mind over 'here is my heart cut from my chest and i place it in your hand' #thanks anon that will live inside me forever. i wont stop thinking about it #trent crimm

[wildmrmix]

Thinking about how Pony almost died at 14 (fourteen). Google says Bob and Randy were 18 (eighteen) and I’m guessing they probably hung around with people their age. These 18 (eighteen) year olds almost drowned someone who hadn’t even been 14 (fourteen) for, what, 2 (two) months? He was literally a child, I can’t do this

#no cause imagine johnny didnt kill bob soon enough and now he is in the park alone. the corpse of a friend and an enemy and he killed one of #them. but it was too late and now nothing would be the same again #fountain scene messes me up big time whenever i think about it #and in the book if the socs remembered what they did while boozed up they have to LIVE with that. live with the fact that they almost killed #a kid #basically any time they jumped a greaser they could have killer them. but now it bothers them more. cause death feels different when you #threaten it vs. when you lose someone close to you forever #greasers too like that guy is deadddd and so are 2 (two) of your friends #ik the socs and greaser feud died off after bobs death as said in twttin but that wont stop me from thinking #the outsiders #cw death mention #tw death mention #wasnt sure which to put so i just went with both #wildtalks

[imperiuswrecked]

I hope people remember.

When Gaza is razed to the ground I hope people remember those who were lost. When the rest of the Palestinians who are being massacred all across Palestine are gone I hope the world remembers them all. I hope those who loved them celebrate their memory.

I hope the people whose hands are coated in the blood of these beautiful, brave people remember. I hope they are haunted by their actions every single moment of their entire lives. I hope they feel the suffering that every single Palestinian felt every second of their lives. I hope it's the last thought in their head when they die.

I will remember. I will never forgive.

#palestine #current events #the entire sky is red in gaza tonight #im trying so hard every day to keep it together but every single day this continues a piece of me is carved out #everytime I think it cannot get worse it does #im so worried that my friend will stop replying to my messages bc shes gone and I wont know it until later #shes a school teacher there #shes the most beautiful soul and im so sickened to think of her being gone #if she is taken from me I'll hate the entire world #and now they've e n tered the west bank and i have family there and I cannot stop thinking every day I'll get the news they are gone too #just like the 50 familes ENTIRE familes that were slaughtered #im so stressed everyday that im physically sick #and like I should be used to this bc this happens every year and im always hearing about someone dying but its never been like this before #never like this #they never saw us as humans and now they are exterminating us #ive looked into those soldiers eyes as a child and I saw no humanity for me there #tw: genocide

[spacedlexi]

me trying to stay sane when i see some Fandom Shit that makes me mad

#sometimes i dont think you guys actually like the characters you say you do bc some people project so much its not even the same character #like some understanding is so Painfully surface level or just completely disregarded or straight up purposefully misinterpreted #i hate fandom i hate fandom i hate fandom #just because i try to avoid it doesnt mean i dont still see it #like id LIKE to engage with fans on a larger scale...it always bites my ass in some way tho #like i believe in having whatever fun you want to have with the media of your choice whatever. that wont stop me from bitching about it tho #i need more girl likers to engage with me...fandom likes men too much and will bend over backwards to babygirlify them #a girl will be the main character but people will still find a way to only talk about the men around her. not even the other women there #its just so BOOORRRINNNGG!!!! #some of us like to treat pre established characters like puzzles to be solved #and others just like to use their skin to put on whatever traits they want #like you do you but couldnt be me #ok bitching over #it speaks #if i dont let it out i'll explode #ranting in tags my beloved

[gunthermunch]

let me be honest with you guys i would have gone into hiatus 3400 times and or deleted stuff if it wasnt because we (yes me and you included) love munch so much. its crazy

#to express that i am human for a sec: im an insecure person and i constantly feel like im not good enough #and posting my creations (mainly art) for everyone to see was always difficult for me until i started munch #and i didnt even start thinking i want a bunch of people to read this i just wanted to put my stuff somewhere #and stop pulling myself back and turning very small out of shyness and imposter syndrome #even now when i still feel like garbage and end up comparing myself to others (the way i used to do with art) what keeps me from doing #something stupid is my story and my characters and all the people who love them (and let me know you do. which i appreaciate a lot always) #so yeah what im trying to say is that im very thankful. about a lot of things #dl #i deleted a bunch of stuff today you probably wont even notice its not there anymore. NOT ANYTHING FROM MUNCH ITSELF THO id die #not my cancer ass showing my emotions oh well

[moonsun2010]

some highlights from 3 October's entry:

Top left: "With his left hand he held both Mrs. Harker's hands, keeping them away with her arms at full tension; his right hand gripped her by the back of the neck, forcing her face down on his bosom. Her white nightdress was smeared with blood, and a thin stream trickled down the man's bare breast which was shown by his torn-open dress."

Top right: "Her face was ghastly, with a pallor which was accentuated by the blood which smeared her lips and cheeks and chin; from her throat trickled a thin stream of blood; her eyes were mad with terror. Then she put before her face her poor crushed hands... and from behind them came a low desolate wail".

Bottom left: "She shuddered and was silent, holding down her head on her husband's breast. When she raised it, his white night-robe was stained with blood where her lips had touched, and where the thin open wound in her neck had sent forth drops."

and

"Harker was still and quiet; but over his face, as the awful narrative went on, came a grey look which deepened and deepened in the morning light, till when the first red streak of the coming dawn shot up, the flesh stood darkly out against the whitening hair."

Bottom right: ""Hush! there is someone in the corridor!" I got up softly, and crossing the room, gently opened the door.

Just outside, stretched on a mattress, lay Mr. Morris, wide awake."

#my art #dracula #dracula daily #just a few doodles to get this entry out of my system because holy hell what an entry #cw blood #mina harker #mina murray #jonathan harker #quincey morris #to have all this chaos in dracula happen on my birthday makes this entry extra banger to me hahaha #cw assault #one of these is not like the others lolol #man the aftermath of this is like. chilling. like truly the low point but also the turning point? from here the count is on the run #and jon definitelt wont stop till he gets vengence lol #but i cant help but think of the seeking vengence thing in comparison with shakespeare the rape of lucrece where lucrece is telling the men #who want to avenge her by killing tarquin #that their actions are essentially useless and it wouldnt really help her #theres deeper meaning but its the about gist of it. i cant help but compare that to minas plea to jon to stay when he wanted to go and #immediately hunt down the count too like ik we readers are baying for the counts blood at this point #but its interesting to think of how this idea of vengence and honour intersects with gender stuff in the novel. esp given victorian ideals

[xiewho]

i love love love the way you draw gorgug!! you give him so much personality :)

ouhhh omg thank u so much 😭😭 he’s my favorite bad kid so i tend to overthink a lot when i draw him haha but im really glad u like the way i draw him :’)

#‘gorgug from fh’ WRONG. he is actually my oc #out of all the bad kids hes actually the hardest one for me to draw #which is painful cause hes my fav but its ok we ball #i have so many hcs so if i draw him different every artwork uhh it is what it is #my thought process when i draw him is like ok yeah he’s cool but like #hes also so lame 2 me #i cant make him look too cool .. . . i wont allow it #sometimes i gotta reign it in guys #glasses gorgug is so real to me Btw #so funny to think abt tho. glasses goggles And headphones #where do u keep all that…. #i forgot what the original purpose of these tags were i just like talking about him #bro i still havent figured out the logistics of his tusks #idk how to do certain shorthands for mouths anymore cause im always like. #where do the tusks fit into all this. #and i really enjoy rendering eyes so the fact that goegug is js so ⚫️⚫️ is so funny to me #i cant spell but im not writing that tag again #ill stop here HAHAHA #thank u anon <3 #asks