#killmenow

[emeraldthesillu]

SRSLY SOMEONE SEND ME A THERAPIST. I COULDNT SATOP GIGGLING AS I DREQW THIS. YW LURKING FOR LOVE FANS FRR

#jacob alden #lurking for love #killmenow

[dappersautismcreature]

ah new emo cellbit skin, in stark black, eyebag contrast to forevr's white suit, big smile :||

#qsmp #liveblogging #KILLMENOW #ahem #anyways

[ozzyoftheangels]

My silly little sad post S2 GO story

“I forgive you.”

“Don’t bother.”

Crowley stared at Aziraphale, his best friend, with his heart in his hands. At least, the heart that would be in his hands if he were truly human. He turned on his heel, walked out of their shop— out of Aziraphale’s shop, he climbed into their car— into his car, and held the wheel, his knuckles white with how hard he gripped it. He glanced through the window of the bookshop, and watched the elevator doors shut, Aziraphale disappearing behind them.

———

Aziraphale stood in the elevator, stepping out when he reached heaven. He stared at the button that would take him to hell, and for a fleeting moment, the idea crossed his mind. No. What’s done is done. He sighed, and stepped out of the elevator, nodding lightly upon being greeted by a few other angels, before he walked straight ahead, to his office. He bit his lip, looking around at the emptiness of the room. Aziraphale’s heart felt just as empty as the office. He already missed the books, and the cocoa, and the music…and Crowley’s plants.

“Oh, Crowley…”

He whispered, his eyes still wet from the tears Crowley had brought to them. He brought his fingers to his lips, which trembled. He could still feel the other’s lips against his own, and the way the demon had held the front of his coat so desperately, like he was scared to lose Aziraphale.

Like he was scared.

“..Oh, Crowley..” The angel whispered, a tear dripping down his rosy cheeks. “What have I done?”

———

Crowley slid his finger along the rim of his wine glass, glancing at the label on it. ‘Châteauneuf-de-Pape’. He sighed, and picked the bottle up, as if to pour himself another glass, before he let out an angry growl, throwing the bottle into the wall, making it shatter, and causing a pinkish red to seep into the wall, his plants trembling as they watched.

(Crowley had gone back to the book shop in a fit of anger, at first wanting to throw books around, but instead having gotten wasted and too drunk to stand properly for more than two seconds without needing to lean on something.)

He grumbled, and got to his feet, shooting at glare at his plants, snarling, and swatting their leaves angrily, his eyes wide, and furious. “What are you looking at?! I’m fucking fine!” He spat, his fingers curling as he dug his nails into one of the leaves on a larger plant. When he pulled his hand away, he ripped the plant, bringing the greenery with him.

“…”

He stared at the injured plant, his eyes widening in despair. Crowley brought his hands up to the shaking plant, and caressed the leaves, sobbing, his knees buckling as he fell to the ground. He clung to the pot that the plant was in, his face getting dirty as it was pressed against it.

Crowley had never truly cried like this before. In fact, he wasn’t sure why he was crying at all. It may have been because of the rejection he felt. Or maybe because he’d waited six thousand plus years to kiss the Angel. Or, perhaps, because hearing the Angel forgive him once again was his last straw.

“God damnit, Angel! I didn’t need you to forgive me! I just—“ He paused, needing to take a breath between his words, as the alcohol made it hard to think straight anyways.

“I just needed you to love me back!”

#hereditary enemies #good omens #crowley #aziraphale #killmenow

[hamburgurize]

am i having a heart attack or am i deep inlove with the characters

#the raven cycle #trc #killmenow #amidying #i need emotional support #and therapy

[touchlikethesun]

none of the jobs listed on linkedin are real jobs.

#they're all fake #like even the real listings are fake jobs like they don't do anything #Executive Assistant Product Analyst Manufacturing Associate #they all do the same thing: nothing #killmenow #professional

[fleshsqueeze]

moonlit angel doodles

#angel girls #blood art #killmenow

[i-love-lipgloss11]

Tiktok makes me make art I never thought I would... At least I have this blog now luvs!

#tdi #total drama #lindsay total drama #aaaaaa #killmenow

[spawdaa]

i need to draw more leon art that isn’t nsfw so i can actually post it

#leon kennedy #im mentally ill #killmenow

[kevlarcrack3d]

About a Manwha I read titled "Kill me Now"

BEWARE OF ANGST: THIS MANWHA HAS A PROBLEMATIC RELATIONSHIP, LOTS OF VIOLENCE, ABUSE, CRIME, AND SHITLOADS OF TRAUMA. READ IT AND THIS BLOG AT YOUR OWN RISK

So, I was reading this manhwa called "Kill me Now" after discovering it last year. I wanted some nice smut and angst mixed with some gangsta bullshit so, I ended up invested in it 😂.

But what caught my eye the most was the relationship between the two female leads and the main couple Haegu and Mian. It reminded me of one of my favorite animes, Rurouni Kenshin.

Spoilers, ho!

Haegu (black hair), like Kenshin, is a skilled and ruthless killer who had to become cruel at a young age, 15 years old, to be exact. They end up becoming more human after loving a person whose loved one they killed, with Haegu growing to care for Mian when she killed the latter's father and Kenshin falling in love with Tomoe when he killed Tomoe's husband, Akira.

Mian (blonde hair), like Tomoe, falls in love with Haegu, like Tomoe falls for Kenshin. Despite Haegu and Kenshin killing their respective loved ones, with Haegu killing Mian's father and Kenshin killing Akira, Mian and Tomoe still fall for them. Mian and Tomoe also grapple with the guilt in their hearts for falling in love with the person who killed those they care for.

All in all, it's a cool manhwa. It's coming to a close now and I want to see a fitting endgame for Haegu and Mian. At best, I hope they at least find a way to care for each other in a healthy way. At worst, I feel their relationship will end tragically. I actually personally feel it's going to end tragically because I heard somewhere that cosmos, the creator, said it will end like a Greek tragedy or something. I dunno, but the buildup and vibe gives me that.

#killmenow #manhwa #korean gl #gl #yuri #toxic yuri #yuri manga #yuri manhua #korean yuri #lesbian #tw: toxic relationships #tw: toxic behavior #tw: abuse #tw: problematic #tw: violence #tw: crime #rurouni kenshin #rurouni kenshin tomoe #tomoe yukishiro #samurai x #comparison #manga comparison #manga commentary #yuri shipping #kenshin x tomoe #oh my god no wonder I like this manhwa so much lol #cosmos #cosmos kill me now #cosmos manhwa #manhwa couple

[a-i-r-a]

— Kill me now / Mian.

#manga icons #mangaicons #icons #manhwa icons #manhwaicons #yuri manga #yurimanga #yuri manhwa #yurimanhwa #yuri #Kill me now #Killmenow #Mian

[schizochasm]

Hahaha what a great idea to scroll while taking a break!

SO glad I let my guard Down!

I love getting triggered by tumblr.

Brb, gonna yeet myself into the sun. ♡

(I'm gonna keep exercising and pretend I'm fine. Ptsd + psychosis is such a great life!)

#killmenow #whathaveidonetoearnthis? #gonna pretend im fine #im fiiiiine #he'll go away #eventually #its fiiiiine #i didnt have good fortune #the universe lied to me

[the-dyke-of-handsomeness]

watching Hazbin hotel with MY FATHER

#Killmenow

[thegoddessyuri]

Tittle: Kill me now.

Author: Cosmos.

Genre: Drama, Crime, Gore, Mature, Psychological, Violence.

Status: Ongoing.

Haegu, a proficient and merciless hitwoman, executes a man in front of his own daughter and takes the child under her wing. She decides to name her Mian, the word for "sorry" in Korean, and gives her one mission: "Kill me when you can." From that moment on, Mian decides that she will do this by choking Haegu with feigned love and emotionally manipulating her into submission. But as Mian grows into an adult, she's thrown into confusion as what was supposed to be pure revenge turns into lust... and possibly real love. Meanwhile, Haegu grapples with her own feelings for Mian while continuing to carry out life-threatening missions. Can Haegu and Mian ever learn to truly love each other, or are they doomed to drown in their toxic cycle of violence and revenge?

#yurigirls #girls love #yuri manga #lgtbq #manga #yuri edit #girls love girls #gl manga #gl manhua #gl manhwa #killmenow

[tojisleftasscheek]

Thinking about that time he said “good girl” to me

#teacher crush community #male teacher crush #male teacher #tcc imagine #tc crush #teacher crush #daddy issues #dilfism #killmenow

[vulgarpr1nce55]

i miss her so much but i’m so sick of being the one who reaches out first

#killmenow

[korakaii]

Please come and cure my depression

#killmenow #yuri manhwa #manhwa #assassin