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rahullkohli · 3 years
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#maybe this is a conversation we should have #that cas is married to some djinn queen in syria 
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sapphicquotes-blog · 7 years
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i just finished all of how to get away with murder and i need another show thats super GAY does anybody know of any?
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rahullkohli · 3 years
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random david rose scenes 1/???
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rahullkohli · 3 years
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many people seem to think it foolish, even superstitious, to believe that the world could still change for the better. and it is true that in winter it is sometimes so bitingly cold that one is tempted to say, ‘what do i care if there is a summer; its warmth is no help to me now.’ yes, evil often seems to surpass good. but then, in spite of us, and without our permission, there comes at last an end to the bitter frosts. one morning the wind turns, and there is a thaw. and so i must still have hope - vincent van gogh
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rahullkohli · 3 years
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tk in that gray shirt (◠‿◠✿)
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rahullkohli · 3 years
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spend my days locked in a haze trying to forget you, babe i fall back down gotta stay high all my life to forget i’m missing you
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rahullkohli · 3 years
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I JUST HAD A THOUGHT of charlie convincing cas to do tabletop rping with her. and of course if cas is in, so is dean, and sam definitely played in college. so it becomes a thing. and the war table is permanently covered in miniatures and cards. but initially everyone is awkward about it, and they all expect cas to just not get it, because the more leisure part of being human, and the joking around and playing pretend was never really his thing. but he was a fucking top strategic soldier in heaven, so he might not be completely on top of the different terms and rules, but he absolutely obliterates everyone because he mentally plans out, and he sees the whole thing from a soldier's point of view, and about an hour into their first session everyone is fighting to form an alliance with him.
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rahullkohli · 3 years
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“...and for what? To save Dean Winchester.” 
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rahullkohli · 3 years
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ok so the finale never happened because it was trash but 15x19 did. so dean patters restlessly around the bunker. he washes and does checkups on every car and motorcycle in the garage. he organizes the books and the kitchen. he reads books every night because he can't sleep, and when he does he has nightmares. sam keeps nagging at him to relax, and eventually dean decides to drive. and he drives and he drives and he drives. he drives around for over a week, a new town every night. new motel room where he drinks himself senseless until he falls asleep. until one day he finds himself on jody's doorstep and he falls apart about everything that has happened. not just in the past couple of months, or years - but his whole life. and then she tells him she knows someone he should meet. so dean falls asleep on her couch absolutely exhausted. the next day jody introduces him to her friend; a therapist who knows the truth. and dean ends up checking into the mental facility the therapist runs. a small, private place where the other patients and staff also knows the truth. at first dean is apprehensive about the whole thing, and group therapy definitely isn't his jam yet. but he's there because he has tried everything else and he is at the end of his rope. there's a hole in his chest and it keeps gnawing itself bigger. so he sits in group quietly listening to what the other tell about their experiences, and struggles to say anything in private therapy. he sticks to himself and promises jody to do better whenever she comes by to visit. the drugs help him sleep but the don't take the nightmares away. one day in group therapy he is fumbling with his stimming toy, a soft ball he rolls around between his fingers, when someone - a retired hunter - mentions that one time they got help by an angel in a beat up old car. and the dam breaks. dean shatters into a million pieces. and that's the break he needed; so he starts talking. to therapists, in group, even to the other patients in the common room. he makes friends, and even finds himself cracking a joke one evening. but the hole in chest is still gnawing away. that is until dean has been in the facility for 73 days, and his reading is interrupted by one of the others telling him he has a visitor waiting on the bench in the yard. weird, he thinks. he doesn't have plans with jody or sam or donna or anyone. but he slips on a flannel and boots before going outside. "hello dean." amd just like that, the hole in his chest seems to shift.
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rahullkohli · 3 years
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how can i put it down into words? when it’s almost too much for my soul alone?
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rahullkohli · 3 years
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on their honeymoon dean takes every opportunity to say out loud that cas is his husband. "a room for me and my husband" he tells the host at every motel. "anything my husband wants he gets" he winks at the waiter at every diner they go to. "my husband really likes these" dean smiles to teenager at the gas station when he drops an armful of reese's at the register. "a beer for me and one for my husband" he grins at the bartender. "would you take a picture of me and my husband? it's our honeymoon" he asks two teenagers. "look how good looking my husband is" he captions the photo when he sends it around to sam, and claire, and jody, and charlie, and absolutely everyone in his contact list. "you're my husband now. no returns," he mumbles in the dark when he snuggles his nose into the crook of cas' neck when they've gone to bed. and cas just smiles softly to himself, his stomach doing flips every time he hears the pride in dean's voice.
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rahullkohli · 3 years
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cas sits on the bench in the park feeding pigeons seeds and nuts. he sits at the harbor observing the seagulls. he sits on the little patch of grass on the outskirts of the woods by the bunker where he offers the crows small pieces of metal and other shiny things. everywhere he goes he makes friends with the birds. one time they went to the botanical garden and a hummingbird landed on his shoulder and stayed there for a while as they walked around. so after quietly watching this for a while dean finally asks "what's the deal with the birds?" and for a moment cas is quiet. dean can see that he's considering, contemplating, and dean knows this is the look in his eyes when he has to translate the thoughts of a celestial being into something the human mind can understand. a duck on the pond they're sitting by takes flight, and something in cas' face clicks. "i guess i feel a kind of... kinship. with the birds. i miss my wings. and they sense that i used to have them," he says. "wings. creatures with wings. there's a familiarity. like family, yet not quite. i miss my wings, but watching the birds. it makes me feel close to them again." it hits dean in a way he doesn't recognize. he can't imagine the complexity cas is balancing in going from angel to human. but dean also knows that if cas wanted his wings - his powers - back, he could pray or summon one of his brothers or sisters and promise them eternal servitude in favor. but so far he hasn't. he has made his choice that humanity, and mortality, is a small price to pay to be with dean. so dean doesn't press. instead he holds cas' hand. and watches the birds.
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rahullkohli · 3 years
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in the spn that lives in my head where dean has come to terms with his sexuality but may not be out he makes a habit of fucking hot dads who are actually good to their kids as a subconscious super fuck you to john
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rahullkohli · 3 years
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He manipulated him. He made him promises. Said “Paradise On Earth”, and Cas bought it.
dean literally made a whole long ass speech about it being too painful for him to look at jack, because every time he did all he could think about was the loved ones he lost, and sam just thought he talked about mary, but really it was about cas all along. dean had already come to terms with mary being gone again, but not cas. he couldn’t let go of the pain of losing cas. the pain of losing cas was eating him up.
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rahullkohli · 3 years
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i can't stop thinking about them being on a hunt, taking down a vamp nest, or a bunch of werewolves, or something else that runs in packs. and dean and cas have just gotten together, so they're in that stage where everything is new and exciting, but it also means they're much more aware of the dangers the job poses to each other. and they're fighting, and there's blood and claws and teeth everywhere, and they're on opposite sides of the battle. and sam is there, maybe even donna and jody, or garth too. a bunch of hunters versus and bunch of monsters. and both cas is just focused on getting his part of this job done, when he suddenly hears it. in his mind, it's dean whispering to himself "please don't let cas get hurt, please don't let cas get hurt. i've only just gotten him, please don't let me lose him now." and it ticks something in cas. so his sole focus is to get this done so he can get back to dean. but of course he's rattled, and completely taken aback that instead of dean turning off his head and acting on instincts like usually in battle, he's there thinking of, literally praying for cas not to get hurt. so the monster catches cas off guard and it's a whole big deal of dean storming from end of the field to the other, chopping off head before falling to his knees to check on cas. and dean cups his face and cradles him in his arms, kissing the top of his head, going "how the hell could this happen? why weren't you focused? you blink and they get you!" and it opens for the news that cas can hear dean praying when they're in battle and it's awkward, but eventually they find a way to use it to their advantage instead of a liability.
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