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#like eating a cookie or shit and that mf enters my mind and my heart just leaps the fuck out of my bodu
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sometimes it randomly hits me how beautiful sam wilson is and i have to sit down for a bit to process that
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hyunsracha · 5 years
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poetry —  kim seungmin
word count: 2k
summary: why are crushes so difficult?
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“why are crushes so difficult?”
this was kim seungmin’s dilemma.
he flops down on his best friend’s bed, glaring at the romance movie posters plastered on the walls.
“what’s so difficult about them, minnie? they’re fun! you get butterflies and blushy and you start trying to write poetry...all that fun stuff?” his best friend, hwang hyunjin, didn’t even look up from his notes to speak.
hyunjin was the sappiest, most love-filled person seungmin knew. he loved romance movies and dating and being in love.
seungmin, on the other hand, had never had a crush before. sure, he’s been attracted to people, but no …. poetic thoughts.
“p-poetry?”
“yeah. do you….oh my god.” hyunjin stood from his desk chair, “do you write poetry about y/n?”
“n-no!”
“KIM SEUNGMIN.” and he pounced. he landed right next to seungmin on the bed, hands coming out to smack at the younger boy as he squealed.
“show it to me, show it to me!!!! i’m your best friend, minnie!”
“WHICH IS WHY IT’S WEIRD GET AWAY FROM ME-”
hyunjin huffed, his bottom lip jutting out.
“fine. but you’re really whipped, you know.”
“yeah. tell me about it.”
“okay! well, for example, today y/n came into the lunchroom and you spilled your milk-”
“HYUNJIN I DIDN’T MEAN- okay.” seungmin sighed, turning to face the boy he ‘unfortunately’ called his best friend, “what do i do?”
“have you ever thought about, i dunno, confessing?”
“eat my shorts.”
hyunjin went back to his desk, returning his attention to his math homework, “then sit and be in love and fucking Perish.”
it wasn’t seungmin’s fault he didn’t wanna confess!!
maybe he would confess if everyone else wasn’t >:(((
he understood that you were like … super pretty and nice and smart and perfect in every way (◕ ◡ ◕)
but it was like someone new confessed to you Every Day
even people from other schools!!!! >:(((
one day, he was leaving the school, and he saw you on the sidewalk with a boy from ur school’s Rival School
and the boy was blushing >:( and he had a flower in his hand >:(
but u rejected him!
just like u rejected Everyone
and he didn’t understand,,,
u could have Anyone U Wanted
whatever! he liked u better single
it meant he still maybe had a chance :(
to be honest, seungmin doesn’t remember when he first starting liking u
maybe it was when you two got paired up in chemistry and you knew Nothing about chemistry
“okay so put in one drop of the clear.”
“w-what’s in the clear?”
“it’s water, y/n.”
“oh!” and you blushed and seungmin’s heart went JFSGJSKH
or maybe it was during hoco when he was just chilling, drinking some punch, chomping on a cookie
and you came up to him :((( all shy :((( and u looked SO GOOD
and you asked him to dance with you
yeah he choked on his cookie a little bit but then that boy was ON THE DANCE FLOOR
surprisingly, seungmin Did know how to dance
being best friends with the co-captain of the dance team since kindergarten has its perks!
u were a lil shocked too like that mf just Took You In His Arms and started swaying and u were like HUH????
when did seungmin become a MAN
he didn’t, he’s just a very sophisticated Boy.
hyunjin thinks seungmin started liking you when you first met
seungmin thinks hyunjin is fucking stupid
he was FIVE and all seungmin cared about when he was 5 was sour gummy worms
“isn’t that all u care about now?”
“sour gummy worms AND Y/N!!!”
so yeah, seungmin was #whipped
AND THE POETRY THING KSJGSKGJ ok hear him out
it was 4am and he had spent like 30 years studying for a chemistry test and he was stressed to the Max and just wanted to lay down
and when he lays down, his mind naturally turns to U
and in his sleep deprived state his mind was just . Mush .
so he dragged his body back to his desk and just ~wrote~
yeah, he couldn’t look you in the eye the next day but he got his feelings out.
he couldn’t help his crush on u, especially when u were in his group of friends
hyunjin, jisung, felix, seungmin, you, and jeongin
sound like chaos? because It Is.
u and seungmin have basically become the parents of this little friend group
“jeongin let me see what u have”
“a knife”
“NO”
and
“How did jisung get on the ceiling.”
“FELIX TOLD ME I COUDL BE SPIDERMAN”
“JISUNG GET THE FUCK DOWN”
of course, being the parents meant a lot of … Teasing
especially from hyunjin, bc he was the only one who knew about seungmin���s crush
hyunjin: so when’s the wedding :D
seungmin, halting his onion slicing: Excuse Me?
you: hehe whenever seungmin’s ready!!  i know he wants to go to law school first!!
seungmin, chopping onions at LIGHTNING SPEED: HAHAHA OKAY Y/N
you always said things like that and it made him JFKDJK
one time the others were teasing him bc he dyed his hair red and they kept calling him cherry and u just went:
“so WHAT if he looks like a cherry he’s my CUTE cherry” and u grabbed his hand and glared at everyone like -__________-
seungmins brain: WHW-WW LIPSTICK
seungmins heart: H UHU H MECEHRY
seungmins mouth: YOU- WHAT - HUH- ME?
and after that :(((( u started calling him cherry :((( even after he dyed his hair again :((
back to the main point: seungmin’s whipped and he doesn’t know how much longer he can take this but he Won’t Confess
hyunjin’s got a plan!
he calls it How Does Y/N Feel and he swears it’s a secret
it’s not, he wrote it on his whiteboard in pretty pastel markers
“what’s this plan of yours, sweetie?”
“MOM CAN U GET OUT IM A SECRET AGENT”
“ok mr secret agent come downstairs and eat your peas”
“MOM”
so basically his plan was to ask if u liked seungmin but hes VERY EXCITED ABOUT IT OK
“hey y/n~~~” he sang as he sat down next to you in geometry.
“jinnie!!! how are you today :D” ugh look at you, an angel.
“good, about to be better...or worse.”
“why?”
“i need to ask you something.”
“Ominous!”
“do you like seungmin?”
“ya.”
hyunjin: OUSUGH?
you: how did u say that out loud
“YOU LIKE SEUNGMIN-”
you slapped a hand over his mouth, “KEEP YOUR FUCKING MOUTH SHUT JESUS CHRIST-
i thought you knew i like him??? like...i’m not hiding it?”
hyunjin knew seungmin wouldn’t believe it if he just told him
so he was audio recording the whole thing on his phone :) what a sneaky dude
so after geometry ended he fuckign NYOOOMED to english
“SEUNGMIN SEUNGMIN SEUNGMING HSJG SJISEUGMGING”
“dude did u do crack or something holy shit-”
“SHUT UP LISTEN TO THIS.”
“if this is another one of your boyfriend’s songs i swear to god-”
but he put in hyunjin’s earbuds (not airpods) anyway
“t-this isn’t jisung….”
and he Listened
I Thought You Knew I Like Him.
“are u fucking with me jin. is this a fucking skit i swear to god if you're MESSING WITH ME-”
“they don’t even know i was recording them.” hyunjin giggled, the snake.
“oh so you’re a total douche.”
“i just did you the hugest favor and you just called me a douche...okay! friendship cancelled, give me my phone, put your stupid airpods back in-”
“don’t call them Stupid!”
“sorry, i can’t hear you, i don’t have my STUPID AIRPODS IN!”
seungmin couldn’t concentrate for the entirety of english
your words kept swirling around his brain, and he resorted to just doodling hearts on the margins of his papers.
and then he went to Chemistry!
there you were :((( in your cute little lab coat and safety goggles :(((
seungmin didn’t think anyone would ever pull off a lab coat and goggles like you did
“h-hey y/n…”
“hey cherry! ready to make some chemistry? :D”
he inhaled, knowing that there was a chance he was going to regret his next statement for the rest of his life:
“i think you and i already have enough chemistry.”
now it was ur turn to JKSGJKH
you flushed a bright pink, turning to your lab table to hide the shy smile growing on your face
“yeah?” your voiced cracked a little bit
and seungmin knew
“yeah.”
class went by quickly, with the two of you exchanging Looks before quickly looking away
and then you had lunch! and since you ate lunch together, you walked together
this time, You wanted to be the daring one
so you were walking through the halls side by side
and after a minute you just …. Held His Hand a little bit
and he squeezed your hand in return and your tummy felt like JAOGHNJ
then you entered the cafeteria and your friends’ eyes immediately went ZOOM on your interlocked hands
“W-W-W-WHAT IS THIS?” jeongin, the poor baby, spluttered
“are you out of the loop? they’re in love!” jisung was practically shooting heart eyes at the two of you
“no one tells me anything.” jeongin pouted
“are we Not In Love, jisung.”
“jinnie u know i love you but this is FRESH and it’s FUN let me ogle.”
“JISUGN???”
felix just smiled at you two, patting the space next to him, “i always knew this was gonna happen.”
“what are you losers talking about?” seungmin asked.
“yeah, nothing happened. seungmin and i are just friends.”
“you- just- HUH????”
“he hasn’t asked me out yet.” you shrugged, pulling your lunch box out of your backpack.
seungmin gasped, dropping your hand to cover his heart, “do i have to?”
“i deserve it, you animal. i’ve only been waiting since middle school.”
MIDDLE SCHOOL???
well, this was a shock.
“MIDDLE SCHOOL???”
“yeah? you kicked that dude in the shin for me. it was nice. no one’s ever done that for me before.”
“t-the shins? you started liking him over a shin kick, y/n?” felix deadpanned.
“i was like 13 can you shut the fuck up? i don’t just like him because he kicked a guy in the shins for me.”
“oh? why else do you like him?”
“we’re not having this conversation right now, jeongin.”
“oh hell yes we are.”
“SEUNGMIN??”
but he just :D at you and you were whipped so :///
“Okay! i like him because he’s...just a good guy. like he’s smart and he’s funny and he’s….really cute and he would probably kick jisung in the shin if i asked him to.”
“i would.”
“bet!”
“okay!”
“hey what no- OW SEUNGMIN!” jisung whined, pulling his leg up on the seat
“kiss it better jinnie-”
“jisung no.”
“JINNIE :((((“
you grinned, looking over at seungmin.
he was already looking, and you could practically See the heart eyes he was sending you.
did it make you super flustered? yeah. did you mind? not really.
“so,” you leaned in closer, speaking quiet enough so that your friends couldn’t hear over whatever they were yelling about this time, “you gonna ask me out or not?”
“i’ll walk you home?”
“i’ll be waiting.”
the rest of the day went by Painfully slow
but after your last class, there he was !!!!
and he was walking you home !!!
and he held your hand !!!!
“let me get something from my house real quick.” seungmin lived closer to the school than you did, so you always passed by his house.
you waited on the porch while he ran outside
he came back in a minute, flushed and holding a folded piece of paper.
“here.” he shoved the paper in your hand, taking your free hand in his and dragging you along.
“MINNIE let me read this!!!!” you whined.
he sighed, stopping on the sidewalk to let you read it clearly.
you had to reread a few lines because they were just so pretty.
you didn’t expect something like this from seungmin, he was usually so direct and not so flowery.
but it was beautiful.
“why are you crying WHAT’S WRONG IS IT BAD-”
“SEUNGMIN HHHHHHH” you launched yourself at him, wrapping your arms tightly around his waist.
and he held you just back as tightly.
“so uh. do you wanna like….go out with me or something?”
“yes, you big dummy. i would love to.”
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