#likee ik i legit '

[ludaroace]

idk thinking about the birthday party today and just . when ramon first brought up fits birthday ages ago i don’t remember exactly what stream it was but he told ramon that he would be happy with it being just the two of them . it took him a while to agree with ramon about inviting pac .

thinking about how today and how so many people showed up - like bad and phil weren’t even streaming, luzu was going to come but had to leave early, and pac left him a fucking trident of all things when he couldn’t make it . literally everyone online and their eggs showed up . dapper logged in after the party had started to show up !

i genuinely don’t think fit understood until today how much the others on the island actually cared about him . he STILL probably doesn’t fully understand . like he was even telling ramon that they don’t need to take up anyone’s time because they were planning on doing a dungeon (which was actually his party butttt he didn’t know that) DURING it .

idk and i KNOW there were some extremely emotional letters but empanada’s hit hard . thank you for protecting me but let us protect you sometimes too . i hope you feel as loved as you are .

#qsmp #q!fitmc #idk i sorta went crazy when i saw the trident and ik pac proabnly didn’t get it from the dungeon #that both phil and fit deemed too dangerous for now #and pac was there for that convo so his ass KNOWS #but like . the trident was deemed to big of a risk to get at the moment #and it’s fit’s thing to have one . like to the extent where #phil legit even apologized for not being able to get him one for his bday . like that’s how big of a deal it was #IDK AND THIS DOESNT EVEN TOUCH UPON SUNNY OR RAMON’S LETTERS #ik he said to sunny that they ARE family and i hope she understands #they never stopped being it was just a REALLY unfortunate choice of wording #and as the self appointed ramon person i will be going THROUGH that later #anyways shout out empanadas admin for being so good at saying the little of things that drive me wild how do you do this #time and time again she will say one thing that changes my brain chemistry #fitmc tag #sunny tag #ramon tag #empanada tag

[shyhandart]

the besties

#art #digital art #oc #human oc #original character #jason and bobby #illustration #me: i hate backgrounds i never want to do backgrounds commission tos dont ask me to do backgrounds #and YET #also ik i said i wanted to have a ton of art when i come back in reality i just spent like 20 hours doing like 3 illustrations woops #image descriptions are my kryptonite tho thats whats stopping me from posting a bunch of stuff right after the other #legit spent like an hour on this one #admittedly i kept getting distracted but still #id in alt text

[noumios]

would love a Katie Pearlhead doodle 👉👈

just bc i haven't started the newest season yet doesn't mean i can't simp

pls tell me what to draw

#katie pearlhead #katie delacour #oxventure #my art #“i need to get better at quick doodles” i say and then kinda get lost #i legit spent like an hour on her and wasl ike no wait gotta stop trying to render. #anyway #thank you for this request i had an excellent time drawing her #she.... #my beloved doomed by the narrative queen.

[ciderjacks]

ocd is weird bc I definitely still have it, I just got really good at identifying it and shutting it down. Like I was taking down a gross medical sticker on my wall that for some reason I stuck up there last year, and my brain was like “no don’t do it. You’ll die if you do that” so I put it back on and my brain was like “or…maybe life will get way better if you take if off. And if you leave it life will get worse. Want to make that choice” and I was like really stumped over it, then suddenly I was like ohhhhh ocd you tricky devil… and tore the sticker off. I go thru this exact experience about thrice a week.

#ocd #Just a peek into my twisted mind…… #Jokes aside ik this probably still sounds weird and mentally ill #But trust me on this #It’s way better than it sounds #At least comparatively #Back in 2020 I literally didn’t piss for 2 days because I thought pissing would cause the world to end #Like me at 15 was legit contemplating suicide bc it got to a point where I couldn’t even move #Without being convinced it would end the world #So all I could do was just lay in bed and I couldn’t grab my phone either bc that would also end the world I guess #Couldn’t blink freely had to do like one blink two fast blinks one slow blink #Damn just remembering how much it tormented me before I got a handle on it is actually pissing me tf off Wtf #Fuck ocd I fucking hate ocd #I’m so glad I outsmarted it #Shit was easy too #Bc the way my ocd worked was it was just completely spontaneous #There were certain patterns especially w numbers (like I couldn’t interact w the numbers 6 or 4) #But for the most part it was just whatever my brain decided was bad in that exact moment #Which was why it got as bad as it did so quickly #But that was also why I was able to go “ok well if I obey any compulsion all my fears will come true” #And that WORKED #IT WORKED FUCKING PERFECTLY #SO FUCKING DUMB #who even needs therapy I’m fucking Mr. Mental health. Fuck uou #tw compulsions #tw ocd #tw sui mention #< sui mention is in tags

[hoshigray]

To conclude this week's leaks session, if such a fuckass plan was greenlit like this, then I'm not delusional to think that toji can come back for one last final frenzy

#like.....sigh okay #first of all: i love my bby son yuuta and knew he wasn’t dead dead but I'm upset he and gojo have come tk this solution #if anything i figured kenjaku was coming back bc at least THAT was predictable #and honestly even though i knew gege ended last chapter with a juke i did not forsee an asspull such as this #this is completely way out left field bc what tf goes from here??? #like hello where's kenjaku¿¿¿ ik his ass is somewhere coming to fuck shit over bc this would've been the perfect reveal??? #and now i gotta sit here and watch my son get got by this big brolic behemoth that has mangaka plot armor like no other??? #oh nah. this is legit so unserious like the way i saw ppl say they're dropping has me in stitches LMAO #but ughhhhhhh whatever bro. just..whatever #all I'm saying is: if that plan can happen then toji should return a third time 🤷🏾‍♀️🤷🏾‍♀️🤷🏾‍♀️ since shit getting real ridiculous now #𝑯𝒐𝒔𝒉𝒊 ˖⁺‧₊˚🎐˚₊‧⁺˖ 𝑫𝒊𝒂𝒓𝒚 #jujutsu kaisen anime #jjk #jjk leaks #jujutsu kaisen leaks #jjk 261 #jjk leaks 261 #jjk spoilers #jujutsu kaisen spoilers

[chateautae]

hi everyone 🥺

#IK IT'S BEEN SO LONG #HELLO HELLOOOOO LIFE JUST GOT SO CRAZY #it's so entirely different from when i was last on here! #BUT WHEW I;VE HAD THE SECOND CHAPTER TO 'TO TURN A BAD THING GOOD' FOR A WHILE #I JUST LOST ALL MOTIVATION AFTER LIFE GOT SO CRAZY #it legit needs another paragraph or two and it'll be done #i also have a tae pwp i wrote like two years ago and just never released stashed somewhere #i might release that too! #i wanna get back into maybe i do drabbles as well!! #sammy files

[soren-apologist]

i know it was the mid 2000s but i wish that the tellius duology took more advantage of the t rating for dialogue

what i mean is in his recruitment dialogue marcia calls makalov a eunuch and i wish we got more moments like that

#ike says ‘damn’ exactly one (1) time in fe9 and it’s in his final battle death quote #they’re commoner country mercenaries they’re probably gonna be a little vulgar #and since there are scenes where shinon is legit drunk it’s not like they acted like the greil mercs were 100% squeaky clean #idk i just think they could’ve made dialogue a little more colorful #tellius

[hasarjunadoneanythingwrong]

charlie and amakusa both getting buffs makes it super obvious how incredibly scared they were to buff arjuna alter. they didnt even buff anyone else during his event they probably didnt want to draw attention to it

#they buffed emiya alter for cbc 2023 too i think they legit just didnt want to draw attention to mondo buster catboy being excluded #i say do it. buff his ass #not like they know how to do it anyway lol #i cant remember if moriarty got one on cbc. ik he got some outside of it #my post

[johnslittlespoon]

when we all get drafted in wwIII

#i say this like it wasn't a legit fear of mine as a teen #ik logically it would be terrifying but also the way all of us would be makin the most fuckedddd jokes to cope #like omg hbo fandom meet up!! can't wait to meet with my online friends for the first time!! barracks buddies!! #we'd be in bootcamp and be like omg this is just like that behind the scenes video of them training for mota filming #gets into a plane and says bucky cosplay xoxo #wait. do they separate guys and girls still in the military? bc if so i would be apart from like 99% of my moots :( no fun #i'm a gay man can't i go halfsies #anyway. i need to get back to writing. losing my marbles a bit #johnslittlespoon yaps #masters of the air

[marvelsmostwanted]

When Taylor Swift releases Taylor Swift (Taylor’s Version) I am going to be so feral generally but also she literally better dig through that vault for I’d Lie, Permanent Marker, I Heart ?, Your Face, Your Anything, Beautiful Eyes???!!! Like girl. Find them. Release them for real. It’s time

#ik she wrote these when she was 13 but was she wrong? no #in fact these songs are exactly the sort of unhinged content I expect from her and I would like a studio version please #I legit listened to these all the time back in the day and like… I still would?? #speak now tv

[gifti3]

Is there any canon info about belphie being able to give people the best dreams (or the worst nightmares) theyve ever had in their lives?

i think a belphie induced dream would feel real to life but everything good would be dialed up to 100. while for nightmares its the same but for everything bad to the point where you can actually feel pain

Anyways I was imagining him giving MC a forehead kiss while theyre napping and they wake up later amazed like

Wow i had the most amazing dream and it was so vivid too....how do i go back?

#ik someone has had to bring this up #if they did pls send the link 🙏🏾 #or is this a hc i just made up right now #i slept poorly boo #i was doing so well too #im pretty sure i hated when [redacted] did the kiss while ure sleeping thing but ill let it slide for belphie in this particular post #its for my imaginings.... #a good dream for me always involves eating very high calorie food with no consequences #in the belphie induced dream #the food wood taste super legit #like id be shocked when i wake up and realize it was a dream #also i would be meeting so many fictional characters probably #obey me #obey me nightbringer #obey me belphegor #obey me belphegor x mc #tada

[discount-kirishima]

trigun got me crying over spilled donuts

#iykyk be sad with me #we're really in it now boys #trigun #trigun 98 #vashwood #vash the stampede #wolfwood #nicholas d wolfwood #aghhhhh all i know is angst because of them!!!!! #and i havent even read trimax yet!!!! #ik ik im just putting it off cause it makes me sad to even think about akfbskdb #every time i try to start it i remember them on that damn couch #and then im like nvfm why hurt myself like that lmaooo #legit no faster way to make me cry these days #than thinking about that stupid manga panel #trigun fanart #my art 🎨

[justafriendofxanders]

*breathlessly* i think a lot of xander's Stuff stems from a desire for dependability and stability and growing up in a volatile home situation where that wasn't guaranteed which is why he constantly seeks out validation from his peers and like, the CONCEPT of what it means to be Cool or Likable and later a Good Breadwinner/Husband because he doesn't have any other models of what it means to Be Okay (whether it's in role models or a personal philosophy) or the confidence (or frankly, especially in the earlier seasons, the emotional intelligence) to trust that he's enough as he is. and i think part of the fucking tragedy of why he ends up pulling the ultimate flaker move of bailing on his own wedding is BECAUSE he takes commitment seriously and he's all too aware of how people can fail in the promises they make to each other, himself included, and he doesn't trust himself to NOT hurt his loved ones.

but i ALSO do think he rushed into marriage because he felt like it was the right thing to do, rather than because it felt right to him, if that makes sense. i think this is related to the meta about the willow/xander arc, which is to say that when you are insecure and it seems like things are falling apart, and you derive a sense of security from your relationships with the people in your life, it makes sense to double-down on those relationships and try to lock them down, for lack of a better word. because what else are you going to do, trust YOURSELF?

and it's this insane cycle where if you're judging xander as a real person you would or wouldn't want to be friends with (as opposed to a fictional rubiks cube i guess), then it's very easy to pick up on his flaws and the ways in which he can be annoying or hurtful or act (apparently) without consideration for other people's feelings. which is like, fine, whatever, consume media however you want. i'm just personally fascinated by (read: tearing my hair out about) the rubiks cube of how xander most often appears selfish and self-centered when he is most insecure and craving some kind of external reassurance. like sometimes i feel like i'm watching this man run around in a rodent shock maze of his own creation.

#idk am *i* the weird one here??? #am *i* insane for watching this teen drama like it's succession? #i also don't feel any desire to write off his weird aggro moments like i think it's perfectly interesting possibly even MORE interesting if #that's a legit struggle for him. like. look at his wedding nightmare #that's MY bastard tom/greg lovechild that grows up in ordinary(ish) circumstances and so is instead burdened with ordinary evils #ik people don't like that the narrative supposedly 'condones' his behavior or never appropriately 'punishes' him for it but like that is #literally so much of buffyverse. there are so many questionable character actions from everyone that there just isn't #enough time to delve into it all #that's what fanfic is for. imo optimal viewing experience is to treat the show like one of those beautiful little mini dioramas #like it's a beautiful set up. but you are going to have to move yourself around to really take in all the angles. maybe you will even have #to pick up a little model and rotate it around and play pretend with it for a little while #buffyposting #xander harris

[3416]

watching people overhype easton cowan is driving me nuts. like he's doing so well, just leave him alone and cut the expectations, jfc. will never understand or respect the overinvestment in the teenage levels of this sport.

#this is not an anti him post at all but i feel like too many ppl are waaay too invested in the hockey that legit teenagers are playin #like putting that much on him is so ridiculous... im glad hes thriving. good for london ontario lol #but acting like how u do in the ohl is a reflection of how ull do in the nhl is also just setting a kid up for failure #chill out lmfao #let him enjoy THIS before coming into the worst damn marketjfkdk in terms of pressure #seeing ppl say hes gonna be the next marner or hes better than mitch or hes gonna replace mitch like. #will you please be rational and stop trying to ruin multiple lives in the process lmfkakdkd #im convinced hell get his shot in the big leagues next yr but who knows how it will all go so lets not . be insane thanks #asking hockey uncles to not be insane is a pointless task ik but

[gojoest]

guys since i am completely sober now i think i am not actually interested in mr waiter 😭

#— ai rambles #i think it was the alcohol and the meet cute that made me so excited at first #but now i am like 😭 i don’t feel it 😭 THE SPARK 😭 WHERE IS IT #like i don’t see myself with him i’m not dying to talk to him or whatever i even feel bothered when he is trying to know everything about my #day like are you my mom why do you ask me if i ate 😭 #this is so rude of me ik but like it speaks volumes also #but how do i break it down to him #we are supposed to meet on sunday sigh #i don’t want to sigh but i also don’t want to be rude with him bc #he is so SO good to me #like he is legit perfect but i think that is the problem 🥹

[kavehater]

AAAH I have a mutual who’s 18 and he sorta kinda is flirting with this one guy who is a minor as a joke of course ( to which a concerned anon said that it’s weird ) but I can’t help but flashback to er*s

#granted the er*s situation was thoroughly complex and the reason she did those things was her copism with not being able to pull ( LLLLLLL ) #and ik that guy doesn’t mean any harm etc etc he’s not messed up like some ppl #BUT I DUNNO STILL #sobbing #they’re pretty sweet so #hes* #OH AND HES IRAQI TOO I LEGIT COULDNT BELIEVE THAT #dora daily #lowkey kinda sorta sad that a whole anon was more concerned than ppl i knew and who knew my age #and freely saw it happen so readily #and everyone else on that blog #genuinely and utterly disappointed #it’s always protect minors until the minors need protecting goddamn #this is especially directed at rhy yeah I’m not censoring that #🤷‍♀️ #too busy simping over minor characters who don’t have a time skip in canon and aging them up then complaining about it when ppl call out #the brain deadery of that behaviour #girl pls #you did not care about minors from the beginning literally bye #e[redacted] literally ruined my brain chemistry to say the least I will never go into how what she did absolutely muddled my brain never #told anyone and I don’t think I can ever tell someone ever #not to mention practically hyperventilating being unable to breath literally going into madness and ppl think that I’m overreacting and #telling me to shut up about it and blaming me for the situation as if I wanted any of this #lmaolmaolmao #all that and I was expected to do uni girl byeeee I need a good century to recover at least ☠️ #the only thing I DID want is friends but clearly that was a hard ask when ppl can get friends just by existing on this god forsaken app #atp I don’t even know what to say literally just wth #yall say mdni with your dumbass banners and decorate it like something special when yall are the ones to keep from minors you disgusting #wastes of clean oxygen 😭 mdni my foot gross ass adults should’ve never trusted them #the way I’d give them therapy to their complex traumas ☠️ imagine relying on a minor for therapy