#literally terrified i will kill it

[grilledsquids]

finally went to the orchid show at the botanical garden, GOD i love all those funky flowers. they’re so weird, and so varied. there’s flowers that smell like chocolate, and roses, and sweet vanilla. and petals in every shade of purple i can imagine. and flowers the size of my palm, and petals littler than my pinky fingernail. incredible.

i bought an oncidium with tiny red flowers that smells like the sweet pea lotion from bath & body works.

#literally terrified i will kill it #will be doing extensive research to care for it #i’ve managed phalenopsis orchids but not oncidiums

[ghost-bxrd]

Prompt:

It’s not that Jason forgot, per se.

But between smuggling a toddler out of the League of Assassins, trekking halfway across the world, and finding a suitable hiding place that’s also child friendly… well, it kind of slipped his mind that he’s supposed to be… dead.

Something that comes back to bite him in the ass when he takes Dami out for some ice cream and just so happens to run into non other than Brucie-fucking-Wayne

#look I’ve found a new fave trope and it’s Brucie Wayne having to keep up his act while internally LOSING HIS SHIT #Jason isn’t very into the whole revenge thing here #his mind is 85 parts ‘keep Dami safe’ 5 parts ‘kill joker asap’ and 10 parts ‘avoid bats at any cost’ #Jason doesn’t know who Damian’s father is #dealer’s choice if Jason establishes himself as Dami’s dad or older brother #his build certainly makes him look old enough #if you don’t look at his baby face lol #Jason runs into Brucie and goes straight into survival mode #Damian who is very observant for a toddler immediately clocks Brucie as THREAT based on Jason’s reaction #Brucie blue screens and desperately tries not to lose Jason in the crowd #jason is absolutely trying to lose Brucie in the crowd #while clutching Damian like his life depends on it #for all he knows it does #the visceral terror that your pseudo dad will take away your little brother/baby #Bruce who just wants to know if he’s hallucinating again: W A I T #jason who is terrified of being put in Arkham for killing people: no FUCKING WAY #hm maybe Jason plays the ‘I’m not Jason’ game again #it’s not gonna hold for long #but Bruce absolutely thinks that Damian is Jason’s bio child for a while and he’s on the WARPATH #Jason was sixteen when he died and never showed any interest in dating so literally every red flag is waving in brucie’s mind simultaneousl #or maybe Jason manages to get away and all Brucie is left with is the memory of his supposedly dead son #running away from him #and clutching a tiny kid #prompts #jason todd #batfamily #Damian wayne #batdad #brucie wayne

[lesbianleonardo]

sooo normal about this (lying)

#idw is constantly Kiling It with the turtle characterizations but man what they are doing with raph is so special #he was alone for a Year at the very start and then finally found his family #he’s familiar with how to survive but now he has a support system! a family! #and then bit by bit everything gets more dangerous #casey gets hurt Badly. leo is kidnapped and brainwashed. donnie almost dies. splinter’s desperate to kill shredder and succeeds #and then mikey leaves bc he sees the path splinter is on and he can’t be a part of that #raph’s family keeps getting hurt or they leave and he’s trying so hard to protect and keep them together #god the talk raph has with mikey absolutely rips me apart bc it’s literally right before splinter sets up harold as bait #we all know raph is the fighter and the protector but i really like how idw showcases it #he’s terrified but he can’t stop fighting or else something else will happen to his family and they will possibly get killed #sorry i’m insane about him #tmnt idw #tmnt #idw #idw raph #idw leo #idw donnie #idw mikey #teenage mutant ninja turtles #turtle talks

[poisonousquinzel]

"a dude in Texas legally changed his name to "Literally Anyone Else" and he's attempting to run for President against Biden & Trump" [source]

okay, but putting aside the comedic aspect of this, it is concerning the amount of people who are prompted to vote for candidates just because it's funny. I'm not the biggest fan of how his policy about the boarder sounds [Site], but I do implore anyone who is able to vote in the 2024 US election to please research other candidates.

The media is only going to continue pushing the idea it's inevitably going to be Trump vs Biden 2.0 and we have no other options, that we have to vote for Biden again because of Project 2025. Is that whole thing terrifying?

Yeah, fucking absolutely.

But voting for Biden will not solidify our safety from that. Biden is exactly like the rest of them. He always has been. You can't make the lesser of two evils argument when they're both just plain evil.

You cannot say that Biden is even mildly a better choice than Trump when he is currently directly involved in a genocide. That is not some little fucking thing. That in and of itself disqualifies him as a lesser evil. Biden is just as bad as him and he will not save us because he doesn't fucking care.

Cornel West [Site] is an Independent candidate running for President in the 2024 Election. [Policies]

Claudia De la Cruz and Karina Garcia [Site] are running for President and Vice-President as the candidates of the Party for Socialism and Liberation in the 2024 Election. [Policies]

There are options.

There are people trying to change the corrupt foundation our system is built on, but we have to help amplify them because the mainstream media will not.

#have you looked at what's happening in New York & the subways #There's so many reported shootings and deaths and it just seems to be getting worse. #I just looked up subway shooting ny because I wanted to check before saying something #There's reports from like 3 hours ago about someone getting pushed in front of one of the moving subways & there's so many others #or how about the like thousands of police officers that they've got stationed at subways in ny literally doing fuck all #or how everyone's going through a housing crisis and cant afford rent and cant get medical care because it can cost #$4000 to get a fucking ambulance and that's cheap. That's a ride to the hospital less than 20 minutes away probably. #or the rise in hate crimes and bigotry and all the shit they're now trying to censor with the kosa bill #or how terrifying places like Florida have became for anyone thats not seen as an equel by people who dont view most others as equels. #or how they're pouring billions into wars while we're in the midsts of a homeless crisis #suicide rates are at record levels in the us and it's only going to get worse. theyre pulling telehealth which will take away #life saving medical care for people who dont have the ability to go in person. people's ability to get therapy and meds being taken away #Is going to kill people. or how the Biden administration has fucked up their Covid response so goddamn badly #people are referring to the pandemic in past tense and have lost understanding for others who they'd have understood before #they've lied and they've concealed and its killing millions of people and disabling even more. but they will not take accountability. #long covid is ruining people's lives and they've successfully led the narrative that its not real or not that serious. #they will sit there and they will lie. they will say they've protected women's rights and that its a top priority. #they'll say that healthcare is a top priority but have suggested that they'd veto a healthcare for all bill because of its price tag #but will spend billions and billions and billions on a genocide that the majority is against. the system isn't going to begin collapsing #it already is. #its crumbled and we must demolish the corrupt remains and rebuild a better government that gives a shit about people #ALL people. #they use basic human rights as bargaining chips. #the Democrats and Republicans on a Venn diagram is a circle. wake up.

[thetruemxpink]

Quick doodle. Had this dream a long time ago, just never got to drawing the most powerful being I've ever conceived, now an OC.

Behold: Blue Tree!

I will draw more of my dreamscape beings and give Blue Tree a better drawing one day.

#dream #eldritch monster #artists on tumblr #art #my art #from my dreams #evil tree #literally killed other god-like beings #Blue Tree is among 2 creatures from my dreams that terrified me #the other i could not see lest my life end #rest assured they will be drawn

[laesas]

I don't know how much more explicit the message of "THIS IS GROOMING" could have been without Be On Cloud superimposing it in all-caps text over every one of Non and his teacher's scenes. People interpreting that as "cheating" are cracked in the fucking head.

#dead friend forever #dff the series #barcode fucking killed those scenes!!! the desperation and discomfort and resignation!?!! #the fact that Non was textually terrified of dying at the hands of Tee's uncles gang unless he found that money #and once he accepted it and Keng held that power over him did he lean in to kiss him. #theres a reason that even universoty professors are fired for having relationships with their ADULT students. #because holding a position of institutional power over someone like that in a relationship is deeply deeply disfunctional and bad #do you think that if you were a child that felt they had literally nowhere else to turn. not to parents. or friends. or partner. #and a teacher said they would fix all your problems in a room with a closed door and kissed you. #you wouldnt feel obligated to kiss back and offer yourself up in exchange??? #because what?? you're too moral??? you'd rather die??? #THIS IS HOW GROOMING HAPPENS. ITS ADULTS SEEKING OUT THE MOST VULNERABLE PEOPLE IN THEIR CLASSES AND HOLDING SOMETHING OVER THEM. #IF I SEE ANYONE CALLING NON A CHEATER AGAIN I AM GOING TO KILL. #ITS STATUTORY RAPE. YOU THICK FUCKS. #KENG MADE HIM KEEP HIS SCHOOL UNIFORM ON. HE'S A FUCKING PEDOPHILE. #IM GOING TO KILL. #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA SOME OF YALL ARE THE STUPIDEST MOTHERFUCKERS AROUND. YOURE STUPID. YOURE SO FUCKING DUMB. GODDDDDDDDDDDDD

[i-got-bad-knees]

One thing I love about Kim and Jimmys relationship is that from the start they have, like, the opposite of sexual/romantic tension. There’s literally no tension despite the fact they’re definitely not in a relationship, they’re just casually phoning each other late at night for weird robot phone sex that may or may not be a joke and giving each other foot massages and pedicures while venting to one another and getting drunk.

Their first onscreen kiss doesn’t seem at all to be their first actual kiss or their first night together, but it’s also not shown to have been a FWB situation or anything like that. We even see Jimmy on a date with another woman, but mcwexler still just explicitly Is from, like, day one and I like to think and wholeheartedly believe that was the case from when they first met. They just Clicked and didn’t even necessarily feel like they had to Do Anything with it, they were just each others person.

#I also like to think it was Jimmy specifically who craved an actual committed relationship and Kim who struggled #which tbh is. kinda canon. #that she’d be content to coax along like this indefinitely because personal relationships scare her #and it’s not until he’s fully wormed his way into her heart with his cringefail charm #that she realises how much she needs him and then it reaches the point she is literally willing to kill for him #and not only can she not ever care for someone like that again she’s also terrified to let herself #so she finds someone who is kinda nice but super boring and who doesn’t ever give a shit abt her opinion #and yep’s her way through life for a few years #mcwexler

[familyabolisher]

i mean the thing about the locked tomb is, That, it is literally about lolita by vladimir nabokov

#.txt #thought about marry kill reanimate again and made myself insane. #also 'no no' -> 'nona.' me when im NAMED for my negating the question of consent. #/the bit where she clutches her hand btwn her thighs whilst wanting to mutilate her body so that nobody but her would 'want' it #/with 'want' meaning literal consumption of it. i was terrified you'd find some way to escape before i was done. #john loves alecto john needs alecto. What if we all die

[sleepy-crypt1d]

love people making jack this suave sexy put together badass like babe we are talking about a man who canonically wont say fuck and says "yahtzee" when hes excited

#handsome jack #borderlands 2 #everyone needs to play the pre-sequel because he's such a fucking loser i am so in love with him #hes my husband its my job to bring up every embarrassing thing hes ever done #like saying booyah and getting caught pretending to lose connection on a call and getting punched when we first met him #and fucking up the violin bit and not getting sayings right and being so bad at talking and literally WHINING when he wants something #he is a LOSER that is IMPORTANT to his character DONT FORGET THAT #i fucking love him i want to put him in a salad blender and shake him around #like yes hes terrifying and evil and unbelievably well written buthim being a charismatic idiot is part of what makes him such a good tyrant #you CANNOT write him as the actual prowling beast that he is without making him a little silly :3c #yes he is a badass who have killed dozens and will do it again but also hes sooooo silly

[avirxy]

Since Claire's the Trollhunter in First Frost how do her and Strickler's interactions go after she finds out he's a Changeling, or sorta Changeling, like does she go after him straight away or tell her friends? Because they almost never interacted in Trollhunters.

I’ve actually thought about this because I don’t think they ever really did interact at least not after he was outed as a changeling, even when she was possessed, which is so strange.

But she connects the pieces after the Grit Shaka incident and they get the Gumm Gumm totem off another one of the kids. Jim still has no idea, neither does Barbara.

Claire does confront him alone, a very Claire move, out of blue and Strickler isn’t surprised, he drops the ball that he knows she’s cursed, but he still isn’t aware she’s the Trollhunter which comes back to bite him exponentially not long after.

I’ve got most of it blocked out and man, they’re both really cunning, and natural thinkers, the dialogue gets so snippy. And here he knows exactly where to antagonize, her strained relationship with her mom, being cursed, her little brother in the darklands, she almost goes after him right then and there for that comment. But the interaction happens in a public place so she can’t exactly get away with beating her history teacher to a pulp without running the high risk of getting hauled to the station.

Claire does actually end up telling the other kids about Strickler after she confronts him, the only reason she didn’t immediately is because one, she wasn’t a hundred percent sure and two, Jim and Barbara.

The dinner goes down a lot differently afterwards, because Strickler assumes the Trollhunter is actually Jim still, he isn’t expecting to get sacked by 5’5 of fury from the basement nor Draal more so later.

#trollhunters #tales of arcadia #toa #first frost #asks #claire nuñez #walter strickler #Jim wasn’t playing about fighting Strickler during dinner but Claire’s just genuinely out to kill him #and that literally terrifies him which is so valid #I think even after he’s redeemed though Claire will still despise him for what he did to her brother #she only agrees to play nice because Jim and Barbara

[ear-motif]

what kills me is that hannibal very clearly wants to be a provider and caregiver, but he just cant be because he can’t give up control over those he cares for

#hanniblogging #imo his drive for killing and eating his victims is yes to establish superiority over them #but what does that do? it establishes his control over them #over who? literally anyone. which means everyone. literally everyone #if anyone can be a victim the moment they cross hannibal then what does that really say. imo it says that hannibal views EVERYONE #as a potential threat #im sure he tells himself hes a god exacting old testament justice but man i dont think a god complex would sustain you this long tbh #you didnt slice beverly up and encase her in glass for the fbi to see to flaunt your power over them #they were already too close. he already lost control #beverly GOT INTO HIS FUCKING HOUSE #THE TRAINEE GIRL WHOS NAMR IM BLANKING ON JUST SAW HIS DRAWINGS AND SHE GOT TRAPPED FOR TWO YEARS!! #he let williford graham slice him up and put him behind glass and hes fucking terrified #hes bending over backwards as a warning and to scrabble for some kind of control over all of humanity bc he views everyone as a threat #bc he learned early on that everyone IS a threat. your parents wont protect you. your countrymen wont protect you. you can love someone and #they can use you while youre vulnerable with no guilt or shame #but those he cares for he also needs control over because they will be taken from you at a moments notice #so their free will doesnt really matter when youve been in fight or flight mode for 40 years straight and are convinced #they will be consumed if you dont consume them first

[snzluv3r]

if y’all found five yellowjackets in the same spot in your house over the past three weeks would you assume it was a nest??? bc i’m convinced there is a nest somewhere and it’s driving me crazy but nobody else in the house thinks it’s a big deal 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

#like am i crazy pls tell me if i need to call an exterminator or not #i am allergic to them and i’m terrified i’m going to get stung and die #today was the first time i found one that was alive and i had to kill it myself and i literally cried #somebody tell me if im being crazy or not

[i3utterflyeffect]

Crack ava au, rocket corp is r corp...

i had to consult with google to remember which one that is but...... yeah no that actually sounds legit i think that could be an au. if victim can duplicate themself then why not <3

#i admittedly cannot say much about this on the pm side of things because i am not the pm fan my friend is #but i do like that idea.... it would be neat and also kind of fucking terrifying #i would NOT want to run into a version of primal or ballista that literally killed all of their clones to become the best mercs out there #fuck that shit i'd just turn myself in LSKLKGJSGKDSGL #pitch posts #tommy's stickmen tag #not sure if this is mystic in disguise. last time i accused an anon of being mystic it ended up being someone ENTIRELY different dklgjslkdg #i still think about that incident btw. so fucking funny

[freckleslikestars]

You and your timing.

FARSCAPE | 4.22 Bad Timing

#farscape #farscape gifs #johnaeryn #john x aeryn #claudia black #ben browder #john crichton #aeryn sun #my gifs #bad timing #theyre so in love #thinking about that post i reblogged earlier about the best ship dynamic being 'i love you so much it's terrifying - a love so profound so #quickly that you need to run immediately before you hurt yourself and your love' and how that's literally Aeryn's MO from the beginning #and then you have this line 'I always could [see how this would end]' and it kills me because she knew. She knew the moment John said 'not #lot. not much at all' that she was going to fall for this stupid alien #because he intrigues her - she's spent her whole life following orders. knowing that curiosity was something to be quashed. and then she #meets this idiot who's got no idea about anything and he stands on a planet marveling like he's never stepped outside his own home #and she's curious. She thinks hes a useless waste of space and resources. but she's curious. Because he stands up for her. he intuits that #she's going to be executed and so he defends her. he doesn't know her but he does that for her. And that - that is a kindness she's unfamil #ar with. #and then he goes and tell her she can be more. more than her upbringing. more than her training. and she knows that she's ruined. she can't #go back to the PKs either way and in that moment she's not sure she wants to #and you can see her resist so many times. it's like she can see their fate and resists. she makes purposeful turns to leave and every time #she's dragged back to him. time and time again. and every time it's like she knows its going to happen #but this love she sees. this future. it's different and its terrifying and so she leaves him. And then she falls back to Moya and for a #couple of episodes she thinks it might be okay to let their love play out. but then someone else dies or is put in danger and its too big a #scary for her so she hides it away. knowing full well that their love is inevitable. She wouldn't leave her nice known life for just anyone #claudia black gifs

[straighttohellbuddy]

anyways something about when fall out boy said "Seems like the whole damn world went and lost its mind / And all my childhood heroes have fallen off or died"

#i have a lot of painful and nuanced emotions about the very recent news #there's something sickening and terrifying when you've felt an affinity for an individual's public performance of identity #even knowing that it's parasocial and that you don't know that person irl #and then finding out this person in whom you saw aspects of yourself that perhaps even helped you feel more confident and comfortable #was capable of this kind of cruelty .. or they were taken from the world without real warning .. #you are allowed to grieve the people you lose .. both the literal and metaphorical #the dynamics of parasocial relationships are weird and messy and sometimes unhealthy on both sides #but this betrayal kills the person you hoped they were and you're allowed to grieve that while disliking who they have been shown to be #also not the place i know but dream has cleared his name several times over shut the fuck up and stop mindlessly parroting lies about him #shut ur pretty mouth