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jessieren · 1 month

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Shaun tryiing to stop me losing my shit over the new photos of him in Laos...

Gotta be honest babe... not going to work

#shaun evans #itv endeavour #endeavour morse #I love new shaun content #and need more #moustache mondays #morsetache mondays #plus he's in uniform #who doesn't love a man in uniform #especially if that man is shaun #I'm not sure seeing him do this #would do anything to calm me down #maybe it works better with horses #I'd still be losing my shit #how does anyone stay calm when they meet him #I've been thinking about this a lot #just in case I ever do #and i've decided I would be utterly not cool #and just lose my shit completely #and completely embarass myself #its probably for the best i never meet him #I mean its not like its that likely anyway #it could be funny #or weird #probably weird if I'm honest #he'd probably run away screaming #and I'm back to probably a good idea if I don't #oh god my tags are writing themselves again #sorry...not sorry #hot damn evans

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jorvikzelda · 6 months

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legitimately nothing will make you realise your therapist isnt helping you very much quite like having 2 terrible terrible days in a row (in a very predictable way) and being completely fucking stumped as to how to deal with yourself

#i HAVE a therapist. i should not be having to get my coping mechanisms from my friends who got them from their therapists #like this is half the reason i started going to therapy - so i wouldnt have to rely on my friends for help #because like... i KNOW it's not healthy #in my early/mid teens I was the therapist friend who everyone came to with their mental health problems and it affected me terribly #and the last straw that made me actually go no fuck I need to go to therapy I can't do this without professional help -#- was the realisation that *I* had become that friend. the one laying all their mental health problems on their friends #and it's not getting better. I am. still doing that. I still feel like it's my only option if I actually want to be heard and listened to #anyway there are very much REASONS I'm doing this bad right now it's not out of the blue. I'm working on them today #but still I need like. COPING MECHANISMS. ms. therapist Please.#I would not be doing the Things rn if i didn't Have a way to Deal With Myself and guess where that came from ? that's right NOT MY THERAPIS #not horse game #delete later #maybe

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roxannes-love-letters · 10 months

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*slides into your askbox* cowboy au?👀 I'd loveee to hear some of your thoughts🙈

Please don't do this to me I already have three wips I can't deal with more 🙈

BUT. Porchay and Kim.

The Theerapanyakun deal smuggled alcohol in the Wild West -not surprisingly, they are enemies with lots of other smugglers, it's a dangerous job. Porsche starts working for them to support Chay, but falls in love with Kinn, they marry. Chay falls in love with Kim, and in canon fashion, he confesses his love, but Kim is worried about his safety, so he cruelly refuses him.

Chay is heartbroken, but decides to go on with his life and starts sending letters with a girl on the other side of Texas. Porsche suggests Chay go visit (read: marry) her, problem is, no one can make the journey with him. And, of course, the Wild West is a dangerous place, he can't go alone. Who's the only person who can go with him? Kim.

Cue to Kim and Porchay traveling through the desert together, huddling together in the cold nights, fending bandits, bathing together in a river, making love tenderly under the starry Texas night, cough, you name it. Through that, Porchay keeps trying to convince himself that he doesn't love Kim anymore. Kim, on the other hand, has given up on trying to not love Porchay, and is hellbent on trying to get Porchay to marry the girl, so that he can be happy and safe, away from the dangers of being close to a Theerapanyakun. Kim is so in love with Porchay it's a bit pathetic, and he knows that Porchay staying with the girl will break his heart irremediably, but it's a price he's willing to pay for Porchay's happiness. (forced proximity, ungodly amounts of pining, Kim being sooo whipped for Chay you have no idea, but having to do so in silence because he'd rather lose an arm than tell Chay that he'll kill and die for him so his solution is just to. kill and die for Chay. Without telling him.)

I really really really shouldn't write this but the mental image of Kim taking off Porchay's hat so he can kiss him under the Texan dawn is a siren's song and I am but a humble sailor too close to the water for comfort.

#this is all bisexualbard's fault i keep reading her kimchay fics and now I want to write kimchay myself #i'm not even that much of a fan i'd rather be writing vp but this dynamic worked better with them #please talk me out of this #I have other fics to write I can't keep leaving them unfinished #maybe it'll break my writer's block maybe it'll just mean that another fic goes unfinished i don't know what to do if I'm honest #it has cowboys and horses and hats and they take each others boots offs very gently and it's not historically accurate in the slightlest #because I'm using the Wild West as an aesthetic but shhh think of Porchay tenderly removing cactus prickles from Kim's skin

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captainofthestrangestship · 11 months

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Rewatching DS9 and VOY has just made me want to do episode rewrites but with the TOS crew. So what about Voyager s2 e25 Resolutions but with TOS mckirk or AOS spones. This is a kinda long post and just my random thoughts so heres a keep reading

So Jim and Bones are stuck on a planet while infected with some virus that doesn't effect them while on the surface. And the Enterprise then has to leave because of some reason. So Spock is left in charge like Tuvok was and has to deal with the fact that the Captain and CMO have been left behind and with the growing resentment towards him even though Kirk ordered them to leave.

Also like the idea of Bones being busy researching how to cure them while Jim quickly grows to enjoy the easy living and maybe for once in his life the ship isn't a burden on him. While bones is losing his mind because being stuck on a planet with nothing but researching this one cure is like Bones' worse nightmare. (like i know most people would think Bones would be like Chakotay but its my episode rewrite and i can do what i want). Also the idea of Jim wanting to build them a log cabin extension is very fun. Also since neither of them have any romantic attachments they actually do something about the romantic tension and then have to deal with that when they get back on the ship.

Though I'm not sure if they would have to ask for help from some enemy or Bones would just figure out a cure. Maybe Bones finds a cure and then isn't sure what to do since Jim seems so happy and he doesn't want to ruin that or maybe he thinks if they go back to the ship Jim will just pretend what happened on the planet didn't. And then a day later the ship comes back with a cure and he has to deal with the fact that he didn't instantly tell Jim about it. And of course Jim finds out and hes conflicted because he wants to be angry at Bones for not telling him right away but hes also angry that the cure was found at all so its a whole mess.

Or if it was AOS it would be Bones and Spock who are left behind mainly so it would mirror the fact that Janeway has a partner back home so spones just have awkward weird romantic tension. (not sure if this would have mckirk as well or just spuhura) Though in this version nothing would actually happen on the planet cos no cheating thanks, also not enough time would have past where they actually think theres no going back. Not sure either Spock or Bones would be like Chakotay, they'd both be super focused on finding a cure. They would also have to deal with this fallout on the ship but it would be in a very different way than TOS mckirk. Maybe if theres no mckirk it would end up with mccoy/spock/uhura in some configuration. Though if mckirk was already a couple it would stay the two different couples. lmao or maybe mckirk comes out of it since jim realised how much he actually missed Bones. i dont know this is post is turning into a mess

So its Jim and Nyota who have to deal with leaving the people they care most about behind. As i think there would be less resentment from the crew to deal with. I'm sure the med crew would miss their boss but they would have less power to make a fuss about it.

But theres still the fact that they're not as far away from starfleet as Voyager was and why the ship would leave but like why should that stop me?

I mean it could also just be AOS mckirk on the planet but for some reason i'm more drawn to the TOS version in this instance

#this post is dumb #mckirk #why do i think jim would be the one to “give up” well for one he cant actually help with the research #and he wants to want the simple life so i think he would get swept up in the idea of building a home away from it all #i dont think if they literally never got off the planet he would be happy long term but in the short term he would enjoy the hard work #also like could you imagine bones actually wanting to build a house by hand???!?!#If bones doesnt have doctoring to do he will get bored #im not taking any criticism on this /jk #also bones would be complaining the whole time and then jim builds him a bath to shut him up #though i dont think bones would have the subplot with the monkey #maybe theres some alien horses that jim gets attached to and he and bones go horse back riding #what is this turning into???#though the storm destroying all the work bones has done so he starts to come around to jim's thinking could work #you can see im more attached to the TOS verison #i do not think TOS spock would have a good time in this fic #but at least jim isnt in to much danger so he would only have to worry about the crew #and bones is with jim and hes the most annoying when jim isnt in charge so maybe it would be a better experience for him #also the crew wouldnt be going space mad so theres lots of things to consider #maybe i should actually write this

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queers4years · 30 days

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Indigenous Hawaiians really had a good system going: wake up reaaally early and do most of the days work while it's cool and by the time the sun was up and it got hot the work was done and you're free to surf and socialize. I wish the white people realized they themselves could work smarter and not harder and get time to relax. Instead of calling Hawaiians lazy (and being genocidal about it)

#Ik this happened in most if not all tropical regions that got colonized #they were so pissed that these 'lazy' people got all sorts of fruit and natural bounty 'handed to them'#when those indigenous people were just working before the colonizers woke up and felt no need to kill themselves in midday heat #Which is what's natural for an apex predator: lazing around #Like u see lions in big cuddle puddles during the hottest part of the day. And they have the privilege of laziness by being the top predato #Idk if lions have a specific time they hunt but ik they will hunt at night when people can't observe them #Also Europeans failed to recognize indigenous agriculture and the /purposeful / cultivation of helpful plants (done w/out clearing the land #And even if they were only foraging. Like. If you love the earth and care for it (and not clear it) the earth will love you back idk #Gah! It's just like we coulda eradicated capitalism in its cradle if Euroamericans werent so arrogant and sure their way of life was correc #Like what if they were explorers and not conquistadors and colonizers. And there was a true cultural exchange #Would it have been better if the Europeans never crossed the ocean (even if they weren't there to colonize)? yeah probably #Like while the disease thing wasn't on purpose (initially) Europeans did inadvertently kill a lot of people bc they had no immunity #But I also acknowledge the human desire to explore and see what's out there #But I wish it was like #Europeans: here's some horses and metal tools #Indigenous people: thanks. Here's a way of life more in harmony with nature and an understanding that we're part of the ecosystem #Europeans: oh cool let me bring these ideas back to Europe. Maybe we won't deforest all of England #(I say Europeans but eventually when Canada and America became independent entities they also were responsible for these things)#Capitalism #capitalism is hell #anti capitalism #Colonization #colonialism #colonial violence #Imperialism #conquistador #age of exploration

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kordbot · 8 months

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so The Beast has lost her goddamn shoe like 4 days before i move. this is fine

#i am insane i am the joker what the fuck the farrier won't be here for the next 5 days #WHY did she have to lose it NOW #like FUCK i had plans to work w her in the last 4 days we're gonna spend together but i guess the fuck not??????????#great way to say goodbye to me really [sarcasm]#the ONLY thing keeping me relatively sane is that there's another heatwave rn #so that maybe she'll AT LEAST not have enough energy to do crazy shit and hurt herself #what the fuck man why are horses like this #i'm not even that mad im just fucking?? worried about her like her hooves are already fucking sensitive #if she gets a hoof problem like right before i move it's gonna be probably the most stressful fucking thing for me #SHE BETTER NOT GET FUCKING HURT I SWEAR TO GOD

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teafiend · 8 months

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Gifs/stills credited to @Nungchae (Twitter/X)

“One man’s meat is another’s poison” is a good description of how the world works, and is a fine adage to live by. I also wish more in fandom will take the implicit refrain in the proverb by just letting others like what they like. Or don’t like.

This post is a reaction to some recent comments on TG I came across (I never learn), but which is not a diss at those who don’t like these elements in the show, but a reminder to myself that one of the many reasons I love the show - the camerawork, shots/angles and aesthetics - might not work for others. And that is okay because it is a personal preference. But this made me appreciate TG even more because PD, writer, crew and performers came together to give me an indelibly gorgeous show and I will be forever grateful to them.

#jung eun chae #kang gil young #the guest #ocn the guest #I have never loved a camerawork on a show as much as I love TG’s #so much so I can’t stand many of the filters used in other shows lately #I have stopped a show or two because I needed time to get used to the filters #though I have watched some better shows in the interim with amazing camerawork too #nothing beats TG in my heart truly #because I just don’t get bored of staring at the stills #but what works for me might not work for others and that is fine #but it is not an indication that the camerawork is not up to par in TG #it is a different approach/style #I simply wish some people get to separate good/bad vs likes/dislikes #it is not the same thing #beating an already dead horse #a small rant maybe

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bobzora · 1 year

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nevermind not gonna be another gomic today bc this one is NOT working 4 me but heres a joker i liked so hes not completely wasted lol

#bobtalk #gomics r supposed to be low effort stuff to keep me from stressing and keep me drawing so i dont plan for most of them #very much. sooo theres a lot of scrapped stuff when things dont work out :p lol. this one had a major tone/scope problem.shrugs #'tone problem' might sound weird from the guy who made both ann clothes comic and ryuji akechi horse comic but trust. it was bad :/#maybe a better writer could make it work but im like. famously bad at writing so im shelving it for now. heart

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sweater-equestrian · 2 years

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i will say. i have no idea what horse i want next (assuming i can afford to have another horse). Romeo is no longer rideable for me, and most lesson barns are just not going to have a horse big enough for me to ride. For wiggle room / insurance that I won't outgrow another horse, I am genuinely wondering if draft or draft mule isnt my best bet? the only other option imo is to pick out whatever the chunkiest quarter horse is and cross my fingers.

#i know mules work different than a horse dont @ me #also riding trained drafts and mules are not a thing here for under 20k so like. chances are id have to break a horse or #be able to afford a starter #so #the likely hood is slim to none #literally my future budget is less than 1k to get the horse which does not inspire confidence for finding a horse #that has the things i need it to have #such as: carrying a 260lb person #not making me look stupidly tall #not being outright dangerous #being surefooted would be a plus too #my cousins horse is not and handles well manicured trails poorly #and thats not the vibe for me #my ideal perfect beautiful horse is a seal bay who can hack out alone and handle all terrain #who can recover quickly from spooks #who can actually carry me at a trot and canter #maybe even try out the worlds tiniest jump?#idk i just want a horse i can become a better rider on and also just. go do things with #and romeo is not that horse #hes 26 and herd bound. he cant carry me at a walk anymore #and has never been cleared to carry my weight above a trot #so theres me. having owned a horse for 5 years #never having cantered on a horse

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lilolilyr · 1 year

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Sure, have a horse friend!

Omgggg thank you :D horsie 🤩 that is so sweet, my personal tumblr tamagotchi adsfghjkl I can't even

#horse friend #it's not like i can get any less productive this week so at least my tumblr procrastination can be made fun #also horse friend needs regular poop cleaning maintenance so maybe i can use that as reminders for myself to get back to work too?#might work better than my alarms because while they did work at some point #now I'm too used to them and they don't get much of a reaction from me anymor #x #anyway #thank you <3<3<3 #lilo gets gifts #purlturtle #tumblr tamagochi #feb'23 #2.2.23 #gift ask #ask the blogger #answered #non anon #not f #mine

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extemporary-username · 2 years

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I feel like my head is gonna explode :)

#im stressed cause i have my psychiatric appointment to get T #my classmate just cancelled a thing so i have to go print the final work on fucking minilab and idk if they'll even send me the images #my animation wont export #mom will shout at me if i even try to talk with her #my sense of self is ruined again cause i saw a fucking instagram post and it triggered me #FUCKING HATE INSTAGRAM WITH USELESS TAGS THAT WONT LET ME FILTER SHIT #FUCKING HATE HER AND HER STUPID HORSES #fuck #been on draft for a while and still mad maybe if i let it go it'll be better #sorry for the vent

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malpractice-morale · 5 days

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I am trying to get some joy back into my life and I may go and have a ride through the forest tomorrow!!!! Big might because horsey was at a rallye today and may be sore tomorrow but gods what joy that would bring me. And if not tomorrow then Thursday at the latest! I shall be on horseback again after two years!!!!

#not to get too horsegirl on here but #not getting to go horseback riding has been like a piece missing from me #I have missed having a hobby so so so much and this will force me out of the house twice a week #it’s not ideal because I can only take the horse out for hacks and can’t do flatwork but like #it’s close to my apartment and the area is beautiful and the owner of the horse is surprisingly chill #so hopefully (!!!) this will work out and I can claw back that missing piece #and maybe be a bit better mental health wise for it #also I don’t know either why my English is this stilted rn but that’s my brain for you

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varjopeura · 19 days

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#okay my brain has been SO hard to handle for the past few days. just a constant alarm blaring through my mind at all times #and i have no idea why! i could maybe get it to settle if i knew Why this is happening suddenly!#i wish i had some time to take care of this. to approach my brain like a skittish horse and go hey babe what spooked you so bad #did you see a scary shadow? or did you mistake the mailbox for a dragon again? or did you maybe catch a glimpse of an actual dragon?#(please do note that you did not get eaten by the dragon. whatever scary thing made you behave like this did not in fact hurt you this time #i just want to gently coax my mind horse to come see what upset it so much so we can walk past it in peace #but i have to go to work tomorrow! The Customer Service Sona does not have time or space for taking care of mind horses!#ahhhh i'll just have to wish this passes on its own. or at least doesn't get any worse until i can take a better look at it #sussitalk

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citrinide · 23 days

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I WANNA MAKE THOSE SILLY PIXEL ART BOUNCE ICONS AGAIN RAH