#me in high school and also last week

[arabela25]

Carpe Diem, Joker Out | Slovenia, Eurovision Song Contest 2023

#eurovision #eurovision 2023 #esc #joker out #slovenia #slovenia '23 #carpe diem #another one that underperformed I guess #but I'm sure they'll be fine #how have you guys been? today I had an interview for a job I'm pretty sure I don't actually want #it's too far away and it's in 3 shifts #I could do either but both?? we didn't talk actual €€ but I don't think it'll be worth it #driving more than 45 mins to start at midnight?? I don't think so #I got there and the hr person is actually a woman my age I went to high school with (and same university too) #and one of the other women also looked familiar and that's because she went to the same high school too only she's a year older #ofc the job I actually want has been silent since last week when they did confirm they got my resume #idk it doesn't take that long to look at it and conclude I don't fit the profile (and I don't) #and just tell me 'no thank you'

[emily-mooon]

Nordegrim high school au (more like a what if they met in high school scenario I guess)

Designs inspired by this piece of fanart by @/dinosaurs_png on twitter (which was reposted on to Pinterest and the Pinterest link is sadly the only link left as I think they deleted their twitter)

#nordegrims here’s your food for the week #I’m usually not the biggest fan of high school aus but shush let me think about Stacey lending Neil a pencil and that’s how they #became friends #I just guessed that the uniforms in the fanart i linked were from #st Joel’s the high school Scott went to for a bit shown in the flashback of volume 2 #gave Stacey a bunny hair clip cause I headcanon her favourite animal is a rabbit :3 #and also cause it’s cute #new variant of my doodle style :] #finished this last night and I let it sit in the drafts #do I still like it? yes yes I do #scott pilgrim #stacey pilgrim #young neil #neil nordegraf #nordegrim

[dont-offend-the-bees]

this testosterone is strong shit i wanna go out and play basketball

#homoerotically like a sort of high school musical i don't dance situation but nonetheless #sitting on bus home rn thinking boy wish my feet were moving and i was throwing balls at stuff #hoping the good mood lasts even when I'm back home with mum pray 4 me #mr. bees speaks #this is also at least partly bc i had fun playing arcade basketball connect 4 with kieren this weeked #as camply as possible #felt good to jump and bounce and such tho

[essektheylyss]

no more "fix-it fics". enough "everybody lives au". everybody DIES au. I could make it (canon) WORSE.

#this joke brought to you hilariously not by recent events but in fact rediscovering my old ffn fics from high school #they exist and are easily findable lol #and boyyyy have i not only really not change. but i have MELLOWED on the angst. #if you think my fics are rough now... #literally wrote MULTIPLE fics for a romance-oriented procedural where one or both of the leads died and someone else had to deal with that #hilarious. like. this was 'i know they're gonna get out of this tight spot canon left them in last episode. but what if they didn't. :3' #like say what you will about some of my sadder content but the characters aren't getting MURDERED #also went out of my way to write the cockblock rival LI sympathetically in one scenario #like this character was universally reviled. MEANT TO BE in fact. and several comments were just 'icb you made him impossible to hate' #me at all times: have you considered. this character is not evil. just trying their best and not favored by the narrative but like. fine. #and also do you want to talk about GRIEF? #would love to study my high school self like a bug. who was she. fuck if i remember lmfao #ANYWAY this is genuinely so funny #also damn ffn reviewers were brutal about update times lol #also were not shy about 'WOW this is so ooc' (they were wrong. to be clear. they were mad about a ship thing) #the writing was 'eh' but the specific aspect of the characterization they were mad about was not lol #but also uwu over some of the comments i was looking through last night #some of them were like 'wow someone said this about tiefling fic last week!'

[justxaxstrayxkid]

Small and low quality Mizuchi ft smol baby Yato

It's been a while. I miss these posts :(

#noragami #mizuchi #yato #Noragami spoilers #i'm thinking of coming back to this blog #like posting frequently like i used to #not everyday but hopefully at least once a week #life has been so hectic #firstly i think last year i lost commitment for this blog cuz i was hyperfixating on a visual novel series #and that series literally took my attention away from everything i swear l #and then this year happened oh dear lord school is beating me to a pulp every damn week #started at a new school in november & it took me long to make friends #and on top of that most of my classes are ultra boring and the teachers pile on work like crazy #i have to push myself so hard and burn out at the end of every week to get every assignment turned in #only got a month left of school so yea but also nay cuz there's sm left to do #got a damn eoc exam tomorrow and then a physics exam the next day #i have a performance for my asl class which im so not prepared for in a few weeks #and then finals like the week after the performance i think? #oh and my algebra teacher said she's giving us another exam before the final #very fun!! i love being a high schooler XD

[imperpetuallylost]

kinda crazy but…

im gay for you

:o no way i’m also gay for u <3

#also i’m fucking exhausted it was a long ass day of robot #i broke down crying for no reason in the middle of my last tech interview for drama #because i was so fucking stressed abt hosting the robotics comp this weekend and waiting on college decisions #and also two of my friends were like in the hospital at the time #one bc they hadn’t eaten in like a week because of an ed and we’re doing really badly #and the other because they had to get stitches bc of sh #but i couldn’t really explain alllll of that to my drama teacher #anyway #i did hear back from one of the schools tho!!!!! and i got in!!!!!! #but they didn’t give me as much money as i would have needed to commit there #so like i probably won’t end up going even tho i really loved the school and it’s kinda my top choice #and also the accepted students days all conflict and i ended up signing up for one that would mean id miss the end of district champs #for robotics if we qualify #which my hopes are vaguely high this year #but now i’m gonna have to miss part of it if we do :///// #and the other more competitive one i’m waiting on hearing from some time this weekend i’ve been checking the portal like every twenty minute #it’s really bad #anyway i’m gonna go take a shower and then go to sleep before i drive myself to another breakdown #idk why the tags of this ask was my place to say all of this but it sure was

[luuxxart]

COMIC FURY | TUMBLR BLOG

#penitence update #student council au #CHAPTER FIVE FINALE YALL #COME GET YALLS AKESHI JUICE #ok jk jk #u know it’s still a shuake comic at the end of the day #honestly at this point I’ve accidentally given more clear hints to hitonami which is NOT VIABLE but it’s funny #(it is not viable btw bc she is a million years old goddess and he is in high school) #((Marie is like. also hard for me to ship w anyone bc like. I don’t know how to rectify that she is. technically a million years old goddes #ANYWAY ENJOY THE LAST OF TJE CHAPTER #SEE U IN TWO WEEKS FOR CH6 #maybe 3 idk. I kind of want to wait til thanksgiving break to update again

[moregraceful]

put 712 of the worst words ever put in a google doc tonight BUT! it is 712 more words in the google doc than i had yesterday. this fic will be more than 2k, so help me god

#the past six months have been so weird after posting over 200k last year (including the longest fic i've written since bandom) #i think i would have been fine continuing to post 1-3k one shots all year if i had not just had to request extended time off of school #but between that + having no idea if i have a regular schedule at the library + my nonprofit boss sending a harrowing welcome back #i'm like by god jason robertson we are going to take a couple of leisurely 7-10k+ strolls to get you a boyfriend or two this summer #well all that + being horrendously writers blocked on the other two longer projects lmfao oh my god #10k deep in one and every time i open the google doc a portal to hell opens up in my living room #0k into the other bc every time i open my outline another different portal to hell opens up in my shower #i get no rest. i get no peace. every morning i wake up and 5 more demons are- oh my god #bro my fucken train of thought just got completely derailed by spotify. i know i'm the last person in the world to know this but #3oh!3 and big freedia remixed rebecca black's friday?? and it's completely unlistenable?? girls what did you do #3oh!3 kill me bc no time traveler ever took their faces in hand and kissed them gently on the forehead and looked into their eyes #said ''please focus on coloradosunrise it will literally course-correct the trajectory of your career from frat house gimmick to #rowdy but respectable indie edm artists. you can remain true to your warped tour dirtbag origins but you HAVE to develop THAT sound'' #like the chainsmokers are a joke but i feel like THAT + ANGRY EMO GIRLS + THEIR TOTAL DISREGARD FOR MARKETABILITY... could have been THEM #when the piano drops?? hello?? i had so many mental breakdowns in college listening to that song they could have defined a generation #like who else is gonna get noah cyrus and ashe and gayle and olivia rodrigo's vision. only warped tour dirtbags. #me @ myself [so lovingly]: what are you talking about. how old are you #me @ myself: talk to me abt earth 2 in which 3oh!3 remixed i got so high that i saw jesus....and it whipped ass #also. i had to google how old i was. THREE TIMES last week. #the minute i turned 32 apparently i was like i'm in my mid-30s now the rest of this decade is NOT my business until i turn 38 #this post was supposed to be an uplifting reminder to myself to keep pushing forward and trying hard and to not let the rot consume me #but i think i just drove off a cliff like fully my god #i need listen to big freedia more she rules #fresno oilers.txt #another banner day in the tags with kasper moregraceful

[siena-sevenwits]

:-)

#I've spent the past week organizing in the play's wake - sorting and laundering huge numbers of costumes #some to return to those they belong to and some to come home to my costume storage room which had become chaotic over the last few #months #so a complete spring cleaning for the storage room became part of my task list too. Now the play's been over for a week #and the emails are starting to come in from admin about next year. As some of you know I did a lot of discernment this semester #about what next year should look like and I have decided a mix of continuity is best. I won't be working for my 'main' schoolboard anymore #but I will continue to teach and direct for the one program in the city (the one I did the play for) and possibly with a new home school #enrichment program that may go ahead this year if there are sufficient numbers. Otherwise I am going to spend a semester #tutoring and running workshops f I can get it off the ground. Then we'll see. #Anyway - admin wants me to get new syllabi in to them within a month's time so my thoughts are all in that direction! #I get to teach 19th/20th century Canadian history to the middle schoolers and Late Antique/Medieval Church History to the high schoolers! #Also direct another play and do a humanities course centred around an epic in the spring (the last couple of years we've done Iliad and #Odyssey - they want Aeneid this year but I am trying to talk them into another option. The Aeneid is valuable but I am not sure it's the #time or place with this group of students. The result of all this is that I am spending far too much time doing Internet research for ideas #and then taking breaks on tumblr - which isn't good for my eyes or mental health. What with the play and end of term #I fear I've been out of the reading habit. I'm still hyperfixating on the Book of Romans so there's that at least #but I lost the novel I was in the middle of and am not feeling so motivating with out books. It's a proper reading slump! I need a kickstar #of sorts. Feel free to yell at me that I should pick up a book!

[cranbozo]

i hc so hard that futaba had major crushes on ann and makoto after they first finished her palace. like imagine a group of kids ur age come and save you from ur own brain and it includes two pretty girlies. i mean come on

#obviously the crushes would be one sided #and i dont think they lasted longer than 2 weeks #but still #also i might be projecting as a lesbian who had really bad social anxiety for a few years #if that were me??? in high school?? i would be all over ann and makoto #futaba sakura #persona 5 #p5 #futaba persona 5 #also futaba is a lesbian (real and true)

[aroacehanzawa]

I was wondering, what languages *do* you speak? (and for academic curiosity's sake - do you have any advice on holding more than two languages in your head at the same time without mixing them up?)

*cracks knucles* OK SO i speak swedish (native language 1), vietnamese (native language 2), finnish (born and raised in finland), english (went to international school), and french (studied for 10+ years)

Also sidestory i lowkey count german too because i understand german through english/swedish osmosis + living in germany for half a year as a kid + studying it in high school for a year despite it literally overlapping classes with my french classes but they were like damn this kid already known one million languages just let her do whatever 👍 so i went to the german lessons instead of french but still turned in the french homework etc for an entire year. also they mistook me for a native speaker in austria once. but i still don't speak german tho not really

For me since most of my languages i learned early in childhood, they're pretty much ingrained and separated enough to not mix up in every life.

I did sometimes mix up the languages in my head when i was simultaneously learning french and german (+ italian over that summer. and briefly russian also. i'm so normal i promise) and i basically just had to spend more time on one than the other so that they would be less even. Something like studying the main language every day and the side one only on weekends etc.

That's the only advice i can think of tbh. I think being exposed to so many languages since a young age my brain is just naturally able to juggle a bunch of them without too much confusion lol

#sorry i can't give language learning advice like a normal person dhsjfhsjdjs #for reference. i am currently staying in the netherlands for the summer. and i just Understand things. #before i even came here i was looking at housing adverts and i didn’t even realise when i was reading one in dutch instead of english #i have not taken a single lesson of dutch in my entire life #what else is there. oh yeah i understand spoken + written norwegian too. it comes free with the swedish subscription #russian also. took sporadic lessons of it in high school and last week i downloaded duolingo and the placement test made me skip 12 units #but now i'm learning it for real this time #sorry i don't mean to flex fhsjdjks languages are like. idk. my brain just absorbs them #let's not go into the amount of japanese and korean and chinese i understand just from watching dramas

[freensrcha]

life updates (even though no one asked for it): i finally after 6 years of trying moved out of the country woohoo. i’m in a whole new country in a whole new continent and today is the first day i’m just chilling in my room.

i want to get back to making gifs and being more online but honestly there’s nothing fun going on rn and also my classes start on monday :( the only thing that has me excited is only friends and 23.5 but i also have 500 things to catch up to so if any of them get me out of my slump i may end up here again

also... WHY DOES EVERYTHING LOOK SO DIFFERENT ON HERE 😭😭😭

#i miss giffing and being online but the past few months we’re exhausting irl and the next few months will be too #also my time zones gonna be really off so i hope of and 23.5 air on fridays 😭 or saturdays at least #i have to start jun & jun and law of attraction both of which i have high hopes for #i started club friday moments and memories for the mess #and honestly it is A MESS™️ but i like that so #i have to catch up to two weeks of home school #im also watching tokyo in a april is... and the last episode almost made me cry #the last show i i finished was mouse and honestly... twas kind of a mess towards the end but i still loved it #thats kinda about it #jmr

[lesbiacnh]

omg i get a little stressed and to cope i end up playing esthetician until 130 am and go to bed feeling worse than before. and like id pluck every leg hair out but haven’t brushed my teeth yet. and after that my skin gets soo bad and im like whattttt why is this uappening.

#text #the past couple of months have been crayzeeeeeee but now things are cslm. but im still 🫨🫨🫨 mentally bc im not in a good routine or anything #it always starts bc im like ‘i need to take better care of myself’ and then ends badly. lol #tiktok ‘everything shower’ joke kinda made me get back into the strange habit of doing the absolute bare minimum + doing everything in one #night and feeling worse. instead of like having a more consistent routine #rly i need to start working out again. it helps me regulate things bc i like to plan ahead lol #im on anxiety meds now so im gonna TRYYYYYY to help myself by getting in a better routine #AND BY THAT. i mean SLOWLY bc ive gone through this cycle before and and starting things all on the same day is a variant of this. #and i gotta get off my phone. my neck fucking hurts from sitting weird and scrolling too long #tiny bit cringy to admit but i want to find a stim toy that i could do the same scroll motion on. if that makes sense #like a smooth peice of metal or something. maybe i’ll buy a little keychain and see if that could replace the motion while im chillin doing #something else #SORRY if anyone does read this usually i reread my posts to make sure im coherent before posting but its 140 something am and im high again #ALSO 2024 resolution im done being high on most week nights. i need to calm down w it #ok last thing bc this is funny #phoebe bridgers song came on while i was driving home and the one lyric was like im not afraid of going back to school……. #and it hit me in that exact moment bc I AMMMMMM AFRAID TO go back to school but im not‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ it’s fine‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ i am not gonna #ok goodnight. i brushed my teeth #sabotage this.

[caorl]

posting in ehre bc my friends are prob tired of me yapping about this on tt but i cant wait to get a neurologist appointment and got exams done bc im sure i have narcolepsy and have been for a couple years now yet im so so afraid of going bc what if i do have it. and worse. what if i dont have it and all my struggles actually have no explanation other than me being lazy and weak lmao i cant stop thinking about it im so anxious over this

#this is the year we get diagnosis DONE #but fr im so much more interedted in getting this sleep shit checked out #than i am on confirmingg my autism #bc at this point like. theres no way im not on thr spectrum lmao #like if my autism avaliation comes out negative it will be shocking to me #but i'll live ive spent 20 years thinking im just a freaky creature before i found out it could be autism so it eont weight as much ig #but the narcolepsy slash hypersomnia shit..that fucking bothers me.sm #it explains everything ive been having since i was about 13 lmao the peak was the last years of high school #and then living alone in college and getting sleep apralysis every day i got to the point i wouldnt even br frightned anymore #i still have it about like ojce every two weeks now but nowadays what bothers me most #is feeling my muscles go numb when im walking home from college bc i want to sleep #and having hallucinations when im waking up or falling asleep although im also used to these so they dont scare me bc i know im hallucinatin #yk.. #but yea the sleeping all day everyday fucking sucks #even when im having fun lol there are couple of videos of me playing the guitar for fun and just sleeping in the kiddle of it #also . when i got put on wellbutrin i had multippe convulsions #that tookme to the er and i dont remember a thing from that week so idk if it made some damage #bc they didnt make any exams at the hospital #they literally said i had overdose although i took the right dose #then injected some muscle relaxant w me #that made me convulse and go unconscious again #and then got me stable and sent me home like Yeah that happened idk just sleep it off #and i have migraines since i was 12 so liek #i hope the neurologist i get sent to takes me.serious #i feel like there is something going on yk #anywayssss #personal #narcolepsy #idk if theres a commujity here on the tags but lmk i feel all alone on this

[artemisiatridentata]

guys omg i posted my first ever fic on ao3 yesterday and people are being so nice!!! I've already got three sweet and thoughtful comments, almost 100 kudos and nearly 500 hits!! i'm pleasantly surprised :']

#it's a lokius fic #did not expect That to take over my brain but after watching loki w/ my brother last week... well #i've been setting aside at least 1 day/wk entirely for creative stuff #and yesterday i intended to draw or paint but instead i wrote a 3k lokius fic! lmao #unexpected but hey i'm actually pretty proud of it and it made me feel good to write and im glad other ppl are enjoying it :] also side not #i love this :] smiley face it's so cute #personal #my art #(kinda. writing is art!!!) #it literally came out of nowhere tho like I’ve hated marvel since high school lol #and when my brother said I should watch Loki I was soooo skeptical but I did it bc I love my brother #and. well. I will not under any circumstances hand it to marvel but they kinda went off with the lokius subtext

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

oh my god everything makes sense now

#ive had so much troubke sleeping for the last like. 3 weeks. like i havent been getting more than 4 hrs of sleep most nights #and its SUCKED so bad and ive had the worst dreams ever like #its either mind empty blank 0 dreams whatsoever (<< which ive learned also sucks! feels bad and empty in the morning) #or like..trauma nightmares. like im back in high school type nightmares. and a few work stress dreams sprinked in for flavor #lkke this has been. An Issue. #I JUST FIGURED OUT WHY. AND I FEEL SO STUPID #ITS BECAUSE I DONT HAVE LOKI LIVING WITH ME ANYMORE. #im at my parents house for the weekend and . got here at like 8pm last night. #laid on the couch. loki jumped up on thr couch with me to cuddle #and ive always said hes so good at this bc hes warm and he lays on top of me so hes like a weighted blanket #and i cant move my arms to look at my phone or anything so its SO easy to fall asleep w loki cuddles #AT 9PM I FELL ASLEEP. i havent gone to sleep before midnight in like 2 months. #and when i had 2 get up to move to the guest bed he followed me. #and i just woke up from a nightmare and he was on the other side of the bed so i reached my hand out 2 pet him #and he laid his little chin on my hand and oh my god everything makes so much sense now. #ive always kind of half joked abt loki being an esa. because im like. he is. but not officially #hes never been trained for it and we dont have like. documentation for it bc ive never been officially diagnosed for anything (hell world) #so i feel bad calling him that bc it feels like im. disrespecting people that Actually Need esas #(<< coming from.a guy who Actually Needs An ESA Apparently.) what the fuck #head in hands. everything makes so much sense now #and normally id go all science brain on this like oh it was just one night iwas probably just too tired i need more evidence to be sure #but like. i have loterally not slept this well in a month and a half. #I have not gonento sleep before midnight in AT.LEAST the last two weeks. CONSISTENTLY . #head in habds.