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#anyway i’m gonna go take a shower and then go to sleep before i drive myself to another breakdown
imperpetuallylost · 1 month
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kinda crazy but…
im gay for you
:o no way i’m also gay for u <3
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jocelynships · 2 years
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I rlly hate FB memories sometimes lmao
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gojos-thot-patrol · 10 months
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please can i get headcanons for gojo,geto and nanamis love languages please! thank youuuu
But of course you can Anon!! I read this request and instantly got ideas, so thank you for the ask <3 without further ado,
Now Presenting...
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Starring: Satoru Gojo, Suguru Geto, Kento Nanami, and a bonus Ryomen Sukuna ;)
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The Touch Starved,
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Satoru Gojo
PHYSICAL. TOUCH. Gojos love language is physical touch, no I’m actually not taking criticism at this time <3
“But Narrator! He always has his full body condom (infinity) on!” I hear you yell. And Yes, dear reader, that’s the point.
He’s spent so much of his life unable to let anyone get close. Touch is inherently an act of trust, and he doesn’t touch anyone.
So the first time you hug him, and he actually lets himself experience intimacy, he actually turns into a puddle and melts in your arms.
And that shit is basically coke, he’s had a taste and he can not get enough.
When you’re driving he’s touching your thigh, you’re going to sleep he’s cuddling you close, you’re taking a walk he’s holding your hand, watching a movie on the couch and his head is in your lap. You get the idea, if you’re around he’s touching you
If you really want to make his day, offer to play with his hair. There is a 40% chance he’ll tear up about it.
Honestly, I genuinely feel like he’d be a little bit annoying about it. Random hugs and kisses constantly happening, it would be hard to get anything done, I’m not gonna lie
He’s kinda like a cat! The moment you try to get any work done, he’s crawling into your lap and you gotta work around him.
Hold on, wait, where's my cat meme-
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It’s Him.
I’m being serious, cup his face like that and watch him turn to putty.
Moral of the story: Gojo just wants to be held
Man is never defeating the Baby Girl allegations
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The Sickeningly Sweet,
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Suguru Geto
WORDS OF AFFIRMATION, BABYEEEE
Suguru was born with a silver tongue in more ways than one and he knows how to use it.
“You’re breathtaking, you know that?” “How did I get so lucky to have someone as magnificent as you?” “My darling is so talented, what ever will I do when the world learns to appreciate you as much as I do?”
He’s going to single handedly raise your self esteem, watch him. He is going to pour honeyed words over you like a warm, safe shower
….Look, I’m not good with words, BUT HE IS! You get what I’m trying to say!
He would leave little notes for you to find around the house with sweet little messages. Just to give you a little dopamine rush, ya know?
He definitely sends you random texts throughout the day letting you know that he’s thinking about you and missing you.
God help you on any holiday that could possibly call for card giving. Valentine's Day, Christmas, your birthday, your anniversary, He’s going to write you a card, and it’s going to make you cry. It’s a personal goal of his.
Doing simple household chores has never felt more rewarding tbh.
Like, yea, you’re going to do the laundry anyway. But having him tell you how thankful he is for you and how much he appreciates it really makes getting through the task easier.
Would writing a song for someone count as acts of service or gift giving?...
Doesn’t matter, he writes songs for you, there I said it.
He’s 100000% The type of boyfriend that points out how attractive you are Every. Single. Time. He sees you in any state of undress. Prove me wrong, you can’t. Doesn’t matter if he’s seen it 101 times before, He’s going to call you hot.
Honestly he’s a major confidence booster.
Ngl, part of me thinks I’m giving him too much credit but oh well LMAO.
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The Always Helpful,
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Kento Nanami
Nanami is giving me Acts of Service tbh.
Like, he’s 1000% the “I will make you breakfast in bed” kind of husband material, and that is an act of service if I’ve ever heard it. 
Honestly, He just wants to do anything he can to try and make your day a little bit easier.
If that means doing the dishes even if it’s technically your turn, then so be it!
Doors might as well not exist to you when you’re with him, he will open them all
“I noticed your water bottle was empty. I got you another one.” “I know you’ve been stressed lately, I made your favorite for dinner tonight.” “Here, let me get that for you.”
He was made to be a caretaker tbh.
You can read between the lines there as little or as much as you’d like
If he catches you doing a chore, he’s going to find a way to help, sorry I don’t make the rules.
You’re washing the dishes? He’s drying and putting them away. You started cleaning the living room? Perfect, he’ll clean the kitchen. Oh, you washed the laundry? Looks like he’s gonna fold it and put it away.
He wants you to feel like you’re in a partnership. I genuinely don’t think he buys into this traditional idea that one partner makes money and the other takes care of the home front. Homemaking is a team effort god damn it!
It goes both ways though. If you really want to make him feel loved, a warm home cooked meal is the way to this man's heart.
He’s going to make the next meal to show his appreciation though.
 Someone put this man in a maid dress tbh.
I need me a Nanami tbh lol
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The Ever-Present,
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Ryomen Sukuna
OKAY sooo here’s the thing. It’s fuckin Ryomen my guy. Love languages almost require conscious acts of love, or to at least ya know admit you’re in love. In that sense, Ryomen doesn’t have a love language; he actively mocks the concept of “love languages” as humans refusing to accept the fact that their emotions are all just chemical reactions in their brain designed to make them want to fuck.
That being said, it's Quality Time. 
Ryomen’s love is always quiet. It’s him sitting in the same room as you while you read, casually talking with you while you do chores, or insisting on being in the garden while you tend to it because “It’s my (his) garden, I’ll be here if I want! Don’t think I’m here for you.” He absolutely is there for you.
His biggest act of love is letting you sleep in his room with him. That's quality time by definition my guy.
He genuinely gets so jealous when you spend time with other people because that's how he defines love. It's the person you want to spend time with (Don’t ask him about it, he won’t admit it) so you spending time with other people means you love them. And he can not handle the idea of you loving anyone that’s not him.
Remember when I said Satoru was like a cat? I take it back, Sukuna is like a cat. He wants to be in the same room as you but the last thing he wants is to be perceived by you.
He just wants to watch you read your book and not be grilled as to why he insists on being with you all the time. He’s clearly just, uh…enjoying the fireplace! Duh! Foolish mortal, why would he vie for your affections?...so, uh..whatcha reading?
He will never admit it, but his favorite thing in the world is to sit in the garden with you, listening to you talk about flowers while he pretends not to care.
This is followed closely by holding your close to him at night, whispering words of affirmation to you you will never hear when awake. 
I think that spending quality time with you is the only way Sukuna knows how to show love. I think he often gets overwhelmed by physical affection. He’s not used to it, and he didn’t immediately take to it the way Gojo did. Words of affirmation are out because he’s not a wordsmith unless he’s making threats. Can’t do acts of service because his ego would never let him do a favor for anyone else, and he can’t find any gifts that feel worthy of you- none of them feel right. So, Quality time it is.
Words may fail him, but he’s aware of how he feels. And the soft intimacy of listening to your favorite music with you, watching you hum along and dance makes him feel so viscerally raw, that it’s almost enough to make him admit there maybe more to love than just chemicals making you want to fuck. 
Should I just write a fic at this point? Maybe because GOD I am a fucking sucker for soft Sukuna. Yes I am aware I am part of the problem, I do not care, give me 2 weeks. I can fix him!
Just imagine stargazing with Sukuna for a second. Imagine listening to the crickets chirp off in the distance, both of you are aware that it goes against everything he’s ever said for him to be out here with you, and both of you know better than to acknowledge that fact. You know you’re not supposed to love him because he claims he will never love you, but as your hand meets his, and you watch him tense for just a second before relaxing under your touch again, you both know it’s only a matter of time now. 
 I always get carried away on Ryomens section in these.
I just really love my weird little demon dude lmao. 
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ameliora-j · 3 months
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CAN YOU PLEASE DO ROUGH DOM NIALL. i’m actually begging. maybe the reader acts up on purpose for attention because niall is busy with his new album and he has to put her in her place 🫢 btw i love ur work, your like my fav author on this app xx
pls ur gonna make me cry :’) thank u angel ♡
content: mean dom!niall, fem!reader, brat!reader, edging, cumplay, impact play (flogging, slapping), spitting, humiliation, degradation, tummy bulge, creampie, breeding kink, lots of pet names, dominant/submissive themes, no aftercare written but it happens!, THIS HAS BEEN SITTING IN MY DRAFTS FOR SO LONG I’M SO SORRY BAE DODOWNEN, THIS IS AN 18+ BLOG MDNI !
you’re grumpy—and you have been for the last week and a half. had niall been paying any attention to you at all, he’d have realized as such earlier. however, he is deep into the finalization stage of his new album. you’re proud of him—more than proud of him. niall turns your world that much is obvious. you praise any and everything he does. so of course you’re overjoyed he has a new album coming, and so proud of all his hard work.
you just can’t help but feel a little… jealous? neglected? you’re not a hundred percent sure exactly what you would call it in truth. it feels like a big dark cloud of grump is sitting above your head and you can’t do anything about it. niall is your boyfriend, the love of your life… but first and foremost he is your dominant. he keeps you in check, makes sure you’re always on track, and fucks you into oblivion every night.
the problem is that with his new album, he hadn’t fucked you in almost two weeks. to go from having sex every day—multiple times a day—to none at all for a whole two weeks was really taking a toll on you. it’s niall’s own fault, anyway—your sex drive wasn’t nearly this high before you’d met him. you don’t realize that your sexual frustration is building up until you’re already on the brink of an explosion. waking up in the morning with only one thing on your to-do list: be the biggest brat known to mankind.
unbeknownst to you, niall had taken the day off. he realized that he was neglecting you a bit—it’d been too long since he saw your pretty face when you were awake. you’re surprised to see niall still laying in bed beside you, sleeping peacefully when your eyes flutter open. you look to the bedside table and read the numbers on the alarm clock before pushing his shoulder.
niall wakes with a grunt, gasping a bit as he turns to look at you. “wha’s a’matter?” he mumbles tiredly, rubbing the sleep from his eyes.
“you’re late” you mumble grumpily as you move to get out of bed. “wouldn’t wanna keep the love of your life waiting” you slightly grumble as you walk to the bathroom.
“love of my life? what’re you on about, pet? you’re right here” he chuckles softly, shaking his head as he sits up. “come back to bed, i took the day off. wanna cuddle.”
your heart flutters at the statement, nearly blowing the grump-cloud away, but it’s already hard-set on remaining there for the rest of the day. “i can’t i have things to do.” you say simply as you move to walk downstairs.
niall frowns a bit, clambering out of bed to follow you. “hey wait a second, where are you going?” he asks. you’re never out of bed this quick—even if you do have plans for the day. furthermore, no matter if you’re late, you’re always keen to lay down and have a cuddle with niall.
“since when does my life interest you?” you snark. niall’s jaw clenches. it’s barely been fifteen minutes and he’s already fed up with your attitude. he takes a breath to calm himself, wanting to get to the root of the issue before taking things too far.
“your life always interests me. you’re my girl, don’t be ridiculous” he shakes his head. you simply scoff, rolling your eyes and shoving past him and going to take a shower.
niall is quick to grab your wrist, dragging you back to his chest and squeezing your jaw. “listen here you little brat. i took the day off to spend quality time with you but i can just as easily spend it beating the brat out of you. so what will it be?” he growls lowly. you seal your fate when you suck in your cheeks, pursing your lips and spitting on him.
his eyes go dark and he chuckles lowly, slapping his palm against your cheek roughly. “i’m gonna make you regret that” he murmurs.
niall all but drags you back to the bedroom, shoving you roughly onto the bed. you whimper a bit, squirming in anticipation as he walks over to the closet, grabbing his duffel bag full of toys, ropes, and all of his ‘dom essentials.’ “what are you doing?” niall asks when he turns around—noting you hadn’t moved from where he put you.
“sitting” you hum, snark still lacing your tone. niall chuckles, shaking his head a bit as he walks over to you. he grabs you by your neck, forcing you to stand before tearing your nightgown from your body—practically tearing the flimsy fabric in two.
you squeak as niall spins you, forcing you down onto the bed before pulling your hips up so you were on your hands and knees. you hear rummaging before one of niall’s hands rubs over your ass. “pick a number between one and five.”
he’s angry—really angry—he usually always adds a pet name even if you’re in trouble. you bite your lip, thinking hard about what number to pick. you knew how niall’s spankings worked. you would pick a number, and if you got it right then that’s how many spanks you got. if you got it wrong, then he’d double whatever number he was thinking of. you squeeze your eyes shut tight, going with the safest option smack dab in the middle. “three?” you say hesitantly.
niall smirks, rubbing his hands over your ass. “oh, princess” he hums in a sickly sweet tone—and you nearly smile before realizing that you’re being mocked as his hand strikes your ass cheek. “it was five” he says lowly.
the number is the only warning that you get before niall winds up his flogger and slams it down on your ass. you practically scream into the comforter, tears already pricking the corners of your eyes. he doesn’t start off gentle or work his way up, and he gives you no respite as he continuously whips his flogger on different areas of your backside.
you make sure to call out numbers clear and concise—not wanting to start over with niall in this mood. by the time he’s finished with you, you’re a wet mess—in more ways than one. tears spilling down your cheeks, drool falling from your lips, and cunt sticky with arousal.
“okay okay okay” niall hums as he turns you around. “i know baby, i know. you’re okay… you’re fine” he coos tauntingly as he pulls you to his chest. “‘s okay, i’ll give y’what y’want… quit y’tears” he mumbles as he tugs his sweats down. he lays you back on the bed, making sure you’re comfortable on top of the pillows before kissing your head.
“oh there’s my girl” he smirks as he runs his cock through your sticky folds. you whine softly, arching towards him before he pushes your hips down. “stay still, y’brat” he grunts, slapping your cunt a few times. you shriek with each hit, your legs wiggling in an attempt to get away as you look at him tearily. “jus’ lay there and take my cock.” he mumbles as he slowly pushes into you.
the both of you moan as he bottoms out, you gripping niall’s shoulders as he holds your hips tightly. “fuckin shit babydoll” he groans, pressing down on the bulge of his cock your tummy. “forgot how goddamn tight you were” he gasps a bit, slowly pulling his cock out before thrusting back in.
niall is in heaven… he’s practically pussy drunk off one stroke alone. his head falls back and his eyes roll as he feels your gummy walls gripping him. you’re like a vice, almost as if you wouldn’t let go even if he begged you to. your pussy is sucking him in, leaking around him like a fountain of eternal youth and he’s so close to busting that he has to take a deep breath and distract himself. “this what you needed baby?” he mocks. “just a big cock to fill up your tight little cunt?” he hums.
“ni…” you whine softly and he simply chuckles before setting a pace. once he’s adjusted to your tightness and calmed himself down, he’s able to fuck you how he wants. he holds your hips down against the mattress setting a brutal and punishing pace in your cunt.
“that why you had an attitude? haven’t fucked you properly lately?” he laughs at you. actually laughs at you, and you can’t even bring yourself to care. “you’re so pathetic” he mumbles, spanking your clit. “all it takes is some dick n you’re all smiles again.”
“yeah daddy” you moan in agreement, nodding dumbly as your eyes fluttered closed. you barely even register the words niall is saying to you—all you know is that they’re mocking and unkind. but, this is all you wanted—what you’d been dreaming of for so long so you had not a care in the world. not a thought bouncing around your skull other than more more more.
more love. more affection. more close. more cock. more niall. he engulfed you, not just due to his much larger stature. he had you pinned between the bed, your bodies so close that you could feel the beads of sweat dripping off of his forehead and onto you. he was everywhere—on top of you, inside of you, touching you, his scent engulfing your nostrils as you lay on his pillow.
your head was swimming in a pool of niall and you were content to drown in it until niall forces your leg up over his shoulder. he reangles his hips and slams his cock back directly into your gspot. “daddy!” you shriek out loudly, your back arching high off the bed.
“yeah baby, daddy’s here” he mumbles, reaching to rub your clit. “daddy’s right here baby. jus’ lay pretty and take my cock, yeah?” he flashes a bright smile your way, winking at you—his hips never breaking rhythm as he punishes your cunt with his cock.
you can barely choke out a response your cunt pulsing around him as your orgasm dangles so close, yet so far away. “are you gonna cum baby? i can feel you squeezing me” he hums, fucking you faster. “do you want to cum princess?” he mocks.
“yeah! yeah, yeah, yeah!” you chant, nodding rapidly as your hips begin stuttering against his. “oh fuck yeah!” you whine.
“awh… ‘s too bad i didn’t say you could then, isn’t it?” he hums, slapping your clit once more and laughing meanly. you whine in frustration, tears wetting your lashes as you force your orgasm back. “jus hold it baby, you can do it” he teases, but begins rubbing your clit in small, deliberate circles. “right? for daddy?” he smirks.
you gasp, nodding dumbly as your eyes roll. “f-f’daddy” you nod, your legs beginning to shake. you feel niall’s cock give a twitch at that, his hips stuttering a few times before he finds his pace once more.
“daddy’s gonna cum baby” niall moans in your ear, beginning to nip and suck the skin of your neck. “gonna fill this tight cunt… give you m’babies you want that?” he smirks.
“yeah daddy… yeah gimme your babies please” you whine, beginning to rock your hips in time with his.
“then cum with me, princess” he whispers, squeezing your throat just as your orgasm starts. you moan loudly, unable to stop the spasming of your body as you cream around niall’s cock. you distantly register his slew of swears through loud moans as you feel his seed painting your walls. you moan softly as he pulls you into a hot and heavy kiss—filled with love and passion.
niall pulls away breathlessly, smiling down at you in adoration as he gently pushes your hair from your face. “is my good girl back yet?” he hums softly, gently peppering kisses over your face.
the airy giggle you let out is enough to let niall know he’d fucked you nine ways from sunday and you were now deeply submerged in a submissive headspace. if that wasn’t enough for him, then your soft: “yeah daddy” as you nose against his neck seals the deal for him.
he hums a bit in relief—pride maybe?—before kissing your neck again. “good… you keen for a cuddle now?” he smirks softly at you.
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keen-li · 6 months
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Is there gonna be a part 3 for renegade? Please make a part 3. I’m just curious if reader is gonna accept Jungkook. And if she does if Jungkook is going to be a good dad. Also Your writing is really good! Glad I found this.
(I understand if u don’t wanna make a part 3🥲)
Part 3
Thank you so much 😊 I'm gonna make a part 4 cause I didn't want this to be very long. I hope you like it.
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Maybe it's your tiredness or the lack of energy but you allow jungkook to hold your child. You didn't want to argue honestly, isn't this what you wanted anyways. You watch as jungkook holds his baby in his arms, he identifies all his features and laughs warmly at her. Before you let him do skin to skin you made sure he'd showered.
"I'm clean y/n. Why would I come see my baby dirty" you laugh and nod. Its true he must've showered well before coming here cause you can barely smell his usual chemical smell. You appreciate the fact that he did take the time to do that for you, or for the baby.
"How did you even know it was a girl or that i was here?" You say looking cautiously at him as he places the baby in to sleep.
He chuckles deciding to sit next to you on the bed. You allow him to not wanting to ruin this moment.
"Does it matter?" He reaches to touch your hand and when he does all the feelings you've tried to suppress flood back. Your really getting vulnerable now.
"What matters is that I'm here and I care now." Normally you'd scoff at that and chase him away, that's what you should do. But you don't, you really want jungkook. You're not sure if him coming here means he's gonna change, you doubt he's capable of change.
.....
Ever since you've been back from the hospital, jungkook seems a little different, a lot different actually. He's been around more and even gives you money for you and the baby. Money was never a problem for him, so you wonder why he was so harsh about not having a child. Over the five months of your baby's life he's been with you to all the doctor's appointments. He'd even proudly tell the doctor that he was the father, and it'd always put a smile on your face which he'd smile to.
"Y/n you're seriously going to let this man into you and your child's life." Hobi, your best friend and the only person who knows about jungkook, says strictly to you.
You roll your eyes and he scoffs at that.
"He's the father, you want me to shut him out"
"He's a junky who's never gonna change"
"Don't say that. He's changing" you defend jungkook. You always had to bust your ass defending jungkook in front of hobi.
"Changing? Are you fucking delirious." You're taken aback by his language. He never yells like this but you're frustrating him.
"Language" you say pointing to your almost year old.
"Im sorry" hobi says finally calming down. You understand where he's coming from. Hes been there for you during this pregnancy when jungkook was not and it hurts him to see you going back to a road that's bad for you.
"I'm not getting back with him" you try and reassure him.
"He's only here for her" you look at your sweet little girl playing with the toys her dad bought for her.
He's also here for you, hobi wants to say but doesn't. He can tell by the way jungkook does things that he wants to get back with you but you don't notice or maybe you do but ignored it.
....
Its been a long day at the park with yuna and her uncle. You were drained, she's honestly getting very active nowadays and you can't handle her. You're glad you've got hobi to help you though. After about two hours of playing on the swings, slides and sand box you decided it's time to go home.
Hobi carries a crying yuna as you walk back to his car.
"You want me to help you out tonight?" he says talking about yuna. He's noticed how tired you've been lately so he offers to help you with your little long haired girl. He always loved looking after yuna, his favourite and only little girl.
"It's okay, I'm taking her to her grandparents anyways for the night." Hobi nods understandingly.
"Let me drive you there then" he offers and you couldn't agree any faster.
For your night of rest, you put on some music and soak yourself in the tub with a red wine. After you're done you wear your silk night dress and throw a silk robe over it.
You're cooking yourself a steak when you hear a knock at the door. You groan, who could be bothering you now.
When you open the door you see the familiar figure of jungkook. He's in a white shirt and black jeans on. He looks so good. You were surprised he was here, he never told you he was coming like he always does. He's got a tiny little gift in his hand and a bottle of wine in the other.
"What are you doing here" you ask and can see jungkook's eyes run down your attire, you feel a little weird dressed like this in front of jungkook. So you pull your robe to cover you further. Jungkook notices and chuckles at that, as if he hasn't seen everything before.
"Uh... I came to see yuna and brought you this" he raises the wine bottle to show you.
"Well I'll take this" you say reaching for the wine bottle first then the cute little box he came with.
"Yuna isn't here though" he looks at you with a concerned look "she's at her grandparents' place" he still looks at you confused as to why she's there in the middle of the week.
"I needed a break for one night... and they gladly accepted"
"Okay, thats okay" you look at eachother not knowing what to say.
"Can I come in". You raise a brow at him "i mean you aren't going to finish that bottle by yourself"
"You'd be surprised the things I can do" you say stepping aside to let him in.
He laughs at that. He's being more kind and gentle with his actions.
"Mmm smells nice in here. what are you cooking"
"Just a steak" you say opening the oven to check on it.
"Wanna stay for dinner" You're unsure of whether you should be asking that but you ask it still.
"If that's an invitation then sure" he smiles "I always liked your cooking" he says making you blush.
"How's yuna, haven't seen her for sometime now and I'm kinda missing her" You're surprised to hear jungkook say he misses her. You'd never expect him to say those words.
"Umm she's okay, she's growing up so fast though." You straighten yourself to face jungkook who's leaning against your island.
"I know right, when you just blink she's gonna be three, then she's gonna ten then she's gonna be a teenager-"
"Okay I get it" you say stopping him "I want her to stay a little girl" you pout and jungkook smiles at that. He loved when you did that always made him wanna turn you over and-
"I think I'm done cooking so let me just take this to the table"
"I'll help you" he says happily. You don't know who this is but it's not the jungkook you know.
While having dinner you simply chat about work and personal life, nothing exciting happening in both of yours apart from yuna. Yuna's been a hot topic of your conversation. You avoid bringing up how jungkook was so negative about the pregnancy, cause you were afraid you might lose this new jungkook. You didn't want to dwell on the past only wanting to go forward. Hopefully he's truly changed.
"Let me clean up y/n. You've already cooked" you two are 'arguing' about who gets to wash the dishes. In the end jungkook wins and you don't mind him doing the dishes.
You stand leaning next to the sink watching him eyes wide open just incase he isn't washing them right.
"Why you looking at me like that" he says jokingly as he sprinkles some water on you. You flinch at the feeling and rumble some childish complaints as you wipe it off. Jungkook laughs at your child-like act as he dries his hand.
"I don't know who's my baby between you or yuna" jungkook say in a sultry voice.
You blush at that and watch as jungkook traps you between him and the island. He's so close to you you can smell the wine from him. You two have been drinking that wine all night leaving only a quarter in the bottle. Lately you haven't smelt that chemical and smoky scent in a while, did he stopped his old habits finally deciding to get clean for yuna. You aren't sure cause you haven't visited his place or investigated him to know, just hoping that he's actually clean now.
"Hm, who's my baby you or yuna" his voice is quiet and soft drawing you into him. Your body moves on its own as your back arches off the island and you're now against his crotch.
"We both are" your eyes move from his now low and dark eyes to his rosy lips which he bites and when you notice that you almost clench around nothing. Jungkook really did this to you, had you round his finger sexually.
He moves to your neck running kisses up and down your neck and all around your throat. You happily let him kiss you wherever he wants, you're not really thinking cause of how good it feels. You haven't had sex with anyone since you got pregnant with yuna and even if you didn't noticed you've been very needy. If hobi played his cards right you would have let him hit but you doubt he sees you like that.
"I've missed you so much you know" he says and the vibration from his voice sends electricity to your core. You latch onto his shirt with your hands as you moan at his kisses. His hands slowly hike up your already short night dress. Jungkook seeing you in this made him want you even more, the silk showing him your perky boobs that definitely got bigger after having yuna. Everytime he watched you breastfeed her he could feel his zip almost break from the hardness in his pants, cause you looked so good that pregnancy glow still on you even after giving birth. Sometimes at home he'd think of sucking your boobs filled with that milk that belonged to his daughter, but he was just curious on how it'd taste.
You release another needy moan as you feel his bulge grow right in front of you.
"I haven't found anyone who makes me feel like you do" he says his sweet words to draw you in and they work because you need this so much. You need him so much.
"Jungkook" you say through moans when you realise he thinks you're moaning his name instead of calling him you push him away to stop.
"What's wrong" he asks looking at you concerned.
"We shouldn't" you say thinking about it thoughtfully. Jungkook knows what you're saying.
"What? Do you have a boyfriend?" He asks so seriously and you shake your head 'no'. It's not like that would change anything for him anyways. He just wanted to know the answer.
"Then I don't see what the problem is." He places a long peck on your lips.
"Im just trying to spend some time with my baby" he kisses your lips again. It feels so good you just want more.
"Do you want this?" He asks to be sure. Even though logic says otherwise you really want jungkook. You want to feel how much he's missed you, you want him to make up for all the times he could have fucked you but didn't. You want him to make up for everything.
"Fuck I want this. I want you. I want you so bad jungkook" and by the way you say his name he knows how bad you want this. And he takes that as a yes to continue.
"Then I'll give it to you."
Immediately he connects your lips and kisses you like there's no tomorrow cause you know this happening again is not guaranteed. He lifts your body and places you on the counter. your lips are still connected as he pulls away.
"You want me to eat you out?" He asks as you're still chasing his lips. You shake your head moving your hands to unbuckle his belt, he smiles against your lips as you finally get it off and pull out his hard throbing cock.
"No I just want you" you say breathless as he agrees and pulls you closer and finally pulls off your panties which were uncomfortably sticking to your core due to how wet jungkook's got you.
It isn't long before you feel the tip of his cock glide against your folds, you spread your legs hoping jungkook would just do it already.
"Are you sure your cunt can still take me" he asks teasingly as he smirks knowing you're impatient.
"I can. I pushed out a whole baby do you think your dick can hurt me" you answer him sharply, breath still heavy waiting for some action from him. He chuckles as he slowly goes through your tight hole. You feel every inch of him, his little veins more noticeable. Has he gotten bigger or have you been needy for too long.
"Fuck you're so tight, I wouldn't even have suspected you had a baby"
"My baby" he says as he starts to move faster knocking the breath out of your lungs. You moan carelessly his name falling out of your mouth here and there.
"Shit" you curse as you grip the counter for some support. Jungkook watches your boobs bounce up and down and he can't help himself but latch onto your clothed nipple.
With the way he's thrusting into you and sucking your nipple you feel that long-time-no-see knot in your stomach. Jungkook grunts as you pull his hair, he can also feel himself nearing.
"Fuck. do you want me to cum in you" he asks raising a brow at a wrecked you.
"Please" you plead not able to formulate long sentences.
"Want me to fill you up huh" he thrusts grow faster, hungrier and the knot tightens.
"Want me to give you another baby?"
"Fuck jungkook" you can barely control your moans anymore.
"Im gonna fill you up so good. Gonna make yuna an older sister" he continues to hit the spot with his fast thrusts.
"What do you think?" He asks you but you cant give an answer.
"Hm? Baby" he presses for an answer and gives you a slap on the thigh to remind you to answer. You clench, jungkook's movements stop for a bit and he knows you're about to cum.
"Where do you want it" he askes trying to keep himself in longer.
"Inside" he hears you say and he chuckles.
"Oh, you're serious about the baby thing" no you're not. Ever since you got pregnant you decided you'd always use birth control. Even though you didn't have sex with anyone you just wanted to be safe, and birth control helped with your periods anyways so it was a plus.
Shortly you feel the knot in you snap and you're breathing heavily also feeling jungkook's seed in you. Honestly the thought of getting pregnant for jungkook is exciting but yuna's too young for it.
Jungkook rests against your neck as you both collect your breaths your hands still running through his hair.
"I missed this" he says against your skin as he rubs your thighs.
"I missed this too"
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You have provided so many headcanons and, with a lurker’s thankful heart, I am now giving you my steddie headcanon, built entirely around the idea that Steve knows he’s queer but has no idea at all that he’s kinky. I’m thinking this takes place when Eddie and Robin and Steve have all come out to each other but Eddie hasn’t explained to anyone what that black bandana in his pocket is about; either steddie are pre-slash besties or a recently established relationship.
Steve’s been stressed and Eddie really wants to do something for him, so one day they’re hanging out and Eddie asks what Steve’s idea of the most relaxing day ever is.
Steve’s like “Oh, man, I’d love a day where I don’t have to think, like, at all. Zero decision making.”
“Right, right, a lord in his castle keep, languorous and content with pizza and a constant rotation of movies and high as fuck.” Eddie has already psychically made his way to Family Video and picked up Steve’s favorite films and is mentally on his way to Melvald’s to get all his favorite snacks when Steve interrupts—
“No, no, if it was that easy I could set that up for myself. No I need another person who I really really trust who wouldn’t mind a lot of planning; I’d ask Robin but I think by hour two being in charge she’d start to get bored or start to catastrophize. I could plan the day for her and just let her run it, but that sorta defeats the purpose. Actually,” and he sits up, looks at Eddie consideringly, “actually with those long campaigns you do, I bet you could plan it. And I trust you… it’s kinda weird though.”
Eddie’s like “You know I love weirdos; hit me with it Stevie.”
Steve, starts off slowly, darting looks at Eddie’s face while he talks. “It’s morning, and my alarm isn’t set. Alarm clock isn’t even plugged in. Is it because I’m sleeping in? No— it’s because it is Someone Else’s Responsibility to get me up on time, and I trust them to do it. They wake me up and normally- depending on the day- I’d decide if I’ll shower or take a bath or just wash my face and brush my teeth before doing my hair but not this day.
No, on Steve Doesn’t Think Day they wake me up and tell me how to clean up. I’m in there and they knock on the door and say “hey, Steve, I set your outfit out on the bed. when you’re done get dressed and come to the kitchen.” and I do! I still have a whole closet and wardrobe full of clothes that I don’t have to consider. Does my outfit match the weather? Is it color coordinated? Does it match the plans for the day? It probably is all those things, but I’m not worried about that. I’m just a very good listener, who doesn’t decide things.
And then I go in the kitchen!” Steve, excited, getting into it, starts pacing around. “Are there groceries? Am I cooking breakfast? Are we going to brunch later? Was that budgeted for? Is it a cereal day or a coffee and toast day or a full spread day? There are answers to all of those questions, and whoever woke me up has them. I don’t give a damn. They hand me a cup of coffee, I’m like thank you very much, they’re like of course, Steve, good job, Steve, I’m proud of you, Steve, don’t worry about it, Steve, you let me worry about it. Just. You know, man.
A full day of going places and doing things and not having to stress or plan for it any of it. I don’t have to drive, unless they tell me to drive. I don’t have to talk to other people unless they tell me to talk! Maybe I bitch a little, because complaining is fun!! And they don’t get angry at me for it and their feelings don’t get hurt because they know I’m just gonna listen in the end anyway. Total relaxation, no decisions, complete faith that whoever’s in charge won’t put me in a bad spot.”
And dom top Eddie, white knuckling his black bandana trying really hard not to vibrate apart at a molecular level while he listens to Steve Harrington describe lifestyle submission as his most ideal day, fighting to answer in a calm and level voice: “Steve-o, you’re not gonna believe what I’m about to tell you.”
They have a long conversation and after Eddie’s like I want you to go in the other room and really think about what you want from this because I’ll take charge of you for the day but we need boundaries and guidelines; go consider this seriously for at least an hour. Steve respects Eddie (and also enjoys acts of service and doing what he’s told) so of course he listens. This does lead to Steve repeatedly sticking his head into the room Eddie’s in to say something unhinged, like
“Hey, sometimes when I’m struggling to get out of my own head I purposely wear my starchiest tightest jeans and my tightest polo and it kinda restricts my movement and reach and breathing and brings a constant awareness of my body that I find really grounding — is that bondage and do you think I should be tied up? okay, okay, thanks, restart the hour please.”
It’s a long afternoon for Eddie.
This is.
Art.
This is art.
Thank you for sending this in, please tell me you plan to write more of this because I would love that very much.
I love just about any type of realization Steve has about his kinks, but the one where he just realizes that the stuff he likes is actually very kinky and Eddie is the one to tell him hits every check mark for me.
Thank you thank you thank you for this. I hope you catch every green light on your daily travels and no one ever talks to you unless you want them to. ❤️
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Through the Dark (1)
(Harry Styles x Miller!Fem!reader)
(The Last Of Us AU)
(If you haven't seen the show or played the game, it's fine. But I definitely recommend it. This follows the timeline of the show.)
Joel Miller knew one thing. To survive. Protect his little girl. Keep her close, keep her safe and keep himself going. With Ellie in tow, the three of them in pursuit of the Fireflies, they meet a man. And whether Joel liked it or not, that man would change everything.
Character intro
Chapter warnings: Blood, suicide(brief),strong language .
Bill and Frank's-Lincoln, Massachusetts. 2023
With a slam of the hood of the truck, dad wipes his hands with a nearby rag. He sighs as he rests up against the truck, his eyes sullen as he avoids my line of sight.
I can't blame him. I'm the same way. The pain from losing Tess is still fresh, but now Bill and Frank? I know he just wants to get rid of Ellie quick and find Uncle Tommy, and it's killing him that he hasn't heard from him.
"Truck's ready to go. Grab what ya can, baby girl. We.. We won't be comin' back."
I open my mouth to respond when Ellie walks into the garage, hair wet with a smile on her face.
"There's hot water. You guys should shower, 'cause you smell baaad. Like you could wake the dead-."
Dad growls and glares at her before he stomps off towards the house. Ellie frowns, her face practically screaming an apology.
"I-I'm sorry, I didn't-."
I force a small smile and shake my head as I throw a bag in the cab of the truck.
"Don't mind him. He's always like that. You're fine, Ellie."
She nods as she walks over to the gun wall, tracing her hand over a small pistol.
"Don't you even think about it!"
Ellie and I turn our attention to my dad, his hair wet and wreaking of Old Spice as he glares at the young girl. She mumbles something under her breath before walking over to the truck and leans against it. I sigh and head inside the house to take a shower myself.
I keep close to the guest room, not daring to go anywhere near the master. I try to take a bit of extra time to enjoy the peaceful silence as I'm done washing myself, but my peace is interrupted by a pounding on the bathroom door.
"Y/N! Hurry up! Joel is being an asshole and I can't handle him much longer on my own!"
Ellie bangs on the door again and I let out a heavy sigh.
"Give me a minute, will ya Ellie?"
She mumbles through the door and I turn off the shower and push open the curtain, reaching for the clean towel I had found. I quickly dry off and change into some clothes I had found.
I slip on my boots and run my fingers through my wet hair before throwing it back up in it's usual ponytail. I let out one more sigh before opening the door to see Ellie, opposite the doorway as she leans against the wall.
She looks up and gives me a small huff. She tosses me a stick of deodorant and I nod on thanks, applying it as we walk back to the truck. I hop in the front passenger side with Ellie in the back and dad in the drivers seat.
We drive on and on, only stopping to refuel and stopping once to sleep, since dad insisted that I couldn’t drive. We drive until we can’t, and with no way around the dozens of cars blocking the way, dad parks the truck and gets out. I start to get out but he snaps and glares at me.
“Stay in the truck. Both of you.”
I scoff and start to get out anyways when he comes over to my side and shuts my door.
“I’m not gonna tell ya again, Y/N. Stay. I mean it.”
I groan and fall into my seat as he goes looking around. He comes back a few minutes later, getting back in and starting the truck. He turns us around and I start looking at the map, trying to find another way.
After about 30 minutes of driving, dad gets pissed of and begins to snap.
“Y/N, I swear. You’re fuckin’ 29, you should be able to read a map!”
“I am reading it but it’s smudged! Not my fault! It’s hard to see clearly!”
“That’s some lame bull-.”
“Holy shit guys! Is that the QZ?”
Dad slams on the brakes and we turn our attention to where Ellie is pointing.
“Where the fuck is FEDRA?”
Before either of us can respond, we hear a shouting from outside the car.
Holy shit there’s a guy! Joel stop! We have to help him-.”
I force myself to look away, knowing full well we won’t be stopping to help him.
Don’t trust anyone but family. That’s what he always says..
Dad drives off, a little faster, ignoring Ellie as she complains.
“Seriously! He was hurt! You can’t just-.”
She is cut off by something falling into the windshield, smashing the glass. Dad lets out a string of curses and with no clear sight, we crash into a building.
“You two okay? Not hurt or nothin’?”
“ ‘M fine, dad.”
“I think I’m okay..”
He starts to say something but is interrupted by the sound of gun shots hitting the truck. We duck down and unbuckle, getting out the passenger door as the gun shots continue to pour through.
Dad grabs his gun and ducks, waiting to fire back, when he’s tackled by a man. The man starts to choke him and with every fiber in me, I try not to freak out as I grab my gun. I attempt to pull the trigger but my gun jams, sending me into a full on panic attack.
Before I can tackle the guy, I hear another gun click and I see Ellie is the one holding it. She hesitates only for a minute before she shoots him in the leg and he groans in pain. He gets off of dad, crying as Ellie continues to hold the gun to him.
I rush over to dad, coughing to catch his breath, but he only pushes me away. The guy continues to cry, spitting out apologies and saying that he doesn’t want to die.
Dad gets up and takes the gun from Ellie before turning back to the idiot who attacked him. He then turns to look at us again and with a stern clear voice, he mutters instructions.
“Back behind the wall. Both of you. Now.”
Knowing it’s better not to argue, I grab Ellie’s hand and drag her through the hole in the wall before pulling her off to the side. She lets out a long, trembling sigh as we wait for what’s coming.
“No.. No please no..!”
She squeezes my hand, though her eyes remain trained on the wall in front of us. It’s quiet for another moment for dad speaks up through the hole in the wall.
“Y/N, I gotta get in there, I can’t get through.”
I look around and Ellie pipes up.
“There’s some stuff against the door.”
“Well, hurry up and move it.”
Working together, we pull the desk back as dad continues to slam the door, before he hurries in and pushes the desk back against the door. He looks at me for a minute, worry in his eyes, but I shake my head. He then nods at Ellie and she shrugs, slinging her backpack.
“I’m okay. I’m good. I- uh.. got some food in here still and I got your light.”
He takes the flashlight from her and we head through a door, carefully treading outside, quietly making our way across the alleyway and into another building.
We quietly make our way through and settle by a window that’s covered in newspapers.
“Dad-.”
He shakes his head at me and I sigh. It’s quiet for a minute before Ellie quietly speaks up.
“Will we be okay in here?”
“For a Little bit maybe. Looks like they’re lookin’ through apartment buildin’s first. But they’ll be comin’ through these places soon enough.”
Ellie stands up and starts looking through the window, and that’s when I start to zone out. I can hear their voices, but not enough to comprehend what they’re saying clearly.
I feel dad take a seat next to me and he lets out a sigh. I continue to zone out until I hear Ellie call my name.
“Y/N.. Y/N!”
I look up and she looks worried. Dad lightly shoves me and I turn my head to him.
“Y’ okay, babygirl?”
I quietly nod, letting out a sigh as I plop my head against the wall. They continue to talk quietly, my eyes drooping before I suddenly lose consciousness.
The next thing I know, I’m being kicked, rather hard as I begin to come to.
“N-Y/N! Wake up! Come one! We’re leaving!”
Ellie pulls on my arm and I sigh as I get up and grab my bag, slinging it on my shoulder. I wait at the door by dad and he looks at the both of us, his face filled with worry.
“We’re gonna get through this, ‘kay?”
Ellie and I nod and he gives us one more look before opening the door slowly, with Ellie and I following him outside. We move quietly through the streets, somehow not running into any more problems by dark. We find an abandoned building and dad hoists Ellie up to one of the vents outside so she can get it.
“Okay, I’m in.”
“Take a look around first..Ellie? Goddamn it..”
Dad grumbles and before he can say anything, the door opens.
“Where would you be without me, huh?”
Dad groans and I laugh.
“By now, Wyoming.”
“Oh..yeah.Walking into that one.”
I let out another quiet laugh as I close the door behind me, following them inside. I pull out my flashlight, turning it on as I follow close.
“We’ll make our way up, and come morning, I’ll take a look at the city and find our way out.”
Dad pushes open the door to the stairwell, and as soon I see the number of flights of stairs, I let out a snort.
“Dad,there ain’t no fuckin’ way you’re makin’ 45 flights of stairs with your knees.”
I can see him glare at me briefly from the flashlight and Ellie and I chuckle.
“No, smart ass. Just like you’re uncle Tommy sometimes I swear. We’re not goin’ all the way.”
Ellie and I share a mischievous look.
“How far then, Joel?”
He’s quiet for a moment before he responds in a grumble.
“..As far as I can make it…”
We make it up about 15 flights before we start to pant from exhaustion.
“Hey.. That guy that said he was hurt.. how did you know it was an ambush?”
Dad hesitates before answering her.
“I’ve been on both sides..It was a long time ago. We did what we needed to survive..”
I frown, thinking back of some of the darkest days.
Seeing him like that.. I couldn’t look him in the eyes for a while back then.
He glances at me and I just shake my head.
“You two? And Tess?”
My dad shakes his head.
“Not Y/N. My brother was there.. And some other people that we were with.”
Ellie is quiet for another moment so I keep moving up the stairs, when her next question causes me to stop again.
“Did you kill innocent people?”
Dad looks at her before looking up at me. I avoid eye contact and start walking up again when I hear him mumble.
“c’mon.”
Ellie finally drops the topic and at about the 33rd floor, we enter the nearby door, all of us collapsing against the wall out of breath. Not even giving us much of a minute to catch our breath, Ellie kicks dad’s shoe and holds a hand out to him.
“Gimme a minute, will ya?”
Ellie shakes her head and kicks his boot again.
“Get up, you lazy ass.”
He growls under his breath before taking her hand, allowing her to help him up.He then walks over to me and pulls me up without breaking a sweat.
“Lazy ass.. I’m 56 years old, you little shit.”
Ellie and I share a small laugh as we follow behind him.We enter a vacant room and dad shatters the glass of the door, spreading it around the entrance of the room.
“What the hell..?”
She looks at me in confusion and I just shake my head.
“Don’t argue with him. Bill gave him a bunch of survival 101 tips and he uses them like he’s a fuckin’ Boy Scout. He’s spreadin’ the glass so no one sneaks up on us while we’re sleepin’.”
She nods and lays on one of the cushions she found. I toss one over to dad and he nods but raises a brow when he sees me sitting up still.
“I’m keepin’ watch Daddy, it’s fine.You need the sleep.”
He shakes his head and throws his jacket to me.
“Darlin’, you more than anyone needs some shut eye. Sleep. We’ll be fine. I’ll hear the glass. Promise.”
I sigh and lay down on the spare cushion, in between the two of them.
Dad’s back is to me and it’s quiet for a minute until Ellie breaks the silence.
“Joel?”
He hums as a response.
“Did you know that diarrhea is hereditary?”
Dad turns over a little to look at her.
“What?”
She nods with a straight face.
“Yeah.. It runs in your jeans.”
He looks at her all the way and she begins to snicker, while I have to hold in my laugh.He turns back over but I catch a faint smile on his face before I start to snicker.
“Jesus..”
He lets out a small snicker as Ellie begins to laugh.
“That is so goddamn stupid.”
“You laughed, motherfucker.”
I snort as they bicker.
“I did not-.”
“Yes you did!”
He snickers and shakes his head.
“Jesus, I’m losin’ it.”
I snort as I curl up with his jacket.
“Yeah, kinda known that for years, daddy. Glad you’re startin’ to notice though. Acceptance is the first step to recovery.”
Ellie and I snort as dad lets out a breathy laugh.
“Go to sleep. The both of you. Stop pickin’ on me.”
I smile and close my eyes, drifting off to sleep. The next thing I wake up to, I hear Ellie shouting.
“Y/N.. Y/N! Joel!”
My vision clears and I’m face to face with a gun pointed at my head. I advert my eyes and see a little boy pointing a gun at dad, and a different man pointing one at Ellie. The man by Ellie is stern and snaps at dad when he looks at the little boy.
“Eyes on me. You don’t have to worry about what to say. We don’t want to hurt you, we want to help you.”
I roll my eyes and bite back at him.
“Oh sure, because what you’re doing right now is all sunshine and rainbows.”
The man pointed the gun at me growls and pushes the tip of the gun straight against my forehead, before speaking in a think British accent.
“We’ll kill you if we have to, so shut up and listen.”
I look him in the eyes, ready to send him a glare when I see his face.
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He’s terrified, and I can tell by the shaking of his hands that he doesn’t want to be doing this. I sigh and give in, lowering my hands before the other man begins to speak again.
“I don’t know what the next step is with something like this, but if I lower my gun, we didn’t hurt you, so you don’t hurt us, right?”
Dad turns to glare at me, silently telling me to keep my mouth shut before he turns back to respond.
“That’s right.”
The man grows panicked, his voice shaking.
“That’s a weird fuckin’ tone, man”
Before I can respond, Ellie pipes up and I have to fight to hold back my laughter.
“That’s just the way he sounds. He has an asshole voice. Joel, tell him he’s okay.”
All attention turns to dad as he, once again, responds in the same tone.
“Everything is great.”
“Dude!”
The man hesitates before letting out a sigh.
“Okay, I’m gonna trust him.”
The man holding a gun to my head begins to argue.
“Henry, we can’t just-.”
“We don’t have a fuckin’ choice, Harry! Now drop your gun before you shoot her in the head!”
The British man huffs but lowers his gun, freeing me from the uncertainty. The man by Ellie then starts to sign to the little boy. They begin to converse before the little boy nods.
“But if any of you try anything, we won’t hesitate! Yeah?”
Dad slowly gets up, gun still pointed at him.
“Who are you?”
The man stares at dad, his gun moving away from Ellie and now to dad.
“My name’s Henry. That’s Harry and my brother Sam. I’m the most wanted man in Kansas City. Although right now, my guess is you’re running a close second.”
All the guns are then dropped and put away. Henry pulls out a light and places it in the middle of the room, and we all gather around it, Ellie sticking close to my side. I pull out some of my cans from my bag and we all eat, though Ellie starts to nod off as she eats.
Henry looks at us, firing away with a question.
“Where’d you get these?”
Before dad or I can answer, Ellie sleepily pipes up.
“From Bill. He’s dead.”
Dad rolls his eyes and I sneer and snap at her.
“Ellie!”
She raises her hands up and I sigh. We stay quiet for the most part, but as I’ve learned, Ellie hates the silence and always feels the need to fill it with conversation.
“How old is he? Your brother?”
Henry looks at Sam, who signs to him before turning back to the curious teen.
“He’s eight.”
She nods and smiles.
“Cool! I’m Ellie.”
They continue to talk, Henry signing to Sam as Ellie speaks. The other man, Harry, sits quietly on the other side of Sam, avoiding eye contact with anyone.
“Psst. Y/N. Introduce yourself.”
I roll my eyes and turn my back to the group, leaning on dad as I close my eyes, until dad nudges me.
“Thought I taught you some manners, Y/N Miller.”
My mouth gapes from disbelief.
“Okay that’s it! A. We’re in an apocalypse right now, those don’t matter much and B. When the fuck have you ever used manners?! Sarah was the one that-.”
He only glares, angry at me for bringing up my sister. I swat at him and scoot away from him, my back still to the rest of the group.
“I’m Joel. This here is my daughter, Y/N.”
It’s quiet for a minute until Ellie pipes up.
“Psst. Dude. In the corner, Mr. antisocial. Are you gonna introduce yourself or-.”
I hear her whine and let out a small complaint, meaning dad must have done something to correct her.
“He doesn’t really-.”
“It’s fine, Henry. Fine, ‘m Harry.”
“Cool, okay. But why do you sound weird?”
I turn back around to enthralled in the current conversation to look away anymore.
Harry gives Ellie a small glare and I can’t help but chuckle.
“You’ll have to forgive her. We don’t come across many Brits and you’re probably the first one she’s met. He’s from a different country Ellie, he doesn’t sound weird, it’s just the way they sound there.”
His expression softens and he gives me a faint smile, and I can’t help but blush.
“Okay, well if you’re not from here, how’d you end up here?”
“Ellie-!”
Harry shakes his head, his expression turning sad.
“It’s fine. I don’t mind. I was on a trip with my mum and my sister. Mum had a friend in California that was sick and she wanted to see her. Then the-.. Everything happened and we were separated. And that was 20 years ago…”
I frown and feel the need to grab dad’s hand. He squeezes mine and just gives me a nod.
We know what that’s like. Dad is real worried about Tommy, and I can’t even bring myself to think about where he might be…
“Look, you ate, we didn’t kill each other, let’s just call this a win-win and move on.”
Henry nods and clears his throat.
“You came up here to get a better view of this city, find a way out right? I can help you.”
Dad nods.
“We’ll get some rest. Wait ‘till the mornin’ to get a better look. But I swear if you-.”
I roll my eyes.
“Dad, shut up and get some sleep.”
He shakes his head and finds a comfortable spot, leaning back and closing his eyes. Everyone else falls asleep, leaving me and Harry the only ones awake. He crawls over to me and starts to whisper.
“Hey, it’s Y/N, right?”
I give him a small smile and nod.
“Yeah. Y/N Miller. Not that surnames matter much anymore.”
He gives me a small smile and nods.
“ ‘M Harry. Harry Styles.”
Before I can respond, I hear a snicker come from nearby. Ellie.
“Styles. That’s funny! What kind of name is that?!”
I turn my head, taking my sweater off before chucking it at her.
“Shut it, Ellie! Go to sleep!”
She snickers once more and I sigh before turning back around.
“Sorry about her. You know how kids are- But her especially.. She’s a special case..”
He shrugs and gives me a small yet comforting smile.
“It’s fine. I don’t mind. She seems like a thrill to be around. Haven’t had much of that lately…”
I give him a small smile and hesitantly lay a hand on top of his, to which he gives me a bigger smile on return.
Before I can respond to him, I hear my dad’s deep, tired voice.
“If y’all don’t shut up and get some fuckin’ sleep, we’re gonna have some problems.”
We hold back a laugh and we get in our own sleeping positions.
“Sorry dad”
“Err, sorry.”
I give Harry one more smile before falling asleep, and for the first time in a very long time, I dreamed of a brighter future.
Daylight
Waking up bright and early per usual, we walk up a few more flights of stairs to get a better view of the city. Dad and Henry walk towards the large windows but instructs everyone else to sit at the large table in the room.
“Dad, c’mon-!”
He shakes his head and points to the table once more, responding with a stern voice.
“I ain’t arguin’ with you about this Y/N. Sit your ass down and stay there. And you too Brit boy. Don’t need to make it any more obvious that there’s people hidin’ in this buildin’. We clear?”
Harry and I roll our eyes but join Sam and Ellie at the table. And of course, Ellie has her book open.
“Hey, you guys ready for this one? I heard about the guy who got hit in the head with a can of soda. He is lucky it was a soft drink.”
I groan and Ellie bursts into laughter, as does Sam.
“Please god no. I can’t take it. I’m gonna burn that damn book of yours!”
She holds the book protectively to her chest and flips me off.
“I’ve told you, Y/N. You can never escape Will Livingston. You’ll have to face it.”
I sigh and Harry lets out a small laugh. I see my dad looking at us and nod to him.
“So how the hell are gettin’ outta here?”
They walk over to the table and Henry takes a piece of paper from Sam, and he begins to draw on it.
“The highways. Downtown. Us. This whole area belongs to Kathleen.”
He circles his fingers in certain areas on the paper and I narrow my eyes.
“And Kathleen is-?”
Harry pipes finally and has his arms folded as he speaks.
“She’s the leader of the resistance, and a hardcore bitch at that. She’s got guards posted everywhere, and she’s determined to make it impossible to escape.”
Ellie looks worried and let’s put a sigh.
“So how do we get across?”
Henry knocks on the table and Sam looks up at him. He signs to Sam before the little boy looks back down, writing on his pad before putting the pad up. Tunnels.
I furrow my brows.
“Kansas City has a subway?”
Henry shakes his head.
“No, but they do have maintenance tunnels. There’s a bunch of buildings all put up by the same developers. And they share these tunnels, including- a bank building here.”
He points to the paper again and I fold my arms in frustration. That is, until Harry speaks up, now pointing to the paper just as Henry was.
“So we enter the tunnels here, travel underground, and pop up here.”
Henry writes as Harry points on the paper and dad lets out a sigh.
“Okay, sounds like a good plan, but what do you need me for?”
Dad folds his arm and Harry speaks up again, dad glaring at him.
“What’s one thing that you’ve noticed is missing here?”
I think for a minute when it hits me.
“There’s no infected.”
Harry shakes his head.
“Yes and no. There are, just not on the surface. FEDRA drove ‘em out 15 years ago. Best thing those fascist motherfuckers did.”
Dad only growls.
“What, so you want us goin’ into a tunnel full of infected? Have you lost your fuckin’ mind?!”
Harry growls and before he can respond, Henry interrupts him.Everyone thinks that it’s full of infected, including Kathleen. Which means that we won’t be running into any of her people. But you see- What I know.. it’s empty.”
I raise my brows.
“And.. You know this how?!”
Henry hesitates before responding.
“No- but the FEDRA guy that I worked with told me that it’s clean, completely clean. They cleared it out. All of it.”
Ellie looks a bit hesitant as she finally pipes up.
“When..?”
Harry shrugs and hesitates before answering for Henry.
“About three years give or take?”
Dad and I scoff, shaking our heads as Henry begins to stammer.
“Okay- Maybe there’s one or two, but you handle it.”
I can’t hold it in anymore and I snap.
“And what if there’s more?”
Ellie grabs my arm, fear in her eyes and I feel her trembling.
“Or one of those blind ones that sees like a bat?”
Harry lays a hand on her shoulder to comfort the teen.
“There won’t be clickers down there, that’s for sure. But if you’ve run into them before and you’re still alive, that means that we’re all gonna be fine. So don’t worry so much.”
Dad sighs and shakes his head.
“So do we have a deal?”
Dad and I share a look and I let out a sigh before nodding. We grab our things and make our way down the stairs and out of the building. We tread through the alleyways before we reach another building. Harry makes sure the coast is clear before nodding, so we quickly head inside.
We jog through the building and reach the door to the access tunnels.
“This should be it. Are you guys ready?”
Dad looks at Henry before turning to Ellie.
“Get your gun out.”
She pulls the gun out of her jacket pocket and he rolls his eyes, obviously making note in his head to yell at her for it when we get out of the city.
The tunnels are drippy as we start to walk, and Henry joyfully pipes up.
“See? What did I tell you! It’s fine!”
I shush him and dad growls.
“We’ve been down here two seconds, keep your damn mouth shut. We ain’t seen shit yet.”
Henry sighs and looks at Ellie.
“Your dad’s kind of a pessimist.”
Ellie growls, as does dad.
“He’s not my dad-.”
“I’m not her dad.”
Henry holds his hands up in self defense and dad only sighs and shakes his head.
“Just point your damn light forward. And be ready to run(🤭).”
We continue to make our way down the tunnels, but in complete silence. That is until we reach what looks a mural. Dad slowly opens the door and we walk inside. Tables and chairs surround the room, as do more murals.
“I’ve heard about places like this. After outbreak day, people built settlements and went underground.”
“What happened to them?”
Dad shrugs and continues to ramble on as we look around. Ellie and Sam sit down at one of the tables and begin to laugh amongst themselves as they look at something Sam had pulled from his bag.
“Hey, you two. Keep it down, we’re not out yet.”
Ellie groans at dad and he huffs.
“Oh come on! Can’t we just rest here for a while? There’s like actually shit to do here.”
Henry shrugs and looks at dad.
“Wouldn’t be so bad to wait the light out a bit. Safer in shadows when we pop back out on the other side.”
It’s quiet for a minute before dad takes a seat in one of the empty chairs. Ellie and Sam decide to kick a ball around with the makeshift goal on the wall, leaving the rest of us to talk. After a while, we decide to keep going and eventually we reach the exit point.
As expected, it’s pitch black outside. As we walk through the streets, Ellie strikes up a conversation with Henry.
“So what’s next for you guys after this? We’re going to Wyoming!”
Dad turns his head to Ellie, glaring at her, but Harry lets out a small laugh and shakes his head.
“Yeah, maybe we’ll just call this a success and say our fond farewells.”
Ellie shakes her head as we continue to walk.
“No, he’ll change his mind. Trust me. This is how he goes. He’s like ‘No,Ellie. Never ever ever ever happening.’ And then I’m like ‘I’m gonna ask you a million more times and’-.”
She is quietly interrupted by the sound of gun fire.We quickly shoot down to the ground, rushing to the nearest car.
“Where the fuck is that coming fro-.”
“Shut up!”
Gunshots continue to fly through the air, and suddenly, Henry takes off with Sam in the other direction, surprising Harry.
“Henry, what the fuck are you doing?!”
“Getting Sam ou-Oh shit!”
They run back to the car and we’re all quiet for a minute. Dad looks over his should before turning back to us.
“All right. Stay here.”
“What?!”
“Dad!”
He shakes his head at Ellie and I, refusing to give in.
“If you don’t move, he’s not gonna hit you. I’m gonna go around, try to get in the house through the back, and then I’ll take him out.”
Ellie shakes here head, her body starting to shake in fear as she grips my hand.
“But if you go out there, he’s gonna kill you-.”
“It’s dark and he has shit aim, nobody’s gonna kill me.”
“Then he’s gonna kill us!”
Dad looks at her as she continues to shake.
“You trust me?”
She gives him a small nod and he pats her shoulder before he gets up. We share a look and I know he can see the worry in my eyes. He trails around the car and slowly begins to tread as bullets fly through the air again.
It’s quiet for a couple minutes before we hear one more gunshot, and Ellie starts to freak out a little. I pull her in close, burying her head in my neck to keep her quiet.
“I gotcha. Promise. Nothin’s gonna happen. He’s gonna be fine.”
It’s faint but I hear someone that sounds like dad yell, but it becomes clearer.
“Run!”
Lights head our direction and take off fast, running from the oncoming vehicles, bullets flying through the air. One of the drivers is shot and the truck crashes into a building, catching everything on fire. Harry grabs Ellie as we run towards a stray car to take cover.
It’s quiet, minus the sound of guns clicking, when a feminine voice pops up from the other side of the cars.
“Dead end, Henry. Gonna step on out? Save us some time?…No? That’s alright.. Doesn’t matter.”
Henry looks at Sam before hesitantly shouting to the woman, who I assume to be Kathleen.
“I’ll come out! Just let the kids go!”
“No. Sorry.. The girl is with the man who killed Bryan, And Sam..Well-Sam’s with you.”
Henry gets frustrated and Harry and I share a look, trying to plot an escape as Henry buys us some time.
“You don’t understand!”
“But I do. I know why you did what you did. But did you ever stop to think maybe he was supposed to die?”
“He’s just a fucking kid, Kathleen!”
She’s quiet for a minute before she responds again.
“Well, kids die Henry. They die all the time. You think the whole world revolves around him? That he’s worth.. everything?..Well this is what happens when you fuck with fate.”
Henry turns to Harry and I, a stern expression on his face.
“Get ready to take them and run.”
Harry shakes his head quickly, and he opens his mouth to argue, but Henry gives him another look.
“H. Please, don’t argue with me. Do it.”
Harry sighs and takes Sam’s hand while Ellie grabs mine.
“It’s time, Henry. Enough!”
Henry takes a couple deep breaths before he stands up, his hands up and his back now to us as he walks to Kathleen.
“It ends the way it ends.”
I hear a gun click but before it can be fired, the destruction from the fire begins to escalate as the truck starts to fall into what very well may be a sinkhole. It’s quiet for a minute but then the screeching sound of infected echos the area. They come running out in a stampede, so Harry and I quickly grab the kids and make a run for it, Henry running after us.
Ellie falls to the ground and begins to army crawl to a nearby car. Henry and Sam are surrounded by clickers, shouting as I hear Sam cry. Ellie looks at Harry and I and before I can pull her back, she starts to run towards them, clickers getting shot down left and right as she runs.
I sigh and Harry and I make a run after her, quickly catching up. I quickly stab the surrounding clickers before we pull Sam and Henry out from under the car before we all make a run for it. We continue to run before we’re stopped by Kathleen, who points a gun at us.
“Stop!”
Before she can say anything else, she’s tackled by a clicker and she is quickly ripped to shreds and she screams.
“Don’t look, let’s go, c’mon.”
We starting running again and we meet up with dad, running to an abandoned warehouse.
We eat what we have, and dad tries to catch his breath. Ellie and Sam sit on a bed, looking at the book from Sam’s bag. Harry gazes over at his brother in worry.
“You think they’ll be okay?”
I give him a small nod as I look at the kids.
“It’s easier when you’re a kid anyway.”
I frown at dad and he’s quiet for a minute before he looks towards the rest of us.
“You don’t have anybody else relying on you. That’s the hard part..”
We’re all quiet for a minute before Harry responds, giving me a small smile.
“Well, I guess that means we’re doing a good job, then.”
Dads quiet and looks at the kids, nodding to them.
“What’s that comic book say, ‘Endure and survive’?
Henry only nods.
“Shits pretty redundant..”
Dad let’s out a small laugh and I chuckle.
“Yeah.. It’s not great..”
It’s quiet for a minute until dad speaks up, and he surprises me.
“Look. I don’t know how I’m gettin’ to Wyoming-I’m probably walkin’.. But..you know if ya’ll want to.”
Harry and Henry nod, and Harry subtly laces his fingers through mine.
“Yeah. I think it’d be nice for Sam to have a friend. And Harry seems pretty taken with Y/N..”
Dad furrows his brows and his eyes land on our conjoined hand.
“You get your-“
“Daddy, stop. I ain’t havin’ this conversation with you. Deal with it and shut the fuck up.”
He growls and looks away, and Harry just squeezes my hand.
“I’ll tell him in the morning. New day, new start.”
Dad nods. We send the kids off to bed and head there ourselves. As soon as my head hits the pillow, I’m out like a light.
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I’m woken up by a blinding light and what feels like someone nudging my leg. I open my eyes, allowing myself to adjust to the light for a moment before looking at my attacker.
“You know.. as your daughter, I feel like you could’ve woken me up a lot nicer.”
Dad shakes his head with a chuckles and walks away. Harry walks over to me and holds a hand out to me with a smile. I take it with a small thank you, and it only takes me a second to gain my footing. I open my mouth to say something but before I can, I hear a scream. Ellie.
We all rush into the room to see Sam attacking Ellie, and by the looks of it, he was infected. Before Dad or I can try to help her, Henry shoots at the ground, preventing us from helping. Harry looks at him in shock.
“Henry! Stop! You can’t-!”
Ellie continues to scream and finally, Henry shoots Sam, who falls off of Ellie and onto the floor. Sam remains unmoving, blood pouring out onto the hardwood floors. Dad looks at Ellie, his eyes full of worry as he starts to approach her.
“Ellie, you okay?”
Before she can respond, Henry points his gun right at dad.
“Henry-.”
Dad tries to calm him down but nothing he says is getting through to him.
“What.. W-What did I do?..Sam…”
Dad walks closer to him, trying to take the gun from him.
“Henry, give me the gun-.”
Henry shakes his head, and shaking my raises the gun to his head. Harry’s eyes widen and he begins to shout.
“Henry- no!”
BANG
Ellie lets out a scream as Henry falls to the ground, and Harry falls to his knees as tears begin to fall down his cheeks. I quietly move over to Ellie, laying on hand on her shoulder.
“I need you to stay with Harry, ‘kay? Dad and I will take care of them..”
“But-.”
I give her a sad look and she nods. She crawls over to where Harry is on the floor and hesitantly hugs him. Dad and I exchange silent glances and we nod at one another before getting to work.
We bury them together, and I have to hold back the tears as I fill the hole. Ellie flattens it and leaves Sam’s writing board on top, a look of sadness on her face. I give Harry a hug and he lets out a shaky sigh.
Ellie stands up and looks at dad.
“Which way is west?”
Dad looks around before he nudges his head to the west.
Ellie looks at Harry and I hear him let out a sniffle.
“What’s next for you then?”
Before he can respond, I answer.
“With us. If he wants to..”
Dad scoffs and shakes his head.
“Y/N!”
“Daddy, stop! He’s comin’ with us if he wants and that’s all I’m gonna hear about it.”
I look at Harry and he gives me a small nod. Dad lets out a sigh and starts walking off, Ellie quickly following him. I look at Harry again and he just shakes his head, walking close to my side as we jog to catch up with dad and Ellie.
“Are you.. gonna be okay?”
He looks up for a minute before he looks back at me.
“Will you stay close to me..?”
I nod, giving him a small smile as I hesitantly hold a hand out to him.
He takes my hand and squeezes it, pulling me to his side.
“Then yeah. ‘M gonna be alright.”
END OF PART 1.
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Extra fluffy start of uni comfort, with StSg
I officially started uni today and I’m exhausted. (I was in an open uni program in the spring but now I’m officially in the sociology degree program) Anyway, I wanted to do more of my good Geto au (summary: Geto never went rogue, saved Mimiko and Nanako and brought them to Jujutsu High, and he stayed together with reader and Gojo). I needed double the comfort so I wanted to write more of this AU. I’m so fucking anxious about the whole uni thing, and I need some reassurance I’m doing okay and doing the right thing for myself. This is set when they’re all in their early twenties and the reader is starting uni. Who could’ve guess I’d write about what’s going on in my own life. I started writing this a couple of days ago and wanted to post this yesterday, but I couldn’t finish it because I had to go to sleep. No warnings on this one, just pure fluff and comfort
Word count: 1,6k
“Fuck, fuck, fuck” you groaned as you paced back and forth in front of the couch.
“You need to stop stressing about this. You’ll be fine” Gojo sighed as he and Geto watched your pacing from the couch.
“Can you guarantee that? Can you absolutely promise me I won’t totally embarrass myself or do something idiotic that will make all my classmates hate me?” you exclaimed with an annoyed tone.
“Well no, but-” Gojo started but you cut him off.
“Yeah, so don’t tell me not to stress, that doesn’t help me at all” you snapped.
“Satoru doesn’t mean anything bad by it, he just sucks at wording things in a good way” Geto said, giving the other man a disapproving side eye.
“I know, I know. It’s just that I haven’t really studied in a long time, and I’m also nervous about not fitting in. I know I get along with people okay, but that doesn’t mean they’ll like me or that they want to be friends with me” you sighed as you sat down between the two men on the couch.
“Like Satoru said, you’re going to be fine. You’re of course allowed to stress about it, but don’t drive yourself insane thinking about all that could go wrong, because those things you’re worried about are not likely to happen” Geto said, squeezing your thigh comfortingly.
Gojo was nodding furiously in agreement with Geto.
“Thank you, Suguru” you said and kissed him on the cheek.
“Hey! Where’s my kiss?” Gojo complained in his usual dramatic manner.
“You need to earn it” Geto smirked, as he pulled you closer to him by your waist, and away from Gojo.
“I think that’s up to her, more than you” Gojo remarked as he leaned closer to you.
You knew these two idiots both had the ability to be very competitive and possessive, and while it usually didn’t cause problems, there were times when it definitely did.
“Guys?” you asked as Gojo was basically looming over you and Geto was holding you against himself by your waist.
“Yes love?” Geto asked, still looking Gojo in the eyes rather than turning his attention to you.
“I’m really not in the mood for this right now” you muttered and got up from the couch, heading for the bathroom while muttering something about needing a shower.
Gojo and Geto just looked at each other with surprised expressions, before sighing in unison. If you weren’t in the mood, that was totally fine, but they wanted to help you relieve stress in some way.
“I don’t think she even knows what she wants or needs, but she needs us to help her, that’s for sure” Gojo grumbled as he threw his head back over the backrest of the couch. “Got any ideas?”
“I’m gonna go take a shower with her, and you’re going to make us some dinner” Geto said as he got up from the couch.
“Why do you get to take a shower with her, and I have to make dinner?” Gojo whined.
“Because you’re the best cook out of all of us and you just took a shower in the morning”
“That’s fair… I guess…” Gojo muttered with a pout.
“Stop being a baby about it and go cook something” Geto said, before pressing a kiss on Gojo’s forehead and disappearing after you to the bathroom.
Gojo sighed deeply and made his way to the kitchen, starting to look through the cabinets for something to use. He quickly realized none of you had been to the store for a while, so he had to do that too.
“Damn it Suguru” Gojo muttered as he grabbed his wallet and walked out the door.
Meanwhile, you were standing under the warm water, wondering if you really even wanted to get out of bed for the start of school the next day. You heard the front door slam before the bathroom door opened and someone pulled aside the shower curtain, stepping into the shower with you. He placed his hands on your hips and kissed your neck from behind.
“Suguru…” you mumbled, but your voice was drowned out by the rushing water.
“Let me help you”
“Mmmm, where did Satoru go?” you asked as you turned around to face him.
“The store I assume, he agreed to make dinner” Geto explained, his hands still on your hips.
“Ah, well then… How do you want to help me?” you asked as your hand traveled up his abdomen and stopped on his chest.
“I’d like to wash your hair, I know that relaxes you” Geto smiled, before closing the distance between your lips and kissing you softly.
“Hmm I’ll agree to it, if you let me wash yours” you complied as he pulled back.
“Certainly” he smirked. “But you first”
You sighed, but agreed anyway. You wet your hair properly before standing in front of Geto with your back to him. He squeezed some shampoo into your hair and started massaging it in.
You had to admit, he was right, it was very relaxing to have someone else wash your hair. It was such a nice form of intimacy. You almost felt like your head was melting as Geto kept massaging your scalp, it was so damn nice.
“Mmmmm” you muttered, leaning back against Geto’s chest.
“You really do like this, huh” he murmured, looking down at you.
“Mmmhhmm” you nodded with your eyes closed.
Geto just chuckled. It wasn’t bad for him either, he enjoyed making you feel good.
After a couple more minutes of him washing your hair, he moved his hands away from your head and spun you around. You almost protested, but you knew it wouldn’t last forever, and you wanted to wash his hair before Gojo came back home anyway.
“Sit down on the shower stool, you’re too damn tall” you commanded with a smirk.
“Yes yes, I’m aware” he rolled his eyes playfully as he sat down.
You slathered your hands in shampoo and started washing his hair.
Geto closed his eyes and just enjoyed your touch. He knew you had been stressing about starting university for months, but now that it was so close your stress was very high. He really just wanted to help you relax and make sure you were able to manage your stress in a healthy way.
You were just humming one of your favorite songs as you washed Geto’s hair. His hair was longer than yours, had been for a couple of years now. It was like silk. You had always wondered how his hair was in such a good condition, but you never were able to figure it out and he never gave you a straight answer either.
“Thank you” you whispered into his ear as you finished washing his hair.
“For what?” Geto asked as he stood up.
“For helping me destress a bit. It was nice” you shrugged.
“No problem” Geto smiled.
You both rinsed out your hair and got out of the shower. Geto wrapped you in a big bath towel and wrapped one around his waist as well, after drying himself first. You both wrapped your hair in smaller towels too and went to put some clothes on.
“I’m baaaaack!” Gojo’s voice rang out through the apartment as he opened the front door.
“Hi” you peaked your head out of the bedroom and saw him carrying two bags of groceries to the kitchen.
“Hey doll, you look better” Gojo smiled and walked up to you.
“I feel better too” you smiled and pressed a kiss on his lips.
“Hah! I earned it” Gojo celebrated, blowing a raspberry at Geto, which made you laugh.
“Yeah, yeah, go make dinner you child” Geto rolled his eyes.
“I was gonna do that anyway, not because you told me to” Gojo said mockinly and marched into the kitchen.
“You want some help?” you asked as you followed behind him.
“Sure” Gojo smirked.
You and Gojo made food, while Geto sat by the kitchen table, sipping a can of cider. He just watched and smiled as you and Gojo kept arguing about which vegetables to use, only to end up using all of them. Geto couldn’t help but keep smiling as he watched the two of you. Gojo caught every discarded piece of carrot you threw at him and threw them right back at you.
“I think we should finish making the food instead of playing with it” you noted.
“Yeah, you’re probably right. You two get cranky when you’re hungry” Gojo motioned at you and Geto with his spatula.
“No I don’t!” you and Geto exclaimed in unison.
“See, cranky” Gojo smirked with such a self satisfactory expression it made you want to throw another piece of carrot at him.
You and Geto looked at each other and then both of you proceeded to roll your eyes at Gojo. Who gasped very dramatically in response, before swiftly turning back to his cooking with a sassy: “How dare you?”
“Aaaw Suguru, I think the baby’s upset” you said sarcastically.
“No I’m not” Gojo argued meekly, which was obviously an act for attention.
Of course this worked like a charm. Geto got up from the table with a sigh and walked up to Gojo, wrapping his arms around the other man’s waist. You also glued yourself to Gojo’s side, before you and Geto pressed a kiss on each of Gojo’s cheeks.
Gojo was basically purring with delight as he finished cooking. He was such an attention whore, but you and Geto definitely fed that side of him shamelessly and Gojo absolutely relished in that.
The three of you ate, talking about whatever and laughing together. You felt so much better and you were barely even thinking about the things you were stressing about earlier. It was a fun evening and you were definitely able to destress thanks to both of them.
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spending the night at Jimmy’s for the first time even though you’ve been dating for a while. Maybe like it’ts really late he doesn’t want you driving and though you cuddle all the time he’s stiff as a board while laying next to you but then you ask for a goodnight kiss and he just melts
“please stay,” he’s got a frown on his lips as you go to grab your keys. a blush forms on his cheeks as you raise an eyebrow at at him, “i’ll be worried about you driving home in this. besides, you hate driving in the dark anyway.”
“it’s barely snowing, jimmy, and it’s- what? a two mile drive?” you look at him bemused, “you’re really not gonna let me leave, are you?”
“i’m prepared to hide your keys until morning,” he says and you send him a smile. you set your keys back down on the counter and cross the room, throwing your arms over his shoulders, “i’ll even make you breakfast before class in the morning.”
“oh what a gentleman,” you press a quick kiss to his lips before letting him pull you down the hallway and into his bedroom. he pulls out some clothes from his dresser and shows you where he kept a spare toothbrush and disappears, probably to go bother ryan for something.
you close the bathroom door and sigh, it only then hitting you that in the six months that you had been together, this would be the first time you had slept over at either of your places. you start to feel giddy as you take a quick shower and brush your teeth, pulling on the sweats he had given you before going back out into his room where he was already sitting in the bed. you grin, “you remember that i don’t like to sleep closest to the door?”
“i do listen to you sometimes,” he teases as you slide under the covers. you wait for him to do the same because it was already pretty late and you both had early classes in the morning, but it’s like he freezes once you relax into the pillow.
you give him a minute and then two before sighing, “can i have a kiss?”
his eyes meet yours and you watch as he visibly relaxes, sliding down to meet you. it lasts maybe a little longer than a goodnight kiss should’ve, but neither of you mind as he tucks you into his chest and pulls the covers tight around you, “goodnight.”
“night, jim,” you mumble, “don’t forget about my breakfast in the morning.”
“wouldn’t dream of it.”
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1-800-imagines · 2 years
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sick part 2 | nate jacobs
part one here!
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nate had gone to the doctor the next day, giving you a chance to go home, shower and get some homework done. the doctor said that he wouldn’t be contagious in 24 hours after starting the meds so you both thought it’d be best to keep away until then.
that was a moot point as it turned out. the day after nate’s doctors appointment, you felt like shit and you were burning up. you were supposed to go to nate’s that evening to watch a movie in bed with him but that wasn’t gonna happen now.
‘i can’t come over tonight bubs :(‘ you texted, curling up in a million blankets to try and quell the chills.
your phone lit up right away, ‘why not??’ then it began to ring, before you could even say anything nate asked, “what’s wrong? are you upset?”
“no baby, i’m sick. i guarantee i have strep.” you sighed, “i’d go to the doctor but my moms still out of town and i don’t feel good enough to drive.”
“i’ll take you.” he stated, “get ready. i’ll have my mom make the appointment with our doctor. don’t worry about it.”
you groaned, “nate, you don’t have to do that. i can wait till she gets home in a couple days.”
“stop arguing. you took care of me. let me take care of you.” and with that, he hung up. you huffed and rolled back over in your bed, pulling the blanket back over you. he was right.
you had planned to get up and get dressed, but you actually drifted right back to sleep.
nate was concerned when you didn’t answer. he had texted you 4 times and called you twice. he had then walked to the door and rang the doorbell twice. deciding it probably was an emergency, he used the spare key you had given him.
“baby?” he called into the empty house. he walked upstairs to your room and saw a lump of blankets in the middle of your bed. he cracked a smile and sat on the edge, “sweetheart, i thought you were gonna get ready for me.”
“fell asleep, you woke me up.” you pouted, peaking your head out from under.
nate brushed his hand over your forehead and pushed your hair back, ���how are you under all these blankets? you’re burning up.”
“i have a fever, i don’t know how high,” you frowned. it was a good thing nate was here. it was taking effort just for you to move.
nate frowned, “okay, come on. doctor time.” he bent over and picked you and a few of your blankets with you.
“need to get ready.” you grumbled. you hadn’t changed your clothes or even brushed your teeth.
he shook his head and brought you to your bathroom, “you’re a worst patient than i am, baby.” he put you down and kissed your forehead, “get ready and i’ll grab you some fresh clothes.”
it took double the time it normally would have for you to brush your teeth and hair but nate was patient as ever. he even helped you get dressed in the clothes he picked out which were sweatpants and a hoodie of his that he had been wearing into the house.
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after the doctor you arguably felt shittier. you did indeed have strep which made nate feel bad as he knew he was the cause.
“nate, it’s fine. my immune system just doesn’t work like it should.” you mumbled, crawling into nate’s bed.
he had brought you to his house since your mom was still out of town. nate’s mom also insisted as she wanted to return the favor by taking care of you.
“yeah well i still feel bad. you have it worse than me.” he scooted you over so he could get in bed next to you.
“bad news tho jacobs. antibiotics make my birth control pill not work. no sex for 10 days.”
“like you’d be up for having sex now anyway.” he mused, smiling.
“of course i want to rail my sexy nurse. who do you think i am?” you grinned and wrapped your arms around him, settling in.
“let’s just get your tonsils to shrink and then we’ll talk babe.” he pressed a kiss to the top of your head.
“fine. fine.” you said, too tired to even joke argue. and with that nate kissed your forehead and you drifted to sleep.
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ifidiedinadream · 3 months
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I have this ongoing cnc/somno fantasy about Olli and I just saw you opened requests again so I'm gonna shoot my shot 👀 (fully ok if this ain't up your alley)
You come home all stressed out and frustrated because of work and go to bed immediately. Olli follows you into the bedroom and helps to undress you as he lets you vent. All the while he's massaging you and leaving soft kisses all over your skin until he ends up between your thighs. With Olli slowly eating you out you finally relax and can’t help but fall asleep after some minutes. Which was kind of Olli’s goal anyway and he continues to eat you out for a bit as he also prepares you with his fingers. Soon he would be slowly fucking you in your sleep and you only wake up when you feel the orgasm wash over you and also to thank him before you fall asleep in his arms again.
HELLOOOO another first for me! i never wrote somnophilia in a reader insert before. hope you like it!
CW: CNC, (CONSENSUAL) SOMNOPHILIA
also on ao3
“Is everything okay?” Olli asks, leaning on the doorframe of your bedroom. You just knocked your hand cream to the floor by slamming your bag onto the drawer.
“I’m fucking quitting.” You struggle to dose your force, and your hands tremble so much you can barely grab the cream to put it back. You grunt when you knock a ring to the floor in the process. “Fuck, I hate everything.”
Slowly, Olli walks over to you. You let him wrap his arms around you after a moment of tension. You take a deep breath, then one more. Your heartbeat slows down against Olli’s chest.
“Boss being a bitch?” Olli asks, caressing your hair.
“Yes.”
“Colleagues even more so?”
“Yes.”
Olli pulls away. He pushes your jacket off your shoulders, helps you out of your work clothes, and then tenderly runs his hands up and down your arms, stopping to rub at the back of your hands with his thumbs. You keep your gaze low, relaxing visibly.
“But you don’t really wanna quit, do you?”
You let out a sigh, then shake your head no.
Olli smiles, but you aren’t looking. “Let’s lie down.”
On the bed, you end up on your back, with Olli crawling on top of you, showering your neck and collarbone in kisses. You intertwine your fingers in his curls, pulling him closer to you. Olli keeps moving downwards, between your breasts, his thumbs tracing circles on both sides of your hip bone. He leaves a trail of goosebumps on your soft skin as his mouth runs down your tummy, and when he reaches the hem of your panties, he hooks his fingers inside and pulls them down. Automatically, you open your legs, folding them at the knees. Olli kisses you on the clit before he starts to lick at it, swirling his tongue like he knows drives you crazy. You moan, hands back in his curls, and when Olli touches you on the abdomen and sides, he finds that you’re no longer as tense as before.
“Baby… put two fingers in me, while you do this, please?”
You sound so sweet, all whiney and breathy, and it makes Olli smile against your skin. He does as asked, pressing his fingers to your upper walls, knowing you love it when he makes you come by tending to both your clit and g-spot. Urged on by your sounds, sweet enough to make his cock all hard and ready on their own, Olli works his tongue faster, determined to feel you clench around his fingers.
It doesn’t take too long. Soon your body is convulsing, with Olli trying to keep it still with the hand that’s not inside you, and you’re moaning Olli’s name. Olli keeps licking and licking, because you taste so good, and you’re so warm, and he’s getting so hard by eating you out… it’s hard to let go, because you still taste amazing, and Olli wants to taste you until you’re out of sweetness, like you’re a lollipop that hasn’t been sucked down to the stick yet.  
When he finally raises his gaze, he finds you with your eyes closed, your chest rising and falling slowly.
Poor thing, needed rest so bad…
He sits up. You look peaceful, no lines of worry on your face. Olli touches your hand; no reaction. He raises it, lifting your arm in the process, then drops it; still no reaction. With featherlike touch, he goes to grab your breast, squeezing it gently then pinching your nipple. Your brow furrows, but apart from that, no reaction. He puts his mouth around it, sucks, while his hand toys with the other nipple. You stir a bit, try to roll on your side, closing your legs in the process, but Olli keeps you still.
Your legs. He puts a hand on your knee to keep it from joining the other one. Your cunt looks lovely, still all wet from your juices and Olli’s saliva. Olli can’t help but put a finger back inside. After all you can’t say no…
Touching you like this, moving his finger in and out of you, coming out coated in more delicious juice every time; your cunt giving in, welcoming one finger at first, then two, then three, even if, technically, you aren’t aroused; the fact that you’re disarmed, lying underneath Olli, at his complete mercy – all of it does nothing to ease the throbbing erection between Olli’s legs, so Olli hastily takes his clothes off and starts pumping his dick.
But why use his hands when you’re right here?
With adrenaline running through his system, Olli spreads your legs further apart and lies down on top of you. When he enters, he finds little to no resistance, your body completely melting under his touch, like it often does when you make love. Your forehead wrinkles and you turn your head on the pillow, but you’re still fast asleep.
You’re so fucking beautiful when you’re asleep.
Olli starts thrusting his hips, covering your body with his own and listening to your breathing attentively. It gets more ragged, and the more he fucks you, the more your sleeping body agitates: your arms move, your eyes squint shut, and you let out quiet groans. It gets impossible to keep the slow pace, because Olli needs to come, especially when he’s met with such a sight - you writhing in your sleep; sometimes he gets rough enough to risk waking you up, but a few soft words are all it takes to calm you down again.
“Shh, baby. It’s fine. It’s just me. Go back to sleep.”
However, after a while, there’s no soothing you: your face and chest are red, your cunt tightens its grip around Olli’s cock, and your head is sent back. You come after mere seconds, the orgasm even more intense than the one from earlier, if the way you’re moaning is anything to go by. You open your eyes at once, and the shock can’t take over the pleasure in your expression. It’s too much for Olli, who comes as well, urged on by the way your orgasm feels around his cock. He buries his face in your neck, spilling deep inside you, feeling your cunt suck all the cum in. The pleasure comes in waves, and his name on your lips (said in a hoarse, feeble voice) again only exacerbates it.
You’re both quiet after a while.
You put your hand in his hair, holding Olli close. You’re still breathing heavily and your neck smells of sex. Olli licks at it, then pulls away to take a better look at your face. Your eyes are still puffy when you mumble a “thank you”. Olli takes you in his arms, hoping his embrace will help you doze off again.  
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weaksspot · 11 months
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early seasons bath time for @demongirlmeg :-) (read on ao3)
Dean’s arm is fucked up, worse than just tape-a-plastic-bag-over-it-and-shower-anyway fucked up—his wrist and several fingers got smashed pretty bad and a whole lot of skin got torn off when he was dragged what felt like a hundred miles an hour down a stretch of asphalt by a screaming spirit, so now he’s all wrapped up in splints and bandages and a course of antibiotics to counter any infection from the god damn dirt and gore that got smeared into the road rash—and Sam is trying to wrangle him into a bath.
Because of course they got the motel room with the busted shower, and of course there aren’t any other rooms available. Of course they got the last one.
“You cannot get into bed like this,” Sam’s saying, in that voice he uses when he thinks Dean’s being bratty. “You’re filthy and you stink, Dean, and you have to let me clean your face up anyway. You’re still bleeding.”
“It’s a head wound. Head wounds do that,” Dean says, churlish. He knows he’s whining but he can’t help it; he’s woozy from the adrenaline of the hunt ebbing out of him and from the painkillers the nurse gave him. The side of his face is glowing hot where the skin is all raw. He had to let Sam drive them back to the motel. He wants to go to sleep.
“Look—I’ll put fucking bubbles in it, if you want, but you need to take a bath.”
Dean groans.
“Dean.”
He looks up at Sam, standing over him, his too big baby brother, arms folded and eyebrows raised.
“I’m serious.”
“I ain’t a stray dog.”
“Well, you smell like one,” Sam says, and reaches out and gets his hands under Dean’s arms to haul him up, and there’s no fighting him.
The bathroom is blurry with steam, the air hot. Sam crouches down and unties Dean’s shoelaces for him and then looks like he’s about to go for his belt too so Dean kicks him with his socked foot, scoots him back across the tile a little bit and Sam just snort-laughs and says fine, if you think you don’t need my help. Dean fumbles his belt and jeans open himself, one-handed, and waits for Sam to slide round and face the other way before he actually strips. It’s not that he’s self-conscious. Obviously not. Sometimes it’s just—sometimes it’s just.
He makes it to the bathtub all by himself, leans hard on his good hand as he lowers himself in. It’s almost too hot. Just this side of bearable. Sam looks over again when he hears Dean sink up to his neck, groaning. His fucked up arm dangles useless over the edge of the tub, now and then producing a warm throb of pain.
“Good?” Sam sounds so pleased with himself, the little fucker. Dean closes his eyes and lets the water lap at his chin and doesn’t answer.
Sweetheart that he is, Sam sits there quietly and just lets Dean soak for a good five minutes before he says anything else. But then what he says is: “I’m gonna wash your hair.” Dean’s eyes snap open, and he stares over the side of the tub as Sam shifts onto his knees and shuffles across the scant space.
“I don't need you to wash my damn hair,” he says, but he takes so long to say it that Sam is already shrugging out of his flannel, leaning his elbows onto the edge of the bath. Dean surreptitiously closes his legs where they’d been splayed open, mindlessly comfortable.
“You gonna do it yourself, with one hand?” Sam has his eyebrows raised like he’s being perfectly reasonable. Dean scowls at him.
“Of course I can do it with one hand,” he grumbles. “Just—” he struggles into sitting up a bit more, skin squeaking on the plastic, and sticks his hand out. “Gimme some soap.”
“Shampoo,” Sam corrects him. One eyebrow goes a little higher than the other.
“Whatever. Jesus. They’re the same thing.”
It’s the heat of the water, and of the torn skin, that’s making Dean’s face so warm. Not how close Sam is, kneeling there fully dressed while Dean’s just. In here.
“No they’re not,” Sam tells him, all calm, but there’s a bit of pink in his cheeks, too. In the tip of his nose. He’s the only person in the world that Dean’s ever seen who blushes in the tip of his nose, like he has a cold.
Still—Sam produces a little travel bottle of shampoo, holds it up and squeezes a blob of it into Dean’s hand like he’d asked, and then sits back and watches the ensuing pathetic attempt to scrub it into his hair. He does it, but, Jesus—with the painkillers and the ache in his shoulders and sheer exhaustion, it’s hard. Dean drops his sudsy hand into the water and lets his head clunk back against the bath and glares at the ceiling. Shampoo trickles into the scraped up side of his face, and it stings.
After a minute, Sam says, “You gonna let me help?”
“No,” Dean mumbles. Then he closes his eyes again, and says: “…fine.”
There’s some quiet shuffling beside him, and then Sam’s hand, gentle, on his forehead. Smoothing his hair back, and then—scrubbing, at the crown of his head, just like Dean does himself every time he washes his hair but God, it feels real different when it’s someone else. When it’s Sammy. Dean drops his chin to his chest, eyes tight shut, teeth pressed together, but he can’t do anything about the shiver that goes through him when Sam’s nails scrape softly behind his each ear, over the nape of his neck. A fingertip running along the curve of his ear where blood had stuck and dried.
“Okay?” Sam asks, real low. Real close.
“Shut up,” Dean whispers into his knees.
“Put your head back,” Sam murmurs, and Dean does but slowly, reluctant, eyes still closed. One of Sam’s big hands comes up to cup his hairline, keeping the shampoo from getting into his eyes, as he scoops up palmfuls of water with the other to rinse it out. It’s so careful, so gentle, and it’s exactly what Dean used to do for him when he was little, too little to do it himself. For a second he can’t breathe quite right.
Sam’s hands fall away and Dean opens his eyes. His brother is just sitting there leaning on the edge of the tub like everything is fine and normal, except that his face is almost as red as Dean’s own is.
“We used to do this the other way round,” Dean says. “I used to wash your hair.”
He feels lightheaded. From the painkillers, probably. The adrenaline. The way Sam is looking at him, too steady. Sam’s t-shirt is damp and sticking to his chest. “You had so much damn hair. Never let anybody cut it ’cept me, and when I did you used to scream bloody murder if I snipped off more than the tiniest goddamn bit.” He’s rambling. He shuts his mouth.
Sam is smiling, just slightly. There’s a little smear of blood across his left cheekbone and in this light his eyes look dark. “I remember.”
“Yeah?”
“Mhm.”
Sam nods. Still looking at him with all that focus. Dean watches him suck his lip between his teeth and feels his dick twitch. He looks away. Breathes out slowly.
“Dean.” Sam’s voice is low and rough.
Dean shakes his head and doesn’t look at him, can’t look at him, because if he does—if he does. He lifts his not-fucked hand out of the water and rubs it over his face, squeezes hard at his temples. “If I don’t get out of this tub in a minute I’m gonna pass out and drown.”
His brother doesn't say anything for five unsteady breaths. Dean counts them, for something to concentrate on. Then he moves, stands up, and Dean keeps his eyes forward, right forward, does not even think about how if he turned his head he’d be at just the right height to—
“I’ll get you a towel,” Sam says, and Dean swallows the spit that's gathered under his tongue, and mumbles, “thanks, Sammy.”
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schoolbusgraveyard · 2 years
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omg.. imagine the group having sleepovers or road trips.. taylor and logan making everyone friendship bracelets.. aiden making everyone wear matching halloween costumes(maybe aiden, ashlyn, and tyler as angels and ben, logan, and taylor as devils)..
pls just give me your heascanons on if they do anything together other then trying(and failing)not to get murdered every night
YES YES actually I started working on a fanfic where they were all having a sleepover/had it in my drafts for MONTHS and I was super happy w it, but I really need to go back over it/redo it tbh and then, y’know, actually post it somewhere. But ohhh my goddd oh my god all of the normal friendgroup stuff they could be doing............. adorable...... Esp the friendship bracelets made by Logan and Taylor tho, that just has my HEART.
I’ll use a few of your things for some of the headcanons, too, hope that’s okay! ^^
This is probably gonna get Really long
Okay so on the friendship bracelet note. Not really something they do, but when Tay and Logan hand them out, Ashlyn’s not really. Sure how she feels about it at first. She fidgets with it constantly, and literally only takes it off when she’s about to shower (or if it’s going to hurt her while she stretches) or get in a pool or something. She ends up fidgeting with it when she’s uncertain or thinking something over; it helps keep her grounded and also lets her do something with her hands.
Aiden is actually. Really careful with his. Like, scarily careful. If he’s about to do something where he’s worried that it’ll get broken or lost, he’ll actively put it on a lanyard or necklace under his shirt, in his bag--he’ll just take a single second to make sure it’s tucked away nice and safe somewhere before absolutely going off with whatever he’s gonna do.
God so the roadtrips thing; I feel like if they could drive (I know that the original Aiden could drive, and I’m not sure about anyone else’s skills atm) and had a vehicle they were allowed to use consistently, and the circumstances were... Different (aka not near-death every night), Aiden would pester the hell out of everyone to go with him on a long out-of-state trip. He and Ben would cover all of the expenses, and they could all just. Drive. Aiden, to me, seems like the kind of person who would just want to go, no real destination, no real place to be, just... Go.
Tyler kinda gives me the vibe of a guy that would just really enjoy just laying on the hood/roof of a car and staring up at the sky. He’d just get a kind of a “it’s calm and quiet and I don’t have to worry about anything right now” feeling?
On the note of sleepovers, I feel like the best place for it would probably be Ashlyn’s. Not inherently because of the graveyard, but where she has the murphy bed--they could all just spread blankets, sleeping bags, and pillows out across the floor and it wouldn’t be an issue, Mike/Emma would be constantly making snacks (they were being overdramatic and joking about ~pressing a cup against her door at like 3am to hear what she/her friends were talking about~ as well as sleepovers anyway) and checking on them, they’d be able to vote on a movie...
I feel like Aiden would immediately throw down like six horror movie DVDs that he brought preemptively, and half the group (specifically Ben, Logan, and Tyler would all just stare like “why? why would you want to do this? literally in an hour we’re going to pass out and see actual monsters and you want to watch a 45min ghost movie? and then after you want to watch another one?” to which he just responds with, “lol, yeah? perfect timing”). Taylor is kind of on the fence on it--I feel like she’d kinda lean away from a lot of ~haunted~ stuff after coming face to face with phantoms, but she still wants to try because, c’mon, they’ve all seen worse? they’ve lived through worse. how bad can one little horror movie be?
(Pretty bad, she probably ends up freaking out and clinging to either Ashlyn or Ben/hiding her face in one of their arms/etc. like, 2/3rds of the way through it if they even make it that far; Ben Cannot stomach horror stuff to save his life)
Aiden’s generally snuggly and physically affectionate (with a very weak understanding of boundaries) with everyone around him anyway--he would probably also be taking turns leaning against everyone, flopping down across them, or just kicking his legs up across theirs if they were all just sprawled out on the bed.
Taylor? Thrives off of this. As soon as he bumps his shoulder against hers, she’s immediately pulling him into a hug. Logan’s also pretty okay with this (and actually welcomes it! he’s just a little embarrassed), but he’s a little more reserved and withheld about it.
Ashlyn’s a little hesitant about it at first--moreso than Logan--but gets a little more comfortable after a little bit of the physical contact. She actually likes sitting shoulder-to-shoulder with Aiden on her own terms.
Not relevant to the sleepover bit, but 3am Walmart trips. Aiden’s idea, mostly everyone was ready to go along with it. Logan was a little hesitant at first, but after getting into a Walmart at 3am and seeing how quiet and peaceful/not crowded it was, he was like “oh. oh no, this is perfect, actually.”
Goofing off in the toy aisle, seeing the absolutely weird shit that goes on in Walmart at 3am, getting the Specific Sensory Experience of a late-night walmart?
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sadgrlsclbb · 5 months
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So my bf met my family🤦🏾‍♀️
It was an issue for me bc my family be doing too much🙄 I have a large immediate family and there’s a lot of personalities…BIG personalities.
It honestly couldn’t be avoided if he wanted to come over…since I live w my family.
He ended up staying the night cause he smoked w my brother and was too zooted to drive. So we slept on my tiny ass twin sized bed w my cat.
We diiiiiiid fuck😬 was kinda nervous bc the walls aren’t that thick. Like I can literally hear my siblings playing the game and every word their saying if I listen good enough. And their room is right in front of mine.
So anyways, my mom was kinda aggressive w him. And saying shit like, “you better treat my daughter right” and “we don’t play abt her…like at all.” And I already gave him the run down. …my family jump niggas. And we don’t play abt each other. …he knows this.
Then my father was kinda aggressive. Asking how is he gonna sleep in his house w/o saying a word to him. WHICH I GET. But also, my dad literally didn’t come home until late and we were sleep.
All in all, I already told him what was up and how my family gets down, and how IIIIIIII gets down. …I don’t play abt myself and I’ll never let a nigga play w me either. So there’s no need to jump the gun like that, unless I’m giving niggas a heads up. …which I doubt, bc I leave niggas right where they stand w/o a word before it can even get to that.
Then there’s the problem w my friend🙄
My bf wants to have a Friendsgiving and suggested that I invite my guy friend(MY ONLY FRIEND, WHO IS LITERALLY 18)
I can’t really say for some reason, but my friend doesn’t like my bf. And I think it’s mainly bc of all of the stuff I told him abt before we started dating. W the whole ex thingy(reads my other rants of you don’t know the tea)
And also bc me and my bf have talks abt my friend. Nothing bad cause ion even play like that😒 I check niggas, and I’ll never let a nigga shit talk my right hand/brother.
But my bfs been saying that he doesn’t think that mr guy friend likes him. And also how he feels like when whenever they talk, my guy friend HAS to dominate the convo. And I explained to him that, my friend is a very charismatic, loud, social utterly, w a bright and big personality. …he’s also gay.
And he was understood that w no issue.
But later on he tells me that in the beginning he was side eyeing me bc he’s 6yrs younger than me and he thought we were a thing. W the way that my friend is alwayssssss blowing up my phone, texting and calling me.
We always do this though. We talk before a shower. Right we we get out. While we’re watching anime or doing hw. While we walk to the store. While we’re at work. We’re just always otp talking shit.
But I cleared it up that, that’s just the homie. But the topic keeps coming up…
My bf told me the other day that he felt a type of way towards my friend. And I asked why. He said it was bc he took me out on a sushi “date” and HE wanted to take me out on a sushi date.
Had to let him know…it wasn’t a date, and we just went out to eat since we were already out there anyways. And he was saying how he guess he’s just gonna have to be ok w sharing and having 2 niggas taking care of me.
I let him know that wasn’t it. I just let it be known that ion have money like that to spend and I always ask, are they paying. Since they know my money situation. And they always tell me not to worry abt it🤷🏾‍♀️
So last night my bf was telling me how he’s a very jealous person. And I asked what was he talking abt. Considering the fact that he told me to go fuck women and he’s be happy for me if I did.
He said when it comes to guys he’d be really upset if there was another guy that I was fucking around w. I quickly let him know, there’s no one else.
But he brought up my friend, saying that he was jealous of him. And I asked him why. He said bc the relationship between up two, is very intimate. And I asked what does he mean. Cause 1st, there’s a 6yr age difference. 2nd, HES GAY. And 3rd, even if he wasn’t, ik how to separate my friends from the person I’m romantically involved w.
He says, he thinks us watching shows together and shit like that is very intimate. And he doesn’t do that w his girl friends, and even if he did, he doesn’t think I’ll like that.
Then I had to bring it up to him ONCE AGAIN, the difference between my guy friend and your girl friends, is the fact that you’ve either FUCKED THEM ALREADY, OR WANTED TO. And not only that, most of the. ARE YOUR EXES…yk the one where y’all already planned out a future together?? Talked abt having kids and already said “I love you” to each other in a romantic way…yeah that’s the difference.
Never have I ever had a relationship like that w my guy friend. And never WILL I ever.
If anything I need to be jealous of YOU. But I’m not. It’s up to you to decide how you wanna move when it comes to them. I don’t HAVE to think abt anything like that, bc I know how to draw lines and set boundaries. Not that I really needed to anyways…bc that’s my FRIEND.
But I set that straight w my bf. But my friend is saying like, idc idc idc, brushing me off and saying how he doesn’t like the guy and how he doesn’t wanna be around him. Which is like ok, but also like, what did he do to make you so hostile?
And tbh k think it’s bc, my friend is so used to being able to pick up the phone and calling and texting me whenever, and I pick up the phone no matter what. But NOW, I answer but I don’t stay for very long. Or I tell him imma call him later.
But my bday is coming up and I wanna have a dinner w my friend and his friend, my bf, and my sister. And my friend is saying how he doesn’t wanna be around him. And IM saying, w.e the issue is, you can suck it up, just for my bday.
And my bf isn’t a loud ass rough nigga. He’s kinda a nerd w adhd that makes music. So he’s not even they type of nigga to like be mean for no reason. But my friend is…bc he’s very judge mental.
Honestly I don’t see what the problem is. And I told my friend that I think it’s dumb and fucking stupid to try and do two diff activities for my bad when we could all just go get dinner. Especially since imma be at my bfs place for the week anyway. And my friend works until 5…we wouldn’t be able to do anything during the day anyways, since I won’t be home and my friend will be at work.
He’s just doing too much🤦🏾‍♀️
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milkviolets · 1 year
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𝐂𝐀𝐓𝐅𝐈𝐒𝐇 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐁𝐎𝐓𝐓𝐋𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐍 / 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒
am i the only one who has especially been missing catfish and the bottlemen recently ? seriously wondering where in the hell van mccann went to... well, in memory of them, here's a repost of some memes i made a few years back ! i'm working on a tip-jar too as i've fallen on hard times. anyways, enjoy !
𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐁𝐀𝐋𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐘
‘  See, I’m not the type to call you up drunk, but I’ve got some lies to tell  ’
‘  She hates her work but loves to flirt... It’s a shame she don’t work with me  ’
‘  I’m only looking out for you  ’
‘  I only ever put out for you  ’
‘  I tried to steer you clear of this place  ’
‘  You’re simpático  ’
‘  You don’t own worries or a chest full of heartache  ’
‘  You can leather me with your lips  ’
‘  Our dealer hates me you know  ’
‘  I’ve gotta give it to you, you give me problems. ’
‘  Instead you call me up with a head full of filth  ’
‘  I’ll never acquiesce anything you’re thinking  ’
‘  I fell into your arms  ’
‘  The sun’s up and my head’s fucked  ’
‘  God, I love it when you do that.  ’
‘  I remember when we swapped names  ’
‘  Your friends all hated it  ’
‘  Fuck it if they talk  ’
‘  Cause I’d rather go blind than let you down  ’
‘  You’re depending on me again  ’
‘  Rest on me  ’
‘  Honey, that’s alright.  ’
‘  I told you from the start that I was always gonna change  ’
‘  I pissed you off again  ’
‘  I got my stuff and left  ’
‘  Oh, but no, you still had to call  ’
‘  But we just always seem to just fallout  ’
‘  I spent my yesterday ducking your calls  ’
‘  You always told me it got me thinking straight  ’
‘  I’m sorry if I drove your matches to my clothes  ’
‘  You know how I can get sometimes  ’
‘  You see I struggle to sleep at night  ’
‘  Nobody gets me  ’
‘  There’s always something to hide  ’
‘  Evidently proved that I didn’t need you  ’
‘  Oh, please, you’re obsessed!  ’
‘  I said she looked over-dressed  ’
‘  I’m feeling it’s put on.. When you say you don’t need me, and you want nothing of me.  ’
‘  But you just don't know how it feels to lose something  ’
‘  They took my mother at thirteen  ’
‘  ___ deffo didn’t like that  ’
‘  I’m her pacifier  ’
‘  You know, when you're gone, I struggle at night  ’
‘  Dreams of you fucking me all the time  ’
‘  I'm craving your calls like a soldier's wife  ’
‘  I wanna bring you home myself  ’
‘  Come back, move in, mess my place. ’
‘  I know you love to drive me up the wall  ’
‘  And I'm so impatient when you're not mine. ’
‘  Offer my hand and I'll take your name. ’
‘  Share my shower, kiss my frame  ’
‘  I wanna love you, but I've no time  ’
‘  For your friends who can fucking do one.. I've had a rough night  ’
‘  Let's get drunk in your bedroom and have a smoke in your window, until you're urging I tear up your clothes  ’
‘  And all I wanna know is just how far you wanna go  ’
‘  I wanna make it my business  ’
‘  I wanna make it my problem  ’
‘  Narcissistic but fuck it, I'm calling. ’
‘  I need to know you're alright  ’
‘  If you've been having doubts at all, then you can come and mess my bed up, and I can change your marital setup  ’
‘  Then you can come and mess my bed up  ’
‘  ____ stand there selling bricks to the rioters  ’
‘  I can’t believe you’re 26  ′
‘  You’ve got a mind that is so hell-bent on fixing me up before I get my coat off  ’
‘  But I still love you tearing me up at the seams  ’
‘  You see, I'd have known what I know now, then I would not have been less tempted to get you on top at such a pace.  ’
‘  I’d have been good to you, babe  ’
‘  Darling, I'm done for once  ’
‘  I plan on coming back for nothing... But then again, there's you.  ’
‘  Then you can offer to take her home  ’
‘  And I've always loved you for that  ’
‘  ____ always knew how to pull the strings  ’
‘  Give me some madness I can get off on  ’
‘  I want you to exhaust me  ’
‘  'Cause when you act placid you know that I can't stand it  ’
‘  Whoever you're mixing your drinks with is dying to go to town on you  ’
‘  Go ahead, girl, frustrate me. ’
‘  Give me some assumptions I can make of you  ’
‘  And come back and find me with her entwined round me  ’
‘  Guess we were living fast  ’
‘  Your eyes come to show that it was so rare to see you sober  ’
‘  And I did my best to get my hands under your jacket so we could make a racket  ’
‘  Nothing's alright, believe me  ’
‘  And I say I won't feel the same in the mornings  ’
‘  Nothing's alright, we're leavin’  ’
‘  Tyrants help build us  ’
⠀༌༙ ⁎ ཾཾ ུ⁎
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purplesurveys · 1 year
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Do you have a reason to smile right now? Sure. I like that it’s Monday yet it’s a holiday, so I don’t have to work. Then again it’s the last day of our 5-day long weekend and I’m feeling a bit bummed, but I’m trying to stay on the positive my dudes. Stressing on my last free day can’t possibly bring anything good. Do you start the shower water before or after you get in? Depends on the weather. These days I stand directly under the shower as soon as I turn it on because it’s HOT AS FUCK and the cold water feels refreshing anyway. Most of the time though I’d start it before.
True or false: You’re not sitting on a chair to use the computer right now. That’s true. I’m sitting up on a folded-out sleeping bag.
Do you regret any of your past relationships? I regret many, many parts of it but like, I wouldn’t invalidate the happiness I knew I felt then. I just feel bad that that happiness was misdirected.
How many times have you been to a museum? Too many times than I can count. I went to a museum for the first time in Grade 1 as part of a field trip and was immediately hooked, and since then it’s been tradition for me to visit at least a handful of museums every year.
How has this past week been for you? So fucking relaxing. It was a break I really needed. We had five days off due to the Holy Week and because of another national holiday also happening at the same time, and even though I told myself I was gonna use the extra time to catch up on work...I didn’t, lol. I just let myself enjoy the days going by and caught up on Wrestlemania instead. I haven’t watched this much wrestling since 2014.
Is anything going to happen next month that makes you happy? My dad will be coming home then.
Are you going to be getting any new pets soon? My mom has been saying she wants a Pomeranian but I think we’re good with the two dogs for now.
Do you like the rain? I love the rain; the only time I don’t is when it’s nighttime and I’m stuck driving and in traffic.
Do you like it when stores have sales? I don’t actively hunt down sales cos it just means 45794749 other people would be all over it hahaha, but I mean it’s always nice when I encounter something I like and it happens to be like 60%, 70% off its original price.
Would you rather be a Panda or Grizzly bear? Panda.
Do you have any of your Easter candy left over? I don’t celebrate Easter. Easter candy also isn’t much of a thing here...egg hunts and decorating events are organized for kids, but most of the time the eggs contain money and not candy.
Is there someone on your mind that shouldn’t be? Nah.
Does your ex make you mad? It’s a very passive resentment. She doesn’t make me like, actively seethe with anger lol but I don’t necessarily hold positive feelings towards her.
Will you talk to someone on the phone tonight? Nope.
Do you like BBQ sauce? I love barbecue sauce and enjoy it the most on my pizza.
Do the stairs in your house have carpet? No.
What were you doing at 9 AM this morning? In bed, waking up. I was going through my Twitter I think.
Can you do a twirl like a ballerina? No. I did take ballet but didn’t stay in it long enough to learn how to do a proper spin.
Would you rather eat 12 hot dogs or 6 hamburgers? I’d go with the hotdogs even though I prefer burgers. It just seems a tad easier to take down 12 of them hahahaha.
What color is the door to your basement? We don’t even have a basement.
Was your favorite class science because of the experiments? My favorite was history because of the far more interesting stories and lessons I got out of it. 
Do you like citrus pop or any drinks? I wouldn’t say so, no.
Last time you wore the opposite sex’s clothing? Over a month ago.
What’s the last board game you played? Can’t even remember.
What laundry detergent do you use? Tide.
Do you trust people too easily? I trust a fair amount.
Are you currently fighting with someone? I’m not.
Do you hang out with your siblings friends? Nah. I’d be the cool older sister that can shoot the shit with them, but my sister’s friends like to keep to themselves hahaha so it’s alright. As for my brother, I’m not even sure if he has friends. He’s never asked permission to go out for a hangout sesh and has never had any friends over.
Last time you had butterflies in your stomach? Last Wednesday when we were anxiously awaiting the Thai ticketing website to let us in from the online queue we were painstakingly waiting in.
Have you ever kept anything wild as a pet? Nope.
Do you set good examples for little kids? If I’m around kids then yeah, but that doesn’t happen often anyway.
Does your favorite song mention a famous person’s name in it? It doesn’t.
Are you counting down the days to anything? Jin’s enlistment release and the day we’re seeing Yoongi.
Does your house have a pool? Nope.
If you broke your computer, would you be able to fix it by yourself? Nah, I’d take it to a repair center immediately.
On a scale 1-10, how much does the opposite sex confuse you? Not nearly as much as they used to, so 0. I get enough interactions with Hans and guys at work these days.
When you party, do you get wild? Depends on the vibe of the party and how fun the crowd is. These days I grow bored quite easily and leave places without so much as a buzz, haha.
If you found a wallet full of money, what would you do? Check for an ID and try to hunt the person down if they have any social media I can reach out to. If no ID, I’d post on social media anyway to see if there’s anyone who’d know the person who left the wallet behind. I don’t really trust police.
Do you do cheers often? Like...toasts? Not really, no. Do you enjoy fishing? I’ve never tried it and it doesn’t sound interesting to me.
Was your first job babysitting? No, I’ve always been in PR. Did you wear a hoodie today? No, and I don’t think I’ll need to wear a hoodie again until like December lol.
Are you embarrassed to talk about stuff with your dad? I wouldn’t open to him 100% but between him and my mom, I’m definitely more comfortable talking about things with him. He’s more open-minded.
Taylor Swift or Carrie Underwood? Neither.
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10 How’s
How did you get one of your scars? Cooper got too playful and also happened to have longer nails than usual at the time, so he managed to get a deep gash into my right thigh. I knew the second it bled the way it did that it was going to leave a souvenir, haha.
How did you celebrate your last birthday? I stayed at home for the most part til I brought out my family for dinner; then that weekend I took my friends to the beach. My next birthday’s a little over a week away and it’s going to be drastically different as I’ve since shut down all plans for it; am on full budget lockdown mode in preparation for my Thailand trip in June.
How are you feeling at this moment? A little sleepy, a little antsy because I’m back to work tomorrow. Just trying to enjoy my last few hours of freedom.
How did your night go last night? As chill as it gets. I just stayed in my room watching wrestling. OH but I did put a bit of work in and drafted an entire press release to get some tasks out of way for tomorrow.
How did you do in high school? I was miserable the first couple of years; didn’t have a group of friends and was doing terrible in a few subjects. I seemed to find my footing when I reached junior year where I was able to improve my grades and find my place in a group, and also get invited to stuff outside of school. All in all the positives outweigh the bad and generally I’m able to look back at high school with good feelings.
How did you get the shirt you’re wearing? Idk, my mom got it from somewhere and I called dibs on it.
How often do you see your best friend? With Angela, at least once a month. I see Andi a lot less frequently – maybe once every 5-6 months? We typically only get together when there’s a local wrestling show happening nearby, or when they need help studying for a test.
How much money did you spend last month? A little over ₱12,000 – just the total bill for my dog bites. Extremely frustrating how my HMO didn’t cover it so ever since then I went on spending lockdown. Haven’t spent on literally anything since then other than my Agust D ticket.
How old do you want to be when you get married? I used to want to get married in my late 20s, but by the looks of things marriage isn’t in the cards anymore.
How old will you be at your next birthday? I’ll be 25!
9 What’s
What is the most important part of your life? Right now, it would be my personal life and just trying to stay happy. Family’s health is just as important to me, too. I’ve stopped placing my career as top priority.
What did you do last weekend? I caught up on the newest Wrestlemania and a bunch of recent WWE storylines by watching compilations and segments/promos. Literally I have not watched this much wrestling since 2014; it’s super refreshing, and yet I feel right at home. Which is what wrestling has always made me feel, anyway.
We also finally settled our Yoongi concert dilemma – all 4 of us are seeing him in Bangkok. :)
What did you last cry over? Listening to Agust D’s People earlier.
What are you worried about? Catching up on work starting tomorrow because I’m sure there’ll be a fuckload of it waiting to crash down on me. I’m not mega mega anxious because I did do some preliminary work last night and tonight (ily self thanks for powering through despite it being a long weekend), but STILL.
What is your mother’s name? Abby.
What always makes you feel better when you’re upset? Petting my dogs, YouTube videos, BTS.
What would you rather be doing? Anything but mentally bracing myself for work.
What’s the most important thing you look for in a significant other? I’m not looking, but I’d appreciate anyone who wouldn’t gaslight, I guess...and someone who doesn’t think they’re always right, and someone who is actually capable of apologizing when necessary.
What did you have for breakfast? Spicy chicken tenders with rice.
EIGHT Have You’s
Have you ever done something outrageously dumb? At this point, haven’t we all at least once?
Have you ever had sex on the beach? No, I haven’t.
Have you ever been backstabbed by a friend? Sure.
Have you ever been out of the country? I have a few times, yeah.
Have you ever dated someone younger than you? The gap was literally a month and half lol but if we were being technical and strict about this question then yeah.
Have you ever liked someone who already had somebody? Nope.
Have you ever been brokenhearted? Yeah.
Have you ever read an entire book in one day? Mostly when I was in my teenage years.
SEVEN Who’s:
Who is the last person you saw? My mom briefly opened my door a couple of hours ago to say goodnight.
Who is the last person that you texted? Some media person who texted me earlier. During the long weekend. Pissed me off ngl hahaha but I still replied to get it over with.
Who called you last? Angela.
Who is the last person you hung out with? Angela, Hans, and Angela’s coworkers; we watched an open night. Who did you hug last? I think it may have been Marla. It’s weird; we’ve never actually directly worked together much, but for some reason we’ve developed some sort of mutual fondness? Hahaha like if we happen to be at the office at the same time we’d literally run to one another and hug. Must be the solidarity that comes with being a corporate slave or something like that lol. 
Who is the last person that texted you? The said media person who texted me first earlier today.
Who was the last person you said “I love you” to? Andi.
SIX Where’s:
Where does your best friend live? A good 20-minute drive away; it’s one of the cities next door but you don’t need to know which one it is.
Where is your favorite place to be? Some spot with good nightlife makes me the happiest and most content.
Where did you sleep last night? The foldout sleeping bags I keep under my loft bed. It’s just not possible to sleep on my actual bed this summer; it’s a big hassle to keep bringing my electric fan up and down the stairs, and it’s not like I keep my AC on all night – I turn it off just before I go to bed and within an hour or so I would 100% start sweating through my clothes unless I have the fan pointed towards me.
Long explanation but anyway that’s the room situation for the next few months: Go with my sleeping bags on the ‘ground’ level, where I can conveniently have the fan pointed at me.
Where did you last hang out? The bar where the aforementioned comedy night was happening.
Where do/did you go to school? I went to UP for college but that’s as much as I’m able to share.
Where did you last adventure to? Just around BGC. I had an event that day but nevertheless the whole experience still felt like an adventure. It’s always nice and freeing to be in BGC.
FIVE Do’s/Does:
Do you ever wish you were someone else? Every now and then, but it’s not a thought that actively consumes me.
Do you think anyone despises you? Idk man. Even if someone does, I wouldn’t want to entertain the thought.
Do you like someone right now? Nopes.
Does the future scare you? I try not to be. It’s healthier to stay in the present.
Do you have any secret powers? Um, let’s go with no.
FOUR Why’s:
Why are you best friends with your best friend(s)? Our humors and personalities have clicked for the last 18 years, and we never abandoned one another when we needed our friendship the most.
Why did your parents give you the name you have? They thought it sounded nice. Also was a little nod to the Swedish singer with the same name.
Why did you get a myspace? I got one forever ago because I assumed everyone was on it...to which I quickly realized it was largely an American audience, and Filipinos were actually largely on Friendster and Multiply instead hahaha.
Why are you doing this survey? I’m just trying to finish up the backlog I’ve racked up on my liked surveys tab. I will say I know I’ve taken this one before, but the format is really interesting so I didn’t have a problem retaking it now.
THREE If’s:
If you could have one super power what would it be? Wealth. Or, if we’re speaking to Work Perfectionist Robyn, the ability to think of award-winning campaigns all the time.
If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you? Not a thing.
If you could live anywhere, where would it be? Korea.
Two Would-you-ever’s:
Would you ever shave your head to save someone you love? Sure.
Would you ever get back together with any of your exes if they asked you? No.
Last one:
Are you happy with how your life has turned out? Yes.
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