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littleturtlefish · 6 months

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Sigh 😔 at this point, I might as well just post my art classwork since I haven't been doing any art in my free time...

Not art-related at all but I've been (kinda) reading Komi-San Can't Communicate and I wanna post my thoughts on it since I like it (I do have some personal complaints though) but I have absolutely no way to put these thoughts out aside from here ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Somewhat related but have you seen how weird some Komi-San fans are??????? Knowing the genre and all, I shouldn't be surprised, but still...i wouldnt want to share my thoughts with some fans either way

Forewarning, literally the only manga I was ever fully invested in was Mob Psycho 100 and I haven't even touched the Komi-San anime. It's also been a while since I reread the entire manga so my memory may suck, my apologies. There will be many paragraphs, my double apologies.

[SPOILERS FOR EVERYTHING UP TO CHAPTER 412]

Overall, I think the manga is really cute. I don't read manga that much but I'd still say that it very much fits the slice-of-life genre well. Maybe too well 🙂 but I'll talk about that later. It's a great manga to read for fluff and just to have a good time.

Side-note: I'll be talking about the one-shot for a bit and when I say "current" Komi, I really just mean Komi throughout her 2nd/3rd year.

First things first, I absolutely fell in love with the concept and the one-shot (...first chapter?). The idea of a character with crippling social anxiety slowly coming out of their shell with the help and support of others? Fantastic :D And jeez, the art style change is REALLY obvious once you look at the one-shot. Honestly, I really wish the entire manga kept it u_u the dead-inside eyes Komi had actually showed why everyone was so scared of her. Her cute-ified/chibi look isn't as intimidating and only shows that people were scared just because she kept staring at them (which is fair lol, but her original look makes more sense). Tadano, though... I would prefer his current look compared to his old one LOL. Style aside, I'm gonna talk about this specific little thing that truly made me binge this manga: the diner and hospital talk. Technically two scenes but they share one thing and that is that Tadana and Komi sit facing AWAY from each other. I don't think I ever really struggled with social anxiety but when I was younger, I had a very hard time talking to people while making eye contact. I know chronlogically that the hospital talk is before the diner one but as a reader (since diner scene is shown first), seeing that issue be addressed without it ever being directly brought up was just...really sweet. I understood it right away. Hell, even when it was noticed and brought up in the hospital talk, Tadano was such a caring person to suggest the idea of facing away from one another i straight up wouldve cried if someone did that for me irl moreonmylovefortadanolater— One-shot Komi is also pretty interesting because she actually IS able to talk, she just varies between saying very little to saying a lot. I'm no psychiatrist but personally, I felt that could've been more relatable BUT that's not a complaint because the manga isn't obligated to accurately portray every single thing about the disorder (especially since it's clear that this manga is focusing on being lighthearted so of course it won't necessarily go into the very heavy stuff). I find current Komi's trait of using a notebook to speak much more interesting but I was shocked on the relateability of one-shot Komi, haha.

Okay, now for the actual manga. I'll admit, I don't really have much to say in the beginning portion purely because I don't really remember much 🙃 The chalkboard scene was really cute but I'll just be saying that for any scene with Komi and Tadano alone, tbh. Komi and her reactions in social situations are mood as always. Tadano was a KIND, CARING, and LOVING lil guy and all he got was death threats smh. Yamai.

She's part of a bigger issue.

In general, I love seeing Komi and Tadano together. Together relationship-wise and also just simply interacting with each other. Their relationship is SO adorable and I always reread their pining moments :ↄ I understand the dislike for the trope of an extraordinary woman falling in love with Some Guy™ but I like it here because while Tadano truly is Some Guy™, he's a genuinely nice person and not even just basic-human-decency nice; he goes out of his way for people. He also sees Komi as a friend before all else, too. Like, yes, he finds her attractive and, yes, she is literally his girlfriend now, but they still share a lot of platonic moments together and just act like a couple of besties ✨

Manbagi is also a main character I can't help but adore. I found it fascinating that the love triangle, while still a competition, was lighthearted and friendly. I've personally never seen one portrayed like that so I'm really impressed! The love triangle showcased Komi and Manbagi's friendship so much that, despite not being a fan of OT3s, I genuinely just wanted both of them to date Tadano lmao and I truly believed that it would've worked out!!! I still do; all three of those characters have chemistry with each other! Anyway, love triangle arc aside, I'm happy that she's at least getting her happy ending with that one dude :)

Speaking of that dude, the side characters are cool. My favorites are Hiki and Komitani. I like the name puns and some side stories are pretty sweet (like with Hiki's). I forgor their names but surprisingly, I liked those two bitchy girls who "bullied" Komi (quotes because it wasn't that serious). How they acted towards Komi and the reasons why they acted that way (AKA their assumptions about Komi doing it for attention or whatnot) was a nice change from the standard character reaction towards Komi. Yeah, they were still dicks and I especially didn't like how everyone quickly forgave that one tsun (?) girl, but they were a refreshing deviation from status quo. Those good examples aside, there...are a lot of side stories to the point I get tired of them :U I mean, I assume that's just a genre thing because I have read other slice-of-life manga before but would drop them because the side stories were too much >.> Clearly, I didn't really drop this manga since I'm talking about it but 400+ chapters feels like a lot to me (especially when a good portion of those chapters are side stories) and it's still ongoing, which I typically wouldn't even touch since I like endings to a story :u It feels like trudging through mud sometimes but I gotta get through it or I won't see my favs Komi and Tadano ✊😔 The side stories really would've been a dealbreaker if not for those two.

Ah, and finally: sexual fanservice. God, I hate it so much. Both, in the manga and in general. I hate how it's prevalent in so much media, I hate how it is used as a tool to attract audiences, and I hate how it works in attracting those audiences. Yes, the manga has many, many instances of sexual fanservice but I've just accepted that I can never escape it. Yamai and her sexual harassment. Close-up shots of teenage chests. Hiki being a literal middle schooler at one point. Almost every character's sexualization of Komi, no matter their age. All make me disappointed, but not surprised. You gotta make money somehow ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I am surprised that Tadano and Komi's relationship isn't sexualized all that much. Maybe I missed some things but the only sexual things I can recall are the "Tadano unlocked a new fetish" moments (which happens only twice? Thrice?) and other characters asking/teasing on how far they've gone. I like that. It makes their relationship very wholesome and also reinforces the fact that Tadano sees Komi as an actual person.

Kinda related to fanservice but I very much dislike the current art style. Y'know that meme of anime girls being compared to pugs? That's exactly what happened to Komi's face. Why is it so scrunched up??? To be fair, this applies to every character so I guess there's consistency... Her sharp edges in her hair are kinda jarring, though, because she has these really detailed eyes but her face is small and her hair, although detailed, is a geometric shape and all of these factors do not look good together. I'm fine with Tadano's design because it gives him personality, which...may or may not be a good thing, character-wise? Like, yeah, he's supposed to be some normal guy and all, which his original design perfectly portrays that bUT ITS SO BORINGGG. I like his sharp edges! It's better on him since he isn't as detailed as Komi. Anyway, I say this is related to fanservice because, while yes, this art style is much easier to draw with than with the old style, Komi's prominent eyes and tiny face surely must've been influenced by some other factor other than time management :U but that's just my theory. Final note: this art style kinda ruined the Tadano confession scene for me a bit because the close-up of Komi's face was...not good, imo.

One last thing: YAY THEY KISSED!!!!!11!°!! When I stopped reading, I stopped at the end of the Kawai arc since I do not like being left on cliffhangers and there were only some chapters left at the time. I heard about the kiss scene at Chapter 411 and so, I only read the chapters that led up to that scene instead of picking up where I last was 🙃 I have some thoughts. Why is Kawai trying to insert herself into Komi and Tadano's relationship. Why is Kawai's family weird. Why...is Kawai even here lmao. Komi and Tadano are adorable, though <3

My final thoughts are that it very much is a slice-of-life manga. Nothing revolutionary, I think, but that's fine! Watching the relationship grow between Tadano and Komi was the main thing for me and now that they're officially together, I'll admit, I'm not all that interested in the story anymore ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I know the main goal of the story is for Komi to overcome her social anxiety and make 100 friends and I do like the development of that goal, but...eh... I remember seeing a comment in the subreddit mention that they wish the goal was changed so that the quality of friendships mattered over quantity and I agree. The manga does emphasize that Komi has made meaningful connections with some of the friends she made (Tadano, Manbagi, Kawai...I assume? Didn't read LMAO) but that's the thing: it's only some friends. Her other friends are side characters that have their own side stories which may or may not be boring. They're not as fleshed out as Tadano or Manbagi nor do they share the same impact. Sure, a mean character may push Komi to stand up for herself once or twice but there's no revolutionary moment within Komi compared to her moments with Tadano or Manbagi. To be fair, those small moments with side characters do build up for Komi but my point still stands that Komi has friends that are much closer than the rest. Because of that, I just feel like Komi already reached her goal 🤷‍♀️ She has Tadano, her #1 support system and friend, along with other friends that played a role in her development. She doesn't really need more friends, since the friends she has now are already caring and considerate. She was able to form deep relationships despite her communication disorder; I feel like that's a great ending. And I know, ending a story when the main couple gets together is cliche and there'd be no kiss scene if that did happen but I'm just saying!!

oh and komi's parents' lil side story was adorable

#littleturtle? more like littlethoughts #komi can't communicate #I typed this instead of doing school work oops #I really did want to get my thoughts out though #watching a relationship develop between characters is my favorite past time and is why i read fanfic so much #ao3 my beloved #i may or may not do this again but with cheese in the trap (webcomic)#seol and jung's relationship is very interesting but ALL of the characters in the manwha are interesting tbh. for better or for worse.#its 3 am so im sorry if my thoughts are sloppy i will try my best to clear up anything when im not sleep deprived #god i love typing/talking about my thoughts on stuff i like #no more art. just thoughts.#thirty-fourth post

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timemind · 4 months

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» GET TO KNOW ME

i got tagged by @pinkyjulien, thank you!!! <3

» Last Song: "Satellites" by Charteuse & Orlando Weeks. in a chill evening mood rn..

» Favorite Color: i've always said it's orange, but i also really like green and yellow! and for some reason i keep buying art prints that have a blue dominant palette.

» Currently watching: still in the middle of watching ParticianTV's analysis on Starfield (it's 8 hours long...)

» Last Movie/TV Show: i watched the first "back to the future" movie on new years bc my dad was very persistent on it. i've never seen them before so ^^'

» Spicy/Savory/Sweet: i think i'm a sweet kinda guy even though i don't wanna admit it. the amount of chocolate i've inhaled these past few weeks.... someone help....

» Relationship Status: i'm in a relationship, going on +5 years right now! i'd tag them here but he doesn't use tumblr anymore so whatever ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

» Current Obsession: oooooh... well disco elysium is still simmering in the back of my brain, but right now it's cyberpunk 2077! its been a while since i've gotten this 🤏 close wanting to start modding beyond just texture editing. but right now the whole process looks very intimidating so we'll see...

» Last Google Search: i searched the shrug emoji i used for this post u_u

i will tag @rustmountain! no pressure friendo <3

#flashing gif #about me #txt #tagged in #flash warning

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lesbiandeancas · 1 year

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tagged by @fifthnormani

Last song: "everything I wanted" by billie eilish

Last show: Supernatural lol

Last movie: Stand By Me (gay kids crying in the woods is my jam)

Currently watching: BTVS, we are on season 4 I think? And slowly making my way through Golden Girls. Also always rewatching spn

Currently reading: still working on The Dark Tower III... like it's getting interesting but every time I go to read lately I fall asleep immediately u_u Also when I'm not in a Stephen King mood I've been reading the last of a series by Cat Sebastian, I think the book is called Two Rogues Make a Right. Oh yeah and I recently got a Powells gift card so I'm going to be reading MDZS again (in official translation this time) very soon!! I already had the first 2 volumes so I'm gonna pick up the 3rd and 4th ones when I get back home. I've been reading super slow lately cos I've just been super busy and exhausted

Current obsession: Destiel and Supernatural, my obsession level has definitely risen lately because I need my comfort stuff to cope and destiel is very comforting for me. Also I used to watch spn with my dad so there's a little bit of a connection there too.

I'll tag @quitetheketch @amaralesbian @freakoutgirl @glow-melt-flow @valeriestahl @ivygrowingsideways @bobwess @screamingcrawfish @seffersonjtarship @pinelimehypergiant @halftruthsandhyperbole and anyone else who wants to say i tagged you. no pressure, of course!

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mothedmanhandholder · 1 year

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@twotiime2 replied to your post “currently in a mood and that mood is: haven’t been...”:

do you. do you need two have an excu2e two go out2iide?

i am unwell and resting in bed u_u

although i probably could set up like a reclining lawn chair outside or something but knowing my luck i would fall asleep in it and wake up cherry red or eaten alive by mosquitoes

#twotiime2 #hs

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madeofcc · 2 years

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🕹, 📏, & 📖! ty!

Thanks a lot Joy ♥

Video game I'm currently playing ?

Ts4 some days. I just finished GTA Vice city on ps4 (my ex got it as a gift) just to drive while listening some good music ... I started Oddworld Soulstorm but I drop it without reasons (it's good but wasn't in the mood). I'm hesitating to play some games I already finished several times like Horizon 1, Last of us 2 (again U_U) and South Park 2 (I still have to do the dlc)

How tall are you ?

I'm around 180 cm but I look shorter ^^"

Fave book ?

I can't pick one, really. Many have influenced my life and I'll remember some of them until I die hopefully. Here's some I really love : The Handmaid's Tale by Margaret Atwood (still have to finish The Testaments) / Becoming by Michelle Obama (very surprising but this book really is something !) / Rules of Attractions by Brett Easton Ellis (the story of my life I swear ...) / Tales of the city by Armistead Maupin (I loved these books) / We should all be feminists by Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie and King King Theory by Virginies Despentes (my feminist bible for now) and The Virgin Suicides by Jeffrey Eugenides

#answered ask #reality-refuge #thanks a lot for these asks :)#books movies or songs #why do we have to choose one and one only #I can't !#there's at least 5 that influenced or impacted my life

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murfeelee · 2 years

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Simblr Asks Pt1 - TS3

I saw these questions here, and I’m in a procrastinating mood. [EDIT] Joke’s on me, I already answered these questions a few months ago and forgot all about it, JFC.

1. how big is your mods folder? I have to update my mods folder--I haven’t simmed in so frikkin long. U_U

2. how would you describe your style? Derivative. Vanilla pudding-esque. Sporadic.

3. what is your favorite challenge? I don’t do challenges.

4. do you make cc? if so, what kind? I prefer to do Decor CC, since it’s easy. When I have time, I try dabbling in functional items, but I still have a long way to go, and there’s a steep learning curve to figuring out how to do more than decorative clutter. A for CAS CC, I effing hate it, it’s so dang hard.

5. what type of cc do you hoard? I used to only DL fanciful CC, but it’s slim pickings in these streets, so now I grab almost everything, and hope I can make it work.

6. what default eyes and skin do you use? I don’t use default skins, just the You Are Real mod. As for eyes, I use Moonskin’s.

7. how many urls have you had, and what are the meanings behind them? Only ever had one, my first name, cuz I’m creative like that.

8. who is your favorite gameplay blog? I can’t pick one.

9. who is your favorite storytelling blog? Omfg, I can’t.

10. who is your favorite cc creator? Luna! There! Leave me alooooone~!!

11. how do you edit your photos? I up the Brightness and Contrast, cuz lighting is a hot mess in The Sims, but I’m too scared to use Reshade on my busted PC.

12. what is the last screenshot you took? Top secret information, sorry.

13. what do you do when you are unmotivated? Not sim. It’s a hobby, not a job. I only play when I’m motivated to do so--the second I feel forced to play a game, that’s a problem--the whole point of games is for them to be fun.

14. who is your current favorite sim? Chile, I haven’t been able to play The Sims in months; I don’t even know which gameplay I’m gonna do once Winter Break starts. I want to continue playing with WangXian in my Untamed Gameplay, but I really need to return to Adoribull in my Dragon Age gameplay, too. And I’ve been lowkey missing Malec from my Shadowhunters gameplay. BAH!

15. who is your current favorite sim that is not by you? @solori’s Vidarr. Total DILF.

16. recreate someone else’s sim in your style. I did a Picrew tag like that here. [EDIT] Here’s where I realized I’d wasted an hour of my life answering a questionnaire I already frikkin did.

17. do you talk about sims with people in real life? Rarely. I knew a few TS3 & Sims City simmers IRL, but there are way too many johnny-come-lately TS4 simmers out there who think EA’s the second effing coming of Maxis when it ain’t. I can’t with them.

18. how many of the packs do you own? Very few for TS1, all of TS2 & TS3′s, and more than I expected for TS4.

19. how many posts do you have on your blog currently? THOUSANDS, jfc.

20. how many drafts do you have on your blog currently? HUNDREDS, it’s effing shameful, send help.

21. how many posts are in your queue currently? That’s a secret.

22. have you ever moved blogs? Never. I was trying to backup my stuff on Wordpress, but now that I'm back in school it’s just too much work I don’t have time for.

23. are you in any sims related discord servers? No, though I’m pretty sure there’s CC discords out there I’m probably seriously missing out on. I wouldn’t even know where to start.

24. what are your thoughts on the most recent pack? (paranormal) For a Stuff Pack, I thought it was cool! Though Bonehilda needs a effing facelift, jfc, why does her skull even look like that?

25. how many hours have you played sims? I don’t even know. I got TS3 at launch, and play it almost religiously. Then in 2017 I got a new pc and had to migrate to Origin in order to reinstall all my stuff, and EA started tryna keep track of my play time, so I started playing only in Offline Mode. MYOFB, EA.

26. if you play gameplay, do you play with mods? All day every day.

27. what’s the farthest you’ve gotten in a challenge? I don’t do challenges; I cheat too much.

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Thanks for reading (again)!

#simblr #the sims 3 #ts3 #questionnaire

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vampiricsheep · 3 years

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tagged by: @uselessidiotsquad @commander-wame @mystery-salad and @kerra-and-company (ty all, wow!!)

Rules: tag 9 people you’d like to know better or catch up to (woops) Last Song: "Villainous Thing" - Shayfer James Last Movie: got halfway through A Girl Walks home Alone at Night last night after searching Kanopy for vamp movies. It's, uh, something? Currently Reading: u_u Current Project: Yeah so I got an activity kit from my school and I took the weird tokeny "girl power" pre-sketched canvas and acrylic paints and im putting banni in the middle instead. It's shelved rn tho bc energy lskdjflksjf Current Mood: is tired a mood? other than that...kinda void-y, hah. not bad though Current Wish: shapeshifting. its always shapeshifting. (more mundane wish: move the fuck out of this house and into a solo one) Currently Learning: epigenetics......DNA weird Tagging: hrm. hope nobody beat me to ya on these! @actuallycortana @trickyfrancis @bird-bureau @jar-of-bees @shardain @godwoken @mirkwood-trash and anyone who hasn't been tagged yet (tho i know many o you have!)

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karda · 3 years

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my current mood is "if i cant be a siamang ape going wild then what is the point of anything honestly" a lovely quote straight outta the mouth of a mr wiblur fuckin soot

fucking same u_u </3

#are u watching the ylyl videos lmao #those r my comfort videos #love em sm #rain tag #asks

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the-kings-of-games · 3 years

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i’m not popular enough to get tons of asks, but I pushing off zine work and secret santa so fanfic writer asks! (YGO only)

1. What’s your favorite character(s) to write for?

Answered here

2. What character(s) do you find the most difficult to write for? Why?

Characters that don’t get much of a reaction from me from the beginning or at any point, and characters I have never considered writing before (like Bruno). Never feel like I’d write them so I never put thought in their character and stories.

3. Do you have a favorite scene you’ve written from [Fanfic Name] story/chapter?

Yeah, from Two Fingers Crossed Over Your Lips, Chapter 8: Domestics (Orinthoptershipping). It’s when Crow is laying on top of Bruno on the couch, and they share a kiss. Crow is flirty, and Bruno is cute. I think this is the best example of my portrayal of Crow, lol.

4. Did you have any ideas that didn’t make the final cut of [Fanfic Name]?

No, for the most part, I end up using pretty much everything I write out. I’m the kind of person to go back and cut out entire scenes because I tend to write out scenes I like/want to do and find ways to connect them together. It can be kind of counterproductive because some scenes might actually pull you away from the plot you wanted, but I never never plot before I write, lol.

It doesn’t mean, however, that that I have never ended up writing something bigger than I expected. Currently, it’s The Supreme King’s Husband (Prologue) because I just wanted to add in Yūsei and Kizuna, omgs. QWQ

5. Do you listen to music when writing?

Yes, I do. It both keeps me focused and distracted at the same time.

6. If you listen to music when writing, what [do] you listening to when writing [Fanfic Name]?

A lot of Joji, Jack Strauder, Oliver Tree, CUCO, and the like. Pretty much this mix.

7. What story/headcanons do you feel the proudest of?

I really love my headcanon of Crow being masculine leaning genderfluid afab (assigned female at birth). It’s really fun exploring this headcanon, and I always write Crow with this in mind. However, it’s only 5D’s Crow, not Arc-V Crow. They are both Crow but, in a lot of ways, are essentially two different characters, and I’m very attached to the former. Crow didn’t start doing he/him stuff until he was, like, nine, and Yūsei and Jack have been super supportive about it since the beginning. Crow was she one day, and he the next day. Still Crow. ^^ This is from one of my many Crow WIPs:

"It doesn’t matter how I look or what I call myself, I’d always be their friend, and they’d always be my brothers. The bond we share is irreplaceable, and I’m thankful to have met them in the first place. They’ve always supported me, and they know it’s my right to tell people about me, when and how. If I wanted it to be different, they’d be the first one to know. As it is right now, though, I’m happy with the way I am."

Crow has two feminine outfits he wears occasionally: a yellow dress with red flats (a gift from his girls), and a yellow blouse with a green plaid skirt and black knee highs. To go with these looks, he wears his hair down with his headband around his neck and shiny lip loss Trudge bought for him.

8. Do you prefer writing one-shots or multi chaptered stories?

One-shots by a long shot, lmao. That being said, I sometimes don’t finish one-shots either.

9. If you had to assign a theme song to [Fanfic Name], which would you assign?

I don’t think in music. I do that thing where you pick a song and write a fic with it but not the other way around.

10. What is the line you’re proudest of from [Fanfic Name]?

One of my favorites, from the aforementioned Chapter 8: Domestics (Ornitoptershipping):

Closing his eyes, Bruno was taken back to the beach, the one he woke up at with no memories, but this time, he didn't feel the confusion, nor the faint touch of grief at the bottom of his heart. Instead, he only felt the quiet crash of the waves on his skin, the sun shining brightly over his head. This was now a memory he remembered twice.

(I really like this one-shot a lot, lol.)

11. How would you describe your style? (Character/emotion/action-driven, etc)

A lot of dialogue, stream of conscious narrative. I think. I never really thought about it.

12. Who is your favorite author?

I don’t really have one at the moment. I don’t read a lot, lol.

13. When did you start writing fanfic?

I got more serious about it in high school, but I think I started during middle school? KHR was a thing then, lol.

14. How do you feel about your older work?

Answered here

15. What is the fanfic you’ve written that you’re most proud of?

From YGO, probably The Distance of Time which features Orinthoptershipping. It’s very dialogue heavy, but it was a lot of fun. I’m very thankful of the people who took the time to read it, and even more those who commented and gave feedback.

16. What fanfic tropes do you avoid writing for?

I don’t do gore, violence, or torture. I don’t dislike them, I just don’t write them (so I don’t have any practice either).

17. What fanfic tropes do you gravitate to writing for?

I love ones that explore the idea of soulmates. I’m a big fan of the soulmates AU, but I love the different ways that people just complete each other that borders on more realism than trope. I mostly write fluff though, and attempts at humor because I think I’m funny.

18. Do you prefer editing as you write, or waiting until it’s finished?

I edit as a I write, which is bad because I don’t edit afterwards and miss typos (lol) and sometimes makes writing take longer to finish.

19. What words do you think you tend to use the most?

Epithets probably; otherwise, I don’t know.

20. What feedback makes you the happiest to hear?

I love comments that think my pacing is good and my character interpretations are great. If someone tells me that they can imagine this happening in canon, I’m over the moon.

21. Is there an idea you’ve always wanted to write, but haven’t yet?

Yes, and they’re all WIPs.

22. Do you enjoy making OCs for your fanfics, or prefer sticking to canon characters?

I mostly stick to canon characters and don’t like doing OCs (unless they’re extras or side characters). Writing OCs makes me a little uncomfortable actually because I fear veering into self-inserts which I cannot write because that’s even worse than doing OCs. The only OCs I like do are OC babies of my favorite ships.

For YGO, I currently have two: Sky Hogan, the daughter of Crow (Papa), Jack (Father), and Yūsei (Dad); and Mira Princeton, the daughter of Chazz (Mama) and Jaden (Dad).

23. How much do you stick to canon?

I try to write characters based off of canon as much as possible. If I don’t see a character doing something, then I don’t write them doing that thing. I’m more about filling in blank spaces than trying to rewrite inked ones.

24. Do you prefer AUs with the characters, or sticking to the original universe?

I do original universe most of the time.

25. What scene in [Fanfic Name] took the longest to write? What was difficult about it?

Smut scenes because they are pretty much one continuous scene, lololol. There’s no scene changes for the most part, so keeping up momentum is a must and a difficulty.

26. Are titles for your stories easy to come up with?

I suck at making titles. I can have whole fics done but back petal so hard because I forgot to give it title.

27. What time of day do you prefer to write?

Past bedtime.

28. Is there a part of [Fanfic Name] you’re surprised no one has picked up on yet?

I’m not sure what this is asking, lol.

29. What part of the writing process do you enjoy the most? (Brainstorming, outlining, writing, editing, etc)

Writing it. I don’t brainstorm or outline, I just write what comes to mind. I brainstorm only if I need to connect things together. Finishing it is a close second.

30. Do you write down all your ideas? What makes you decide to write one versus the other?

I never write down my ideas; it’s either I start on a WIP or I don’t. What I decide to write depends on my mood.

31. What was the development process of [Fanfic Name] like?

I write for three hours and produce only a thousand words, smh. Agony.

32. What story do you think showcases your signature style the most?

Fluff with subtle angst, I guess.

33. Have you ever stopped yourself from writing something? Why?

Yes, because I already have so many WIPs, I shouldn’t start on another one. (Does this stop me? No.)

34. Have you felt emotional while writing a scene before? What scene was it?

I might have, but I have terrible memory. U_U

35. Where’s your favorite place to write?

In my bed in the dark, on my phone. (Computers tire me out after a while.)

36. What fanfic of yours has the symbolism you’re proudest of?

I’m not sure what symbolism is.

37. Would you ever collaborate with another writer for a story?

Yes, but it will be a really big learning experience because I’m using to have most, if not all, control over my writing. I try to be open, but getting used to new things is hard, you know?

38. What story of yours are you surprised that people liked as much as they did?

Honestly, for YGO, any of them. The feedback for YGO isn’t a lot, lol, or it’s because I write characters/ships/tropes a lot of people don’t go for? I’m just glad I now know the people who like my stuff. I know my writing is good, but I won’t force people to read it.

39. What area of writing do you feel strongest in?

Characterization, if I’m not being too big-headed, lol.

40. What area of writing do you want to improve in?

I need to stop feeling the urge to rush ending and give the settings more details.

#yugioh #Kizunashipping #ornithoptershipping #i have three zines and one secret santa on my to-do list #lmao #im lazy but like to talk about myself #i do indeed have a big head #Flame muses

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r0ck-p0lice · 4 years

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Current mood: I wanna abduct @verothexeno from Canada and hide under Niagara Falls from border patrol and laugh at memes all day, and talk shit about people, and eat snacks.. I miss my friend. u_u

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creatire · 4 years

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In general:

Real name: Clown Bitch Supreme Nicknames: Kefka, Kef, the works Age: 24 Sexuality: Bisexual, polyam Preferred pronouns: They/them or she/her, but I only trust ppl who I’m on good terms with when it comes to the latter Are you a morning person ?: GOD no lmao. I’m not the grumpy type or anything but if I get up any time before noon I’m gonna need a nap in order to properly function When swimming, do you prefer to do it in the ocean, or in a lake ?: A lake. I’ve got nothing against the ocean but I’m a goober and I tend to open my eyes underwater, and as some of u might know, saltwater STINGS... Also I’m from Florida and the sands there were like hellfire

On Tumblr:

Anyone you would like to meet in real life ?: A bunch of people!! People like Crea and Vivi especially!! 🥺 Anyone you have met in real life?: UGHHH I KNOW I HAVE BUT I CAN’T REMEMBER WHO... When did you first join ? How old is your current account ?: Shit... uhhhh I think I technically STARTED roleplaying on tumblr around 2014/2015 but I dropped it after a VERY short period because I got too intimidated. THIS particular blog was made back in March so it’s only about two months old now u_u Any peeves ?: NOT READING SOMEBODY’S RULES BEFORE FOLLOWING THEM... Like I get it, sometimes you come across a really interesting blog and you’re on mobile and they don’t have any mobile pages and all that, but neglecting to take into account that your blog might have themes that could upset them or the fact that they might be uncomfortable around people who interact with certain users can be extremely disrespectful Unpopular opinion: Callouts are called for in certain cases. And fiction does impact reality lmao

Feelings:

Do you easily get jealous ?: Nope! Or not very often at least Do you easily get angry ?: Depends on the subject! Silly shit like losing a game or something will hardly ever make me angry, but when it comes to topics I care about, I tend to get emotional Are you easy to cheer up ?: Again, that depends on the circumstances since I’m Actually Mentally Ill and have no control over when my mood drops, but in most cases yeah I’ll be fine in an hour or two What’s the most hurtful thing someone could do to you?: Straight up lying to me about anything serious, especially if we’re supposed to be close. Bonus points if you were truthful to someone else but not me What’s the most hurtful thing someone has done to you ?: Something I’m DEFINITELY not gonna be going into in public on tumblr dot com Are you good at hiding your emotions ?: Unfortunately for everyone it’s a 50/50. You’re either never gonna know a thing about anything negative going on in my mind or you’re gonna know real quick whether I want you to or not, there’s no inbetween What’s the very best way to cheer you up ?: A combination of memes and my special interests! Sending me dumb YouTube videos or talking to me about whatever subjects I’m fixated on is your best bet

Relationships:

Are you currently in a relationship ?: Nope! Do you currently have a crush on someone ?: Not really, but I’m the epitome of the bisexual stereotype that can develop an attraction to just about anybody within my age range at any given moment so that could change on a dime. My Venus is in Aries don’t bully me If yes, might that someone be reading this ?: Makes uncomfortably long eye contact with the person reading this Do you kiss on the first date ?: I don’t tend to date people who I haven’t gotten to know pretty well beforehand due to trust issues, so SHIT YEAH I kiss on the first date!!!!! Do you prefer going out, or staying home, when it comes to dates ?: Going out. I love staying home and all, but I tend to get too comfortable and the next thing u know I’m napping in the middle of Netflix and Chill. U gotta keep me on my toes

Things:

Favorite drink: Chocolate milkshakes!! Favorite food: PRIME RIB AU JUS... GOD IT’S BEEN SO LONG AND I’D KILL FOR A PLATE OF THAT RN... Most calming place?: My room! u_u Most stressful place?: Anywhere there's someone who's being aggressive :/ Most prized possession ?: That’d probably be a good three-way tie between my laptop, my Switch, and my Rainbocorns stuffie... Don’t make me choose 🥺

#🖬 ━ ooc .#For Personal Reasons I Have Decided That Hatterene Is My FC Now

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beyblaiddyd · 4 years

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AH I DIDN'T SEE YOUD REBLOGGED THAT MEME AHHH do imstitute

Favorite character: i am of course partial to my own corvid . corby if you’re out there. but i love everyone so much it’s so hard to say

Least Favorite character: santana in current frontrunner position. medea is objectively worse but the thing is that she’s very cool

5 Favorite ships (canon or non-canon): corbycule of course, but also just all the Focused Areas. nancy/hami(/stella), clarissa/avery(/riya), elias/sammy/plutus, matei/scotty(/leviathan). our unending realms. special note to isaiah/sam

Character I find most attractive: 😳 what if you loved the antichrist 😳

Character I would marry: sandalphon.....

Character I would be best friends with: i’d probably get on pretty well with scotty and avery and maybe corby. luke too honestly

a random thought: truth comes out of her well to be gay

An unpopular opinion: i will NOT put sariel in a little cat

My Canon OTP: See Above Ships.

My Non-canon OTP: dorothea/jeremiah i know ur out there....

Most Badass Character: i want to go onto limbs and say mahri is

Most Epic Villain: medea u_u

Pairing I am not a fan of: i’m free of evil fandom (: i don’t have to think about this except for all the times i do and get mad imagining fake scenarios (: anywa

Character I feel the writers screwed up (in one way or another): None None None Never

Favourite Friendship: hami and scotty are eternally so fucking funny

Character I most identify with: corby but also avery moods

Character I wish I could be: i think we can all be a little more like cal

#ceffyldwr

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saturnjae · 5 years

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jealous ~ n.y.t

word count: 1.7k

💌 requested:

‘Hello! I would like to request a Yuta smut scenario, if you don’t mind. (Sorry if my English is weird, I’m trying to be more fluent) The plot is a jealous Yuta when he see his so being close to the guys on her birthday and turn out punish her. Thanks so much and I hope you will have a happy new year!’

> thank you for requesting! your english is very good, don’t worry. i hope you have a happy new year, too! yuta is one of my bias wreckers so, this was lowkey death for me. (u_u)

includes: dom!yuta, jealous!yuta, a little angst, fingering, degrading, spanking,,,

angry didn’t even begin to describe how yuta was feeling right now. he had taken you out and even set up a surprise birthday party, to top it all off, and how did you thank him? by allowing johnny to throw himself all over you.

he watched the way johnny’s hand would find its way to your shoulder; the way he laughed extra hard at your jokes and the way you laughed even harder at his. and now, instead of dancing with your boyfriend, you were dancing with johnny.

you, on the other hand, wondered why yuta was being so distant all of a sudden, he had been clinging to you all day. from across the room, you saw he had a sour look on his face.

“is he okay?” johnny has noticed you staring at your boyfriend.

“i don’t know, i’ll go check.” you walked over to him. he was currently slouched on the sofa, looking at everyone else have fun. “babe, are you alright?” you said, sitting down next to him.

“i’m fine,” he stated, not even looking at you. both of you just sat there, yuta had never behaved like this and your weren’t sure how to react. after a few minutes, you just got up and went back to dancing.

for yuta, the party seemed to drag on forever, but when it came to an end, he had never been more glad in his life. the last of the guests left your apartment and all you were left with was yuta.

honestly, when he was driving you home, you were expecting a different surprise when you got there. maybe, something along the lines of being ravaged by your boyfriend on every surface he could take you: that was the usual gift.

“yuta,” you purred hugging him from behind, as he threw disposable cups into a trash bag he was holding. he dropped the bag and turned around in your embrace, “thank you for the party, babe.” you said, lacing your arms around his neck.

“i’m not in the mood,” his tone was icy.

“please? just one last gift?” you pressed your body flush against his, hoping it would help persuade him to give you wanted in the first place. yuta was seething, he had given you so much and you dared ask for more, when you had thrown it all back in his face by clinging to one of his best friends.

“why don’t you ask johnny?” the mention of his name confused you.

“what?” you took a step back from him, slightly irritated.

“you don’t think i didn’t see you two?” he laughed, his rage beginning to show through. “throwing yourselves all over each other? why don’t you fuck him instead?”

“are you serious, yuta?” you were starting to get annoyed too, “is this why you’ve been acting like weird all night?” he just stood there with his hands in his pockets, rolling his eyes. “at least johnny, kept me company, while you-“

“don’t you even dare, y/n!” he shouted, not allowing you to finish. he had finally snapped.

it all happened so quickly: yuta pinned you up against the wall and began an aggressive kiss. he had your arms pinned up and you felt his tongue digging into every crevice of your mouth as your teeth clashed together.

his lips found the way to your neck, open mouthed soon turned into harsh nips.

“you’re mine, y/n.” he growled, marking you. letting go of your arms, he brought his hands under your thighs to lift you up, so he could carry you to your bedroom. when you got there, he threw you onto the bed.

“clothes off, now.” his predatory gaze, made you nervously fumble, as you rushed to unbutton your blouse. yuta grew impatient, he grabbed at the fabric and yanked your buttons open; you swore you heard some of them pop off. he left you no room to complain before yanking off your jeans.

standing back up to remove his own clothing, yuta noticed that he had never seen the set you were wearing before. it was simple but had an extravagant royal blue lace design. the sight of you made made his cock twitch; you had worn it just for him.

“was that for johnny?” he teased. “i bet you wanted him to see you like that, huh? have him rip these off you and fuck you.” his eyes were dark as he stared down at you, slowly unbuttoning his shirt. after that came off, his hands moved to remove his belt; instead of dropping it to the floor, he folded it up and kept it clutched in his hand.

“hands and knees, babygirl.” he commanded, you hesitantly followed his order. “i thought i taught you better,” he tutted with disappointment, “you should know naughty girls get punished.” his rough hand rubbed over your right cheek, palming at it. “count them for me, babygirl.”

the belt came down firmly against your cheek, a whimper left you from the sting it left.

“one,”

“i spoil you rotten and you pay me back by throwing yourself on another man?” he spat, bringing the belt down against your ass again.

“two,” you cried out, “i’m sorry. i won’t do it again, please.”

“oh, i’ll make sure of that, y/n.” the thick leather strip once again hit your soft flesh.

“fuck! three,” the pain was starting to become pleasurable to you. a moan fell from your lips with the fourth hit, “four,”

“you’re such a fucking slut, you enjoy getting spanked, don’t you?” he chuckled, this time he hit your other cheek.

“five,” it was harder the other one you’d received and your arms gave out.

“look at you moaning like a whore,” you felt tears prick your eyes, the mix of pain and pleasure was overwhelming. “only i get to see you like this.” he muttered to himself. he wanted to fuck you so hard the state you were in had his cock painfully hard.

yuta carried on spanking you until you were a sore, bruised and sobbing mess. a couple of his fingers slipped between your legs and he swiped them over your panties.

“what a dirty little slut. you’re this wet from getting punished,” he laughed at you. the way he was treating you made you feel so small, it made you feel like what he a was calling you: a dirty slut.

his fingers moved past the fabric, which was blocking him from your slit and he slid them in. he had his other had pushing down on your lower back and his bulge pressed against your ass, as he viciously thrust his fingers in and out of your pussy.

needy moans tumbled from your quivering lips as he drove his digits into you. he began to scissor and curl his fingers inside of you, hitting all the right spots.

“yuta, i’m close!” you mewled out, gripping at your bedsheets. his started to focus on pleasuring your g-spot. your orgasm was so close, you screwed your eyes shut in preparation for the wave to hit, but then the sensation was gone. the sudden loss caused a whine.

“you cum when i tell you to, slut.” he took off your panties and unclasped bra; his trousers along with his boxers then followed. his cock was red and throbbing, ready to fill your dripping hole.

he thrust himself into you without warning, allowing you no time to adjust to him, before fucking you at full force. the sensation of his hips pounding against your ass was unbelievable, as it was still sensitive from your punishment. a hand grabbed at your hair, pulling your upper half up as he continued his fuck into you.

“could johnny fuck you this good?” he whispered into your ear.

“no, only you can!” you stuttered out between thrusts..

“do you think, he could fill that tight little cunt of yours up as good as i can, babygirl?” he asked you pridefully, knowing what your answer would be.

“never,” you screamed out, “it feels so good, yuta!” he let go of your hair, letting you fall to the bed; his hands gripped onto your hips, bringing you back onto his cock even harder, you felt yourself building up again.

“that’s right, baby. you’re mine,” his thrusts somehow got even more brutal. his cock was reaching spots that had you seeing stars.

“fuck, yuta! i’m all yours,” you reciprocated, panting from how good it felt. “i’m gonna cum, please, let me cum.”

“beg for it,” his hand snaked its way between your legs and he started to rubbed it. you found it hard to form words, but you desperately needed to cum, you felt like you were going crazy from all the pleasure.

“yuta, please,” you moaned, “i wanna cum all over your cock. it feels so good, only you can make me feel this good, please!” at least, that’s hat you think you said, you had no control over your rambling. phrases, that you hoped made sense, just fell from your lips. it seemed to have worked as he finally yielded.

“cum, for me.” and you did. shockwaves of pleasure ran through your entire body as you were overcome by your release. the way your walls started to convulse made yuta’s hips stutter.

“shit, i’m gonna cum too, y/n” he hissed, finding the energy to increase his speed even further, chasing his own orgasm. you couldn’t even respond, too overwhelmed by the oversensitivity post-orgasm to say anything but his name over and over again.

yuta finally slowed down as he released his hot, creamy load inside of you. it was only when he had fully ridden out his orgasm, that he stopped rocking his hips into you. he pulled his softening cock out of you and watched as his cum dripped down your leg, before fatigue took over; both of you fell on the bed, completely burnt out.

“i’m sorry for getting so jealous,” he murmured, pulling you against himself.

“it’s fine, i’ll be more careful around the guys next time, if it upsets you so much.” you hugged him and he planted a kiss on your forehead.

“happy birthday, y/n. i love you.” then, you both drifted to sleep.

woah! this is my first requested scenario; i hope you all liked it. my requests are open ;p

#nct #nct smut #smut #yuta #yuta smut #yuta scenarios #scenarios #nct 127 #nct 127 smut #nct 127 scenarios

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