#n she just kinda does her thing

[komashkathesilly]

ithink i hauve covid

#i want this woman to hunt me homoerotically...... too bad shes fictional.... #her attack animations r so badass.... when i played the game i mained her n had her fully built both for physical n cryo damage dealing..... #i also wanted to make this a funky perspective thing but i fucked up ig. idc (it does in fact care n sobs behind camera) #also in case u guys didnt notice that i love blue^_^ i love blue^_^^.^ #also it unfortunately looks kinda passive bc i fucked up composition a bit too. #so just so u know thats Her ice spear n shes holding another one made of dragon bones n dragon blood crystals behind camera. #rosaria #rosaria genshin impact #komashkart #this must look hilariously blue to ppl w/out warm screen eye protection filter on. sorry #ok im normal now thank u for ur attention bye #i shouldve made the rest of pic more interesting. maybe some frame. but i got too normal abt it to tinker it more n more. whateva

[kirbyliker12]

This is the deepest I can delve into how I view them n their implications through imagery before it bcomes incomprehensibl 😙😙😙😙maybe I’ll do a tiny bit of elaborating in tags idk(this was mostly an excuse to practice drawing dranzas head)

#kirbyliker12png #dark taranza #taranza #Susie haltmann #parallel susie #man there was Barely any info on dark taranza🥸poor guy I miss him(not really) #nyway I have no idea on how da dark mirror works (nobody does really) #I don’t even know what the mirror even DOES #why does he look so similar to magolor soul they can’t just do that #is dtaranza like. taranza if nobody was there 2 help him n if he just turned to a path of loneliness for what he wants #(taranza voice) wow if I wasn’t surrounded by the beauty of nature n friendship I’d probably destroy the world to bring joronia back😋😋 #IDK ik it doesn’t make much sense but😏I love taranza having world ending potential #not in terms of ‘I’ll use this EVIL artifact n it’ll use me’ but in’wow dis guy is so op good thing he’s on your side ahaha’ #also I reely lauv how her dads demise is entirely suzys fault #the Japanese version specifically says she wanted to ‘make him pay’ #so she really did intentionally want him to get a bit hurt #she’s also more emotionally vulnerable in the aftermath instead of going ‘ermmm this wasn’t calculated🤓what a nuisance!’ #instead of taranza where it’s more like unlucky Suzy is entirely the problem and she knows it #oh yeah parallel Suzys hm well it’s kinda endearing how she still treasures her dad #even though the Suzys ditched their pin #I don’t think original Suzy has a likeable personality n that she’s aware of it but can’t do anything to change it #AGH it’s l8🥸why do I always post at night anyway #oh man can’t wait for da morning where I find how messy these thoughts are

[just-french-me-up]

If you haven’t already gotten “Wait a minute. Are you jealous?” for a dream x reader prompt, that is a. criminal because b. the possibility of jealous dream? incredible

Rating : M / E  Light Smut & Angst

Author’s note : We’re going by Nada rules AKA “The Endless can’t be fully intimate with a mortal otherwise tragedy will befall said mortal” because it makes the tension *chef’s kiss*

Also, for all intents and purposes, feel free to picture Sam Smith’s Unholy playing in the background during that one part (you’ll know the one, trust me)

Also also : Nameless 3rd person Reader, no (Y/N)

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There were many things Dream of the Endless did not care for in this twenty first century Waking world. Single use plastics. Turnstiles. Increasingly complex and flat communication devices. The energy humanity put into destroying its own world to benefit but a select few. And nightclubs.

The appeal of nightclubs befuddled him. Cramped spaces filled with loud booming music, blinding stroboscopic lights, bodies flushed against each other, the sweat and sultriness of it all. A place fit for Desire, not the Lord of the Dreaming.

Yet, there he was, his back to a dark wall, his presence barely noticed by those surrounding him, his gaze fixed on the dancefloor. Yes, nightclubs were a ridiculous and tasteless invention, but he could bear it. As long as got to see her dance.

She had begged him to join her before, many times, to no avail. He much prefered to be a spectator. And what a spectacle it was.

Under the lights, her dress shone like a thousand stars, shimmering, burning in the darkness. Her skin was painted with flashes of ever-changing colours, hues shifting over her in a bewitching dance of their own. She was nothing short of mesmerising.

Which, to his utmost displeasure, he was hardly the only one to notice.

Seduction seemed to have been reduced to its bare minimum in the last century. Gone were the days of courting; now men simply hovered around women in confined places, vaguely swaying left and right to catch their attention. Dream would have found it laughable, had a man not closed in on his lover.

She was quick to notice, taking a subtle, yet notable sidestep to thwart his advances, turning her back to him. Oblivious to her refusal, the man came closer still. Dream clenched his jaw, his eyes intently following the man's hands. His crude fingers ghosted over her spine, travelling down the small of her back. Dream tensed. The man lowered his hand, seeking flesh.

The loud music covered a sharp pained shriek.

“Man, what the f-”

“I think that is quite enough,” Dream said, his voice low and threatening as his grip on the man’s wrist tightened even more. He yanked him back, letting go of him once he stood at a reasonable enough distance. The man stared at him with a mix of confusion and anger, his other hand massaging his sore wrist. For a second, he seemed to steel himself for a fight, before retreating to another corner of the dancefloor.

“I could have dealt with him.”

“You certainly would have,” Dream agreed, his eyes glowering at the man until he was out of sight. 

A warm hand settled on his chest, soothing the tension in his body somewhat.

“Finally decided to join me, then?” she gently teased, in an attempt to distract him further. Dream blinked slowly at her. Specks of glitter glistened on her cheekbones. Gods, she looked exquisite.

“I’m afraid I have yet to be convinced. Although, perhaps, it would keep these vultures away.”

His hand itched to settle on the small of her back, where the stranger’s hand had been. To keep her close, he told himself, although he knew it was nothing but a half-truth.

“I told you,” she soothed. “I can deal with one man and his delusions.”

Dream let out a humourless huff.

“There is far more than one man having unconscious wanton thoughts about you.”

His lover frowned, taken aback.

“Morpheus... Is this-. Are you-? Are you jealous?”

He did not answer. What was there to say? How could he word the torment it caused him, to know other men desired her? Men who could have her. Men who would not doom her to ruin if their let their desires get the best of them?

Her hand traveled down his chest to link her fingers with his. She gave his hand a soft squeeze. If physical touch in public was not his way, he welcomed it, for once. For the comfort of it. For the warmth.

“They’re nothing.”

She flashed an encouraging smile, tugging slightly at his arm.

“Let’s go, shall we?”

“You were enjoying yourself!” Dream protested.

“Perhaps, but I’ve decided I would also enjoy myself at home.”

“My love-”

The rest of his sentence was drowned in another boom, as she walked off the dancefloor, pulling him forward. He let her lead, thankful to be freed from the stifling atmosphere soon. As she walked on, he caught himself gazing at her, wondering what she would have done, had it been him touching her on that dancefloor. There was nothing unconscious about his wanton thoughts.

They made their way to an empty corridor leading to the exit, its walls painted red by the dim lights hanging overhead. The sequins of her dress shone like a beacon in the low light. Otherwordly. It was not anger raging in Dream’s chest anymore. It was something deeper. Wilder.

He tugged on her arm, stopping her in her tracks. Pulling her against him, he lead her to a wall, resting her back against it.

“It is not jealously I feel, love of mine,” he murmured, his lips ghosting over hers. “Jealousy is a trifle thing, a childish thing.”

His hands slowly slid up her thighs, delighting in the heat of her skin. Their eyes met in the darkness.

“It is envy I suffer from. I envy the hands of every man who has ever touched you.”

His own hands ignored the hem of her dress, pulling the fabric up until he uncovered the top of her thighs, his fingers digging into her skin. He could feel her shivering at the touch, her chest rising against his. The heady scent of her perfume made his head spin.

“I envy every man who has ever given you pleasure.”

“Morpheus...”

His fingertips met the fabric of her underwear. His breathing hitched as he felt her legs shift slightly, inviting him closer. How easy it could be. How natural it would be to fall into this embrace and take her, love her, pleasure her right there. To listen to her moan his name and to answer with hers. How good, utterly perfect it would be, for an eternal second, until the Universe rained down its fury upon them. 

Dream swallowed hard and lowered his gaze. Reluctantly, his hands slid back down her legs, smoothing down the fabric of her dress. He could feel the tension melt away from her body.

“Forgive me,” he whispered witsfully, pressing his forehead against hers.

She raised a hand to his cheek, holding him close.

“There’s nothing to forgive,” she breathed out

“I have been reckless.”

She lowered her fingers under his chin, coaxing him into looking at her.

“Take me home, yeah?”

“Of course.”

Send me a prompt? [1]  [2]  [3]

#the sandman #sandman #dream of the endless #dream #dream x reader #dream x oc #dream x y/n #morpheus x reader #morpheus x y/n #I GUESS #spoiler alert she does have a name a a full back story but hey that'll be for another time #i've written an awful amount of fics set in a club for someone who's never set foot inside of one #there's something about the LIGHTS I guess #also if Dream doesn't worship the ground his lover walks on then what's the point #also i kinda like independent!reader who has a regular life and also loves her endless lover to bits #he doesn't particulary understand EVERYTHING she likes doing but hey #he's there for the ride in the name of LOVE i guess #just wait until that dweeb figures out he can fuck in the Dreaming consequence free #smut #smutty things #KINDA #dream's a mess because the tension's getting too much #and you gotta love that in an endless man #my writing #mine

[airbenderedacted]

IF I WERE WOY CREW I WOULD ALSO FIGHT FOR THE IMPORTANCE OF HAVING THE LESBIAN FLAG SOMEWHERE ON OR NEAR DOMINATOR IN JUST ONE WHOLE SCENE IN THE SHOW  SEND TWEET

#(maybe at the end of her character arc to avoid any unsavoriness / unfortunate implications about her feral ass idkidk hmhjujjnfgs) #Wander Over Yonder #Lord Dominator #granted that's in the scenario where say craig is fine with ascending her lesbianism to official canon status #(currenlty it's abt on the same level of canonicity as wander's logevity/immortality. as in they're written as being but it's not OFFICIAL) #but like i feel kinda strongly about um. it's great to leave characters fully open to interpretation so that all takes can be valid #BUT i think that if the crew sees a character as one thing and goes so far as to write them as being that #then it should 100% be made official official canon bc um HEY ahjaghjsdnmds. like atp the collaboration the silent agreement THE CODING #that's!!! a lot!!!! atp it's important to confirm the rep as being meaningful to the show canon and make it official ygm #and when it's like. when it's as tiny a thing irt the overall plot/character development. you don't have to go crazy with that confirm #SLAP A FLAG DOWN & CALL IT A DAY WHO'S WITH ME haha #TOH DID IT OK K.O. DID IT NIMONA DOES IT!!!!!!! DO YOU SEE THE VISIONN #oh but speaking of making canon rep explicit. if dom were to be confirmed i would also push for a super lesbian coded NON-villain #yk just to avoid. a certain disney trope #same with the aro coding like idk if she's meant to be literally aro or not but regardless #i think woy could really use an unequivocably do-gooding good guy character who is as romance repulsed as dominator is #bc i think the show does a fine job of separating her disinterest from her evil - doing evil is evil. not liking romance is neutral #THAT MESSAGE IS THERE IMHO!! #but it doesn't do a fine ENOUGH job #i think the character who is hella unparalleled in her evilness n all that shouldn't be the only character in the show who's No Romo #anyway im getting way too rambly about.. what is literally just the discussion of TINY THINGS YOU CAN DO TO DO GOOD BY LGBT REP BUT AAAA #as much as i have to say about them in practice these would all be very tiny things and i just love how much you can say with a little #if that all makes sense #❤️

[spotsupstuff]

Does caper enjoy cheesy romance movies?

oh definitely. i haven't seen it personally, but my love says that Notebook (2004) is some super romantic stuff (that i might hit up at some point) and i'm willing to bet just from that description that it has the potential to be high on Caper's fav movies list

he sits on the floor of his chamber with Sparrows, projecting the movie on the wall and while she's kinda boredly chewing on popcorn he's looking at it with 'em big ol' eyes all giddy n feely. like this

this is the face of a man who's usually the definition of a cocksure bastard stuck up. while watching a bitchin Cinderella.

#spot says stuff #rw #oc tag #its not even that spars doesnt like romance movies euros just likes to rewatch stuff a lot n then talk about things with her so shes stuck- #-watchin the same smoochies for the 20th time in the span of two months n its startin to get to a bitch #they watch little mermaid n euros starts dry crying over it.. ''she just like me fr 😭😭😭'' GJKLSDMCKLSKLDMK -sigh- goddammit.. #anyway sparrows favorite genre is fantasy funnily enough. shed like lord of the r!ngs a lot. n h@rry pott€r. that kinda nostalgic stuff #or some fight stuff.... ooooooooh shed like m@rvel... sparrows you basic bitch </3 AND J@CKIE CHAN!!! i love that man n so does she

[barkingangelbaby]

I feel like such a broken fucking person lol

I talked way too much in the tags don't read them

#fighting off the ideation like my life depends on it!! bc it does!!! #been good about not thinking certain phrases but F U C K am i feeling it. i want to turn into a pile of dust #i am so desperately trying to work on myself and change my patterns and bad habits and perspective but it feels like i always fall short #i try not to talk about it online but I'm just. having a very hard day with N because we experience our feelings in different ways #i isolate myself bc i struggle with regulating my reactions and tones when im having an episode but she needs me to talk through things and #i sometimes just. can't. bc I'm not done experiencing the negativity and am not in a place to have a productive convo bc shame spirals etc #we just spent a long time talking and being patient and i thought i was understanding and explaining myself well but i just. idk. #i don't know how to explain that of course i love her even if I'm isolating myself. of course i love her although I'm nonverbal today. i jus #t can't *make* myself talk when I'm like this i don't want to be nonverbal i don't want to isolate i don't want to be a distant partner i do #n't want to fall back into these patterns related to my grief i want to be better i am trying to be better i am working so fucking hard on #being better. i just feel so defeated bc this all spiraled from me not wanting to decide what to get for lunch n using a poor tone about it #I'm about to talk with her some more but I just. kinda don't want to exist right now. fuck dude. it feels so fucking awful when i upset her #like i love her so much she is so important to me and it breaks my heart that our entire day is shot bc i was tired and cranky #i just don't understand how that equates to me not loving her bc she is my whole world dude. I'm going to throw up #i also don't know how to explain to her that scrolling on tumblr is comfortable to me I'm not ignoring her it's just the SM that i scroll on #like we're hanging out watching tv together I'm gonna scroll a little bit. it's just not insta or anything #idk my mind is scrambled I'm crying I just want to be a better person who can calmly communicate my thoughts and emotions #today has just beat my fucking ass dude. i isolate so those feelings don't get translated into my interactions with others #i don't even know what i typed in these tags I just don't want to off myself or think about it I'm fighting myself so much 2day #rAMbles

[aqqleshiqqing-archive]

this is such an indulgent au I made for myself that's not even related to selfshipping but i love to imagine the dexholders in a filipino school setting where some of the kids are part of the class officers and this is definitely based on my irl experiences with my old class when I was elementary to... freshman. <3

#ill just ramble in the tags from here on out #the class batch counts from the kanto to the hoenn dexholders - since they're all the most tied to one another #the officer list might change but the ones ive definitely settled were like #blue. he's the president of the class - he's quiet smart but handsome and would be a teacher's pet because he's also oak's grandson #red is vice president - he's a goofy compared to blue but he still has that vibe of someone you can absolutely rely on (and he does it) #would sometimes get told off by blue for being too carefree with his duties but they still go well together as a duo #i think i wrote secretary for crystal!! since crystal would definitely have a lot of biodata on her pokemon #it's only natrual that she'd be pretty good at being a secretary #in my class being a secretary means to keep track of students' attendances and names - basically writing a lot of things! #she's the smartest i like to think shes probably in the same ranking as blue (high honor students) #red is around the middle #green is the treasurer! (i was the treasurer last school year actually) #now i know this ones such a wild one because green is noctorious for being a good thief but that also means you cant outsmart her with money #and she's sure to keep the money safe. maybe she would spend the money secretly for her personal wants but she refills the amount she paid #<- i totally did that. nobody from my class knows me here so i can say this with full confidence AKSJSJAJJSJSJD #except its not for personal its for emergency LMAO like getting plete for tricycle n shit #looking at my notes apparently i wrote that sapphire and gold should be sergeants - i mean. i mean they can do the job but like #they're also kinda. insane so like - that's gonna be funny #sergeants are supposed to watch for their classmate's misconduct or stop anyone from fighting or whatever #that's all i wrote - i left the rest blank #about sapphire - i totally see her in my old classmate who was crazy about anime boys (except its franticshipping) #she's aggressive (to boys especially) but she also gets super UWU OMG KYAA BOYS <3 bitch THAT'S LITERALLY SAPPHIRE AND RUBY #that girl also acts tsundere at times so like. yeah you're sapphire coded girlie #ok thats all.... #i kept this au to myself for like 2 months now PGPPTPTPTPGTP #pokespe hours #🍀 jil's rambling

[chamomile-g-tea]

[inflicts my ocs with my mental illness] Jules/button has OCD !! good luck little bastard

#but fr he struggles with like. fears of amber harming him or other catastrophic things #he knows she’d never and ofc it starts with reassurance #which is cute af idc she does show him exactly how gentle she can be and KISS HIM #it helps at first but when the fears come back she learns they both just have to like. ride that wave #and she won’t reassure him constantly but she will sit with him until he’s calmer #ofc!! no then again the first one isn’t reassurance it’s more like safe exposure #aha amber i’m afraid of being kissed by a giant i need exposure therapy #he has rituals too !! i think his lucky number is probably four #when borrowing stuff it drives him nuts if he gets three of one thing and has to grab one more no matter the risk #they do a little taptap- taptap type thing on each other’s hand/shoulder/face/back whatever as a lil check in/affectionate acknowledgment #etc etc #mf counts things. constantly #she’ll be picking berries and finish and he’ll look at her basket n add one more and she’ll be like??? #mf you were counting that entire time #take a nap gotdamn #g/t #giant/tiny #cgtocs button #he gets stress headaches from obsessions a lot. disappear into her hand #she kinda lays on top of him/smooch him into pillow/lay her hand on him to Ground him

[narwhalandchill]

ANYWAY now that ive gotten my firefly rant off my chest and on a more positive note about the story overall; i Really liked it!!!! and character-wise specifically the biggest surprise for me in a huge W way was actually acheron??

& given i was actually somewhat committed to pulling her anyway (well. initially as kafka replacement to pull my first lightning carry after losing 50-50 but. Well. she had mercy on me at the v last moment thank goodness 😭😭) so actually ending up liking her character this much just cemented that resolve for good too. cant wait for her!!! like i am still meh on her base design not bc its that bad by itself but simply bc seeles existence just cheapens it so much like. Why are they so similar. but its not bad lmao

anyway to her actual characterization. first of all. the VAs delivery omg yall beidous english voice is already one of my all time favorites in genshin and shes doing an amazing job as acheron like. she started talking and im just INSTANTLY warmed up to her just from that KDJSKDKJK i love love love her attitude and energy!!!!!

n personality wise too??? like ive seen others mention a similar sentiment but its just the way how. even after getting the warnings from now Two separate characters that shes up to no good. im just like. "nah id win" abt it SHSKDKSI like throughout the story she comes off as so damn likeable and grounded and realistically friendly (as in not like. too open n aligned w the player from the get-go to feel believable for the character as opposed to a plot contrivance) that i just. even if shes bad news im team acheron truly.

she has genuinely funny one liners too ??? like not necessarily jokes outright but the kinda comments she says are just . very realistic in that dry witty way that comes off as natural and entertaining shes so charming!!! i love her. the more contemplative stuff she says too

but also like. girl whats up w the ominous red text ily but are we cool 😭😭 and the whole shredding us into thin slices on first encounter in the dreamscape like. Ok uhhhhhhhh ik i said nah id win and team acheron forever but this is kinda. worrisome

BUT that just means im so fucking excited to see her go apeshit too lmao like. oh shes an emanator here to do murder and spread death? COOL i hope she has fun!!

(and ik i said firefly rant over but. what the actual hell is that post firefly merk dialogue option where the games like very heavy handedly implying ur supposed to be blaming ACHERON for "letting it happen" in some emotional frenzy???? bro what 💀💀 0/5 moment i would never. n even if she plausibly did im just. dude her being cold towards firefly is just a plus for me when the narrative has just railroaded the TB into being sooo charmed by her magical presence lmao i Liked that acheron was suspicious n cold)

overall Definitely wasnt expecting acheron to establish herself as such an instant favorite for sure but. shes here now and im v happy abt it im super looking forward to seeing those more dubious goals of her come to the forefront in the future like. im so curious about whats up w her and her memory and that red text and everything

#also honestly unintentionally hilarious moment from acheron when she jist. asks for directions to the lobby too 😭😭😭😭 #anyway. overall i wonder if theure like. making a point of setting up the 'suspicious' characters to turn out far more benign #than appears at first glance #and have the more like. omg friendly people. turn out more involved in the shady stuff #like to a degree it already happened with aventurine. whole time everyones playing up how shady he is but #ultimately he really didnt do that much in terms of actually harming us? he was surprisingly straight (lol. lmao) w us throughout #like Obviously hes acting in full self interest but i do overall v much agree w black swans assessment of him too #that as a businessman it does matter how he handles his deals. now obviously he could turn out a whole lot different in the future #but nonetheless. point being he wasnt all that nefarious compared to how he was presented as #whereas both acheron and (sigh) firefly do kinda have that initial friendliness and then later on turn out to be #Not what they seem . which isnt like a twist or anything its just interesting #tho i suppose its less whos more or less trustworthy at first glance and more just. everyone lies on penacony #just depends on what their aims are to truly know whether they stand in opposition w us ultimately #acherons strange bc like of the cast rn. truly would trust her the most just based on vibes . which might not be smart 💀💀 #logically the most quote unquote trustworthy are swan n aventurine methinks . swan bc she said she wants more of my memories for her stash #so she wants us alive on both a personal basis and as a memokeeper #n aventurine bc he sees us as his own investment in whatever gamble hes undertaking #so cold as it is. we are very valuable to those 2 as assets so like they might hide things n mislead but they dont want us dead lol #anyway v much looking forward to the future developments #hsr #rambles #hsr spoilers

[roakkaliha]

tbh i kinda miss early kase-san era mikawa. she was so mean for no reason n that entertains me

#.txt #i mean i wouldnt say shes mean intentionally as much as she just. does not think before speaking #i think that the dynamic she n yamada had was kinda interesting #with mikawa being someone who definitely jumps to conclusions n blurts out her thoughts without much filter #and yamada being the kinda person who is sorta easily like... #shes someone whos easily swayed by mikawas words bc of her own insecurities #n her own tendency to think of the worst when it comes to things around her (school n personal relationships) #you can see how much of the conflict in the early series was caused by mikawa saying something n yamada internalizing it #i kinda wish that aspect of their relationship was explored more but oh well #early kase-san definitely shows how inexperienced the author was n how they werent sure how long the series was even gonna go #bc it was meant to be a oneshot at first right. n then ppl just wanted more of it #kase-san definitely has its flaws especially in the first series. but i think some of those flaws bring some charm to it #kase-san

[keeps-ache]

eye test scheduled :DDD

#just me hi #!!! i'm getting glasses baby !!! #i've needed them for like 5 years so this is SICK #only downsides i can see (lol) is that the glasses will annoy my entire face like glasses usually do. but that's okay because i'd like to #see the stars and clouds again :DDD #i've been using these pinhole ones when it's very sunny outside and i Can see the clouds pretty clearly!! #they become more of a visual obstruction in the dark though so i'm glittered to get real ones hfvsh :DD #Oh and i'll be able to learn to drive again lol #OH and painting traditionally will be so much easier!!! #and i'll be able to recognize my family in dimly-lit grocery stores hbfvhshv #i'm kinda wondering what i'm going to do when i want to go skating because obviously it's dangerous to do that with bad depth perception lo #(i have ~+~Experience (i compensated by reacting 20 feet earlier to everything loll)) #and i know i won't be getting contacts so i guess i'll just figure that out somehow (ducktape? mayhaps? :3) #/also funny thing is my mom is scared of losing me in grocery stores because i'm 'blind' fvfsdhcbhs #was walking behind her n she started going 'w- WHERE'S KEEPS W- OH there you are!!! stop doing that !!!' [does not know what That might be] #hfbhdf <333 #//okay now i'm going to finish this comic!! #excited!! once again side-eyeing the colours + shading duo with apprehension HVFSH #so POW! i'm going now ! toodles :3

[swinging-stars-from-satellites]

TIME LOOP FIC????

yea it's about one of the Batfam characters, Steph/Spoiler, getting trapped in a timeloop where every loop, Batman dies and she has to make it so that Doesn't Happen in order to break the loop. she uh... doesn't have the best of times akskdjdkfhsk I have most of this one outlined and it includes some very fun interactions such as "slightly unhinged texting conversations between teenagers," "pulling the Dad Card," "psychosomatic symptoms due to repeating the same day over and over ("kill me now my throat hurts")," and "protective instincts EVERYWHERE". hopefully I'll finish it someday 😂

#actually the thing about this fic is that it DOES get kinda dark at one point #i saw a tag on a totally separate timeloop fic that was like ''trope typical suicide'' and like... it's a Thought for a hot minute??? #but of course that's why this story includes ✨f r i e n d s h i p✨ so that said friends can smack sense into steph #when she gets really screwed up towards the climax #but at the same time!!! it's actually a pretty cheerful fic?? just bc steph herself copes by joking around #and employs a bit of a fake it til you make it kinda thing. she forcibly keeps her spirits up for the most part #until towards the end when she starts to lose hope and the aforementioned friends (and kinda family) have to help pull her #out of a spiral #Everyone In This Family (and family friends) Has An Overdeveloped Sense Of Responsibility(TM) #Lu rambles #asks

[arsonist-chicken]

....

#rant noises #cant say i'm not hungry now cant say i dont want to drink sparkling wine just because it was our birthday and my sisters back cant say i #dont want to take a picture with my sister #and then she goes and says shes sick of always having to beg for that and then no one smiling in the pictures #what the fuck does she expect when she always forces these things on us and then acts like i'm in the wrong because 'i always say no to #everything and pull a face' like ffs excuse me for having a face and being annoyed when me saying no is ignored #and the sparkling wine??? i know this country has an alcohol problem but maybe i dont have to clink glasses with wine i wont drink anyway #just because 'its your 25th birthday you have to clink glasses for that!!' no???? no #no??? you literally dont??? i dont give a single fuck about that???? #and sparkling wine tastes like sparkling water that has gone bad anyway ffs #i hate it here jfc #and 'you wont hsve any pictures when youre older!!!' i have plenty of pictures. with friends with people i care about taken when im not in #a bad mood from being bothered about pointless things and then bitched at for saying no #i swear to god if she posts that shit picture on her whatsapp status again im going to scream #2 more weeks until berlin and then 2 more until im back at uni and you better believe ill come back as little as somehow possible #maybe ill get a job where i have to work on christmas! #anyway #gonna go calm down or whatever and do my laundry and then text back people finally #its been a 'once in a century flooding and cats brought fleas a g a i n' kinda weekend #dont mind me im just using the tags to rant

[a-lonely-corner]

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#putting this 1 in the tags bc i might delete it later dhvshsjsvejsb #im kinda having a breakdown bc im tired of having to intentionally teach myself how healthy relationships work #like every past relationship/friendship ive had has been toxic or abusive !! wtf !! #n it doesnt help that im watching my mom go through her second failed marriage #+ realizing maybe SHE is the problem #idk i try so hard to learn to do things right bc my bf does the same #i wish i didnt have to though #i wish i knew what was healthy to begin with #i wish atticus and i didnt have to do so much learning just to love correctly #if i could go back in time i would do everything to give my younger self better friends….. #ugh #(on the (weird) bright side im happy i have my bf at my side w this) #(like….im sad he never got to see/experience a healthy relationship either but it makes it easier to be open bc he gets it) #(idk im in a weird place rn sorry fsgjbgjnfdj)

[n0ct0urn1quet]

my gf yesterday while we were vcing were talking about me sending asks n stuff to her inbox, occasionally sometiems ill send her lil messages n lil like shitty memes while shes sleeping n ik she doesnt use tumblr much but i jus like to send stuf like that to her. anyways we were talking about that n shes like "yeah i do get all the asks u send me" n im like "OH you do ??" bc like usually i assumed shed like post them or answer them privately (so they'd show up in my inbox instead) n she was like "yeah i get all of them i just keep them in my inbox and dont answer them cause i like to look back n read the stuff u send me" AND I JUST ?????? HHGJBJHG <:]

#IDK THATS JUST RLY Sweet to me thats just <:] #but its kinda funny bc while she doesn rly send me stuf like that caus she doesnt use tumblr often i stil keep like som of her asks #like somteimes i used to send her asks n stuf n she'd answer them privately so theyd go to My Inbox #and like though she'd only respond with a lil heart emoji or somthing it all stil makes me go <:] when i go back n read em........ #but idk just knowing that she does that with my asks is just like !!!! Hhbghgnhjhg!!!!!!!!!! its so sweet im <:] #shes so niceys so sweet n so ebic . its small things like that that jus make me go :] !!!!! #i just :]]] !!!!!! i lov her very very very much #OH i just have so much lov for her so much lovs........ #m literally sitting here like all teary eyed bc i just !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love her so much <:] #she makes me feel safe n haby n comfy with myself n jus makes me feel so bhb djbkfgnjk!!!!!!!!! #she makes me feel so fhdbjkbjk!!!!!!! yknow what i mean!!!!!!! hjfgbjhbjh!!!!!!!!!! #i just . its hard 2 put into words. i just love her so very much :] #i hav so much love for her !!!!! n i just <:] #god and shes so pretty too like we video chattd last night n when she'd show her face id jus sit there n smile n jus Look At Her #n id call her pretty n she'd smile and id just go bjjbhjbhbjhfg!!!!!!! shes :]]]]]] #shes genuinely so prety i care her so much........... #shes got tha cutest litol smile too !!!!!!!!!!!!! its so ! Bbgfbjhdfgbjknk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #aoguufghbdgfhjbfgd i just lov my gf a lot shes so scrimbly wimbly :] #i care her lots !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #:] :]

[just-rhys-things]

Got bored and started playlists/picked DnD classes for my OCs w/ album art memes by StudioTsundere, NothingHappenedToday, and Laura Sparkles~

#rhys does things #rhys writes #I love my guys gals n pals #I like to think my OC Bríelle is kinda avoidant of using her spells after a bad breakup over magic use #so she's just chillin' #they understand recovery is different for everyone