#no i seriously mean every single one

[astraystayyh]

it’s officially been a year since ive posted on this account 🥹🥹🥹🥹 thank you for showing me so much love and kindness in these past months, i am so immensely happy to be able to share my little fics with you here :,))) wahhh it seriously feels like ive been here all my life im feeling emotional ;;;;

&&& to celebrate!!!! im opening drabbles requests for a short time hehe any member ofc and no smut as always!! it can also be a bonus scene of a fic you liked, head cannons too (just not long fics because i wanna answer as much as i can)

i cant guarantee ill do alll requests but ill try my best! ill tell u when requests are closed again and which ones ill be answering!!! lets have funnnn 💕💕💕 thank you for your support my angels <333

#ill get a bit sappy in the tags sorry #but im seriously so happy i have this space where i can share my works #i cant thank you guys enough for reading and leaving feedback and just being so sweet to me #it seriously means the world to me #i appreciate you #every single one of you #a lot happened this year and i am very happy u were all with me through it #to more and more and more skz fics #AND MORE #eeeeeeeee #i love you #please be happy forever #and healthy #and content

[bratprivilege]

I am like literally begging the Internet to write image descriptions at this point

#sometimes I swear when a fandom gets an ID blog the individuals who had been writing their own just stop #just assuming the ID blog will pick up the slack so they don’t really need to worry about it anymore #how many times do we have to say an ID on the original post is 1 million times better #than going dumpster diving in the notes of every single mystery image on the dash with little to no context #hoping for the off chance that somebody somewhere has actually written one in a reblog #I see descriptions way more often than I did 10 years ago but still not nearly often enough #and I feel like the number of descriptions I see on my own dash has dropped significantly while I was gone #during those several months where I straight up couldn’t use Tumblr because they broke any excuse for accessibility on the app #don’t know if people just went ‘hey that one blind person I know is gone so I probably don’t need to bother with this anymore’ or what #but my dash is once again flooded with images that mean nothing to me and I seriously need to do a big unfollowing

[sansxfuckyou]

im gonna tear my fucking hair out

#WHAT ABOUT 1/1 MEANING COMPLETE WORK DO PEOPLE NOT UNDERSTAND??? #STOP. STOP SAYING YOURE LOOKING FORWARD TO THE NEXT UPDATE. THERE WONT BE A NEXT UPDATE BECAUSE THE WORK IS COMPLETED. #STOP SAYING YOU CANT WAIT FOR MORE. ITS A ONE CHAPTER ESCAPADE INTO A LITTLE CONCEPT. #NOT A 15K MULTICHAP WAITING TO HAPPEN AND I JUST 'HAVENT FIGURED OUT THE PLOT YET.' ITS FUCKING NOT. #JUST BECAUSE IVE TACKED ON MORE IN THE PAST ON DIFFERENT FICS DOESNT MEAN ITS HAPPENING EVERY SINGLE TIME. #this shit is seriously making me consider turning off comments on my fics. holy fuck.

[skitskatdacat63]

I never see Sebs posts until like hours later when I come on here and eventually see it and it's just like OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SEB!!!!!!!!!!! YOU CANT KEEP DOING THIS TO ME!!!!!!!!!! SEB ON HIS SHOULDERS 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹 SUCH AN UNDERRATED MOMENT AND THEN HE JUST CASUALLY POSTS IT ON HIS INSTA OUT OF ALL OTHER PICS HE COULD'VE CHOSEN!!!!!!!! AND HE TAGGED MARK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM LOSING IT AAAAAHHHHH

#liks this is literally his first home race #and yet he posts the first pic of him and mark's beginning pr shenanigans #like seriously the grip the pics/clip of this have had on me since i first got into martian #i think about it soooooooo much bcs how could you not think of mark literally holding baby twink seb on top of his shoulders #LIKE HES LITERALLY SITTING ON HIS SHOULDERS??????? HE GOT ON TOP OF MARK?????? AND MARK HAD TO HOLD ONTO HIS THIGHS????? #just one of those pics that gives me maximum psychic damage every time i think abt it anf i have to go look at it #i cannot emphasize enough that MARK IS HOLDING SEB!!!!!!!!!! #anyways its sat in my brain a while and now its on sebs insta so i dont know what im supposed to do with myself under these circumstances #please please god im begging that he posts one of their date pictures for Singapore 2008 please seb if you could do one thing #then again he and mark are practically running their own martian blog atp so im expecting it hahaha #i mean if there was nothing else worthwhile to post for his *home race* then why would singapore be any different #i wake up late and i dont check insta very often so ill be scrolling on here for a bit after i wake up and BOOM #hits me like an absolute freight train every single time and i have to go open insta bcs i cant believe it #home field advantage w a pic of him sitting on mark.....is he your home.......is he your advantage #anyways: catie is not okay and is filled with many emotions #catie.rambling.txt

[strangefable]

i was tagged by @fourlittleseedlings, @socially-awkward-skeleton, @direwombat, @sukoshimikan, @detectivelokis, and @roofgeese to do this 'which tragic greek figure are you?' quiz for my girls. thank you all! <3

passing it forward to @somethingclich8, @i-am-the-balancing-point, @marivenah, @kittiofdoom, @sstewyhosseini, @confidentandgood, @voidika, @vampireninjabunnies-blog, @jacobseed, @jacrispea, @unholymilf, @poisonedtruth, @hoesephseed, @kim-rye, @florbelles, @aceghosts, @poetikat, @legally-a-bastard, @strafethesesinners, @derelictheretic, @hopelesscounty, @afarcry5fromstraight, @damejudyhench, @inafieldofdaisies, @adelaidedrubman, @passinoutpieces, @the-lastcall, @thomrainer, @gayafsatan, @funkypoacher and anyone i mistakenly missed. if you can see this, i tag you! (sorry for so many, but if i'm following you, i want to see all your ocs always, i'm dead serious <3 <3 <3)

Patroclus

clever patroclus, beloved patroclus, poor patroclus: you do fall into madness, nor vanity, nor hubris. not, that is, for your own sake. love for that golden-haired man, sorrow for your countrymen; it is for his name that you don his armor, and for the dying greeks that you ride into battle. every piece of you is willingly given away, even if after you are gone there are wicked things done in your name.

Arachne

adept arachne, the things which you craft are born from years of careful practice, focused effort, and a drop of divine inspiration. your finished product shows the skills which you have honed over your lifetime, so take pride in that, but don't proclaim yourself a peerless artisan. and, by the gods, show humility when you've been beaten.

Icarus

what is there to be said of icarus? you were warned, yet you persisted, imprudently. but what of your first taste of liberation? the exhilaration that follows the first ray of the sun to touch you as you are, as a free man, makes you drunk on joy. we all know the foolish things that drunken people are capable of. was the fall as thrilling as the flight?

Antigone

(there was no text with this result)

#micah hale #lilith mallory #lore jameson #if john is achilles than yeah micah is his patroclus #i didn't think arachne fit lilith so i tried again and got icarus #i'm not sure either suits her tbh #lore was a struggle #finally got antigone and just said sure why not #tbh i don't love the result options overall #there's so many other myths #and i can think of several that work for my girls better #still it was interesting to try #again sorry for tagging so many #i just want every single one of you to know #if we're mutuals #if i follow you #i always seriously mean you in my tags #even if i forget to put your username in #i still want you to do these tag games #i want to learn about everyone's ocs #i want you all to feel included and appreciated #i don't want anyone feeling left out #so please please please if i do a tag game and you want to do it #doesn't matter if i put your username or not i'm tagging you #tell me about the amazing people you created in your head #do it do it do it! #<3 <3 <3

[stincorrect]

Steve & Robin: No! Dustin: A fair rebuttal. However, consider this counterpoint. Yes! Steve & Robin & Eddie & Nancy: NO!

#steve harrington #robin buckley #eddie munson #nancy wheeler #dustin henderson #lol #i mean #yeah #that's exactly how that would happen #like #see #steve and robin are the first parents #so they'd say it first #but if dustin pushed #nancy and eddie would have to jump in too #i can seriously just picture this #and now i kind of want it lol #i love them #every single one of them #i loved season 4 #so much #stranger things #stranger things incorrect quotes #stranger things 4 #stranger things season 4 spoilers

[scribbyizback]

ok well now I'm fucking pissed

#tw vent #in the tags #its never #its never the child thats the problem #its the grown ass adult that thinks she can force a child to do whatever she wants her to do #but when look at the situation and think #huh #you are simply not right and this childs feelings are valid #maybe screaming and shouting at someone younger than ten and bringing physical violence isnt right #i mean seriously #maybe that simply is not right #and maybe i want to have the chance to fucking say that #maybe i wont stay silent when a sister is turning the house into her rage room #idgaf what your age is #its js proving how fucking immature you are #im just so #im fucking pissed #im not spoiling a child by giving her the ability to not be screamed at by you #you arent a fucking high and mighty princess that can control us #and we're not shittheads for being unnaccepting of that #i have had a shitty week #i am losing my fucking voice because of this fucking sinus thing and it hurts so fucking bad #ivs just been upset period #my family wont pay attention to the fact that i can struggle without telling them #and of course theyre not gonna know im hyperfixating #they wont let me have social media liek every. single. teenager(btw #if a modern day adolescent doesnt have social media they are missing so much bullshit its not even funny) #so how tf are they gonna know i fixate on THE ONE HORROR GAME THEY HATE WITH A PASSION???? #they never fucking asked #and i have to scream to be heard by this bitch ass of a sister that cant handle a child existing and doing the same shit she still does

[jtbb]

transgender middle schoolers deserve the world forever and ever amen

#im a counselor for the 10-12 yr old group again this week at camp and theyre my fav group of kids im genuinely getting so emotional #like i remember being 11 and going to this camp and i just felt . so alone #but these kids r just so confident and unbothered like one of em just sat down next to me to complain abt overheating in his binder and like #:O oh my god im the role model im the safe older trans person i get to be that for them #i never really felt the need to look visibly queer but i really seriously get it now #who cares abt getting occasionally misgendered by the other volunteers if it means these kids can trust me more #also very exciting meeting a new group every week and seeing what some of the kids r obsessed about #one of em really loves earthworms another knows Everything about gaboons #and this one boy sits out from tag to tally on his clipboard the airline of every single passenger/cargo plane that flies overhead #literally going to cry i love these kids #oh yeah and they got bored and built a big cozy hut out of branches and dried grass within the span of like several hours

[alexjcrowley]

Btw not enough cryptid lover in the f1 fandom. What do you mean none of you has an au in which they're all different monsters.

#f1 fandom may be silly but it still takes itseld too seriously I fear #silly season this silly season that WHERE are my court mandated f1 oc #people don't even create their own character to pretend to be an actual part of their favourite obsession anymore #was it cringe? maybe BUT WHAT IS IT HOME? WHAT IS IT LOVE???? #okay sure you have the rpf and you have the thirsty edits and you have web weaving #but do you have passion???? do you have courage?????????? do you have 'here's every f1 driver favourite doctor from doctor who'???????? #'what had Doctor Who got to do with thi-' NOTHING THAT'S THE BEAUTY IN IT #You don't have people sneaking in the vents. If you know you know. #I have never been in a sport fandom who am I meant to discuss Divine Comedy parallels and Mean Girls au with #I do not care if it cringe I DO NOT CARE. We're on Tumblr. If you are only interested in expressing takes you believe to be correct #and argue about them with other people that's what twitter is for #not a single one of you has created a damn f1 x Herbie: Fully Loaded post #what are you even doing here #f1 #formula 1 #missing the golden age of boundless cringe #and if you think 'that's so embarrassing I would never do that' GERHARD BERGER DID NOT REPLACE THE PASSPORT PICTURE OF AYRTON SENNA #WITH A PHOTO OF COCK AND BALLS FOR YOU TO CRINGE AT F1 X POKEMON CROSSOVERS #shame has never been a part of the history of this sport

[thehightiefling]

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#literally basically got told the chronic pain which is very real and debilitating and i can't function because of it #was probably chronic pain syndrome #AKA their first guess is that the pain is a product of my trauma and the fix is go back to therapy #feel so disheartened #waited four months on a waitlist for this #but at least they're doing a partial MRI for part of my spine I guess #i don't mean to be that person but every male doctor i have ever had has just completely dismissed me #and every time it has taken me finding a femme/other pronoun doctor for them to not only take me seriously but find out what is wrong #not kidding every single time #okay scratch that #there was that one male ENT doctor who took me seriously and did an exam the same day and gave me water because i felt nauseous #from the pain and he had me scheduled for surgery ASAP #but he's literally the only male doctor that's ever done that for me #personal ramblings

[fitzfunnymoments]

I think what I'm most excited for in 2024 is I'll finally be able to get an lps that's literally me :]

#fitz's cursed thoughts #I mean. that's just me!!! I'm a funny little lemon shark :3 #don't get me wrong I love my current mascot #but. this one will probably be my new mascot lol #GOD i'm so excited for the new lps to be in stores #I'm going to spend $50000000 on every single one of them /j #but seriously though the island vibes set will be the first one I buy #specifically for the shark lol

[khlur]

#hey babe ur listening to every single fucking one of chino moreno's side projects again is all ok #but in all seriousness....i think. i only listen to all this stuff when i feel good. #so that's. nice #i mean not 'good' good but when my mood is up and i feel pensive and bittersweet #but more sweet than bitter #Spotify

[boxwinebaddie]

im sorry you’re so worn out from your job </3 if it makes you feel better im a senior in hs and am also severely depressed and struggling!! so we’re both just having sm fun rn :)

awww, my love!!! :( i am ALSO so sorry you're having a rough time.

seriously: high school is hell school. but ur almost there at least!! <3

and that's the thing i guess, is i totally get it, you know? high school sucks and its super hard and SUPER stressful! getting all your homework done, parental pressures/not having positive adult influences ( which is why i try really hard to be one but!!! haha!! crying <3 ), figuring out what you want to do after hs, and...oh my god??? i can't even imagine how awful it must be to be in school w/ all the new social medias, like i would be crying every other day bc of cyberbullying/how you are perceived online/that level of anxiety.

( all i know is that even without the feeling that people/my peers are talking behind my back, being perceived online made me v unwell )

but for me, at least, i try to be as kind and gentle as possible w/ those students bc i know how horrible being in high school is...which is why its heartbreaking & pretty humiliating for me to b that vulnerable and just get none of that back at all? </3 but then, teaching is a thankless job. it pays dirt and its a lot of work. it is, however, worth it to me, to get regularly disrespected doing my job...bc i care a lot about kids getting the education they deserve in an environment that is safe and respects them...even if they don't respect me...like literally at all. yay :)

but enough of me bellyaching ( i'm not that girl i promise ), there is always a silver lining, my peach. i did...roll up to help the lil people w/ their backpacks and getting on their bus with my eyes all puffy and mascara busted up from crying and i got soooo many hugs <3 a girl gave me a cookie from her lunch...she is absolutely seeing heaven.

and you will too, my dear! you are much stronger than i. being a hser is Also a thankless job that you unfortunately, do not get paid for. and i am v sorry for that. but its my hope that you heal, my dear darling. and know that if you are struggling, you are always welcome in my box, which is the same thing i tell all of my students, i am here to support you. <3 i am not just a fanfic writer, but a warm presence?

i sincerely hope so at least...idk i'm trying my best. thank you for your kind message, i really needed it...i was not doing very well, lol. ;-;

-real crybaby fake teacher uncle nina <3

#this was seriously so kind #thank you thank you thank you #literally hs sucks dude!!! its rough!! i just wish my students would return some of the kind energy im putting out & maybe not roast me #but like...either way...i love them and i care abt them so much like every single one even the kids that are mean to me #bc they deserve to have someone in their corner...even if theyre not in mine id rather make their lives easy even if it makes mine hard </3 #and thats whats depressing tbh is not bc i dont care but bc i care very much and none of that comes back but again! its ok its my passion #i'm sorry ur going through it tho darling high school was very hard for me too there is so much on ur plate #just take it easy -- which is easier said than done but all i can say is that if you need help please ask my love #even if its from me which x2...clearly im not very good at my job but i will always listen and support u all no matter what #if ur going thru it please keep going and know im in ur corner #i am extremely proud of you and i am so happy you were born #as a small request tho uh if u see someone like me wandering around ur hell school getting their shit kicked in #please be nice to them for me bc wooooow when i tell u i cried so much my chest still hurts whEW!!!! thank god im going home to see my cat

[atomicengineerdetective]

No one talk to me I just came back from a family vacation to find out my favorite youtuber ever is leaving the platform.

I am devastated.

(I am actually happy for him, he has given me so much happiness for like 8 years. He deserves to let the channel go an enjoy his life. It just hurts, but I'll get over it

I'm so thankful for MatPat and Steph. I Hope every future endeavour or project they take on is successful and that over all they have a happy and fulfilling life with Ollie.💚❤️💛💙)

#I leave to a place with no cellphone signal and come back to this? #may be the lord was protecting me idk #What do I call this? a personal rant? Im not really ranting more like letting my feelings out #venting if you #never done this on my blog before but I feel like I have to #I've been a Fan of game theory since I was like 13 or 14 #He was like the first youtuber I ever suscribed to #that spoke english cause my first language is spanish lol #His videos and overall community meant a lot to me. I dont know how could I possibly express that #Of course Im going to still watch the videos after he is gone with the new hosts but still it wont be the same #Hope this doesnt sound too like sad. I dont mean to be negative. I am legitemetly so proud and happy for him #I mean He had one of the classiest goodbyes of YouTube at least I can say my favorite youtuber was never cancelled thats a win haha #But seriously he has achieved so much and has over all been such a positive influencer how could I not be proud to call myself a Fan #so truly I am not sad He ended on the highest note you could ask for. I cannot ask for anything more from him. #I am not sad However I did cry like a Baby during the Video. Man I just. Im tearing up even thinking about it #but anyway #You bet I am going to watch every single one of his videos the second they upload until march 9. #And then I am going to dedicate the day to the celebration he supposedly plans for then #I will probably vent some more in a bigger post then too. like I did in this tags lol. #Right now... I just cant. I need to process a little more heh #MatPat #Matthew Patrick #The game Theorists #game theory #goodbye matpat

[theunconcernedembalmer]

Mr Gatto, do you like doing your job? Is it something you enjoy doing?

(Also take care of yourself Mun! :D)

Even after everything... I don't think I will be changing my job anytime soon.

#identity v #aesop carl #identity v embalmer #identity v ask blog #identity v the embalmer #gatto event #hi anon thanks for the concern XD #im doing alright i just have this insane depressive block that has been impeding y creative processes #so ive been trying a lot of things to get out of it #one option is to wait it out but im miserable doing nothing. so i will force it out and feel slightly better that at least i did something #i probably should have spaced oout my posts i clear the inbox really really quickly #ill try to get some stuff out while i can. since im free for the month before work resumes n i disappear again #seriously though its frustrating sitting down staring at a blank canvas for 10 mins with 0 ideas and low energy #and then resigning myself to going back to lying down and mindlessly scrolling twitter or whatever #every single time i try to do something i end up back on my bed. for days on end. it makes me want to throw myself down a flight of stairs #at least with asks i have something to work towards and thats so much better even if i do end up back on the bed afterwards #this sounds like a very pathetic show of begging for asks. which i guess it is??? #its just that. i used to have so many ideas. i used to draw so many comics. i want to cry every time i compare that with myself now #has work killed off so much of my creativity? probably. but i just really want it back. so im trying my best #i didnt mean to get this emotional in the tags but this is really something ive been struggling with a lot right now #so if u have the time to spare. just drop something dumb in my inbox. it helps a great deal. much greater than i can express #but anyway if ur reading this im still very grateful for the support u have shown to the blog in one way or another. #so thank you very much n i hope the day will treat you kindly #less than three

[ireonic]

getting Christmas out of the way so I can focus on my true love (Valentine's Day)

#I DONT CARE THAT ITS A CORPORATE HOLIDAY USED TO GUILT COUPLES INTO CAPITALISTIC EXPRESSIONS OF LOVE #I LIKE PINK AND BROWN AS A COLOUR COMBO AND BAKING SWEETS FOR MY FRIENDS #I WANT TO SEE EVERY ISLE LINED UP WITH PINK HEARTS AND CINNAMON CANDY WITH LITTLE TEDDY BEARS #I WANT TO HAVE A DAY TO PAUSE MY IRONY-CODED STATEMENTS AND LET MY FRIENDS KNO|W I LOVE THEM #AND YES IM SINGLE BUT ITS NOT JUST FOR COUPLES TO ENJOY I WANT TO COOK ITALIAN FOR MY FRIENDS #AND NO OF COURSE I DONT NEED A SECIFIC DAY IN THE YEAR TO DO THAT IM NOT LIMITING MY LOVE TO ONLY ONE SPECIAL OCCASION WHEN ITS CONVENIENT #BUT ITS COLD IN FEBRUARY SO I ACTUALLY USE THE OVEN TO BAKE WIHOUT GETTING HEATSTROKE #AND EVERY STORE HAS ALL THE COLOURS AND MATERIALS I NEED TO MAKE STUFF FOR MY FRIENDS #I seriously love Valentine's Day it's not even funny it's the only thing that gets me through my yearly seasonal depression #AND MY BRITHDAY IS RUGHT BEFORE IT WHICH MEANS I GET MONRY WHICH MEABS I HAVE MORE TO SPEND ON MY FRIENDS YOU GUYSSSS #actually kinda sad that I won't be attending the same school as my friends during Valentine's Day cuz I'm doing a hair program #But I can just have my birthday party around then and treat my friends!!!!!!!!!!