#no it’s cool we all turned out fine

[trollprincess]

So I posted this photo of my living room and my queer art wall to a maximalist FB community I follow:

… and unsurprisingly some jackass showed up in the otherwise kind comments to say, “Because knowing how someone has sex is so important.”

I am restraining myself from commenting back as the mods are usually good at nipping this sort of thing in the bud but … oh, honey, if you think my mom’s wall of bland family photos of her mostly-straight relatives doesn’t tell me and everyone else how they fuck to make all those kids, you’re in for an unpleasant surprise.

(Also, considering the number of real people in these photos and art pieces who died at the hands of bigots, Nazis, and homophobic government handling of an epidemic, then yes, their sexuality and gender is sort of important.)

#queer history #queer art #homophobes being asshats #oh I feel like I should add that if you think I’m being crass about my mom’s family #please keep in mind that these are the same people who used to get a kick out of us telling dirty jokes when we were kids #my mom’s one cousin has been absolutely filthy for as long as I can remember #if I said the same thing in front of them she’d be the first to start trying to guess everyone’s favorite sex position #no it’s cool we all turned out fine #including the queer ones

[vanhelsingapologist]

Strahdposting (with possible spoilers so tread lightly)

One of the worst things about Strahd in our campaign is that he's not overtly forced anyone to do anything. His underlings have, sure, but never him. He just waits for us to eliminate our options all on our own, and then presents us with his way. And of course, his way is the easiest. He'll even make it easier. We keep falling into the pit because he ensures we dig it ourselves.

We're almost past the point where he wants to bargain with us and I'm nervous about what happens when he stops being the devil we know and becomes something else altogether.

The recent reveal that there were other parties before ours has been so shattering for us, I think, because it made us all realize that our party is an amusement until it is an inconvenience, and then we'll be insects in the garden that have overstayed our welcome. And then he'll start with the force.

#even when Demetria was kidnapped #we only SAY kidnapped because Volenta did it and Strahd got to play hero about the whole thing #Every subsequent time she went to Ravenloft was on a bargain. #we're so past the wining and dining phase that it's unreal #but he'd convinced a party member to turn traitor and is moving in on another because he knows we work better being coaxed #barovia is so so scary and you know what? vampire castle supreme seems real nice sometimes. #in terms of power i was specifically thinking of when he found out we resurrected leo and collected him after 3 business days #he only used force after we acted first #and then was all “look what you made me do.” #good fucking god #and obviously #it's control while maintaining the illusion of culpability on our part. but it works. oh... does it work. #i know some DMs have him being very traditionally forceful and i think that's a great interpretation #because the first strahd game i was in leaned heavy into that #but i think our strahd in this game uses vampire-as-seduction in an extraordinarily cool way. #i had the same DM for both and i think this version is some fine fine work. #curse of strahd spoilers #cos: the sorority

[lacomandante]

It's my birthday and me and Assumpta have spent all day in agony with food poisoning from last night's adventure in Brazilian food. Curse the cheese balls that have rendered us asunder....I wanted to go out and do things but alas. We have been struck down and it's Easter and if that's not a sign from God idk what is

#;ooc #(its just a day to spend in bed and in the bathroom) #(we were gonna go out and do dinner and watch ladyhawk but NO.) #(i would like the cramps to go away please) #(its weird bc Scott isn't sick at all. he's fine. the only thing he didnt really have was the cheese balls!!) #(we had milkshakes after too and he was fine) #(a great day to turn 27. I did get to see a parade pass by on the balcony which was cool)

[mars-ipan]

GODDD.

#marzivents #to preface. i am SLIGHTLY buzzed. as in i have had a single mimosa almost an hour ago #today there has been a… weird??? energy with the family?? #my mom and dad are on two different frequencies today but like they’re managing so whatever #my brother and i have been normal i suppose #but we’ve been all together for a little bit to celebrate the new uear and such #clock hits 12. we celebrate. everybody has One mimosa. not a lot at all #that buzz hits me and i’m hanging out. i’m feeling good! #my brother says something or other and we start the motions of one of our go-to sibling disagreements you know the type #and my mother cuts me off says like ‘let’s all relax’ or whatever. i didn’t feel that angry but like?? sure? fine whatever #we stop and i move on. once again not a huge deal to me #then my dad does smth or other. my mom’s been razzing him all day so i decide alright i will also razz him. a little lighthearted teasing #it is NOTHING different from what i normally do. just slightly more frequent #and my dad goes ‘i can’t have an opinion on anything huh?’ and i- committed to the bit- go ‘no <3’ with a smile on my face #like i am simply wanting to fuck around!! the way you do with friends! that is all i am doing! #i get in some other thing with my brother for like .2 seconds before my mom tells us to ‘stop fighting’ again. alright cool #this sort of thing continues. and the air in the room becomes super tense for some goddamn reason??? #eventually my dad heads to the garage and my brother follows. while they’re gone my mom tells me i need to cool it and i’m being aggressive #i???? huh???? what??? #i was gonna turn to HER and crack a joke like ‘how do you get them to understand that loud doesn’t mean angry?’ #because that’s an issue SHE has all the damn time! i was gonna turn to her and bond! but she says that before i can even start to #so my attempt to ease the remaining tension in the room is dead on arrival. in fact the room is even TENSER #maybe it was the champagne or smth but it just fucking got to me. i shut up and turn away and start trying to collect myself #i’m realizing two things. 1- my emotions are less in my control right now and i cannot collect myself here. 2- I Need To Fucking Scream #so i silently pack up and head to my room. my mom knows better and asks no questions #as i was typing this post my brother walks in. i shoo him out without words but he tries to ask questions so i just repeat until he gets it #i feel fucking insane. what the fuck did i DO???? i literally was just fucking razzing. i do that all the time #and sure. i was louder. and yeah it was probably slightly more razzing than i normally would. but i DO NOT FUCKING GET how those two things #would cause as MUCH of a reaction as they did!!! like. i . hello??? #the rest is in the replies bc i am out of tags but i am not out of feelings

[theguardianace]

torn between going to the team pregame party so i can have a slightly negative but mostly neutral last impression of the night or (not really actually) lying about getting a headache and just going to bed so i dont have to see anyone else tonight

#context im absolutely pissed at everyone :thumbsup: #our game today was GARBAGE. it started off ok but then the second we get scored on everything goes off the rails #i didn't dress today (played yesterday and hadn't been scratch in a while) so i literally could not do a thing to help that #(my game was good i played well and vibes were decent) #vibes were not decent after today #IT WAS SENIOR NIGHT. IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE FUN. #i worked so hard on one of the gifts it was a hand (digitally) painted portrait of each of them!! it took me a month but turned out so cool #it burnt me out though. #and they liked it which is good :) #but this was supposed to be the end of the stress and then we were supposed to have fun !! #but then everyone decided to give up in the third and then everyone hates each other now. #one of the seniors went to the front of the room and basically called everyone out for giving up when she was the one who gave up most #which like fine. whatever. uncalled for but we can move on #but it's also my buddys bday so our class took her to get dinner to celebrate #but then the whole time they trash talked the team and or coach #and didn't include her at all #and im just mad now. im so mad about that #they didn't even notice she hadn't said a word in 20 minutes #we were going for her!!! to celebrate her!! and yall cannot put aside twenty minutes to have a good conversation with her!!! #what the heck!!!!!!!!!! #and then when i brought it up near the end to my old roommate and good friend she just went “oh its fine” NO ITS NOT>??????>? #i dont want to go. but i dont want to end it like this #and everything hurts. my body just hurts. #im tired my head hurts my hips are KILLING me #im so done

[mqonlighting]

real talk in the tags for a second because i have a crush on a girl and i. a hehe. ahehehe.

will be burying this in reblogs and never touching on it again

#so random disclaimer this girl is like a year older than me and in high school it’s like a nono for older and younger batch to like be #a thing so i know i generally have no chance but i like to live in my own insanity and the progression of my crush on her has been absolute #ly cuckoo bananas. so like it started out as ‘i wanna be your friend’ and progressed into ‘shit they’re really pretty’ to ‘wow ur so??’ to #‘fuck i like them’ and then it died down and then by all golly it came back but more of a hallway crush now which is bearable bc i’m #not really a part of their life?? like we know each other but we don’t wave and shit and we don’t like ever interact that much so i was lik #ok this is fine bc they literally never think of me so i’m just admiring from afar. and the FIRST inciting incident was i request them onig #and i expect to not get accepted because according to their friends they onyl accept close friends and i’m like k this is a bad idea probs #but the worst that could happen is i get left in their follow requests right?? RIGHT?? but then within like two hours of reqing. lord. #i got. ACCEPTED. and they requested back. and suddenly it’s +1 tangibility like ok?? maybe we’re not as strangers as i thought we were #i later discovered i was not that special for this but also?? cool?? anyways for a while it kind of laid dead and we never spoke at all eve #tho i was in their acc now (at this time they barely posted but whenever they did it was so?? funny like they would slap the randomest shit #on that acc) and it was still a hallway crush altho my friends r awful (/pos) people who would always make me pass their hallway and i #would run into them so often but at this point we only ever like exchanged glances and they would walk right past me like i wasnt even ther #but THEN the second incident happened which was basically we had to play instruments for this christmas event thing and bc they’re literall #y amazing they played for it and i was roped into it and. i was so gay the whole time. bc who wears a leather jacket to school and gets the #prettiest haircut ever right on the last day before a long break?? and the worst part is whenevr something confusing happened they would #turn to me and this one other person and we’d b laughing together. like we r friends. and they’re so fucking nice they were checking up on #us the whole time i was literally dying i kept dropping my pick and stealing looks AURURUGH and they’re so gen funny and interesting i just #and the first few days of holiday break i just couldn’t stop thinking abt them it was so bad? like that was the moment where i was genuinel #like is this more than a hallway crush… eventually it died back down until the next event we had to play together where they were being SO #SO much more comf w me? like exchanging knowing looks when smt funny happens and that stuff.. at this point i didnt even know what to like #think of my crush on them so i just let it be yk. atp they’re not even waving at me in the hallways at all still so maybe they’re just bein #nice! BUT NO. THAT IS UNTIL I AUDITIONED FOR A BAND (theyr in charge of accepting) AND THEY ACCEPTED ME WHICH COOL BUT LIKE A DAY LATER I #HEARD FROM OUR MUTUAL FRIEND THAT THEY SAID ‘yeaa im so happy i got (my name)’ AS IN IN THE BAND. LIKE. HELLO?? HI U THIUGHT ABT ME?? and #during the first band mtg where everyone’s all awk they kept making eye contact w me and asking if i was good and making sure i got to say #smt before anyone made a decision and it. murdered. me. i’m sorry maybe it’s the fanfic writer in me or this shit is literally nothing and #think they’re just nice to everyone but who cares bc it means they’re nice to ME too. and then last week happened. which was like the nail #in the coffin. INTERACTION ACTIVITY. I IMPULSIVELY ASK IF THEY WANNA B GROUPMATES AND THEY SAY YES. THEY ONLY TALK TO ME AND THEIR FRIENDS. #I ACT STUPID. THEY ALUGH AND TOUCH MY SHOULDER. I ASK ABT THEIR CAMERA AND THEY GO ON A LONG-ISH (cute) RANT ABT SMTH. THEY ASK WHY I HAVE #BIG ASS STACK OF POST ITS. WE TALK. THEY LAUGH AT MY JOKES. SUDDENLY. THEY SAY A FULL HELLO IN THE HALLS. THEY WAVE AT ME A DAY LATER. FUCK

[fazcinatingblog]

I went outside in 30 degree heat and now I'm dead. Learn from my mistakes, Tumblr. Never leave the house.

#it's fine #I'll be okay hopefully #Just so tired #apparently it'll be hot tomorrow #kill me #although sophia isn't coming in thank God so we can have the aircon on #i mean sophia isn't against aircon but once i *just* turned it on and she said it's too cold turn it off #like mate cold is good #put a jumper on #Go outside if you're too cold #weak #your species will die out #(shhh don't tell me it's the people averse to heat who are the weak ones) #technically the earth is getting hotter so we have to adapt to hotter temperatures #also my Nana lives a block away from the beach but soon she'll live on the beach #soon we'll all have beach side properties #amazing #The water will cool us down #we become like Venice and get boats everywhere #The future #this is fine

[gibbearish]

the thing with autism right. is i know if i was having a full mental health crisis what i would end up doing is going to the emergency room and being like "hello, my name is (x) birthday (y), um i was hoping to talk to you about potential mental health inpatient care? i'm currently having a mental health crisis and don't think i can be trusted on my own" like if there's one thing i can be sure will live on in me no matter how hard the brainworms try. is my fucking customer service voice

#like itll be busted as fuck because ill be freaking out but you bet ill be sobbing my way through verbally drafting an email #ive done it before‚ like im a frustrated crier and once i start crying i cant turn it off so ive had a couple times where i had a breakdown #at work‚ cried about it a lot‚ and my lead pulled me into a meeting room after i calmed down to check in #and as soon as i started talking it just started again so i had to be like 'sorry th-this is just something m-m-my bod-dy does‚ i-i'm calm #m-mentally but i just c-cant turn this-is off‚ just try to i-ignore HIC it and f-f-focus-s on the w-wwwords‚ #(tired of crytyping so just mentally fill it in yourself in everything else i say) #n they offered me more time to chill but im like no really i genuinely am calm‚ i calm down wayyy before my body does its gonna #keep doing this on and off all day‚ it takes hours for it to fully calm down and is on a hair trigger the entire time #so thinking about this will make it kick back up again no matter what unless we talk tomorrow‚ so if youre ok with bearing with me then cool #and theyre like. dang ok and just focused on what i said #or much more recently i was talking to my roommate‚ stopped‚ held up a finger + stood there silently for ten seconds‚ #then was like 'sorry about that‚ i think i have to throw up. excuse me for a moment. what was that? oh gotcha yeah i'll message you if i #need anything‚ thank you' #and just typing it out like that it sounds like i was fine and just saw it coming a ways away. however that is not the case #i had had my covid booster and some other vaccine earlier that day‚ lost 5 vials of blood‚ eaten Nothing‚ drank only #acidic-ass apple juice‚ and had just hit my vape too hard #keeping it in once it made its presence known was a feat of will the likes of which have never been seen before #and still my sentences prevail

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#i have to drive to the big city tomorrow morning... which is... #itll b fine. ive done it multiple times before so itll b fine #but also everytime i have to drive somewhere im a sobbing mess bc its so scary #and i space out which is terrifying so i have to sing and talk to myself the whole time so my brain doesnt drift too far #and i dont kno how long i have to b there or if ill b able to find parking... #i just hate is so much. literally its not a far trip. if we have a fucking working train system there would b a train between our two #universities and it would b like 30min. such fucking bullshit. that would b incredible. i would actually b able to go places #fuck the lack of public train transportation. its stupid. #at least i was busy all day. its crazy how much less terrible my day is when im in a semi empty lab working with algae #hopefully i didnt kill the culture bc i had to transfer immediately after making media. i think it cooled enough but well see #fuck. i dont wanna drive. i should sleep so im not more insane tomorrow #its crazy how distorted i get abt driving. i will convince myself that my car is gonna like fall apart while im driving #and that im absolutely going to have an accident caused by me. so i get up like ok this is where it all ends #in a smear across the highway #oh god i have to get gas tomorrow too #thry recommended i get there at 9 but maybe ill get there 8.30 and just like sit in my car crying for half an hour #lol i turn up to the lab with tear stained cheeks like hey sorry if it seemed like i was resistant to coming down here. im very unwell ✌️ #bleh. lets not think abt it. dont think just do. and pray i dont have to fucking go multiple days #my reward for success is no spring break bc a stressful project will begin this weekend #but im not even sure i have spring break bc im a lab tech so i think mayne thats not a loss? idk i dont kno #when im supposed to b working or not. it doesnt matter. my tine sheets r a lie #time sheets :-P #unrelated

[starsandthorn]

am i just. supposed to be normal

#personal stuff #seraph plays star rail #star rail spoilers #going insane. btw. #express found family makes me CRYY dan heng being like i need to get to my friends >:( #WHY DIDN'T WE HUG HIM. we did in my brain #blade and kafka are so funny. blade's like augh this power is growing inside of me....i can't contain it.... #and kafka's there beside him like go crazy go stupid <3 #ALL THE CUTSCENES WERE SOO COOL #JING YUAN LOOKED SO NICE. the lighting in the beach area made him look so soft #also pale as hell. alas #but augughh rips and tears his interactions with dan heng #he starts giving orders before we go the arbor and im like STOP STOP YOU HAVE ENOUGH DEATH FLAGS #phantylia fight. kicked my ass. running on 3 characters for half of it. trial jing yuan carried #i knew it wouldn't actually happen story-wise but the CONCEPT of phantylia trying to turn him into a voidranger #TERRIFYING. even knowing it wouldn't succeed #DAN HENG AND JING YUAN IN THE FIGHT. AND THEN CATCHING HIM. #the quest ended and out loud i went THAT'S IT???? UNTIL 1.3?? #i understand completely but god what a cliffhanger to leave it on. jing yuan will be fine but GOD. #god. im reeling #march was so baby this whole quest i care her sm #after the tingyun cutscene: mr yang you're smart!! what happened?? :(( #welt: i don't know....that's scary #just auuuuggh. astral express family my fucking beloved

[oatbugs]

they r soooo. anyway

#lol um anyway . i kissed them for the first time yesterday but it literally feels like a yr ago but it also feels like today #on a bridge at night against a cityscape. river looked like a painting...etc it was nice . and then. yh theres a lot to talk abt #so i dont wanna say it all rn bc im tired but yeah. they r . sooo. pretty cool etc etc. whatever im fine im just . angry that i dont get to #see them that often bc they live in a diff city etc. also took them to a spot which usually is like . relatively busy bc london is busy all #the time but it was cold and it was at night so there were like 0 people there. the view was so good but other things were better #also kissing smn w a vertical labret is actually just >>> #lol en ee way i miss them #im soo overwhelmed w life rn and theyre not rly helping but like. in a good way #i told my friend to lmk if he notices that im becomjng too engaged w romance to the point where im neglecting academics #and he immidiately said it. like according to him im thinking abt her too much when i should be thinkint abt philosophy too much #which is like. idk if that's true bc ik he has a rly skewed perspective bf he kind of swore off datint #etc but at the same time . wbat if hes right. omg. but also let me have this Moment #that was last week when i was forcefully taken to manchester by a university society . like we hadnt even kissed yet #i fell asleep bc ive been so exhausted and when i woke up i realised they briefly appeared in a dream i had #and then i started tearing up out of Fear bc like . whenever ive lost smn i loved the dreams were the worst #like . good dreams. were horrible. and now its like what if this turns out horrible ? but i dont wanna self sabotage bc i rly rly rly like #them . i gave them a rose and on the train home i could stop staring at their hands holding the rose #and i know theyve liked me for months and i know theyve been waiting for months but somehow its still like #what if it just fades. whatever happens happens ig. i took them a leaf compressed in a poetry book from #a book shop we found on our second date tgth. they gave me a necklace w a small vial and a tiny flower inside #its so pretty. thinking abt the way they put it on me + when they wrapped their arms around me when i was cooking for them etc etc #im FINE its FINE its OKAY . whatever !!!!! #[chroma blue]

[loverboybrightsideghost]

anyways there's nothing quite like watching a deep emotional movie about the flawed relationship between a mother and a daughter and their reconciliation with your own mother only for her to say the movie was "okay" and she "doesn't get it"

#no hate to my own mom i have 0 problems with her at all (lie)(i love my mom but we definitely have some things we could work on) #but fr we saw eeaao with my whole family and literally the rest of us are like OMG INCRSDIBLE MOVIE AMAZING UNBELIEVABLE #we all sobbed #and my mom literally asked us the other day 'what's the big deal about that movie why does everyone think it's so good?' #like mami how #and then turning red she's like ahah cute movie and i'm just here like sobbing my eyeballs out like no it's cool it's fine

[firebuug]

I love the name julian i think i found the name of all time fr fr

#txt #You know that feeling you get when you get referred to as the right pronouns for the first time and u do a little hop and a kick #New name be doing that. Dex was cool for a little but it wore off after a while its too cool for me. Too high level for me #julian is just fine tho and can be turned gender neutral and feminine and masculine. Woe gender neutral jules be upon ye!!! #I love it. Thanks Lobcorp for making me get attached 2 someone w this name so i can steal it #Ive actually really liked this name for a while ever since reading a book w one of the characters named it in like. middle school #so seeing it come up again years later. Hey old friend. How about we try you out for a spin again #AND it can be pronounced in spanish. Diversity win!!!! #Jshdkfks sorry i love name!!!!!!! I want to use it irl NOW!!! BUT I CANT IM ALREADY CEMENTED AS BUGGY!!!!! WAH!!! #Dies a lil. Ok typing this took all the energy in my body im gonna lie down forever

[darewolfcreates]

Creature transformation from a dream I had one time.

When I was pillaging my sketchbooks I found a whole separate transformation I drew! Two for the price of one [second one under cut]

#this was me btw. #the lore was actsholly kinda cool. interdimentional travel kinda worked like stranger things.where there were sides but there were infinent #sides you can punch your pencil though the paper to. except also insteed of paper it was more like a spunge. and you traveled though the #spounge bits to get to other places. it was like a series of white hallways and eatch hallway represented a room in the regular world #if you cliped out of the hallways you whould wind up into the coresponding room. eventually you whould make it to a gateway sometimes and #that was a diffrent dimention. also in the hallways were sometimes golden doors. going though those lead you to safe rooms. you cant clip #out of them and they are stationary. also the nothing choudlent get in there and some other stuff chouldent either so it was fine to sleep #in them. except once you left the room the door whould disapear and you chouldent go into it ever again. it aplyed to an individual basis #the hallways were incredably dangerous tho. only the most dangerous beasts chould survive in the harsh conditions and unfortunently my #adventures into the multiverse tought one of these speices how to get out of the hallways and into the worlds it conected.. #they took my parents... i was in denyal for a long time that the people i was liveing with were no longer my family. they took my other #brother then. they whould wear bodys like suits. useing their bodys to sustain their own. they were basically just brains that looked like #eels and let the bodys they took do all the work. but my family was dead. they were no longer my parents and brohter. they were takeing my ' #little brother next. but when they were going to take them they were notified i knew about them. so they headed back to confrount me. they #locked my brother in my parents room and while they were trying to get into the bathroom i was locked it in i went though the hallways and #came out into the room with him. we scrambled out the window and i carryed my brother down to the ground. we ran to my sisters house. i told #her we needed to run. but she turned back as we entered the woods and yelled to her parents saying we were leaveing. her parents were also #no longer her parents. so they knew. and we ended up haveing to fight for our lives in the woods. my sister died. but then big lore drop: i #was human plus minus. between the sponge hallways was the nothing there was nothing between the hallways and in that nothing nothing lived. #the nothing was always so hungery. it whould try to eat the creatures of the hallways if you stayed in one spot for too long. one time a #traveler in the inbetween was being hunted by the nothing. it came though into the room where conception occured at the same time the n #nothing reached into the world in its wild hunger. but nothing can not exsist in something so it ceaced to be. but something was created. #a life a soul form nothing. the nothing was sucked into this spontainous creation of nothing from something and became. that something. the #nothing was born a human. and in the nothing becomeing something grate power of creation was born as well within me. I HAD A ONCE A DAY WISH #SPELL BABY!!! so i wished my sister back alive in that moment but she looked like a weird fish thing with telecenetic abilitys becuse it was #her fault that we were in this situation so she whould be takeing a form that whould be better suited for a battle #i changed her back later but still it was pretty radical. later im pretty sure i killed my parents bodys. they found us and we were going to #die. but instincts and fear and all those wild things that drive animals to live took over and so did my personification of my beastlyness. #the more anxity fear and wild emotions i experenced the further i whould fall into the last stage of the transformation. while the longer #i was stable the more i was human. it was a dream that stuck with me....

[explorerspack]

say one thing about me if i’m gonna get a character permakilled it WILL be narratively satisfying.

#cha:arcis #c:megadungeon #rip to my girlie i really am so sad about it but at least it was fucking COOL..... #so poignant to get killed by something that is trying to protect the stolen artifacts and hidden knowledge of the city #she came to this city for the knowledge! to protect it and spread it and know it and most CERTAINLY get it out of a dusty closed off room #so perfectly fitting to get killed only INCHES away from all these relics and books and symbols of knowledge but not able to investigate any #SO delicious to have taken the front line for once instead of staying safely in a corner #and to have taken the front line away from MAX! she ended up where she was bc max was in a rug and we needed a buffer! #no max getting killed trying to tank this time! #SO delightful to have sort-of accidentally baited a wizard duel and to have my own tricks turned right back on me #and the imagery of getting swarmed by these animated books and having the amber wall slam down behind her.... #standing alone at the front of the room...'fine. that's fine. let's fucking play.' which she may not have said as a threat but which i've #decided she certainly DID whisper to herself in krutske #wizard hubris! #and then saving on hold person allowing one last look back at her party and one last solid nod #a nod meaning 'thanks' and 'you know what to do' and 'goodbye' and 'see you later' and 'well. here we go!' all at once #and then the train station....the camera cut the black.... #AUGH! #beautiful mix of symbolic and also fucking cool. if you've gotta have a pc death that's not a bad way to go at all.

[quickhacked]

The dlc won't even be out till next year so you got time to figure out your headcanon!

Also missing the stream thing so I'll have to catch up later!

YA I MISSED IT TOO i could've watched it because i found out like halfway through but i was just kind of sitting here instead. it's fine

and YEAH idk what they're gonna do with the dlc exactly so for now i'll just continue writing my own canon the way i want it to, i have so many own ocs anyway lmfao so i doubt i can make it work with the dlc but i'll see for myself when it finally drops <3 i haven't entirely worked out all the details for vincent and vitali's time in arizona yet and the arasaka chapter also isn't entirely set in stone so there's probably room there for me to fit some events in or change a thing or two but that's for future me to worry about LOL

#asks #anon #and again: i can just make the dlc into an au or something that's no big deal <3 SGFHJHDGHFDJ #i know that's probably not the way to go at it. staying close to the source material and all that. but also idc i'm trying to have fun here #and i like for things to be structured so i also already put the events in a timeline and shit so it's not all that easy for me to just #drop new events in between LMFAO but i can potentially move it up a couple months if the dlc turns out to be really cool #+ if it fits with what i have At All but again. i'll have to Wait LOL #WE SHALL SEE. IN THE FUTURE. IT'S FINE