no cause what if life actually does turn out good and i become happy and rich and in love and then i get osteoporosis due to malnutrition during my teen years (bc of my ed) LMAOOO
like yeah anorexia has plenty of other side affects like loosing hair, muscle loss, low metobolism, bad mental health, death and infertility but like i CAN deal with those. osteoporosis because i didnt get enough calcium during my teen years and my bones didnt grow to peak mass?????? I CANT HAVE THT.
okay update.
imma just start taking calcium supplements LMAO. (over dramatic for what)
theyre 10 cal for 500 mg ones and i need 1500 mg of calcium for a proper "anti-osteoporosis" diet so 30 cals is totally worth avoiding brittle bones in the future (atleast in my personal opinion) and i cant find squat abt it being any diff taking it from food v a suppliment so im back to happy
also i might take biotin supplements & drink more celcius' (0 cal, high in biotin) to avoid hair loss because i dont wanna like finally get skinny and then being bald becoming a new insecurity
lmao this is what happens when a pre-med student is anorexic💀💀💀
anything i would do to have an actual thigh gap 😭😭 #ihatemybody #notprojustfortags #proana #mia #promia #notpromiaeitherjusttags #body #skinny #thinspo #fatspo #fat #ana
I just started my 7 day fast on an app after days of binging, I am not hungry AT ALL. I just look over and see a wrapper and my first instinct was to eat the entire thing but THEN my eyes look up and I see the PILE OF TRASH AND WRAPPERS ON MY BED. Keep in mind I started this fast five minutes ago.
So I naturally I felt grossed out and grabbed my water.
Being a disgusting human being finally caught up to me.
I will be using this photo as my own personal thinspo. And I will clean this mess up rn.
Insert photo of the proof of my endless binge eating since corona shut down my school: