#obsessivedisorder

[peaceread]

Hi to anyone and everyone who is reading this.

I am here again. I don't know how to start and where to start. I have completed my graduation now. And I am doing nothing good and productive with my life to be honest.

Two years back in 2021, I lost my father to Corona, after a month I lost one of my close friends. I thought all of this was going to make me really strong but instead it's killing me everyday.

Two years now and I feel like I have lost control of everything. My professional life, family life, romantic life, social life and every aspect of my life is all out of my control.

I am just lowering myself everyday, I have lost my will to standout in a social gathering, I have lost my will to read about things which I used to enjoy a lot.

In my romantic life, I feel like I am just loosing all my self respect and keep chasing this guy when he has evidently told me that he doesn't like me and wants me to leave him alone.

In my personal life, I have lost all the will to learn and read new things which I loved a few years back. I loved being up to date about what's going around the world and in my country because it was what I really loved.

In my professional life, I am not willing to take any initiative to accelerate it. I want to do something but at the same time I am not working for it. Instead I am procrastinating. I have lost my self-control, I have become impulsive, irrational and have started hating on people while focusing only on their negative side and nothing else. Which I didn't use to do, I always believed that one should focus on the positive things only and nothing else.

In my social life, due to lack of reading and learning of new things I have lost the authority which I shall be holding in a social gathering. The ability to come out and have the ability to start a nice conversation instead I am unable to focus even when someone else is trying to tell anything and keep zoning out.

In my family, things have been going down only since my father passed away. We were just recovering from his loss and my sister came into a relationship with a guy who keeps exploiting her till date. She started doing drugs, drinking and everything. He gave her false hopes and took a loan of lakhs of rupees, gave me death threats when I told my sister to separate her ways from him. Till now we are completing the loan money. While we were in the process of recovering from all of it my mother got robbed and we lost even more money. Things have been stressful for two years, every now and then some or the other thing keeps happening. My sister is not the same as she was before meeting this guy, my mother is going through a lot mentally. She has to take care of my expenses and my sister's expenses and at the same time deal with the loss of my father, financial loss and the stress of my sister being in such a relationship. She wants us to get settled as soon as possible but that is killing her from inside.

I don't know what to do at all.

#self-help #depression #anxiety #obsessivedisorder

[paltalklives]

Amity

One of the worst info runners on paltalk, known for getting into numerous relationships on paltalk. Usually with much older men. And when those relationships fall apart she will use any information gained to harassing and ruin that persons life, which has led to more than one person losing their jobs.

#Palalklives #Amity #InfoRunner #Blackmail #Zinglanz #Jaysaround #DJace #MIKEPRATT #Thecon #Strife #dangerous #obsessivedisorder #jadestarr

[briarlovesginny]

I know I’ve talked about this before. I don’t care. 

But it sucks that for me to look up stuff about OCD and find a community, I have to look up ‘actual(ly) ocd’ or ‘real ocd’

I should NOT

have to scroll through lies and stigma to find things about me

I should NOT

be treated this way

I should NOT

be seeing this kind of bias

JUST BECAUSE it happens so often doesn’t mean it’s okay

I should NOT 

have to see the ads for ‘ocd quizzes’

I am NOT

a joke or a quirk or a personality trait

I am a HUMAN BEING

who is STRUGGLING with a DEBILITATING DISORDER

and I should NOT have to refine my search just so I can connect on a human level. 

NEVER.

#ocd #obsessive compulsive disorder #obsessivedisorder #realocd #actual ocd #actuallyocd #endthestigma #end the ocd stigma #anxiety #obsessions #compulsions #disorder #anxiety disorder

[deadyetfunny]

Let’s just talk about me and this blog for a minute.

I opened this tumblr blog when I was 17. Now I am 19. Everything has changed. When I opened it, I was in a relationship and was alive as never before, following my dream of becoming a stand-up comedian, living my life with my love and most of all the desire of doing something to change this world and make it better. Just like John Lennon and Bill Hicks, you know.

Now, I broke up with my girlfriend. I haven’t done anything at all to become a stand-up comedian, I destroyed myself in the past few months because of a pure-obsessive disorder (violent and aggressive thoughts about people, the world, the meaning of exsistence, the difference between good and bad) and yet I’m still here. Living all day long searching for something.

There’s nothing to be afraid of. Life works like that. Just like Bill Hicks said, “it’s just a ride”. I hope to spend more time on this. I’m actually convinced to post everyday something.  I’ve also just noticed I have three followers... Who the fuck are you and how did you find a lost and useless blog like this? Anyway, I hope you enjoyed and you’ll enjoy in the future!

#bill hicks #obsessivedisorder #myblog #itsjustaride #searching

[dryrobe]

#dryrobeterritory 📷 by @c_nici ‪'These guys are insane surfing in this freezing weather! Look how stoked they are though! #nevertoocold #dryrobe #osheawetsuits #ODcrew ‬#freakinawesome #obsessivedisorder #celticconnectionsurfboards #nectarsunglasses #angrypiratesurfwax #gewfyindustries '

#obsessivedisorder #nevertoocold #gewfyindustries #freakinawesome #dryrobe #odcrew #celticconnectionsurfboards #angrypiratesurfwax #osheawetsuits #dryrobeterritory #nectarsunglasses

[harryssanc]

My favourite place is probably a museum or art gallery, I mean, if there were no people there. I don't know why, but I always find I'm stared at, because I look different, I stand out. A lot of people shout at me in the street and from their cars too. The are some reasons why I don't go outside anymore. Just thought I should share that, idk why . . . . . . . . #photography #photographer #photographersofinstagram #art #artsy #cool #rad #happy #fun #adventures #hippy #hippylife #hippylifestyle #hippypunkvibes #harryjayden #artgallery #artist #Birmingham #anxiety #agoraphobia #obsessivedisorder #alternative #paranoia #personalitydisorder (at Birmingham Museum and Art Gallery (UK)) https://www.instagram.com/p/B27YHNkFWBs/?igshid=11ngzip4phbbi

#photography #photographer #photographersofinstagram #art #artsy #cool #rad #happy #fun #adventures #hippy #hippylife #hippylifestyle #hippypunkvibes #harryjayden #artgallery #artist #birmingham #anxiety #agoraphobia #obsessivedisorder #alternative #paranoia #personalitydisorder

[ao3-feedwayhaught]

Love Made Us Crazy

by ObsessiveDisorder

When the dust finally settled, Nicole knew they’d have to talk because something still wasn’t right. But she was far from prepared for what Waverly had to tell her.

Words: 3432, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Wynonna Earp (TV)

Rating: Mature

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: F/F

Characters: Waverly Earp, Nicole Haught

Relationships: Waverly Earp/Nicole Haught, Waverly Earp & Nicole Haught

Additional Tags: Waverly’s confession, Angst, missing conversation, Makeup Sex, Happy Ending, Wayhaught - Freeform

source http://archiveofourown.org/works/13821840

#wayhaught #wayhaught fics #ao3 #ao3feed

[wayhaughtao3feed]

Love Made Us Crazy

read it on the AO3 at http://ift.tt/2CNPP9g

by ObsessiveDisorder

When the dust finally settled, Nicole knew they’d have to talk because something still wasn’t right. But she was far from prepared for what Waverly had to tell her.

Words: 3432, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Wynonna Earp (TV)

Rating: Mature

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: F/F

Characters: Waverly Earp, Nicole Haught

Relationships: Waverly Earp/Nicole Haught, Waverly Earp & Nicole Haught

Additional Tags: Waverly’s confession, Angst, missing conversation, Makeup Sex, Happy Ending, Wayhaught - Freeform

read it on the AO3 at http://ift.tt/2CNPP9g

#ao3feed #fanfic #Wayhaught

[ao3feed-supercorp]

I've Walked a Mile in Your Shoes

by ObsessiveDisorder

Winn and Lena await the results of Supergirl's fight with Rhea. There's not much to do while you wait to see whether you're going to live or die...other than talk.

Words: 1689, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Supergirl (TV 2015)

Rating: General Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: F/F

Characters: Lena Luthor, Winn Schott Jr.

Relationships: Kara Danvers/Lena Luthor

Additional Tags: Fluff, Talking about Kara, While Kara saves the world, Feelings revealed, Winn calls Lena out, SuperCorp, karlena

from AO3 works tagged 'Kara Danvers/Lena Luthor' http://ift.tt/2rziVoX via IFTTT

#supercorp #Kara x Lena #Kara Danvers x Lena Luthor

[ao3feed-dctvfemslash]

I've Walked a Mile in Your Shoes

read it on the AO3 at http://ift.tt/2rziVoX

by ObsessiveDisorder

Winn and Lena await the results of Supergirl's fight with Rhea. There's not much to do while you wait to see whether you're going to live or die...other than talk.

Words: 1689, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Supergirl (TV 2015)

Rating: General Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: F/F

Characters: Lena Luthor, Winn Schott Jr.

Relationships: Kara Danvers/Lena Luthor

Additional Tags: Fluff, Talking about Kara, While Kara saves the world, Feelings revealed, Winn calls Lena out, SuperCorp, karlena

read it on the AO3 at http://ift.tt/2rziVoX

#lena luthor x kara danvers #supercorp #supergirl femslash #ao3feed #fanfic

[bone-vita]

🧁O.C.D.🧁 Obsessive Cupcake Disorder #bonevitapetbakery #bonevita #ourcupcakes #ourpupcakes #bananamarblecake #cupcakesofinstagram #puppylove #cakesofinstagram #pupcakes #fancy #fancyhats👒 #hats #bananacupcakes🍌 #bananapupcakes #ocd #obsessivecompulsivedisorder #cupcakesfordays #obsessivecupcakedisorder😍😍 #disorder #obsessivedisorder #cupcakedisorder #obsessivecupcakedisorder😂 #pup #cakedecorating #pupcakesrescue #banana #marblecake #bananamarblecupcake #cupcakes #bananacupcake (at Bangalore, India) https://www.instagram.com/p/CFWM_jJn1RS/?igshid=94jpipwh78bq

#bonevitapetbakery #bonevita #ourcupcakes #ourpupcakes #bananamarblecake #cupcakesofinstagram #puppylove #cakesofinstagram #pupcakes #fancy #fancyhats👒 #hats #bananacupcakes🍌 #bananapupcakes #ocd #obsessivecompulsivedisorder #cupcakesfordays #obsessivecupcakedisorder😍😍 #disorder #obsessivedisorder #cupcakedisorder #obsessivecupcakedisorder😂 #pup #cakedecorating #pupcakesrescue #banana #marblecake #bananamarblecupcake #cupcakes #bananacupcake

[obsessivedisorder]

Elusive Open of Surf 2015 - Saturday November 7th - Rest Bay Porthcawl - Open Men - Open Women - U18′s

Produly sponsored by Obsessive Disorder and our good friends at Flow Surf & Skate, Diplock Surfboards, Koston Skateboards, City Surf, WSF and Christian Surfers.

#ElusiveSurf #ObsessiveDisorder

[tvd-obsessivedisorder-blog]

Happy Birthday Nina Dobrev! ❤

#obsessivedisorder