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tahdashi · 2 years

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how do i tell my parents that my bf wants to go on a trip for winter break 👍👍👍👍👍👍 and that i probably won’t come home until next year 👍👍👍👍👍 um !

#my b b b bb brown immigrant parents #i am scared #we’re thinking of going to boston aka his house and then road tripping to montreal and then coming back to school #idk why he wants to go to montreal neither one of us can speak french #at first he said let’s go to disney in california #and i was like ????.?.? money where 😋🙈#i can’t let him pay for everything #so i got another job #or at least applied to another job #i’m excited to meet his parents again they’re so FUN #like they went to college here and have their own lil love story #his sisters are so fun too i get along w all of them #they’re all younger than us 🙈 they call me pretty and compliment my outfits #and make fun of him w me #it’s so fun #and and and his parents are doctors so they love asking me about how my med school apps are going and all that #they always give me such good advice #i adore them #:(#I RAMBLED SO BAD SORRTYJTKGKGK #sayu speaks #sayu’s other bf <3

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arsonist-chicken · 19 days

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What if I just developed social skills to be able to actually make new friends in person and then used those skills to get a new phone number and pack my bags and run away to a place where no one knows me and all my past mistakes and fuckups and started over there without going into social isolation

#i needed to hand my expose in in february and got an email about it this weekend and agreed to hand it in on tuesday #it is now sunday evening and i just got another email about it but thinking about opening it makes me want to throw up #she's so nice and i don't want to see her scolding me for AGAIN not sticking to a deadline #what if she tells me that was the final deadline and i won't receive a grade for that class and so i won't be allowed to write my thesis #until next january? I wanted to graduate this autumn. it's april and i haven't even started on my thesis and i have like three bullet point #for the expose; and idek if I'll be able skillwise and mental health wise/adhd wise to actually write the stupid thesis #like what if i can't do it and then i've spent the last one and a half years on a degree i won't get in the end and then i won't be able to #apply to a lot of the jobs i thought actually looked good #@god give me some social butterfly skills and I'll give or throw most of my stuff i don't absolutely need away so i can just..#go somewhere new. start over. and not become even more socially isolated than i already am.#does anyone know what a panic attack feels like because i'm having suspicions that i might have finally gotten them this year #but didn't recognise them as such because it could be worse #so anyway. god grant me some social friend making skills #if you can't do that at least throw in some adhd and depression treatment. i am sick of this.#and by this i mean the way i've been living my life at least since i left high school; probably even while still in high school #vent posts #mine #i love my online friends so much but i can't meet them outside to sit in the sun or chat about anything at all or go have coffee together #or or or you get me

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terrorbirb · 29 days

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I'm bored at work so I'm seeing if I should report my old company for violating labor standards.

#totes bro #im so close but it is so obvious it would be me because i used to complain about this all the time #they dont inform their immigrant workers of their rights and so they dont like understand how their timecard works #and thr company advises them to take the least expensive insurance policy because they 'are healthy and don't need it'#but i know one couple wants fertility treatments but couldnt afford it because of that #they dont have the required posters #they also knowingly continue osha violations which i held a meeting over and was told this doesnt apply to us #which uhm it says it does on the Web site so i disagree #all of this is like why i left and what caused me to leave #and literally lying to me and another guy that we would get promotions for the work we did #and then they hired someone else to do the job making our promotions unnecessary and they were like hmmmm sorry #idk they like got a ton worse and i think the president got more reactionary which caused this #not sure how many of these count but thats not for me to decide anyway #oh and cleanliness standards but i actually fixed a lot of those..... fulfilling the role that promotion role that was promised #my coworkers here are like 'absolutely report the hell out of that place' because we do code violations lol #every time i say something they go 'that could be a violation :)'#they paid someone on a salary basis when they were under the salary pay and therefore should have gotten overtime

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elvenbeard · 9 months

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spent all morning apartment hunting, writing e-mails, phoning a potential landlady... *melts into a puddle*

send some good vibes my way to find something/ someone willing to rent to me despite me A) not being rich and B) trying to move across the country and not able to show up in person spontaneously and on a whim.

#finding a job turned out surprisingly easy... finding a place apparently is not 😭#despite some listings I applied to having been online for 3+ months... I've gotten like - 4 replies out of around 20 applications so far #one of which was a no - another was only automated robot responses so far but I've at least made it to 'you're being considered'#the other two were actual humans one of which has ghosted me by now and the other isn't keen on renting to me without meeting in person #which... I get. 100%. I wouldn't wanna do that just like that either. but lady gimme a chance!! I'm nice I promise #and I have way too big anxiety to not pay my rent on time #just want a quiet space just for myself and my cat #personal stuff #sorry I gotta.... scream into the void a bit cause I'm stressed af xD

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jakeperalta · 5 months

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literally how is it even legal for companies to give zero indication of salary on job listings I am incapable of going on indeed without feeling immediate rage over this

#I'm back in another scrolling job listings because I'm sick of my job phase #and it would be nice to at least know whether it's worth applying somewhere or if the pay is less than what i get now #i don't want to put the time and energy into something unfeasible for me #talking

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yandereshingeki · 4 months

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also wanna say thank you to those being patient with me and my slow ass self with writing… I’m trying to write as much as I can but it’s hard to find the motivation with work weighing me down so much （；＿；）+ the holiday seasons been so busy for me… but im hoping stuff will cool down after and it’ll get better. I’m also actively looking for another job that I hope will be less physically draining so that I’ll feel better lol

#im actually gonna apply to a local pet store soon…. praying I get that job because even if im there 8 hours a day i’ll #at least feel better about being there with all the birds and bunnies and pigs #I think the difference would actually be kinda big considering birds are like. so important to me. pet animals in general lol #maybe it won’t feel like I’m getting the soul sucked outta me if I get to listen to the loud tweeting all day #you’d also be surprised how physically draining it can be to bring in carts all day and have to constantly bag for like 3 cashiers at once #having cart duty is only fun at night bc during the day once you bring in one stack of 6-8 carts they’ll all be gone by the next time you #bring in another 8 #and we have to do it all manually with straps cause our store doesn’t have the cart machines 😞#NOT TO MENTION. THE PARKING LOT IS ON AN INCLINE TOO. all of that pieced together just kinda makes it suck lol #I can do it but my body is so sore after every shift its so hard smtimes

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emometalhead · 15 days

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I know job searching is bad all around right now, but it's incredibly discouraging as a writer to have to wade through tons of unpaid positions and AI training stuff before finding any actual job listings.

#I'm going to have my degree next month and I already completed an unpaid internship #I just want a legit job that will pay me and won't violate my ethics #I've gotten 2 offers but one paid garbage and the other had a ton of unpaid labor required before the start of another garbage wage #I'm not looking for a ridiculous amount of money. I just want something at least on par with minimum wage #I've applied for just about everything I've found that I'm qualified for that doesn't make me feel like scum but the options are so limited #to clarify on the scum thing. some of the positions I've applied for are entertainment news things but I refuse to write gossip #there's some sites that stray from gossip but others that's all they are and I don't want to be part of that #I love gossip but not as a profession. I'm not going to profit on that.#anyway long story short job hunting sucks and I'm wishing good luck to everyone else trying to find a job that won't cause them misery #ashley rambles

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oflgtfol · 2 months

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shaking my fucking cage my grad school app is due friday and the only thing preventing me from submitting it is that everyone i ask for a letter of rec is taking their sweet fucking time

#asked three profs back in the FIRST WEEK OF JANUARY #and only one has submitted #so i asked two of my supervisors from my other job #but apparently they might not be 'permitted' to write letters of rec for employees anymore #WJATEVER THAT MEANS !!!!#so now im boutta go crawling back to my intenrship supervisor from a whole year ago #like hi bestie my internship had nothing to do with what im going to grad school for or what my current job is #but like. im out of options #also sorry i havent talked to you since i graduated. can you wrtie me a whole letter of rec in . checks my calendar. three days #AUGH #AND EVEN THEN I STILL NEED ONE MORE ?!?!?!?#im literaly about to ask my fucking michaels framing manager at this fucking point #these god damn professors im like HI. HELLO. ARE YOU ALIVE?#and its just RADIO SILENCE #like BRO. you told me you would a month ago and now when im like hey. whats going on. you just ghost me?!??!?!#at least tell me hey i actually dont have the time to do it anymore so sorry #like its the fact i have no fucking idea whats going on with these people #and my other job supervisors are totally willing to write these letters for me its just the fucking corporate higher ups #like hi. its not like i need a letter of rec for another job. im applying to an educational program #and one that will actively make me better at this very job #why the fuck would you not permit my supervisors to help me pursue this when it only possibly benefits liteally everyone involved here #brot posts

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themanwhomadeamonster · 2 months

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therapy tomorrow i didn't hit my quota for my "homework"

#i was supposed to apply for 10 jobs a week... could only find 4 😀👍#gonna try to look for another 4 tonight ack #at least my welfare only needs me to look for 10 a MONTH not a week

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aradiiaa · 1 year

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Guess who just lost their job in a mass layoff and is now once again unemployed 👁👄👁

#post #they pulled a bunch of us into a meeting and told us our whole department basically got annihilated #and instead of transferring us to different departments like they've done with me before #they just kicked us all to the curb and it's up to us to try to re-apply and see if they wanna take us back lol #but hey at least i get a few weeks of severance pay #that's a lot more than i can say of all the other jobs i've been laid off from #plus i got 3 years of experience to put on my resume so i'm sure that helps with my future prospects somewhat #i just applied for unemployment benefits so i'll see where that leads me and hope i can find another decent job that pays me enough to live #goodbye health insurance

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opens-up-4-nobody · 11 months

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#woof. if all goes to plan Tomorrow is the last day i have to take measurements forever. if all goes to plan. if all goes to plan. but im #not holding my breath bc thats asking for chaos. i think this week ive done a good job of not pushing it #in terms of not torturing myself and making myself insane. which is good bc its exhausting taking measurements with the ambient stress of #apartment hunting from across the country. ive toured 2 places from afar and applied to them. and im meeting with someone to talk abt #potentially being roommates tomorrow. which is terrifying bc i really just wanna beg them like pls pls like me so i can stop looking pls #like i have to rely on my charisma i guess when im a bit asocial and odd. not unlikable but idk maybe they want someone more normie idk #its exhausting. ive sent so many emails and so many places r like no u gotta physically visit. ugh #and i have to clean my whole apartment by Tuesday for my landlord to inspect bc i had to give them a 30 day notice or else they wouldn't #release my info for like referal on background checks. there should b flexibility in when i can leave tho. its just stressful #at least im doing this when im pretty stable and i stop taking measurements tomorrow but i haven't taken a break since last Saturday #and haven't really had time to properly draw which annoys me and apparently i wont get a break this weekend with all the cleaning i gotta do #but oh well. at least im better off than the other person i kno who is moving Tuesday across the country and currently doesnt have a place #to stay. so i guess theyre gonna b living out of their car for a while. im stressed enough a month out from leaving #sigh. im just v tired and my heart is beating too fast and i wanna start cleaning now but im sleepy #whenever we go sampling we joke that we have to make sacrifices to the weather gods for good conditions. i guess i gotta make sacrifices #to the housing gods 🙏 ugh. pls. i dont wanna still b doing this for another week when i wont have time bc ill actually have to focus on #things. ugh. cant wait to b in the future where i dont have to deal with this #unrelated

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kuiinncedes · 4 months

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#bro fucking stupid like why did i just not look at applying to masters until now #i'm so dumb like ig it was bc i ws just like i'm not gonna do masters im just gonna try to get a job #which like how the fuck am i supposed to do that lmao but #now i dont think i can even apply for masters at my school at least #bc i need fucking letters of rec and the deadline is the 15th #and i Barely have 2 ppl i would ask for letter of rec idek if the second one counts lmfao if she's not at my school #jfc im so why do i have to think about the future :c i just wanna do glowstick club things that's why i haven't been thinkign abt this lmfa #yeah so now i dont think i can do masters here :c which also means i dont have that as a reason to hang around and stay in glowstick clublo #i could still do that but #ugh whatever im trying to write a fucking cover letter rn for a job i hate this already i've barely done anything lmfao #i dont super understand the job description which is maybe a sign i shouldnt apply lmfao but it's like #data science w my year and i feel like i meet some of the qualifications so #just gotta somehow bullshit another paragraph of this cover letter together #i also dont even know if i actualy wanna fucking do a data analyst job like #i kinda wanna work for like a non profit or smaller org kinda thing all this shit sounds hella boring that i keep seeing for bigger #companies lmao which im not saying would no be the case for smaller but #idk i jsigsdfhjlbgpidwurhgbipwdhgfudjshlk why did i start this so late LMAO #i had a job opening that i was gonna apply for that looked pretty good and i felt pretty qualified for just based on the listing #and the deadline was the 15th but it fucking disappeared the job isnt there anymore ig im so sad lmfao #as;lkfngbjifbgqipurgipqhrgfipuaf i hate this :DDDDDD #jeanne talks

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iloveyoumorethansoup · 5 months

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Oh by the way. Life update cause I’ve said absolutely nothing recently

#the semester is kicking my ass (what’s new)#my next semester will not having marching band so it cannot be more miserable #i applied for a job I’ve wanted for ages and I have a great resume for it #I’m still very much in love with my ex #my therapist is not very useful at all. she’s an intern. she just wants me to vent and offers completely inane advice #it’s like. oh your financially dependent on your parents? get a job #ok man. 9$ an hour is not gonna pay my monthly rent of ~$575 #seriously this town has shit options for jobs it’s so bad #oooh. another favorite. I’ll tell her I really love my ex and she’s my best friend but there are times where I know I deeply need to get #over her. and my therapist is like. idk why u can even stand her. break your lease and cut her out of ur life #bitch????? did u miss the party where I said she’s my best friend whom i love very very much??#or the. well why don’t you just tell your parents you don’t have to come home for Christmas and don’t #and it’s like. yes I want to visit for a few days I just wish the flights weren’t so busy. also the financial dependency would kick my ass #i get my adhd assessment results on the 18 #hopefully I will start antidepressants at least by my birthday in January #i still get along with our third roommate. that’s never happened!! ever!!!#she’s so great she’s awesome we love her so much #if she doesn’t resign this lease I will straight up die. I’m resigning it for her #she cleans?? it takes me so offguard every single time???? crazy. it’s great #i have not gotten to play a lot of games. hardly any at all #my beloved ex and I played a couple we were here games #those were super fun #i got drunk for the first time a couple weeks ago #took somewhere from 10-15 shots to do so. i think I started getting drunk at about 12 #went shot for shot with military man my landlord #king. he’s my favorite guy out here. his wife?? equally as great. they live right below us it’s kinda fun #my room is a hot mess. this week upcoming is finals. i hope I get a chance to deep clean #and oh god. do laundry. the laundry needs done so bad #anyways. that’s what’s new #soup talks

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leedee013 · 6 months

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Hello sorry it’s so late my day was chaotic! I’m so excited for you to have gotten lots of writing done last week! Congrats! Seeing my sister was great; the drive wasn’t too bad, about four hours there and I added an hour on the way back to drop my best friend off. We mainly just hung out—made a charcuterie board and watched a movie, which was perfect! How is your week going this week?

Also, baby Jean please? 🤍🤍🤍

Jean didn't hear his grandparents' reassurances. He didn't register anything other than the pounding of his blood in his veins and in his ears as he saw Amélie's teary eyes. He wanted to shield his sister from all the pain she was feeling, even though he knew that there was nothing he could actually do to protect her from such emotions.

Instead, he went to his sister and pulled her into his arms, tucking her head onto his shoulder and holding her tight as he fought back his own tears.

He had accepted that his parents would never care about him the way he knew parents were supposed to. He had accepted that he was never going to be more than a passing thought in his parents' minds. Jean knew he wasn't anything particularly special. He wasn't a perfect student. Hell, he was a barely-passable student. He was shoddy at best when it came to the piano, and he was even shorter than average. In fact, the only time Jean felt adequate was when he was fencing, or riding horses with his sisters, or even in ballet class.

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butchvamp · 8 months

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every job i actually want either requires 3 degrees and 5 billion years of experience or is unpaid volunteer work this shit fucking sucks. trapped in hell oscillating between retail and food service until i kill myself i guess

#i did unpaid work for like 3 yrs before covid where all i did was make a living stipend #and honestly most of those jobs were the best jobs i've ever had #even tho i was flat broke the entire time #at least it was kinda fun #my job now is just Miserable #and its the only kind of job i can get so #i can really only see myself feeling fulfilled doing trail work again #or doing work for some kind of lgbt organization #unfortunately i dont think i'll ever do trail work again since my body is slowly deteriorating lol #and most work for lgbt orgs is volunteer or office work which i Can do like. anyone can send an email #but they require degrees and like years of experience and all the ones i apply to i never ever hear back #i hate my current job so much to the point where i like fantasize abt kms before getting to work every morning lmfao #but i also know getting a new job wont fix the problem #cus the only jobs i can get are all the same and are all horrible #like going from target to another retail chain that is exactly the same or going back to food service #which is even worse.#cool how this is just my life forever. work a bad job you hate until you die! and that's it

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spacebell · 7 months

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im starting my yearly birthday existential crisis week early

#I’m also on my period so that might be why #so I’m taking some English classes so that I can speak English a practice and do something #most of my classmates are university age (17-23) and there are a couple who are older than me (or at least in schedule that I chose)#and one of them asked for my Instagram and he’s like 17-18 and I’m turning 26 next week #and that’s just weird ok #i know I have a baby face and I can easily look like a 18-20 year old #and i also find it so funny whenever they ask what I’m doing and I tell them that I’m looking for a job and/or applying for a phd #their faces are so funny #but it also reminds me that I don’t have a job where I can be with people my age (or at least from 22 onwards)#and then i remember that my all of my cousins have jobs and most of my friends and they seem to have it all figured out #and while I have sort of a plan I’m still on the planning part of it #but then i also remember that if I want to get a phd I have to wait and apply in the next couple of months to start next year #so it’s ok to be sort of directionless and not doing anything concrete #also I might start German classes soon and I found a university that gives classes strating from beginners and it’s close by so that’s good #and when it comes to university requirements my English is pretty much native (apart from pronunciation) and my gpa is really really good #also i think I’ll give journaling another try bc I know writing helps me think and unwind #just dumping my thoughts on paper or even here helps me get it off my chest #also I sort of rediscovered Noah kahan and Florence and the machine #so them plus hozier plus my period and my birthday coming soon equals a whirlwind of emotions #and i know that i should try to embrace it and ride the wave instead of push back #and my cat might be sick but I’m not sure #he hasn’t been eating well since yesterday and he has been sleeping more that usual #but my dad isn’t worried and thinks we should wait before taking him to the vet (he’s a doctor and that’s what he does whenever one #of us gets sick)#and my mom is working #and i dont want to take him in a taxi bc he gets very very anxious on the drive there #it’s kind of a lot #mariana.txt

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