#panyum art

[dantespilled]

#my art #panyum art #not being normal as always

[writer-and-artist27]

[Image Description: A digital drawing of a bespectacled, brunette Master in a white dress, green hair ribbon, and aquamarine sash going to happily wrap her arms around the waist of her taller, black-haired Master friend. The taller Master smiles, reaching past the black trench coat hanging over her shoulders to reciprocate the hug by a hand on the brunette's back as a white and blue background stands behind them. End Description.]

A commission I asked of @panyum to do for @withanina/@yasuda-anis. Because I wanted to.

Aqui, thankie for including Vy in the first letter you wrote for Anis. Thankie for sticking with me through all my writing, through all of COVID, and being my friend from college and beyond. It's because of you I'm still doing what I can and feeling happy about it.

Plus, I feel this artwork is Vy's own response to Anis' letter at the beginning of Part 1, because Saving Humanity is a lot more bearable when a best friend is there to help.

You do good, friend, and thankie to you, Pan, for showing these two Masters as they should be - besties that can rely on each other. :>

#yasuda anis #mastersona vy #commission #not my art #fate grand order #panyum #friend things #i hope you like this aqui #thankie for staying with me for so long #art stuff #concept art #thankie to you too pan #you did amazing #passing days #gift things

[averaillisa]

I posted 1,012 times in 2022

85 posts created (8%)

927 posts reblogged (92%)

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I tagged 408 of my posts in 2022

#genshin impact - 176 posts

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#fav - 25 posts

Longest Tag: 140 characters

#idk if u can tell by now that 'sleeping leaning against someone u love & trust' is one of my favorite platonic/familial love languages asldj

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

here, have this 🔥

7,043 notes - Posted July 6, 2022

#4

letters from home 

9,443 notes - Posted August 3, 2022

#3

"We did not refuse him, however. We believe that even if you were here, you would not refuse him outright."

10,578 notes - Posted August 6, 2022

#2

See the full post

10,767 notes - Posted March 14, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

random hc that diluc likes to feed the stray cats of mond & now they threaten to blow his cover every time he goes vigilante 

15,321 notes - Posted June 11, 2022

Get your Tumblr 2022 Year in Review →

#tumblr2022 #year in review #my 2022 tumblr year in review #your tumblr year in review #this was fun to see!! #it was a v ragbros year hehe ^w^

[hasquetzorkukudoneanythingwrong]

NEW REX COMMISSION!

Got a new Rex art by Am_euno on twitter!

It turned out amazing! Hope yall like it!

Quetz: ay mi amor! You look so handsome!

Rex, blushing: th-thank you, mi corazon...

Nota: yeah, for once you actually look good.

Rex: ok, that's enough outta you.

Tags

@hasbbdoneanythingwrong @haskamadoneanythingwrong @haskiaradoneanythingwrong @exmeowstic @starry-sky-imaginarium @chaldeamage-neo @hasspartacusdoneanythingwrong @akampana @alioathereal @panyum

#fate grand order #mastersona #rex #commission

[grievouslyxorvia]

A Hopeful Eternity (Part 5 Finale)

(sfw, no triggers, commissioned art by @panyum!!! ITS HERE SORRY FOR THE DELAY I GOT INSANELY BUSY!! This one is also kinda long! No Ashera’s were harmed in the restoration of this Lostbelt!)

The Coffin closed around Ashera, but it couldn’t quite muffle the alarms that had begun to blare. The unauthorised use of the system had triggered it, and now everyone in Chaldea knew something was wrong.

Unsummon Program start.

This feeling in their heart couldn’t be wrong.

Spiritron Conversion start.

Wanting to live, to love, couldn’t be wrong.

Rayshift starting in 3… 2… 1…

Ashera closed their eyes, seeing the brilliant blue ring of light engulf them from behind their eyelids. There was no going back now. They gripped the Grail close to their chest, shaking slightly with anticipation. In only a minute, the stifled air of the Coffin became fresh and clean. A breeze whipped across their face, and a familiar sensation overcame them.

Of course, they were falling. Again. Ashera quickly looked down, guessing they were maybe 500 or so feet in the night sky.

With a sigh, they focused on the tiny core of magical energy that nestled in their heart; the only piece of Pandora* that was not suppressed.

“Noble Phantasm release: Dream of Humanity*!” They cried, feeling a searing pain against their back as the burning wings of a Phoenix burst forth. Leaning forward, Ashera spread the wings into a glide, taking stock of the situation as they made for the ground.

The city of Xianyang still stood by the wreckage of the former body of the Emperor, which was being attended to by the people. They were staring up in shock at the flaming creature descending towards them.

“Ashera? Did you make it?” The comm crackled to life as Yu Mei-ren attempted to make contact. “We just registered an energy surge from your vitals- what happened?”

“Ah, yes I’m fine,” Ashera replied, still gliding downwards, “but I had to use my Noble Phantasm. I wasn’t expecting exact coordinates anyway, so this is fine.” Not quite a lie- the strain of the magic being used to support the wings was immense, but not anywhere close to dangerous yet.

“Ah, I probably set them to the former location of the throne room within Epang Palace,” Yu said, showing no remorse. “You’re fine though, so it doesn’t matter. Listen, Cú Alter and the others have already detained the staff who responded to the emergency alarm. I’m estimating it won’t be more than 3 minutes until they get in here since you ordered the defence team not to attack.”

“Ok. I can do it.” Ashera could feel their focus sharpen as their heart began to race. It was only a matter of time until Chaldea attempted to stop them- they knew the consequences going into this mission. The temporary form shift wouldn’t last much longer than a minute anyway. Ash angled their wings down into a steep dive, feeling the wind rush across their face as the ground sped towards them. Thank goodness there had been plenty of time to practice the shifting and flying in the simulator beforehand. They snapped their wings out at the last second, barely breaking the fall as they slammed into the dirt.

“Ashera, it has to be NOW,” Yu said urgently. Sounds of struggle could be heard faintly from the comm device.

“But I’m not at the centre of the palace! It’s further away! Remember, the Emperor chose not to fall on us or the city?” Ashera gasped, trying to catch their breath as the wings faded. While the golden central pavilion wasn’t far, it certainly wasn’t close enough to use the Grail yet.

“Then you need to run! I’ll help keep the staff out, but there’s only so much I can do!” Get moving!” Yu sounded alarmed.

Ashera clambered to their feet as the golden haze of materialising Servants sparkled around them. Without a second of greeting, a pair of strong arms lifted them into the air- Red Hare had placed his Master on his back and was already galloping at full speed. “Running is what I excel at, Master! Never fear!”

Xiang Yu had allowed Qin Shi Huang upon his back as well, and was close behind the centaur.

“We will not let this mission fail,” he stated, his voice as calm as ever.

The Emperor was gazing at Ashera with a look of determination. They knew that this was going to be close, but that was simply par for the course with their Master.

“Master… the people!” Red Hare said, forcing Ashera to look away from Qin. The people of Xianyang were forming a protective mass around the broken walls of the Epang Palace. They had never seen their Emperor as a human before, and to them, the group was just another set of invaders who had taken their ruler away. They looked frightened, but resolute in their decision to defend what was left of their past.

“Red Hare, can you jump over them? We don’t have time to stop, but we absolutely can’t hurt them!” Ash said, holding tightly to the horse.

“It might be close, but I shall not let you down!” He replied, increasing his speed into a dead sprint.

“Move! Please move!” Ashera yelled, “we’re trying to save the Emperor!”

The citizens glanced at each other, confused but unmoving. Ashera sighed and braced against Red Hare- nothing for it now but to ensure success. They clenched their hand into a fist, feeling the Command Seals blaze.

“JUMP, RED HARE!”

The centaur launched himself over the people, easily clearing them with the excess of magical energy. Xiang Yu’s mechanised body had no trouble executing the move, and together they continued to leap higher and higher into the cradle of the palace remains. Finally, the golden pavilion at the heart of the shell came into view. It was time.

Ashera slid from Red Hare’s back clutching the Grail, already feeling the exhaustion from using a Noble Phantasm and Command Seal.

“Avenger?” They asked their shadow. Angra Mainyu appeared and solidified, eyeing the golden chalice.

“...yep yep, seems fine. No curses, malevolence, or any other nasty unexpected things in it. You’re good to go!” He grinned cheerfully. “Good luck, weirdo! Watch out for the recoil on that thing though!” The shadowy figure moved away from the Grail, just in case.

“Your Majesty?” Ashera finally turned to the Emperor, holding out the Grail with a small smile. “It seems like all systems are go.”

“It would certainly appear that way,” they replied, gently covering Ashera’s hands with their own. “If you have any reservations or hesitations, now is the time to voice them.”

“None,” Ash stated firmly. “Let’s do this.”

The pair nodded at each other before taking a deep breath.

“Oh Holy Grail, lend me your power…” Ashera began, their hands shaking slightly. “Transform and merge with Qin Shi Huang- grant them your strength, and solidify the bonds between our worlds by echoing the bonds in our hearts!”

There was a moment of breathless silence-

And the Grail erupted into blinding golden light.

“Ahh-!” was all that the Emperor managed to gasp out before the blast of magical energy engulfed them entirely. The explosion slammed outwards, covering the remains of Epang Palace in its light. Pieces lifted into the air as the body began to restore itself before the shocked eyes of all who could still watch. Faster and faster they swirled as the towering structure reformed, bathed in the brilliance. A shining form took shape within the golden haze as the soul of the Emperor rose forth- a radiant golden Phoenix rising from the remains. The massive wings flared out before wrapping around the newly repaired Epang Palace, a cry of victory echoing across the land. The magical energy blazing forth from the Grail was burning Ashera’s magical circuits, but the tears on their face were of joy rather than pain. They fell backwards as the Grail disintegrated into pure energy, spent from the exertion of using the spells. The sky was slowly being replaced by the reformation of the palace, lifting them higher and higher above the ground as the Emperor returned to their throne in the heavens. All of the pain and hope they had been holding since the beginning of the Lostbelts finally broke free from Ashera’s chest as they screamed in answer to the victory cry; an offering of their own energy along with the Holy Grail that blazed around them. Finally, the light of their life, the glorious Sun that radiated love from every fibre of their being was restored to their full glory. It was done. No one could ever take this victory away.

How lucky I am, to be filled with such light.

With that final thought, Ashera slipped from consciousness, a faint smile upon their lips.

#QIN SHI HUANG MY BELOVED #I definitely didn’t spam Over the Moon soundtrack and cry #definitely not #LISTEN ‘Yours Forever’ IS A PERFECT SONG #’let your love live forever- always and forever- in this heart of mine’ #you can’t look at me and tell me that’s not THE PERFECT QINSHERA SONG. #that’s the new ship name btw #speaking of incredible Chinese culture did you know wedding/formal attire in the Qin dynasty was apparently black and red #HMMMMM WHO ALSO HAS A BLACK AND RED SCHEME MMMM #Although I’m slowly designing wedding ash dONT LOOK AT ME #If you’ve read this far holy shit thank you so much #Master Ashera #your majesty I love you #mastersona #hopeful eternity #Xorvia Art

[rexcoatlarchive]

Pov: me after reaching bond 10 with Quetz

Bridal Quetz art is finished

I commissioned the artist Clinick on Twitter this pic. It's pretty fucking amazing I have to say

Tagging some folks to look respectfully👀

@panyum @hathor-liderc @grievouslyxorvia @hasereshdoneanythingwrong @gxymlky

Also have 2 more versions

Man these so damn good

#fate grand order #quetzalcoatl #wife #😍😍😍😍😍🥰🥰🥰🥰💖💖💖💖💖💖💗💗💗💗💗

[silvadraconis]

The Wandering Avenger

I finally sat down and fully fleshed out Avenger Silva servant!

( @panyum @tricketra

The Wandering Avenger, Silvana 5 star avenger

"A mage I see, to summon the likes of me, you must be wishing for Death. Come with me, together we shall build your burning pyre"

Attack: 13,224   Hp: 12,177 Grail at 14,498  Hp: 13,340 Attribute: Star Star absorb 30%     Star gen 6% Np charge attack 0.66%    Np charge DEF 5% Death rate 4%     Alignment Chaotic Evil Gender Female Traits: Female, Humanoid, Servant, Existence Outside the Domain

2 buster, 2 arts, 1 quick 5 hits on buster, 4 on arts, 4 on quick, 7 extra attack

Iter Infernum; The wandering hell

Aoe buster np Effect: Increase buster performance by 30% before damage Damage: 300-500% depending on np level Overcharge: Decrease enemy defense by 30-50% depending on overcharge and inflict burn from 1000-3000 damage

"You've laid your sins bare for all to see, now it's my turn- iter infernum!

Skills: Fury of the Forgotten Rank A:  Increases buster performance from 30-50% depending on level and crit damage from 20-30% depending on level

No Waiting at Hell's Gates Rank A+ Apply pierce invincibility, receive 10-20 stars depending on level, and increase attack from 30-50% depending on level

No Escape From Judgment Rank B Apply Invincibility and gain 20-30% np charge depending on level

Passives: Avenger Rank A Oblivion Correction Rank B Self Replenishment Mana Rank A+ Existence Outside the Domain EX Independent Action A+ Item Creation C

Silvanna, the servant that you should not know, the wandering death, set out on a mission to carve a fiery and bloody path. To bring retribution and vengeance to those who wrong innocent lives, across all worlds. Mages in particular she despises for their lack of humanity. To summon one such as she, you must be truly desperate, or foolish

The servant you should not know, a chance encounter in an impossible dreamscape, or a nightmare? She is one meant to be forgotten, to be erased from the worlds histories, that's how she is able to continue her work, least the worlds themselves strike her down, so long as the memory of her is erased, she is free to burn and bloody all those that would target the weak

Iter Infernum; The wandering hell An aoe buster np that unleashes a devastating attack from all sides, fiery spears and jets cover the area, grouping the enemies together before being sliced clean from her blade of fire

"You thought you could escape your punishment? There's nowhere to run, nowhere to hide, I will always find you, and finish the job"

No escape from Judgment No matter the cost to herself, no matter how long it takes, she will always catch her target and make them pay ""Flee all you like, I will catch you, kill me all you like, I will stand again and take your head"

Silvana speaks of hatred, of the people she despises and how she wishes the world would burn for allowing those sorts of lives to exist, but truly she cares deeply for the world and the innocent people in it, it's why she will ever continue her bloody path, destined to be forgotten, in hopes of one day maybe,,,,,

Interlude In hopes of one day the worlds and timelines no longer needing a being such as she. In hopes that she will one day be able to finally burn up and fade away without regrets

Long blond hair charred at the ends, gaunt cheeks, eyes blazing with golden fire Scars covering every inch of her A long one handed blade in one had wreathed in red and gold flames Her other formed into a claw shape, golden claws extending past her armor wreathed in fire Blackened and charred armor covers most of her body, though her boots and armor make no sound as she walks A silent death  Fanged teeth and wreaths of flame complete the monstrous picture "It takes a monster to kill a monster, and I shall become the most monstrous to rid this world of the likes of you"

Level up "Yesss, continue to feed my everlasting flames"

Ascension 1 "Haha, truly you wish to hasten your burning, very well then, lets see how far you are willing to spread the fires of vengeance"

Ascension 2 "Hmph, truly you must be dense, to hasten your end so, still, it amuses me, continue, and perhaps i shall delay your death another day"

Ascension 3 "Close now, can you feel the heat licking at your soul?"

Ascension 4 "Well well, truly you wish to see this fire burn out the darkest corners of the world? Very well then, we shall journey together and carve this bloody and burning path!"

Bond 1 "Hmpf, you are a fool to have summoned me"

Bond 2 "Go now little imp, fetch me- eh? Why imp? Why not, for you to associate with a hell bringer like me, then you must enjoy it here"

Bond 3 "*sigh* I realize it is cold but my fires are not to serve as your personal heater!...well, it wouldn't do to have you expire before i can burn you myself, come closer then, take care to not get immolated" 

Bond 4 "You really are such a stubborn master, i look forward to your day of death, the look you give me will be so sweet"

Bond 5 "You will not fall to hell until I allow it my master, it will be I who shall carry your soul to that burning pit, I will allow no other, Trust in me, and I will ravage and burn with you for as long as you have need of these searing flames"

Likes:  "Hmmm? What I like? Why, seeing the souls of the damned burn of course! Hahaha! Eh-? Not that? Something normal, hmmm, I suppose I’m fond of oranges"

Dislikes "Those who abuse their power, those who stand in the way of justice, cowards, and, I'm not fond of spicy food"

Conversion 1 "~hmm, hmm hmm hmmm~ oh? It seems you caught me singing master, what sort of death would you like today?"

Conversation 2 "Ah these white walls infuriate me so, I wish to burn and ravage, and these damned walls get soot everywhere. Have you ever thought of painting them black instead?" 

Conversation 3 "Come master, we are going, I wish to try this, hot chocolate i've been hearing so much about! Lets see if the heat can compare to my flames!"

Conversation 4 (if you have an evil servant) "Hmmm, that one's soul is stained with the stench of sin, I look forward to reaping them oneday"

Conversation 5 (if you have an avenger) "Ahh, these worlds are indeed cruel to allow more beings such as i to exist, still though, at least i can share a kinship with their charred and blackened souls"

Conversation 6 (if you have Edmond Dantes) "Ho? I remember you, you who are wreathed in poison flames, it has been a long time since our last meeting my dear shadow. Come, let us dance together again and burn a path straight to hell!"

Event "Ahh, I hear them now, the souls waiting to be brought to the burning hell. Come! We mustn't tarry!" 

Birthday "Hahaha, it seems you have lived another year my dear master, I look forward to seeing you carve your way into the next"

Bond CE

The forgotten story An empty book, heavy and weighted with charred edges on the pages. When asked why it is empty, she smiles ruefully, stating that to her it's not, but she is destined to forever be forgotten, so please, hold onto her story that you cannot read, to remember her a little longer

Ascension 1 Burning eyes and blackened armor is all you can see, a cape of flames, face covered in shadows, head inside a hood

Ascension 2 Cape removed, you can now see her face, flames still dance around heavily around her eyes and face, still obscuring it somewhat, you can now see the sheathed blade on her hip

Ascension 3 Blade is unsheathed, and you can now see her gaunt and scarred face in all is glory, a golden fire tipped claw in the other hand, most of the fires has stopped flowing from her eyes, but there's still a small trickle

Final ascension art She sits next to a campfire, flames around her all but gone, looking all but for a weary traveler if not for the blackened armor and golden eyes

Buster attack: A strong series of attacks from her flaming sword, leaping in quickly for an overhead attack on the first before going in and slicing quickly

Arts: Fire juts up from the ground in an inferno, dealing all hits

Quick: A rain of spears made from fire pelt the target

Buster arts buster The arts card is instead replaced with a golden claw attack, swiping near the gut and face

Buster quick buster The quick card is replaced by sharp thrusting jabs with her sword instead of the usual swings

Arts quick quick After the inferno she rushes in and slashes mercilessly with her golden claw

Quick arts arts After the rain of arrows instead of the usual fire from the ground, spears of fire circle in the air and blast flames down onto the target

Extra attack Silvana rushes in with her sword before leaping back and striking with simultaneous gouts of fire from overhead and 3 spears of fire impale the target from underneath the ground 

#fate grand order #fgo #silva #servant #servantsona #avenger

[pinkafropuff]

Chapters: 2/2 Fandom: Fate/Grand Order Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Edmond Dantès | Avenger/Fujimaru Ritsuka, Edmond Dantès | Avenger/Original Female Character(s) Characters: Romani Archaman, Leonardo da Vinci | Caster, Edmond Dantès | Avenger Additional Tags: Inspired by Art, ServantFes mention, Mutual Pining, Established Relationship, The Count of Monte Cristo References, Cigarettes, Coffee, Tenderness, Fluff and Angst, commission Summary:

Perhaps sailors really do have a way with the ocean- or maybe it’s that Dantes simply has a way with her.

For cold-hearted man, his cloak sure is warm.

Commission for @/panyum, thank you so much! I hope you enjoy it as much as I enjoyed writing it!

#commission #fgo #fate #edmond dantes #writings

[gxymlky]

Mastersona relationship [ ayako ]

Aristhea

Aristhea being an intern, they really don’t talk as much in the beginning since her work is completely different from the other masters, it wasn’t until her capability as a master is found out where she was dismissed from her post though that didn’t stop her from doing staff work and papers. (until Dr Romani’s....task)

They both met, she initially thought of her as unapproachable due to Ayako’s expression. And her, having a resting bitch face herself, it;s probably for the best. 

Both of them stayed at their respective places, Ayako in her studio, Thea either in the library or her room.

Growing up in a sheltered, comfortable environment and being homeschooled, unlike her younger brother, who goes out and has social circles. She desperately wanted to have friends. Close friends, not acquaintances. 

So one day, when she is tasked to bring some papers and probably food to one of the masters, and it was Ayako.

Scared and excited at the same time, Aristhea eagerly accepted it but at the same time, she was a bit too... intimidated since she never interacted with any master before besides her brother of course. 

So when she went to give it to her to the studio it was apparently empty, unable to knock, she then went in but seeing that it was a mess, she decided to put down the stuff and decided to clean it for her. 

Because it was a studio and it was messy, Aristhea made sure to clean them up so she won’t have to. It wasn’t until she was enamored by the drawings and art.

Being an art enthusiast, she spent the time looking around.

So when Ayako stepped in, the two girls just stared at each other like:

And with that, Aristhea blubbered about the task and left. It was an awkward silence for that. But yeah.

I;ll be continuing part ii. i havent read up on ayako’s lore yet. so this is still pending, sorry if i missed some parts pan!

@panyum​

#mastersona #gudasona #ayako #aristhea veritas

[dangomilkies]

joining this out of my own accord, from @panyum tagging anyone who joins I'm lazy af

@hasquetzdoneanythingwrong @neptuknight @renmeo or anyone

Why did you choose your url?

i find calico-tea really funny for some reason, maybe cute

☆Any sideblogs?

abandoned ones because I, just, I just had to

☆How long have you been on tumblr?

2014

☆Do you have a queue tag?

?

☆Why did you start your blog in the first place?

share my cringey ideas and ocs to someone who'd probably be interested

☆How many followers do you have?

10. as long as I have close friends, doesn't matter

☆How many tumblrs do you follow?

10+

☆Have you ever made a shitpost?

often

☆How often do you use tumblr?

very

☆Have you ever had a fight/argument with another blog?

no, back in the day yeah, I was a dumbass and need to gtfo

☆How do you feel about 'you need to reblog' posts?

memes, world heritage posts, funny tiktoks, good art

☆Do you like tag/ask games?

when it revolves my ocs, yes

☆Which one of your tumblr mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

?

☆Do you have a crush on a mutual?

lmao nooo, idk.

im not tagging anyone bc i dont want to bother dfhgkjf feel free to join if you want!

[dantespilled]

it has been too long ever since i posted art and i do not like it at all

#my art #panyum art #anyway danaya #fgo #mastersona #gudasona #fate grand order #edmond dantes

[writer-and-artist27]

[Image Description: A digital sketch of a brunette girl in a simple long white dress and black sash, hugging a befuddled God of Love by wrapping her arms around their neck. The God of Love visibly freezes at the touch, cheeks turning pink as their hand hesitates in the air. The only color in the sketch is the pink hair ribbon in the hair of the God's host, resting behind the God's right ear. End Description.]

My belated Christmas gift and early New Year's Gift to @partialdignity and @lunarimpact, courtesty of @panyum. Thankie for taking another comm request of mine, Pan. You're still my favorite FGO artist, and this looks amazing to me. Just, thankie.

To Carim and Chorus, well. Thankie for being friends with me in this past year. I hope we have more years together for a long while to come, and that Vy hugging your Assassin delivers that. I love you both platonically, so so much.

And well. Per my username, I have to have another story go with the art, right? With a song to accompany it too, even if I've heard it many times over.

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It wasn't hard to admit to herself that Vy wasn't perfect. No human being could really claim that they were perfect, because from birth and through living life one day at a time, personalities clashed with the world. People sometimes learned, people sometimes didn't.

Even then, when looking up at the God of Love that was Kamadeva, in spite of everything that had happened between them — why did you have to involve Novum Chaldea in your Ooku, why did you have to nearly turn Robin into a skeleton, why burn the world, where would it leave you — Vy still felt sympathy for the former Beast.

After all, not everyone was able to choose how they wanted to die. And Kama's legend in particular had a cruel death — an undeserved one. That wasn't even factoring in Rati, Kamadeva's spouse and consort, who screamed and cried at her husband's death and smothered herself in his ashes to curse Parvati forever. Kamadeva had only been doing the job the gods dealt them in awakening Shiva with their arrows— Shiva had no right to incinerate them the way they did. It was no wonder Kama wanted to lash out at the rest of the world for what Shiva and Parvati caused — Vy still couldn't meet one of her oldest contracted Lancers in eye contact after learning about all that. Sure, it didn't make Kama's scheming against Chaldea any less personal, but the reasons made it understandable, even if Vy couldn't empathize entirely with it.

And now, in Novum Chaldea, where they were surrounded by ghosts of old and former enemies, Vy looked up at the God of Love and made a decision.

"What is it, Master? Are you trying to play nice again, even when Humanity is still—"

"Kama, not to be rude, but is it okay if I could hug you?"

Assassin froze, mouth left open from Vy's sudden question as they blinked at her. "...What the hell are you spouting now?" left Kama in a soft, uncharacteristically raw voice, arms left barely extended in Vy's direction as they met her eyes with sheer disbelief. "A hug? For what?" Vy did her best not to flinch away at the broken laugh that left Kama's lips, only left watching as Kama held their stomach. "I nearly killed your beloved green Archer! I took your home away! Why hug someone like me when you and I both know we're ugly inside—"

"Because it feels like you deserve one," was all Vy could whisper back, interrupting Kama's tirade. "Because love to me isn't just about giving and taking, Kama. Ugliness or not. Corrupted or not."

Kama lowered their hands, inhaling shakily as their head barely bobbed up and down.

Vy wasn't sure if it was a nod, or, hell, if it was even a sign, but she took it anyways. She stood up on her tiptoes, gently wrapping her arms around the God's neck, and Kama froze yet again, muscles tensing underneath Vy's grip. "Vy..."

You used my name.

"I don't know how exactly to teach you about love," Vy murmured into Kama's ear, tightening the hug as she pressed herself against the Assassin's chest. "I don't even know how to consult a friend about love when I'm still figuring it out myself. I'm just a simple Vietnamese girl who wants to see her family again and help the people around her be happy. And for a God like you, who was hurt by the world around you, the least I can do is hug you and say, 'I care about you.' Because I do." Against her will, tears bud in the corners of her eyes and Vy did her best to smother them by resting her nose into Kama's shoulder. "Because even Gods deserve hugs too."

Kama didn't hug back. But the heat underneath Vy's arms was warm, real, and there. The person, the god Kama, in a human body, was there.

"...You are a foolish Master, Vy," was the eventual response that brushed Vy's ear, a cheek roughly bumping the side of her head once the words lingered in the air. "You are so, so foolish."

But Kama didn't pull away. That was enough.

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