#pitou my beloved

[cxsually-cruel04]

i got bored and made the chimera ants as some twitter memes

DISCLAIMER the og posts arent mine i only edited them with twinote

also i got really lazy with the usernames so sorry if theyre unoriginal (also i forgot to change the timestamps so just ignore that lmao)

n e waysss if you want to see a part 2 of this or a version with the main four (+ the troupe) just lmk! :)

#hunter x hunter #hxh #chimera ant arc #chimera ant #meruem #meruem hxh #shaiapouf #pouf hxh #neferpitou #pitou hxh #menthuthuyoupi #youpi hxh #komugi #komugi hxh #text post #twitter memes #cries in violin #the ants 🐜 #pitou my beloved

[clown-demon]

((Went through the entire anime and got ALL their icons. Now I just need to whip up a quick bio and they'll officially be added.

#Ti speaks #Pitou my beloved

[konkonthetonton]

Pitou my beloved

#hunter x hunter #neferpitou

[llycaons]

pitou and kite for the character opinion bingo :-) ☕ 🥨

starting on these tonight! thanks jack!

Pitou: my most dearly beloved who has committed so many crimes. My tremendous baby boy who I am afraid of.

I think Pitou was used perfectly in the work and their character arc is *mwah*. I WOULD like to have seen more of them but only because I like them. If we met in real life I would immediately die <3 and I like him on his own because he's fun but his relationships with characters like the king, gon, and komugi is where he's the most interesting.

Kite: this guy. unforch I have less to say about him

the only popular ships for kite are like with like ging and pitou both of which weird me out. so there's that

thanks for the ask :)

#asks

[debtofalover]

hi ! not sure if ur doing spotify wrapped asks but if so, 2 and 100 back atcha!

hello!!! i just got around to looking at it <33

2. a moment alone by pitou

100. claude's girl by marika hackman

#pitou my beloved #no. 100 is good too vibes all around #ask

[froglegsz]

the best thing about hxh is that the character with the most intimidating, terrifying, malicious, fear inducing presence is a nyanbinary catperson who makes cat puns like "right meow"

#neferpitou my beloved #neferpitou #hxh #quinn's nonsense jabber #every time pitou makes a cat pun i cheer and clap

[deleted9999999999]

kite’s death is nb on nb crime

#oz.txt #um do i tag this as spoilers ? does anyone who doesn’t have hxh memorized follow me ?? #kite #pitou #my beloveds <3

[sullenhighstar]

love the fact that pitou and pouf icons are the only ones carrying my art both here and on twitter

#chimera ants my beloved #i only stan the pitou roleplayer that comments 3 words on every twitter post

[pillow-anime-talk]

protective villain.

synopsis: When you are hurt, your partner isn’t too gentle and forgiving with his own subordinates who made you sad.

# tags: headcanons; human!s/o; current relationships; bullying; mild drama/angst; bit of fluff; rather sfw

includes: gender neutral reader ft. muzan kibutsuji {kny} & meruem {hxh}

— MUZAN

↘ You ran as fast as you could, almost stumbling over your colorful yukata, which at the bottom of the material was already torn and dirty with mud. You’d never really think that any of the demons would attack you, want to kill you and devour you later. But here you are, running towards the house with face wet with bitter tears and red because of hot blushes.

↘ When you noticed the lights on in the whole house, you breathed a little, but you still felt the demon’s cold breath on your sweaty neck. Although he isn’t too strong, could easily cut your body in half. It terrified you so bad.

↘ When you were at the foot of the mountain, your shoe got caught in the protruding roots. A scream spread through the woods and your body fell onto the hard litter, smearing the tops of your clothes, hands, and chin. You screamed again, covering your head with your both hands, and waited for death that should come within the next few, short seconds.

↘ However, nothing like that came. Silence reverberated around you so you turned away, still sniffling. And then you saw him. Muzan. Your beloved partner with the unknown demon’s head in his pale hand.

↘ “Are you okay?” He asked quietly, throwing out the trash that slowly turned to dark ash. Then he walked over to your lying figure and helped you stand up. 

↘ But before you did it, you hugged his chest, letting yourself release a few more heavy tears.

↘ “I w-was so scared, Muzan. I thought I was going to d-die... And I would never see you again...” You grunted weakly and he stroked your head lightly.

↘ “Don’t worry, my love. I will always protect you. Also I’ll kill any human and any demon that harms you or has the intention to do it. Now, let’s go to home, I’ll take care of you, okay?” He kissed you on the forehead, helped you get up once again, and led you to your minka to clean your wounds and prepare you warm bath.

— MERUEM

↘ You were waiting for Meruem in the big, throne room, playing with the fabric of your white shirt, and Neferpitou and Shaiapouf were standing close to you; their job was to keep an eye on you at that time. At one point, however, you got a little sleepy, so you closed your eyes and curled up on throne, breathing calmly.

↘ You didn’t feel threatened because you knew that the Royal Guard would help you in case of problems. That’s why you fell asleep for a short while; completely vulnerable and fragile.

↘ Meanwhile, Pouf was watching you closely; you couldn’t hear his thoughts, which only spoke of how much he hates you and how jealous he is that you had HIS Ant King. He was upset by the fact that you called Your Highness by his name, that you touched him, that his Lord and Ruler smiled at you and always ministered to you, even though you were only a useless and meaningless person.

↘ Pitou sensed his blood lust, immediately looking at him in surprise. A ant who looks like a cat whispered to him from across the room to calm him down, but the second guard only clenched his fists, snorting. If he came up to you now... he could cut your throat or tear your head off... And it was an extremely tempting vision.

↘ Before he could take even the smallest step towards your sleeping figure, he felt his cheek be painfully hit by the King’s sting.

↘ “... L-Lord!”

↘ “Do you realize that I can feel your all intentions?” He asked rhetorically, staring at him blankly. “If you think about Y/N in the wrong way once again, I will personally kill you.”

↘ “O-Of course! It will never happen again, Your Majesty!”

↘ “I hope so. Now, both of you, leave us alone.” He turned and walked towards the throne, taking your tiny body in his arms. You woke up just as he sat down with you on his lap. You smiled warmly at him, stroking his green head.

↘ Only next to you, Meruem was happy, so he was able to kill anyone who thought otherwise.

#— 🍁 #kimetsu no yaiba imagines #kimetsu no yaiba x reader #kimetsu no yaiba x you #demon slayer imagines #demon slayer headcanons #demon slayer x reader #demon slayer x you #muzan kibutsuji imagines #muzan kibutsuji headcanons #muzan kibutsuji x reader #hunter x hunter imagines #hunter x hunter headcanons #hunter x hunter x reader #hunter x hunter x you #hxh imagines #hxh headcanons #hxh x reader #meruem imagines #meruem headcanons #meruem x reader

[buzzykrueger]

When Gon’s anger becomes a protective mechanism for Killua

IMPORTANT: The text is long, plus, I do not support Gon hate. He’s a human being and a kid, so don’t worry, none of my analysis will put him as a monster.

You know the theory that one of the reasons Gon shuts Killua out from Pitou’s fight, besides proving himself and erasing his guilt, is also to keep Killua safe? I didn’t understand at first, but I kinda agree with that now.

Remember the “YES I AM AN IDIOT” iconic scene, Greed Island arc?

Let’s talk about that and link it all.

They’ve spent half of the chapter 158 arguing because Gon kept insisting on meeting this “Chrollo Lucilfer” person inside the game, while Killua was trying to be logical, saying that this person wouldn’t clarify their reasons only by asking them. Killua eventually gives in, and after Gon uses the card, they travel to met not Chrollo, but Hisoka, who asks if they went all that way just to ask him a question (implying how dumb it was).

Gon says that’s pretty much their reason and Killua kept teasing Gon on his dumb choice.

But after some ping-pong teasing between them, the reason Gon was being stubborn is, actually, a concern that lights up on his mind with memories of his journey to rescue Killua from Kukuroo Mountain. Even blushing, Gon says that he was reminded of Gotoh’s words and was worried that both of them were being deceived.

Gotoh’s words were, exactly:

Be careful. And protect Killua.

This also adds to the character analysis - one that is very on point - that Gon being outgoing doesn’t mean he puts depth to analyzing his feelings. He speaks his mind, the problem is not to talk per se - but to put effort into understand his intentions behind those actions. He could say he was worried about them, but he doesn’t, because he speaks first and doesn’t think through what he feels. He’s yes outgoing, but impulsive, and very immersive into acting first, think later - or even thinking only when questioned, because it didn’t even crossed his mind. That’s why we see him talking but yet... it’s hard to know what is happening inside him aside from Killua’s common inner monologues. But maybe protecting Killua it’s so natural that he doesn’t even bother to explain. To think that he keeps Gotoh’s words and even mentions it after all this time, such a nice and gentle touch of how much he respects his bond with Killua. 

Now, let’s get back to the CAA events. Specifically chapter 222.

A very shocked and distressed Gon was learning through Kite's attacks, but not to defend himself or parry. His painful attempts were all leading to dodge the punches and faints, so he could give puppet Kite a hug, and an apology.

Yes, he said terrible things to Killua - and of course wanting to protect him wasn’t the only reason. But he knew from the moment they first met Pitou, that they were dangerous. He wanted to deal with that alone, because it was “his mess”, so he shouldn’t endanger his most beloved one. 

We know that this is a turning point for Gon’s development in this arc, because it is the moment where his resolve becomes tainted with all the guilt he is facing. It’s when he starts to lose himself, and Killua knows that, probably, nothing he says or do will convince Gon otherwise.

But what contrasts with the well-known harsh words towards his best friend, is that he never meant to exclude Killua from the whole situation. That's why he says "OUR fault".

Then, right after, he addresses Killua directly. Visibly starting to lose himself, he takes the responsibility to prove he's strong to fix it, but I think that due to his communication pattern, he might also mean that he’s want to fix it without endangering who he wanted to fight by his side under normal circumstances.

It’s an act that can hold both guilt and protection. He addresses only that one person in the room because he needs Killua to know that this isn't a normal situation, and that's why he can't bring him to this fight. It isn’t normal because someone dear to him got hurt really bad. It isn’t normal because his best friend, someone who would not think before putting his life at risk for Gon, shouldn’t endanger himself to the point he could face the same destiny, specially because this is Gon’s way to show he cares. Again, Gon just speaks his mind without much thought, with his intentions between the lines. His effort to put his feelings into words mixed with the suffering he is handling are, on his mind, overwhelming enough - but still he cared to speak directly to Killua. Could this be, again, another demonstration of not-so-well-thought feelings spoken with the first words that come to his mouth?

Wouldn’t make sense, after all of those demonstrations of Gon’s behavior when someone is endangered and he desperately wants to take control of the situation because he thinks this is the best way to protect them and to be useful, and with that, deserving of their company? 

As Gon's communication is both simple (in words) and complex (behind the words), since he doesn't think through his feelings and he’s a stubborn child, it makes hard for others to catch his intentions, specially if they're already struggling to understand that they are not a burden. Because Killua’s mindset on making friends also includes the need to feel useful, just like Gon’s, but expressed through different means - and by being casted away fro Gon’s decision and later saving the boy in order to push him forward once again to his goal (alone this time), Killua thinks Gon has cut ties with him. as he couldn’t play a helpful role within Gon’s life anymore. So, this is how he reaches the rejective conclusion.

But the connection that I'm trying to make is that even thought Gon’s words were awful as the boy himself recognized, I truly believe Gon still wouldn't want Killua to fight even if he knew how his friend felt.  But not because he rejected Killua or meant to cut ties with his “no longer useful” best friend.

Because Gon has stated already: Killua doesn’t have to earn his friendship.

Those harsh words during the Palace Invasion were an attempt to regain control of the situation, prove his worth in the middle of a mental chaos that he wasn’t ready to face. But still, what if he kept reminding himself that he must protect his best friend in the entire world and just couldn’t find a better way to say it? Because he knows Killua is capable of self-sacrificing, Gon tried to stop him before, and Pitou is terribly strong. If it’s hard for him to translate his feelings when he is calm and collected, the extreme condition he found himself dragged in would’ve just made this communication face more obstacles. Fighting his own pain - another thing he couldn’t translate for the sake of his own mental health - led to the words to come out like they were: heartbreaking.

So, I’m not saying that it was solely to protect Killua, but I think that makes sense for Gon’s character. And again, I don’t think he would agree that Killua would fight what he thinks it’s his battle alone. But, with his mind cleared and the right questions, he would've given Killua an answer. He would say that this is not about taking Killua out of the special place Gon has put him, but about Gon taking the the responsibility based on what he thinks it’s best for everyone. His feelings, either protective or hurtful, are only explained when he’s asked, because action speaks volume for him and he needs this trigger question to make him translate his intentions.

Just like in the Hunter Exam, he only tells Kurapika about how he felt with Hisoka because he questioned. 

And in the Yorknew Arc, Gon didn’t let Killua hurt himself and was really trying to understand how the other boy felt. Gon doesn't communicate well but not because he rejects his feelings, and still, he cares about others’ feelings too. He was just literally out of his mind. So yeah, I think he cared for Killua safety, and if after all this time he made a connection between his stubborn acts and Gotoh’s words, it’s because - on his mind - these words and thoughts never leave his head. He’s constantly worrying about Killua, in his own way. But he couldn't explain something that he didn't put a second thought even for himself to understand. And it's not the first time, he acts very similar in these mentioned situations.

What all these stubborn oriented situations that I’ve mentioned, except for the one regarding Hisoka, have in common? He wanted to protect Killua.

He was undeniably wrong in saying those words to Killua, but it’s something acknowledged by himself already. He IS, by his nature, a protective kid, and under normal circumstances, Killua would be allowed to fight by his side because it has to be him. If it’s not going to be him, it won’t be anyone else. He can’t risk to lose him for something that he feels overly responsible. His words were rooted in pain, but the moment he addresses Killua that he would fight alone - a moment recollected by the latter in the hospital scene - shows respect for the one he has just lost, Kite, and the one he doesn’t want to lose. 

Killua is the one who never left him, never discredited him and is irreplaceable. Killua is the first thing that comes up to his mind when thinking about meeting Ging. Who would have thought that Gon’s mind would reach so far into memories and hold so deeply someone’s words like Gotoh’s?

He was selfish. But it’s a childish selfishness, built on such empty expectations about himself that he ends up forcing on others what he believes that is the right thing to do, in order to keep others safe, no matter how bad he hurts his body... because when it comes to protect those he care, he loses respect on his self-care due to this low self-esteem of his. So, he didn’t ask Killua to “please, let me fight alone”, because he’s decided to not drag Killua into a fight he knows he might lose, and then Killua couldn’t be protected.

And makes sense, again, that Killua couldn’t read between these lines, because he also blames himself for everything that happened, and thinks his feelings and desires would only keep in Gon’s way - that’s why those words hit him so deeply, but the thing that hurts him the most was the sole fact that Gon fought alone. He can’t help but compare to the dodgeball, and like Gon, Killua has his own unhealthy patterns: since he only knows love through pain, when he’s prevented from getting hurt against his will, he fails to understand it as an act of love.

The bond they’ve established while playing Greed Island was expressed through dozens of symbolisms already well discussed among the fandom (Killua’s badge, the rainbow diamond, the famous line during the dodgeball game). And I don’t doubt that their encounter with Pitou held traces of the same protective pattern, but messed up by Gon’s internal struggle.

For the times Gon showed concern before, we can mention more expressive moments like the whole Zoldyck arc, when they were escaping from the Troupe, when Tzeseguerra said he’d endangered Killua or even when Killua got caught by some spell, etc, or we can even analyze his body language. Like here:

Before the date, Gon is indirectly protecting Killua in here, through his body language (Killua entered the room first, but Gon puts himself between them):

And after the date, while being punished for hurting her feelings, Gon screams at Palm when she tried to stab Killua, probably implying that he was observing and only interveins when she tries to hurt anyone other than himself - because he is, again, being stubborn and taking all the blame and control in order to redeem his actions and prove his capacity to fix things. I think it’s possible that Gon talked to her about Killua off curtains, or at least made an agreement about not involving Killua in her madness, but it it’s open to interpretation.

So, yeah, I can’t help but link everything to his pattern. He responds to the fear of losing those he loves with the same impactful devotion that is given to him, but it is so impactful that fails vocabulary and second thoughts. He knows Killua will be the first to risk his life if something happens or to prevent Gon from getting hurt during his tasks. Killua tends to sacrifice a lot and never complains while doing it, so I think it’s pretty much plausible that even when he can’t express himself at all, he’s worrying about Killua in the corner of his mind. Sometimes, just before our eyes.

Anyways, I love re-reading Greed Island arc and linking to their development through CAA because pretty much anything they do, they’re doing together, and they were bonding so beautifully. Their relationship was never so well-detailed before, but mostly for us, when they didn’t get much time to put in the balance how rushed their training was, and how fast they got attached to the point they can’t even stop thinking about each other while distant.

They look at each other like this:

They inspire this kind of reaction from others:

And there’s this one... nothing big, I just love it hahahaha

They’re in love each others’ top priority. It’s not impossible that Gon took Killua’s safety into matter, but his mind and words failed him, as he himself acknowledges that the only explanation to say those things to Killua is that “he doesn’t know what he was thinking”. Because, under normal circumstances, just like about letting Killua fight by his side, he would NEVER hurt Killua’s feelings. He IS protective. He didn’t have to rescue Killua from his own home - since Killua left for himself - but he still does it, instead of sticking to his main journey. And did not budge until Killua was safe by his side.

It’s a badly worded protection, because he doesn’t even know self-protection and puts action before everything. To figure a better way out of this pattern, he will now have plenty of time to find new ways to protect Killua and himself from the flaws of their dynamic. Their emotional attachment didn’t grow as fast as their fighting skills, but it doesn’t mean Gon is a monster, was malicious towards Killua or wanted to break his heart. I don’t even think he would reject Killua, but would explain the reason behind his decision in a reassuring way.

And finally, it’s so symbolic how Gotoh died and got replaced by a Kiriko - the same creature that translates Gon’s perceptiveness and how the boys are close. This way, they are still linked by Gotoh’s words through someone that mimics Gotoh’s appearance and also understands their relationship like the long gone butler. His words will never die.

And not to mention... how shoujo and romantic it is that Gon remembers the promise he made to Gotoh before he takes Killua with him? It is almost like a marriage proposal. That he didn’t forget, not even after all this time. 

Do I think he would’ve change his mind on letting Killua fight? Not at all, and Killua couldn’t change his mind even if he begged, at least not without some patient mental work. This is Gon’s mindset on protecting someone. But like that time in Greed Island, under normal circumstances, Gon would’ve ease Killua’s worries directly or indirectly after some talking. And of course, it is not his job to guess Killua’s feelings, communication must be a two-way path. Killua waited for too long, and at that point, Gon was too lost in his grief and wasn’t able to measure his words. But I truly believe that, deep inside his mind, those words and that promise were still there, waiting to resonate if necessary.

And as @gallyl​ added so perfectly: Killua is alive and well, grieving on the hospital’s bench, trying to get a grip of everything he just experienced. Decided to give Gon a second chance, he’s now able to understand this message of love Gon has left for him: there’s so much he can do in life, that Gon simply doesn’t want him to die because Killua’s whole life was surrounded by death - and Killua’s greatest wish was to live like a normal kid. And this speaks louder to Gon than having Killua to himself in death. A love that is not selfish, and does not envy. Killua’s life is validated, and in return, he saves Gon and his sister, the ones he loves the most, and validate back their right to exist, to grow, to try again. Unconditional love. At first, he’s hurt and demands an apology. But it’s Alluka who reminds him of how love must be free to give and to receive - he should let his heart open for whenever Gon is ready to reach him again.

But now, the apology will matter. 

And this is absurdly romantic. Not every sacrifice ends up in dying together to prove a relationship. They’ve made promises similar to marital vows, and not everything happened like they wanted, but they made clear to us that they’re not done with each other - as they refuse to say goodbye, and keep grammatical constructions like “for a while”, indicating a break, an interlude. 

Their song is still playing, and their promises still exist as their split was never mentioned as something definitive, because preventing the other one to get physically hurt on your behalf and taking some time to think before you take the risk to accidentally emotionally hurt them too are both ways to show protection. Ways that they’re learning now, two boys who think they should get hurt to love and be loved. 

#hxh #greed island #character analysis #meta #gon freecss #killua #killugon #chimera ant arc

[lesbixch]

hxh tag master post since its been almost 7 years now

gon: short shorts and dangerous situations + long hair short life for his suicide nen restriction self in chimera arc (couldve originally been w the smile of an angel :’) )

killua: never fight an enemy you cant beat (in the beginning it mightve been a joke about ripping my heart out but I settled on a line that made an impact on me re his character wehhh)

kurapika: my beautiful wife, kidpika

leorio: and leorio

Bisky: BISKY !

canary: i forgot it was actually #butler daughter but i also have her tagged as canary

alluka: sladurana (also nanika is subsumed in this, but now I have a #allunanika tag as the two of them interacting)

killua and alluka: bonbons

other zoldyck sibs: zoldyck sibs

main 4: Hunter exam fam

killugon: youre fun to be around

leopika: class vs swag occasionally I switched the order to swag vs class 🙄

pof: pouf

pitou: my evil cat ant spouse or just my cat ant spouse

palm: pal Siberia or ant palm is best palm

meruem: what the fuck is this a ninja turtle

Komugi: sweet sugar bun

merumugi: het X hell or the slightly outdated but still accurate #the cinnamon roll soaked in the blood of the beef

ikalgo: IKALGO !

ging: kill ging. ironically i like ging but it is the instinctual reaction sometimes even when I like ging (im mitokin)

pariging: i hope you die I hope we both die (unfortunately tagged inconsistently sometimes with periods in the middle of the tag)

hisoka: hisoka for ts or more informally #kill him

illumi: illumi for ts

hisoillu: hisoka and illumi are neither friends nor lovers but every wednesday they go to hisokas house and pluck their eyebrows together (check wording i once had this one memorized ..)

canary/amane: the yuri hxh needs but not the one it deserves

beans: BEANS !

old kite: Kite is fucking dead

new resurrected redhead kite: kite is not fucking dead

machi: nen stitch em up

chrollo: with a name like that

zodiacs: hxh zodiacs (geru and cheadle by name)

Spiders: #phantom troupe I think

#hell X hell is for posts that haunt me or I’m obsessed over and #fave X fave for favorites that usually make me laugh , hxh meta for meta , i had a chimera arc tag and also smth like #double / triple pain combo for parallels in caa

other beloved characters like knuckle shoot colt morel pakunoda and some of the princes oito morena prudo theta and the like are just tagged by name :)

stick dinner: stick dinner

#hell x hell #prsnl #hope the read more works LOL

[cxsually-cruel04]

potentially, what is stopping me from writing a chimera ant band au… because it is so tempting…

#hxh #chimera ant #chimera ant arc #i wanna write an au about pitou pouf youpi and meruem in a band #but i already have so many chimera ant aus im working on… #highkey if i do write it im gonna make the chimera ant queen their manager LMAO #im a sucker for band aus in case you cant tell #meruem #shaiapouf #neferpitou #menthuthuyoupi #the ants 🐜 #cries in violin #pitou my beloved

[clown-demon]

((I want to RP Pitou but then that means I gotta get icons.. CRIES.

#Ti speaks #Pitou my beloved

[full---ofstarlight]

hxh 👀👀 reveal your blorbos....

blorbo: Kurapika,,,, my beloved

scrunkly: alluka/nanika ... also blinky

scrimblo bimblo: KITE SO MUCH

glup shitto: BAISE and also Menchi and basically all the women who appeared in like one or two episodes and then never again lmfao

poor little meow meow: kurapika counts as a poor little meow meow uwu

horse plinko: i'd torment pitou with a red laser dot

eeby deeby: fucking pouf

#hxh #tama talks #teehee ty!!

[mono-red-menace]

PITOU MY BELOVED... PITOU... 🥺

[apelcini]

pitou !!!!

How I feel about this character: PITOU MY BELOVED friendship ended with kurapika now pitou is my favorite he/they

All the people I ship romantically with this character: none

My non-romantic OTP for this character: pitou and the rest of the guard i want a beach episode spinoff where the guard builds a sandcastle and has a very dramatic match of volleyball with the protagonists

My unpopular opinion about this character: kite is just some guy and pitou is a girlboss for killing him. also he/they dyke pitou rights

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon: i wish we’d gotten to see more of what pitou thought of meruem’s friendship with komugi and how it affected their interactions with the rest of the palace inhabitants there’s a lot of untapped potential in the rest of the guard’s thoughts of her

#THANK YOU MAX LOVE YOU #answered #ask games #cursebearing #d slur reclaimed