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seriousbrat · 3 months

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imo it's not so hard to accept that SWM takes place after the prank. I mean it is canon so too bad but it makes complete sense to me. there's no evidence the prank was some big life-altering character development moment for any of the characters involved and that they all learnt their various lessons. in fact we see that they don't. in SWM the marauders are clearly still tormenting Sev. In Sev's conversation with Lily post-prank he's still just as obsessed with the marauders and exposing their secrets as ever, if not more. he doesn't consider what lily's saying at all because he's too focused on his hatred towards them.

my hc is that sirius (rather masterfully) used reverse psychology on sev to get him to go down the willow. Sev isn't stupid, he wouldn't have let himself willingly be led into a trap by his worst enemies. I think Sirius probably "let it slip" and then "backtracked" and acted like Snape wouldn't be brave enough to go down there anyway and that he should just forget it. I doubt Sirius directly told him to go down the willow, I think cleverly he told him not to, knowing that Sev would do so anyway (not that this makes a difference ethically bc his intent is still clear, but anyway. this isn't about who is morally better because idgaf honestly lol, I'm just trying to work through their mindsets)

the marauders received no real consequences for the prank, so why would they learn their lesson? Objectively you can't really punish someone for telling someone not to do something if they do it anyway. Not particularly fair, but still. Which brings me to Sev's responsibility in the matter (which yes, does exist imo) we're shown that he was obsessed with finding out what the marauders were up to and particularly obsessed with Remus's secret. Yes, this is understandable given how they treated him, but absolutely not healthy and he still chose to go down there, whether out of pride, greed, curiousity, vindictiveness. He obv was manipulated but there's a reason he was so easily manipulated. As I said previously, his obsession with revenge is what causes him to be blind to lily's feelings.

James rescuing him wasn't some moment of epiphany about how bullying is bad actually. It was just a fundamental part of James's character already. He would never have let him die regardless of how he felt about him.

All of this makes SWM the PEAK moment of hatred between Sev and the Marauders, which explains a lot of their responses. Sirius and James hate Sev more than ever for trying to expose Remus. Sev, justifiably, hates them more than ever for trying to kill him (and he ropes James into this, which is incorrect but understandable in his position)

James "deflating his head" probably wasn't just based on one event in particular. He just grew up and learned what was more important- being a good person, fighting against voldemort. But Sev also had growing up to do of his own during this time. As I talked about in in this post yesterday I think post-swm Sev was beginning to realise that his lack of control over his emotional responses (calling lily a mudblood out of humiliation, for example) was dangerous both to lily and to himself.

Yeah they still hated each other and attacked each other in seventh year. There's too much bad blood there to do anything else. I've talked about the dynamic between Sev and James here and how that might have developed as they grew older. I honestly find it extremely interesting, I could go on about these two for hours rip. My point is that the development of these characters into adults wasn't instant or linear, it was messy and rough. people don't usually change overnight, it happens slowly over time because they have to.

#anyway another day of me writing walls of text about severus snape #i just saw a discussion about it and people were saying it made no sense for the prank to come before swm #but it does tho #also pls i'm not interested in who is a more terrible person. i love all my children equally #(earlier that day: i don't care for remus)#im jk. kind of #severus #meta #long post #sorry! lmao this is just very present in my fic rn so i have a lot of thoughts

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theflyingfeeling · 4 months

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made these for me but you may look~

#told you i'd do it #i will print these out and hang on my wall every month and no one can stop me because i'm an adult and i can do what i want forever!!!!1 #graphic design is my passion. as you can tell #yes these are tacky thanks for noticing that's the point <3 #and yes i couldn't be bothered to erase the text sticker from the original photo. what gave that away? 🤔#one may also wonder if i had anything better to do today. one is right i certainly did but i wanted to do this instead 💅#hello mr. merch guy sir pls hire me

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mistykaru · 2 years

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i wish to go back to posting all my doodles without feeling anxious :>

#aftg #the foxhole court #neil josten #all for the game #my art #vampire neil woohoo #ik 1k isn't a lot in the Grand Scheme of things esp with today's uh environment #but after hitting it both here and insta i get so anxious about everything i draw which tbh #lately hasn't been a lot #and i just wanna post freely again!!!!!#>:V #where is my self indulgency at give it back #tbf tho i wasn't feeling aftg for a bit but i went through my entire tag for it on my main blog #and now i'm kinda feelin it again >:)#she back on her bs of saying too much in the tags auto taggers pls dont use it i beg u #i cannot look at this wall of text in my notes #i was about to post this and then i realized i forgot his scars again lmao #but i added them this time #its 3:30am nothing has changed

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nulltune · 4 months

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❛ ah, well ... would you look at that. ❜ he'd like to pretend this wasn't in his agenda the moment in which he invited to help walk her home, but even nicola cannot hide the knowing smile in which spreads across his features the moment in which his gaze lands upon the plant that has rested upon his mind all evening. the mistletoe stands particularly striking against the warmth of the café behind it, various patrons and workers rather distracted with their own lives to take note of the falzone's second in command cheerfully guiding the woman by his side with the firm grip of his hand to where it lay exposed for all to see. ❛ you know, i was starting to believe there was some sort of shortage. after dante had insisted we didn't buy any and the streets had looked rather sparse of their stock, it was beginning to appear rather dire for the future of any mistletoe related mishaps for the rest of my life ... ❜

it's a fraction of silence before the blonde inches a little closer, a glance spared towards the still busy crowd until it's drawn back towards the surprise of her gaze in turn. it's a unique one, truly, to be spared privy on it and even that in itself causes him to pause for another second, far too amused to simply stop and stare at her expression without a push into worrying too much. truthfully, a part of him would wish for everyone else to not have an opportunity to see it, but he knows better than to wish that, truly more amused at the idea of showing them who caused it in the first place. a juxtaposition to the gentleness in which he wraps an arm around her waist. ❛ so it's pretty fair if i request to indulge in such a thing for a moment, am i right? ❜

when only met with silence, the young second in command leans down to press a kiss to his companions lips, fingers curling ever so gently against her brown locks with an understanding ease, it's clear hes smiling, a little giddy with her lips pressed to his own and it sticks even once he pulls away, a truly pleased expression for a man who might be tempted to push for it again, enamoured with the sensation despite it still being new for them both all the same. / nicollaa <333

unprompted, always accepting ! @dangaer ♡

to celebrate the holidays like this was a first for kishinami hakuno. hardly anything noteworthy to recall from the previous years / those bleak and empty years all blurring together, there was no reason to celebrate the festivities when there was no one to celebrate it with. such a solitary existence, not knowing of any familial ties nor having any meaningful bonds with anyone, she was bound to be alone.

this year was different, however, because he is here.

to make the acquaintance of the underboss of the faizone would be a fearsome thought to most, and hakuno couldn't say that she was without her own concerns — hard to comprehend nicola francesca, the charismatic man with the perfect / crafted smile, but the time they've spent together was always enjoyable. today, too. walking together, sightseeing together, eating together. such mundane things became something so precious, and the hours slipped away before she knew it. a view of the moon overhead tugs the corners of her lips downwards ever - so - slightly, its presence a reminder that it's getting late, and that they'd be going their separate ways soon.

so the offer to walk her home was a pleasant surprise, though not one she could accept so easily. ❛ you don't have to. ❜ courteous, yet perhaps a bit too blunt in its wording. aware that the routes to their respective destinations diverged at this point, it would be a hassle to have him go out of his way like that, and for what ? though she couldn't deny a ... curious feeling at the offer, even moreso when her response was met with insistance on ensuring her safe travel back. hakuno still didn't think such a thing was necessary, but if it could give him some peace of mind then ... she supposed there was no reason to refuse. ❛ then, sorry for the trouble. ❜ she ought to be more apologetic when saying this, she realized that in the back of her mind, but truthfully, she hadn't been exactly keen on turning him down in the first place.

it was selfish of her, she realized, but she wanted cherish this— his kindness, and the opportunity to be with him for just a little while longer.

leaving behind the chatter from the café, click of her heels come to a halt in line with his own footsteps, followed with a slow blink when realizing that they'd themselves under a certain plant. having no particular feelings on tradition herself, she was more curious to see how nicola would react, though his response ended up taking her aback. ( it doesn't show on her face, however, and hakuno recovers rather swiftly ) ❛ saying it like that makes it sound like you were hoping for something to happen ... ❜ an observation, mostly, but there's the barest teasing lilt to silvery voice as she muses this. peering at him from the corner of caramel eyes, they widen slightly at the knowing look on his face.

what a surprise. the words had been a jest, and she hadn't expected for it to carry any hint of truth in it. did he really want to ... ? the blatant inquiry made it abundantly clear, but such a thing was still hard to believe. ❛ e - eh .. ? ❜ the sound comes out as a small squeak, barely audible, but leaving lips parted in a small gape afterwards. when his gaze turned to the distant crowd to ensure privacy for the two, she found her eyes unable to leave him, cheeks warm despite the chilly breeze that swept past them. stunned at the thumping in her chest as her vision remained on him, a hand would place itself over the area, as if to verify the actions of that organ. her heart really was racing, and— ah, irony. she knew just what it was a mistletoe implied, but wouldn't dare to ask, never one to indulge in her own wants or needs. if he were to ask, however, then it'd be acceptable — because hakuno is a giver, dutifully fulfilling that which was asked of her.

though a request of a kiss is ... much too personal. as generous as kishinami hakuno is, such requests were ones she'd typically reject, for she is quite the romantic deep down, holding the belief that such intimate acts should be reserved for someone special.

—so maybe that's why ... the thoughts trail off at the feel of his hand on her waist, and she is still without the proper words to say, but actions would speak volumes where speech failed. dark lashes fluttering close, head cranes upwards to accept the kiss. there's a gleeful skip of her heart when their lips met at last, a soft hum sounding from the back of her throat. every touch, every feeling brought on from this moment is unfamiliar, but it is far from unpleasant. the smile on his lips is felt — cute — and while her inexpressive self can't so easily mimic it, the sentiment behind it is reciprocated with a subtle shift to deepen the kiss.

there's another sound as he pulls away, a small whine. head canting with a sigh, brown locks spill over small shoulders, stray strands obscuring full view of flushed cheeks. rosy lips remain slightly pursed, pouting a little, a faint disappointment over wanting it to last longer. a feeling that melts away easily at the sight of his pleased face.

... he's much prettier up close, she notes idly. having someone, having him, in such close proximity was yet another new experience for the maiden who was usually so distant, viewed as a flower blooming on a high peak / someone so out of reach. it surprises even herself when she finds her arms wrapped around his form, an action to keep the two of them remaining close like this.

dainty hand tentatively reaches out to carress the side of his face with a delicate touch, half - lidded eyes peer up at him, mirth in that gentle gaze. a moment's indulgence, is what this may have been, but it had felt much more intimate than that. they'd come this far ... why stop now ? that smile still hasn't left his face ... a smile that seemed more genuine than usual, or was she still in a daze from that kiss ? ( what a nice sight it is, though. ) despite giving ample time to, he doesn't pull nor push her away when her hold tightens. could she take that as a good sign .. ?

a beat, and voice comes out as a whisper between what little space lay between them. ❛ another, please. ❜

#dangaer #&&. message #q.#sCREAAAMS FOR A MILLION YEARSSS BC /AAAAAAAA/ J.UPITER THIS IS SO FRIKKIN CUTE?????#AM GASPING CHOKING SCREECHING INTO MY PILLOW KICKING MY LEGS AS I READ N REPLY 2 DIS AMG-#TYSM 4 DA ASK..!! 😳🥺🥺🫶💖💗💓💕❤️#i am still clutching my chest over this N.ICOLA AND H.AKUNO CAFÉ DATE HELLO??? 😳😳✨️✨️ it's so perfect 4 her sweet tooth....#pls let them enjoy all sorts of sweets n treats n drinks 🥹💕 ITS WHAT THEY DESERVE.!! 😤❤️#alsooo i took some creative liberties here; i hope u don't mind 😳✨️#HIM WALKING HER HOME IS JST SO FRIKKIN CUTE OKOK 😭💞💓 h.akuno's a binch tho she doesn't care abt herself (f) BUT YES #PLS LOOK OUT FOR HER N.ICOLA... 🥺🥹🙏#also also the 😐 to 😳 h.akuno pipeline is real and indeed vv rare bUT ALSO SHES SO TERRIBLE WITH HER FEELINGS SO . IM SORRY FOR HER AGFKKDH #AND ALSO SORRY FOR THE WALL OF TEXT SGCKSHFMSLF I HAVE;;; A LOT OF THOUGHTS (i wuv them..... a whole lot... 🥺😭😭✌️✌️💖💖)

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auspicious-poppy · 7 months

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still thinking about that one tumblr post that went something like "I didn't know why people fought wars over the bible until I discovered fandoms"

#small wall of text in tags incoming do not reblog plz #so in my secret sideblog's fandom there's this ship I'm a die-hard for #but the community is... quite something else to put it mildly lmao #like there's this one group who make funny text posts #and there's another discord server I'm in who discuss about fanon sometimes #and I'm not part of Twitter but my friend informed me that the shippers are defensive about their headcanons too #ANYWAY my gripe is that all of these groups present their interpretation as the One Correct Way and everyone else is wrong #and my INTP 594 conflict avoidant ass is just sitting here like 👁👁 EVERYONE CHILL PLS!! THIS IS *FANDOM* OK #like I have strong opinions about my otp but I accept that what I have is just a subjective interpretation at the end of the day #anyway thinking about this because an anon asked my sideblog for tips for characterising my otp and I been chewing on it #but I think I got the most level headed response now that I ranted here in these tags #Ty tumblr void <3

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perelka-l · 1 month

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Honestly probably just a resurgence. Ik quite a few people irl who bought back in as a nostalgia thing. On the topic of pens though, what type of pens do you collect? Do you only collect a specific type or is it more broad?

I guess collab and such keep Casio afloat, but then, I saw Swatch doing a Dragon Ball Z collab a while ago so hey. Plus watch fans are plenty out there, and from what I can see people sometimes get watches as a way to pushback?? against smart watches? (idk I wear both smart band and a watch so.) and follow the recent "dumbing down" trend (I don't know how else I can call it). So watches still float along ;w;)b

Oh man, what pen I do not collect!! I have a shitton of pens of various types but I am really into fountain pens and inks!! I have over 100 inks in my collection, I had to stop getting new ones because I ran out of space haha (and place I rented out introduced mould which..... had to trash a few bottles and I still keep watch even over two years later orz) but I try to at least pay attention to trends >w<)b Almost every year I try to use my inks during the inkdarktober (this year being a bit of an exception) so I can also invite you to search that up on my blog 'w')b

I wanted to get into Japanese fountain pens collecting but a few years ago I was effectively priced out of that bit, so for now I mostly just buy whatever strikes my fancy when I have funds or when something is on sale? I mostly get Lamy Safaris and Alstars these days, they are colorful and I really like how they feel in hand, I want to hunt down some cheaper Pelikans (M200 maybe), alas I cannot afford anymore my fav Sailors ;w;)a I posted my collection a while ago, it didn't grow much since then! Alas I am not involved much in general "community" since it's pretty much shitton of consumerism and man, not much point to do anything but look... Which kinda sucks really sigh.

(I also have an absolute ton of drawing pens, but those are not pens that I collect in any way lol I just use them.... Just artist pain sniff... I don't know how am I gonna store all those in a new place lol)

#answers #anon #anonymous #oops that's a wall of text anyway pls talk to me about fountain pens or inks #I am a SUCKER for those like hhhh I've been into that since 2019 and yep still going stronggggg #plus they are so comfy to doodle with....#and so many colors.... I kinda miss inkwashing lol

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lazarish · 7 months

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Cinder: Must have been fun watching us all run around like idiots.

Summer: Don’t do that. Don’t be petty. It was important. You were all getting close to figuring that out. The letters, the rumours, the theatrics- that was the point. In order to pull this off people had to believe I could. That I would. Crystal had to become impossible, inevitable-

Cinder: And the people you hurt?

Summer: No one got hurt. I pulled Sapphire and Clarion’s medical history- the sleeping pills were harmless. And if you’re going to try and argue that anyone was hurt by losing trinkets they didn’t care about-

#TS4 #TS4 Storytelling #Berry Sweet Sims #Sims Story #Laby #Laby gen4 #pls let me have my giant text walls okay

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backgroundcharacterno15 · 13 days

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I don't usually post my traditional art but I started doodling my oc Lyra on a flashcard mid study sesh and realised I haven't really mentioned anything about her on here.

Lyra is a ghoul journalist working post dragon to report on the fallout she sees happening around her with her adoptee brother Tobias (working name I'm still figuring things out). She grew up as the adopted daughter of a maid in a boarding school, trying to achieve the highest grades to affirm her place and avoid being found out. Now faced with the complete uproar of humans, ghouls, and anyone else in between, she desperately searches for the truth between the ruins.

Ngl this was just meant to be me goofing around but I've always thought a journalist ghoul going into dangerous places to report on things that would get their human counterparts killed was sick. I grew attached to this little idiot so fast but I'm yet to come up for a last name for her or any true semblance of plot for that matter so if you have any suggestions I'd really love to know. Maybe I'll share more about Lyra and her brother in the future but for now I'll stick to doodling her at ridiculously inappropriate time ^_^

#fern draws #tokyo ghoul oc #she's sm fun to draw #i thought the layered and distorted text would make it look good but it just looks dumb lmao #someone pls put my head through a wall i need to study

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n7viper · 1 year

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While I'm going through my metal revival, do you have any band recs? Favourite songs of the moment? 😌😌😌

oH man... you know not what you ask. I rewrote this so many times trying to make something coherent 😩 I'm just alskdfjdlgkf at all times. I don't know if you want a handy list or if you want me to infodump about music, so I'll try to be Normal about this and just do a list for now. I tend to listen almost exclusively to metalcore/hardcore adjacent music, so that's the tl;dr of this whole post. I like screamies and breakdowns that make me want to throw hands/drive my car through a brick wall.

First off: I love last.fm. You can see my all-time (aka 2020-2022...) listening habits here if stats are your thing. It's not as Snapchat-like as Spotify's Wrapped, but I can also get a mini "Wrapped" report every week so I think it's pretty cool.

If you've seen me mention music, you probably know I'm bonkers about Motionless in White, so I'll throw them out there as their own little paragraph. Goth/horror isn't my thing at all, but something about their music just does something to my brain that makes me end up in the top 0.005% of their listeners on Spotify last year 🙃 It was really hard to narrow it down to two songs, but I'll suggest Devil's Night (synths! yeah boi) and Scoring the End of the World (feat. Mick Gordon!).

Bad Omens - Dethrone / Blood

ERRA - Sol Absentia / Eye of God

Beartooth - Below / Beaten in Lips / honourable mention to The Last Riff (instrumental!)

Stray From the Path - Goodnight Alt-Right / Chest Candy

I Prevail - There's Fear In Letting Go / FWYTYK

Fit for a King - End (The Other Side) / Reaching Out

Trivium - The Phalanx / Strife

Stick To Your Guns - Hush / No Way to Live

Norma Jean - 1994 / Penny Margs

Electric Callboy - We Got the Moves / Spaceman (feat. FiNCH)

Bleed From Within - I Am Damnation / Into Nothing

Make Them Suffer - Doomswitch / Contraband (feat. Courtney LaPlante)

Alpha Wolf - Akudama

Bury Tomorrow - Abandon Us

Every Time I Die - It Remembers / Planet Shit

Thornhill - The Hellfire Club / Nurture

Underoath - No Frame / I'm Pretty Sure I'm Out of Luck and Have No Friends

I also made this into a playlist on Spotify if you listen there! I also have a longer suggestions playlist here on Spotify if you're interested. It has a lot of the same stuff and more, if the first one tickles your fancy.

Friday was Bandcamp Friday over on, well, Bandcamp. This just means that Bandcamp waives their fees for artists for the day, so artists receive basically full sales. I don't listen on there as much as I should, but you can find me and my collection here. Here's some fun stuff I've found or been sent:

Transgressive - Seize the Means of Reproduction // trans thrash

INTERRA - In Your Hands // melodic death metal

orphantwin - Future Classic // melodic ??? metalcore? idk man. side project for two of the guys from Norma Jean

G.L.O.S.S. - DEMO // punk

Sharptooth - imperfect animal // hardcore

Employed to Serve - Conquering // metalcore

PUPIL SLICER - Mirrors // grindcore

Vein.fm - This World Is Going to Ruin You // mathcore

SION - self titled // metalcore, ex-Killswitch Engage vocalist

Khemmis - Deceiver // doom metal

#long post #oops!#I didn't add a lot of description for stuff but the post was soooo long and I didn't want to make it a wall of text #I can elaborate on some of this stuff in the comments if you want!#viper pls #music

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