#plus so much more freedom

[lillifaba]

If I could have one wish it would be that AO3 would have as many pages of fiyeraba fics as there are on FF.net (but with more smut) 

#yeah I'm going to need some extra time to complete that masterpost of recommended fics #I'm not kidding when I say that I'm STILL BROWSING THROUGH THE CATALOG #I love it don't get me wrnong but it would be awesome to see these fics moved to AO3 where there's more freedom and keep up with the times #us zoomers need our fix ;) #plus so much more freedom #wicked #wicked the musical #wicked musical #elphaba #elphaba thropp #fiyero #fiyero tiggular #fiyero tigelaar #fiyeraba #wicked fanfiction #broadway fanfiction #Broadway

[nthflower]

Cuno should join Hardie boys in the future not RCM btw my unpopular hot take opinion thingie.

#disco Elysium #geym #harry and cuno art is cutee #but there is nothing happy in joining rcm i cant see anything but depression in cunos future if he becomes a detective #soo he should join Hardie boys they have their own problems but its actually very much better #like whole game it is already so fucked up playing as harry and seeing how being a cop is so miserable #and even with kim the good cop who trust the system so badly is miserable because he is a cop #and now you want me to believe cuno would be happy if he joins the rcm #plus Cunoesse i dont want her to be alone and her bestie being a pig #i really dont like rcm every time i interact with them with radio or in whirling its dreadful #martinese can be not so healthy environment but compared to rcm its just more hopeful and less dreadful actually #there is still small things in life that makes you happy there some freedom and hope #anyways tldr nooo cuno don't be a pig and hardie boys >>> rcm #now sleepy time for me

[kaladinkholins]

i tried watching the netflix a:tla live action and got so frustrated that i could only make it through 1 episode before i decided "fuck this" and started rewatching the cartoon from the first episode

anyway that led to me writing this in my notes app while half-asleep in bed last night

#i know everyone says taigen is zuko because “HONOUR!!!!” but personality-wise taigen is way more like sokka #loud. fragile ego. hard worker. insistent on coming up with a rational plan despite getting involved in shenanigans anyway. #in contrast mizu is much more like zuko. pouty. angry and emo. single-minded and OBSESSED (with vengeance rather than capturing the avatar) #plus zuko and sokka are very much alike in the same way mizu and taigen are alike #but obviously theyre not 1-to-1 parallels. mizu is less privileged than taigen. which is the opposite for zuko (prince) and sokka (peasant) #but STILL #and ringo is aang that much is very obvious #akemi as ty lee because manipulative and using her looks and femininity and playing up her naivety to get what she wants #also akemi and ty lee both want freedom and independence despite being born into prim&proper high class society #but unlike ty lee akemi is forced into marriage anyway. so it's kinda like ty lee being forcibly put into azula's position of power #but unlike azula who uses intimidation akemi still sticks to her guns (that being her feminine wiles) #fandom.rtf #shut up haydar

[4belphie]

feeling frustrated bc i love the house of mouse au but i kinda hate how shippy it is 😭

#like #idk i feel like summing it up with shipping #is kinda boring #when the ways the adults of hom interact with the children of nrc is so much more interesting #like idk #i rhink tge complicated relationship between jasmine + aladdin and jamil would be so interesting #i’ve seen ppl say that tgey would hate jamil #but like ??? jamil’s arguably more similar to both of them than kalim is #like i love kalim but he is fundamentally a rich kid #he would be somewhat out of touch with a lot of things bc he hasn’t rly had to struggle for things in life #jamil’s desire for freedom and despair at being stuck in the position he was born in #would make him more sympathetic to them i think #plus beyond them #several kids at nrc don’t have reliable adults in their lives #the idea of the adults of hom taking them under their wings is heartwarming to me #house of mouse au #twst #twisted wonderland #twst house of mouse #this is not against anybody btw #everyone has different interests snd that is okay #i just rly love found family and platonic relationships

[hellebore-petall]

I love my job, but I wish I didn't want to work and could create all day. There are so many creative long term projects I want to take on, but don't have enough time in the day to regularly keep up with even a fraction of them.

Capitalism sucks for many reasons, but this is one of them.

#some creative projects i would love to start if i had the time: #several dnd campaigns i want to write/run #nuzlocking all the pokemon games and drawing comics of them #doing a comic series of the day to day life in the afterlife of all my ttrpg characters #writing out a story for a sims legacy challenge #and i am sure there is much much more that would spawn if i had the freedom to do it #plus i would do so much more fanart for so many things #oh another creative project idea i just got is to make illustrated comic adaptations of my written flight Rising lore stories #i would also love to get into animation #alas none of these creative endeavors are things i could get paid for because they are classified as fanworks #so i must work #petall ponderings

[trans-xianxian]

I have my drivers test in may and hopefully I will actually pass it this time lmao but I want to get a car before summer when I'll have to be at work at 8am every day 5 days a week for 3 months. and I yam sooo excited to purchase a multitude of silly bumper stickers. what is a car if not a very large water bottle for you to decorate

#I hate car culture in america death to cars etc etc but I am actually very excited to buy my first car #w how shit public transit is it just allows so much personal freedom I've never had #and as my body hurts more and more and traveling becomes more and more exhausting #I'm excited for errends to not like. completely take it out of me 😭 #plus the work commute being more than cut in Half #and being able to drive my friends around and go on trips hehe :^) #ghost posts #text

[cake-is-awake]

GUYS!!!!!!!!!

#i'm so excited #my cousin just landed #in ny #it's his first time in america 🦅🦅🦅💥💥💥🍔🍔🍔‼️‼️‼️ as a good citizen i will be giving him some freedom for free (plus tax) ofc #my mom had to go receive him bc we don't live close to ny but omg #he's so much more fun than my mom #and i'm so excited to see him #sorry for the rant #i'll just tag this as #cake is annoying #ok

[obitv]

wow im so glad im normal and sane and not completely off my rocker (TOTALLY NOT THINKING LF GENHSIN/RIPTIDE AU)

#theyre the only ones with an elemental theme i cant do this with pd #well actually i could. vyncent electro william.. hm. hydro is determination right? and dakota pyro orrrr. i could look into dendro #i dont knoe its themes.. i also cant remember what the geo theme is. anemo would be cool to give him a set like heizou but i dont think hes #as much for freedom as he is passionate about helping people. which is more pyro imo #vyncent coulddd maybe get cryo. so could william but i think giving will hydro is more fun since its not the ohh look at him hes such a #mysterious loner figure so he gets cryo. like childe is hydro. his dedication to solving mysteries would make him hydro to me #though of course it has been a WHILE since i looked into elemental themes and i know hydro is the most wishywashy one #plus i dont knoe anythinggg about dendro. i could give it to william too maybe since i know its to do with investigation..? or wisdom #like how i said i wouldnt do pd then went on a whole fucking ramble anyway gillion hydro duhhh no question. i dont actually know either of #the others full backstories though . gillion greatsword jay archer chip sword btw. OR maybe polearm since the ingame polearm style can suit #him a lot better than the sword style i think. i havemt played in a fee months and i exclusively main xiao so i dont know swords

[daggerpinknife]

ugh i hate that i dislike this one language group bc thats so petty but i just feel so discomforted at succeeding consonants

#jessss jes beybi it is russian #i cannnoooot do it #well no i definitely can #But i just caaannntttt its so not my interest #But is sooo on my ~i wanna kno what everyone says~ list bc it covers such a broad region #Sigh i can dabble when i want #and delve in when i choose #im still on arabic its taking forever but i am sure that as i take the time to learn maltese and to actually READ arabic thennn we’ll start #COOOOKING #same goes for hindu & tamil & chinese #i be slacking #But its also bc im so much more focused for no reason than i guess i love and romanticize these places and their languages #like my ancestral galician & ancestor cousin amazight & ancestor cousin lokono #which for some reason also makes me want to learn gailge (?hope i said that right) #and of course the helpol instigating a desire to speak greek and live in cyprus or kythera anddd sicilian + erice #plus these interests in ryukyuu languages polynesian languages and filipino languages #i’d learn more if i traveled so i should #Pivot #sigh i just hate feeling powerless i need to gift myself power and freedom #i have it already i need only to #decloud the fear #and let in the rays #to feel the wind

[tea-of-destiny]

i think the ideal food is something i can make a big pot of and then eat out of whatever size bowl i want

#teaposts #which actually has more to do with me realizing why i have a bit of an aversion to making 'hunk of meat' type meals #if i'm staring down e.g. a chicken breast there's a silent expectation that i should be hungry enough to finish all of it #plus whatever side dishes i've prepared bc i like to have well balanced meals #and sometimes i'm just not that hungry. or sometimes i'm not consistently hungry enough to do that 4-6 times in a row #so even if i think it tastes good there's a stronger chance more food will go to waste #(like the other week when i had that lemon pepper chicken. i felt bad bc it was so good but i wasted like half of what i prepared) #whereas if i have e.g. a soup or stir fry i can decide exactly how much i want and that makes it easier to go back to during the week #also i don't really need elaborate side dishes bc those things usually have veggies proteins grains etc. all in the same bowl #so it occurred to me that it might help if i either start with cutting meats in bite-size pieces or chop them up after cooking #and give myself more freedom for the 'whatever bowl i want' criterion

[baldurs-gate-official]

I read your last few personal posts and I just wanted to say I am SO happy you're in a better situation 💜 I hope you take care and that the next few months are kind to you

Thank you :') 💙 It's all very exciting. I have a home now and a bed, and I have my cat back. And I can just... Go grab food whenever I want??? And it's safe?? It's wild. Adjusting is weird. I feel a bit like a feral animal learning how to not be feral.

But I think I'm going to be really happy here.

Thank you for messaging me 💙It made me really happy

#asks #anon #i also have my art tablet back so thats hype #it still doesnt feel real tbh #ive dreamed of this my whole life #i need to learn how to do a lot of things that most people consider normal so thats an interesting/kinda funny thing going on #and being able to go outside whenever i want!! i love the outdoors #i was mostly stuck in one room for over a decade so even just having more than one room to be in is so freeing #and i dont need to be sneaky to get around #it blows my mind that most people have this much freedom and that this is normal #and food!!! i dont need to ration anymore #im so happy #OH and cooking! Im used to grabbing what i can and eating it cold/raw. eating warm food makes me so happy i could cry #plus im actually pretty good at cooking #oh and spices! i love using spices so much. the food i grew up with was....very gross. no seasoning ever. barely even salt #and there was always a good chance itd make me sick because my parents thought i was lying about allergies #they believed one (1) of them because they tricked me into eating it to be like “ha! gotcha!” but then i almost needed the hospital so #they sure believed me after that #im rambling too much whoops im just really excited and having a place to talk about it is nice

[zoekrystall]

Screaming. Once I have to pay for twt it's over and since people on there move to bluesky was I just persistent and reloaded over and over in hopes to snatch a unused code and got lucky after what 2h or so. Which is way less than I feared but still. Like even a 1 min old code was already used I got lucky w seeing one within a 6 sec window.

Will def change literally everything later but for now it's looking I follow everyone over there on at least one other social I got before I have to pay muskrat even one cent (and since allegedly lists are on there and I need to know who I already checked better now than later). Well after I woke up since you also see in the screenshot it's midnight here.

Idk how long it'll take for me to get invites but I will def share once I got em. Prob prioritizing people I know first plus mutuals after that idc just not to bigots.

But also mm yeah gotta have to agree w some that website looks a bit ugly but eh I'll get used to it. Plus it'll prob get better w time.

#a wild lux appears #Might also ask in the server I'm in I think most are primarily tumblr users but maybe some want it #Will prob first announce once I got everyone I can think of out of the way since I will message those directly #Also man I do think abt finally making my own website w neocities like it cannot be that I say I want to learn programming and then not do #smth that is immensely beneficial and helps me with that. Plus I love designing that's a huge reason I got more than one or two crd it's fun #And w one I have so much freedom and almost no boundaries #Someday if I have the energy attention span etc etc. Esp w how I learn from more veteran people w how you cannot rely on social media to #Keep everything up and not someday close and delete everything #Any internet history that is lost is so devastating

[shwarmii]

i never realized Viktor was missing from Disenchanted Fashions before (or at least tumblr isnt showing him) and i am having so much fun with that bit of freedom towards his wardrobe jfc

#idk what style im drawing him in is technically called #mall goth?? cyber goth??? techwear goth????? it is a lot of belts plus a harness. bro loved Kingdom Hearts #i had several irl friends who were Alternative Gays before they realized they were eggs. something about the gender nonconformity #my favorite part of these aesthetics is the reuse and mending and so i am having fun giving Vik and Amri #patches and having them repurpose certain parts of their wardrobe again and again like Viktor As A Teen has #a belt chain with a star that later becomes a piece of horn jewlery. the pins on his beanie move to his backpack etc #bro always wears the same earrings #its my hc his parents didnt like the aesthetic (hence why his teen picture is so limited in its goth aspects) UNTIL they found #out about the anti-trend aspects and the mending and whatnot like. guarantee he will wear these jeans for 10 yrs and then when they #finally tear-- he's going to use them to help repair another pair of jeans from 10 yrs ago. parents (esp of four kids) LOVE that part #very likely none of this is canon buT FUCK IF IM NOT HAVING FUN #the only thing i know about Vik's canon wardrobe is that leaf shirt so ill add that in for his 30+ yr old picture #i just love the idea of Vik The Goth so much let him be OBNOXIOISLY alternative cmon look at the company he keeps #someone feel free to send me ideas for Luci too bc i have a hc that their wardrobe is based almost entirely off of how their mom would #dress then as part of their parents exercising control over Luci and ''protecting the family name'' so like #i think since Luci is so new to having more freedom from their parents rn that Luci hasnt changed styles and the idea is probably #anxiety-inducing even bc of habitual fear of parental backlash. but like. also i want 30s!Luci to be living their best life #(EDIT: OMG I FORGOT I MADE GIGI'S BIO-MOM A MORTICIA ADAMS STYLE GOTH. OMG THAT MAKES HER BFF BEING #GOTH SO MUCH SWEETER WTF??? AND HER MOM WAS 1/3 DRACA TOO. GIGI DOESNT EVEN REMEMBER HER MOM. OMGGG I DIDNT REALIZE #I DID THAT... THEIR TWO GOTH STYLES ARE SO FUCKING DIFFERENT BUT AHH GISELLE'S MOM WAS A GOTH 1/3 DRACA AND HER BFF/MAYBE BF IS A GOTH 1/2 #DRACA WTFFFFF MY BRAIN YALL MY FUCKING BRAIN AND THESE CONNECTIONS AHHH)

[modernmutiny]

Someone please convince me not to buy a violin actually

#teddy talks #im moving and the new house has an extra room with great acoustics #ive already got my piano and phonograph in there and ive always Always wanted to learn to fiddle but thats a lot of work and also expensive #but then again this is the first time im living in a full house without neighbours in the same building since i was 16 #so i have more freedom to be louder than i can be now #plus. i could learn to fiddle #and maybe steal my fender back from my dad...... #this is gonna end up being a library/music room for sure #but also. ive been spending so much on moving i really shouldnt get a violin #i can afford it for sure. but i still shouldnt.

[bleedichor]

lucifer morningstar x fem! reader

you help comfort him after his meet up with his lovely daughter ꓹ⠀ charlie. [ no warnings. fluff. silly nicks. ]

The moment he took a step back in his castle, he felt the overwhelming feeling of panic. His chest was heavy, he was filled with dread, and somewhat bitter joy. It had been over centuries since he’s spoken to his own kin, his daughter whom he adored. His steps sounded heavy, almost like he was trying to carry his own weight. which alerted y/n of his arrival. She left her study and saw him in the hall, gripping his staff and tears threatening to fall.

“Honey pie, what’s wrong?” she walked cautiously, studying his body language and the clear evidence of tears. “Charlie..” he hiccups and began to cry. “Oh.. honey..,” she strolled over to him and lifted his face in her hands. “Charlie wants to get into contact with heaven. I still have my doubts but..” he spoke carefully as she gently wiped his tears with her thumbs. He relaxed in her touch, letting himself breathe.

“But you know you owe her this? Charlie is a bright girl, much like her father” she chuckled and smiled up to him. he smiled a bit then nodded. “I do owe her at least this, I wish you could have seen her.. she was magnificent. Her dreams are beautiful and she cares deeply for all of her people. She’s a wonderful woman now. I’m so proud of her.” He leaned his forehead against her own as they both shared a smile as tears silently fell from his cheek.

“I wish I was there for her, but I was so stuck in my own failures that I didn’t even realize how much I missed out on. I tried so hard to show everyone that freedom is a beautiful thing and yet—” y/n gently placed a kiss on his forehead to stop himself from spiraling into despair.

“Don’t say that about yourself. Stop it. You tried all you could do for your people and even then you tried that’s something you should be proud of. You never gave up.. and even if you did, you still dreamed about it day ‘n night. You’re amazing honey pie.. truly. You should give the helping hand that no one gave to you to Charlie.. you’re the only demon who could help her and plus she only has one father.” She winked and smiled.

He gently gave her a kiss on the lips and stood up straight, almost like a routine. She dusted his shoulders and coat then straightened his collar. “I’m so grateful to have a daughter like Charlie..” she held his hands, feeling the cold feeling of his ring.

She didn’t acknowledge it facially but she knew he loved his ex-wife and daughter with all his heart. It’s something that a new woman couldn’t change, it’s something she had to understand but she knew she loved the man he is. He’s a loving man and she knew he was going to commit to that promise to his daughter. “And.. I know I don’t say it much but I love you so much y/n, my beautiful beautiful apple” he kissed her once more, their hands enveloping each other.

Once they pulled apart she let out a soft giggle and fixed his hat “now go do as you promised and make your daughter proud.”

#hazbin hotel #lucifer morningstar #hazbin hotel charlie #charlie morningstar #hazbin hotel lucifer #hazbin hotel lucifer x reader #hazbin hotel lucifer morningstar x reader #lucifer x reader #lucifer morningstar x reader #hazbin hotel fic

[lazychrysalis]

The worst feeling ever is the feeling when you just want the week to finish but then your homeworks and projects are due next week so you don't want the week to finish yet, so you don't know what you want to happen more and you end up thinking about what's the better option. Of course, even if you got to pick which is the better option, you still wasted your own time by thinking about it instead of actually doing your work.

#but even tho this is the case #i still absolutely love learning for some goddamn reason #no i hate math and solving equations #i mean like stuff thats actually interesting #in my opinion #not that i need the info to be drilled into my brain #its just that when i learn something new #i feel much more better for myself #idk why tho #plus i think its not the subject that sucks #i think its how schools somehow connect stupidly hard project ideas to a lesson so simple #its annoying #i can accept the project if its related #but HOW THE HELL DOES CIRCLES GO TO FUCKIN THEATER MODELS #AND WHY THE HELL DO I NEED TO MAKE A SONG ABOUT THE EM SPECTRUM FOR FUCKS SAKE #I still love the tags tho #<333 #i have so much power and freedom #that its so overwhelming #and im having too much fun with it