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#pssst half life followers this is why i draw blush the way i do now
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MY WII MEW/RHYTH REDESIGN WOO!!!
same w/ yoyo i mostly combined parts of her 2 designs..like the 2 hair colors the stripes and spikes on her skates…..& the eyeshadow is pink now. i really like the leg warmers too very good shape
i didnt have many older designs i j edited this one sketch of her But. more
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(the last one is normal mew i thnk its very cute (and also probably wii style practice?? i forgot))
ALSO she and yoyo are matching bracelets. Muahahahaaa
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Lmao hi... Just saw your prompt list and I was wondering if you could write an imagine with Draco Malfoy with prompts 7,13,14,20,23,41&63. Ik they're a lot and they're pretty angsty so if you don't wanna I'll understand lol. x
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A/N: Hi guys! Long-time no write. I’ve been on a Harry Potter binge lately so I dug through my requests to try and find this so I’d have something Harry Potter related to write. I hope you guys enjoy and make sure to request if you want! (pssst, if you want to request something, I’m more likely to write if it’s HP related.) Also, your House is not specified, so basically whatever House you belong to. 
Word count: 2,603
Warnings: Angstttttttt, like four swear words
Prompts: #7: “Choose me or lose me. I’m not a backup plan and I’m definitely not a second choice.”
#13: “No matter how good your heart is, eventually you have to start treating people the way they treat you.”
#14: “I am sorry I have trust issues, but when you give someone everything and they throw it away, something inside of you breaks.” 
#20: “You changed.” 
#23: “You know what sucks? Being the one who always cares more.”
#41: “I will not let you undermine my worth.”
#63: “I wish you were dead.”  
What Once Was
Your POV
All summer you had agonized over coming back to Hogwarts. With the recent return of You-Know-Who, your parents had practically refused to let you go back, saying you were unsafe in the place you loved so much. You had begged and pleaded with your parents, wanting nothing more than to pursue your education and rejoin your friends and boyfriend, Draco Malfoy. Eventually, they wore down and relented but by the time they agreed to let you return in the fall, you were unsure if the return was the right choice. You took solace in the fact that your friends were facing the same argument with their parents, but your boyfriend had been pulling further and further away from you, as letters became fewer and farther in between. When he did write, the contents of letters became small, and the wording took a rather abrupt turn from the affectionate tone his writing usually had to a cold, distant tone. You figured he was having a particularly hard summer, what with his father going to Azkaban and the very public trial that had preceded it. You had offered your support, but he refused to talk about his feelings with you or really anything that was occurring in his life. You held out hope that once you returned to the school to start your sixth year, things would return to normal and Draco would share all the things he had been withholding from you. As you waved goodbye to your parents on Platform 9 ¾, your hopeful eyes searched for the pale boy with the platinum blonde hair. Unable to spot him, you trudged onto the train and headed towards the compartment the Slytherin Prince and his buddies usually occupied. By sheer luck, there he sat, staring out at the quickly moving scenery as Pansy, Blaise, Crabbe, and Goyle, all sat around and chatted, presumably about their summer vacations. You cleared your throat to make your presence known. All heads turned to you, but the only one who truly mattered took a few moments to draw his view away from the window. He briefly glanced at you and turned back to the window. Blaise gave you a sympathetic smile and offered you a hug. You accepted, and as you were hugging Blaise he whispered into your ear, “Don’t take it to heart, he’s been in a foul mood all morning.” You nodded against his shoulder, still unable to figure out why your boyfriend was working so hard to stay so distant. He pulled away and offered you another smile, for which you were grateful for. Blaise was the only one from Draco’s group that you truly considered a friend. “How was your summer holiday?” 
You shrugged in your response. “It was alright. Mum and Dad almost didn’t let me come back.” Blaise raised his eyebrows. “Anyways, I just wanted to stop in and say hello. I’m gonna go find my friends.” You stated in a rush, desperate to get away from the uncomfortable feeling settling in the pit of your stomach. You waved goodbye to the group and exited the Slytherin area of the train. You walked further down the hall in an attempt to find a friendly face or someone from your house. Anyone who would take your mind of the storm currently raging through it. You stumbled upon the compartment where Griffyindors Dean Thomas, Seamus Finnigan, Ginny Weasley, and Neville Longbottom sat. You noted Dean’s arm around Ginny and could only imagine the tantrum Ron would be throwing if he saw them. You opened the door. “Mind if I sit in here?” They all shook their heads and Neville and Seamus made room for you to sit down in between them. You graciously accepted. 
“How was your summer holiday (Y/N)?” Ginny asked, offering you a friendly smile. You shrugged. 
“Fairly awful. Mum and Dad said I shouldn’t be coming back to Hogwarts; that it wasn’t safe anymore.” You retold, pulling a knee up to your chest, trying to get comfortable for the long ride that ahead of you. 
“Mum said the same thing. Said we had no business going back. Ron and I had to practically beg her for weeks to convince it was safe here.” Ginny told you, leaning into Dean’s side. 
You let out a chuckle. “Sounds familiar. So you guys are together now?” You asked as your eyes moved between Ginny and Dean. Ginny blushed as she nodded, looking down at her lap. “So how big of a fit did Ron throw when he found out?” At that, the entire compartment burst into laughter and thus began the rest of the train ride, filled with laughter and jokes that made you momentarily forget the gray cloud hanging over the train, particularly the one hanging over a one Draco Malfoy. 
-
Throughout the feast and Sorting ceremony, your boyfriend had disappeared. As much as you tried, you could not find him at the Slytherin table. You signed yourself to eating and participating in the conversation surrounding you half-heartedly.  Towards the end of the meal, you watched from your seat as a couple of moments after Draco entered the Great Hall, Harry and Luna followed, Harry sporting a fresh bloody nose. You had a sinking feeling in the pit of your stomach as you realized Draco was probably the one who gave him that. After the feast, you tried to catch your boyfriend before he took off for the dungeons but Draco left the Great Hall and disappeared into the sea of students before you were even able to get close to him. You sighed and headed towards your House, wanting to get away from people as quickly as possible. The next few weeks went about the same way, despite the fact that you shared most of your classes with Draco. He seemed hardly focused in class, very on edge and mind clearly in a different world. You watched him at meals, you know, when he actually decided to show, and he was cold and distant, uninterested in the going-ons of the castle. He was clearly losing weight and the dark circles under his eyes only seemed to grow larger by the day. As time went on though, your concern evolved into anger. Why was he doing this? Why was he shutting you out? Did the last two years mean absolutely nothing to him? You began to take his distance personally. If he didn’t have enough balls to break up with you to your face (because why else would he act like this??), you were going to let him know that you had had enough. The trick was just now to catch him alone. Or to get him to talk to you at all. It was the end of October before you were able to get him alone. It was the day of the Halloween feast, and while the entire castle was downstairs buzzing with joy, all you wanted was to crawl into bed. You had a god awful day and the last thing you wanted to do was be surrounded by others at the feast. You headed in the direction of your Common Room when you caught him. He was exiting the fourth-floor boy’s lavatory, rubbing his eyes furiously. As much anger as you had, some of it seemed to ebb away at the disheveled sight of him. “Draco?” You called out to him. He brought his gaze to you and actually stopped. As you reached him, you reached for his hand. He pulled away as if your touch stung him. Your heart fell, as the thoughts of the end of your love clouded your brain. “Draco what’s going on with us? What’s going on with you?” He shrugged, refusing to make eye contact with you. “Draco, love, I want to be here for you, but I can’t if you won’t open up to me.” He again chose to remain silent. Your anger quickly filled you again. “Well, you know what, Draco Malfoy, I’m done being treated like this. Choose me or lose me. I’m not a backup plan and I’m definitely not a second choice. It’s time you made the choice about where we stand because I’m not doing this anymore.” You stated harshly and quickly spun on your heel towards to Great Hall, wanting to put as much distance as possible between you and the boy who was tearing you apart. 
-
As you entered the Great Hall the next morning, you spotted Ron, Harry, and Hermione. Harry had pulled you aside just a few days prior to ask about Draco but you had no answers to give. None of your friends were currently in the Great Hall, and you wanted to stay as far away from the Slytherin table as possible. As you neared the trio, their attention shifted from their conversation to you. “Do you mind if I sit here?” They shook their heads and Ron scooted over to make room for you next to him. 
“Everything alright?” Hermione questioned with a look full of concern on her face. You shook your head. 
“Just needed a friendly face is all.” Harry nodded and gave you a smile as they turned back to the discussion of the latest Potions assignment. You lost yourself in your bowl of cereal as you thought of the events from the previous night. You were so distracted that your brain barely registered someone sitting down next to you. You looked up to see Blaise Zabini looking extremely displeased. 
“What the hell did you say to Draco last night?” He asked you angrily. 
“Why does it matter to you?” You shot back. 
“It matters to me because he’s my friend and he’s your boyfriend-” Blaise started but you cut him off. 
“Maybe it’s hard for you to understand in that pea-sized brain of yours Zabini, but Draco Malfoy hasn’t given me the time of day in five months and most certainly doesn’t act like he’s my boyfriend. I am sorry I have trust issues, but when you give someone everything and they throw it away, something inside of you breaks. So no, I’m not sorry for what I said to him. I deserve a whole hell of a lot better than what he’s been giving me lately. For the last two years, I have defended him, gone to bat for him, being endlessly loyal to him, sometimes to my own detriment and he treats me like the dirt under his feet. I refuse to be treated that way. Not anymore, not ever again.” By the time you were done speaking, you were hyper-aware of the looks you were gathering from other tables. Blaise lowered his voice. 
“(Y/N), you made him cry.” The comment took you aback but only for a moment. 
“Good.” You hissed, standing up from the table. “Maybe now he’ll actually start giving a damn about me.” As you turned your back on Blaise, you saw Draco standing a few feet away from you. You paused only for a second and then promptly shoved past him and out of the Great Hall. 
-
That night, the halls of the castle seemed empty as you made your way out of the library. You had stayed to study until Madam Pince had nearly kicked you out. You had a big Ancient Runes test tomorrow, and on top of it being your hardest class, you felt so unprepared what with the events of the last 24 hours. You let out a yawn when you suddenly felt yourself being pulled into an empty classroom. You nearly panicked and raised your wand as you saw Draco standing there. His eyes looked bloodshot and he looked more exhausted and disheveled than you had ever seen anyone else. He looked as if he was the mere remains of the person he once was. He ran his hands through his hair, once, twice, three times. You watched him fall apart, not knowing how to feel. “What happened to us?” He asked, voice barely above a whisper. You shrugged and sucked a breath in through your teeth. 
“You changed.” He let out a whimper at your response. For the first time in months, he looked at you. You felt a surge of emotion. Now that after all these months you finally had his attention and you were going to let him know exactly what you had been thinking. “You changed Draco. I don’t know what you want me to say to you. You pulled away and treated me like shit. You’ve barely spoken to me since last term.” 
“You don’t understand, I had to-”
“Bullshit. You just didn’t want me anymore.”
“That’s not true-” 
“Yes it is Draco!” You exclaimed. A silence fell over the both of you and you took a few deep breaths to try and calm yourself as tears came to your eyes. “You know what sucks? Being the one who always cares more. I’m so sick and tired of being the one who cares in this relationship. I have been endlessly loyal to you, I stood up for you, I have lost friends because of my devotion to you and this is what I get in return?” Draco remained quiet. “I will not let you undermine my worth. I refuse to. I am a damn good person and an even better girlfriend and you don’t deserve me.” Draco’s face contorted in pain as you spoke. 
“You’re right, I don’t deserve you. I just love you so much, I just had to.” 
“You love me so much that you just had to treat me like garbage? Right because that makes so much sense-”
“YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND!” He screamed and you winced and took a couple of steps back. A couple of tears slipped down his face. He reached for your hand. You flinched but did not pull away. “You don’t understand, I had to. I had to protect you. I had to protect you from him.” 
“Draco, what- what are you talking about?” Shakily, he pulled his hand from yours and lifted his sleeve. As the fabric was moved away, you saw something you wished you hadn’t. One look at the mark that had caused so much pain, grief, and death, a mark that represented all the evil and darkness within the world and-
“I wish you were dead.”
-
As you sat at the Burrow over the Christmas holiday, you watched the Weasley family and chat and enjoy the cheer. You watched as the twins showed off a new product to Ginny as Ron turned to you. “Hey (Y/N), what ever did end up happening between you and Malfoy?” You thought back to that night, his anguished cries that haunted you as you left the classroom. You stared into the fire as you thought about what to say. Ultimately you just shrugged. 
“We broke up.” You said simply. The attention shifted from the joke product to you. 
“How come?” Hermione asked softly. You shook your head and swallowed your tears. 
“No matter how good your heart is, eventually you have to start treating people the way they treat you.” Silence fell across the room as Tonks and Remus studied you fiercely. “I don’t want to talk about it.” You stated, standing up. You pushed past the twins, escaping to the front porch. You sat down and looked up at the stars. You wiped away the invisible tears on your face. As you thought of the boy you once loved, you did not know he was looking out at the same stars thinking of the girl who once loved him.
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Where the moon meets the stars
Pairing: reader x sirius (house not specified)
Warnings: injuries, fluff, angst
Summary: You are Remus' twin sister and a werewolf, just like him.
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GIF NOT MINE
I couldn't move. Or see. In fact, I barely heard anything apart from a quiet sob from time to time. I figured out it was a small boy.
All wanted to do was to pull him in a sweet hug. I wanted to tell him that everything will be ok. But he didn't listen.
I tried to open my eyes. I tried to scream or move, but nothing happened.
I had been staying in the same bed for days. 'Maybe I'm home', I thought. I could smell the fresh pastries that my mother used to bake. I heard my brother's laugh. I tasted the butterbeers I used to drink with Sirius. I almost felt the warm, summer breeze spoil me. I waited for someone to come and wake me up.  
But the little boy kept sobbing.
  ****two days ago****
"Aaand - it's done!" I announced happily. I took a step back to admire my work. It was a sketch of my brother and his friends lying casually near the great lake. He was reading while James and Sirius were trying to balance random objects on a very deep sleeping Peter. Snowflakes were falling from the silky veil of clouds, as if they were waltzing. 'Perfect'
"Oh thank God! I can't sleep hearing this bloody annoying scratching from your pen!" Addy exclaimed, exasperated. She and the marauders have been my best friends for six years. "Now, would you go to sleep, please?"
I couldn't. That's why I was drawing. It was the only thing that made me feel at peace. I have always been the most relaxed and sociable sibling. Or that's what everyone thought. But I was so scared of myself and the wolf within; scared of the power I had and the danger in which I put my friends every month.
"Yes, I'm coming."
***
"Y/N! Come on! We're already late!" Addy yelled, grabbing my blanket.
"Just a minute!"
I managed to get ready and in less than 10 minutes we were on our way to the great hall.
"Well if it's not the laziest, most wonderful sister in flesh and bones! And of course, Addy!" greeted Remus. I sat down next to Sirius. "'Morning," I responded lazily. I quickly devoured some sandwiches.
"What have they done to you?" James commented terrified.
"Shut up! It was either me or them!"
***
"Pssst... Y/N... Wake up!" Sirius whispered, poking my cheek.
"What? Has the class started?" I asked confused.
"Merlin, you're just like Moony! It's almost finished! I woke you up because you started snoring!" he chuckled.
"It's History of magic?"
"Divination."
"Same thing."
"Have you slept this week?" Sirius asked, concerned.
'No.' "Yes." I lied. Tonight was a full moon. This year it started growing worse; and even with the potion, I couldn't control myself.
Slowly, the class came to an end. I took my bag and slowly headed for the common room. The entire school was decorated for Christmas; mistletoe hanging from the ceiling, candles, Christmas trees and an exquisite smell of cinnamon and cranberries. I was awoken from my reverie when I heard someone call my name.
"Sirius?"
"Ello! I-I need to tell you something," he mumbled "I-"
"Pads! Here you are!" James shouted happily. "I have been looking for you! Hi, Y/N!" As soon as he had seen you, he turned to Sirius, who was blushing. "Am I interrupting anything?" Prongs asked suggestively.
"Actually-"
"No, it's ok, I will leave. We can talk later, can't we?" I decided, then left.
***
"Are you alright? Have you been listening to me? Y/N?" Addy asked. She has been trying to help me with the Arithmancy homework for the last two hours, but my mind kept wandering in other places.
"Bloody hell! It's pointless! I can't concentrate at all! All those numbers intimidate me! Look how they're waiting for me to fail!" I sighed, "Besides, I have a bad feeling regarding tonight!"
"Y/N, calm down, everything will be alright!" she sympathized, pulling me into a big hug.
But it wasn't.
***
I was there. I could see everything. Though, I was a hostage in my own body. Remus was in the shrieking shack, managing to control himself.
But I couldn't. I ran in the forest as soon as I transformed. Everything was covered in white. The trees seemed to hold the starry sky from breaking upon the ground.
They were near me. I could hear Sirius' barking from behind. Suddenly, I stopped. Rage, violence and adrenaline filled my lungs. I turned back and ran to Sirius.
'No.'
'No, no, no.' I tried to stop when I saw the black hound. I gathered all my power and I did the only thing that came through my mind.
I pushed myself in the freezing lake.
***
I felt horrible. Everything hurt.
After a few tries, I finally opened my eyes. It took a few seconds for me to realise that I was in the infirmary. I looked around. The sun was rising. Remus was in another bed, sleeping. Someone was sitting in the armchair next to my bed. 'Sirius.' He was sleeping as well. Even with dark circles around his eyes, he looked astonishing. His dark curls were falling all over his face and his hand was gently holding mine. I slowly grazed my fingers across his cheeks.
"Y/N?" he whispered slowly. "How are you feeling?" His eyes were red and swollen.
"Awful" I admitted. "For how long have I been sleeping?''
"Four days. The worst four days of my life." I tightened the grip on his hand.
"What happened?"
"You saved me, but you fell in the lake. I immediately transformed and pulled you out. James came soon after it. You were unconscious, but you were still a werewolf, so we couldn't get you inside. We tried every spell we knew, we even made a fire, but you were still freezing. Fortunately, the moon set after half an hour. We brought you and Remus here. He woke up that morning, but he needs to stay here a few more days to recover completely. Y/N - I was terrified. I couldn't stand the thought of losing you. I realised a while ago - I love you. I love everything about you; your smile, your jokes, your presence, your intelligence, your looks. And while you were asleep, these bloody four days, I couldn't help but feel like an idiot for not telling you sooner," a tear rolled on his cheek, which I brushed away with my thumb "I thought that I lost my chance." He finally looked at me.
"Just kiss me."
"Are you su-" but before he'd finished, I grabbed his tie and pulled him in a sweet kiss. He slid his hand under my hospital gown, pulling me closer.
"I love you too," I said, followed by another kiss, this time full of passion.
BONUS:
"Oi! Mate! At least don't kiss my sister in front of me!" Remus shouted disgusted.
"Oh, shut up!" I said, then threw my pillow at him.
"You know, he is right!" a voice came from the corner.
"When did you get here, James?" Sirius asked frustrated.
"Surely not when you were snogging Y/N!" Peter exclaimed, not so innocent smile on his face.
"That's completely true!" Addy insisted, "However, I've always shipped you two!"
"Get out!" I shouted.
MASTERLIST
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impalaimagining · 7 years
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PittCon Saturday
(holy shit y’all this was so much to remember from this morning until now. sorry if I forgot anything) Also this is obnoxiously long so this one gets a cut. #You’reWelcome
Read Friday’s here.
Part One: 
No Rob Benedict. Rich makes promises of him later.
ROB BENEDICT!!! He walked out with Briana and she claims she planned the whole thing.
Briana, Kim, and Gil didn’t have anyone lined up for questions. Briana threatened period talk. Gil blushed. 
Questions for Briana today instead of Kim. Briana does a little victory thing every time someone says, “My question is for Bri.” Kim mocks her from yesterday and says, “I’m gonna answer it anyway.”
Gil is third-wheelin’ it, hard. 
Gil addresses the whole thing that happened with the butt grabbing. He wanted to “nip it in the bud because it was weighing very heavily” on him. Apparently I missed that last night because I had no idea what he was even talking about when he said it. He’s a great guy. Try not to fault him for one little slip, yeah? He’s human. Cut the man some slack. 
Part Two: 
Rob scolds Rich for not telling us about the “I <3 KoC” shirts. Debates about whether it’s pronounced like Coke or like cock. “Wear that to Grandma’s house.” “One of those things will kill you!” 
Matt, Rob, and Rich bounce off of one another unbelievably well. 
Pssst, Matt Cohen is fucking attracccttiivveeeee
Questions about other projects and hobbies come up. Matt says he wants to get into racing again. Racing is in his future. Richard says he’s a lot like his father. His father was a lawyer. Rob used to have his own baseball league. With himself. He made up teams like “The Colors” and “Other Things.”
Rob and Rich are besties and it makes my life. 
The pilot for Skyward is streaming now on Amazon. Rich said there’s a part already sketched out for Rob if the show continues. It wasn’t his idea to include Rob, but he wanted to eventually anyway. 
Part Three:
Mark Sheppard is either consistently grouchy or was very tired/cranky today.
Almost all of his answers boiled down to one word, so that was the one word he used, and then moved on. He probably answered more questions on his own than Misha and Jake did combines just because of how fast he was moving. 
He said fuck Creation’s rules and walked around the crowd most of the time. Also joked about how when he was more powerful (and important), they never would’ve allowed that. (sad face on my part)
A fan asks how he feels about Fergus’s deal and how he lost his soul, what he sold it for. He doesn’t laugh. Just says, “If you want to ask about my penis, there are other ways to do it. I can’t relate to Fergus, if that’s what you’re asking.”
His favorite line is “Where’s your moose?” 
“You’re good, but I’m Crowley,” was improv. 
Talking about his wife and daughter made him light up like a Christmas tree. It was adorable. 
Everyone thinks he hates cats. He got very snarky about it. “Did I say I hate cats? No. I don’t hate anything. I hate Misha. Oops.”
He thinks Crowley came full circle. There wasn’t much else for him to do in the series, he thinks. 
He doesn’t understand the logic behind Rowena being Crowley’s mother.When Rowena dies at the hands of Lucifer (the first time), Mark said the line, “Always thought I’d be the one to do it,” felt very right in that moment.
Part Four: 
Jake Abel has the bubbliest butt in the entire cast. To quote myself from earlier today, “You could bounce a fuckin nickel off of that thing.”
He’s been creating plotlines and ways to bring Adam back. New plans are made every time he comes to a convention. Currently, we’re looking at an Adam spinoff in which he and his mother are resurrected (him from Hell, her from Heaven) and become hunters. They have “opposing forces!” as Jake said, and the story would follow the way they got the opposing forces to work together for the same common purpose.
This man is insane. 
He kept reminding us that he was in a weird mood because his flight didn’t get in until 4am.
Sleepy Jake is the cutest. 
Talk of Percy Jackson. 
Lots of talk about bringing Adam back. 
Part Five: 
MISHA. FREAKIN. COLLINS.
Guys. I’ve never been more amazed by one person’s smile and overall attitude. He’s so cheery and bright and uugghhh Misha.
He tells a story about his dad, and then says that he had to tell his children about his parents’ (brief, I think?) split, but he doesn’t want it to sound like that’s the only way marriages can end. The next day, his son went to school and told the teacher, “I want my parents to get a divorce.” I literally have no idea if this is true, but it’s what Misha told us.
Fake spoilers for Season 13, but he told us that he was filming it last night. Jared and Jensen still fuck with him to no end. 
“We were filming. Jared was on the bed, and we were doing something we don’t usually do on Supernatural.” *cue roars from the audience*
I think he tried to fight someone in the crowd. I have photos of his bulgy eyes and sassy jawline. Yeah, it’s a thing. 
MY PHOTO OP WITH HIM !!!!!!!!!
I was going to show him the photo of himself standing in front of the whiteboard with his drawing of Maison and the dandelion. Creation doesn’t allow phones in the photo op rooms so I had to put it in my pocket, which was fine.
I walked up and asked the woman if I could show him something. She said, “Sure, just make it quick!” Again, I get it. Not a problem. 
I’m standing there waiting with my arm pulled out of my sleeve to show him my tattoo. I walk up and I’m greeted with the most amazing smile and such a soft “hi.” 
I blurt out, “I NEED TO SHOW YOU SOMETHING!” *shoves my arm towards him* *silence from Misha as he stares*
His mouth kind of popped open when he realized what it was. His eyes are so freakin’ blue and I know because he looked me directly in them and told me, “That’s amazing.” 
My heart is racing, but I lean and and we hug and Chris snaps the photo. I step to walk away and Misha grabs my hands (!!!!!!!!!) I turn and look up at him (because damn he’s tall! He’s right, he’s just surrounded by giants.) and he squeezes my hands. “That’s amazing.” It’s so quiet and I blink for a second. “Thank you.” I get another tight hand squeeze and thank him before running into the hallway and crying. (*inhale* I’m okay, really.)
HUGE HUGE HUGE FUCKIN’ THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO DONATED MONEY TO GET ME THAT OP. I LOVE YOU ALL AND IF/WHEN I MEET YOU GUYS, HUGS ALL AROUND.
On to the auto. I showed him the tattoo again, quickly spat out, ”I know I showed it to you at the photo ops but...!”  and he drew a heart next to his name when he signed it. I got another “That’s amazing. Thank you so much.” and that friggin smile
I still don’t know if he knows the tattoo is his handwriting. I assume he could tell when he looked at it, especially for how long he looked at it. But *shrugs* maybe one day I’ll tell him.
While waiting for Misha’s op, I MET @HIGHONPASTRIES (whose tumblr is literally not working this weekend, just FYI)!!! There’s a selfie to prove it. Will be posted later.
Part Six: 
SNS
Jake introduces the band. First starts by demanding that we chant, “Bring Adam back,” over and over again. Chant quickly turns into, “Lou-den Swain.”
I didn’t know I needed a fuckin’ KAZOO. *cough cough* @torn-and-frayed @nichelle-my-belle-spn-con-blog (still waiting for the kazoo tip to make an appearance)
Rob Benedict sang half a song without a microphone. Don’t know why. It just wasn’t working. 
MATT COHEN WINKED AS HE RAN PAST ME Y’ALL. Camera was too slow to capture it but if anyone has that wink, good God send it this way, please.
Sam Smith popped out! Just to introduce Kim though - no singing. 
Kim Rhodes was so nervous and I just want to hug her and tell her she’s amazing. 
Briana was wearing LEATHER BOOTS UP TO HER HIPS. #YAAAASSSS
Gil McKinney. That fuckin’ man. Making me cry and shit, two days in a row. 
Drunk Matt Cohen is a thing of my dreams. 
Lots of guest appearances within the band. Chris on bass, Rich on bass, Adam from Creation on keys, Rich on guitar and the mic. Nobody takes Billy’s guitar from him though ;) 
Whipping Post sans Jensen. Still fuckin’ awesome. 
Fare Thee Well!!!! Rob prefaced it with a spoiler alert for those who haven’t seen the episode yet. *giggle*
Rob cried singing She Waits. Then said he loves us so much it’s unreal. This man is pure and good and needs to be protected at all costs. 
They played my faaave song. It’s called Amazing. 
Kazoo song. Also known as Medicated. Someone had an amplifier for their kazoo. Rob was very impressed. Cast members are getting better at the kazoo solo. Rob isn’t happy about it. “This isn’t as fun when you guys are gooood.” 
Questions? Comments? Anything? If you’re at the con, come find me and say hi! I’ll be in (or around) seat D25! :) 
TOMORROW I MEET JARED AND JENSEN Y’ALL THIS IS ITTTTT. *quietly crying bc tomorrow is the end*
*falls into bed and immediately starts snoring* P.S. Cons are exhausting in the best possible way.
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