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shamelesslymkp · 1 year
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In order to find a component for a spell, Dean and Castiel must take a dangerous trek into his past, but this voyage is unlike any Dean has experienced before. If he and Cas are to stay together, Dean must grapple with the things that happened and the things that didn’t happen, all while confronting his relationship with his father and his own self-acceptance. Set post 15x18. (Words: 7674) !!!fandom, !!fic, |site:ao3, +fandom:supernatural, ::rating:mature, ::category:m/m, relationship:castiel/dean.winchester, ~ao3:profound.bond.gift.exchange:.throwback.(supernatural), ~ao3:profound.bond.gift.exchange.(supernatural), ~ao3:repressed.dean.winchester, ~ao3:emotional.hurt/comfort, ~ao3:canon.compliant, ~ao3:and, ~ao3:alternate.universe.-.canon.divergence, ~ao3:time.travel, ~ao3:john.winchester.tries, ~ao3:the.finale.didn't.happen.lalala, ~ao3:castiel.and.dean.winchester.need.to.use.their.words, ~ao3:coming.out, ~author:sarasaurusrex click here for mkp's pinboard and more fic recs!
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javocjovian · 2 years
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Something Wicked This Way Cums - SPN Kink Bingo
Title: Something Wicked This Way Cums Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/34791073 Square Filled: Nipple Play Ship: Wincest Rating: E Tags: Nipple Clamps, Edging, Semi-Public Teasing, Sex Toys Under Clothing, Exhibitionism(sort of) Summary: Sam convinces Dean to go to a Halloween party by making a bet: If he can make it through the whole night without touching himself, he can fuck Sam afterward. The catch? Sam knows that Dean has a kink, and Sam fully intends to exploit it all night long. Word Count: 2364
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Dean channeled his frustration and arousal into the kiss, nipping and fighting with Sam’s tongue. Soon they were making out in front of the mirror, and Sam was pressing Dean’s hips into the sink. Sam’s usual earthy taste was complemented by caramel and alcohol. But then Dean’s mouth opened in a silent gasp. Sam’s fingers had crept up the chain link by link, until he found a firm nipple and rubbed it between his fingertips. Sam took full advantage of Dean’s gasp and kissed him deeply, tasting the whiskey on the back of his tongue.
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“I can’t believe you talked me into this,” Dean grumbled as Sam quietly closed the door behind them.
“Isn’t that my line?”
Dean eyed Sam, catching a quick grin before he turned away.
They were in a dimly lit foyer adorned with skeletons and flickering torches. Unlike the actual haunted house they just finished ghost-busting, this one was much more lively. Through a doorway to their left was a spacious living room full of people. Plastic bats hung from the ceiling, swaying over a dance floor, and everyone was dressed up as ghouls, mummies, and witches. A DJ was set up in the corner playing nonsense (as far as Dean was concerned), and in the other corner was a large cauldron overflowing with green fog, inside of which people were pulling out beers. The only ghosts in this haunted house were the ones hanging from doorframes. Dean smacked one as he followed Sam into the party.
They barely had a chance to orient themselves before Sam was beckoned by a group of people. Sam shot Dean a ‘ready-or-not’ look then began weaving through the crowd.
To Dean’s relief, this group of people was hanging out at a fully decorated and (more importantly) fully stocked bar. Sam’s face lit up as all of his old college friends greeted him with roars of approval.
As their eyes fell on Dean one of them asked, “Is this your brother?”
“Yeah, this is Dean,” Sam said.
Dean gave them an artificial smile, hiding a candy bar he’d swiped down his jeans pocket.
“Your older brother?” A blonde guy that was closer to Sam’s height asked.
One look at Dean told Sam this wasn’t the way to get Dean to like his old friends. Sam changed the subject.
Dean wasn’t sure he wanted to meet Sam’s old college friends, they made him feel weirdly possessive, but seeing Sam so relaxed and cheerful made it all worthwhile. At least they all seemed normal. Aside from the costumes, of course. They’d gone all out dressing up as monsters and devils, some with full face make-up and plastic fangs. Sam and Dean were just in Batman and Superman shirts.
“Where are your glasses, Clark?” The bartender, who happened to be a pretty brunette, leaned over to chat with Sam.
Dean found his voice at last. “So, you guys were all classmates?” He interrupted, eying the girl doggedly.
“Yeah,” Sam grinned, pretending he didn’t notice, “Mr. Miller’s freshmen sociology class.”  
Soon they were all laughing and reminiscing. Dean discovered that one of Sam’s friends recently bought a motorcycle, and he was able to pass a good half hour explaining basic engine maintenance to him. And as annoying Sam’s brunette friend was, she made a mean Kentucky Mule.
At first, Dean was annoyed to find out their case was bringing them back to one of Sam’s old college haunts. Sam’s college excursion wasn’t something Dean liked to revisit, but if he was being honest with himself it was nice to feel included in that part of Sam’s life. He could have sat there listening to (and sharing) stories about his younger brother all night. That is, until he felt Sam’s fingers, shielded from view by the bar, casually slip through the belt loop of Dean’s jeans. Dean’s heart skipped a beat. That jerk. Sam wasn’t even looking at him but Dean could see a roguish glint in his eye, especially as Sam’s knuckles grazed the front of Dean’s jeans.
“I can’t believe you dressed up,” the bartender was talking to Sam again.
Sam took his hand back quickly.
“I mean, sort of.” She added.
‘Why did all his old friends have to be so attractive?’ Dean mused darkly.
“Hey, that’s dressing up for Sam,” someone else joked.
Sam was grinning again. “I said I’d dress up if he did.” He sipped his cocktail and eyed Dean.
‘That was a damn lie. The costumes were Sam’s idea...’ Dean cleared his throat, “Yeah, well, it suits you. Super-dork.” He retorted. He felt his cheeks beginning to flush, and he knew it wasn’t the alcohol.
Sam’s friends laughed and Sam smacked Dean’s Batman symbol. Dean flushed even more and actually choked on his drink.
“Is it too strong?” The way-too-pretty bartender asked.
Dean cleared his throat again, collecting himself. He could feel Sam’s eyes on him. “No, uh, it’s good. Hey, where’s your bathroom?”
“Down the hall...”
Dean grunted a ‘thanks’ and left with his drink.
Dean pushed his way through the crowd and opened the first door he found. Luckily it was indeed a bathroom. A very nice bathroom. The light nearly blinded him after all the colorful, flashing Halloween decorations.
He shut the door and set his drink down on the sink, taking deep, steadying breaths. He couldn’t believe he’d agreed to this, and Sam wasn’t making it any easier. That ballsy jerk. Dean needed to cool it. He was surrounded by Sam’s old friends. Total strangers. He could do this.
A sound tore him from his mantra, and he realized someone was opening the door.
“Occupied!” he shouted, but the next thing he knew a tall someone was sidling into the room behind him.
Dean glared at his brother in the mirror. “You’re a monster.”
The noise from the party was muffled once again as Sam shut the door. Sam licked his lips, hiding a mischievous smile. The bathroom was small, but not small enough to warrant Sam looping his arms around Dean’s waist from behind.
“I thought I was Super-Dork?” Sam smiled.
Dean grinned to himself. “You are.” But his grin faded as Sam kissed his neck. Dean’s eyes closed reflexively, and Sam snuck his hands beneath Dean’s shirt. Dean felt his brain go hazy, but it wasn’t from the drink. “That girl… she kept staring at me. I think she knows...”
“No,” Sam said, “she was staring at you because you’re hot.”
Dean huffed in amusement, but he was flushing more than ever. Sam kept kissing his neck, distracting him as he slowly lifted the Batman shirt up Dean’s stomach.
“You ready to give up yet?” Sam murmured.
“It’s only been an hour!” Dean said, but the realization made his head even hazier.
Dean had a few bruises on his abdomen from the recent ghost hunt. It was nothing he couldn’t handle, but as Sam pulled his shirt higher up his chest something silver gleamed in the light.
“You sure?” Sam asked coolly.
Dean swallowed.
Sam lifted Dean’s shirt to his collarbone and admired his reflection. A thin chain was draped over Dean’s ribs, connecting two small clamps attached to each of Dean’s nipples. Dean’s chest was flushed, and his nipples were taut and rosy-red. Sam brushed his thumb against the chain, pulling slightly on it, and Dean’s eyes fluttered.
“There’s no shame in it… giving up so early I mean.” Sam’s voice was casual, but his smile was more roguish than ever.
Dean managed his best scowl, which amounted to more or less than a grimace. “Shut up.”
He should have known Sam would come check on him in the bathroom. In truth, Dean had been thinking about jerking himself off in secret.
“Remember, we have to stay for three hours,” Sam said, running his thumb over the chain. Each link sent tiny vibrations to his nipples, which in turn sent electric waves down to his cock. “No jerking off…”
Dean eyed him mutinously.
“Hey, I said I’d make sure you enjoyed yourself tonight, didn’t I?”
Despite his look of displeasure, Dean couldn’t hide the heat rising in his voice. “I’ll tell you something you can do to make me ‘enjoy myself’...”
Sam smiled wickedly. It was the kind of smile that rarely graced his normally calm and calculated facade, and Dean loved it. Sam pulled lightly on the chain, maintaining the pressure, and Dean had to swallow a moan. The clamps squeezing his nipples sent shock waves of pleasure through his whole body. Afraid of the sounds that were sure to come out of him as Sam continued to tug on the chain, he reached over his shoulder and yanked Sam into a kiss. Sam didn’t mind at all.
Dean channeled his frustration and arousal into the kiss, nipping and fighting with Sam’s tongue. Soon they were making out in front of the mirror, and Sam was pressing Dean’s hips into the sink. Sam’s usual earthy taste was complemented by caramel and alcohol. But then Dean’s mouth opened in a silent gasp. Sam’s fingers had crept up the chain link by link, until he found a firm nipple and rubbed it between his fingertips. Sam took full advantage of Dean’s gasp and kissed him deeply, tasting the whiskey on the back of his tongue.
When Dean finally got his breath back he muttered, “You’re really gonna make me go out there with a hard-on, aren’t you?”
“It’s dark. No one will notice.” Sam replied swiftly, now pitching and feeling Dean’s sensitized nipple.
Dean gripped the sink ledge, willing himself not to reach down his own pants. He remembered when Sam discovered this particular weakness of his (Sam called it a kink), and he now knew he’d been right in being both aroused and afraid by that discovery. Sure enough, when Dean said he didn’t feel like joining Sam at the Halloween party, Sam found a way to make it more interesting.
It was a simple bet. If Dean could keep the clamps on for the whole party, no jerking off, then he could have Sam any way he wanted afterwards. Unable to turn down a challenge from his brother (and unwilling to admit he could be reduced to a puddle from nipple play alone) Dean agreed. But now, standing in front of the mirror with Sam toying with his trapped nipples, Dean was beginning to suspect this was Sam’s plan all along. Dean’s mind was mush, and all he could do was stand there and let the sensations torment his cock.
Sam kissed him lazily, drawing slow, maddening circles over the hardened peak of his nipple, while Dean felt all of his blood leave his brain. And when Sam snuck another hand around him to tweak his other nipple, Dean groaned through his teeth.
“Damnit, Sammy...”
Sam was enjoying it way too much, but so was Dean. Unable to take it, he turned in Sam’s arms, grabbed him by the hair (because two could play at the ‘kink’ game), and kissed him deeply. Sam responded immediately, pressing him against the sink and kissing back hotly.
“Is that a candy bar in your pocket or…” Sam mused.
“C’mon, let’s just… right here. Real quick...” Dean muttered.
But Sam kept tonguing him against the sink. “So you give up?” he asked, beginning to grope Dean’s chest with large, calloused hands.
A war was raging in Dean’s head, but before he could reply, Sam ducked down. Dean’s lips parted and as Sam’s wet, hot tongue met the smooth, metal clamps and the tender, pinkened nipple trapped between.
“You can have me right here, right now,” Sam murmured, “you just have to say it.”
“Goddammit, Sam!” Dean mouthed, his voice barely above a moan as Sam’s tongue swirled and sucked the willpower out of him.
Dean yanked Sam’s hair, as if holding onto a particularly vicious mechanical bull, but that only spurred Sam on more, nipping and sucking at Dean’s flushed nipples and tugging gently on the chain when his free hand. Dean had never been so turned on without a single touch to his cock. He was completely erect now, and he knew if he could just get those lips around his cock he’d only need a few good sucks. Hell, he could probably just rub himself through his pants.
Without realizing it, Dean had reached down the front of his jeans. He only noticed when Sam caught him by the wrist. Sam looked up at him with that wicked gleam in his eye, then licked the length of Dean’s finger.
“For fuck’s s…”
Sam chuckled, sucking on Dean’s finger. “You gotta say it, Dean. ‘I give up’.”
Dean was planning on caving. His brain had already decided for him, and it had even found the justification — Sam would give him an orgasm so great that he would never be able to live it down, but it would be totally worth it. Right? Who needed to win a stupid bet, anyway? But despite that rational (if he could call it that), he found himself muttering a hearty and defiant, “No.”
Dean looked almost surprised by it, but Sam didn’t. In fact, his smile widened.
Sam had always been the kinkier one. He could go for hours before getting off. Dean didn’t have that kind of patience, even though he liked to be the one in charge. But Dean was defiant, he was resilient, and if there was one thing he loved more than instant gratification it was all the wicked little things Sam did to make him break.
Sam stood up fully and slid Dean’s shirt back down, hiding the silver chain from view. Dean wanted to groan in resignation, but the idea of having Sam all to himself in the back of the Impala in two hours fortified him. And he could tell by the way Sam bit his lip that he was envisioning the same thing.
“You’re going to make me regret this party, aren’t you?” Dean glared at him.
“Definitely.” Sam stole a kiss, leaning knowingly into Dean’s erection. Dean kissed back, savoring it.
Sam broke away and patted Dean’s Batman signal again, feeling the chain beneath the t-shirt and Dean’s protruding nipples.
Dean flushed. “You are so getting it later.”
Sam gave him a look of innocence as he opened the bathroom door for him. Light spilled out into the dark party and the music resumed. Dean grabbed his drink off the sink, adjusted his pants not-so-subtly (Sam looked away tactfully), and walked right past him into the flickering Halloween lights.
Sam was going to keep teasing him for the rest of the night, enthusiastically digging his own grave, and Dean was going to love every second of it.
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whichstiel · 4 years
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For this round of DCBB, I was lucky enough to claim Sarasaurusrex’s story, The Elmwood Haunting. This story is a lovely mix of creeping, classic horror and sweetly building relationship. I am also WEAK for Dadstiel, so this story was delicious catnip for me. I loved reading it, and working with Sarasaurusrex this year!
Here’s the summary:
Everyone knows there’s something strange about the old house on Elmwood Avenue. Its gruesome history of murder has scared off many families, but not Castiel Shurley. He believes he’s finally found the perfect home for himself and his five children. Twice widowed, Castiel is a physical therapist who doesn’t believe in the paranormal. Nor, Castiel believes, does the local plumber who comes by one sunny Autumn morning to lend a hand—Dean Winchester. But Dean, like the Elmwood house, is not all he seems.
Luckily for the Shurley’s, Dean is secretly an amateur ghost hunter who’s been guarding the Elmwood house for years. He’s determined to keep Castiel’s family safe without revealing his true identity to them, so long as he can keep his hands off of Cas. Nothing goes to plan however, and their budding relationship is marred by secrets and the supernatural.
Unbeknownst to anyone, the legend of the Elmwood house goes much deeper than ghosts and murder. As Castiel and Dean unravel the mystery of what really happened in that house they find themselves facing a generations’ old demon pact and a family legacy of previously unknown supernatural ‘hunters’.
Keep reading for a little process...
In this story, Cas moves into an old house, only to discover in a delightful crescendo of events that it’s haunted. The cover was inspired by the house as a secondary character. A simple little standup structure of paper, this little house was created by layering paper around a translucent sheet and shining a red light through the bottom, and a white light directly behind to illuminate the skull.
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The cover without lighting...
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While the house belongs to Cas, Dean also must confront its shadows. Inspired by Dean’s reaction to the house, I wanted to make a small portrait of how I felt as he investigated the haunting.
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While I was hooked by the creepy imagery, I really enjoyed the building relationship between Dean and Cas. This pivotal scene of kissing in the kitchen needed to be created. Gardens and moon lilies appear throughout the story, and I had fun populating the next two pieces with abstract growth and greenery. (Sorry, Cas’s kitchen is NOT full of vines - but it IS full of kissing!)
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This kitchen kiss was originally just a simple little kiss against a refrigerator. But in typical fashion, I just kept adding more to the picture until I was happy with it.
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Why yes, I DID end up ripping off their heads and trying again.
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I eventually built it into the deep shadowbox frame I like to build scenes onto when I want to add a little more shadow to the final shots. Direct sunlight is always best to bring out colors and the morning sun created these sharp shadows.
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Like the kitchen, the final fight near the end of the story involved lots of narrative threads finally coming together. I loved the image of Cas with a water gun and Dean with a rifle, so placing them in this pivotal scene where everything begins to crescendo was a lot of fun. I had more trouble with this scene, finding it difficult to decide how to stage it, shoot it, and add details. In the end, it's a bit of a salad of all the things I really enjoyed about this story - creepy ghost children, danger, and Dean+Cas in L.O.V.E. and working together.
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I had a tough time with this scene. Should it be simple - just Dean+Cas? Should I have ghost children? How should I light it? ARGH! Art is hard. Here are just a couple of drafts. Soooo many drafts.
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Moon lilies grow near the house in the story, and seemed like the perfect divider. Figuring out how to make these flowers took way too long, but once I got them, they were fast and fun to create once I made a simple template to trace and added some watercolor. They're a simple 5 point flower design, with a hole punched in the middle and some shredded cardstock pushed through. The veins are lightly painted with green, and green marker colors the tips of the flower centers.
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Thanks for reading! Check out Sarasaurusrex’s story, The Elmwood Haunting, for a wonderful tale full of romance and horror!
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deancasbigbang · 4 years
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The Elmwood Haunting
Author: sarasaurusrex
Artist: whichstiel
Rating: Explicit
Pairings: Dean/Castiel, past Meg/Castiel, past Kelly/Castiel, minor Garth/Bess, minor Sam/Jess
Length: 60701
Warnings: Major Character Injury (non-permanent), Brief mention of sexual assault, Major Original Characters, Graphic Depictions of Violence
Tags: Alternate Universe - Human, Horror, Ghost Hunters, Haunted Houses, Mystery, Slow Burn, Angst, Heartbreak, Strangers to Lovers, Domestic Fluff
Summary: Everyone knows there’s something strange about the old house on Elmwood Avenue. Its gruesome history of murder has scared off many families, but not Castiel Shurley. He believes he’s finally found the perfect home for himself and his five children. Twice widowed, Castiel is a physical therapist who doesn’t believe in the paranormal. Nor, Castiel believes, does the local plumber who comes by one sunny Autumn morning to lend a hand—Dean Winchester. But Dean, like the Elmwood house, is not all he seems. Luckily for the Shurley’s, Dean is secretly an amateur ghost hunter who’s been guarding the Elmwood house for years. He’s determined to keep Castiel’s family safe without revealing his true identity to them, so long as he can keep his hands off of Cas. Nothing goes to plan, however, and their accidental relationship is marred by secrets and the supernatural.
Unbeknownst to anyone, the legend of the Elmwood house goes much deeper than ghosts and murder. As Castiel and Dean unravel the mystery of what really happened in that house they find themselves facing a generations’ old demon pact and a family legacy of previously unknown supernatural ‘hunters’.
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Posting 27th May...
Lost Together by Redamber79 | Art by sarasaurusrex
Castiel is a powerful Omega witch, but even his magic can’t save him and those around him from his ex, Lucien. When his familiar is brutally killed, Cas vows never to take another familiar because he can’t imagine risking another animal’s life. A wolf roaming his property has other ideas.
Meanwhile, his new neighbour, an Alpha named Dean, is worming his way into his heart in a way that Cas can’t resist. Can the two souls overcome danger, broken hearts, and secrets together, or will they remain lost?
Through tragedy and misunderstandings, Dean and Cas are destined to be together. But destiny’s road can be deadly.
Rating: Explicit Tags: animal abuse and death, multiple minor character death, racism, homophobia mentioned, violence, depression, angst, hurt/comfort, alpha/beta/omega, true mates, modern AU, modern with magic, familiars, witch Cas, shapeshifting, heat/rut, explicit sex, claiming/biting, knotting, mpreg, happy ending Excerpt: Cicadas were singing softly in the summer evening, moonlight shining down on an old farmhouse in Kansas. Suddenly, the serenity of the peaceful old house was shattered by the sound of breaking glass. Castiel stared at his boyfriend in disbelief, the violent outburst, the ultimatum to quit his job coming out of left field. "You want me to what?! Do you have any respect for me at all?" He stared in dismay at the shards of glass strewn across the hardwood where they'd fallen, after smashing against the wall. 
“What, I don’t like that you’re spending so much time at the shop, and suddenly I’m the bad guy here?” Lucien demanded, stalking around Castiel’s living room as Castiel calmed his Scottish terrier, Alfie. The small familiar had always been wary of the Alpha, but that wariness had changed at some point to fear and it made Castiel nervous. What had happened? 
“It’s my income to help pay for this place so I don’t burn through my inheritance between books and besides that, I’m working with my brother and sister-in-law. What exactly are you so worried about? I work part-time as it is! You’re really freaking me out with this jealousy!” 
“Jealou-- You think this is jealousy?” Luke snarled, stopping before him with his pale blue eyes flashing in anger and Castiel stood, his hands on his hips. 
“Yeah, I do,” he said. “First you tried to get me to ditch my best friends, and now you’re trying to drive a wedge between the only family other than Grampa Joshua that matters to me since my parents disowned me. You know what this orchard, what my bees mean to me!” 
“Yeah, your so-called best friends, both of whom are trying to get into your fucking pants!” the tall blond accused and Castiel had had enough. 
“Meg knows I’m gay, and I think of Balthazar as another brother. Besides, he’s more than half in love with Meg! Neither of them has a shot and they know it. Why can’t you accept it? They have!” Castiel exclaimed, the hurt creeping into his voice.
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profoundnet · 4 years
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Profound Exchange Masterpost - Masquerade
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The most recent round of the Profound Exchange was run last November over on the Profound Bond discord server. The theme was Masquerade. We hope you enjoy these lovely works! (header by @foxymoley​)
What Happened in Wishek by prolixdreams for sarasaurusrex
One More Night by ratafia for JustAnn42
Behind the Mask, Between the Lies by insomnia for kellydean
Incognito by foxymoley for BinJLG
Like a Cat to Water by chrysalisdreams for lunavva
The Weight of a Promise by saltnhalo for shealynn88
Under the Mask of Dreams by MaggieMaybe160 for waywarded
Every year at Halloween by JustAnn42 for DaddyGracelessAngel
The Wendigo by sarasaurusrex for MaggieMaybe160
Barakoa by foxymoley for LeafZelindor
Passing Ships by LeafZelindor for Pen_and_Paper
Profound Dreams by DaddysGracelessAngel for ratafia
At First Dance by TobytheWise for insominia
Masks by BinJLG for Huntress79
Let the Spectacle Astound You by turningthepages for Eliza_Sugarcane
Revelations by shealynn88 for chrysalisdreams
A Rose For Your Breath by cannaduh for AmethystShard
Un Ballo In Maschera by Huntress79 for nickelkeep
Leave it at the door by Eliza_Sugarcane for blueeyesandpie
The Sweetest Victory by AmethystShard for prolixdreams
Secrets Stolen by nickelkeep for Pimento
The Heroes of Port Angeles by blueeyesandpie for deliciousirony
Discord on One Level is Harmony on Another by foxymoley for turningthepages
Letting the Mask Down by LeafZealindor for canadduh
Lights by crawling-crawly for dmsilvisart
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wincestbigbang · 4 years
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2019 Master Post
​Title: Invisible Touch Author: ellerkay Artist: blindswandive Rating: NC-17 Warnings/Spoilers: Sibling incest, first time, mind control, mind control aftermath and recovery, mind rape, blow jobs, anal sex, kissing, making out, hand jobs, telepathy, guilt, shame, emotional hurt/comfort, barebacking Summary: A witch with mind control powers makes Sam and Dean have sex with each other for the first time, forcing them to confront their desire for one other. Afterwards, they find their way back to intimacy and to healing. Art: Live Journal Story: Live Journal | Ao3 Title: Undertow Author: laughablelament Artist: Nisaki (a.k.a. swan_song21) Rating: NC-17 Warning/Spoilers: non-graphic suicide attempt Summary: A not-so-brotherly riff on The Little Mermaid. “And the Broken Hearts, men without country, without family, are transfixed and transformed by the Song. But all is not lost. For the Love of a Mortal can melt the Mer Heart, and thus restore the Human Form.” -the lore Art: Live Journal | Tumblr Story: Ao3 Title: Suits Author: twoboys2love Artist: leaf_zelindor Rating: PG-13 Warnings/Spoilers: important spoilers from season 1 to season 10 (If you haven't watched) Summary: Suits the boys have worn over the years... and the feelings they inspired. Art: Live Journal Story: Live Journal | Ao3 Title: Kale or Nada Author: smalltrolven Artist: tx_devilorangel Rating: NC-17 Warnings/Spoilers: Spoilers for episode 14.13. Summary: A coda to episode 14.13 “Lebanon” set in the AU from the epic 300th episode. Sam is an ultra-rich internet-famous tech corporate lawyer that sends the best criminal defense lawyer in the country to get Dean out of his jam with the FBI. Within a few days of being released from FBI custody (with an apology!), Dean is sitting in the living room of Sam’s Art: Live Journal | Ao3 Story: Live Journal | Ao3 Title: Slipping Through the Minutes Author: sci_fis Artist: emmatheslayer Rating: NC-17 Warnings/Spoilers: N/A Summary: Omega Sam (16) and Alpha Dean have been in a relationship for a couple of years, but Dean refuses to mate with Sam until he turns 18, insisting that Sam should be old enough to give informed consent first. But when young unmated omegas start going missing, things may change. Art: Live Journal Story: Ao3 Title: Playtime Author: jdl71 Artist: cherie_morte Rating: NC-17 Warnings/Spoilers: Dark Fiction, Blood, Sibling Incest, Murder, Violence, Kidnapping, Torture, Bottom Sam, Top Dean. Summary: Sam and Dean Winchester have embraced their dark desires for each other and for killing not just the supernatural. They travel, looking for a new toy for Sam to play with and something for Dean to hunt. They enjoy hearing the screams of those they hunt; Sam loves to see their blood drip from his knife while Dean enjoys the thrill of the hunt. Art: Live Journal Story: Ao3 Title: After the End of Everything Author: amypond45 Artist: amberdreams Rating: NC-17 Warnings/Spoilers: None Summary: Michael won. He took the world down, then opened a portal to another universe and moved on, leaving Sam and Dean to pick up the pieces. After his possession, Dean is a burned-out shell with no conscious memory of anything that happened during his time as Michael’s vessel. Sam takes his broken brother on the road, and together they make their way home, hoping to find others who made it through the End of Days, hoping to find a way back to each other. Art: Live Journal | Ao3 Story: Live Journal | Ao3 Title: All My Loves Author: ncdover/ncdover1285 Artist: sandy79 Other Pairing(if applicable): Dean/Cas, Sam/Eileen, Dean/Lisa, Sam/Jess (mostly mentioned) Rating: NC-17 Warnings/Spoilers: Major Character Death, Underage Summary: They say that we fall in love with three people over our lifetime, each one for a specific reason. Each person that we fall in love with is something that we are seeking at that particular time in our lives. Dean has been falling for Sammy in many different ways over the years, for as long as he can remember. How could he possibly have three loves? So he sits down to think it through and decides that while he may have had three loves in his life, he has never stopped loving his Sammy, and never will. Art: Live Journal | Ao3 Story: Ao3 Title: Love, Lies, & Lap Dances Author: wicked-wincest-writer / cleighwrites Artist: bluefire986 Other Pairing (if applicable): Sam/Jess, Dean & clients (mentioned/background) Rating: NC-17 Warnings/Spoilers: Angst, hypothermia, mentions of prostitution, frottage, anal sex, incest (duh!), slowest of burns Summary: Sam was a freshman at Stanford who had no idea how his big brother was paying for him to live off-campus. Dean was a part-time escort and a full-time liar. How will Sam react when he finds out exactly how Dean has been paying for everything since they left their dad behind? Art: Live Journal | Ao3 Story: Tumblr | Ao3 Title: Dead Hearts Author: raving_liberal Artist: kuwlshadow Rating: R Warnings/Spoilers: Body/Medical Horror, Blood and Gore, Blood Kind (Kinda), Canon-Typical Violence, spoilers for Season 02 Summary: A gory vision sends Sam and Dean to New York to investigate a series of bizarre murder-suicides among organ transplant recipients. They soon find themselves racing the clock to save a kidnapped girl before she becomes the next victim. Nightmares and the memory of Dean’s heartsblood on his lips haunt Sam through an investigation that puts the brothers on the trail of an ancient Norse legend. Art: Live Journal | Ao3 Story: Ao3 Title: Catch the Wind Author: sarasaurusrex Artist: bluefire986 Other Pairing(if applicable): Castiel/Dean Winchester/Sam Winchester Rating: NC-17 Warnings/Spoilers: Mostly Wincest, Wincestiel at the end, teencest, Flashbacks, Time Travel, Action/Adventure, Angst, Angst and Fluff and Smut, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Young Sam Winchester, Young Dean Winchester, John Winchester Being an Asshole, Emotional/Psychological Abuse, Butterfly Effect, Choices, Changing the past, OC Villains, Guilt, Castiel Does What Castiel Wants (Supernatural), Threesome - M/M/M, wound care, Making Out, Don't Wake Dad, Healing Sex Summary: When a rogue angel Castiel once spared begins murdering angels on the West Coast, Sam and Dean help Castiel hunt the angel down once and for all. Along the way they find themselves in a place they stayed in as teenagers. It brings back memories of Sam’s 16th birthday, when he was being hunted by a delusional friend of John's who was determined to stop the next King of Hell. Unbeknownst to Sam, Dean, or Castiel, the past and present are inexplicably intertwined, and sparing the angel in the past has unfathomable consequences for Sam and Dean's future. Fate, chance, and redemption must all be confronted for the trio to move on. Art: Live Journal | Ao3 Story: Ao3 Title: There Goes the Neighborhood Author: amusawale Artist: tx_devilorangel Other Pairing(if applicable): Sam/Jessica Rating: PG-13 Warnings/Spoilers: Slow burn, canon compliant wincest, pre-series AU Summary: Dean didn't get to collect Sam from Stanford. They never took to the road together. Sam went on to be a lawyer and Dean did his hunting thing. But now Sam wants to run for mayor and he needs to scrub his record of this annoying brother who is a stain on his impeccable record. He meets with Dean, and asks him to "kill himself" so that Sam can be free of him. Dean agrees. Sam is dissatisfied now. Why does his brother find it so easy to let him go? (which, really, hypocrite much?" - the author says as an aside) Art: Live Journal | Ao3 Story: Ao3 Title: Love the Sinner: Embrace the Sin Author: paperann Artist: 2blueshoes Rating: NC-17 Warnings/Spoilers: Explicit Sexual Content, Dark Themes Summary: While Sam and Dean were raised as hunters, it was their choice to continue the fight against evil—their duty to protect those who couldn’t protect themselves. Time and time again, they’d save the world, fight the monsters, but in truth: Destiny doomed the Winchesters from the start. Why else was Sam born as Lucifer’s true vessel, spiraling into a demon blood addiction so easily and spectacularly—unless an inherent darkness resided inside him all along? How could Dean wield the Mark of Cain, only passed down through biblical blood and honed by those few deemed ‘worthy'—unless he wasn’t a natural-born sadistic killer? In a sad twist of irony, the Winchesters were always fated to be monsters, no matter how they tried to even the scales. Aboard a sinking ship, they chose insanity—Dean scraping together broken parts to stay afloat while Sam kept thinking love conquers all—maybe it was time to let go, to drown. Giving in didn’t necessarily mean giving up. Even if it hurt, there could be another life waiting for them. Together. Anything was better than being trapped in this cycle—whether it was cowardice or courage it didn’t matter—someone had to break it, before it broke them. Art: Ao3 Story: Ao3 Title: For The Love Of Chuck (Or Not) Author: runedgirl Artist: a_biting_smile Rating: NC-17 Summary: After Chuck’s revelation, Sam becomes hopeless enough to want to give up on life itself, so Dean knows he has to take drastic action. What can they do that Chuck would hate enough to give up on his “favorite show” and let the Winchesters make their own choices again? Warning/Spoilers: Takes place directly after the Season 14 finale. Castiel appears as a side character, no romantic undertones. Art: Live Journal Story: Live Journal Title: A Map Without Landmarks is Useless Author: Zee487 Artist: An Rating: NC-17 Warnings/Spoilers: Major Character Death, Suicide Attempt, Violence Summary: When Sam is born, John props Dean’s elbow up on a pillow, carefully places the tiny wrinkled bundle into Dean’s arms, and tells Dean, “This is Sam. He’s your brother. You gotta watch out for him.” Dean looks at his brother’s big, clear eyes looking back at him and feels Sam’s tiny hand wrap around his finger and falls head over heels in love. Art: Tumblr Story: Ao3
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ao3feedsastiel · 4 years
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The Best Medicine
read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2yGbyUB
by sarasaurusrex
Castiel confuses Sam’s symptoms of depression with symptoms of the flu and tries to help. Set mid season 9.
Words: 1247, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English
Fandoms: Supernatural
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Categories: Multi
Characters: Castiel (Supernatural), Sam Winchester
Relationships: Castiel/Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Comfort, Fluff, Depressed Sam Winchester, Season/Series 09, Misunderstandings, Castiel Takes Care of Sam Winchester, Established Castiel/Sam Winchester, Domestic Fluff
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ao3feed-destiel · 4 years
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Gossamer Wings
Read it on AO3 here!https://ift.tt/31clSO1
by sarasaurusrex
Set in Season 12, Dean struggles to cope with Mary’s betrayal after she confesses to working for the British Men of Letters. Luckily, an angel is watching over him. Written for the ProfoundBond Scavenger Hunt.
Words: 4836, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English
Fandoms: Supernatural
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Categories: M/M
Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Castiel (Supernatural), Mary Winchester, Gabriel (Supernatural)
Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester, Gabriel/Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Established Castiel/Dean Winchester, Top Castiel/Bottom Dean Winchester, Minor Gabriel/Sam Winchester, Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Fluff and Hurt/Comfort, Fluff and Angst, Angel Wings, Wing Kink, Healing Sex, Comfort Sex, Sam Winchester Ships Castiel/Dean Winchester
Link: https://ift.tt/31clSO1
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Metamorphosis
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by sarasaurusrex
Sam grieves for Jess, written from Dean’s perspective with implied past-Wincest. Set in season 1. With art!
Words: 1003, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English
Fandoms: Supernatural
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Categories: M/M
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester
Relationships: Dean Winchester/Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester, Jessica Moore/Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: POV Dean Winchester, Past Jessica Moore/Sam Winchester, Past Dean Winchester/Sam Winchester, Grief/Mourning, Canonical Character Death, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Comforting Sam Winchester, Season 1, Drabble
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ao3feedsamifer · 4 years
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Breaking Point
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by sarasaurusrex
Sam is kidnapped by Lucifer who wants him as his vessel and his mate. Unfortunately, Lucifer can't take either without permission. Will Sam break and say yes, or will he be saved? (More tags to come)
For Kink and ABO Bingo.
Words: 1286, Chapters: 1/2, Language: English
Fandoms: Supernatural
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Rape/Non-Con
Categories: M/M
Characters: Sam Winchester, Lucifer (Supernatural), Gabriel (Supernatural)
Relationships: Lucifer/Sam Winchester, Gabriel/Sam Winchester
Additional Tags: Alpha Sam Winchester, Lucifer Possessing Nick (Supernatural), Beta Lucifer, Nick was a Beta, Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Rape/Non-con Elements, Past Rape/Non-con, Rape Aftermath, Non-Traditional Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Bottom Sam Winchester, Top Lucifer (Supernatural), Hell, Demons, Public Sex, Public Humiliation, Public Claiming, Mating Bites, Claiming Bites, Blood and Injury, tally marks, Multiple Orgasms, Forced Orgasm, Prostate Milking, Edgeplay, Post Orgasm Play, Non-Consensual Bondage, Rope Bondage, Suspension, Anal Sex, Hand Jobs, Lucifer Rapes Sam Winchester, knot play, Bottom Alpha, Submissive Alpha, Lucifer Wants Sam to Say Yes
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javocjovian · 3 years
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Sarasaurussex is now Javoc Jovian!
That’s right, it’s a name change post!
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I’ve been meaning to do this forever, but I’ve officially changed my tumblr name to Javoc Jovian! 
I go by Javoc everywhere but on tumblr and AO3, so I’ve been trying to figure this out for a while. Sarasaurusrex was a throwaway name that I never expected to use for long but it ended up becoming my main AO3 account, so when I made a tumblr to go along with it I went with Sarasaurussex (heh). Then I signed all of my artwork as Sarasaurussex and ugh... I had no idea how to change all of that.
So... I’m not going to!!!
I’ve decided not to go back and change any of my old signatures, mostly because a lot of that art is for Bangs and other collaborations (and I’m lazy). But from here on my art with be signed as Javoc Jovian. 
Or you know...
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If anyone has tips for this kind of thing, feel free to message me! I’ve added a little note to my sidebar so people can still find me as Sarasaurussex but I’m still a little worried about it.
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whichstiel · 3 years
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2020 Year in Fic (and art)
Like many people, the pandemic reordered my world - both personal and professional. Despite all that, and the emotional energy spent on this awful, nail-biting election year in the United States, I did actually publish a few stories.
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I only published two longer stories this year, opting out of writing for any bangs as I had very few spoons (or time) available.
Hope is a Living Thing I don’t usually go for Endverse stories. They make me melancholy and often ache over broken Dean and Cas - without much in the way of hope. When I was asked to write Endverse for a giveaway, I couldn’t help but sprinkle in some hope. This was published on New Year’s so it was clearly written in 2019. I don’t care, though! I’m counting it.
And They Were Ghostmates Like most of my stories, this one came about because I made a dumb joke in a text thread, and liked it so much that I wrote a story about it. My contribution to the quarantine fic subgenre.
Season 15 Codas
LOL, remember when I was going to write a code for every episode of season 15? Reader, I did not.
Fine Coda for 15x6 Golden Time. Cas rents a cabin and ruminates on emotions.
Maybe I’m Amazed Coda for 15x9 The Trap. A little Sam/Eileen, a little Dean/Cas.
Dancing Cheek to Cheek Coda for 15x10 The Heroes Journey. Dean and Cas dance together.
Devotional Coda for 15x17 and 15x18 Despair and Unity. A series of vignettes exploring Castiel and Dean's past
Limitless Coda for 15x19 Inherit the Earth. Thinking about human Cas, and God Jack.
There’s Something About Jenny Coda for 15x20 Carry On. Remember that trash fire??? Hahahahaha (weeps). I knew there had to be a reason Jenny showed up in the finale. Turns out, it was dark time travel magic and it IS reversible!
Art
While I didn’t write for any challenges, I did contribute art to a few projects:
Art for Missing Art created for Kitmistry's story, Missing, which was written for the DeanCas Pinefest 2020
Art for The Elmwood Haunting Art created for Sarasaurusrex's story, The Elmwood Haunting, which was written for the DCBB 2020
Art for Ode to Squirrel World I begged my friend to write this, and promised squirrel art. It brings me joy.
Creatively, I’d rank 2020 as a middling year. I created more than I did during a massive dry spell, but less than recent years. Here’s to a calmer 2021. Hopefully I can inject a little more beauty into the world than I managed this year!
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deancasbigbang · 4 years
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Title: The Elmwood Haunting
Author: sarasaurusrex
Artist: whichstiel
Rating: Explicit
Pairings: Dean/Castiel, past Castiel/Meg (deceased), past Castiel/Kelly Kline (deceased), background Garth/Bess, background Sam/Jess
Length: 60000
Warnings: Graphic Depictions of Violence, Non-permanent Character Injury, Brief mention of past Sexual Assault
Tags: All-human AU, the-Winchesters-never-became-hunters AU, Supernatural Horror, Idiots to Lovers, Heartbreak, Mystery, Angst, Slow Burn, Happy ending
Posting Date: October 21, 2020
Summary: Everyone knows there’s something strange about the old house on Elmwood Avenue. Its gruesome history of murder has scared off many families, but not Castiel Shurley. He believes he’s finally found the perfect home for himself and his five children. Twice widowed, Castiel is a physical therapist who doesn’t believe in the paranormal. Nor, Castiel believes, does the local plumber who comes by one sunny Autumn morning to lend a hand—Dean Winchester. But Dean, like the Elmwood house, is not all he seems.  Luckily for the Shurley’s, Dean is secretly an amatuer ghost hunter who’s been guarding the Elmwood house for years. He’s determined to keep Castiel’s family safe without revealing his true identity to them, so long as he can keep his hands off of Cas. Nothing goes to plan however, and their budding relationship is marred by secrets and the supernatural. Unbeknownst to anyone, the legend of the Elmwood house goes much deeper than ghosts and murder. As Castiel and Dean unravel the mystery of what really happened in that house they find themselves facing a generations’ old demon pact and a family legacy of previously unknown supernatural ‘hunters’.
Excerpt: “Hey,” Dean said, spotting the fixed crack in the wall, “nice work.” Castiel looked over his shoulder and smiled. “I still can’t figure out why it keeps coming back, though,” he said. “And there’s a spot on the attic door upstairs that definitely wasn’t there before, but I’m not keeping much of anything up there, it’s easier to store things above the garage, and I keep losing tools or misplacing them…” Castiel suddenly found himself ranting and he took a steadying breath. “This house is a lot more work than I expected. I feel like I’m going crazy sometimes,” he confessed. Dean had let him talk himself into silence. He nodded sympathetically. “Well, you’re not. I may not be a psychologist, but… if there’s anything I can do to help, you know my number.” “Thank you, Dean.” In the contented silence Dean’s eyes fell to Castiel’s lips again, but then they dropped to his arm. “Um, you got some paint… here...” Dean reached out and Castiel turned slightly, letting him rub a speck of paint off his elbow. Dean must have been working outside all morning because he was radiating summer heat. Castiel could feel it over his shoulder. He smelled like grass, sweat, and gasoline. Castiel felt Dean’s hand accidentally graze his side, and Castiel’s heart leapt. “There,” Dean said, stepping back. Castiel glanced at him awkwardly, feeling suddenly winded. “Thanks.”
DCBB 2020 Posting Schedule
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ao3feed-cockles · 5 years
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Wherever I May Roam
read it on the AO3 at http://archiveofourown.org/works/20923295
by sarasaurusrex
Sam and Dean get sent to another TV Land that's slightly different than the last. In this version, Jensen and Misha are dating. Can Dean keep it together long enough to be rescued and avoid ruining his precariously platonic relationship with Castiel? (cue Sam laughing in the background)
Words: 11432, Chapters: 4/4, Language: English
Series: Part 3 of Supernatural Kink Bingo
Fandoms: Supernatural, Supernatural RPF
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Categories: M/M
Characters: Dean Winchester, Castiel (Supernatural), Sam Winchester, Jensen Ackles, Misha Collins, Jared Padalecki
Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester, Misha Collins/Dean Winchester, Jensen Ackles/Misha Collins, Dean Winchester & Jensen Ackles, Castiel & Misha Collins, Sam Winchester & Jared Padalecki
Additional Tags: Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Angst and Fluff and Smut, Angst and Feels, Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Heartbreak, Castiel and Dean Winchester Being Idiots, idiots to lovers, Friends to Lovers, Heartache, Relationship(s), Dean Winchester is Bad at Feelings, Sam Winchester is So Done, Dubious Consent Due To Identity Issues, Emotional Sex, Condoms, Flavored Lube, Caught in the Act, Rejection, Arguing, First Time, Oral Sex, Angel Sex, Angelic Grace as Lube (Supernatural), Fluff, Happy Ending, Dean Winchester Has a Crush on Castiel, Sassy Castiel (Supernatural), Castiel Does Not Understand (Supernatural), Guilt
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ao3feed--destiel · 5 years
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by sarasaurusrex
Sam and Dean get sent to another TV Land that's slightly different than the last. In this version, Jensen and Misha are dating. Can Dean keep it together long enough to be rescued and avoid ruining his precariously platonic relationship with Castiel? (cue Sam laughing in the background)
Words: 11432, Chapters: 4/4, Language: English
Series: Part 3 of Supernatural Kink Bingo
Fandoms: Supernatural, Supernatural RPF
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Categories: M/M
Characters: Dean Winchester, Castiel (Supernatural), Sam Winchester, Jensen Ackles, Misha Collins, Jared Padalecki
Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester, Misha Collins/Dean Winchester, Jensen Ackles/Misha Collins, Dean Winchester & Jensen Ackles, Castiel & Misha Collins, Sam Winchester & Jared Padalecki
Additional Tags: Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Angst and Fluff and Smut, Angst and Feels, Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Heartbreak, Castiel and Dean Winchester Being Idiots, idiots to lovers, Friends to Lovers, Heartache, Relationship(s), Dean Winchester is Bad at Feelings, Sam Winchester is So Done, Dubious Consent Due To Identity Issues, Emotional Sex, Condoms, Flavored Lube, Caught in the Act, Rejection, Arguing, First Time, Oral Sex, Angel Sex, Angelic Grace as Lube (Supernatural), Fluff, Happy Ending, Dean Winchester Has a Crush on Castiel, Sassy Castiel (Supernatural), Castiel Does Not Understand (Supernatural), Guilt
via AO3 works tagged 'Castiel/Dean Winchester'
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