#sorry yall im just mad

[nousernameideas22]

I'm sorry, but Milgram fans, some of you need to stop harassing artists.

I'm serious. The amount of "erm akshully you can't make fan merch / do Milgram comms / make doujins" is insane. I've been in an out of so many anime communities, and the Milgram one is the only community I've been in that's openly hostile toward artists.

It's not "disrespectful" to the creators to make fan content, or even paid fan content. If you're going to claim making fan merch goes against Milgram "terms and service", then making any anime fan merch goes against corpo terms and service.

Despite what everyone thinks and keeps saying, Milgram is not a small project. OTOIRO may not be a giant conglomerate like MAPPA, but I will tell you that even outside the conglomerates it's still all about money. As someone who's been in literally just the western music industry, people don't care about artists. So I'm sorry if I'm not going to treat Milgram like it's some passion project that's fueled only by its creativity. Yeah, there's a lot of fucking passion in it, but it's main goal is to make money.

Some people think they're defending these higher ups and producers and moneymakers from... what, some artist on the other side of the world making some Milgram stickers at a local con? Telling the artist they're being disrespectful to the "poor creators" (not even the VAs and animators) for making some fanart? Telling them they're going to get sued out of existence? Have any of y'all been to a con?

Support artists. Buy from artists. Don't give money to those third party proxy sites that buy up Milgram plushies from crane games, where absolutely no profits from that will go to any of the actual talent behind Milgram. And you know what? Make money off of it. Who cares what some company's terms and conditions say. As long as you're not fuckin stealing art, go crazy.

Sorry for the rant, I just saw another artist be scoffed at for even suggesting making Milgram keychains. God forbid someone make a couple bucks off of godly corpo's anime.

#sorry yall im just mad #some people treat the milgram creators like gods #and like... what #same rules apply here to any other anime #and do yall know how anime even became popular here #in the west? #piracy. illegal shit #like people are so corpo loving now lol #milgram

[yooniesim]

Joshseoh kinda just ignored everyone pointing out it was wrong to paywall this during black history month and that whitewashing black ppl is wrong, because... shilling more bad quality hairs was more important ig? so anyway...

Y'all can download it here if ya really want it!

(tho tbh the quality is so bad i can't exactly recommend it...)

#s4cc #josheoh #its midnight so ill reblog this again tomorrow #credit to dhm #i would encourage everyone to start getting paywall content from there or rebels #i dont usually post stuff anymore bc its just so much easier for yall to just get telegram but #idk them just ignoring everyones comments kinda rubbed me the wrong way lol #it just shows this dude is mad weird bc if he'd just said sorry and made it free im p sure everyone wouldve been fine #ignoring it just shows they don't give af and thats p rotten #negative #the patreon issue #ceci speaks

[evenings-at-the-seaofquanta]

Y'know what! I hope Furina gets one hell of a character arc AND is very important to the story AND has epic moments along with silly ones AND has her Archonhood confirmed as explicitly as it gets (bc some people still cant accept it apparently) AND has a banger kit and playstyle AND all the people who keep looking for reasons to hate on her/discredit her have to cope and seethe. Thanks for coming to my ted talk

#genshin impact #gi furina #gi focalors #gi fontaine #sorry for the somewhat aggressive wording i promise im not that mad its just. can we not do the Nahida thing again #''powerful'' doesn't automatically equal ''perpetually-serious tall man'' yall. she can be silly while also being a force of nature and an #archon of her own right. let her be funny and youthful without thinking this must mean shes immediately weak #<- thanks for coming to my ted talk pt 2 i guess. damn #evening rambles

[bowcrary]

i think it's fucked some of y'all are using palestine as a means to deduce your favorite content creators and celebrities' moralities. some of y'all are using palestine as a decoration to pad ppl up and it's absolutely disgusting. have you maybe thought for a second that issues like genocide and colonization shouldn't be discussed through the framework of your favorite celebrities. aren't you a little bit disgusted that thorough support for palestine has devolved into a quirky characteristic you attribute to your favorite blorbos instead of actually being some practice you do. have you EVER touched politics and activism outside of social media and online liberalism. palestine is not your fucking plaything!!!

#sorry im just kind of. mad. #the way smoshblr talks abt palestine feels so disgusting to me. i dont know. #like some of yall dont even talk abt it outside of the framework of smosh. it's horrific #this isn't meant to be written for or against any person btw. i just think some of yall need to do stuf Outside of— #debating smosh's stance w palestine. your time can be spent so much better that way #anyway if ur from the ph remember to support little gaza kitchen! #and for the broader scheme of ph politics . support demilitarizing efforts! esp since the usa is enforcing military bases here w iof suppor #rambles

[lynxz-studios]

splatoon fans will see shiver winning a splatfest and immediately act like shiver herself crawled out of their screen and called them a slur

#sorry ive just been seeing like. so much shiver hate #its a video game yall. im hyperfixated on it HARD and even im not gonna get mad if the team i chose loses #like its literally fine ok. its ok. i promise.

[sketchy-tour]

A shame I wasn't able to find the motivation to finish my Halloween art in time for Halloween. Might still finish it and post it late for fun, especially since it's already lined.

Started it early and everything and I still couldn't make it. Oh well. That's what I get for getting distracted doodling silly stuff.

#text post #just rambling #Ive just been trying to keep my head on straight and doodling to distract myself these past couple weeks #that WIP has been sitting there...SO close to finished #I just had to color it... :( But coloring is a process I really gotta be in the headspace for #shoulda just slapped on some comfort show and powered through it so I wouldnt be late #but getting mad about what I didnt do isnt gonna make it magically happen lol #so late halloween art is my curse #sorry if I sound a little down for a bit its not the halloween lateness thats got me like this its more so just... #my brain. and my situation. I just gotta wait for the waters of my mind to calm back down #right now they waves are high. and Im just trying to keep my head above water the best I can #okay wow let me. just stop now yall dont wanna hear all that~! <3

[echo-goes-mmm]

Ambrose and Elliot #14

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Warnings: brief murder, offscreen sex

Once upon a time, a hundred years ago or more, there was a temple boy. The title was a bit of a misnomer, really. Ambrose was a grown man at 21. But he was no priest, and if you lived at the temple and weren’t a priest, you were a temple boy. Or girl, or assistant. 

Ambrose’s job was to keep things clean and tidy. To sweep the polished floors, launder the tapestries, water the plants, and secretly open the windows when the priests used too much incense in his opinion. That last part wasn’t in the job description.

It was monotonous, but it was a job. It allowed him some anonymity anyway, his parents wouldn’t think to look for Ambrose here. No one paid attention to the temple cleaners when there was a chance to run into a god. 

Ambrose wasn’t a worshiper but he knew better than the fanatics. He’d peeked and seen the serpent god a few times, and he was certainly divine, but also he was kinda just… a man? A very handsome man with pretty brown-and-gold slitted eyes and lovely auburn hair and a sharp smile that made his stomach do some interesting maneuvers and-

Still. Not exactly the mind-meltingly powerful image some followers claimed to see. Their offerings usually went unnoticed, and Ambrose bet they hadn’t actually met him.

He was wandering the upper floor of the temple, looking for the rumored records room, when the tell-tale flash of golden light appeared behind him. He whirled around. And yup, the serpent god was right behind him. Shit.

“You’re getting closer,” said the god, in a sing-song voice. Fuck, his teeth were sharp.

“Hm?”

“The records room,” he said, stepping forward, and holy shit he was tall, “you’re getting close to it.”

“Oh, uh, you know about that?” 

“Of course. It’s my temple after all, and secrets are in my domain,” said the god. Right. How could he have forgotten?

“So you know what’s in it?”

“I’ll do you one better,” the god moved to face the wall, pressing on a stone, and a part of the wall creaked open.

Unfortunately, the records were just a log of offerings over the centuries. Incredibly uninteresting, and the serpent god laughed at the face he made.

___________________

Apparently he was the god of a lot of things. Sure, most people knew the “secrets” aspect, but there was much more to the serpent god than most were aware. Self-confidence, Generosity, Indulgence. The list went on.

"How are you the god of all these things?" Ambrose asked. "They're all so contradictory."

“We can stretch our natures. Some of my kin pick up and put down titles like toys. As long as we can connect them. A friend of mine branched from logic to knowledge to science because it interested him,” he explained.

“So how do you connect yours?”

The god smiled at him. “You’re a clever man. I’m sure you’ll figure it out.”

Ambrose learned he was also the god of Revenge when he came to the temple with blood up to elbows, cheerfully informing Ambrose that his abusive parents were now dead. Or was it Justice? It certainly felt like the latter when Ambrose was planning the funeral.

___________________

They were on the grassy hill outside the city. They’d had some pastries, and split a pot of chamomile tea between them. Ambrose wasn’t a tea person, but it was growing on him. Now, though, they were just watching the clouds go by.

“Why do you visit me?” asked Ambrose, after picking out a bird-shaped cloud. “Surely I'm not that interesting.”

“Hm? I don’t know what you mean.” Jay fidgeted with a flower stem. For a god of self confidence and secrets, he was a terrible liar.

Ambrose rolled over, propping himself up on his elbow. “You know exactly what I mean. You could see anyone in the world, do anything you want, but you come see me. Why?”

Jay turned towards him. “Maybe you’re just pretty.”

Terrible liar.

___________________

“I have a gift for you, darling.” Ambrose examined the golden jewelry that Janus presented to him. It was gorgeous. A golden arm cuff in Janus’s signature animal, complete with emerald eyes.

“It’s beautiful, honey, thank you,” said Ambrose, pulling it on. It fit perfectly. He kissed Janus’s cheek, and the smile he got in return was as radiant as the sun.

___________________

Ambrose had never been so happy. The past few years had been sheer bliss.

They were in Janus’s bedroom, in the divine realm. The smell of sex still lingered in the air. Janus was exactly a head taller than him and Ambrose (who had always been taller than his previous partners) laid on his chest with his head tucked under Janus’s chin.

Janus had one arm around his waist, and the other was stroking his back. He hummed, nearly purring as they cuddled. 

“I love you," he murmured. He kissed his forehead. Ambrose's stomach dropped.

“I’m sorry,” he blurted. Janus tensed underneath him. Ambrose rolled off, sitting at the edge of the frankly massive bed.

“Wha- Rosey, why would you say that?” Ambrose could hear the hurt in Janus’s voice. He couldn’t stand to look back at him.

“I... I just,” Ambrose sniffed. “I’m going to die someday. And I love you too, and I’m sorry.”

The bed dipped behind him, and Janus’s warm arms wrapped around his waist. He brushed a kiss to Ambrose’s cheek. 

“It’s okay.”

“It really isn’t,” sobbed Ambrose. “I don’t want to do that to you. I don’t want to die, and I don’t want to leave you! I’m so sorry, Jay, you should go, it’s not fair to you-”

“I’m not going anywhere. It’s alright. We can fix it.” Janus tucked a piece of Ambrose’s hair behind his ear.

“We- we can?”

“Of course, darling,” Janus gave him another kiss, this time to his temple.

“You could live forever, if that’s what you want.”

taglist: @cupcakes-and-pain @secretwhumplair@paintedpigeon1 @whump-blog @whump-em @thingsthatgo-whump-inthenight @starfields08000 @littlespacecastle @mylovelyme

#im so sorry yall but it had to be done #<- isnt sorry >:) #fr though i cried a little while writing this #honestly i dont think ambrose is actually mad in present time. upset yeah but mad no. he just misses him so much #i was literally so excited to post this #Ambrose and Elliot #my writing #whump

[riseoftherose]

ok update on atla netflix: started final episode, it opens with the attack on the north. its pretty freaking great. frame for frame accurate w the show, and (other than some so so costuming choices, or a few fight-bending scenes with lower budgets) the only changes so far have been for the better

its- wow

its good

katara needs to go apeshit have have some more backbone fr, yue's costuming is god awful im so sorry amber midthunder queen you deserved better, and the overall customing for the northern watertribe is giving lowkey halloween/live action fmab but everything else??? top tier

#atla #atla netflix #atla live action #atla liveblog #avatar #honestly most (most.) of the plot changes the liveaction has made? I'm not mad about #the majority of them i both understand and LIKE #in fact in some of the places they've made changes i think they should go further but that's just me #now #there are some things i would like to edit #like 76% of those things are costume and character-design related #but honestly those are my biggest issues so far I'm okay with a lot of the plot changes #sorry not sorry but i hope their new seasons get double the episodes & bigger budgets & better choreographers & better customer designers #okay yeah the writers need to step up the character development for the main trio fr ESP for katara but honestly the overall writing is oka #COULD BE BETTER though but i get not ever episode can be life changing #and as long as they follow the OG pattern of each season getting more and more developmental and meaningfully complex / deep #IM GOOD with it #i think a lot of people are judging this s1 of the live action with the s3 of the cartoon which is NOT a fair comparison #s1 of the cartoon WAS pretty childish for the majority with the exception of zuko's plot and the finale #each season it grows in depth and the childishness of the overall story and theme diminishes and yall gotta remember that

[the-kipsabian]

if you have a blorbo that shows up on consistent programming at least close to every week and has had a storyline for longer than two weeks in the past year you have no right to complain about bad booking to me tbh

#im gonna hunt tk for sport #im sorry im just mad #disappointed #what the fuck #wrestling makes me sad and exhausted and i feel like i have the right to complain #fucking. whatever. wheres hard to kill im just gonna put that on now and feel better i hope ough #wrestling musing #im turning off reblogs yall cant behave on my post

[todayisafridaynight]

daigo-gets-trolled kinda fuckin panel

#snap sketches #sorry ignore me #im looking at all the comics i drafted this month and deciding which ones i wanna finish and which ones get sent to hell #and this panel of daigo still makes me chortle.. maybe ill finish this one idk #i just dnt wanna color it uuUUGHGGHGH WHY DO I COLOR THINGS NOW #whyyy doi draw so much thisshit lame as hell #ok im gonna go look at em again and decide which one to work on during stream tomorrow #cause lbr im not finishing any of em on stream LMAOOOO #i was gonna stream tonight but. is anyone even awake. #i mean yeah LOL but i feel low energy #so im gonna be more boring than usual #plus my only plans are to finish sketching some stuff for a comic ill Probably work on tomorrow #so itd be a real short stream since i only have like one or two things left to sketch #anyway. good night ill see Some of yall tomorrow :] #OH YEAH NO NIGORI FOR ME the liquor store closed half an hour early... and after my phone died and i got lost for a hot minute #so mean so cruel :( at least i got a cute kuromi pen from the ebisu store :) which i forgot i lived by until i saw it on my map :) #IM SO MAD THO I WAS SO TIRED I DIDNT REALIZE I HAD MONEY FR A KIRBY GACHA CAPSULE :(((((( maybe next month... #ok im rambling now BYE

[bitethehandthatneedsme]

there is nothing i am more passionate about than defending mike during the early s3 fight

#if harvey woulda given him TWO seconds out of his goddamn day to let him explain and they would’ve been fine #MIKE TRIED MULTIPLE TIMES #got to a point where he jst stopped trying bc he knew harvey wouldn’t listen to him #also #‘you think you’re not replaceable?’ KILL YOURSELFFFFFF #Sorry ok #also mike was 100% alone during this time . like completely alone do u get that. trevor gone grammy gone harvey gone donna gone #rachel for a bit gone #also bringing up how mike had gotten high with that tom (?) guy as if he didn’t just gt high like a few weeks ago #also circling back #‘you think you’re not replaceable?’ sayimg that so casually as if that isnt one of mikes biggest insecurities….. #what if i brought up ur cheating mother harvey huh?? how would u feel #the ONLY people with him were rachel and louis #AND MIKE LIT BELIEVED HARVEY WOULDN’T FORGIVE HIM SO HE ACCEPTED LOUIS’ OFFER TO BE HIS ASSICIATE #LIKE IM SO SICK #mike ross #and before yall say it #I UNDERSYAND WHY HARVEY WAS MAD ITS JUSIFIED OF COURSE #but HE LIT DID NOT LET MIKE SAY HIS SIDE

[acescorazon]

UPDATE. Thanks to everyone who suggested ideas and sent in more requests for next week 🥺💕 I appreciate it. @largestmigraine suggested a circus fic though and I think I can whip that up pretty quick so I'm going to use their idea for next week!!!

#ramblings #again im a people pleaser though so i can still do the requests yall sent in just they wont be used for next week #I'M SORRY DONT BE MAD OR DISAPPOINTED ANYONEEEEE

[gifti3]

why do the worst people be having kids

#i feel like a lot of people geniuenly dont like children #but they keep popping them out!! #like....whats wrong with you?? #i really hate yall and wish ur reproductive organs would stop working omg #sorry im watching this video and its making my so mad oml #and u know what makes this all worse #when the child acts out because theyre being abused #theres no accountability to be found #its only ever the kids fault #theyre just bad #has nothing to do with them at all #gifti3 rants #gif rants #ik theres a lot of social pressure and i hope it lessens with time #not having children is always an option #dont be tricked into something u dont want to do

[mementomush]

im sorry but no ones done the "will wood song titles are like:" genre of post right yet 😭

wheres your references to not-well-known psychiatric/medical illnesses or medications? AA phrases or general alcohol slang? your references to eastern religion or any biblical texts? your poetry and mysticism? anything relating to psychedelics? hunter s thompson influences?

#im sorry it had to be said its been killing me 😭 #will woods song titles are a lot more poetic and put together than yall are giving him credit for smh #there arent really pop culture references in the title either will had an obsession with stranger things back in the day but thats it #and only one song seems to reference that 😭 #theres so much medical and scientific stuff in his song titles like chemical overreaction thermodynamics dialectics etc #fungus rumbles #will wood #wwatt #wwattw #will wood and the tapeworms #will wood & the tapeworms #all in good fun btw im not mad at anyone its just been bugging me lol

[daemon-in-my-head]

I don't wanna sound bitter. Cuz I'm not. But I am very much disappointed. And probably a tiny bit mad.

Larian, I very much appreciate it that we get a new patch every 4 weeks or so and that you guys continously throw in "new" content, but; please for the love of everything that is holy take your time.

Patch 6 broke the game. Hotfix 18 made it even worse for modders, those with modded games and even just the vanilla experience. Patch 6 was very much still playable, whereas Hotmess 18 crashed the game round about every 30 minutes for reasons beyond human comprehension. Hotmess 19 fixed the .exe resulting in most script mods working again and Aron stopped his personal vendetta against me, but even now there's random funny lil bits and bobs of what the hell? and apparently some lines are marked as impossible again.

Please, for the love of god, test your patches. This is a fully released game, not EA and your players didn't sign up to be your beta testers. I know it's modern custom to treat your user base like they are, but speaking as part of the user base; I'd rather not.

I don't want to start the game directly from its .exe, continuously stay offline in Steam, or turn off auto updates for fear they will break everything yet again. I know my game is volatile because of mods; I understand that, and I'm not complaining about it, but mods didn't cause the bugs and crashes I've faced, and y'all confirmed it with the patch notes. Especially since I had the very same issues on my very much vanilla Steamdeck myself.

I do appreciate the work you do, but I don't appreciate the way how it is done. There will always be bugs and all. That much is normal. But they shouldn't be this severely game breaking or change the whole fucking .exe. That, to me, screams 99% untested, maybe on 1 particular notebook or PC and in some very small capacity, but not really. That's not a simple "oversight" anymore.

It happened before with Patch 4 which was incredibly broken and caused me to stay away from the game for weeks and I'm seeing it happen again right about fucking now.

Also the whole discord drama bit. If you know what I mean, you know how fucked up it was. Shall I add that some characters received a bunch of idles and some barely any or straight up none? If you commit to such updates, why not wait until you have something ready for everyone instead of stoking the flames by yourself voluntarily? Your players don't mind waiting longer if the end result is worth it, you know.

Please get your shit together Larian. You guys advocated for your players, but this isn't that anymore. This feels like a sellout. The very thing certain people tried to complain about at the Game Awards. Love you guys, but please. Please. Get it together again.

Okay. Got it out of my system. Back to my usual bullshit. On the bright side, this did trigger me to go write again after spending the entirety of yesterday asleep.

FYI; even if this was caused by the whining, get mad at the devs, not at your fandom. It wasn't their fault, the devs made these changes. Some of these people were right to complain (can we be adults about it this time pretty please? We all just want our ships to sail smoothly and our blorbos to be as developed as they deserve.)

#sorry but yall those last few days #needed to vent about this shitshow #the line removal was really just the cherry ontop #bg3 spoilers #bg3 #bg3 gortash #bg3 durge #also belgium isnt too far away from my place so please expect a very noisy neighbour if this was on purpose #im joking ofc about that last part #but i am kinda mad

[scopophobia-polaris]

I think there are a lot of criticisms you can give to people who portray hylia as just evil especially when they project that onto any zelda, and end up sounding like complete misogynists. you can like evil women without sounding like textbook misogynist! not saying that you or your anons have done it I'm just venting at the tumblr fandom at large especially when they portray link as a man who can't do no wrong. plus the post was about morally GRAY hylia and not just Evil God Woman

Okay

#maybe its just me and the fact i got a......good chunk of the fandom blocked #but it seems like fandom majority is to declaw hylia and make her a damsel and then yell at people who wanna like.... #give her flaws #or fucking agency in her fight against demise #idk man most people sympathize with the fact that zelda seemed to be ignored by hylia straight up in botw then they do about link's #suffering anymore maybe thats just me but yeah #idk ive had more trouble with hylia has never done anything wrong ever and if you support the goddess doing fucked up things sometimes youre #a misogynist then i have ever seen people unironically saying hylia is evil in canon #honestly if this was about YONA I WOULD FUCKING AGREE WHOLE HEARTEDLY LIKE IM SORRY BUT WHAG HAPPENED AFTER THAT GAME DROPPED WAS ASSSSSSSS #i know yona didnt have a personality i know shes just supposed to be the love intrest but instead of getting mad at a fictional chracter idk #why these dudes didnt turn on nintendo for constalty writing the concept of an intresting woman and then #not writing anything #totk was really bad aboht this one #ACTUALLY TOTK FUCKED OVER HYLIA YALL SAW THAT RIGHT #one minute im done writing in the tags i gotta make a post send me fun anons next time im sick of fandom drama