#the tower fucks me up so much

[una-victima-casi-perfecta]

Vera Cruz Temple in Carballiño, by Galician architect Antonio Palacios (1874-1945).

#galicia #architecture #antonio palacios #galician art #catholic art #churches #galice #carballiño #the tower fucks me up so much #20th century art #catholic core #catholicism #catholic church #christianity

[karizipan]

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#what in hell is bad #But before I can talk abt this game... My wbh MC! 😁👍 Lee Keon. Goes with he/she pronouns. #<- this game devastated me. I was bored and it came into my life irrevocably changing me. It invoked a curse on me sjwkwkdkf #rizdoodads #<- The pronouns errors in the game really helped sell the transgender MC experience actually love that #Anyway this game.... Ouuuu this game. CRYING. IT'S LIKE. I say it's good. It's not even THAT good... It's buggy and grindey... #But it's got me logging on daily... Which I never do. Probably bc the tasks are so easy to accomplish + it's an idle tower defense game. #And it's decent enough writing that I get to grip the story by the collar and shake it wildly while I try to piece everything apart KSJDKF #LIKE THIS SHOULD NOT BE TAKEN AS SERIOUSLY. POINTS TO MY PRIV THREAD ANALYSIS. WHAT IS SHE ON ABOUT⁉️‼️ #Anyway prepare for so much art of these guys crying #Don't look this fucking game up btw KAHALSJFK #whb mc #whb sitri #whb

[whereismyhat5678]

I haven’t drawn Fake Peppino in AGES

For any Fake Peppino lovers out there that I’ve disappointed I’m so sorry- 💀🙇‍♀️

And for anyone WHO HASN’T EVER SEEN me actually draw him I’M EVEN MORE SORRY 🙏🙇‍♀️🙏🙇‍♀️🙏🙇‍♀️

Now I personally don’t want newer viewers seeing my cringe ass Fake pep art but if anyone who does wanna see it- (HEADS UP FOR INTENSE BODY HORROR-) take these few links (I’m sorry I can’t scroll through my entire blog again just take some examples- 🥲):

Here, here, here, here and here.

The first one is my first ever drawing of him, I did not draw him normal- 💀

Anyways….this means have I changed how I draw him? Yes!

Look at the silly goober!! I may draw him just like this for now however…It was fun drawing him like the slimy disaster he was but it’s fine-…It always took a bit of time to draw those 🤷‍♀️

But just for the fun of it, and for old times sake, take a body horror Fake Peppino: (Warning, it looks kinda bad- 💀)

#Pizza Tower #I need to draw more Fake Peppino now. No excuses #Although I will admit I like drawing him more of a menace to society more than a fluffy soft glob of kindness- I’m sorry 🙏 #I just really like seeing the limits I could do with this guy #He’s so SPOOKY there’s like so much potential you can do with him!!! #It’s also why I love when I see people make him genuinely fucking terrifying- Don’t get me wrong I LOVE sweet Fakey but MAN….I love him as #being horrific….It’s just SO GOOD 😫😫💥💥 #The only thing is I want to draw him but at the same time don’t got any ideas 😅 Might have to dig something up- #I had a blast drawing him I remember that- Like legit I thought I made him so cool- #Fake Peppino #Art #Body Horror

[raspberriesandstrawberries]

Lady Ysabella Theer

Based on the portrait of Bianca Maria Sforza, by Giovanni Ambrogio de Predis

#the golden rose #ysabella #my art #fanart #I've wanted to do this one for a while #Ysabella's profile is really wel suited to early renaissance betrothal portraits that are always in profile #not that Ysabella is betrothed as far as I know #but I maintain that based on the technology the golden rose has to be early renaissance at the earliest #and i will continue to use the fashions of the 1400s as my inspo #please tell me tumblr fucked up the image quality as much as it currently appears #the whole point of this one was to try to enjoy doing lots of detail work #it mostly didn't work #i found doing all those pearls absolutely painful #but i like how it turned out so tumblr better not have ruined it #ramble ramble #complain complain #etc etc #also don't ask what the deal is with the ... artichoke? towers? on her dress? #idk what that's about its just what's on the dress in the original painting

[queen0fm0nsterz]

Reading my fave thin man and lady fic. Kicking my feet a lot because tbh. Sometimes a sad man really is just a weird woman's science project in a way that is so homoerotic

#carols.txt #when i tell you i've been re-reading this single one shot religiously every single month for almost three years I mean it #《straight》 ship so good we call it queerbaiting #LMAOOOOOO #call it yaoyuri the way these old people r tragic and doomed by the narrative or whatever #listen as a bi person on the aroace spectrum whatever this fic was trying to convey really strikes a cord #while its not the same as my own this characterization of them is so intriguing. im so hooked on it #^^ one thing i think this person really nailed was thin man's immaturity (stemming from his emotions oftentime being too big to control) -> #and the desire of attention that comes with said immaturity while also having the lady be both cold (normal) and intrigued in a way that -> #that really fits her character. curiosity is one of the many facets that make up her character that don't get explored much and i think its #done so well here for like no reason💀 THIS AUTHOR COOKED TOO HARD YOU GUYS #like ofc she wouldnt send him away. shes studying him under a microscope. even though hes annoying as hell #thin man is plagued by sassy man syndrome in this which is really fucking funny cus it lasts a total of 3 seconds before she finds him out #PLUS THE TALK ABOUT THE TOWER AND THE WORLD... AUGHHH #i need this author to give me their brain NOW #AUGHHHHHAAGGGHEEHH #everyone needs to start doing thinlady the way this person was doing it #this is the biblically accurate old people (in case my theory abt baby lady having been in the pale city is wrong) #live laugh love. its my birthday. spoiling myself a bit. goddamn.

[vulpinesaint]

mkay not to be like. a little insane or anything. but god i've been going crazy over religion (catholicism) and blood lately. did anyone else drink blood as worship every week since they were seven. was anyone else inundated with images of open wounds as holy. is anyone else consumed by the thought of holding onto a crucifix tightly enough for the edges of it to draw blood. i turned in a poem about drowning in communion wine in an empty church while bleeding from crucifix-inflicted hand wounds and trying to talk to god and my creative writing professor gave me extremely normal critiques i feel like i'm losing my mind

#is ANYONE ELSE here. #also i made my poetry insta and i was gonna backpost but i think i might just sit and stare at it until april sfkghsd #it's me and my few hundred tumblr followers on my poetry acc. and the five thousand pornbots on this one ig #life is so. like. #i CONSTANTLY think that being raised catholic didn't do that much to me but obviously it did SOMETHING #you know what. yeah. cause i didn't end up with guilt over being queer but i did end up having my whole world view torn away from me #cause when god is the fundamental building block to everything... #my parents were extremely reasonable about things all things considered #but losing trust and faith in god is like having the bottom block pulled out of your little tower #and since i was fifteen i feel like i've been trying to either get it out fully without letting it all crumble #or trying to push it back without causing more damage #and the tower's never gonna be the same no matter what. you know. #i suck at self reflection so i never actually think about this stuff but dear god does it consume me #like no i did not end up with catholic guilt really. however being asked to examine yourself as a sinner at 7 will do things to you #HATE myself why am i still awake. so fucking upset i need to be up so early tomorrow skdjfgh #screaming and crying. anyway anyone else up thinking about catholicism and blood??? #valentine notes #catholic tag

[orcelito]

My druid has "fuckboy" written all over her

#speculation nation #shes a druid but she does Not look it. nor does she act like it really. #druid stuff exists to beef myself up as a front liner (spores druid ftw) #and to act as an excuse like 'whaaaat why r u so suspicious of me im a druid 🥺🥺🥺 i just want what's best for nature 🥺🥺🥺' #meanwhile here i am hogging ALL the worms we manage to find (or. well. most of them.) #bc im going full ham into my powers lol theyre so useful #this is a game of pressing Every button and seeing what happens. yet still going along the lines of good? approximately? #it very much does feel like the kind of thing a druid drow would do. willing to consort with the darkness #but still ultimately striving for peace and order. #i am just perhaps a little bug-brained to accomplish this :3 #ive been playing a Lot of bg3. progressing well through act 2. everything is so very scary and i am just 1 druid 🥺 #(i say as if i havent killed literally every single enemy ive come across. im so fucking good at this game.) #the house of healing was by far my least favorite part (so far). that boss battle was TERRIBLE but i managed to get through it. #according to my friends they just talked their way out of it. not me tho. i saw that guy strapped to the table and i was just like #'GET FUCKED BRO' *casts moonbeam* *proceeds to get the shit stabbed outta me* #holy shit he did so much damage. and he was focused ONLY ON ME....... #took me and shadowheart both healing to keep up with the damage he was doing (while astarion and karlach did most of the attacking) #but i did it! hes gone! but holy shit poking around his stuff has been so. eugh. #im in the towers now. so scary. just barely started them tho. gonna look for the prisoners and then proceed from there. #that ketheric dude is fucking terrifying. so big scared about him. but All Men Die The Same 😈 #.....well maybe not exactly the same given his 'immortality' thing 😂 but i'll figure it out. #anyways yea check out taltana im going for a mixed feminine and masculine kinda vibes with her. and enjoying it very much. #bg3 spoilers/

[girlscience]

I finished Nona the Ninth and.... I was going to make a whole post outlining everything that confused and frustrated me about the book (because there is A Lot) but actually I think I can sum it up much faster. This is a story mostly focused on characters and people, and I often do not care about characters and people. I far prefer worldbuilding to nearly everything else and I think the worldbuilding is there, but it is not really being explained. There is a war happening, and I understand absolutely none of it. I don't understand the sides/factions, I don't understand the politicking happening, I don't understand the goals, I don't know who is leading what or why or where they are etc etc etc. And I don't know if that's a fault on my part as a reader or that it's simply not being explained well. In relation to that, everything is unreliable narrators. And I think I am coming to the conclusion I don't like that. It means I don't know what's actually happening ever and it is beginning to really frustrate me.

#tlt #I like the characters! I do! But I am really only attached to Gideon #I liked all the characters in Nona... but they arent very important to me #I like the making of Paul and thought that was very interesting and well written and moving #but that was pretty much the only character based piece of this story I really loved #Idk. I am going to finish the series.... but I don't understand anything #I think I will have to reread everything but even then idk if I'll pick up all the pieces #I also have opinions about the fact all of it feels like it's happening on post apocalyptic earth.... #but it's supposed to be on alien planets and 10000 years in the future. I feel like it should feel far more alien #I did like getting John's backstory and explaination. but I also think he may be an unreliable narrator so I don't trust what he said #and I don't get why everything that happened in his story happened... and like I guess that piece doesn't matter so much cause 10000 years #but it bothers me #AND AGAIN MY GIRL GIDEON WAS BARELY IN THE BOOK #idk. I just want to know who is fighting. why are the fighting. what do they all want. WHERE are they fighting. how are they fighting. #what all science is there. what space travel is there. how does the space travel work. #better explainations of the magic. and the river. what was the tower in the river. (i think some of that will be addressed later) #(or at least i fucking hope so) #idk. I feel like some of this is explained and I just missed it... but I think some of it is absolutely glossed over #and I don't hate open ended worldbuilding entirely but I want better scaffolding #I DONT KNOW. I feel like I'm being mean and so I feel bad #like it's a good book and so many people like them #and I liked them at the beginning!!! but now I'm just confused and frustrated #and I don't know if it's my fault and I'm just too stupid to pick on things and context and hints and stuff #or if it actually was all that poorly explained

[oh-meow-swirls]

i have so many left. blasters t why are you like this istg.

#puppy rambles #yo-kai watch #yw3 #sighhhhhhhh #i've only finished the cluvian keyhole. and i've started on all the cluphinix ones #i'll have to go back to the suspicious room soon i think #i still don't understand how the t level works which is super annoying because the level scaling is so weird??? #why does the cluphinx spade mouth end at level 80 the other two only go up to level 60....... #apparently they were version-exclusives in the japanese version??? like fuck sukiyaki players i guess jeez- #... does that mean i only have to do one?????? how does blasters t work i'm so confused #oh i don't even have to do any of the cluphinx ones. fun i'm just wasting my time. i love blasters t so much #sighhhhhhhhhhhhhh #blasters t is fun tbh but it is also so annoying at the same time i just want to be done already #THIS ISN'T EVEN GONNA GET ME ALL THE QUESTS I'M MISSING I'M PRETTY SURE SOME #ARE LOCKED BEHIND THE TOWER OF ZENLIGHTENMENT TOO #i'm just mad i finished all the hailey quests honestly :////// didn't even get anything in return #whapir's just eternally telling me i don't have any detective requests. i never will again-

[skeletalheartattack]

happy almost birthday :o)

:) thank you!!! there's gonna be a bounce castle at my birthday party and every body is invited

#ask #catboygirljoker #ough.... the passage of time marches on. #on that tuesday i will be 25. fucked up. #i dont really do much for my birthdays honestly. besides my mom taking me out to a restaraunt to eat. #on the day of i just get a good pizza and thats enough for me #a friend did recently offer to get me a desktop computer. and the tower has been here since thursday. #im currently waiting on the monitor. which should arrive in a few days. #im. really bad at accepting gifts. that said. even after having accepted this one im still experiencing grief #the computers an older model. but it runs on windows 10. #im. internally scared to think about what it can and cant run. i even dread thinking about even finding out. #like. ohhhh how id love to play animal crossing city folk again... or even minecraft... #but im doing. my best. to keep my expectations low. #i really hope it runs emulators (gamcube/wii/ps2 era ones) well. i need to play dbz budokai again i need to look at zarbons model again #the monitor is 1080p. which i dont think ive ever had a monitor that high res. #ik that TF2 probably wont run the best. but i hope sourcemods run fine. #ill have to do so much re-installing of things....... ogh..... #it doesnt have a wifi chip so i think temporarily ill have to use a usb to connect to the internet. #which i can live with. ik theyre not as powerful but its fine. maybe at some point ill get a wifi card. #though. i dread the thought <- had internal ptsd thinking about touching anything within a computer again #tldr. had a good laptop. screen went dark one day. was told it was probably the cmos battery. #tried to do repairs myself. ooggh..... the horrible memories.... #ik adding a wifi chip is incredibly easy. but that doesnt mean im not scared #anyway :) thank you for the soon birthday wishes

[queenofmalkier]

Now I'm stuck on how unhinged and depraved and AWFUL Tuon/Gawyn could be.

#wheel of time #wheel of time book spoilers #Fortuona Athaem Devi Paendrag #gawyn trakand #listen Hannibal the show ruined me as a person #but you can't tell me tuon/gawyn doesn't have that same fucked up sort of energy #oh god I cannot be bitten by the writing urge right now #I have two RPG campaigns and a cruise in like... five days #I do not have the time #BUT TUON LEASHING GAWYN LIKE A DOG #sending him out to fight!! #and when he comes back being disappointed he didn't do more damage #and him spiraling because he hates her and it's wrong but also #he wants to impress her too #she could have captured him when they attacked the tower #or better yet captured him much earlier with egwene #except nobody knows she has him but egwene #by the time they do it's too late and they have to leave him #'oh he's not a channeler it won't be so bad for him' #WRONG #finally he comes back after brutally killing a lot of people and she lifts his chin up and doesn't quite smile #but she tells him 'good boy' and it's game over

[crescentfool]

so called free-thinkers when they see new pictures of minato... it is me.. i’m free-thinkers...

#lizzy speaks #GOOD MORNING I AM GOING TO EXPLODE THESE SCREENSHOTS LOOK SO GOOD #i haven't thoroughly looked 2 hard at tartarus's gameplay but i hope tartarus still functions similarly to how it did in game #like... doing replays of p3 is so fucking nice because i dont have 2 bother with puzzles. tartarus is soo. oddly calming to me. #idc what people say abt tartar sauce! i will defend it with my life!! i liked going up that tower thank you very much!! #also the tired mechanic. fucking swag. yeah its an inconvenience for gameplay. do i give a fuck? not really. i think it fits thematically #anyway... the person i will become when they drop portraits of the other characters. i will ascend #if this thing gets an artbook i WILL get it! i need minato in my home right NOW!!!

[7yd1a]

I need to see your takes on FrostBurn for the Fucked Up Ship Bingo

I am SO GLAD you asked :D

#dragonfable #frost burn #jaania #alexnader / xan #fucked up ship bingo #thank you crouton-knight you are a real one #i cant explain the t4t thing its just Vibes plz do not burn me at the stake tumblrfable #i hope they get their happy ending but if not im gonna fix that with so much villain rehab tower fix-it fanfic

[lecliss]

Got full access to my bff's Netflix account finally and I started watching Code Lyoko and its kinda baffling to me how the theme song and the iconic reused shots and little sound effects activated neurons in my brain that have been dormant for almost 2 decades. It's like the same effect that the ps2 start up sound has on me. And the theme song is so good that the nostalgia hit is actually making me emotional.

#ya know. it was a teeny tiny part of my childhood that im kinda surprised actually. i do remember bits of the first episode and one #plot point in a later seasons. but otherwise nothing else. i think i barely even watched the show despite how much i loved it #but starting it again since i was like. idk??? eight maybe??? seven??? is hitting me with so many emotions #the scenes where they travel on the skateboards and swing on the ropes and get in the machine #when aelita floats up in the towers #every time the theme plays #fuck man. this show was so good. it really did leave a dormant impression on me huh?? #and in true 'grew up to have a funky gender and returning to an old piece of media i once liked' fashion. odd is so gender #hes canonically catboy coded. he has a purple highlight in his hair. his fucking outfit!!! hello!!! nonbinary catboy odd!!!! #hes so gender. hes so catboy gender. his gender is just catboy. the boy in there being gender neutral of course. #(tho i do have to say i never realized the show was SO desperate to try to show girls naked. that was a shock.) #personal

[yo9urt]

separate post because i forgot to mention it in the first one. the difficulty spikes/unspikes in act 3 of the 2023 game of the year were very interesting to me

#mine #and by interesting i mean interesting and slightly annoying #for reference this run was on easy mode (most of them probably will be or at least a solid chunk) #and i went in knowing the bare bones basics of the combat system and figured out a lot of things as i went #(still don't know why everyone's so obsessed with barrels though?) #and i've always been kind of stupid so this style of combat had a very big learning curve lol there's so much to do #i enjoyed the challenge though :) anyway back on topic it was really surprising to me because the endgame stuff #was so easy? i was worried about the courtyard fight because the wiki described it as an all out attack but i cleaned house #ast4ri0n took out two enemies on his own just in the first team and orpheus killed like half of them with his cool powers #and the rest of the party cleaned up the rest and we barely broke a sweat #THEN i was worried about getting up the tower and reaching the stem but that was also easy? we took like next to no damage and got there #super fast (again shoutout to ast4ri0n for having insane movement speed and zooming up to the top like that) #and then when i was on top of the brain i was like omg this dragon is going to fucking eat me alive #nope! we scurried along the left side and killed a few enemies but many of them lived #and we got in with barely any injuries #then in the final brain platform area i was like OH SHIT!!!! WHAT IF I DIE #but that was easy too like we literally killed it in one turn #it used the negation orb but nothing actually blew up or died cause then we all had our turns #and just wailed on it until it was dead #meanwhile i had to try about 4 times to get the house of hope fight right #i tried cazador and the foundry steel watchers fight once each before cheesing them #had to try about 4 times for the iron throne? give or take? and then had to try i think 3 times for gort's fight #it was very surprising to not only beat all the post-pool fights in one go but also so easily #maybe i'll try higher difficulty modes in the future...i do feel emboldened...but for now i'll stay on easy